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The child, however, was not destined to enjoy much of Sir Claude at the

"thingumbob," which took for them a very different turn indeed. On the

spot Mrs. Beale, with hilarity, had urged her to the course proposed;

but later, at the Exhibition, she withdrew this allowance, mentioning as

a result of second thoughts that when a man was so sensitive anything at

all frisky usually made him worse. It would have been hard indeed for

Sir Claude to be "worse," Maisie felt, as, in the gardens and the crowd,

when the first dazzle had dropped, she looked for him in vain up and

down. They had all their time, the couple, for frugal wistful wandering:

they had partaken together at home of the light vague meal--Maisie's

name for it was a "jam-supper"--to which they were reduced when Mr.

Farange sought his pleasure abroad. It was abroad now entirely that Mr.

Farange pursued this ideal, and it was the actual impression of his

daughter, derived from his wife, that he had three days before joined a

friend's yacht at Cowes.

The place was full of side-shows, to which Mrs. Beale could introduce

the little girl only, alas, by revealing to her so attractive, so

enthralling a name: the side-shows, each time, were sixpence apiece,

and the fond allegiance enjoyed by the elder of our pair had been

established from the earliest time in spite of a paucity of sixpences.

Small coin dropped from her as half-heartedly as answers from bad

children to lessons that had not been looked at. Maisie passed more

slowly the great painted posters, pressing with a linked arm closer

to her friend's pocket, where she hoped for the audible chink of a

shilling. But the upshot of this was but to deepen her yearning: if Sir

Claude would only at last come the shillings would begin to ring. The

companions paused, for want of one, before the Flowers of the Forest, a

large presentment of bright brown ladies--they were brown all over--in

a medium suggestive of tropical luxuriance, and there Maisie dolorously

expressed her belief that he would never come at all. Mrs. Beale

hereupon, though discernibly disappointed, reminded her that he had not

been promised as a certainty--a remark that caused the child to gaze at

the Flowers through a blur in which they became more magnificent, yet

oddly more confused, and by which moreover confusion was imparted to the

aspect of a gentleman who at that moment, in the company of a lady, came

out of the brilliant booth. The lady was so brown that Maisie at first

took her for one of the Flowers; but during the few seconds that this

required--a few seconds in which she had also desolately given up Sir

Claude--she heard Mrs. Beale's voice, behind her, gather both wonder and

pain into a single sharp little cry.

"Of all the wickedness--BEALE!"

He had already, without distinguishing them in the mass of strollers,

turned another way--it seemed at the brown lady's suggestion. Her course

was marked, over heads and shoulders, by an upright scarlet plume, as to

the ownership of which Maisie was instantly eager. "Who is she--who is

she?"

But Mrs. Beale for a moment only looked after them. "The liar--the

liar!"

Maisie considered. "Because he's not--where one thought?" That was also,

a month ago in Kensington Gardens, where her mother had not been.

"Perhaps he has come back," she was quick to contribute.

"He never went--the hound!"

That, according to Sir Claude, had been also what her mother had not

done, and Maisie could only have a sense of something that in a maturer

mind would be called the way history repeats itself.

"Who IS she?" she asked again.

Mrs. Beale, fixed to the spot, seemed lost in the vision of an

opportunity missed. "If he had only seen me!"--it came from between her

teeth. "She's a brand-new one. But he must have been with her since

Tuesday."

Maisie took it in. "She's almost black," she then reported.

"They're always hideous," said Mrs. Beale.

This was a remark on which the child had again to reflect. "Oh not his

WIVES!" she remonstrantly exclaimed. The words at another moment would

probably have set her friend "off," but Mrs. Beale was now, in her

instant vigilance, too immensely "on." "Did you ever in your life see

such a feather?" Maisie presently continued.

This decoration appeared to have paused at some distance, and in spite

of intervening groups they could both look at it. "Oh that's the way

they dress--the vulgarest of the vulgar!"

"They're coming back--they'll see us!" Maisie the next moment cried;

and while her companion answered that this was exactly what she wanted

and the child returned "Here they are--here they are!" the unconscious

subjects of so much attention, with a change of mind about their

direction, quickly retraced their steps and precipitated themselves upon

their critics. Their unconsciousness gave Mrs. Beale time to leap, under

her breath, to a recognition which Maisie caught.

"It must be Mrs. Cuddon!"

