CHAPTER XIV

When I left the boat house I did not go directly home, but wandered

along the beach. I had puzzled my brain with Mr. Keene and his

errand until I determined not to puzzle it any longer that day. If my

suspicions were unfounded and existed merely because of my dislike of

the Bay Shore Company's representative, then they were not worth worry.

If they were well founded I had almost a week in which to discover the

fact. I would dismiss the whole matter from my thoughts. The question

as to whether or not I would sell the land at all to anybody, which was,

after all, the real question, I resolved to put off answering until I

had had my talk with Mother.

I walked on by the water's edge until I reached the Lane; turning into

that much coveted strip of territory I continued until I came opposite

the Colton mansion, where, turning again, I strolled homeward by the

path through the grove. Unconsciously my wandering thoughts strayed to

Mabel Colton. It was here that I had met her on two occasions. I had an

odd feeling that I should meet her here again, that she was here now.

I had no reason for thinking such a thing, certainly the wish was not

father to the thought, but at every bend in the path, as the undergrowth

hid the way, I expected, as I turned the corner, to see her coming

toward me.

But the path was, save for myself, untenanted. I was almost at its end,

where the pines and bushes were scattering and the field of daisies, now

in full bloom, began, when I heard a slight sound at my left. I looked

in the direction of the sound and saw her. She was standing beneath a

gnarled, moss-draped old pine by the bluff edge, looking out over the

bay.

I stopped, involuntarily. Then I moved on again, as noiselessly as I

could. But at my first step she turned and saw me. I raised my hat.

She bowed, coldly, so it seemed to my supersensitive imagination, and

I replaced the hat and continued my walk. I thought I heard the bushes

near which she stood rustle as if she had moved, but I did not look

back.

Then, close behind me, I heard her voice.

“Mr. Paine,” she said.

I turned. She had followed me and was standing in the path, a bit out

of breath, as if she had hurried. I waited for her to speak, but she did

not.

“Good afternoon, Miss Colton,” I said, awkwardly. Some one had to speak,

we could not stand staring at each other like that.

She said “Good afternoon,” also. Then there was another interval of

silence.

“You--you wished to speak to me?” I stammered.

“I DID speak to you,” with significant emphasis on the “did.” “I thought

you might, possibly, be interested to know that Don and I reached home

safely the other day.”

Considering that she had called upon Mother since, it seemed to me

that my knowledge of her reaching home safely might have been taken for

granted; but I said:

“I am very glad to hear it, Miss Colton.”

“We had no difficulty in finding the way after you left us.”

The way being almost straight, and over the main traveled roads, this,

too, was fairly obvious.

“I felt sure you would have no trouble--after I left you,” I answered,

with a significant emphasis of my own.

She did not reply and, as I had nothing further to say, I waited for her

to continue, or to break off the interview. She did neither, but stood,

as if irresolute, looking down and stirring with her foot the leaves at

the edge of the path. Suddenly she looked up.

“Mr. Paine,” she said, “you are making it hard for me to say what I

intended. But I think I should say it, and so I will. I beg your pardon

for speaking as I did when I last saw you. I had no right to judge or

criticize you, none whatever.”

“You do not need to apologize, Miss Colton. What you told me was

probably true enough.”

The conventional answer to this would have been a half-hearted denial of

my statement. I presume I expected something of the sort. But this girl

was not conventional.

“Yes,” she said, thoughtfully, “I think it was. If I had not thought so

I should not have said it. But that makes no difference. You and I are

strangers, almost, and I had no right to speak as I did. I am impulsive,

I know it, and I often do and say things on impulse which I am sorry for

afterward. I offended you.”

“Oh no, no,” I put in, hurriedly. She had offended me, but this frank

confession touched me more than the offense had hurt. She was doing a

hard thing and doing it handsomely.

“Yes, I offended you,” she repeated, firmly. “I have considered the

matter a good deal since then, and it seems to me that you were right to

feel offended. You had been very kind to me on several occasions and I

had been your”--with a half smile--“your guest that day. I should not

have hurt your feelings. Will you accept my apology?”

