CHAPTER III.

During the following week there were great preparations and much bustle

in Merkland, for Lewis's birthday was to be celebrated with unwonted

festivities, and all Mrs. Ross's energies were aroused to make an

appearance worthy the occasion. All the Lairds' families round about had

received invitations to the solemn dinner-party, at which Lewis Ross

was, for the first time, to take his father's place. There was to be a

dinner, too, in the Sutherland Arms, at Portoran, of the not very

extensive tenantry of Merkland, at which the landlord and his underlings

laughed in their sleeves, contrasting it secretly with the larger

festivities which had hailed the majority of the youthful Sutherland of

Strathoran, whose continued absence from his own home, gave occasion for

so many surmisings. But yet, on a small scale, as they were, these same

Merkland festivities were a matter of some moment in the quiet

country-side. Alice Aytoun's gay heart leaped breathlessly at the

thought of them, and many anxious cogitations had risen under her fair

curls, touching that pretty gown of light silk, which was her only gala

dress. Whether it was good enough to shine in that assemblage of rural

aristocracy, and how it would look beside the beautiful robes which,

Bessie reported, the Misses Coulter, of Harrows, had ordered from

Edinburgh for the occasion. Alice had serious doubts--her only

consolation under which was Bessie's genuine admiration; and thought

within herself, with a sigh, that if she had to go to _many_ parties,

the same dress would not do always, and her mother, at home, could not

afford to order beautiful robes for her, as Mrs. Coulter could; however,

that was still in the future, and but a dim prospective evil.

Lewis Ross, in those busy days, had many errands to the Tower, and on

his fine horse, looked, as Alice thought, the very impersonation of

youthful strength, and courage, and gay spirits. And Merkland was a

pretty house, with its deep bordering of woods, and its quiet

home-landscape, of cultivated fields and scattered farm-houses. Alice

almost thought she preferred its tamer beauty, to the wide expanse of

hills and valleys, of wandering river, and broad sea, upon which she

looked out, from the deepest window of her chamber in the eastern tower.

All the parish was stirred to welcome Lewis, and other parishes

surrounding Strathoran, added the pressure of their kindliness. He was

in the greatest request everywhere. From gay Falcon's Craig to the sober

Manse, from drowsy Smoothlie to the bustling homestead of Mr. Coulter,

of Harrows, everybody delighted to honor the youthful heir of Merkland.

Lewis did all that goodwill and good horsemanship could do, to renew his

acquaintance with them all. He gallopped to Falcon's Craig, and spent a

gay night with the bold Falconers. He met Ralph by appointment next day,

to follow the hounds. He made a visit to Smoothlie, and curbed his horse

into compulsory conformity to the sober paces of Mr. Ambler's

respectable pony, as that easy, quiet old gentleman, who was conjoined

with Mrs. Ross in the guardianship of her son, accompanied him to

Merkland. And Lewis inspected the stock at Harrows, and dropped in at

the Manse, to chat awhile with Mrs. Bairn's father; yet, with all these

labors on his hand, did yet insist, in the excess of his brotherly

solicitude, on accompanying his reluctant sister Anne to the Tower, the

day before he became of age.

Mrs. Catherine sat in her library, that day, in grave deliberation--with

young Walter Foreman, and Mr. Ferguson, the Strathoran factor, again

beside her. The table was strewed with papers, and the two gentlemen

were pressing something to which she objected, upon the firm old lady.

"The siller is mine," she said, "be it so. The man (I will say no ill

of him, seeing he was a kinsman of my own, but that he was a fool, which

is in no manner uncommon) is dead, and his will can have no more

changes; frail folk as we are, that can never be counted on for our

steadfastness, till we are in our graves! But allowing that the siller

is my own--is it a lawful purpose, I ask of you, Mr. Ferguson, to build

up with it, the foolish pleasures of a prodigal--alack, that I should

call his mother's son so! while I may have other righteous errands to

send it forth upon?"

