CHAPTER XXI

THE BOLTED DOOR

The moment he had that vital document safe in his breast-pocket, Lars

Larssen was a changed man. His mask of cool indifference and his

assumption of perfect leisure were thrown aside. His face was drawn with

lines of anxiety as he snapped a rapid stream of orders at Sylvester:

"Send a wireless to the 'Aurelia' to put back at once to Plymouth.

'Phone Paddington to have a special ready for me in half-an-hour. 'Phone

my house to pack me a portmanteau and send it to Paddington by fast car

to catch the special. Get my office car round at once. Tell Bates and

Carew and Grasemann I'd like them to travel with me to Plymouth to talk

business. Let me know when all that's moving. Hurry!"

Sylvester sped away to execute his orders.

Larssen looked up at the portrait of his little boy, and the cablegram

fluttered to the ground.

"What's the matter?" asked Olive.

"Pneumonia. Dangerously ill."

"Poor little chap!"

"My only child!"

"He'll get over it, I'm sure."

"He's never been strong and hardy."

"Still, with the best doctors...."

"If money can pull him through, I'll pour it out like water. I'm off to

the States to look after those fool doctors. The 'Aurelia' is one of my

fastest boats, and she'll take me across in five days. I'll give treble

pay to every engineer and stoker."

"How long will you be away?"

"Can't say exactly."

"How unfortunate, just at this time!"

"I can finish off the Hudson Bay deal by wireless. My ordinary business

on this side will run on in the hands of Bates, Carew, and Grasemann,

who form my executive committee for London."

They had both ignored Matheson through this conversation. He was

squeezed dry and done with. Larssen had no further use for him at

present, and Olive had no sympathy to waste on a beaten man.

He had been sitting brokenly in a chair at the desk where he had signed

away his independence, gazing into a new-spilt ink-blot on the polished

surface of the desk, seeing visions in its glistening, blue-black pool.

But now he pushed back his chair with a rasping noise and rose

decisively to face Larssen.

"We'll call it a month's truce!" he flung out.

"What d'you mean?"

"For a month from now neither you nor I will move further in the Hudson

Bay scheme. For a month it'll be hung up."

"Who's to hang it up?"

"I."

"But I've got your signed approval in my pocket. Signed and witnessed!"

"The issue is not yet underwritten." It was a sheer guess, but in

Larssen's face Matheson could read that his guess was correct.

"Well?" snapped Larssen.

"Either you or I will tell the underwriters that the scheme goes no

further until a month from date--until May 3rd. Which is it to be--you

or I?"

Sylvester came in rapidly. "All your orders are being carried out, and

the car's on the way here from the garage."

For a few tense moments Larssen hesitated. The underwriting of the

five-million issue was an absolute essential to a successful flotation,

and the negotiations were not yet completed. If Matheson were to

interfere in them during his absence from London, big difficulties might

develop. Before that cablegram arrived, the shipowner could have beaten

down any such threat on Matheson's part, but now, with his little son

calling for his presence, with the special train at Paddington coupling

up to speed him to Plymouth, with the "Aurelia" turning back, against

the protest of its thousand passengers, to take him on board, the

situation was radically changed.

Matheson had realised the altered situation, and putting aside any

over-fine scruples, had gripped advantage from it.

Larssen's eyes blazed anger at the financier. Then he held out his hand

to Olive.

"Good-bye!" he said.

"Good-bye!" she answered, taking his hand.

"You or I?" repeated Matheson.

The shipowner turned at the door through which he was hurrying out.

"I," he conceded.

"Then sign on it."

"Don't sign!" cried Olive.

"He _must_ sign!"

Larssen rushed back to his desk and scribbled on a sheet of paper:

"Until May 3rd, I fix up nothing with the underwriters."

He scrawled his signature under it, and without further word hurried

from the throne-room.

Matheson and his wife were left alone.

When Larssen had closed the door behind him, Olive felt as if a big

strong arm of support had suddenly been taken away from her. Larssen's

mere presence, even if he remained silent, gave her a fictitious sense

of her own power, which now was crumbling away and leaving her with a

feeling of insecurity and self-distrust.

Openly it expressed itself in peevish annoyance.

"Why couldn't you have stayed away altogether?" she muttered fretfully.

"Nobody wanted you back. Your scruples, indeed! I must say you have a

pretty mixed set of them. If you had had any consideration for me, you'd

have stayed away altogether, instead of coming back and making scenes of

this kind. I hate scenes! And why did you force that month's wait at the

last moment? Now things are complicated worse than ever!"

Matheson waited patiently for his wife to finish the recital of her

complaints. He wondered if it were possible to appeal once more to her

better feelings. At all events he would make the attempt. The signature

he had forced out of Larssen had given him back some of his

self-respect, and he felt his brain as it were cleared for action once

more.

When Olive had finished, Matheson asked her quietly: "Why did you marry

me?"