“Why, yes, of course, since you insist, Miss Colton.”

“Thank you.”

She was turning to go; and I could not let her go thus. Although she had

apologized for speaking her thought she had not retracted the thought

itself. I was seized with a desire for justification in her eyes. I

wanted to explain; forgetting for the moment that explanations were

impossible.

“Miss Colton,” I said, impulsively.

“Yes?”

“May I--may I say a word?”

“Certainly, if you wish.”

She turned again and faced me.

“Miss Colton, I--I--” I began, and paused.

“Well?” she said, patiently, “What is it?”

“Miss Colton,” I blundered on, “you should not have apologized. You were

right. Your estimate of me was pretty nearly correct. I realized that

when you gave it and I have been realizing it ever since. I deserved

what I got--perhaps. But I should not wish you to think--that is,

I--well, I had reasons, they seemed to me reasons, for being what I

was--what I am. I doubt if they were altogether good reasons; I am

inclined now to think they were not. But I had come to think them good.

You see, I--I--”

I stopped, face to face with the fact that I could not give those

reasons to her or any one else. She was looking at me expectantly, and

with, so it seemed to me, an expression of real, almost eager interest.

I faltered, tried to go on, and then surrendered, absolutely, to the

hopelessness of the situation.

“It is no use,” I said, “I can't tell you what those reasons were.”

I turned as I said it. I did not care to see her expression change. I

knew what she must be thinking and I had no desire to read the thought

in her eyes. I stood there, waiting for her to leave in disgust.

“I can't tell you,” I repeated, stubbornly.

“Very well.” Her tone was as coldly indifferent as I had anticipated.

“Was that all you wished to say to me, Mr. Paine?”

“Miss Colton, I should like to explain if I could. But I cannot.”

“Pray don't trouble yourself. I assure you I had no intentions of asking

for your--reasons. Good afternoon.”

I heard her skirts brush the leaves at the border of the path. She was

going; and the contemptuous slur at my “reasons” proved that she did not

believe them existent. She believed me to be a liar.

“Miss Colton,” I said, sharply; “wait.”

She kept on.

“Wait,” I said again. “Listen to me.”

She seemed to hesitate and then turned her head.

“I am listening,” she said. “What is it?”

“You have no right to disbelieve me.”

“I disbelieve you? Why should you think I disbelieve you? I am not

sufficiently interested to believe or disbelieve, I assure you.”

“But you do. You judge me--”

“_I_ judge you! You flatter yourself, Mr. Paine.”

“But you do. You apologized just now for judging me without a hearing

the other day. You acknowledged that you should not have done it. You

are doing the same thing now.”

“I apologized for presuming to offer advice to a stranger. I did not

apologize for the advice itself. I think it good. I do not care to argue

the matter further.”

“You are not asked to argue. But your sneer at my reasons proves that

you believe that I have none and am merely trying to justify myself with

trumped up and lying excuses. You are wrong, and since you presumed to

judge me then you must listen to me now. I have--or had--reasons for

living as I have done, for being the idler and good-for-nothing you

believe me to be. I can't tell you what they are; I can tell no one. But

I do ask you to believe that I have them, that they are real, and that

my being what you termed ambitionless and a country loafer is not my

condition from choice. It is my right to insist upon your believing

that. Do you believe it?”

At last I had made an impression. My earnestness seemed to have shaken

her contemptuous indifference. She looked at me steadily, frowning a

little, but regarding me less as if I were a clod and more and more as

if I were the puzzle she had once declared me to be. I did not shun her

look now, but met it eye to eye.

“Do you believe me?” I demanded.

Slowly her frown was disappearing.

“Do you believe me?” I said, again. “You must.”

“Must?”

“Yes, you must. I shall make you. If not now, at some other time. You

must believe me, Miss Colton.”

The frown disappeared altogether and she smiled.

“If you order me to I suppose I must,” she said, with a shrug of mock

resignation. “I should have learned by this time that it is useless to

say no when you say yes, Mr. Paine.”

