Chapter XIII

In Which Appears a General of Division, and One of "the Brethren."

If Gard entered the war, as he claimed, in the theory of a spiritual

adventure, it must be hinted that he had sometimes lost sight of his

theory. Outside events had shown a tendency to usurp and absorb in the

process of the happening. It was not so noticeable during the first nine

months. He marched, drilled, felt the rain and the cold wind at night in

the open, heard the enemy's guns, saw bleeding men carried by from the

distant field, and shared in what was called "the defence of

Washington," a matter that did not seem difficult or exciting beyond

reason. He was made a sergeant--a purely outside event. There was

leisure to watch the scene, to keep one's poise, to experiment with

existence. If at times his old sense of separateness, of isolation among

objects, scenes, and persons whose importance to him was only in their

inner effect upon him--if this sense at times seemed less vivid than

before, and the movements of men in masses, the common enthusiasms, made

him feel that his solitary journeying was in some mystical way

accompanied by watching myriads with the same forward step and shadowy

goal, it was rather a passing, a recurrent sensation.

But with the middle of spring came three months of storm and

stress in the Virginia peninsula. He came out of the ranks by

reason of some inscrutable opinion of him conceived and reported to

authorities--something connected with an expedition through a swamp--was

promoted because there were no other officers to speak of in the company

when the army reached its new base at last on the James River.

He looked back curiously now to the tumult of those weeks, a period when

he could not remember to have remembered himself, a long night of

irrelevant dreams, the sense of identity lost in the dull confusion,

himself going and coming, ordering and obeying, seeing difficulties and

finding solutions with a set of surface faculties, the soul within him

torpid, at least taciturn. The experience had left him with a sense of

distaste and humiliation, with a certain troubled doubt. Was a man

captain of himself, if he could be seized, stunned, drowned in

circumstance, lost like a drop of water in a flood, rendered indistinct

to his own consciousness from the flowing, pouring mass around him?

Gard did not suppose himself to be unique. He supposed other men had

similar paths to walk in, pilgrim fashion; that every man owned merely

himself and his destiny, his issue in the nature of things his own; that

to every man there was but one great distinction, it lying between

himself and what was not himself. In his own age, at least, he supposed

it a growing tendency for men to look within their own souls for the

infinite which they could not find without.

There was no doubt the peninsular campaign had been an experience

affecting him profoundly. It had shown him what a pit of danger lay on

the side of such absorption; that to plunge into affairs so intense, so

physical, so powerful in their sweep and pull, was for the individualist

numbing, miasmic, clouding the eye whose function should be to see one

path clearly. It had given him a new sense and a certain dread of the

strength of what lay on the other side of that distinction between

himself and the not himself. It had left in him, he fancied, a kind of

sediment, an element in respect to which it became illustrated that what

a man has experienced is a part of him. It had made him perhaps more

consciously watchful of his poise, his mental erectness and control. But

the main result so far had been that sense of uncertainty and troubled

doubt, as if he had lost the trail, as if much had grown dim that was

once definite and guiding. Mavering's appearance seemed to suggest

something, a clew or an omen. Jack, at least, was individual, nomadic,

and distinct. He never let his surroundings grow into him.

Thursday, the day after the battle, the hills, woods, and fields were

quiet except for stray picket shooting. The two armies could feel each

other. Why they lay all day so near, so quiet, was no business of

either's subordinate atoms. Gard felt that he but barely cared, if no

more was asked of him and his remnant of thirty than to stay where they

were. No doubt they also serve who wait. He could stretch in the

sunlight, listen to Mavering's home despatches, choice, flowing,

vehement, and supply him with technical language.

Farmers drove in on the road during the day, and distributed apples from

their wagons, or peddled home-made bread. A number of them wore

singular, broad-brimmed hats, smooth hair, long, and parted in the

middle, shaven lips and long beards below, and some spoke broken English

with an odd, German dialect. They were said to be the Dunkers of the

squat-chimneyed church, now spotted with bullet-holes, one casement

blown in. To Gard they seemed to illustrate grimly the shaping power of

externals, these men whose mouths were set to the line of their wide

hats, hair plastered smoothly to mark the even tenor of their peace.

