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She had not at the moment explained her ominous speech, but the light of

remarkable events soon enabled her companion to read it. It may indeed

be said that these days brought on a high quickening of Maisie's direct

perceptions, of her sense of freedom to make out things for herself.

This was helped by an emotion intrinsically far from sweet--the increase

of the alarm that had most haunted her meditations. She had no need to

be told, as on the morrow of the revelation of Sir Claude's danger she

was told by Mrs. Wix, that her mother wanted more and more to know why

the devil her father didn't send for her: she had too long expected

mamma's curiosity on this point to express itself sharply. Maisie could

meet such pressure so far as meeting it was to be in a position to

reply, in words directly inspired, that papa would be hanged before he'd

again be saddled with her. She therefore recognised the hour that in

troubled glimpses she had long foreseen, the hour when--the phrase for

it came back to her from Mrs. Beale--with two fathers, two mothers and

two homes, six protections in all, she shouldn't know "wherever" to

go. Such apprehension as she felt on this score was not diminished

by the fact that Mrs. Wix herself was suddenly white with terror: a

circumstance leading Maisie to the further knowledge that this lady

was still more scared on her own behalf than on that of her pupil. A

governess who had only one frock was not likely to have either two

fathers or two mothers: accordingly if even with these resources Maisie

was to be in the streets, where in the name of all that was dreadful

was poor Mrs. Wix to be? She had had, it appeared, a tremendous brush

with Ida, which had begun and ended with the request that she would be

pleased on the spot to "bundle." It had come suddenly but completely,

this signal of which she had gone in fear. The companions confessed to

each other the dread each had hidden the worst of, but Mrs. Wix was

better off than Maisie in having a plan of defence. She declined indeed

to communicate it till it was quite mature; but meanwhile, she hastened

to declare, her feet were firm in the schoolroom. They could only be

loosened by force: she would "leave" for the police perhaps, but she

wouldn't leave for mere outrage. That would be to play her ladyship's

game, and it would take another turn of the screw to make her desert her

darling. Her ladyship had come down with extraordinary violence: it had

been one of many symptoms of a situation strained--"between them all,"

as Mrs. Wix said, "but especially between the two"--to the point of God

only knew what.

Her description of the crisis made the child blanch. "Between which

two?--papa and mamma?"

"Dear no. I mean between your mother and HIM."

Maisie, in this, recognised an opportunity to be really deep.

"'Him'?--Mr. Perriam?"

She fairly brought a blush to the scared face. "Well, my dear, I must

say what you DON'T know ain't worth mentioning. That it won't go on for

ever with Mr. Perriam--since I MUST meet you--you can suppose? But I

meant dear Sir Claude."

Maisie stood corrected rather than abashed. "I see. But it's about Mr.

Perriam he's angry?"

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