“But do you?”

She turned altogether and faced me.

“I am very glad to believe you,” she said, with simple directness.

I stammered a “Thank you” and was silent. I dared not trust myself to

speak at the moment. Somehow the sincerity of her words moved me far

more than their trifling import warranted. She had declared her belief

that I was not a liar, that was all; and yet I stood there fighting down

all sorts of ridiculous emotions. The situation was decidedly strained,

but, as usual, she saved it.

“It seems to me,” she said, with the twinkle which I had learned

to recognize as a forerunner of mischief on her part, “that you are

inclined to make mountains out of mole-hills, Mr. Paine. Was there any

need to be quite so fiercely tragic? And, besides, I think that even now

you have not told the whole truth.”

“The whole truth? Why, Miss Colton, I have just explained that--”

“Oh, not that truth! Your mysterious 'reasons' are not my affair. And

I have told you that I was willing to take those on trust. But you have

not been quite truthful in another particular. You intimated that you

were an idler. I have been given to understand that you are far from

being an idler just now.”

I was relieved. “Oh, I see!” I exclaimed. “You mean--some one has told

you of my employment at the bank.”

“A number of persons have told me. Surely you did not expect to keep

THAT a secret--in Denboro?”

“Well, scarcely,” I admitted, with a laugh. “That was known almost

before I was sure of it myself. You should have seen Eldredge's face

when I announced my intention. And Lute--Mrs. Rogers' husband--hasn't

completely recovered yet. The sight of me, actually trying to earn a

living, was too much for him. You see what a miracle worker you are,

Miss Colton.”

“Did you really accept the position simply because of what I said to

you?”

“Yes. The chance had been offered me before, but it was your frankness

that shocked me into taking it.”

“Not really? You are joking.”

“No, I'm not. You are responsible. Are you sorry?”

Her answer was a question.

“Are you?” she asked.

“No. At first it seemed ridiculous and strange, even to myself; but now

I like the work. It is like old times.”

“Old times?”

I was forgetting myself again; talking too much was a dangerous

train--for me. I laughed, with pretended carelessness.

“Why, yes; I was employed in a bank at one time. I think I told you

that. Have you been motoring much of late, Miss Colton?”

“Yes. Tell me, please: You really like your work?”

“Yes, I do.”

“Then I will answer your question. I am not a bit sorry. I am glad I was

impertinent and intrusive, especially now that I have apologized and

you have accepted the apology. I am very glad I told you you should do

something worth while.”

“Even if it were nothing more than to follow Thoph Newcomb's example and

sell fish.”

“Yes,” laughingly, “even that. I WAS impertinent, wasn't I! I don't

wonder you were offended.”

“I needed the impertinence, I guess. But frankly, Miss Colton, I can't

see why you should be glad because I have gone to work. I can't see what

difference my working or idling can possibly make to you.”

“Oh, it doesn't, of course--except on general principles. I am a

dreadful idler myself; but then, I am a woman, and idleness is a woman's

right.”

I thought of Dorinda and of the other housewives of Denboro and how

little of that particular “right” they enjoyed; which thought brought

again and forcibly to my mind the difference between this girl's life

and theirs--and Mother's--and my own.

“A man,” continued Miss Colton, sagely, “should not idle. He should work

and work hard--so that the rest of us may be as good for nothing as we

please. That is philosophy, isn't it?”

“Yes.”

“You were good enough not to say what sort of philosophy. Thank you. But

seriously, Mr. Paine, I am fond of your mother--very fond, considering

our short acquaintance--and when I saw her lying there, so patient, and

deprived of the little luxuries and conveniences which she needs, and

which a little more money might bring to her, it seemed to me . . .

Gracious! what a lot of nonsense I am talking! What is the matter with

me this afternoon? Do let's change the subject. Have you sold your land

yet, Mr. Paine? Of course you haven't! That is more nonsense, isn't it.”