They called themselves "The Brethren." There was something in their

faces at once a reminder of and a contrast to the faces he remembered in

the Brotherhood of Consolation.

The camp-fires flickered once more at night against the black foliage.

Company B, in a new manner, admired its captain and the extraordinary

correspondent, while they recited Brutus and Cassius with mellow

mouthings, and after gave impromptu dialogues between a Dunker

advocating the use of apples with Biblical extracts, and the general of

division, explosive, impatient, dropping oaths like solid round shot.

Other men left their own camp-fires and crowded the road. Some officers

sat on the fence and applauded. The distant crack of the pickets' rifles

was sometimes heard, stabbing blindly at the night. The stars were

brilliant and the slim moon was in the south.

Friday morning it was rumored that the enemy had slipped away in the

night, and gone across the Potomac again; that the general of division

had been heard putting violent terms to the name of his chief for

committing all the sins of omission which man could commit, seeing his

aides' enjoyment of which language he had reddened and set his grim

mouth. The fields beyond the wood, at least, were empty, and the village

among the hills. One could walk abroad without being shot at from the

bushes where those scarlet berries grew.

The crippled Third, with its odds and ends of companies, moved as far as

the village, now turned a bustling hospital, and heard big guns booming

again south of the Potomac. There it was that Mavering wrote that sketch

of red death and amputation which his paper expurgated before

publishing, to Mavering's disgust. "As fine a bit of realism as was

ever done! And look at it, butchered to make a civilian holiday!" He

read the first draft to Gard.

"I'll trade my job for yours, Jack."

"Quite the contrary"--Mavering altered an adjective in his copy--"you

will not."

A messenger rode into the camp of the crippled Third with a led horse.

"Captain Windham?"

"Here."

"Order of ----; relieved indefinitely. Will take this horse--report at

division headquarters," and the messenger clattered away. Mavering

jumped to his feet.

"I'll trade you."

"Quite the contrary, you will not."

Mavering grumbled and went back to his copy.

"It's that elegant comedy last night. Poor boy! Ruined! Ruined!"

Gard rode down the road that led from the village to the creek. The

centre of Wednesday's fight had been here, but the fighting must have

been mainly on the wings. There were signs of heavy artillery work, but

little else. Beyond the bridge was a large house on the hill, with a

white picket fence around it. From the hill he could look up the winding

creek, and see the bluffs, the sloped fields and ploughed ground of

Wednesday's charges and retreats, the Dunker church against the woods.

Some men in front of the house directed him to take the right fork of

the road. The sun was low, the day-moon like a white scallop of cloud.

He found the headquarters a half-mile beyond, a small brick house,

distinguished by the number of saddled horses fastened at the fence, and

within the general, a familiar figure enough, with his red face and

white whiskers, a hot-tempered man and well beloved, now puffing a cigar

and quite self-controlled.

"Captain Windham."

"Gentlemen!" cried the general, "will you allow me--I want to see this

man," and they were presently alone.

The general leaned back and looked at Gard critically. He began:

"Captain Windham--mm--these theatrical performances by officers for the

entertainment of privates--umm--this disgraceful mimicry

of--mm--myself--this disrespect leading to insubordination--"

"I beg your pardon, sir. It was not intended--"

"I was about to say," thundered the general, "when you interrupted me,

that I don't believe the commander-in-chief would approve. Personally.

I'd have given something to be there. I have about me, I believe,

another cigar. Sit down."

He spoke in a jerky way, coming down on selected words with emphasis.

