CHAPTER XI

ELVINE VAN BLOOREN

It was the last day of the Cattle Week. A week which, for at least

three people, was fraught with something in the nature of epoch-making

events. All that the simple heart of Nan Tristram had looked forward

to, yearned for, had been denied her from the first moment she had

beheld that unmistakable lightening up of Jeff's eyes on his meeting

with Elvine van Blooren. It had been a revelation of dread. Her own

secret hopes had been set shaking to their very foundations. And from

that moment on, during the rest of the week, brick by brick the whole

edifice of them had been set tumbling. By the last day nothing but a

pile of debris remained.

Holiday! It had been a good deal less than holiday. She had looked

forward to one all too brief succession of days of delight. Jeff, who

had been honored by his fellows in the world which was theirs. Jeff,

the leader in the great industry which absorbed them all. Jeff, the

man by his very temperament marked out for a worldly success only

bounded by the limitations of his personal ambitions. She had been so

proud of him. She had been so thankful to be allowed to share in his

triumphs. She had shared in them, too--up till that meeting with

Elvine van Blooren at the reception. After that--ah, well, there had

been very little after for Nan.

And the man himself. Four days had sufficed to reduce Jeff's feelings

to a condition of love-sickness such as is best associated with extreme

youth. Furthermore its hold upon him was deeper, more lasting by

reason of the innate strength of his character.

As for Elvine van Blooren it would be less easy to say. Her beauty was

of a darkly reticent order. Hers was the face, the eyes, the manner

yielding up few secrets. She rarely imparted confidence even to her

mother. And a woman who denies her mother rarely yields confidence to

any other human creature.

Perhaps in her case, however, she had good reason. Mrs. John D.

Carruthers, who possessed a simple erudite professor for a husband, a

man who possessed no worldly ambitions of any sort, and who readily

accepted his pension from the trustees of St. Bude's College at the

earliest date, so that he might devote all his riper years to the

prosecution of his passion for classical research, was a painful

example of worldliness, and a woman who regarded position and wealth

before all things. There was little enough sympathy between mother and

daughter. Mrs. John D. Carruthers only saw in Elvine's unusual beauty

an asset in her schemes of advancement. While Elvine displayed a cold

disregard for the older woman's efforts, and went her own way.

Elvine was strong, even as Jeffrey Masters was strong. But while the

man's strength lay in the single purpose of achievement, Elvine looked

for the ease and luxury which life could legitimately afford her.

Elvine and her mother possessed far too much in common ever to have

sympathy for one another.

It was this very attitude which inspired an acrimonious half hour in

the somewhat pretentious parlor on Maple Avenue just before Jeff was to

pay his farewell call at the close of the Cattle Week.

Elvine was occupied with a small note-book on the| pages of which there

were many figures. With a small gold pencil she was working out sums,

which, apparently, were solely for her own edification. She

communicated nothing to her mother, who covertly glanced over at her

from the fancy work she was engaged upon at the far side of the room.

The room was such as might be found in any of the better middle-class

houses in a western city. Its furnishing was a trifle ornate.

Comfortable chairs predominated, and their woodwork shone with an

extreme lustre, or were equally aggressive in their modern fictitious

Mission House style. The carpet and rugs were broadly floral and

bright. There was altogether a modernity about the character of it

which decidedly belonged to the gray-haired showiness of the wife of

John Carruthers. For all that, there was nothing absolutely untasteful

about Elvine's surroundings. The daughter would never have permitted

such a thing. It was only modern, extremely modern. That type of

modern which belongs to those homes where money is a careful

consideration.

At last Elvine closed her note-book and returned it to the rather large

pocketbook which was lying in her lap. Her fine eyes were half

smiling, and a faint tinge of color deepened her perfect cheeks. She

sighed.

"We didn't do so badly at the races, Momma," she said, more for her own

satisfaction than her mother's information. "Guess I've got most all

of it in and--I'm satisfied."

"Maybe you are, my dear," came the ungracious response.

Her mother was bending over her work, nor did she trouble to raise her

eyes in her daughter's direction.

"That sounds as if somebody else wasn't."

Elvine raised a pair of beautifully rounded arms above her head and

rested the back of her neck upon her clasped hands.

The gray head was lifted sharply. A pair of brilliant black eyes shot

a disapproving glance across the room. Then the mother continued her

work, shaking her head emphatically.

"What's the use of a few dollars? He's going back to his ranch

to-morrow, and--nothing's happened."

There was something crude, almost brutal in the manner of it. There

was something which on a woman's lips might well have revolted any man.

But it was an attitude to which the daughter was used. Besides, it

saved her any qualms she might otherwise have had in pursuing her own

way under the shelter of her mother's roof.

