XII

In that part of the world the early autumn is the most lovely season of

the year. The country in its variety and sudden violences of shape and

colour seemed to her sensationally lovely after the mild beauty of her

own midland landscape, dominated and restrained by the level skylines

of Cotswold. Considine, who spoke very little as he drove, but was a

stylish whip, told her the names of the villages through which they

passed, names that were as soft and sleepy as Lapton Huish itself. He

showed her his church, with a flicker of pride, and the hung slates of

the Rectory wall through a gap in the green. Then they passed into the

open drive of Lapton Manor.

He explained to her that the estate had been neglected and was now the

subject of an experiment; but it seemed to her that the level fields

through which the drive extended had already come under the influence

of his orderly mind. To everything that Considine undertook there

clung an atmosphere of formal precision that suggested nothing so much

as the eighteenth century. The Manor, suddenly sweeping into view from

behind a plantation of ilex, confirmed this impression. It was such a

house as Considine must inevitably have chosen, a solid Georgian

structure, square and sombre, with a pillared portico in front shading

the entrance and its flanking windows. The window panes of the upper

storey blazed in the setting sun.

In the hall Gabrielle Considine awaited them. She was dressed in

black--probably she was still in mourning for Jocelyn--with a white

muslin collar such as a widow might have worn. To Mrs. Payne, by an

unconscious personal contrast, she seemed very tall and graceful and

exceedingly well-bred. No doubt Considine had prepared the way for

this impression. On the drive up he had spoken several times of Lord

Halberton, "my wife's cousin." Mrs. Considine's voice was very soft,

with the least hint of Irish in it, an inflection rather than a brogue.

Her hands, her neck and her face were very white. Possibly her skin

seemed whiter because of the blackness of her hair and of her dress and

the beautiful shape of her pale hands. Curiously enough, the chief

impression she made on Mrs. Payne was not the obvious one of youth; and

this shows that Gabrielle, outwardly, at any rate, had changed

enormously in the last year. Mrs. Payne did not know then, and

certainly would never have guessed, that the lady of the house was

under twenty years of age. She only saw a creature full of grace, of

dignity, and of quietness, and she knew that Considine was proud of

these qualities that his wife displayed. There was nothing to suggest

that the pair were not completely happy in their marriage.

After dinner they proceeded to business. They sat together in the

drawing-room, Mrs. Considine busy with her embroidery at a small table

apart, while her husband, capably judicial, begged Mrs. Payne to tell

him the peculiar features of Arthur's case. She found Considine

sympathetic, and the telling so easy that she was able to express

herself naturally in the most embarrassing part of her story.

Considine helped her with small encouragements. Gabrielle said

nothing, bending over her work while she listened. Indeed, she had

scarcely spoken a dozen words since Mrs. Payne's arrival. When she

came to the episode of Arthur's expulsion from the school at

Cheltenham, Considine made an uneasy gesture suggesting that his wife

should retire, and Gabrielle quietly rose.

Mrs. Payne begged her to stay. "It is much better that you should both

know everything," she said. "I want you to realise things at their

worst. It is much better that you should know exactly where we stand."

She wondered afterwards why Considine had suggested that Gabrielle

should go. At first she had taken it for granted that he was merely

considering her own maternal feelings in an unpleasant confession. It

was not until she thought the matter out quietly at Overton that she

decided that his action was really in keeping with the rest of his

attitude towards his wife; that he did, in fact, regard her as a small

child who should be repressed and denied an active interest in his

affairs. Gabrielle's quietness had puzzled her. Perhaps this was its

explanation.

For the time the story absorbed her and she thought no more of

Gabrielle. Considine was such an excellent listener, sitting there

with his long fingers knotted and his eyes fixed on her, that she found

herself subject to the same sort of mesmeric influence as had overcome

Lord Halberton. He inspired her with a curious confidence, and she

began to hope, almost passionately, that he would undertake the care of

Arthur. Before she had finished her narrative she was assailed with a

fear that he wouldn't--he seemed to be weighing the matter so carefully

in his mind--and burst out with an abrupt: "But you _will_ take him,

won't you?"

Considine smiled. "I shall be delighted," he said.

Her thankfulness, at the end of so much strain, almost bowled her over.

"You make me feel more settled about him already," she said. "I'm

almost certain that he will be happy here. I feel that I'm so lucky to

have heard of you. You and your wife," she added, for all the time

that she had been speaking, she had been conscious of the silent

interest of Gabrielle. When it came to a question of terms there was

nothing indefinite about Considine. The fees that he suggested were

enormous, but Mrs. Payne's faith in him was by this time so secure that

she would gladly have paid anything. All through the rest of her visit

this slow and steady confidence increased. From the bedroom in which

she slept she could see the wide expanse of the home fields. It seemed

to her that the quiet of Lapton was deeper and mellower and more

intense than any she had ever known. It was saturated with the sense

of ancient, stable, sane tradition. It breathed an atmosphere in which

nothing violent or strange or abnormal could ever flourish. She felt

that, in contrast with their restless modern Cotswold home, its intense

normality must surely have some subtle reassuring effect upon her son.

Gazing over those yellow fields in the early morning she felt a more

settled happiness than she had ever known since her husband's death.

