II. THE BEGINNING AT OLD LEXINGTON

IT is not because he is a minister that Russell Conwell is such a force

in the world. He went into the ministry because he was sincerely and

profoundly a Christian, and because he felt that as a minister he

could do more good in the world than in any other capacity. But being

a minister is but an incident, so to speak. The important thing is not

that he is a minister, but that he is himself!

Recently I heard a New-Yorker, the head of a great corporation, say: “I

believe that Russell Conwell is doing more good in the world than any

man who has lived since Jesus Christ.” And he said this in serious and

unexaggerated earnest.

Yet Conwell did not get readily into his life-work. He might have seemed

almost a failure until he was well on toward forty, for although he

kept making successes they were not permanent successes, and he did not

settle himself into a definite line. He restlessly went westward to make

his home, and then restlessly returned to the East. After the war was

over he was a lawyer, he was a lecturer, he was an editor, he went

around the world as a correspondent, he wrote books. He kept making

money, and kept losing it; he lost it through fire, through investments,

through aiding his friends. It is probable that the unsettledness of

the years following the war was due to the unsettling effect of the war

itself, which thus, in its influence, broke into his mature life

after breaking into his years at Yale. But however that may be, those

seething, changing, stirring years were years of vital importance to

him, for in the myriad experiences of that time he was building the

foundation of the Conwell that was to come. Abroad he met the notables

of the earth. At home he made hosts of friends and loyal admirers.

It is worth while noting that as a lawyer he would never take a case,

either civil or criminal, that he considered wrong. It was basic with

him that he could not and would not fight on what he thought was the

wrong side. Only when his client was right would he go ahead!

Yet he laughs, his quiet, infectious, characteristic laugh, as he

tells of how once he was deceived, for he defended a man, charged with

stealing a watch, who was so obviously innocent that he took the case in

a blaze of indignation and had the young fellow proudly exonerated. The

next day the wrongly accused one came to his office and shamefacedly

took out the watch that he had been charged with stealing. “I want you

to send it to the man I took it from,” he said. And he told with a sort

of shamefaced pride of how he had got a good old deacon to give, in all

sincerity, the evidence that exculpated him. “And, say, Mr. Conwell--I

want to thank you for getting me off--and I hope you’ll excuse my

deceiving you--and--I won’t be any worse for not going to jail.” And

Conwell likes to remember that thereafter the young man lived up to the

pride of exoneration; and, though Conwell does not say it or think

it, one knows that it was the Conwell influence that inspired to

honesty--for always he is an inspirer.

Conwell even kept certain hours for consultation with those too poor

to pay any fee; and at one time, while still an active lawyer, he was

guardian for over sixty children! The man has always been a marvel, and

always one is coming upon such romantic facts as these.

That is a curious thing about him--how much there is of romance in his

life! Worshiped to the end by John Ring; left for dead all night at

Kenesaw Mountain; calmly singing “Nearer, my God, to Thee,” to quiet the

passengers on a supposedly sinking ship; saving lives even when a boy;

never disappointing a single audience of the thousands of audiences he

has arranged to address during all his years of lecturing! He himself

takes a little pride in this last point, and it is characteristic of him

that he has actually forgotten that just once he did fail to appear:

he has quite forgotten that one evening, on his way to a lecture,

he stopped a runaway horse to save two women’s lives, and went in

consequence to a hospital instead of to the platform! And it is typical

of him to forget that sort of thing.

The emotional temperament of Conwell has always made him responsive

to the great, the striking, the patriotic. He was deeply influenced

by knowing John Brown, and his brief memories of Lincoln are intense,

though he saw him but three times in all.

The first time he saw Lincoln was on the night when the future President

delivered the address, which afterward became so famous, in Cooper

Union, New York. The name of Lincoln was then scarcely known, and it

was by mere chance that young Conwell happened to be in New York on that

day. But being there, and learning that Abraham Lincoln from the West

was going to make an address, he went to hear him.

He tells how uncouthly Lincoln was dressed, even with one trousers-leg

higher than the other, and of how awkward he was, and of how poorly, at

first, he spoke and with what apparent embarrassment. The chairman of

the meeting got Lincoln a glass of water, and Conwell thought that it

was from a personal desire to help him and keep him from breaking down.

