“Whatever you like. Haven’t you a score, some singing exercise,

anything?”

“No. And besides”--with resigned contempt--“I don’t suppose you could

sing at sight if we had.”

“Excuse me, I will sing at sight anything you give me.”

“Well, since we have no music, do you know anything by heart?”

“Yes. I know the _Danaïdes_, _Stratonice_, the _Vestal_, _Œdipus_, the

two _Iphigenias_, _Orpheus_, _Armida_----”

“There, that will do! That will do! what a devil of a memory you must

have! Since you are such a prodigy, give us “_Elle m’a prodigué_” from

Sacchini’s _Œdipus_. Can you accompany him, Michel?”

“Certainly. In what key?”

“E flat. Do you want the recitative too?”

“Yes. Let’s have it all.”

And the glorious melody:

“Antigone alone is left me,”

rolled forth, while the poor listeners, with pitifully down-cast faces,

glanced at each other recognising that, though I might be bad, they

were infinitely worse.

The following day I was engaged at a salary of fifty francs a month.

And this was the result of my parents’ efforts to save me from the

bottomless pit! Instead of a cursed dramatic composer I had become

a damned theatre chorus-singer, excommunicated with bell, book and

candle. Surely my last state was worse than my first!

One success brought others. The smiling skies rained down two new

pupils and a fellow-provincial, Antoine Charbonnel, whom I met when

he came up to study as an apothecary. Neither of us having any money,

we--like Walter in the _Gambler_--cried out together:

“What! no money either? My dear fellow, let’s go into partnership.”

We rented two small rooms in the Rue de la Harpe and, since Antoine

was used to the management of retorts and crucibles, we made him cook.

Every morning we went marketing and I, to his intense disgust, would

insist on bringing back our purchases under my arm without trying to

hide them. Oh, pharmaceutical gentility! it nearly landed us in a

quarrel.

We lived like princes--exiled ones--on thirty francs a month each.

Never before in Paris had I been so comfortable. I began to develop

extravagant ideas, bought a piano--_such_ a thing! it cost a hundred

and ten francs. I knew I could not play it, but I like trying chords

now and then. Besides, I love to be surrounded by musical instruments

and, were I only rich enough, would work in company with a grand piano,

two or three Erard harps, some wind instruments and a whole crowd of

Stradivarius violins and ’cellos.

I decorated my room with framed portraits of my musical gods, and

Antoine, who was as clever as a monkey with his fingers (not a very

good simile, by-the-way, since monkeys only destroy) made endless

little useful things--amongst others a net with which, in spring-time,

he caught quails at Montrouge, to vary our Spartan fare.

But the humour of the whole situation lay in the fact that, although I

was out every evening at the theatre, Antoine never guessed--during

the whole time we lived together--that I had the ill-luck to _tread

the boards_ and, not being exactly proud of my position, I did not see

the force of enlightening him. He supposed I was giving lessons at the

other end of Paris.

It seems as if his silly pride and mine were about on a par. Yet no;

mine was not all foolish vanity. In spite of my parents’ harshness,

for nothing in the world would I have given them the intense pain of

knowing how I gained my living. So I held my tongue and they only heard

of my theatrical career--as did Antoine Charbonnel--some seven or eight

years after it ended, through biographical notices in some of the

papers.

VIII

FAILURE

It was at this time that I wrote the _Francs-Juges_ and, after it,

_Waverley_. Even then, I was so ignorant of the scope of certain

instruments that, having written a solo in D flat for the trombones in

the introduction to the _Francs-Juges_, I got into a sudden panic lest

it should be unplayable.

However one of the trombone players at the opera, to whom I showed it,

set my mind at rest.

“On the contrary,” said he, “D flat is a capital key for the trombone;

that passage ought to be most effective.”

Overjoyed, I went home with my head so high in the air that I could

not look after my feet, whereby I sprained my ankle. I never hear that

thing now without feeling my foot ache; probably other people get the

ache in their heads.

Neither of my masters could help me in the least in orchestration--it

was not in their line. Reicha did certainly know the capacity of most

wind instruments, but I do not think he knew anything of the effect of

grouping them in different ways; besides it had nothing to do with his

department, which was counterpoint and fugue. Even now it is not taught

at the Conservatoire.

However, before being engaged at the Nouveautés I had made the

acquaintance of a friend of Gardel, the well-known ballet-master,

and he often gave me pit tickets for the opera, so that I could go

regularly.

