“First,” said he, “do not be deceived as to the musical importance of

our town--we have neither money nor public. (I thought of Mainz and

father Schott)! But since you are here we certainly cannot let you go

without hearing some of your works, about which we are very curious.

So you must take the _Redoute_ and as far as players are concerned, if

you will only give about eighty francs to their pension fund, they will

think it an honour to rehearse and to perform under your baton. Come

to-night and hear _Freyschütz_ and I will introduce you and you will

see that I am right.”

He was as good as his word and all my fears melted away. Here was a

young, fiery, enthusiastic orchestra. I saw that from the way they

played Weber.

They were intrepid readers, too, nothing upset, nothing disconcerted

them, they never missed a single sign of expression either. I had

chosen the _Symphonie Fantastique_ and _Francs-Juges_ and trembled for

my syncopations, my four notes against three, my unusual rhythms; but

they plunged straight in without a single mistake.

I was astounded, for with two rehearsals the whole thing was done.

It would have been grand had not illness on the day of the concert

taken away half my violins and left me with four firsts and four

seconds to fight that mass of wind and percussion. It was the more

harrowing, in that the King and Court were there in full force;

still it was intelligent and sympathetic, and the audience applauded

everything warmly except the _Pilgrim’s March_ from _Harold_, which

fell flat. I found it do so again when I separated it from the rest

of the symphony, which shows what a mistake it is to divide up some

compositions.

After the concert I was congratulated by the King, by Prince Jerome

Bonaparte and by Count Niepperg, but I am afraid Lindpaintner, whose

approval was more to me than all, hated everything but the overture. I

am sure Dr Schilling found it hideous and was quite ashamed of having

introduced such a musical free-lance to his quiet town.

However, being Councillor of State to the Prince of

Hohenzollern-Hechingen, he wrote and told His Highness of the savage he

had in tow, thinking that the said savage would find a more appropriate

setting in the wilds of the Black Forest than in civilised Stuttgart.

The savage therefore--receiving a cordial invitation from the Prince’s

Privy Councillor, Baron de Billing--and being avid of new sensations,

took his way through the snow and the great pine woods to the little

town of Hechingen, without in the least troubling about what he should

do when he got there.

I never recall this Black Forest journey without a medley of pleasant,

sad, sweet and troubled remembrances that strangely stir my heart.

The double mourning--white of the snow and black of the trees--spread

over the mountains; the cold wind’s dreary moan among the shivering,

restless pines; the ceaseless gnawing of sorrow at my heart, grown

stronger in this solitude, the bitter cold, then the arrival at

Hechingen, bright faces, gracious prince, _fêtes_, concerts, laughter,

promises to meet in Paris, then--good-bye--and once more the darkness

and the cold!

Ah! what do I suffer even yet! What demon started me thinking of it?

But that is my way--without apparent cause, I am tormented, possessed,

just as in certain electric states of the air the leaves rustle without

wind.

But back to Hechingen. The ruler of this minute principality was an

intellectual young man who seemed to have but two objects in life--to

make his people happy and to worship music.

Can one imagine a more perfect existence?

His subjects adored him and music loved him, for he understood her both

as poet and musician, and had composed some touching songs.

He had a tiny orchestra, conducted by Täglichsbeck, whom I had met five

years earlier in Paris, and who received me with open-hearted kindness.

It was most amusing to see me adapting my big orchestral works to this

little band, but, by dint of patience and goodwill all round, we did

wonders and gave _King Lear_, the _Pilgrims’ March_, the _Ball Scene_,

and other excerpts in really good style.

Still, of course, I could not help longing for wider scope, and when

the Prince came to compliment me, I said:

“Ah! I would give two years of my life if Your Highness could hear that

with my Conservatoire orchestra.”

“Yes! yes!” he said. “I know that you have an imperial orchestra that

calls you ‘Sire,’ while I am but a Highness. I mean to go to Paris and

hear it one day--one day.”

After the concert we supped at his villa, and his charming brightness

infected us all. Wishing me to hear a trio he had composed for piano,

tenor, and ’cello, Täglichsbeck took the piano, the Prince the air, and

I, amid laughter and applause, tried to sing the ’cello part. My high A

simply brought down the house.

Two days later I returned to Stuttgart.

The snow was melting on the mourning pines, stained was the fair white

mantle of the mountains--all was dreary and woe-worn--again at my heart

gnawed the worm that dieth not----

The rest is silence.

_To_ FRANZ LISZT.