"I really can't see what you've to complain of, Momma," Elvine laughed,

without any display of mirth. "I guess if you wanted to marry a man

you'd leave him about as much chance as he'd have with a wildcat."

Then her smile died out. "Anyway it doesn't seem to be a matter for

other folk to concern themselves with. I'm not a child."

"No. But you're going to throw away the chance of a lifetime if you

don't act right now. Why, girl, Jeff Masters is the pick of the whole

bunch of cattlemen around this district. He's going to be one of the

cattle kings of the country, or I don't guess I know a thing. He's

right here to your hand, and as tame as a lap-dog. To-morrow he's off

again to the ranch, and that girl of his partner's will have him to

herself for a year. Why, you're crazy to let him go. Four years

you've lived here since--since----"

"I wish you'd stop worrying, Momma--and," the girl added with

unconcealed resentment, "get on with your knitting."

Elvine had risen to her feet. She moved swiftly over to the window

which gave on to a wide stoop, the roof of which was supported on

well-built rag stone columns. She was more angry than her words

admitted. Her fine eyes were sparkling, her delicately penciled brows

were slightly knitted.

She made a handsome picture. Her wealth of dark hair was carefully

dressed, but with the usual consummate simplicity. Her figure was

superb, with all the ripeness of maturity, but without the smallest

inclination toward any gross development. She was statuesque, with all

the perfect cunning of Nature's art. She was a woman to find favor in

any eyes, man's or woman's, and to perform that dual feat was a test

which few women could hope to survive.

The mother's reply came sharply and without yielding.

"It's just four years since you came back to home. Five or more since

you first married. Anyway, you've sat around here for four years

having a good time without a thought of the future. You're spending

your money, which didn't amount to----"

The girl flashed round.

"I won't tolerate it. I just won't, Momma," she cried, with an energy

which brought the other's eyes swiftly to her face. "You've talked of

four years wasted, but you don't say a word of the other year, the

fifth. It's taken me all that time to--forget what your judgment might

have saved me from. Oh, yes. You know it just as well as I do. Don't

blind yourself. I was foolish then, I thought I was in love, and it

was the moment when the advice of a woman worth having might have

helped me. You urged me in my folly to marry then, the same as you're

urging me now. You saw everything you hoped for in that marriage, and

you let me plunge myself into a living hell without a single qualm.

The result. Oh, I've tried to forget. But I can't I haven't

forgotten. I never shall forget. But I've learned. I certainly have.

I've learned to think wholly for myself--of myself. I don't need

advice now. I don't need a thing. You'll never see things my way, and

I don't fancy to see them yours. I shall marry. And when I marry

again I promise you I'll marry right, and," she laughed bitterly, "I

guess I'll hand you the rake off which you're looking for. But," she

went on, with a swift, ruthless candor which stung even the worldly

heart of the older woman, "I'll make no experimental practice. I'll

marry the man I want to, first because I like him, and second, because

he's a right man, and can hand me the life I need. Maybe that's pretty

hard sounding, but I tell you, Momma, it's nothing to the hardness that

makes you talk the way you do. Anyway, I want you to get it fixed in

your mind right now I'm no priceless gem in a jewelry store that you're

going to sell at the price you figure. I'll dispose of myself when,

and to whom, I choose, and my motives will be my own. Now we'll quit

it, once for all. Jeffrey Masters is coming right along down the

sidewalk."

The mother's black eyes snapped angrily.

"Very well," she exclaimed sharply. "See to it you make good. Your

father's pension isn't even sufficient for two, and your own money is

limited. Meanwhile, don't forget the Tristram girl's just as pretty as

a picture."

But Elvine's exasperation had passed. There was a slight softening in

her eyes as they surveyed the handsome, elaborately dressed gray head

and the careful toilet of her unlovely mother. She understood the

bitter carping of this disappointed woman. Her spirit soared far

beyond the lot of the wife of a pensioned school-teacher. She knew,

too, that somewhere, lost in some dim recess of a coldly calculating

nature, there was a tiny, glowing spot which burned wholly for her.

There was an unusual softness in her tone when she replied.

"But she needs framing, Momma," she said lightly. "And anyway, a girl

who lives more or less on the premises with a man for five years or so,

and hasn't married him--well, I guess she never will."

* * * * * *

The whole method of Jeff's life was rapidity of thought and swift

execution supported by a perfect genius for clear thinking. It was

these characteristics which had lifted him so rapidly in the world of

cattle he had made his own. It was these which had shown him the

possibilities of the now great Obar Ranch.

It might have been claimed for him that he lacked many of the lovable

weaknesses of human nature. It might have been said that he was hard,

cold. Yet such was his passionate ambition beneath a cool, deliberate

exterior that it would have been foolish to believe that his outward

display was the real man. He was perhaps a powerfully controlled fire,

but the hot tide ran strong within him, and the right torch at the

right moment might easily stir the depths of him and bring their fiery

display to the surface.

