Maisie dimly remembered. "My moral sense?"

"Your moral sense. HAVEN'T I, after all, brought it out?" She spoke as

she had never spoken even in the schoolroom and with the book in her

hand.

It brought back to the child's recollection how she sometimes couldn't

repeat on Friday the sentence that had been glib on Wednesday, and she

dealt all feebly and ruefully with the present tough passage. Sir Claude

and Mrs. Beale stood there like visitors at an "exam." She had indeed an

instant a whiff of the faint flower that Mrs. Wix pretended to have

plucked and now with such a peremptory hand thrust at her nose. Then it

left her, and, as if she were sinking with a slip from a foothold, her

arms made a short jerk. What this jerk represented was the spasm within

her of something still deeper than a moral sense. She looked at her

examiner; she looked at the visitors; she felt the rising of the tears

she had kept down at the station. They had nothing--no, distinctly

nothing--to do with her moral sense. The only thing was the old flat

shameful schoolroom plea. "I don't know--I don't know."

"Then you've lost it." Mrs. Wix seemed to close the book as she fixed

the straighteners on Sir Claude. "You've nipped it in the bud. You've

killed it when it had begun to live."

She was a newer Mrs. Wix than ever, a Mrs. Wix high and great; but Sir

Claude was not after all to be treated as a little boy with a missed

lesson. "I've not killed anything," he said; "on the contrary I think

I've produced life. I don't know what to call it--I haven't even known

how decently to deal with it, to approach it; but, whatever it is, it's

the most beautiful thing I've ever met--it's exquisite, it's sacred." He

had his hands in his pockets and, though a trace of the sickness he had

just shown perhaps lingered there, his face bent itself with

extraordinary gentleness on both the friends he was about to lose. "Do

you know what I came back for?" he asked of the elder.

"I think I do!" cried Mrs. Wix, surprisingly un-mollified and with the

heat of her late engagement with Mrs. Beale still on her brow. That

lady, as if a little besprinkled by such turns of the tide, uttered a

loud inarticulate protest and, averting herself, stood a moment at the

window.

"I came back with a proposal," said Sir Claude.

"To me?" Mrs. Wix asked.

"To Maisie. That she should give you up."

"And does she?"

Sir Claude wavered. "Tell her!" he then exclaimed to the child, also

turning away as if to give her the chance. But Mrs. Wix and her pupil

stood confronted in silence, Maisie whiter than ever--more awkward,

more rigid and yet more dumb. They looked at each other hard, and as

nothing came from them Sir Claude faced about again. "You won't tell

her?--you can't?" Still she said nothing; whereupon, addressing Mrs.

Wix, he broke into a kind of ecstasy. "She refused--she refused!"

Maisie, at this, found her voice. "I didn't refuse. I didn't," she

repeated.

It brought Mrs. Beale straight back to her. "You accepted, angel--you

accepted!" She threw herself upon the child and, before Maisie could

resist, had sunk with her upon the sofa, possessed of her, encircling

her. "You've given her up already, you've given her up for ever, and

you're ours and ours only now, and the sooner she's off the better!"

Maisie had shut her eyes, but at a word of Sir Claude's they opened.

"Let her go!" he said to Mrs. Beale.

"Never, never, never!" cried Mrs. Beale. Maisie felt herself more

compressed.

"Let her go!" Sir Claude more intensely repeated. He was looking at Mrs.

Beale and there was something in his voice. Maisie knew from a loosening

of arms that she had become conscious of what it was; she slowly rose

from the sofa, and the child stood there again dropped and divided.

"You're free--you're free," Sir Claude went on; at which Maisie's back

became aware of a push that vented resentment and that placed her again

in the centre of the room, the cynosure of every eye and not knowing

which way to turn.

She turned with an effort to Mrs. Wix. "I didn't refuse to give you up.

I said I would if HE'D give up--"

"Give up Mrs. Beale?" burst from Mrs. Wix.

"Give up Mrs. Beale. What do you call that but exquisite?" Sir Claude

demanded of all of them, the lady mentioned included; speaking with a

relish as intense now as if some lovely work of art or of nature had

suddenly been set down among them. He was rapidly recovering himself on

this basis of fine appreciation. "She made her condition--with such a

sense of what it should be! She made the only right one."

"The only right one?"--Mrs. Beale returned to the charge. She had taken

a moment before a snub from him, but she was not to be snubbed on this.

"How can you talk such rubbish and how can you back her up in such

impertinence? What in the world have you done to her to make her think

of such stuff?" She stood there in righteous wrath; she flashed her eyes

round the circle. Maisie took them full in her own, knowing that here at

last was the moment she had had most to reckon with. But as regards her

stepdaughter Mrs. Beale subdued herself to a question deeply mild. "HAVE

you made, my own love, any such condition as that?"

Somehow, now that it was there, the great moment was not so bad. What

helped the child was that she knew what she wanted. All her learning and

learning had made her at last learn that; so that if she waited an

instant to reply it was only from the desire to be nice. Bewilderment

had simply gone or at any rate was going fast. Finally she answered.

"Will you give HIM up? Will you?"

"Ah leave her alone--leave her, leave her!" Sir Claude in sudden

supplication murmured to Mrs. Beale.

Mrs. Wix at the same instant found another apostrophe. "Isn't it enough

for you, madam, to have brought her to discussing your relations?"