"It is to build up the old house of Strathoran. It is to save your

friend's son," said the factor, with an appealing motion of his hand.

Mrs. Catherine was moved, and did not answer for a moment.

"The lad was left well in this world's goods," she said, at last. "A

fairer course was never before mortal man. An honorable name, a good

inheritance, the house of his fathers over his head, and a country-side

looking up to him. What could he seek more, I ask you, Mr. Ferguson? And

where is the lad? Revelling in yon land of playactors, and flunkies, and

knicknackets: consorting with a herd of buzzing things, that were worms

yesterday, and will be nothing in the morn. Speak not to me; I have seen

suchlike with my own eyes. He must have his feasts, and his flatterers,

forsooth! and the good land, that God gave him, eaten up for it.

Bonnie-dyes, and paintings, and statues said he? And if it were even so

(and the youth, Lewis Ross, says otherwise,) should he take the poor

man's lamb for that, think ye?--the farmer's honest gains, that he toils

for, with the care of his mind, and the sweat of his brow?"

The lawyer and the factor exchanged glances.

"I beg you to do us justice, Mrs. Catherine," said Mr. Ferguson,

deprecatingly: "that was done in no case but in Mr. Ewing's; and the

land is really worth considerably more now than when he got his former

lease."

"And whose praise is that?" said Mrs. Catherine, sharply. "Not the

laird's, who never put a finger to the land. Do you not know well

yourself, Robert Ferguson, that Andrew Ewing's lease had but four years

to run, when by the good hand of Providence, giving him a discreet wife,

with siller, he was set on improving the land? Has he not spent his

profits twice told upon it? And, before he has time to reap a just

harvest, the prodigal must come in, to take a tithe off the gains of the

honest man. I take ye to witness, that the welfare of the lad, Archie

Sutherland, Isabel Balfour's son, lies near my own heart, but I cannot

shut my eyes to this evil."

"It was done in no other case," repeated Mr. Ferguson.

"Was there any other lease out," retorted Mrs. Catherine, "that the

hunger of siller could have its aliment on? You are a discreet man, Mr.

Ferguson, and you, Walter Foreman, with your business-breeding, should

have some notion of the value of siller. Is it not a deep sea that ye

are asking me to throw this portion into? A hungry mouth that, the more

ye fill it, will but gape and gaunt the more? So far as the siller is

mine, have I not gotten it to use it well, as my light goes?--to succour

the widow and fatherless, maybe--not to pamper the unnatural wants of a

waster and a prodigal?"

"Mrs. Catherine," said the factor, "hear me speak before you make this

decision. I do not, by any means, defend Strathoran. I have taken it

upon me, indeed, both to warn and to entreat him to give up this

ruinous--I will not say criminal course, he is embarked on: and I have

received from him, in return, letters that would melt your heart. Why he

persists in what he acknowledges to be wrong, I cannot tell; and I do

not defend him. He has got into the vortex, I suppose, and cannot

extricate himself. But his father built up my fortunes, Mrs. Catherine,

and so long as anything can be done, I will not forsake his son. This

seasonable relief may save him: without this, his affairs are hopelessly

entangled, and Strathoran must cease to be the home of the Sutherlands."

Mrs. Catherine leaned her head upon her hand, and did not speak. At

length, looking up, she saw, through the opposite window, Anne Ross and

Lewis coming up the waterside, to the Tower.

"You will leave me a time, for further thought," she said, slowly. "Put

the papers out of yon keen gallant's sight, or go into another room. You

will hear tidings of your prodigal from Lewis, Mr. Ferguson; and

doubtless you know him well enough, Walter, being birds of a feather.

Euphan Morison, send lunch for the gentlemen into the dining-parlor, and

tell Miss Ross I am waiting for her, in the little room."