“You, my dear Liszt, know nothing of the uncertainties of the

wandering musician. You never have a moment’s anxiety as to

whether, when you get to a town, there will be a decent orchestra

or a theatre ready for you. To parody Louis XIV. you can say:

“‘Orchestra, chorus, conductor are

myself.’

“A grand piano and a large hall are the extent of your needs. But

a poor travelling composer like myself depends upon a combination

most difficult to arrange and at any moment liable to be upset. How

much thought, precaution, fatigue it all requires. Yet look at the

reward!

“Think of the compensation of _playing on an orchestra_, of having

under one’s hand this vast living instrument!

“You _virtuosi_ are princes and kings by the grace of God, you

are born on the steps of the throne; we composers must fight

and conquer before we reign. Yet the difficulties and dangers

surmounted add brilliance to our victories, and we should perhaps

be happier than you--if we always had soldiers.

“But this is a digression.

“At Stuttgart I waited, hardly knowing what plans to make, until a

favourable answer came to my letter of enquiry addressed to Weimar.

Meanwhile I had another experience of the coldness of Germans

towards Beethoven.

“Lindpaintner conducted a magnificent performance of the Leonore

overture at the Redoute Society’s concert, which elicited but the

faintest applause, and I heard a gentleman say afterwards that he

wished they would give Haydn’s symphonies instead of that noisy

music without any tune in it!!!

“Really now, we do not own such Philistines as that in Paris!

“I went to Weimar _via_ Carlsruhe (where there was nothing to be

done) and Mannheim--a cold, calm, respectable town, where love of

music will never keep the inhabitants awake.

“The younger Lachner, a real artist, both modest and talented, is

director there; he hurriedly arranged a concert for me, and was

deeply grieved because the ineptitude of his trombones forbade our

giving the _Orgie_ in _Harold_.

“Mannheim bored me horribly, and it was an intense relief to get

away and breathe freely once more.

“Behold me then again afloat on the Rhine--I meet Guhr, still

swearing--I leave him--meet our friend Hiller, who tells me

his _Fall of Jerusalem_ is ready--I leave, in company with a

magnificent sore throat--sleep on the way--dream frightful things

that I will not repeat--reach Weimar, thoroughly ill--Lobe and

Chélard try in vain to prop me up--preparations for concert--first

rehearsal--I rejoice and am cured.

“There is something broad, cultivated, liberal about the very air

of Weimar. Calm, luminous, peaceful, dreamy--how my heart beat as I

paced the streets!

“Here is the summer-house of Goethe where the late Grand Duke

used to come to take part in the discussions of Schiller, Herder,

and Wieland. There, a Latin inscription traced by the author

of _Faust_. Those two attic windows, are they indeed those of

Schiller? Was it this humble roof that sheltered the mighty

enthusiasm of the author of _Don Carlos_? Was it right of Goethe,

the rich and powerful minister, thus to leave his friend in

poverty? I fear me that it was true friendship on the side of

Schiller only--Goethe loved himself too well, he lived too long and

death was to him a terror.

“Schiller! Schiller! you deserved a less human friend!

“It is one in the morning, with bitter cold and a brilliant moon. I

stand entranced before that small dark house; all is silent in this

city of the dead.

“Within me surges up that passion of respect, regret, and love for

the genius that stretches out a hand from beyond the cold dark

grave, and lays a mighty finger on us poor obscure earth wanderers,

and upon that humble threshold I kneel, murmuring brokenly,

‘Schiller! Schiller!’

“But I am no nearer the subject of my letter, dear friend; to

soothe myself I must think of another dweller in Weimar, the

talented but cold Hummel.

“That calms me; I feel better!

“Chélard, as Frenchman, artist, and friend, has done everything

possible to help me, and the Baron von Spiegel, the superintendent,

has most kindly offered me the theatre and orchestra. He did not

add the chorus, which was just as well, for I heard them trying

to do Marschner’s _Vampire_, and a more ghastly collection of

squallers I never heard.

“Of the women soloists, too, the less said the better.

“But are there words to describe the bass--Génast? Is he not a true

artist, a born tragedian? I wish I could have stayed long enough to

hear him in Shakespeare’s _King Lear_, which they were mounting.

“The orchestra is good, but, to do me special honour, Chélard and

Lobe hunted up every available extra instrument in the place; there

was no harp to be found, but a good pianist and perfect musician,

named Montag, kindly arranged my harp parts and played them on the

piano.

“Everyone was eagerly ready to help, and you may imagine the

rare and extreme joy of being promptly understood and followed.