Bud knew him. Bud understood something of the deep human tide flowing

through his strong veins. Once he had seen that tide at the surface,

and it had left an impression not easily forgettable. Nan, too, was

not without understanding of him. But hers was the understanding of

her sex for an idol she had set up in her heart. Her knowledge of his

shortcomings and his best characteristics was perhaps the reflection of

her feelings for him, feelings which make it possible for a woman to

endow any object of her profound regard with the virtues she would have

it possess. To her there was nothing of the iron, relentless,

purposeful soul about him. He was just "Honest Jeff," as she loved to

call him. A creature full of kindly thought for others as well as

strong in his own personal attitude toward life.

For himself Jeff knew nothing of the emotions lying dormant within him

until some chance happening stirred them from their slumbers and sent

them pulsating through his senses. He accepted the tide of life as he

found it, and only on his journey, swimming down its many currents, he

endeavored by skilful pilotship to avoid the shoals, and seek the

beneficent backwaters so that his muscles and courage might be

strengthened for the completion of the task he had still before him.

Elvine van Blooren had held the right torch at their first meeting

during the Cattle Week. One look into her beautiful eyes had set his

soul aflame, as all the years of his life spent in association with Nan

Tristram had failed to do. Did she only know it, the first waltz with

him at the subsequent ball had completely made her mistress of his

destiny.

Again with his rapid, clear-thinking mind he had not only promptly

admitted this truth to himself, but he reveled in the enchantment of

the thought it inspired. He desired it. He regretted only that

fortune had so long denied him the contemplation of such delights. He

felt he had never before lived. He had merely existed, something more

than a physical and mental machine, something less than a man.

Something of all this stimulated his sensations during that ostensible

farewell call upon the woman who had inspired the change. And, as his

hungry eyes dwelt upon her great beauty, he became a prey to an impulse

that was irresistible. Why should this be a farewell? Why should

there ever be a farewell between them? There could be none. Then, to

his support came that steady determination which never failed him in

crises. There should be no farewell.

He was clad in sober conventional garb. There was only the bronzing

upon his fair brow and firm cheeks to suggest the open air life that

was his. His slim, powerful figure was full of an ease which caught

and held, and pleased Elvine van Blooren's fancy, and awoke in her more

material mind something of the dreams which had driven her almost

unthinkingly into the arms of her first husband. His fine blue eyes

were alight with possibilities which came near to overbalancing the

calculations of her mature mind. But, even so, she felt that the

ground was so safe under her feet that, even with the background of the

past ever in her memory, she could safely indulge her warmth of fancy

to its full.

They were alone in the little modern parlor. At another time Jeff must

have observed its atmosphere without enthusiasm, just now he welcomed

it. It represented the intimate background of a beautiful woman's

life. This was the shrine of the goddess whom he had set up for his

own worship. Again there was no half measure.

They were talking in that intimate fashion which belongs to the period

when a man and a woman have made up their minds that there remains no

obstacle to the admission of mutual regard.

"It's just wonderful to have done it all in so short a time," Elvine

said in her low even tones.

Jeff had been talking of the Obar Ranch which was more precious to him

than a schoolboy's first big achievement in the playing fields. He had

been talking of it, not in the spirit of vain glory, but out of the

deep affection of a strong heart for the child of his own creation.

"Oh, I guess it would have been wonderful with any other feller for a

partner than Bud Tristram," Jeff responded promptly. "As an

enterprise, why, I guess it's my thought. As a success, it's Bud's

genius for setting cattle prospering. Say, you can't handle a wide

proposition right by reckoning up figures and fixing deeds of sale and

partnership. I allow you need to do some thinking that way. But when

it's all figgered right, why, the real practical man needs to get busy

or the figgers aren't worth the ink an' paper you've used to make 'em.

Bud's the feller of the Obars. I just sit around and talk wise when he

needs talk, which I don't guess is frequent."

Jeff's smile was genuine. There was no false modesty that made him

place the credit of the Obar's success at Bud's door. The credit was

Bud's. He knew it. And, with frank honesty, was only too ready to

admit it, and even advertise it.

Elvine nodded. Her dark eyes were warmly returning his smile.

"I like that," she said simply. And she meant it.

The blood mounted to the man's brow. He felt that he had forced her to

make the admission, and regarded his act with some shame.

"Say, don't feel you've got to say that," he said earnestly. "You

mustn't just think I'm asking your applause. These are simple facts

which I can't deny. I'd like to feel the sun just rises and sets

around my work, but if I did I'd be the same sort of fool as those

Pharisee fellers in the Bible. Bud's a bully feller, and I'll owe him

more than I can ever hand him back just as long as I live."