So speaking, Mrs. Catherine rose and left the library, her face shadowed

with deeper gravity than was its wont--her step slow and heavy, and

proceeded through many winding passages, to a locked door, in the

furthest angle of the western wing. She opened it with a key which hung

from her neck, and entered a small apartment furnished with the most

meagre simplicity. It contained but two chairs and a small table, and

from the deep diamond-paned window, you could only see the steep side of

a hill, rough with whins and crags, which sprang sheer upward from the

back of the Tower. Upon the wall hung a fine portrait--a noble,

thoughtful, manly face, resembling Mrs. Catherine's except in so far as

its flush of strong manhood was different from the aspect of her

declining years. It was her brother, whose untimely death had cast its

heavy shadow over her own womanly maturity; and the room was Mrs.

Catherine's especial retirement, whither she was wont to come in her

seasons of most solemn and secret prayerfulness, or at some crisis when

her deliberations were grave enough to require the entire attention of

her whole earnest mind. Upon the table lay a large Bible--other

furniture or adornments there were none. In elder days, when the

Douglases of the Tower professed the faith of Rome, it might have been

called the lady's oratory; in these plainer times it was only "the

little room;" yet was surrounded with the awe, which must always environ

the strugglings of a strong spirit, however faintly known to the weaker

multitude around. Mrs. Catherine paced up and down its narrow limits,

moved in her spirit, and expressing often her strong emotion aloud.

"Isabel Balfour," she murmured to herself, stopping as she passed, to

turn upon the picture a look of deep and sorrowful affection. "Ay,

Sholto, it is her bairn, her firstborn, the son of her right hand. If ye

were here, Sholto Douglas, where you should have been, but for God's

pleasure, what would you spare for Isabel's son, that should have been

yours also, and a Douglas? I envied you your bride and your bairns,

Strathoran, for _his_ sake that I left lying in foreign earth, and now

your home is left to you desolate--woe's me! woe's me!"

Mrs. Catherine turned away and paced the room again, with quick and

uneasy steps: "Unrighteous? I know it is unrighteous; but if he had been

Sholto's son, what would I not have done for him, short of sin? and he

_is_ Isabel's--"

A footstep approached, through the passage, as she spoke, and

controlling herself instantly, Mrs. Catherine opened the door to admit

Anne Ross.

"What is the matter?" exclaimed Anne, as she entered. "What has

happened, Mrs. Catherine, that you are here?"

"Nothing, but that I am in a sore strait, and am needing counsel," said

Mrs. Catherine, closing the door; "sit down upon that seat, child, that

I may speak to you."

Anne silently took the chair, and Mrs. Catherine seated herself at the

other side of the small table, with her dead brother's picture looking

down upon her from the wall.

"Anne," she said, gravely, "you have heard the history of Sholto

Douglas, and I need not begin and tell it here again. Look upon him

there, in the picture, and see what manner of man he was. And you have

heard of Isabel Balfour, the trysted bride of the dead, and how, when he

had been in his grave but two twelvemonths, she was wedded to

Strathoran. I blamed her not, Anne, though I myself was truer to the

memory of my one brother; but wherefore am I speaking thus? There are

two lads, Anne, to whom I may do service. One is, as I have heard, an

honorable and upright young man, born to better fortune than he has

inherited, and toiling manfully, as becomes the son of a good house;

besides that, there is a kindred of blood between us. And the other is a

rioter, wasting his substance, and dishonoring his name in a strange

country. I am in a strait between, the two, which will I help, and which

will I pass by?"

"Mrs. Catherine," said Anne, anxiously, "what can I say? I fear that I

can see whom you mean; but how can I advise?"

"The well-doing lad is James Aytoun, the brother of the bairn Alice,"

said Mrs. Catherine, "who is working an honorable and just work to win

back the inheritance of his fathers. The rioter is Isabel Balfour's one

son--that might have been your first-born, Sholto Douglas! and I am in a

sore struggle between my reason and my liking. The boy has gotten in to

my inmost heart, as if he had been truly Sholto's son, and I cannot see

him fall."

