LETTER XXXVI

From the same.

My Dearest Mrs. B.,

I am all over joy and rapture. My good papa permits me to say, that

he will put his Polly under your protection, when you go to London. If

you have but a _tenth part_ of the pleasure I have on this occasion, I

am sure, I shall be as welcome as I wish. But he will insist upon it,

he says, that Mr. B. signs some acknowledgment, which I am to carry

along with _me_, that I am intrusted to his honour and yours,

and to be returned to him _heart-whole_ and _dutiful_, and with

a reputation as unsullied as he receives me. But do continue your

journals till then; for I have promised to take them up where you

leave off, to divert our friends here. There will be presumption!

But yet I will write nothing but what I will shew you, and have your

consent to send! For I was taught early not to tell tales out of

school; and a school, the best I ever went to, will be your charming

conversation.

We were greatly diverted with the trick put upon that _barbarian_

Sir Jacob. His obstinacy, repentance, and amendment, followed

so irresistibly in one half hour, from the happy thought of the

excellent lady countess, that I think no plot was ever more fortunate.

It was like springing a lucky mine in a siege, that blew up twenty

times more than was expected from it, and answered all the besiegers'

ends at once.

Mr. B.'s defence of his own conduct towards you is quite noble; and

he judges with his usual generosity and good sense, when, by adding to

your honour, he knows he enhances his own.

You bid me skim over your writings lightly; but 'tis impossible. I

will not flatter you, my dear Mrs. B., nor will I be suspected to

do so; and yet I cannot find words to praise, so much as I think you

deserve: so I will only say that your good parents, for whose pleasure

you write, as well as for mine, cannot receive or read them with more

delight than I do. Even my sister Nancy (judge of their effect by

this!) will at any time leave Murray, and forget to frown or be

ill-natured, while she can hear read what you write. And, angry as

she makes me some times, I cannot deny her this pleasure, because

possibly, among the innumerable improving reflections they abound

with, some one may possibly dart in upon her, and illuminate her, as

your conversation and behaviour did Sir Jacob.

But your application in P.S. to my papa pleased him; and confirmed his

resolution to let me go. He snatched the sheet that contained this,

"That's to me," said he: "I must read this myself." He did, and said,

"She's a sweet one: '_Do dear good Sir Simon_,'" repeated he aloud,

"'_let Miss Polly add to our delights!_' So she shall, then;--if that

will do it!--And yet this same Mrs. B. has so many delights already,

that I should think she might be contented. But, Dame Darnford, I

think I'll let her go. These sisters then, you'll see, how they'll

love at a distance, though always quarrelling when together." He

read on, "'_The new affair will divert you--Lady Darnford has

consented--Miss is willing; and her sister can spare her;'_--Very

prettily put, faith--'_And don't you be cross_'--Very sweet '_to

deny me_.'--Why, dear Mrs. B., I won't be so cross then; indeed I

won't!--And so, Polly, let 'em send word when they set out for London,

and you shall join 'em there with all my heart; but I'll have a letter

every post, remember that, girl."

"Any thing, any thing, dear papa," said I: "so I can but go!" He

called for a kiss, for his compliance. I gave it most willingly, you

may believe.

Nancy looked envious, although Mr. Murray came in just then. She

looked almost like a great glutton, whom I remember; one Sir Jonathan

Smith, who killed himself with eating: he used, while he was heaping

up his plate from one dish, to watch the others, and follow the knife

of every body else with such a greedy eye, as if he could swear a

robbery against any one who presumed to eat as well as he.

Well, let's know when you set out, and you shan't have been a week in

London, if I can help it, but you shall be told by my tongue, as now

by my pen, how much I am _your obliged admirer and friend_, POLLY

DARNFORD.

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