I will spare you a description of the applause and recalls, the

compliments of their Highnesses, and the many new friends who,

waiting at the stage door, bore me off and kept me till three

o’clock next morning.

“Where, oh where is my modesty that I retail all this? Adieu!”

XXVII

MENDELSSOHN--WAGNER

_To_ STEPHEN HELLER.

“On leaving Weimar, my dear Heller, my easiest plan seemed to be

to go to Leipzig, but I hesitated because Felix Mendelssohn was

musical dictator there, and, in spite of our Roman days together,

we had since followed such divergent lines that I could not be

sure of a sympathetic reception. Chélard, however, made me ashamed

of my misgivings. I wrote, and Mendelssohn replied so warmly and

promptly, bidding me welcome to Leipzig, that I could not resist

such an invitation, but set off at once, regretfully leaving Weimar

and my new friends.

“My relations with Mendelssohn in Rome had been rather curious.

At our first meeting I had expressed a great dislike to the first

allegro in my _Sardanapalus_.

“‘Do you really dislike it?’ he said,

eagerly. ‘I am so glad. I was afraid you were pleased with it, and

I think it simply horrid.’

“Then we nearly quarrelled next day because I spoke

enthusiastically of Gluck. He said disdainfully:

“‘Do you like Gluck?’ as much as to

say, ‘How can a music-maker like you appreciate the majesty of

Gluck?’

“I took my revenge a few days after by putting on Montfort’s piano

a manuscript copy of an air from _Telemaco_ without the author’s

name to it. Mendelssohn came, picked it up thinking it was a bit

of Italian opera, and began parodying it. I stopped him in assumed

astonishment, saying:

“‘Hallo, don’t you like Gluck?’<span

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“‘Gluck?’”

“‘Why yes, my dear fellow. That is

Gluck, not Bellini as you seem to think. You see I know him

better than you do, and am more of your own opinion than you are

yourself.’”

“One day, speaking of the uses of the metronome, he broke in--

“‘What’s the good of one? A musician

who can’t guess the time of a piece of music at sight is a

duffer.’”

“I might have replied, but did not, that there were lots of

duffers. Soon after he asked to see my _King Lear_. He read it

through slowly, then, just as he was going to play it (his talent

for score-reading was incomparable), said:

“‘Give me the time.’

“‘What for? You said yesterday that

only duffers needed to be told the time of a piece.’

“He did not show it, but these home thrusts annoyed him intensely.

He never mentioned Bach without adding ironically, ‘_your little

pupil_.’ In fact, over music he was a regular porcupine; you could

never tell where to have him. In every other way he was perfectly

charming and sweet-tempered.

“In Rome I learnt to appreciate the beauties of his marvellous

_Fingal’s Cave_. Often, worn out by the scirocco and thoroughly

out of sorts, I would hunt him out and tear him away from his

composition. With perfect good humour--seeing my pitiable state--he

would lay aside his pen, and, with his extraordinary facility

in remembering intricate scores, would play whatever I chose to

name--he properly and soberly seated at the piano, I curled up in

a snappy bunch on his sofa.

“He liked me, with my wearied voice, to murmur out my setting of

Moore’s melodies. He always had a certain amount of commendation

for my--little songs!

“After a month of this intercourse--so full of interest for me--he

disappeared without saying good-bye, and I saw him no more.

“His Leipzig letter, therefore, the more agreeably surprised me,

for it showed an unexpected and genial kindness of heart that I

found to be one of his most notable characteristics.

“The Concert Society has a magnificent hall--the Gewandhaus--of

which the acoustic is perfect. I went straight to see it, and

stumbled into the middle of the final rehearsal of Mendelssohn’s

_Walpurgis Nacht_.

“I am inclined to think[18] that this is the finest thing he has

yet done, and I hardly know which to praise most--orchestra,

chorus, or the whole combined effect.

“As Mendelssohn came down from his desk, radiant with success, I

went to meet him. It was the right moment for our greetings, yet,

after the first words, the same thought struck us both--‘Twelve

years since we wandered day-dreaming in the Campagna!’

“‘Are you still a jester?’ he asked.

“‘Ah no! my joking days are past. To

show you how sober and in earnest I am, I hereby solemnly beg a

priceless gift of you.’

“‘That is----’

“‘The baton with which you conduct your

new work.’

“‘By all means, if I may have yours

instead?’

“‘It will be copper for gold, still you

shall have it.