There was a long silence--for many motives deterred Anne from

attempting, what at any time she would have done with reluctance, to

offer counsel to the clear and mature judgment of Mrs. Catherine; and

she rightly judged that her ancient friend had all the strength of

secretly-formed resolution to combat the scruples which Anne could not

help sympathizing with, though in her also, so many kindly feelings

pleaded for Archibald Sutherland--a prodigal, indeed, but still the

frank and joyous comrade of her childish days, the "young Strathoran" of

her native district.

At last, Mrs. Catherine rose.

"It must be done," she exclaimed. "Bear me witness, Anne, that I do it

against my judgment. I take the siller to feed the false wants of the

waster, that should help the honorable man in his travail. I do it,

knowing it is ill, but I cannot see the lad a ruined man. Let us away. I

will blind myself with no more false reasonings; the thing is wrong, but

we must do it--come!"

Anne followed without speaking. Mrs. Catherine locked the door, and,

leaning on her heavily, led her up stairs. Alice Aytoun was in the

drawing-room; Mrs. Catherine sent Anne thither, and went herself to seek

for something in her own room. She had intended offering substantial

help to James Aytoun, and now, when the warmth of her feelings for

Archibald Sutherland baulked her benevolent intent, she turned with an

involuntary impulse to make some atonement to Alice.

It had been a very dull morning for Alice--Mrs. Catherine was unusually

grave at breakfast, and since breakfast Alice had been alone--then she

saw Lewis and Anne walking arm-in-arm up Oranside to the Tower, and for

a long half-hour had waited and wondered in tantalising loneliness,

vainly expecting that they would join her, or she be summoned to them.

But they did not come, and Alice, wearied and disappointed, was venting

some girlish impatience on the piano, and indulging in a sort of

fretful wish for home--quiet, affectionate home, where such slight

neglects and forgetfulness never could take place--but, while the

thought was being formed, Anne stood beside her.

"Oh! Miss Ross," exclaimed Alice, "I thought you were never coming," and

through the fair curls the slightest side-glance was thrown to the

closed door, which testified that Anne now came alone. "I saw you coming

up by the water, and I have waited so long."

"Mrs. Catherine had some business with me," said Anne: "and Lewis, I

think, is detained below with other visitors. And what do you think of

our Strathoran now, Miss Aytoun?"

"Oh! a great deal," said Alice; "only I have not seen Strathoran

itself--Mr. Sutherland's house--yet. I am to go to Falcon's Craig, Mrs.

Catherine says, after to-morrow. Miss Falconer was here

yesterday--riding."

"And you liked her, did you not?" said Anne, smiling.

Alice looked dubious.

"Yes, very well. But is she not more like a gentleman than a lady, Miss

Ross?"

"Tell her so yourself to-morrow," said Anne, "and she will think you pay

her a high compliment."

Alice shook her head.

"I should not mean it for that, Miss Ross; but Mrs. Catherine said you

would perhaps go with me to Falcon's Craig. Will you? I should be half

afraid if I went alone."

"Feared for Marjory Falconer!" said Mrs. Catherine, entering the room.

"If once she knew her own spirit, it is not an ill one; and I see not

wherefore she should scare folk. I know well _you_ are not feared, Anne.

See, bairns, here are some bonnie dyes to look at, while I am away. Ye

are to wear them the morn's night, Alison Aytoun, according to your

pleasure. They belong to yourself. And see you go not away, Anne, till I

come back again. I will send Lewis up to hold you in mirth. For myself,

I have things to make me up, other than mirthful."

Alice advanced timidly to the table as Mrs. Catherine left the room.

What might be within that mysterious enclosure of morocco? Anne

smilingly anticipated her. Rich ornaments of pearls, more beautiful than

any thing the simple, girlish eyes had ever looked upon before. Alice

did not know how to look, or what to say; only her heart made one great

leap of delight--all these were her own! How pleased and proud, not for

the gift alone, but for the kindness that gave it, would be the mother's

heart at home!