Maisie looked at Mrs. Cuddon hard--her lips even echoed the name. What

followed was extraordinarily rapid--a minute of livelier battle than had

ever yet, in so short a span at least, been waged round our heroine. The

muffled shock--lest people should notice--was violent, and it was only

for her later thought that the steps fell into their order, the steps

through which, in a bewilderment not so much of sound as of silence, she

had come to find herself, too soon for comprehension and too strangely

for fear, at the door of the Exhibition with her father. He thrust her

into a hansom and got in after her, and then it was--as she drove along

with him--that she recovered a little what had happened. Face to face

with them in the gardens he had seen them, and there had been a moment

of checked concussion during which, in a glare of black eyes and a

toss of red plumage, Mrs. Cuddon had recognised them, ejaculated and

vanished. There had been another moment at which she became aware of Sir

Claude, also poised there in surprise, but out of her father's view, as

if he had been warned off at the very moment of reaching them. It fell

into its place with all the rest that she had heard Mrs. Beale say to

her father, but whether low or loud was now lost to her, something

about his having this time a new one; on which he had growled something

indistinct but apparently in the tone and of the sort that the child,

from her earliest years, had associated with hearing somebody retort

to somebody that somebody was "another." "Oh I stick to the old!" Mrs.

Beale had then quite loudly pronounced; and her accent, even as the cab

got away, was still in the air, Maisie's effective companion having

spoken no other word from the moment of whisking her off--none at least

save the indistinguishable address which, over the top of the hansom and

poised on the step, he had given the driver. Reconstructing these things

later Maisie theorised that she at this point would have put a question

to him had not the silence into which he charmed her or scared her--she

could scarcely tell which--come from his suddenly making her feel his

arm about her, feel, as he drew her close, that he was agitated in a way

he had never yet shown her. It struck her he trembled, trembled too much

to speak, and this had the effect of making her, with an emotion which,

though it had begun to throb in an instant, was by no means all dread,

conform to his portentous hush. The act of possession that his pressure

in a manner advertised came back to her after the longest of the long

intermissions that had ever let anything come back. They drove and

drove, and he kept her close; she stared straight before her, holding

her breath, watching one dark street succeed another and strangely

conscious that what it all meant was somehow that papa was less to be

left out of everything than she had supposed. It took her but a minute

to surrender to this discovery, which, in the form of his present

embrace, suggested a purpose in him prodigiously reaffirmed and with

that a confused confidence. She neither knew exactly what he had done

nor what he was doing; she could only, altogether impressed and rather

proud, vibrate with the sense that he had jumped up to do something and

that she had as quickly become a part of it. It was a part of it too

that here they were at a house that seemed not large, but in the fresh

white front of which the street-lamp showed a smartness of flower-boxes.

The child had been in thousands of stories--all Mrs. Wix's and her own,

to say nothing of the richest romances of French Elise--but she had

never been in such a story as this. By the time he had helped her out

of the cab, which drove away, and she heard in the door of the house

the prompt little click of his key, the Arabian Nights had quite closed

round her.

From this minute that pitch of the wondrous was in everything,

particularly in such an instant "Open Sesame" and in the departure of

the cab, a rattling void filled with relinquished step-parents; it was,

with the vividness, the almost blinding whiteness of the light that

sprang responsive to papa's quick touch of a little brass knob on the

wall, in a place that, at the top of a short soft staircase, struck her

as the most beautiful she had ever seen in her life. The next thing she

perceived it to be was the drawing-room of a lady--of a lady, she could

see in a moment, and not of a gentleman, not even of one like papa

himself or even like Sir Claude--whose things were as much prettier than

mamma's as it had always had to be confessed that mamma's were prettier

than Mrs. Beale's. In the middle of the small bright room and the

presence of more curtains and cushions, more pictures and mirrors, more

palm-trees drooping over brocaded and gilded nooks, more little silver

boxes scattered over little crooked tables and little oval miniatures

hooked upon velvet screens than Mrs. Beale and her ladyship together

could, in an unnatural alliance, have dreamed of mustering, the child

became aware, with a sharp foretaste of compassion, of something that

was strangely like a relegation to obscurity of each of those women of

taste. It was a stranger operation still that her father should on the

spot be presented to her as quite advantageously and even grandly at

home in the dazzling scene and himself by so much the more separated

from scenes inferior to it. She spent with him in it, while explanations

continued to hang back, twenty minutes that, in their sudden drop of

danger, affected her, though there were neither buns nor ginger-beer,

like an extemporised expensive treat.

"Is she very rich?" He had begun to strike her as almost embarrassed, so

shy that he might have found himself with a young lady with whom he had

little in common. She was literally moved by this apprehension to offer

him some tactful relief.

Beale Farange stood and smiled at his young lady, his back to

the fanciful fireplace, his light overcoat--the very lightest in

London--wide open, and his wonderful lustrous beard completely

concealing the expanse of his shirt-front. It pleased her more than ever

to think that papa was handsome and, though as high aloft as mamma and

almost, in his specially florid evening-dress, as splendid, of a beauty

somehow less belligerent, less terrible.

"The Countess? Why do you ask me that?"

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