So, full of hope, she returned to Overton and announced the

arrangements she had made to Arthur. He took to them gladly. He was

tired of the unnatural indolence of Overton, and in any case he would

have welcomed a change. In everything but his fatal abnormality he was

an ordinary healthy boy, and the prospect of going into a new county,

and learning something of estate management, a subject in which he was

really interested, appealed to him. She described the drive from the

station, the house, and the general conditions in detail. Her

enthusiasm for Considine rather put him off.

"I hope he isn't quite such a paragon as you make out," he said, "or

he'll have no use for me."

Gabrielle appeared as a rather shadowy figure in his mother's

background. "Oh, there's a wife, is there?" he said. "That's rather a

pity." She smiled, for this was typical of his attitude towards women.

Even though she smiled at it her heart was full of thankfulness, for,

as he had grown older, she had lived in an indefinite terror of what

might happen when Arthur did begin to notice women. It was quite bad

enough that he should be without a conscience in matters of truth and

property; if he were to be found without conscience in matters of sex

there was no end to the complications with which she might have to

deal. She always remembered the specialist's prophecy that the period

of puberty might be marked by a complete change for the better in his

dangerous temperament, but she was secretly haunted by a fear that this

critical age might, by an equal chance, reveal some new abnormality or

even aggravate the old. Arthur was now nearly seventeen, and

physically, at any rate, mature. For the present she lived in a state

of exaggerated hopes and fears.

The amazing part of the whole business was that Arthur didn't realise

it. He looked upon the anxiety which Mrs. Payne found it so difficult

to conceal as feminine weakness. He wished to goodness that she

wouldn't fuss over him, being convinced that he himself was an

ordinary, plain-sailing person who had submitted for long enough to an

unreasonable degree of pampering. He didn't see any reason why he

shouldn't be treated like any other boy of his age, and felt that he

had already been cheated of many of the rights of youth. One of the

principal reasons why he welcomed the Lapton plan was that it would

free him from the constant tug of apron-strings, and allow him to mix

freely with creatures of his own age and sex.

He went off to Lapton in the highest spirits, determined to have a good

time, rejoicing in the prospect of freedom in a way that made his

mother feel that she had been something of an oppressor. She could not

resist the temptation of seeing the last of him, and so they travelled

down together. This time she stayed a couple of days at Lapton. It

was part of Considine's plan to let parents see as much of the place as

they wanted, if only to convince them that they were getting their

money's worth.

Everything that Mrs. Payne saw reassured her. The routine of the house

seemed to be reasonable and healthy. The mornings were devoted to

lessons in the library. After lunch the pupils went out over the

fields or into the woods where Considine instructed them in details of

farming and forestry. Their work was not merely theoretical. They had

to learn to use their hands as well as their brains, to plough a

furrow, or bank a hedge, or dig a pit for mangolds. Considine kept

them busy, and at the same time made them useful to himself. They used

to come in at tea-time flushed with exercise and pleasantly fatigued.

The late afternoon and evening were their own. They played tennis or

racquets, or read books in the library, a long room with many tall

windows that had been set aside for their instruction and leisure.

Mrs. Payne rejoiced to find that their life at Lapton was so full. In

the absence of any idleness that was not well-earned she saw the

highest wisdom of Considine's system; for it seemed to her that her

anxiety for Arthur had probably done him an injustice in depriving him

of a natural outlet for his energies. At Lapton he could scarcely find

time for wickedness.

In this way her admiration for Considine increased. She only regretted

that she had not been able in the past to secure a tutor of his capable

and energetic type. Reviewing the series of languid and futile young

men whom the very best agencies had sent her, she came to the

conclusion that no man of Considine's type could ever have been forced

to accept a tutor's employment. Even in the choice of his pupils she

saw signs of his discrimination. In addition to the two Traceys, whose

delightful manners were undeniable, he had secured two other boys: one

the younger son of an East Anglian peer, and the other a boy whose

father was a colonel in the Indian army. The paragraph in Considine's

advertisement that had first attracted her had made her wonder if his

school might not develop into a collection of oddities, but all the

pupils that she saw were not only the sons of gentlemen but obviously

normal. She felt that their influence, seconding the control of

Considine, must surely have a stabilising effect upon Arthur, and was

content.

During the two days of her visit she still found Gabrielle a little

puzzling. She couldn't quite believe that her extreme quietness and

reserve were nothing more than simplicity. Knowing nothing of her

origins she did not realise that Gabrielle was actually shy of her, and

that this, and nothing else, explained her air of mystery. On the last

night, however, feeling that after all Gabrielle was the only woman in

the house in whom she could confide, she overcame her own diffidence,

and told her the whole story over again from a personal and feminine

point of view. Gabrielle listened very quietly.

"I'm so anxious that I felt bound to tell you, just in the hope that

you'd be interested," said Mrs. Payne. "One woman feels that it takes

another woman to understand her. If you had children of your own,

you'd understand quite easily what I mean."

"I think I do understand," said Gabrielle.

"There are little things about which I should be ashamed to worry your

husband. I wonder if it would be asking too much of you to hope that

you would sometimes write to me, and tell me how he is? Naturally I

can't expect you to take a special interest in Arthur, more than in

others----" She found it difficult to say more.

"Of course I will write to you if you want me to," said Gabrielle.

Mrs. Payne, impulsively, kissed her.

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