But he loves to tell how Lincoln became a changed man as he spoke;

how he seemed to feel ashamed of his brief embarrassment and, pulling

himself together and putting aside the written speech which he had

prepared, spoke freely and powerfully, with splendid conviction, as only

a born orator speaks. To Conwell it was a tremendous experience.

The second time he saw Lincoln was when he went to Washington to plead

for the life of one of his men who had been condemned to death for

sleeping on post. He was still but a captain (his promotion to a

colonelcy was still to come), a youth, and was awed by going into the

presence of the man he worshiped. And his voice trembles a little, even

now, as he tells of how pleasantly Lincoln looked up from his desk, and

how cheerfully he asked his business with him, and of how absorbedly

Lincoln then listened to his tale, although, so it appeared, he already

knew of the main outline.

“It will be all right,” said Lincoln, when Conwell finished. But Conwell

was still frightened. He feared that in the multiplicity of public

matters this mere matter of the life of a mountain boy, a private

soldier, might be forgotten till too late. “It is almost the time set--”

he faltered. And Conwell’s voice almost breaks, man of emotion that

he is, as he tells of how Lincoln said, with stern gravity: “Go and

telegraph that soldier’s mother that Abraham Lincoln never signed a

warrant to shoot a boy under twenty, and never will.” That was the one

and only time that he spoke with Lincoln, and it remains an indelible

impression.

The third time he saw Lincoln was when, as officer of the day, he stood

for hours beside the dead body of the President as it lay in state

in Washington. In those hours, as he stood rigidly as the throng went

shuffling sorrowfully through, an immense impression came to Colonel

Conwell of the work and worth of the man who there lay dead, and that

impression has never departed.

John Brown, Abraham Lincoln, old Revolutionary Lexington--how Conwell’s

life is associated with famous men and places!--and it was actually

at Lexington that he made the crucial decision as to the course of his

life! And it seems to me that it was, although quite unconsciously,

because of the very fact that it was Lexington that Conwell was

influenced to decide and to act as he did. Had it been in some other

kind of place, some merely ordinary place, some quite usual place, he

might not have taken the important step. But it was Lexington, it was

brave old Lexington, inspiring Lexington; and he was inspired by it, for

the man who himself inspires nobly is always the one who is himself open

to noble inspiration. Lexington inspired him.

“When I was a lawyer in Boston and almost thirty-seven years old,” he

told me, thinking slowly back into the years, “I was consulted by a

woman who asked my advice in regard to disposing of a little church in

Lexington whose congregation had become unable to support it. I went out

and looked at the place, and I told her how the property could be sold.

But it seemed a pity to me that the little church should be given up.

However, I advised a meeting of the church members, and I attended

the meeting. I put the case to them--it was only a handful of men and

women--and there was silence for a little. Then an old man rose and, in

a quavering voice, said the matter was quite clear; that there evidently

was nothing to do but to sell, and that he would agree with the others

in the necessity; but as the church had been his church home from

boyhood, so he quavered and quivered on, he begged that they would

excuse him from actually taking part in disposing of it; and in a deep

silence he went haltingly from the room.

“The men and the women looked at one another, still silent, sadly

impressed, but not knowing what to do. And I said to them: ‘Why not

start over again, and go on with the church, after all!’”

Typical Conwellism, that! First, the impulse to help those who need

helping, then the inspiration and leadership.

“‘But the building is entirely too tumble-down to use,’ said one of the

men, sadly; and I knew he was right, for I had examined it; but I said:

“‘Let us meet there to-morrow morning and get to work on that building

ourselves and put it in shape for a service next Sunday.’

“It made them seem so pleased and encouraged, and so confident that a

new possibility was opening that I never doubted that each one of those

present, and many friends besides, would be at the building in the

morning. I was there early with a hammer and ax and crowbar that I had

secured, ready to go to work--but no one else showed up!”

He has a rueful appreciation of the humor of it, as he pictured the

scene; and one knows also that, in that little town of Lexington, where

Americans had so bravely faced the impossible, Russell Conwell also

braced himself to face the impossible. A pettier man would instantly

have given up the entire matter when those who were most interested

failed to respond, but one of the strongest features in Conwell’s

character is his ability to draw even doubters and weaklings into line,

his ability to stir even those who have given up.

“I looked over that building,” he goes on, whimsically, “and I saw that

repair really seemed out of the question. Nothing but a new church would

do! So I took the ax that I had brought with me and began chopping the

place down. In a little while a man, not one of the church members, came

along, and he watched me for a time and said, ‘What are you going to do

there?’