"Why did you marry _me_?" she retorted.

"Because I honestly believed at the time that I loved you."

"I suppose you found out afterwards that you'd made a mistake, and then

blamed it on to me?"

"I'm not blaming you--I'm trying to get the right perspective on to our

marriage. I'm wondering if the woman I loved was yourself, or merely my

idealization of you."

"I can't help it if I'm not the incarnation of all the virtues you

imagined me to be!" Olive sat down and played nervously with a

penholder, jabbing meaningless lines and dots on to a loose sheet of

paper.

"When I married you, I thought you were in sympathy with me over the big

things of life--the things that matter. But you turned them aside with a

laugh. That put a barrier between us."

"I never could stand prigs. I thought I was marrying a man of the

world."

"We seemed to be radically opposed in ideas. We drifted farther and

farther away from one another. At the end of five years, our marriage

was empty even of tepid affection. If there had been children,

perhaps...."

"No doubt you'd have wanted to wheel them out in the perambulator!"

Matheson let the flippancy pass. He continued steadily: "I felt I could

not do my big work under the constant friction of our married life, and

my life in the financial world. I felt you longed for complete liberty."

"I did, and I do so still."

"So, when opportunity came to me on the night of March 14th, I made the

sudden decision you know of. I thought I had cut myself loose. If it had

not been for that one unthought-of thread--Larssen's scheme to use me

dead or alive--I should never have come back.... My sudden decision was

wrong. I realise now that no man can cut himself utterly loose from the

life he has woven for himself. He is part of the pattern of the great

web of humanity. He is joined to the world around him by a thousand

threads. If he tries to cut loose, there will always be some one

unnoticed thread linking him to the old life."

"That sort of thing may be interesting to people who're interested in

it. It merely bores me."

"Olive, I want to say this: I'm ready to try once more. I'm ready to

take up our married life as we started it on our wedding day. I'll try

to forget the past and start afresh. I'll make allowances for you--will

_you_ make allowances for me?"

Olive laughed mirthlessly. "In plain words, that means you want me to be

somebody I've never pretended to be and never want to be. The idea is

fatuous."

"Won't you believe me when I say that I'm genuinely anxious to do the

right thing by you, and clear up the tangle I've made of your life and

mine? I'm sorry for what I said in Larssen's presence a little while

ago. I was angry and carried beyond myself."

"No apology can wipe out that sort of thing."

"I'll do my best to make amends.... You're not looking at all well.

There's a big change in you. Monte Carlo does you no good--the reverse

in fact. Why not see a doctor and get him to prescribe you a tonic and a

quiet place to build up your health in? We'll go there together and

start our married life afresh."

"You've had your say--now let me have mine!" flung out Olive. "When we

married, I was mistaken too. I thought at the time you were a man who

could do things. I judged on your previous career. After we were

married, I found I was utterly misled. It isn't in you to climb to the

top. You've too many sides to your nature. First one thing pulls you one

way, and then another thing pulls you another way. To succeed, a man has

to run in blinkers--straight on without minding the side issues. I

imagined you a hundred per center, and I found you only a ninety per

center. You can't climb to the top--it isn't in you!"

"Climb to where?"

Olive looked around at the vast throne-room of the shipowner, and her

meaning was conveyed in the glance.

"Larssen has that final ten per cent.," admitted Matheson. "But do you

know what it means in plain language?"

"What?"

"Utter unscrupulousness. Utter ruthlessness. Napoleon had that extra ten

per cent. Bismarck had it. You're right when you say I haven't it."

Olive moved irritably in her chair. "Sour grapes," she commented.

"Call it that if you wish."

She dug her pen viciously into the polished surface of the desk, leaving

the holder quivering at the outrage.

"Larssen has been merely playing with you," continued Matheson. "I don't

want to blame, but to warn. I know the man far better than you do. He

thinks you might be useful to him."

"What are you going to do when the month is up?" she asked abruptly.

"What do you want me to do?"

She looked him straight in the eye, her pupils narrowed with hate. "Go

out of my life!"

"A legal separation?"

"No use at all. That ties me indefinitely."

"What then?"

"One of two things: divorce or disappearance."

"You mean a framed-up divorce? The usual arranged affair?"

"No, I don't. I mean a divorce with that Verney woman as co-respondent."

"I'll not have you insult her by calling her 'that Verney woman!'"

"Miss Verney, then.... It's either divorce or total disappearance."

"Larssen spoke glibly enough of disappearance, but the circumstances are

very different now from what they were on the night of March 14th.

Then, not a soul outside myself knew of my intention. You'd have

claimed leave from the Courts to presume death, and it would certainly

have been granted you. You would legally have been a widow, and I--as

Clifford Matheson--should legally have been dead.... But now, both you

and Larssen, and his secretary as well, know that Clifford Matheson is

alive."