"I have need of a particular kind of a man. It occurs to me you may be

that kind--mm--a certain _variety_, perhaps, of talent. It's a bit of

secret service. _Well_, now look here. It is this. The War Department

wants private information about the actual effective _numbers_--if

possible--and _condition_, of the enemy--at present. I will tell you

more. The estimates that come to it from the commander-in-chief are--I

quote the word--'_contradictory_.' It is _suspected_ that those

estimates depend--I still quote--'on the _impression_ that gentleman

wishes to make on the department or the public.' The suspicion may be

wrong; or it may be that a change is going to be made in commanders; or,

at _any rate_, 'before issuing a definite order to the present

commander'--it needs information independent of the regular source.

_Do_ you understand?"

"So far as you've gone, sir."

"Oh--mm--exactly. That's right. No doubt it is procuring other sources.

That's no business of ours. I've been asked--_confidentially_--to

furnish one source--mm--The impersonation of Dunker elders and generals

of divisions implies--mm--also I know your record--mm--_Captain

Windham_, I am at the present moment guilty of insubordination and

treachery to my superior officer. I am also giving away what amounts

perhaps to a state secret. I am doing so--for the reason--that your

discretion must be relied on, anyway, and you cannot understand too

clearly the point to be gained. This information must reach either _me_,

or the _department_ directly--preferably the latter--and _no one else_.

You see the point?"

"Yes, sir."

"Preferably the latter. I needn't be connected with it hereafter--would

rather not be."

"I see."

"Very good. This information should be had as soon as possible. In case

you have to send a _message_, this paper contains a code, simple

enough. The meaning depends on the position of the words. You can

apparently mean anything you choose. Learn, and destroy paper. So much

for _that_. Your name will be known at the department. You are at your

own disposition till the thing is done. There are no directions.

Now--one moment--this map. Lee and Longstreet are probably here.

Somebody is, anyway. Jackson is God knows where--possibly there. If so,

he'll be somewhere else to-morrow. Here's your pass. Any questions?"

"No, sir."

"That's all, then. You may go--mm--Captain Windham--some time I should

like to see the impersonation of a general of division in a state of

excitement. Hem! hem! Good-day, sir."

Gard galloped through the little village in the dusk, looking for

Mavering, and found the fields beyond empty. The brigade was gone, the

Third gone with it.

"I can't chase after him all night," he thought, impatiently. "Why

doesn't he stay where he'd be useful?"

He caught sight of a horse fastened to a maple-tree up the road.

Mavering lay on his back under the maple, smoking.

"Get up. Come along."

"This cigar is the worst--"

"Get on your horse. I want you."

"What do I care what you want? I was about to say, this cigar is the--"

"Throw it away, then."

Mavering unfolded his legs and mounted, grumbling.

"You're the blankedest, most egotistic anchorite that ever petted his

soul, not to say dosed it allopathically with wars and red rebellions.

One question: Is there any copy in this?"

"Not a word."

"Just what I thought. Wherever a man goes he finds selfishness."

They turned into the northern road, clattered past the cornfield and the

church. Gard continued: "One of those Dunker farmers lives up here half

a mile. I want his clothes, his expression, and his language, and his

theology--the whole outfit."

"Going to steal his most intimate properties. Blanked immoral thing to

do. All right, go on."

"About copy. Anything that goes south of the Potomac will be apt to

mean a rope for me, and New York papers go south of the Potomac."

"Egotistic still, but perspicuous. I see."

"It's between me and you and the Dunker."

"And that's a pretty combination!"

"Not a sign, Jack."

"Not a misplaced comma, not an agitated phrase shall betray the mystery

of this night. Now, then. Why?"

"Oh, you! You'll have to make me up."

"And the Dunker?"

"They're all anti-slavery and non-combatant. Besides, I picked an

acquaintance with this one yesterday."

The small, plain, whitewashed house, with its whitewashed barn, stood

close to the road and shining in the moonlit dusk. An elderly man, with

smooth, gray hair falling to his collar, shaven lips, and spade-shaped

beard, came to the door and stood there, mild, quiet, round-shouldered.

"Can we put up our horses here and pass the night?"

He nodded and turned back into the room without speaking, but left the

door open.