“And I instantly replied, ‘Tear down this old building and build a new

church here!’

“He looked at me. ‘But the people won’t do that,’ he said.

“‘Yes, they will,’ I said, cheerfully, keeping at my work. Whereupon he

watched me a few minutes longer and said:

“‘Well, you can put me down for one hundred dollars for the new

building. Come up to my livery-stable and get it this evening.’

“‘All right; I’ll surely be there,’ I replied.

“In a little while another man came along and stopped and looked, and

he rather gibed at the idea of a new church, and when I told him of the

livery-stable man contributing one hundred dollars, he said, ‘But you

haven’t got the money yet!’

“‘No,’ I said; ‘but I am going to get it to-night.’

“‘You’ll never get it,’ he said. ‘He’s not that sort of a man. He’s not

even a church man!’

“But I just went quietly on with the work, without answering, and after

quite a while he left; but he called back, as he went off, ‘Well, if he

does give you that hundred dollars, come to me and I’ll give you another

hundred.’”

Conwell smiles in genial reminiscence and without any apparent sense

that he is telling of a great personal triumph, and goes on:

“Those two men both paid the money, and of course the church people

themselves, who at first had not quite understood that I could be in

earnest, joined in and helped, with work and money, and as, while the

new church was building, it was peculiarly important to get and keep

the congregation together, and as they had ceased to have a minister of

their own, I used to run out from Boston and preach for them, in a room

we hired.

“And it was there in Lexington, in 1879, that I determined to become a

minister. I had a good law practice, but I determined to give it up. For

many years I had felt more or less of a call to the ministry, and here

at length was the definite time to begin.

“Week by week I preached there”--how strange, now, to think of William

Dean Howells and the colonel-preacher!--“and after a while the church

was completed, and in that very church, there in Lexington, I was

ordained a minister.”

A marvelous thing, all this, even without considering the marvelous

heights that Conwell has since attained--a marvelous thing, an

achievement of positive romance! That little church stood for American

bravery and initiative and self-sacrifice and romanticism in a way that

well befitted good old Lexington.

To leave a large and overflowing law practice and take up the ministry

at a salary of six hundred dollars a year seemed to the relatives of

Conwell’s wife the extreme of foolishness, and they did not hesitate

so to express themselves. Naturally enough, they did not have Conwell’s

vision. Yet he himself was fair enough to realize and to admit that

there was a good deal of fairness in their objections; and so he said to

the congregation that, although he was quite ready to come for the six

hundred dollars a year, he expected them to double his salary as soon as

he doubled the church membership. This seemed to them a good deal like a

joke, but they answered in perfect earnestness that they would be quite

willing to do the doubling as soon as he did the doubling, and in less

than a year the salary was doubled accordingly.

I asked him if he had found it hard to give up the lucrative law for

a poor ministry, and his reply gave a delightful impression of his

capacity for humorous insight into human nature, for he said, with a

genial twinkle:

“Oh yes, it was a wrench; but there is a sort of romance of

self-sacrifice, you know. I rather suppose the old-time martyrs rather

enjoyed themselves in being martyrs!”

Conwell did not stay very long in Lexington. A struggling little church

in Philadelphia heard of what he was doing, and so an old deacon went up

to see and hear him, and an invitation was given; and as the Lexington

church seemed to be prosperously on its feet, and the needs of the

Philadelphia body keenly appealed to Conwell’s imagination, a change was

made, and at a salary of eight hundred dollars a year he went, in

1882, to the little struggling Philadelphia congregation, and of that

congregation he is still pastor--only, it ceased to be a struggling

congregation a great many years ago! And long ago it began paying him

more thousands every year than at first it gave him hundreds.

Dreamer as Conwell always is in connection with his immense

practicality, and moved as he is by the spiritual influences of life,

it is more than likely that not only did Philadelphia’s need appeal,

but also the fact that Philadelphia, as a city, meant much to him, for,

coming North, wounded from a battle-field of the Civil War, it was in

Philadelphia that he was cared for until his health and strength were

recovered. Thus it came that Philadelphia had early become dear to him.

And here is an excellent example of how dreaming great dreams may go

hand-in-hand with winning superb results. For that little struggling

congregation now owns and occupies a great new church building that

seats more people than any other Protestant church in America--and Dr.

Conwell fills it!

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