“Next day came Mendelssohn’s musical sceptre, for which I returned

my heavy oak cudgel with the following note, which I hope would not

have disgraced the Last of the Mohicans:--

“‘Great Chief! To exchange our

tomahawks is our word given. Common is mine, plain is yours. Squaws

and Pale-faces alone love ornament. May we be brethren, so that,

when the Great Spirit calls us to the happy hunting grounds, our

warriors may hang our tomahawks side by side in the door-way of the

Long House.’”

_To_ JOSEPH D’ORTIGUE.

“_28th February 1843._--My trade of galley-slave is my excuse for

not having written sooner. I have been, and am still, ill with

fatigue, the work involved in conducting rehearsals in both Leipzig

and Dresden is incredible.

“Mendelssohn is most kind, friendly, and attentive--a master of the

highest rank. I can honestly say this in spite of his admiration

for my _songs_--of my symphonies, overtures, and _Requiem_ he says

never a word!

“His _Walpurgis Nacht_ is one of the finest orchestral poems

imaginable.

“Can you believe that Schumann, the taciturn, was so electrified by

my _Offertorium_ that he actually opened his mouth, and, shaking my

hand, said:

“This _Offertorium_ surpasses all.’”

_To_ HELLER.

“It really pains me to see a great master like Mendelssohn worried

with the paltry task of chorus-master. I never cease marvelling at

his patience and politeness. His every remark is calm and pleasant,

and his attitude is the more appreciated by those who, like myself,

know how rare such patience is.

“I have often been accused of rudeness to the ladies of the Opera

chorus--a reputation which I own I richly deserve--but the very

minute there is question of a choral rehearsal a sort of dull

anger takes possession of me, my throat closes up, and I glare at

the singers very much like that Gascon who kicked an inoffensive

small boy, and, when reproached because the child had done nothing,

replied:

“‘But just think if he _had_!’

“A charming little incident concluded my Leipzig visit. I had again

been ill, and, on leaving, asked my doctor for his account. ‘Write

me the theme of your _Offertorium_,’ he said, ‘and sign it, and I

shall be your debtor.’

“I hesitated, but finally did as he wished, and then, will you

believe that I missed the chance of a charming compliment? I wrote:

‘To Dr Clarus.’

“‘Oh,’ said he, ‘you have added an _l_

to my name.’

“I thought:

“‘Patientibus _Carus_, sed inter doctes

_Clarus_,’ and had not the sense to say it!

“There are times when I am really quite idiotic.

“Now for your questions. You ask me to tell you--

“Is there a rival to Madame Schumann as a pianist? I believe not.

“Is the musical tendency of Leipzig sound? I will not.

“Is it true that the confession of faith here is ‘there is no God

but Bach, and Mendelssohn is his prophet?’ I ought not.

“If the public is at fault in being contented with Lortzing’s

little operas? I cannot.

“If I have heard any of those old five-part Masses they think so

much of here? I know not.

“Good-bye. Write more of your lovely capriccios, and the Lord

preserve you from Choral Fugues!”

_To_ ERNST.

“And now about Dresden. I was engaged to give two concerts there,

and found chorus, orchestra, and a noble tenor all complete!

Nowhere else in Germany have I happened on such wealth. Above all,

I found a friend--devoted, energetic, and enthusiastic--Charles

Lipinski, whom I knew in Paris. He so worked upon the musicians, by

firing them with ambition to do better than Leipzig, that they were

rabid for rehearsals. We had four, and they would gladly have had a

fifth had there been time.

“The Dresden _Kapelle_ is directed by Reissiger, of whom we know

little in Paris, and by young Richard Wagner, who spent a long time

with us, without, however, making himself known except by a few

articles in the _Gazette Musicale_. He has only just received his

appointment, and, proud and pleased, is doing his very best to help

me.

“He bore endless privations in France, with the added bitterness of

obscurity, yet he returned to Saxony and boldly wrote and composed

a five-act opera, _Rienzi_, of which the success was so great that

he followed it up with the _Flying Dutchman_.

“A man who could, twice over, write words and music for an opera

must be exceptionally gifted, and the King of Saxony did well to

give him the appointment.

“I only heard the second part of _Rienzi_, which is too long to be

played in one evening, and I cannot, in one hearing, pretend to

know it thoroughly, but I particularly noted a fine prayer and a

triumphal march.

“The score of the _Flying Dutchman_ struck me by its sombre

colouring, and the clever effect of some tempestuous motifs.

But there, as in _Rienzi_, I thought he abused the use of the

_tremolo_--sign of a certain lazy attitude of mind against which

he must guard.

“In spite of that, all honour to the royal remembrance that has

saved from despair such a highly endowed young artist.