They spent the evening talking with him, studying the while his outward

make-up, his manner and language, critically. He had a certain gentle

suggestiveness of his own, and before they parted for the night brought

out a pair of saddle-bags and a large bundle of printed sheets.

"De is tracts," he said, gently, "of religion."

"Good," said Mavering. "An ungodly army, no doubt. Oh, I beg pardon!"

"De is not of de doctrine of the bruderen only. De is Christian."

"Oh, well, Captain Windham was bred a Catholic. He'll distribute them,

and read some himself."

The quiet elder seemed to have taken a shy liking for Gard. He touched

him softly on the back of the hand.

"I hope you are a good man. I hope you are not to die in what you do."

At daybreak they rode away westward, making a wide circuit of the

village, Gard with his lips shaven, hair parted and plastered down, and

wearing the gentle old brother's waistcoat that buttoned to the throat,

his dingy black coat and wide-brimmed hat. His saddle was primitive, his

bridle-bit rusty. Mavering's experienced eye judged that he looked his

part. Even the whiteness of his lips, where the razor had gone, added to

the impression of calm and austere withdrawal. Was it some lingering

touch of the monastery? One does not live without result during the

formative years, secluded between cool, white walls, among unworldly

lives. Mavering called him "the anchorite," and swore the phrase still

truthful.

A glimpse of the Potomac between the hills; a troop of Union cavalry

breaking camp in a meadow; clank and rattle of side-arms; men gathering

and packing kit; men sitting listlessly in their saddles; a mounted

officer in the middle of the road, looking down towards the

Potomac--large, square-shouldered, and massive. He turned in his saddle.

"Hold on here! Halt!"

Gard pulled up and looked at him under drooped eyelids.

Mavering pushed between.

"Without circumlocution, Captain Map, you're precisely what I'm looking

for. Cavalry's the thing for a correspondent. I have an unsubstantial

vision I used to know you in Hamilton."

"That's all right. Who's this?"

"Oh, that's a Dunker brother. Got some blanked tracts in his

saddle-bags. Let me join you?"

"Is--is he?" His horse blocked the road aggressively. He kept his eyes

on Gard.

"Well"--Mavering turned and surveyed the "make-up" critically,

complacently--"I slept with him at his old man's last night. If a

twenty-minute Dutch prayer is any proof, he's still in the faith of his

fathers. I'm leaving you here, brother."

Gard nodded, rode into the ditch with a face conscientiously blank,

mild, non-combatant, and passed the obstacle. Morgan watched him ambling

leisurely away in the sunlight and the dust. Mavering waited some time.

"Look here, captain. Did I understand you laconically to insinuate I

might accompany and chronicle your glories?"

Morgan wheeled his horse slowly.

"I guess so. Yes, you may."

The road went around a sandy hummock and disappeared. Gard did not look

back. Beyond the strip of the Potomac the Virginia hills were blue and

cool and peaceful.

Mavering meditated a disclosure. Still, whether Morgan had recognized

Gard, or for a time had suspected it was he, or had only acted on

constitutional aggressiveness, it did not seem likely in any case that

he would chatter about the matter. He could hold his tongue without

being warned. "It's none of my funeral." Gard had precisely stated what

he wanted. Mavering remarked:

"That Dunker had a pass, if you'd asked for it--permit to scatter his

tracts wherever he liked."

But Morgan did not comment. Mavering thought him likely to be dull

company, and set himself to making other acquaintance and finding

entertainment with experienced skill.

The troop filed out, formed loosely, and clattered south. It occurred to

Mavering that they might overtake Gard. Down through the narrow valleys

they came at length to the willow-fringed bank of the river, but he saw

the broad-brimmed hat nowhere. It seemed to have vanished from the

earth. Mavering concluded his connection with it over. New pastures of

interest were before him. The nomad owns no real estate in any one else.

His soul knows not title or tenure. He will be folding his tent at

daybreak and leaving the night's oasis, and the sands drift over his

footprints.

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