I think she had again spoken merely on the impulse of the moment;

doubtless there was no deliberate intention on her part to bring me to a

realization of my position, the position I occupied in her thoughts;

but if she had had such an intent she could not have done it more

effectively. She believed me to have been neglecting Mother, and her

interest in my “doing something worth while” was inspired merely because

she wished Mother to be supplied with those “luxuries and conveniences”

she had mentioned. Well, my question was answered; this was the

difference my working or idling made to her. And, for a minute or two,

I had been foolish enough to fancy her interested, as a friend, in my

success or failure in life. I might have known better. And yet, because

of the novelty of the thing, because I had so few friends, I felt a pang

of disappointment.

But I resolved she should not know she had disappointed me. I might have

been a fool, but I would keep my foolishness a secret.

“No, Miss Colton,” I said, with a smile, “I haven't sold yet.”

“Father said he saw you at the bank. Did he say anything about the

land?”

“He said his offer was still open, that was all.”

“You are resolved not to sell.”

“To him? Yes, I am resolved. I think he knows it. I tried to make it

plain.”

“You say to him. Are you thinking of selling to any one else? To the

town?”

“No. Probably not to any one. Certainly not to your father or the town.”

She looked at me, with an odd expression, and seemed to hesitate.

“Mr. Paine,” she said, slowly, “would you resent my giving you another

bit of--advice?”

“Not at all. What is it this time?”

“Why, nothing. I must not give you any advice at all. I won't. Instead

I'll give you one of Father's pet proverbs. It isn't an elegant one, but

he is very fond of repeating it. 'There are more ways of killing a cat

than choking it to death with butter.' There! you will admit it is not

elegant.”

“But Miss Colton! Killing a cat! What in the world?”

“You mustn't ask me. I shouldn't have said even that. But remember, it

is father's pet proverb. I must go. Please give my love to your mother

and tell her I shall call again soon. Good-by.”

She walked briskly away and did not look back. I went home. I thought a

great deal during the evening and until late that night. When, at last,

I did go to bed I had not made much progress in the problem of the cat,

but I did believe that there was a rat in the vicinity. I was beginning

to scent one. If I was not mistaken it called itself the Bay Shore

Development Company.

I said nothing to Mother of the new proposal to buy our land, but next

morning at the bank I wrote a letter to the cashier of a bank in Boston,

one of our correspondents, and with which our little institution was on

very friendly terms. I asked the cashier to make some guarded inquiries

concerning the Bay Shore Company, to find out, if possible, who was

behind it and also to inquire concerning Barclay and Keene, the real

estate brokers of Milk Street.

The reply to my letter reached me on Friday. It was satisfactory,

eminently so. And when, on Saturday afternoon, Mr. Keene, bland and

smiling as ever, made his appearance at the house, I was ready for him.

I stood on the step and made no move to invite him within. “Well, Mr.

Paine,” he said, cordially, “are you ready to talk business?”

“Quite ready,” I answered.

He beamed with satisfaction.

“Good!” he exclaimed. “Then what is your figure?”

“My figure is a naught,” I replied, with emphasis. “You may tell your

employer that I do not care to sell the land to him, no matter whether

he calls himself James Colton or the Bay Shore Development Company. Oh

yes; and, if you like, you may add that this particular cat declines to

be choked.”

Mr. Keene showed signs of choking, himself, and I shut the door and left

him outside. Lute, who had been listening at the dining-room window and

had heard only fragments of the brief interview, was in a state of added

incoherence.

“Well, by time!” he gasped. “What--what sort of talk was that? Chokin' a

cat! A cat!! We ain't got no cat.”

“Haven't we?” I observed. “Why, no, so we haven't! Perhaps you had

better explain that to Mr. Keene, Lute. It may help him to understand

the situation. And add that I suggest his telling the person who sent

him here that soft-soap is no improvement on butter.”

I think Lute did tell him just that, doubtless with all sorts of excuses

for my insanity, for the next day, Sunday, as I walked along the beach,

a big body came ploughing down the sandy slope and joined me.

“Hello!” said Colton.

“Good morning,” said I.