“My concerts were successful, the second even more so than the

first. What the public liked best were the _Requiem_--although we

could not give the most difficult numbers of it--and the _5th May

Cantata_, no doubt because the memory of Napoleon is as dear to the

Germans now as to us French.[19]

“I made the acquaintance of that wonderful English harpist,

Parish-Alvars. He is indeed the Liszt of the harp! He produces the

most extraordinary effects, and has written a fantasia on _Moses_

that Thalberg has most happily arranged for the piano.

“Why on earth does he not come to Paris?

“When I left Dresden to go back to Leipzig, Lipinski heard that

Mendelssohn had put the finale of _Romeo and Juliet_ in rehearsal,

and told me that if he could get a holiday he should go over and

hear it.

“I thought it was a mere compliment, but judge of my consternation

when, on the day of the concert, he turned up. He had travelled

thirty-five leagues to hear a piece that was not given after all,

because the singer who was entrusted with Friar Lawrence’s part

refused to learn his notes!

_To_ H. HEINE.

“So great has been my happiness in your good town of Brunswick that

I should like to tell it all to my dearest foes instead of to you,

my friend, to whom it can hardly give pleasure!

“But a truce to irony; it is mere vanity that makes me begin like

this, taking a leaf out of your book--inimitable satirist!

“How often in our talks have I regretted that nothing would make

you serious, that nothing would stop the restless working of those

feline claws, even when you were under the delusion that they were

safely sheathed in your velvet paws--you tiger-cat!

“Yet look at the sensitive, delicate imagery of your writings--for

you _can_ sing major when you choose; at your enthusiasm when

you let yourself go; at your tender hidden love for your old

grandmother, Germany!

“She, too, speaks of you with wistful tenderness; her elder sons

are dead and gone; there remains but you, whom she calls, with a

smile, her naughty boy.

“It would be easy for you to make splendid travesties of my

Brunswick visit, yet such is my fearless confidence in you, that to

you I mean to tell everything.

“That ideal family of musicians, the Müllers, received me and

arranged my concert. I counted altogether seven of them, brothers,

sons, and nephews, and never in all my travels did I see so devoted

and impassioned a set of men.

“As soon as they grasped the chief difficulties of my symphonies

(which they did at the first rehearsal), their progress between

each meeting was simply incredible. On my expressing surprise, I

found that they were deceiving me about the time, and that the

whole orchestra actually arrived each morning an hour before I did

to practise the intricate passages.

“At Zinkeisen’s request we actually dared to try _Queen Mab_, which

I had never hitherto dared do in Germany. ‘We will practise so

hard,’ said he, ‘that we _must_ do it.’

“He did not misjudge his colleagues; my dainty little lady in her

microscopic car, drawn by humming gnats at full gallop, disported

herself with all her tricksey caprices--to the delight of the good

Brunswickers.

“You--own brother to fairies and will-o’-the-wisps and their chosen

poet laureate--will realise my misgivings; but never did my tiny

invisible queen glide more happily and gaily through her world of

silent harmonies.

“Then, in contrast, with what magnificent fury did they not seize

on the _Orgie_ in _Harold_.

“There was something absolutely terrifying and supernatural in

their diabolic rhythm as they bounded, roared, and clashed. Ah, you

poets! No joy is yours equal to the joy of conducting!

“I longed to fold the whole orchestra in one comprehensive embrace,

but all I could do was cry in French--

“‘Gentlemen, you are sublime! You are

stupendous brigands!’

“The concert was crowded and the audience quite carried away;

hardly was the last chord struck when a frantic noise shook the

hall; it was compounded of the shouts of the listeners, the

discordant blare of the wind instruments, the tapping of bows on

the violins, and the clang of percussion instruments.

“At first I felt perfectly savage at this ruin to my finale, but I

calmed down when George Müller, laden with flowers, stepped forward

and said in French:

“‘Monsieur, allow me to offer these in

the name of the Ducal Kapelle.’

“The shouts and noise redoubled, my baton fell from my hand, and my

head whirled.

“Hardly had I left the theatre when I was invited to a supper given

in my honour by artists and amateurs. There were a hundred and

fifty guests.

“Toasts, speeches in French and German, to which I responded as

well as I could, then a most musical and effective hurrah was

chanted by all in chorus. The basses began on D, tenors on A, and

the ladies following on F♯, made up the chord of D major, to which

succeeded the sub-dominant, tonic, dominant, tonic. It was most

beautiful, most worthy of a really musical nation. Will you laugh

and call me a great simpleton for repeating all this, dear Heine? I

must candidly own that I enjoyed it.

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