She faltered a moment. "From herself. I've been to see her."

Then on Maisie's visible surprise: "I went yesterday while you were out

with him. He has seen her repeatedly."

It was not wholly clear to Maisie why Mrs. Wix should be prostrate at

this discovery; but her general consciousness of the way things could be

both perpetrated and resented always eased off for her the strain of the

particular mystery. "There may be some mistake. He says he hasn't."

Mrs. Wix turned paler, as if this were a still deeper ground for alarm.

"He says so?--he denies that he has seen her?"

"He told me so three days ago. Perhaps she's mistaken," Maisie

suggested.

"Do you mean perhaps she lies? She lies whenever it suits her, I'm very

sure. But I know when people lie--and that's what I've loved in you,

that YOU never do. Mrs. Beale didn't yesterday at any rate. He HAS seen

her."

Maisie was silent a little. "He says not," she then repeated.

"Perhaps--perhaps--" Once more she paused.

"Do you mean perhaps HE lies?"

"Gracious goodness, no!" Maisie shouted.

Mrs. Wix's bitterness, however, again overflowed. "He does, he does,"

she cried, "and it's that that's just the worst of it! They'll take

you, they'll take you, and what in the world will then become of me?"

She threw herself afresh upon her pupil and wept over her with the

inevitable effect of causing the child's own tears to flow. But Maisie

couldn't have told you if she had been crying at the image of their

separation or at that of Sir Claude's untruth. As regards this deviation

it was agreed between them that they were not in a position to bring it

home to him. Mrs. Wix was in dread of doing anything to make him, as

she said, "worse"; and Maisie was sufficiently initiated to be able to

reflect that in speaking to her as he had done he had only wished to be

tender of Mrs. Beale. It fell in with all her inclinations to think of

him as tender, and she forbore to let him know that the two ladies had,

as SHE would never do, betrayed him.

She had not long to keep her secret, for the next day, when she went

out with him, he suddenly said in reference to some errand he had first

proposed: "No, we won't do that--we'll do something else." On this, a

few steps from the door, he stopped a hansom and helped her in; then

following her he gave the driver over the top an address that she lost.

When he was seated beside her she asked him where they were going; to

which he replied "My dear child, you'll see." She saw while she watched

and wondered that they took the direction of the Regent's Park; but

she didn't know why he should make a mystery of that, and it was not

till they passed under a pretty arch and drew up at a white house

in a terrace from which the view, she thought, must be lovely that,

mystified, she clutched him and broke out: "I shall see papa?"

He looked down at her with a kind smile. "No, probably not. I haven't

brought you for that."

"Then whose house is it?"

"It's your father's. They've moved here."

She looked about: she had known Mr. Farange in four or five houses, and

there was nothing astonishing in this except that it was the nicest

place yet. "But I shall see Mrs. Beale?"

"It's to see her that I brought you."

She stared, very white, and, with her hand on his arm, though they had

stopped, kept him sitting in the cab. "To leave me, do you mean?"

He could scarce bring it out. "It's not for me to say if you CAN stay.

We must look into it."

"But if I do I shall see papa?"

"Oh some time or other, no doubt." Then Sir Claude went on: "Have you

really so very great a dread of that?"

Maisie glanced away over the apron of the cab--gazed a minute at the

green expanse of the Regent's Park and, at this moment colouring to the

roots of her hair, felt the full, hot rush of an emotion more mature

than any she had yet known. It consisted of an odd unexpected shame at

placing in an inferior light, to so perfect a gentleman and so charming

a person as Sir Claude, so very near a relative as Mr. Farange. She

remembered, however, her friend's telling her that no one was seriously

afraid of her father, and she turned round with a small toss of her

head. "Oh I dare say I can manage him!"

Sir Claude smiled, but she noted that the violence with which she had

just changed colour had brought into his own face a slight compunctious

and embarrassed flush. It was as if he had caught his first glimpse of

her sense of responsibility. Neither of them made a movement to get out,

and after an instant he said to her: "Look here, if you say so we won't

after all go in."

"Ah but I want to see Mrs. Beale!" the child gently wailed.

"But what if she does decide to take you? Then, you know, you'll have to

remain."

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