I always took the score and read it carefully during the performance,

so that, in time, I got to know the sound--the voice, as it were--of

each instrument and the part it filled; although, of course, I learnt

nothing of either its mechanism or compass.

Listening so closely, I also found out for myself the intangible bond

between each instrument and true musical expression.

The study of Beethoven, Weber and Spontini and their systems; searching

enquiry into the gifts of each instrument; careful investigation of

rare or unused combinations; the society of _virtuosi_ who kindly

explained to me the powers of their several instruments, and a certain

amount of instinct have done the rest for me.

Reicha’s lectures were wonderfully helpful, his demonstrations being

absolutely clear because he invariably gave the reason for each rule.

A thoroughly open-minded man, he believed in progress, thereby coming

into frequent collision with Cherubini, whose respect for the masters

of harmony was simply slavish.

Still, in composition Reicha kept strictly to rule. Once I asked his

candid opinion on those figures, written entirely on _Amen_ or _Kyrie

eleison_, with which the Requiems of the old masters bristle.

“They are utterly barbarous!” he cried hotly.

“Then, Monsieur, why do you write them?”

“Oh, confound it all! because everyone else does.”

Miseria!

Now Lesueur was more consistent. He considered these monstrosities more

like the vociferations of a horde of drunkards than a sacred chorus,

and he took good care to avoid them. The few found in his works have

not the slightest resemblance to them, and indeed his

“Quis enarrabit cœlorum gloriam”

is a masterpiece of form, style and dignity.

Those composers who, by writing such abominations, have truckled to

custom, have prostituted their intelligence and unpardonably insulted

their divine muse.

Before coming to France Reicha had been in Bonn with Beethoven, but

I do not think they had much in common. He set great value on his

mathematical studies.

“Thanks to them,” he used to say, “I am master of my mind. To them I

owe it that my vivid imagination has been tamed and brought within

bounds, thereby doubling its power.”

I am not at all sure that his theory was correct. It is quite possible

that his love for intricate and thorny musical problems made him lose

sight of the real aim of music, and that what the eye gained by his

curious and ingenious solution of difficulties the ear did not lose in

melody and true musical expression.

For praise or blame he cared nothing; he lived only to forward his

pupils, on whom he lavished his utmost care and attention.

At first I could see that he found my everlasting questions a perfect

nuisance, but in time he got to like me. His wind instrumental

quintettes were fashionable for a time in Paris; they are interesting

but cold. On the other hand, I remember hearing a magnificent duet,

from his opera _Sappho_, full of fire and passion.

* * * * *

When the Conservatoire examinations of 1827 came on I went up again,

and fortunately passed the preliminary, thereby becoming eligible for

the general competition.

The subject set was Orpheus torn by the Bacchantes. I think my version

was fair, but the incompetent pianist who was supposed to do duty for

an orchestra (such is the incredible arrangement at these contests) not

being able to make head or tail of my score, the powers that were--to

wit, Cherubini, Päer, Lesueur, Berton, Boïeldieu and Catel, the musical

section of the Institute--decided that my music was impracticable, and

I was put out of court.

So, after my Kreutzer experience of selfish jealousy, I now had a

sample of wooden-headed sticking to the letter of the law. In thus

taking away my modest chance of distinction did none of them think of

the consequences of driving me to despair like this?

I had got a fortnight’s leave from the Nouveautés for the competition;

when it was over I should have again to take up my burden. But just as

the time expired I fell ill with a quinsy that nearly made an end of me.

Antoine was always trotting after grisettes and left me almost entirely

alone. I believe I should have died without help had I not one night,

in a fit of desperation, stuck a pen-knife into the abscess that choked

me. This somewhat unscientific operation saved me, and I was beginning

to mend when my father--no doubt touched by my steady patience and

perhaps anxious as to my means of livelihood--wrote and restored me my

allowance.

Thanks to this unhoped-for kindness, I gave up chorus-singing--no

small relief, since, apart from the actual bodily fatigue, the idiotic

music I had to suffer from would soon have either given me cholera or

turned me into a drivelling lunatic.

Free from my dreary trade I gave myself up, with redoubled zest, to

my Opera evenings and to the study of dramatic music. I never thought

of instrumental, since the only concerts I had heard were the cold

and mean Opera performances, of which I was not greatly enamoured.