Mrs. Catherine descended slowly, and, resuming her seat in the library,

called the young lawyer and the factor to her presence, and dismissed

Lewis to the pleasanter company up stairs. Mr. Ferguson, one of those

acute, sagacious, well-informed men, who are to be met with so

frequently in the middle class of rural Scotland, came with looks of

anxious expectation, and Walter Foreman, of whom his independent client

did not deign to ask counsel, took his place again, with secret pique,

fancying himself at least as good an adviser as the plain and quiet

stepdaughter of Mrs. Ross, of Merkland.

"Mr. Ferguson," said Mrs. Catherine, "I have made up my mind. You shall

have the siller. Thank me not. I do that which I know is wrong, and

which I would have done for no mortal but Isabel Balfour's son. You can

get the papers made out at your convenience, and tell me the name of his

dwelling. I will write to the ill-doer myself."

"Oh!" exclaimed Mr. Ferguson, eagerly, "I beg you will not give yourself

so much trouble, Mrs. Catherine. I will myself write to Strathoran

immediately, and tell him of your kindness."

"Doubtless," said Mrs. Catherine: "but wherefore should I not have my

word of exhortation, as well as another? Write me down Archie

Sutherland's address. I could get it from Lewis Ross, but I do not

choose that; and let the siller be paid to Mr. Ferguson, Walter

Foreman--that is, when the papers are ready--for mind that I do not

_give_ this siller, I only lend it."

"On the lands of Lochend and Loelyin," said Mr. Ferguson. "Of course,

Mrs. Catherine."

A slight smile of triumph hovered about the factor's mouth.--Mrs.

Catherine perceived it.

"On which I will have the annual rent paid to a day," she said, with

some sternness, "as if I were the coldest stranger that ever heard of

Archie Sutherland's needs or ill-doings, and, I trow, that is a wide

word. If I had not purposed so, I might have given him the siller, for

what is it to a woman of years like me? Truly, my own spirit bears me

witness, that I would give that threefold, if it were mine to give, with

a light heart, to restore the prodigal to the house of his fathers, as

innocent as he went away. Let the business be done, Walter Foreman;

doubtless, you will be taken up with the ploy to-morrow, and will be

putting it off till after that."

"We can get it done immediately," said Walter, somewhat sullenly.

"What ails you, sir?" said Mrs. Catherine. "Should I have taken counsel

with you on the secrets of my own spirit, think you?--I that am given to

take counsel of no man. Be content, Walter Foreman--you are not an ill

gallant, but have overmuch favor for your own wisdom, as is common at

your years. If you live to count threescore, you will be an humbler

man."

"Our success is a most fortunate thing for Strathoran," said Mr.

Ferguson, as they left the Tower. "But the letter--I would not receive

such a letter as Mrs. Catherine will write, on such a subject, for the

half of his estate."

Walter Foreman shrugged his shoulders.

"And yet she has the greatest regard for him. Mrs. Sutherland was

betrothed to Mrs. Catherine's brother, when he died, people say; and it

is her strange adoration of his memory that makes her so fond of young

Strathoran. A singular consequent, one would think."

"Mrs. Catherine is altogether singular," said Mr. Ferguson, "and not to

be judged as people of the world are."

And when the night was far spent, and Alice had carried her bounding

heart, and her new possessions, into her own bright apartment, and was

electrifying little Bessie there, with a glimpse of the wonderous beauty

of those pearls, and trying them on before the mirror on the walls, and

listening with bursts of gay laughter to Bessie's guesses of their

value--sums immense and fabulous to the simplicity of both, yet,

nevertheless, in truth, not greatly exceeding their true worth--Mrs.

Catherine sat in the library alone, writing her letter, her strong

features swept by deep emotion often, and her steady hand shaken. The

course which the young man was pursuing, was in every way the most

repulsive to her feelings. Sin it appeared in the eyes of her strong,

unswerving, pure religion--dishonor to her nice sense of uprightness and

independence. His foreign residence and likings shocked her warm,

home-affections, her entire nationality, and the possible alienation of

his lands from the name and family in whose possession they had been so

long, alarmed alike fear and prejudice; for Mrs. Catherine, boasting her

own pure descent from the "dark-grey man," was no enemy to the law of

entail. His sister, too, and her separation from the husband for whom

she had left her mother's sick-bed--all these things poured in upon Mrs.

