CHAPTER XII

THE FLEXIBLE MIND OF A PLEASED HUSBAND

As they entered the little reception-room from the hall, the doors of

the next room were pushed apart and they saw Allan bowing out Mrs.

Talwin Covil, a meek, suppressed, neutral-tinted woman, the inevitable

feminine corollary of such a man as Cyrus Browett, whose only sister she

was.

The eyes of Nancy, glad with a knowing gladness, were quick for Allan's

face, resting fondly there during the seconds in which he was changing

from the dead astonishment to live recognition at sight of Bernal.

During the shouts, the graspings, pokings, nudgings, the pumping of each

other's arms that followed, Nancy turned to greet Mrs. Covil, who had

paused before her.

"Do sit down a moment and tell me things," she urged, "while those boys

go back there to have it out!"

Thus encouraged, Mrs. Covil dropped into a chair, seeming not loath to

tell those things she had, while Nancy leaned back and listened

duteously for a perfunctory ten minutes. Her thoughts ran ahead to

Allan--and to Bernal--as children will run little journeys ahead of a

slow-moving elder.

Then suddenly something that the troubled little woman was saying fixed

her attention, pulling up her wandering thoughts with a jerk.

"--and the Doctor asked me, my dear, to treat it quite

confidentially, except to bother Cyrus. But, I'm sure he would wish you

to know. Of course it is a delicate matter--I can readily understand, as

he says, how the public would misconstrue the Doctor's words and apply

them generally--forgetting that each case requires a different point of

view. But with Harold it is really a perfectly flagrant and dreadful

case of mismating--due entirely to the poor boy's thoughtless

chivalry--barely twenty-eight, mind you--as if a man nowadays knows his

mind at all well before thirty-five. Of course, divorce is an evil that,

broadly speaking, threatens the sanctity of our home life--no one

understands that better than your husband--and re-marriage after divorce

is usually an outrageous scandal--one, indeed, altogether too

common--sometimes I wonder what we're coming to, it seems to be done so

thoughtlessly--but individual instances are different--'exceptions prove

the rule,' you know, as the old saying goes. Now Harold is ready to

settle down, and the girl is of excellent family and all that--quite the

social and moral brace he needs, in fact."

Nancy was attentive, yet a little puzzled.

"But--you speak of your son, Harold--is he not already married?"

"That's it, my dear. You know what a funny, bright, mischievous boy

Harold is--even a little deliciously wild at times--doubtless you read

of his marriage when it occurred--how these newspapers do relish

anything of the sort--she was a theatrical young woman--what they call a

'show girl,' I believe. Humph!--with reason, I _must_ say! Of all the

egregious and inveterate showiness! My dear, she is positively a

creature! Oh, if they'd only invent a monocle that would let a young man

pierce the glamour of the footlights. I pledge you my word, she's--but

never mind that! Harold was a thoughtless, restless boy--not bad, you

know, but heedless. Why, he was quite the same about business. He began

to speculate, and of course, being brother Cyrus's nephew, his advantage

was considerable. But he suddenly declared he wouldn't be a broker any

more--and you'd never guess his absurd reason: simply because some stock

he held or didn't hold went up or down or something on a rumour in the

street that Mr. Russell Sage was extremely ill! He said that this

brought him to his senses. He says to me, 'Mater, I've not met Mr. Sage,

you know, but from what I hear of him it would be irrational to place

myself in a position where I should have to experience emotion of any

sort at news of the old gentleman's taking-off. An event so agreeable to

the natural order of God's providence, so plausible, so seemly, should

not be endowed with any arbitrary and artificial significance,

especially of a monetary character--one must be able to view it

absolutely without emotion of any sort, either of regret or

rejoicing--one must remain conscientiously indifferent as to when this

excellent old gentleman passes on to the Golden Shore'--but you know

the breezy way in which Harold will sometimes talk. Only now he seems

really sobered by this new attachment--"

"But if he is already married--"

"Yes, yes--if you can call it married--a ceremony performed by one of

those common magistrates--quite without the sanction of the Church--but

all that is past, and he is now ready to marry one who can be a wife to

him--only my conscience did hurt me a little, and brother Cyrus said to

me, 'You see Linford and tell him I sent you. Linford is a man of

remarkable breadth, of rare flexibility.'"

"Yes, and of course Allan was emphatically discouraging." Again she was

recalling the fervour with which he had declared himself on this point

on that last day when he actually made her believe in him.

"Oh, the Doctor is broad! He is what I should call adaptable. He said by

all means to extricate Harold from this wretched predicament, not only

on account of the property interests involved, but on account of his

moral and spiritual welfare; that, while in spirit he holds deathlessly

to the indissolubility of the marriage tie, still it is unreasonable to

suppose that God ever joined Harold to a person so much his inferior,

and that we may look forward to the real marriage--that on which the

sanctity of the home is truly based--when the law has freed him from

this boyish entanglement. Oh, my dear, I feel so relieved to know that

my boy can have a wife from his own class--and still have it right up

there--with Him, you know!" she concluded with an upward glance, as

Nancy watched her with eyes grown strangely quiet, almost

steely--watched her as one might watch an ant. She had the look of one

whose will had been made suddenly to stand aside by some great inner

tumult.

When her caller had gone she dropped back into the chair, absently

pulling a glove through the fingers of one hand--her bag and parasol on

the floor at her feet. One might have thought her on the point of

leaving instead of having just come. The shadows were deepening in the

corners of the room and about her half-shut eyes.