Haydn and Mozart, played by an insufficient orchestra in too large a

building, made about as much effect as if they had been given on the

_plaine de Grenelle_. Beethoven, two of whose symphonies I had read,

seemed a sun indeed, but a sun obscured by heavy clouds. Weber’s name

was unknown to me, while as for Rossini----

The very mention of him and of the fanaticism of fashionable Paris for

him put me in a rage that is not lessened by the obvious fact that he

is the antithesis of Gluck and Spontini. Believing these great masters

perfect, how could I tolerate his puerilities, his unmerciful big

drum, his constant repetition of one form of cadence, his contempt

for great traditions? My prejudice blinded me even to this exquisite

instrumentation of the _Barbiere_ (without the big drum too!) and I

longed to blow up the _Théâtre Italien_ with all its Rossinian audience

and so put an end to it at one fell swoop. When I met one of the tribe

I eyed him with a Shylockian scowl.

“Miscreant!” I growled between my teeth, “would that I might impale

thee on a red-hot iron.”

Time has not changed my opinion, and though I think I can refrain from

blowing up a theatre and impaling people on hot irons, I quite agree

with our great painter, Ingres, who, speaking of some of Rossini’s

work, said:

“It is the music of a vulgar-minded man.”

IX

A NIGHT AT THE OPERA

Here is a picture of one of my opera evenings.

It was a serious business for which I prepared by reading over and

studying whatever was to be given.

My faithful pit friends and I had but one religion, with one god,

Gluck, and I was his high priest. Our fanaticism for our favourites was

only equalled by our frantic hatred of all composers whom we judged to

be without the pale.

Did one of my fellow-worshippers tremble or waver in his faith,

promptly would I drag him off to the opera to retract--even going so

far sometimes as to pay for his ticket. On one special seat would I

place my victim, saying, “Now for pity’s sake don’t move. Nowhere else

can you hear so well--I know because I have tried the right place for

every opera.”

Then I would begin to expound, reading and explaining obscure passages

as I went along; we were always in very good time, first to get the

places we wanted; next, so as not to miss the opening notes of the

overture; lastly, in order to taste to the uttermost the exciting,

thrilling expectation of a great pleasure of which one knows the

realisation will exceed one’s hopes. The gradual filling of the

orchestra--at first as dreary as a stringless harp; the distribution

of the parts--an anxious moment this, for the opera might have been

changed; the joy of reading the hoped-for title on the desks of the

double-basses, which were nearest to us; or the horror of seeing it

was replaced by some wretched little drivel like Rousseau’s _Devin du

Village_--when we would rush out in a body, swearing at all and sundry.

Poor Rousseau! What would he have said if he could have heard our

curses? He, who thought more of his feeble little opera than of all

the masterpieces through which his name lives. How could he foresee

that it would some day be extinguished for ever by a huge powdered

periwig, thrown at the heroine’s feet by some irreverent scoffer.

As it happened, I was present that very night and, naturally, kind

friends credited me with this little unrehearsed effect. I am really

quite innocent, I even remember being quite as angry about it as I was

amused--so I do not think I should or could have done such a thing.

Since that night of joyous memory the poor _Devin_ has appeared no more.

But to go back to my story.

Reassured on the subject of the performance, I continued my preachment,

singing the leading motifs, explaining the orchestration and doing my

best to work my little gang up to a pitch of enthusiasm, to the great

wonderment of our neighbours who--mostly simple country folks--were so

wrought upon by my speeches that they quite expected to be carried away

by their emotions, wherein they were usually grievously disappointed.

I also named each member of the orchestra as he came in and gave a

dissertation on his playing until I was stopped short by the three

knocks behind the scenes. Then we sat with beating hearts awaiting

the signal from Kreutzer or Valentino’s raised baton. After that, no

humming, no beating time on the part of our neighbours. Our rule was

Draconian.

Knowing every note of the score, I would have let myself be chopped

in pieces rather than let the conductor take liberties with it. Wait

quietly and write my expostulations? Not exactly! No half-measures for

me!

There and then I would publicly denounce the sinners and my remarks

went straight home.

For instance, I noticed one day that in _Iphigenia in Tauris_ cymbals

had been added to the Scythian dance, whereas Gluck had only employed

strings, and in the Orestes recitative, the trombones, that come in so

perfectly appropriately, were left out altogether.