"Does anyone else know?"

"No one."

"Larssen will certainly keep the secret. So will his secretary. So shall

I. That's no difficulty."

"You mean to apply to the courts for a certificate of my death, knowing

that it will be fraudulent."

"That, or divorce against you and Miss Verney." The lines of obstinacy

were hard-set around her mouth.

"Why are you so bitter against her?"

Olive remained contemptuously silent. Her reason, as she saw it, should

be obvious enough. If Clifford was so dense as not to see it, she was

certainly not going to enlighten him.

Even in face of what had gone before, Matheson was still hoping to

soften his wife towards Elaine. He tried again. "Her life is ruined. Her

work was her happiness as well as her livelihood. Now, both are snatched

away from her. She is an orphan; she has no relatives in sympathy with

her; her means are very limited; she has heavy expenses to face over the

operation and the convalescence. She is under Hegelmann's care at

Wiesbaden. This very morning he is operating on her. I must go back to

Wiesbaden at once to hear how things are going."

"You can wire and find out."

"I prefer to go personally."

"Is she so very attractive to you?"

Matheson, sick at heart, reached for his hat and stick preparatory to

taking his leave.

A sudden thought struck Olive. "You swear to me that you've told no one

you're Clifford Matheson?"

"No one knows beyond yourself, Larssen, and Sylvester."

"And you'll tell no one else?"

"I must reserve that right."

"It's not in our bargain!" protested Olive. "You were to disappear

completely."

"It won't affect our bargain," he retorted.

"That's for me to say."

"Heaven knows that I've given up to you enough already!"

"I ask you to swear to me you'll never tell anyone else! Not even hint

at it!"

"I can't promise it."

"That's your last word?"

"Yes."

Olive flashed hate at him. Her hands were quivering when she answered,

as though she could have torn him in pieces.

"Very well, then! I'll reserve my right of action too!" Her fingers

reached for the electric bell and pressed it imperatively.

When Sylvester appeared, she said decisively: "Have a cab called for Mr

Rivière."

"Certainly," he answered.

The financier took up hat and stick, and with a cold "good-bye" passed

out of the open door, Sylvester following him.

Presently the secretary returned to confer with Olive. Larssen had told

him to keep in touch with her.

* * * * *

Clifford Matheson was once more John Rivière. He picked up his valise at

the Avon Hotel and caught the first boat train for Germany. It took him

to the Continent via Queenboro'--Flushing.

His thoughts on the railway journey to Queenboro' were very different to

those which had filled his mind when he sped Calaiswards on his way to

England. Then, he had felt as if he had just plunged into an ice-cold

lake, and emerged tingling in every limb with the vigour of health

renewed. The course before him had seemed straight; the issue clean-cut.

Now, he felt as if he had been tripped up and pushed bodily into a pool

of mire.

Circumstances seemed more tangled than ever. Finality had not been

reached either in regard to his relations towards his wife, towards

Elaine, or towards Larssen; in regard to the Hudson Bay scheme, or in

his regard to his future freedom for work on the lines he so earnestly

desired. The whirlpool had sucked him back, and he was once more

battling with swirling waters.

Out of all the welter of his thoughts one course became clearer and

clearer. He must tell Elaine. He must put her in possession of the main

facts of the situation which had developed in Larssen's office. That he

could tell her without violating the spirit of his bargain with Olive

was certain. He knew he could trust absolutely in Elaine's silence.

Till then--till he had told her--there was no definite line of action he

could see as the one inevitable solution.

If the elements had seemed to bar his passage to London the day before,

to-day they seemed to be calling welcome to him as train and boat sped

him eastwards. The marshes of the Swale were almost a joyous emerald

green under the sparkle of the sun in the early afternoon; the estuary

of the Thames was alive with white and brown sail swelling

full-bloodedly to the drive of a care-free, joyful breeze; torpedo-boats

and destroyers sped in and out from Sheerness with the supple strength

of greyhounds unleashed, tossing the blue waters in curling locks of

foam from their bows; the open sea sparkled and glinted and danced with

the joy of life in its veins.

At sundown, the sky behind the foaming wake of the packet was a blaze of

glory. The sinking sun wove a cloth of gold on the halo of cloud about

it, and circled the horizon with a belt of rose and opal. Gradually the

gold faded into fiery purple, with arms of unbelievable green stretching

out to clasp the round cup of ocean; the purple died away reluctantly

like the drums of a triumphant march receding to a distance; night took

sea and sky into her arms, and crooned to them a mother-song of rest.

On the railway station at Flushing a telegram was handed to Rivière--the

reply to a telegram of inquiry sent by him from London. It was from

Elaine herself:

"Operation well over. Doctor hopeful. Little pain. Glad when you are

back," it ran, and he had almost worn through its creases, by reason of

folding and unfolding, before he fell asleep that night in the train for

Wiesbaden.

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