Catherine's mind, increasing her agitation, and hallowed, as all her

fears were, by that strange visionary tenderness, so thoroughly in

unison with her strong character, despite its romance, which clung

around those who might have been the children of that dearest brother

Sholto, whose mortality, so much as remained of it, lay treasured in yon

lone burying-ground in far Madeira, upon whose sunny shore he died.

"Archibald Sutherland," wrote Mrs. Catherine, "I have been hearing

tidings of you, which have carried a sword into my inmost heart;

and though I might well write in anger, seeing that though I am not

of your kin, you were in my arms a helpless bairn, before you were

in the arms of any mortal--it is in grief rather that I speak to

you. Wherefore is there neither firelight nor candlelight in the

house of Strathoran? Is the home of your fathers not good enough

for a son that puts in jeopardy their good fame? Is the roof that

sheltered Isabel Balfour in her bridal days, too mean for Isabel

Sutherland? or wherefore is it, that with your fair lands and good

possessions you are dwelling in a strange and ungodly country?

Father and mother you have none to warn you. Answer to me, Archie

Sutherland, who have known you all your days, wherefore it should

be so. Think you that among the flattering fools that are about

you, there is one that would lose a night's sleep, if Strathoran

and all belonging to it, were swept into the sea? Come back to your

own dwelling-place: witless and prodigal as you have been, there is

not a hind in the parish but would lament over the desolate house

of your fathers. Think you that it is a small thing, the leal

liking and respect of a whole countryside, come down to you as a

heritage? or is it your will to give up that for the antics of a

papistical and alien race? I say to you, come back to your own

house, Archie Sutherland. There is neither healthfulness nor

safety--let alone good fame and godliness, a man's best plenishing

for this world and the next--in the course you are running now.

"Think not that I write this because I have served you with siller.

Over the son of Isabel Balfour, the sister of Sholto Douglas has a

right of succor and counsel, warning and reproof. Boy! if you had

been my own--if in God's good pleasure you had borne the name of my

own brother--the dearest name upon this earth to me--what is there

that you might not have claimed at my hands? What is there now,

that would be for your own good, that I would hesitate to do?--but

far be it from me, who mind your mother's travail for the new birth

in you, the which in all mortal seeming has not yet been granted to

her prayers--to prop up your goings in a way of ill-doing. Of what

good is it to the world, I ask you, Archie Sutherland, that you

have been made upon it, a living man with a mind within you, and a

heaven over you? Who is the better for the light that God has put

into your earthen vessel? A crowd of dancing, singing fools, that

know not either the right honor, or the grave errand of a man into

this world. Shame upon you, the son of a stalwart and good house,

to be wasting in bairnly diversion, the days you will never see

again, till you meet them before the Throne. Listen to me, Archie

Sutherland--return to your own house, and to such a manner of life

as becomes an honorable and upright man, and I give you my

word--the worth of which, you may be known--that for disentangling

you from the unhealthful meshes of borrowed siller, the means shall

not be to seek.

"Unto your sister Isabel, I have ever been a prophet of evil;

nevertheless, she bears the name, and, in a measure, the

countenance, of Sholto's Isabel and mine. If she will not return to

the lawful shelter and rule of her own house, let her come to

Strathoran, or, if it likes her, to the Tower. Do you think, or

does she think, that the very winged things that are about you,

their own sillie selves, honor the wife for disregarding her

natural right? The bond was of her own tieing; she liked him better

than father and mother once--does she like him less now than she

likes ill-fame, and slight esteem? If it is so, let her come home

to me, her mother's earliest and oldest friend. Bairns!--bairns!

there is more to provide for than the pleasure of the quick hours

that are speeding over ye. Purity before God, honor in the sight of

men: are your spirits blinded within ye, that you cannot perceive

the two?

CATHERINE DOUGLAS."

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