I decided that if these barbarisms were repeated I would let them know

it and I lay in wait for my cymbals.

They appeared.

I waited, although boiling over with rage, until the end of the

movement, then, in the moment’s silence that followed, I yelled:

“Who dares play tricks with Gluck and put cymbals where there are none?”

The murmuring around may be imagined. The public, not being

particularly critical, could not conceive why that young idiot in the

pit should get so excited over so little. But it was worse when the

absence of the trombones made itself evident in the recitative.

Again that fatal voice was heard:

“Where are those trombones? This is simply outrageous!”

The astonishment of audience and orchestra were fairly matched by

Valentino’s very natural anger. I heard afterwards that the unlucky

trombones were only obeying orders; their parts were quite correctly

written.

After that night the proper readings were restored, the cymbals were

silent, the trombones spoke; I was serene.

De Pons, who was just as crazy as I on this point, helped me to put

several other points straight but once we went too far and dragged in

the public at our heels.

A violin solo advertised for Baillot was left out. We clamoured

for it furiously, the pit fired up, then the whole house rose and

howled for Baillot. The curtain fell on the confusion, the musicians

fled precipitately, the audience dashed into the orchestra smashing

everything they could lay hands on and only stopping when there was

nothing left to smash.

In vain did I cry:

“Messieurs, messieurs! what are you doing? To break the instruments is

too barbarous. That’s Father Chénié’s glorious double-bass with its

diabolic tone.”

But they were too far gone to listen, and the havoc was complete.

This was the bad side of our unofficial criticism; the good side was

our wild enthusiasm when all went well. How we applauded anything

superlative that no one noticed, such as a fine bass, a happy

modulation, a telling note of the oboe! The public took us for embryo

_claqueurs_, the _claque_ leader, who knew better and whose little

plans were upset, tried to wither us with thunderbolt glances, but we

were bomb-proof.

There is no such enthusiasm in France nowadays, not even in the

Conservatoire, its last remaining stronghold.

Here is the funniest scene I ever remember at the opera. I had swept

off Leon de Boissieux, an unwilling proselyte, to hear _Œdipus_;

however, nothing but billiards appealed to him, and, finding him

utterly impervious to the woes of Antigone and her father, I stepped

over into a seat in front, giving him up in despair.

But he had a music-loving neighbour and this is what I heard, while my

young man was peeling an orange and casting apprehensive glances at the

other man, who was evidently in a state of wild excitement.

“Sir, for pity’s sake, do try to be calm.”

“Impossible! It’s killing me! It is so terrible, so overwhelming!”

“My good man, you will be ill if you go on like this. You really

shouldn’t.”

“Oh! oh! Leave me alone! Oh!”

“Come! come! Do cheer up a bit. Remember it is nothing but a play.

Here, take a piece of my orange.”

“It’s sublime----”

“Yes, it’s Maltese----”

“What glorious art!”

“Don’t say ‘No.’”

“Oh, sir! what music!”

“Yes, it’s not bad.”

By this time the opera had got to the lovely trio, “Sweet Moments,” and

the exquisite delicacy of the simple air overcame me too. I hid my face

in my hands, and tears trickled between my fingers. I might have been

plunged in the depths of woe.

As the trio ended two strong arms lifted me off my seat, nearly

crushing my breast-bone in; the enthusiast, recognising one

fellow-worshipper amongst the cold-blooded lot around, hugged me

furiously, crying:

“B-b-b-by Jove, sir! isn’t it beautiful?”

“Are you a musician?”

“No, but I am as fond of it as if I were.”

Then, regardless of surrounding giggles and of my orange-devouring

neophyte, we exchanged names and addresses in a whisper.

He was an engineer, a mathematician! Where, the devil, will true

musical perception next find a lodging, I wonder? His name was Le

Tessier, but we never met again.

X

WEBER

Into the midst of this stormy student life of mine came the revelation

of Weber, by means of a miserable, distorted version of _Der

Freyschütz_, called _Robin des Bois_, which was performed at the Odéon.

The orchestra was good, the chorus fair, the soloists simply appalling.

One wretched woman alone, Madame Pouilley, by the imperturbably wooden

way in which she went through her part--even that glorious air in the

second act--would have been enough to wreck the whole opera. Small

wonder that it took me a long while to unearth all the beauty of its

hidden treasures.

