VI

The next morning the frost had set in. The sky was still clear and

glittering: the whitened fields sparkled in the chilly sunlight: here

and there, on high, distant peaks, gleamed dainty caps of snow. All

the week Anthony was to be busy at the fell-foot, wall-building against

the coming of the winter storms: the work was heavy, for he was

single-handed, and the stone had to be fetched from off the fell-side.

Two or three times a day he led his rickety, lumbering cart along the

lane that passed the vicarage gate, pausing on each journey to glance

furtively up at the windows. But he saw no sign of Rosa Blencarn; and,

indeed, he felt no longing to see her: he was grimly exultant over the

remembrance of his wooing of her, and over the knowledge that she was

his. There glowed within him a stolid pride in himself: he thought of

the others who had courted her, and the means by which he had won her

seemed to him a fine stroke of cleverness.

And so he refrained from any mention of the matter; relishing, as he

worked, all alone, the days through, the consciousness of his secret

triumph, and anticipating, with inward chucklings, the discomforted

cackle of his mother's female friends. He foresaw without misgiving, her

bitter opposition: he felt himself strong; and his heart warmed towards

the girl. And when, at intervals, the brusque realization that, after

all, he was to possess her swept over him, he gripped the stones, and

swung them almost fiercely into their places.

All around him the white, empty fields seemed slumbering breathlessly.

The stillness stiffened the leafless trees. The frosty air flicked his

blood: singing vigorously to himself he worked with a stubborn,

unflagging resolution, methodically postponing, till the length of the

wall should be completed, the announcement of his betrothal.

After his reticent, solitary fashion, he was very happy, reviewing his

future prospects, with a plain and steady assurance, and, as the

week-end approached, coming to ignore the irregularity of the whole

business: almost to assume, in the exaltation of his pride, that he had

won her honestly; and to discard, stolidly, all thought of Luke Stock,

of his relations with her, of the coming child that was to pass for his

own.

And there were moments too, when, as he sauntered homewards through the

dusk at the end of his day's work, his heart grew full to overflowing of

a rugged, superstitious gratitude towards God in Heaven who had granted

his desires.

About three o'clock on the Saturday afternoon he finished the length of

wall. He went home, washed, shaved, put on his Sunday coat; and,

avoiding the kitchen, where his mother sat knitting by the fireside,

strode up to the vicarage.

It was Rosa who opened the door to him. On recognizing him she started,

and he followed her into the dining-room. He seated himself, and began,

brusquely:

'I've coom, Miss Rosa, t' speak t' Mr. Blencarn.'

Then added, eyeing her closely:

'Ye're lookin' sick, lass.'

Her faint smile accentuated the worn, white look on her face.

'I reckon ye've been frettin' yeself,' he continued gently, 'leein'

awake o' nights, hev'n't yee, noo?'

She smiled vaguely.

'Well, but ye see I've coom t' settle t' whole business for ye. Ye

thought mabbe that I was na a man o' my word.'

'No, no, not that,' she protested, 'but--but--'

'But what then?'

'Ye must not do it, Mr. Garstin ... I must just bear my own trouble the

best I can--' she broke out.

'D'ye fancy I'm takin' ye oot of charity? Ye little reckon the sort o'

stuff my love for ye's made of. Nay, Miss Rosa, but ye canna draw back

noo.'

'But ye cannot do it, Mr. Garstin. Ye know your mother will na have me at

Hootsey.... I could na live there with your mother.... I'd sooner bear

my trouble alone, as best I can.... She's that stern is Mrs. Garstin. I

couldn't look her in the face.... I can go away somewhere.... I could

keep it all from uncle.'

Her colour came and went: she stood before him, looking away from him,

dully, out of the window.

'I intend ye t' coom t' Hootsey. I'm na lad: I reckon I can choose my

own wife. Mother'll hev ye at t' farm, right enough: ye need na distress

yeself on that point--'

'Nay, Mr. Garstin, but indeed she will not, never... I know she will

not... She always set herself against me, right from the first.'

'Ay, but that was different. T' case is all changed noo,' he objected

doggedly.

'She'll support the sight of me all the less,' the girl faltered.

'Mother'll hev ye at Hootsey--receive ye willin' of her own free

wish--of her own free wish, d'ye hear? I'll answer for that.'

He struck the table with his fist heavily. His tone of determination

awed her: she glanced at him hurriedly, struggling with her

irresolution.

'I knaw hoo t' manage mother. An' now,' he concluded, changing his tone,

'is yer uncle about t' place?'

'He's up the paddock, I think,' she answered.

'Well, I'll jest step oop and hev a word wi' him.'

'Ye're ... ye will na tell him.'

'Tut, tut, na harrowin' tales, ye need na fear, lass. I reckon ef I can

tackle mother, I can accommodate myself t' parson Blencarn.'

He rose, and coming close to her, scanned her face.

'Ye must git t' roses back t' yer cheeks,' he exclaimed, with a short

laugh, 'I canna be takin' a ghost t' church.'

She smiled tremulously, and he continued, laying one hand affectionately

on her shoulder:

'Nay, but I was but jestin'. Roses or na roses, ye'll be t' bonniest

bride in all Coomberland. I'll meet ye in Hullam lane, after church

time, tomorrow,' he added, moving towards the door.

After he had gone, she hurried to the backdoor furtively. His retreating

figure was already mounting the grey upland field. Presently, beyond

him, she perceived her uncle, emerging through the paddock gate. She ran

across the poultry yard, and mounting a tub, stood watching the two

figures as they moved towards one another along the brow, Anthony

vigorously trudging, with his hands thrust deep in his pockets; her

uncle, his wideawake tilted over his nose, hobbling, and leaning stiffly

on his pair of sticks. They met; she saw Anthony take her uncle's arm:

the two, turning together, strolled away towards the fell.

She went back into the house. Anthony's dog came towards her, slinking

along the passage. She caught the animal's head in her hands, and bent

over it caressingly, in an impulsive outburst of almost hysterical

affection.

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