A long time she listened to the animated voices of the brothers. At last

the doors were pushed apart and they came out, Allan with his hand on

Bernal's shoulder.

"There's your bag--now hurry upstairs--the maid will show you where."

As Bernal went out, Nancy looked up at her husband with a manner

curiously quiet.

"Well, Nance--" He stepped to the door to see if Bernal was out of

hearing--"Bernal pleases me in the way he talks about the old

gentleman's estate. Either he is most reasonable, or I have never known

my true power over men."

Her face was inscrutable. Indeed, she only half heard.

"Mrs. Covil has been telling me some of your broader views on divorce."

The words shot from her lips with the crispness of an arrow, going

straight to the bull's-eye.

He glanced quickly at her, the hint of a frown drawing about his eyes.

"Mrs. Covil should have been more discreet. The authority of a priest in

these matters is a thing of delicate adjustment--the law for one may not

be the law for all. These are not matters to gossip of."

"So it seems. I was thinking of your opposite counsel to Mrs. Eversley."

"There--really, you know I read minds, at times--somehow I knew that

would be the next thing you'd speak of."

"Yes?"

"The circumstances are entirely different--I may add that--that any

intimation of inconsistency will be very unpleasing to me--very!"

"I can see that the circumstances are different--the Eversleys are not

what you would call 'important factors' in the Church--and besides--that

is a case of a wife leaving her husband."

"Nance--I'm afraid you're _not_ pleasing me--if I catch your drift. Must

I point out the difference--the spiritual difference? That misguided

woman wanted to desert her husband merely because he had hurt her

pride--her vanity--by certain alleged attentions to other women,

concerning the measure of which I had no knowledge. That was a case

where the cross must be borne for the true refining of that dross of

vanity from her soul. Her husband is of her class, and her life with him

will chasten her. While here--what have we here?"

He began to pace the floor as he was wont to do when he prepared a

sermon.

"Here we have a flagrant example of what is nothing less than spiritual

miscegenation--that's it!--why didn't I think of that phrase

before--spiritual miscegenation. A rattle-brained boy, with the

connivance of a common magistrate, effects a certain kind of alliance

with a person inferior to him in every point of view--birth, breeding,

station, culture, wealth--a person, moreover, who will doubtless be glad

to relinquish her so-called rights for a sum of money. Can that, I ask

you, be called a _marriage?_ Can we suppose an all-wise God to have

joined two natures so ill-adapted, so mutually exclusive, so repellent

to each other after that first glamour is past. Really, such a

supposition is not only puerile but irreverent. It is the conventional

supposition, I grant, and theoretically, the unvarying supposition of

the Church; but God has given us reasoning powers to use fearlessly--not

to be kept superstitiously in the shackles of any tradition whatsoever.

Why, the very Church itself from its founding is an example of the

wisdom of violating tradition when it shall seem meet--it has always had

to do this."

"I see, Allan--every case must be judged by itself; every marriage

requires a special ruling--"

"Well--er--exactly--only don't get to fancying that you could solve

these problems. It's difficult enough for a priest."

"Oh, I'm positive a mere woman couldn't grapple with them--she hasn't

the mind to! All she is capable of is to choose who shall think for

her."

"And of course it would hardly do to announce that I had counselled a

certain procedure of divorce and re-marriage--no matter how flagrant the

abuse, nor how obvious the spiritual equity of the step. People at large

are so little analytical."

"'Flexible,' Mr. Browett told his sister you were. He was right--you

_are_ flexible, Allan--more so than I ever suspected."

"Nance--you _please_ me--you are a good girl. Now I'm going up to

Bernal. Bernal certainly pleases me. Of course I shall do the handsome

thing by him if he acts along the lines our talk has indicated."

She still sat in the falling dusk, in the chair she had taken two hours

before, when Aunt Bell came in, dressed for dinner.

"Mercy, child! Do you know how late it is?"

"What did you say, Aunt Bell?"

"I say do you know how late it is?"

"Oh--not too late!"

"Not too late--for what?"

There was a pause, then she said: "Aunt Bell, when a woman comes to make

her very last effort at self-deception, why does she fling herself into

it with such abandon--such pretentious flourishes of remorse--and

things? Is it because some under layer of her soul knows it will be the

last and will have it a thorough test? I wonder how much of an arrant

fraud a woman may really be to herself, even in her surest, happiest

moments."

"There you are again, wondering, wondering--instead of accepting things

and dressing for dinner. Have you seen Allan?"

"Oh, yes--I've been seeing him for three days--through a glass, darkly."

Aunt Bell flounced on into the library, trailing something perilously

near a sniff.

Bernal came down the stairs and stood in the door.

"Well, Nance!" He went to stand before her and she looked up to him.

There was still light enough to see his eyes--enough to see, also, that

he was embarrassed.

"Well--I've had quite a talk with Allan." He laughed a little

constrained, uneasy laugh, looking quickly at her to see if she might be

observing him. "He's the same fine old chap, isn't he?" Quickly his eyes

again sought her face. "Yes, indeed, he's the same old boy--a great old

Allan--only he makes me feel that I have changed, Nance."

She arose from her chair, feeling cramped and restless from sitting so

long.

"I'm sure you haven't changed, Bernal."

"Oh, I must have!"

He was looking at her very closely through the dusk.

"Yes, we had an interesting talk," he said again.

He reached out to take one of her hands, which he held an instant in

both his own. "He's a rare old Allan, Nance!"

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