The first night it was received with hisses and laughter, the next

the audience began to see something in the Huntsmen’s Chorus, and

they let the rest pass. Then they rather fancied the Bridesmaid’s

Chorus and Agatha’s Prayer, half of which was cut out. A glimmering

notion that Max’s great aria was fairly dramatic followed; finally it

burst upon them that the Wolf’s Glen scene was really quite comic; so

all Paris rushed to see this misshapen horror, the Odéon got rich,

and Castilblaze netted a hundred thousand francs for destroying a

masterpiece.

Now I must own frankly that I was getting rather tired of high tragedy,

in spite of my conservatism, and, chopped about as it was, the sweet

wild savour of this woodland pastoral, its dainty grace and tender

melancholy opened to me a new world of music.

I deserted the opera in favour of the Odéon, where I had the _entrée_

to the orchestra, and soon knew _Der Freyschütz_ (according to

Castilblaze) by heart.

More than twenty years have passed since Weber himself passed through

Paris for the first and last time. He was on his way to his London

death-bed, and breathlessly I followed in his track, hoping and longing

to meet him face to face.

One morning Lesueur said:

“Why were you not here five minutes sooner? Weber has been playing our

French scores by heart to me.”

A few hours later in a music shop--

“Whom do you think we had here just now? Why, Weber!”

At the Odéon people were saying:

“Weber has just gone by. He is up in one of the boxes.”

It was maddening--I, alone, never saw him. Unlike Shakespeare’s

apparitions, he was visible to all but one.

Too obscure to dare to write, without a friend who could introduce me,

he passed out of my world.

Ah, why do not the thrice-gifted ones of this world know of the

passionate love and devotion their works inspire! If they could but

divine the suppressed admiration of a few faithful hearts! Would they

not gladly gather these chosen disciples about them to become a bulwark

against the shafts of envy, hatred, malice, and luke-warm tolerance of

which a thoughtless world makes them the target!

Weber was justly angry when he found out how Castilblaze--veterinary

surgeon of music--had butchered his beautiful work, and he published a

complaint before leaving Paris. Castilblaze actually had the audacity

to play the injured innocent, and to say that it was entirely owing to

his adaptation that _Freyschütz_ had succeeded at all!

The wretch!----yet a poor sailor gets fifty lashes for the slightest

insubordination.

Exactly the same thing had been done a few years earlier with Mozart’s

_Magic Flute_. It had been botched into a ghastly _pot-pourri_ by

Lachnith--whom I hereby pillory with Castilblaze--and given as the

_Mysteries of Isis_.

Thus mocked, travestied, deprived of a limb here, an eye there--twisted

and maimed--these two men of genius were introduced to the French

public.

How is it that they put up with these atrocities?

Mozart assassinated by Lachnith.

Weber by Castilblaze--who did the same for Gluck, Mozart, Rossini, and

Beethoven.

Beethoven’s symphonies “corrected” by Fétis, by Kreutzer, and by

Habeneck (of this I have more to say).

Molière and Corneille chopped up by Théâtre Français demons.

Shakespeare “arranged” for performance in England by Colley Cibber! The

list is endless.

No, a thousand times no! No man living has a right to try and destroy

the individuality of another, to force him to adopt a style not his

own, and to give up his natural point of view. If a man be commonplace,

let him remain so; if he be great--a choice spirit set above his

fellows--then, in the name of all the gods, bow humbly before him, and

let him stand erect and alone in his glory.

I know that Garrick improved _Romeo and Juliet_ by putting his

exquisite, pathetic ending in the place of Shakespeare’s; but who are

the miscreants who doctored _King Lear_, _Hamlet_, _The Tempest_,

_Richard the Third_?

That all comes from Garrick’s example. Every mean scribbler thinks he

can give points to Shakespeare.

But to go back to music. At the last sacred concerts, after Kreutzer

had experimentalised by making cuts in one Beethoven symphony, did not

Habeneck follow suit by dropping out several instruments in another,

and M. Costa, in London, try all sorts of weird conclusions with big

drums, ophicleides, and trombones in _Don Giovanni_ and _Figaro_? Well!

if conductors lead the way, who can blame the small fry for following

after?

But is not this the ruin of Art? Ought not we, who love and honour her,

who are jealous for the prescriptive rights of human intellect, to

hound down and annihilate the transgressor; to cry aloud:

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