Elvine was comparing this man's big generosity with her understanding

of most of the men she had ever known. She was thinking, too, of days

long since passed, and events which even a wide distance of time had

not succeeded in rendering mellow.

She sighed. Somehow "Honest Jeff" was hurting her in a way she would

never have believed any man could hurt her--now.

"This Bud Tristram's daughter--Nan. She's a pretty creature," Elvine

went on, feeling their topic needed changing.

Jeff's smile deepened.

"She's pretty--right through to her soul," came his prompt and earnest

response.

Elvine's eyes observed him closely. She laughed in a challenging

fashion.

"And she is still her father's daughter?"

Jeff flushed. Her meaning could not be mistaken. His impulse was to

speak out of the depth of a strong abiding regard for his friend's

"little gal." But he rejected the impulse. Time and his own desires

were pressing.

"Oh, I guess she'll marry some fellow some day. Maybe he'll be good

enough----"

"And more than likely he won't." Elvine's reply was emphatic. She

suddenly sat forward in the deep rocker, and a great earnestness shone

in her eyes. "I tell you no woman in this life has a right to be as

'pretty' as you believe her to be," she said with intense bitterness.

"If I had my way every girl would be taught to reason for herself on

those things in life which make for her well-being. I'd make her think

that way before everything else. To me it is the direst cruelty of

Providence that we should be left to become the prey of our own

emotions, and at the mercy of any man of whatever quality who can

sufficiently stir them. Maybe you do not agree to that. But just

think of the awful position that every wretched, physically feeble

woman stands in in the life about her. I tell you no girl on her own

resources has much better than a dog's chance of getting through life

without disaster. Our emotions are the most absurdly foolish type it

is possible to think of. I guess we can do things with our normal

reason which would shame a whole asylum of crazy folk who can't be let

run around free. Oh, I'd like to know her better, to tell her, to warn

her. I don't guess I've ever done good in the world, but I'd like to.

If I could save one of my sex from some of the pitfalls lying around,

maybe I'd feel I'd been some use."

"Why not know her better? Say, Nan's no end of a good sort. She'd be

real glad."

Jeff's invitation sounded lame, even to himself. But he was struggling

under an emotion that made words difficult.

Elvine laughed.

"Would she? I wonder."

Then she hurried on lest her observation should be interpreted.

"And you're going to quit our city to-morrow for your wonderful ranch.

I guess the Cattle Week's liable to bore folks who've real work in the

world--like you. It's just a week of show, and glitter, and ceremony,

all those things which have no real place in the world of things that

matter. But there, after all, I wonder what are the things that

matter. And do they matter anyway? We have no guide. We're just left

to grope around and search for ourselves, and every folk's ideas are

different from every other folk's. I'm restless. I sort of feel

there's so much to be done in the world--if we only knew how, and what."

The half-bantering manner of the woman did not disguise her

earnestness. Jeff shook his head.

"Guess I can't say. Guess none of us can--rightly. But why not come

around to the ranch and see things? See if you can worry out an

answer. See if you think the work we're doing matters. It certainly

does matter to me, to us. But in the world. I don't know. Just now I

sort of feel it don't. Just now I'm wondering whether I'll go back

there to-morrow. What do you say?"

"I? How can I say?"

Jeff laughed.

"I don't guess there's a thing easier." His eyes were shining as he

took in the girl's dark beauty. "Seems to me I'm beginning to wonder

about the things that matter myself. It's been a bully week. The sort

of week some folks would write about in their secret diary. Guess I

don't keep a secret diary--except somewhere right in here." He tapped

his breast. "I don't seem to feel I've ever had such a time, or ever

will again, unless----"

"Unless?" Elvine was caught in the mood of the moment. This man was

exercising a fascination over her which had nothing to do with the

calculations she had laid down for the guidance of her sex.

"Why, unless I add another week to it."

"D'you think you could duplicate it then?"

"That just depends on--you."

Elvine rose from her chair and moved toward the window. Jeff, too,

left his chair. He stood tall and straight--waiting.

Her back was turned to him.

"It is not for me to say," she replied without turning.

"Why not?"

"Your work--in the world."

"Can wait. There's always--Bud Tristram."

Suddenly Elvine turned about. Her eyes were smiling, and full of a

light which had not lived in them for several years. There was not a

shadow of calculation in them now.

She held out her hand in token of dismissal.

"We had some fine rides--together," she said.

"My horses are still here."

"And--the dances. They were--very pleasant."

"Maybe they can be danced--again."

"Good-bye," she said, her beautiful hand lingering in his for a moment.

"For the present," Jeff added with decision.

Then he mechanically glanced at his timepiece. His "farewell" call had

lasted over two hours. But even so it had been all too short for him.

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