Mrs. Beale left Sir Claude unheeded, but Mrs. Wix could make her flame.

"My relations? What do you know, you hideous creature, about my

relations, and what business on earth have you to speak of them? Leave

the room this instant, you horrible old woman!"

"I think you had better go--you must really catch your boat," Sir Claude

said distressfully to Mrs. Wix. He was out of it now, or wanted to be;

he knew the worst and had accepted it: what now concerned him was to

prevent, to dissipate vulgarities. "Won't you go--won't you just get off

quickly?"

"With the child as quickly as you like. Not without her." Mrs. Wix was

adamant.

"Then why did you lie to me, you fiend?" Mrs. Beale almost yelled. "Why

did you tell me an hour ago that you had given her up?"

"Because I despaired of her--because I thought she had left me." Mrs.

Wix turned to Maisie. "You were WITH them--in their connexion. But now

your eyes are open, and I take you!"

"No you don't!" and Mrs. Beale made, with a great fierce jump, a wild

snatch at her stepdaughter. She caught her by the arm and, completing an

instinctive movement, whirled her round in a further leap to the door,

which had been closed by Sir Claude the instant their voices had risen.

She fell back against it and, even while denouncing and waving off Mrs.

Wix, kept it closed in an incoherence of passion. "You don't take her,

but you bundle yourself: she stays with her own people and she's rid of

you! I never heard anything so monstrous!" Sir Claude had rescued Maisie

and kept hold of her; he held her in front of him, resting his hands

very lightly on her shoulders and facing the loud adversaries. Mrs.

Beale's flush had dropped; she had turned pale with a splendid wrath.

She kept protesting and dismissing Mrs. Wix; she glued her back to the

door to prevent Maisie's flight; she drove out Mrs. Wix by the window or

the chimney. "You're a nice one--'discussing relations'--with your talk

of our 'connexion' and your insults! What in the world's our connexion

but the love of the child who's our duty and our life and who holds us

together as closely as she originally brought us?"

"I know, I know!" Maisie said with a burst of eagerness. "I did bring

you."

The strangest of laughs escaped from Sir Claude. "You did bring us--you

did!" His hands went up and down gently on her shoulders.

Mrs. Wix so dominated the situation that she had something sharp for

every one. "There you have it, you see!" she pregnantly remarked to her

pupil.

"WILL you give him up?" Maisie persisted to Mrs. Beale.

"To YOU, you abominable little horror?" that lady indignantly enquired,

"and to this raving old demon who has filled your dreadful little mind

with her wickedness? Have you been a hideous little hypocrite all these

years that I've slaved to make you love me and deludedly believed you

did?"

"I love Sir Claude--I love HIM," Maisie replied with an awkward sense

that she appeared to offer it as something that would do as well. Sir

Claude had continued to pat her, and it was really an answer to his

pats.

"She hates you--she hates you," he observed with the oddest quietness to

Mrs. Beale.

His quietness made her blaze. "And you back her up in it and give me up

to outrage?"

"No; I only insist that she's free--she's free."

Mrs. Beale stared--Mrs. Beale glared. "Free to starve with this pauper

lunatic?"

"I'll do more for her than YOU ever did!" Mrs. Wix retorted. "I'll work

my fingers to the bone."

Maisie, with Sir Claude's hands still on her shoulders, felt, just as

she felt the fine surrender in them, that over her head he looked in a

certain way at Mrs. Wix. "You needn't do that," she heard him say. "She

has means."

"Means?--Maisie?" Mrs. Beale shrieked. "Means that her vile father has

stolen!"

"I'll get them back--I'll get them back. I'll look into it." He smiled

and nodded at Mrs. Wix.

This had a fearful effect on his other friend. "Haven't I looked into

it, I should like to know, and haven't I found an abyss? It's too

inconceivable--your cruelty to me!" she wildly broke out. She had hot

tears in her eyes.

He spoke to her very kindly, almost coaxingly. "We'll look into it

again; we'll look into it together. It IS an abyss, but he CAN be

made--or Ida can. Think of the money they're getting now!" he laughed.

"It's all right, it's all right," he continued. "It wouldn't do--it

wouldn't do. We CAN'T work her in. It's perfectly true--she's unique.

We're not good enough--oh no!" and, quite exuberantly, he laughed again.

"Not good enough, and that beast IS?" Mrs. Beale shouted.

At this for a moment there was a hush in the room, and in the midst of

it Sir Claude replied to the question by moving with Maisie to Mrs. Wix.

The next thing the child knew she was at that lady's side with an arm

firmly grasped. Mrs. Beale still guarded the door. "Let them pass," said

Sir Claude at last.

She remained there, however; Maisie saw the pair look at each other.

Then she saw Mrs. Beale turn to her. "I'm your mother now, Maisie. And

he's your father."

"That's just where it is!" sighed Mrs. Wix with an effect of irony

positively detached and philosophic.

Mrs. Beale continued to address her young friend, and her effort to be

reasonable and tender was in its way remarkable. "We're representative,

you know, of Mr. Farange and his former wife. This person represents

mere illiterate presumption. We take our stand on the law."

"Oh the law, the law!" Mrs. Wix superbly jeered. "You had better indeed

let the law have a look at you!"

"Let them pass--let them pass!" Sir Claude pressed his friend hard--he

pleaded.

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