XI

It must not be supposed that her ladyship's intermissions were not

qualified by demonstrations of another order--triumphal entries and

breathless pauses during which she seemed to take of everything in the

room, from the state of the ceiling to that of her daughter's boot-toes,

a survey that was rich in intentions. Sometimes she sat down and

sometimes she surged about, but her attitude wore equally in either

case the grand air of the practical. She found so much to deplore that

she left a great deal to expect, and bristled so with calculation that

she seemed to scatter remedies and pledges. Her visits were as good as

an outfit; her manner, as Mrs. Wix once said, as good as a pair of

curtains; but she was a person addicted to extremes--sometimes barely

speaking to her child and sometimes pressing this tender shoot to a

bosom cut, as Mrs. Wix had also observed, remarkably low. She was always

in a fearful hurry, and the lower the bosom was cut the more it was to

be gathered she was wanted elsewhere. She usually broke in alone, but

sometimes Sir Claude was with her, and during all the earlier period

there was nothing on which these appearances had had so delightful a

bearing as on the way her ladyship was, as Mrs. Wix expressed it, under

the spell. "But ISN'T she under it!" Maisie used in thoughtful but

familiar reference to exclaim after Sir Claude had swept mamma away in

peals of natural laughter. Not even in the old days of the convulsed

ladies had she heard mamma laugh so freely as in these moments of

conjugal surrender, to the gaiety of which even a little girl could see

she had at last a right--a little girl whose thoughtfulness was now all

happy selfish meditation on good omens and future fun.

Unaccompanied, in subsequent hours, and with an effect of changing

to meet a change, Ida took a tone superficially disconcerting and

abrupt--the tone of having, at an immense cost, made over everything to

Sir Claude and wishing others to know that if everything wasn't right it

was because Sir Claude was so dreadfully vague. "He has made from the

first such a row about you," she said on one occasion to Maisie, "that

I've told him to do for you himself and try how he likes it--see?

I've washed my hands of you; I've made you over to him; and if you're

discontented it's on him, please, you'll come down. So don't haul poor

ME up--I assure you I've worries enough." One of these, visibly, was

that the spell rejoiced in by the schoolroom fire was already in danger

of breaking; another was that she was finally forced to make no secret

of her husband's unfitness for real responsibilities. The day came

indeed when her breathless auditors learnt from her in bewilderment that

what ailed him was that he was, alas, simply not serious. Maisie wept

on Mrs. Wix's bosom after hearing that Sir Claude was a butterfly;

considering moreover that her governess but half-patched it up in coming

out at various moments the next few days with the opinion that it was

proper to his "station" to be careless and free. That had been proper to

every one's station that she had yet encountered save poor Mrs. Wix's

own, and the particular merit of Sir Claude had seemed precisely that he

was different from every one. She talked with him, however, as time went

on, very freely about her mother; being with him, in this relation,

wholly without the fear that had kept her silent before her father--the

fear of bearing tales and making bad things worse. He appeared to accept

the idea that he had taken her over and made her, as he said, his

particular lark; he quite agreed also that he was an awful fraud and an

idle beast and a sorry dunce. And he never said a word to her against

her mother--he only remained dumb and discouraged in the face of her

ladyship's own overtopping earnestness. There were occasions when he

even spoke as if he had wrenched his little charge from the arms of a

parent who had fought for her tooth and nail.

This was the very moral of a scene that flashed into vividness one day

when the four happened to meet without company in the drawing-room and

Maisie found herself clutched to her mother's breast and passionately

sobbed and shrieked over, made the subject of a demonstration evidently

sequent to some sharp passage just enacted. The connexion required that

while she almost cradled the child in her arms Ida should speak of her

as hideously, as fatally estranged, and should rail at Sir Claude as the

cruel author of the outrage. "He has taken you FROM me," she cried; "he

has set you AGAINST me, and you've been won away and your horrid little

mind has been poisoned! You've gone over to him, you've given yourself

up to side against me and hate me. You never open your mouth to me--you

know you don't; and you chatter to him like a dozen magpies. Don't lie

about it--I hear you all over the place. You hang about him in a way

that's barely decent--he can do what he likes with you. Well then, let

him, to his heart's content: he has been in such a hurry to take you

that we'll see if it suits him to keep you. I'm very good to break my

heart about it when you've no more feeling for me than a clammy little

fish!" She suddenly thrust the child away and, as a disgusted admission

of failure, sent her flying across the room into the arms of Mrs. Wix,

whom at this moment and even in the whirl of her transit Maisie saw,

very red, exchange a quick queer look with Sir Claude.

The impression of the look remained with her, confronting her with such

a critical little view of her mother's explosion that she felt the less

ashamed of herself for incurring the reproach with which she had been

cast off. Her father had once called her a heartless little beast,

and now, though decidedly scared, she was as stiff and cold as if the

description had been just. She was not even frightened enough to cry,

which would have been a tribute to her mother's wrongs: she was only,

more than anything else, curious about the opinion mutely expressed by

their companions. Taking the earliest opportunity to question Mrs. Wix

on this subject she elicited the remarkable reply: "Well, my dear, it's

her ladyship's game, and we must just hold on like grim death."

Maisie could interpret at her leisure these ominous words. Her

reflexions indeed at this moment thickened apace, and one of them made

her sure that her governess had conversations, private, earnest and not

infrequent, with her denounced stepfather. She perceived in the light

of a second episode that something beyond her knowledge had taken place

in the house. The things beyond her knowledge--numerous enough in

truth--had not hitherto, she believed, been the things that had been

nearest to her: she had even had in the past a small smug conviction

that in the domestic labyrinth she always kept the clue. This time too,

however, she at last found out--with the discreet aid, it had to be

confessed, of Mrs. Wix. Sir Claude's own assistance was abruptly taken

from her, for his comment on her ladyship's game was to start on the

spot, quite alone, for Paris, evidently because he wished to show

a spirit when accused of bad behaviour. He might be fond of his

stepdaughter, Maisie felt, without wishing her to be after all thrust on

him in such a way; his absence therefore, it was clear, was a protest

against the thrusting. It was while this absence lasted that our young

lady finally discovered what had happened in the house to be that her

mother was no longer in love.

The limit of a passion for Sir Claude had certainly been reached, she

judged, some time before the day on which her ladyship burst suddenly

into the schoolroom to introduce Mr. Perriam, who, as she announced

from the doorway to Maisie, wouldn't believe his ears that one had a

great hoyden of a daughter. Mr. Perriam was short and massive--Mrs.

Wix remarked afterwards that he was "too fat for the pace"; and it

would have been difficult to say of him whether his head were more

bald or his black moustache more bushy. He seemed also to have

moustaches over his eyes, which, however, by no means prevented these

polished little globes from rolling round the room as if they had been

billiard-balls impelled by Ida's celebrated stroke. Mr. Perriam wore

on the hand that pulled his moustache a diamond of dazzling lustre, in

consequence of which and of his general weight and mystery our young

lady observed on his departure that if he had only had a turban he

would have been quite her idea of a heathen Turk.

"He's quite my idea," Mrs. Wix replied, "of a heathen Jew."

"Well, I mean," said Maisie, "of a person who comes from the East."

"That's where he MUST come from," her governess opined--"he comes from

the City." In a moment she added as if she knew all about him. "He's one

of those people who have lately broken out. He'll be immensely rich."

"On the death of his papa?" the child interestedly enquired.

"Dear no--nothing hereditary. I mean he has made a mass of money."

"How much, do you think?" Maisie demanded.

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