“How are independence and public spirit these days?”

“Very well, thank you. How are Development Companies developing?”

He put back his head and laughed. He did not seem a bit chagrined or

discomfited. The joke was on him, but he could enjoy it, nevertheless.

In spite of my antagonism toward this man I could not help admiring

certain traits of his character. He was big, in every way. Little

repulses or setbacks did not trouble him.

“Say,” he said, “how did you know about that cat?”

“Saw his footprints,” I replied. “They were all over the scheme. And

your friend Keene purred too loud.”

“I don't mean that. Keene was a fool; that was plain enough for anyone

to see. I had to use him; if Barclay hadn't been sick it might have

been different. But how did you come to send me that message about the

butter? Man, that is one of my favorite sayings--the choking the cat

thing! How did you know that? I never said it to you.”

“Oh, it is an old saying. I have heard it often; and it did seem to fit

in this case. I imagined you would understand and appreciate.”

“Um--yes,” dryly. “I appreciated all right. As to understanding--well,

I'll understand later on. That's another little conundrum for me to

work out. Somebody's been talking, of course. Here! hold on!” as I was

walking away: “Don't go. I want to talk to you.”

He characteristically did not ask whether or not I wanted to talk to

him, but, as I happened to be in no hurry, I stopped and waited for him

to continue. He thrust his hands into his pockets and looked me over,

very much as he might have looked over a horse he was thinking of

buying.

“Paine,” he said, suddenly, “do you want to go to work?”

“Work?” I repeated. “I am at work already.”

“You've got a job, such as it is. It might be work for the average jay,

but it isn't for you. I'll give you something to work at--yes, and work

for.”

I stared at him in wondering suspicion.

“What is this; another Development Company?” I demanded.

“Ha! ha! not this time. No, this is straight. If you'll say that you'll

work for me I'll make an opening for you in my New York office.”

I did not answer. I was trying to fathom the motive behind this new

move.

“I'll put you to work in my office,” he went on. “It may not be much to

begin with, but you can make it anything you like; that'll be up to you.

As to salary--well, I don't know what you're getting in that one-horse

bank, but I'll double it, whatever it is. That will be the start, of

course. After that it is up to you, as I said.”

“Mr. Colton this may be a good joke, but I don't see it--yet.”

“I don't joke often in business; can't afford to.”

“You are really serious? You mean what you say?”

“Yes.”

“But why? You don't know anything about me.”

“I know all that is necessary. And I have found out that you are all

right, so far as bank work goes. That fellow Taylor and some others told

me that. But I didn't need their telling. Why, man, it is part of my

trade to know men when I see them. I have to know 'em. I said a while

ago that you didn't belong in this forsaken hole of a town. God knows

it IS forsaken! Even my wife is beginning to admit that, and she was the

keenest to come here. Some day I shall get sick of it and sell out, I

suppose.”

“Sell out?”

“Oh, not yet. Mabel--my daughter--seems to like it here, for some

unknown reason, and wants to stay. And I don't intend to sell until I've

bought--what I set out to buy. But I'm not the subject we're talking

about just now. You are. Come! here's your chance to be somebody. More

chance than I had, I'll tell you that. You can go to work in my office

next week, if you want to. Will you?”

I laughed at the idea. I believed I had found the motive I was seeking.

“Of course not,” I said. “You can't close the Lane by that kind of

bribery, Mr. Colton.”

“Bribery be hanged! Come, come, Paine! Wake up, or I shall think your

brains aren't up to standard, after all. When I bribe I bribe. When I

ask a man to work for me there are no strings tied to the offer. Forget

your picayune land for a minute. Time enough to remember that when I've

got it, which will be some day or other, of course. I'm making you this

offer because I want you. You're sharp; you saw through that Development

game. You're clever--your sending me that 'cat' message proves it. And

your not telling me where the idea for the message came from proves that

you can keep your mouth shut. I could use a dozen fellows like you, if

I could get them. You interested me right at the start. A chap with sand

enough to tell Jim Colton to go to the devil is always interesting. I'm

offering you this chance because I think it is a good chance for both

of us. Yes, and because I like you, I suppose, in spite of your

pig-headedness. Will you take it?”

“No, thank you,” I answered.

“Why? Because you can't leave your sick mother? She'll be all right.

I was talking with the doctor--Quimby, his name is, isn't it--and he

happened to mention that he was encouraged about her. Said she had been

distinctly better for the last month.”

I could not believe it. Doctor Quimby had said nothing of the sort to

me. It was impossible. Mother BETTER!

“That doesn't mean she is going to be well and strong again, of course,”

he added, not unkindly. “But I think Quimby believes she may be well

enough to--perhaps--sit up one of these days. Be wheeled about in a

chair, or something of that sort . . . Why! what is the matter? You

looked as if I had knocked you out. Hasn't the doctor said anything to

you?”

“No,” I stammered. I WAS knocked out. I could not believe it. Mother,

the bed-ridden invalid of six long years, to be well enough to sit up!

to use a wheeled chair! It could not be true. It was too good to be

true.

“So, you see, you could leave her all right,” went on Colton. “If it was

necessary you could get a nurse down here to look after her while you

were away. And you might get home every fortnight or so. Better take my

offer, Paine. Come!” with a grunt of impatient amusement, “don't keep me

waiting too long. I am not used to coaxing people to work for me; it is

usually the other way around. This offer of mine happens to be pretty

nearly a disinterested one, and,” with one of his dry smiles, “all my

offers are not that kind, as you ought to know. Will you say yes now? Or

do you want till to-morrow to think it over?”

The news concerning Mother had upset me greatly, but my common-sense was

not all gone. That there was something behind his offer I believed, but,

even if there were not--if it was disinterested and made simply because

my unearthing of the Bay Shore “cat” had caught his fancy--I did not

consider for a moment accepting it. Not if Mother was like other women,

well and strong, would I have accepted it. In Denboro I was Roscoe

Paine, and my life story was my own secret. In New York how long would

it be before that secret and my real name were known, and all the old

disgrace and scandal resurrected?

“What do you say?” asked Colton, again. “Want more time to think about

it, do you?”

I shook my head. “No,” I answered. “I have had time enough. I am obliged

for the offer and I appreciate your kindness, but I cannot accept.”

I expected him to express impatience or, perhaps, anger; at least to ask

my reasons for declining. But his only utterance was a “Humph!” For a

moment he regarded me keenly. Then he said:

“Haven't got the answer yet, have I? All right. Well,” briskly, “when

are you and I going on that shooting trip?”

“There is no shooting at present,” I answered, as soon as I could adjust

my mind to this new switch in the conversation.

“That so? Any fishing?”

“I believe the squiteague are running outside. I heard they were.”

“What? Squit--which?”

“Squiteague. Weakfish some people call them.”

“They are pretty fair sport, aren't they?”

“Yes, fair. Nothing like bluefish, however.”

“All right. What is the matter with our going squint--squint--something

or othering one of these days? Will you go? Or are you as pig-headed

about that as you are about other things?”

I laughed. “Not quite,” I said. “I should be glad of your company, Mr.

Colton.”

“Next Saturday suit you?”

“Yes. After bank hours.”

“All right. I'll look after the boat. You provide the bait and tackle.

That's fair, isn't it? Right. Be on hand at my dock at one o'clock.

Morning.”

He walked off. Neither of us had thought of the tide--he, probably, not

realizing that high water was an important factor, and I being too much

agitated by what he had said about Mother, and the suddenness with which

the fishing trip was planned, to think calmly of anything.

That week was a strange one to me, and the first of many strange ones.

My manner of life was changing, although I did not realize it and

although the change came through no effort of my own. Our house, which

had been so long almost a hermitage, if a home containing four persons

might be called that, was gradually becoming a social center. Matilda

Dean had called once a week regularly for some time and this particular

week Captain Jed came with her. Captain Elisha Warren and his cousin and

housekeeper, Miss Abbie Baker, drove down for a half-hour's stay. George

Taylor and Nellie spent an evening with us. I feared the unaccustomed

rush of company might have a bad effect upon Mother, but she seemed

actually the better for it. She professed to believe that Denboro was

awakening to the fact of my merits as a man and a citizen. “They are

finding you out at last, Boy,” she said. I laughed at her. I knew

better. It was because of my position in the bank that these people

came. I was making good there, apparently, and the surprise at

this caused Captain Warren and the rest to take a new, and no doubt

transitory interest in me.

And I thought I knew Captain Jed's reason for coming. An interview

between us gave me the inkling. Matilda was in Mother's room and Dean

and I were together in the dining-room.

“Ros,” said the captain, suddenly, “you ain't backin' water, are you?”

“Backing water? What do you mean by that?”

“In this Lane business. You ain't cal'latin' to sell out to Colton,

after all?”

“Well, hardly. Why do you say that?”

“Nothin', maybe. But they tell me you're kind of thick with the R'yal

family lately. Beriah Holt says he see you and the Colton girl come out

of the woods back of his place one afternoon a spell ago. She was on

horseback and you was walkin', but Beriah says you and she was mighty

friendly.”

I might have expected this. In Denboro one does few things unnoticed.

“She had lost her way in the woods and I helped her to find the road

home,” I said, “that was all.”

“Hum! You helped her to find the road the night of the strawberry

festival, too, didn't you?”

“How in the world did you find that out?”

“Oh, it just sort of drifted around. I've got pretty big ears--maybe

you've noticed 'em--and they gen'rally catch some of what's blowin'

past. There was a coachman mixed up in that night's work and he talked

some, I shouldn't wonder; most of his kind do.”

“Well, what of it?” I asked, sharply. “I helped her as I would your

daughter if she had been caught alone in a storm like that. I should

have been ashamed not to.”

“Sartin! Needn't get mad about it. What's this about your takin' his

Majesty off fishin' next Saturday?”

All of my personal affairs seemed to be common property. I was losing my

temper in spite of my recent good resolutions.

“Look here, Captain Dean,” I said, “I have a right to take any one

fishing, if I choose. Mr. Colton asked me to do it and I saw no reason

for saying no.”

“Funny he should ask you. He ain't asked anybody else in town.”

“I don't know that and I don't care. I shall do as I please. I have

no grievance against the Coltons. I shall not sell them my land, but I

reserve the right to meet them--yes, and to associate with them--if I

choose. You and your friends may as well understand that, Captain.”

“There! there! don't get huffy. I ain't got the right to say what your

rights are, Ros. And I don't think for a minute you'd back water on the

Lane business a-purpose. But I do think you're takin' chances. I tell

you, honest, I'm scart of old Colton, in a way, and I ain't scart

of many folks. He's a fighter and he's smart. He and I have had some

talks--”

“You have?” I interrupted.

“Yup. Lively squabbles they was, too. Each of us expressin' our opinion

of t'other and not holdin' back anything to speak of. I don't know how

he felt when we quit, but I know I respected him--for his out and open

cussedness and grit, if nothin' else. And I think he felt the same way

about me. But he's smart--consarn him, he is! And HE never backs water.

That's why I think you're takin' chances in bein' too friendly with him.

He's layin' low and, if you get off your guard just once he'll grab.”

I hesitated; then I made up my mind.

“Captain Dean,” I said, “his smartness hasn't caught me yet. I'm going

to tell you something, but first you must promise not to tell anyone

else.”

He promised and I told him of Mr. Keene and the Bay Shore Company.

He listened, interrupting with chuckles and exclamations. When I had

finished he seized my hand and wrung it.

“By the everlastin'!” he exclaimed, “that was great! I say again, you're

all right, Ros Paine. Even _I_ swallered that Development Company, hook,

line, and sinker. But YOU saw through it!”

“I tell you this,” I said, “so that you will understand I have no

intention of backing water.”

“I know you ain't. Knew it afore and now I know it better. But I can't

understand what the Colton game is--and there is a game, sure. That

daughter of his, now--she may be in it or she may not. She's pretty

and I will give in that she's folksy and sociable with us natives; it's

surprisin', considerin' her bringin' up. Nellie and Matildy like her,

Nellie especial. They're real chummy, as you might say. Talk and talk,

just as easy and common as you and I this minute. I've heard 'em two or

three times at my house when they thought I wasn't listenin' and twice

out of the three they was talkin' about you.”

“About ME?” I repeated.

“Yes. I don't wonder you're surprised. I was myself. Asked Nellie about

it and she just laughed. Said you was the principal object of

interest in town just now, which is more or less true. But it makes me

suspicious, all the same. Why should a girl like that Colton one talk

about a feller like you? You're as fur apart, fur's anything in common

is concerned, as molasses is from vinegar. Ain't that so?”

It was so, of course, but he need not have been so brutally frank in

telling me. However, I nodded and admitted that he was right.

“Yes,” he said. “A blind horse could see there was no sensible, open and

above-board reason for HER bein' interested in YOU. So there's another

reason, the way I look at it, and that's why I'd be mighty careful,

mighty careful, Ros. Her pa's got a new trick up his sleeve and she's

helpin' him play it, that's my notion. So be careful, won't you.”

“I'll be careful,” said I. I knew, as well as I knew my real name--which

he did not--that Mabel Colton was not helping her father play any

tricks. I had seen enough of her to be certain she was not tricky. And,

besides, if she were in sympathy with her parent, why had she given me

the hint which put me on the trail of the Development Company? Why had

she given me the hint at all? That was the real riddle, and I had

not, as yet, hit upon a plausible answer. Those I had hit upon were

ridiculous and impossible, and I put them from my mind. But she was not

tricky, that I knew.

Captain Jed changed the subject and we talked of Nellie's wedding, which

was to take place in a month. The captain was full of various emotions,

regret at losing his daughter and joy because of her getting such a good

husband. His last words were these:

“Ros,” he said, “be careful, for my sake full as much as yours. This

Lane business and Nellie's gettin' married have sort of possessed me,

same as the evil spirits did the swine, in scriptur'. I lay awake nights

fussin' for fear the marriage won't turn out happy or for fear

you'll sell the Lane after all. And one's just as likely to happen as

t'other--which means they're both impossible, I cal'late. But look out

for that Colton girl, whatever else you do. She's a good deal better

lookin' than her dad, but she's just as dangerous. You mark my words,

son, the feller that plays with fire takes chances. So don't be TOO

sociable with any of the tribe.”

And the very next afternoon the dangerous person herself called and she

and I spent an hour in Mother's room, where the three of us chatted

like old friends. She had the rare power of making one forget self and

personal worries and I could readily understand why Mother had been so

completely won by her. She was bright and cheery and sympathetic. Here

there was no trace of the pride of class and the arrogance which had

caused me to hate her so heartily at first. It seemed almost as if

she had set herself the task of making me like her in spite of my

prejudices. My reason told me that this could not be; it was merely her

fancy for Mother which caused her to notice me at all; she had as much

as said so more than once. But I did like her; I acknowledged it in

my thoughts; and, after she had gone, the room, with its drawn shades,

seemed doubly dark and gloomy. Mother was silent for a few minutes and

I, too, said nothing. Then:

“She is a wonderful girl, isn't she, Roscoe,” said Mother.

She was altogether too wonderful, that was the trouble. A girl like

her had no place in our lives. I went out for a walk and a smoke by the

bluff edge; and, almost before I knew it, I found myself standing at

the border of the grove, looking at the great house and trying to guess

which was her room and if she was there and of what or whom she might be

thinking just then. “Mark my words, son,” Captain Jed had declared, “the

feller that plays with fire takes chances.”

I turned on my heel and set out for home. I would take no chances. I

must not play with fire, even though the flames had, for the moment,

dazzled me. I had called myself a fool many times in the past few years,

but I would not be so great a fool as that.

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