The child turned it over. "Oh I'm not every bit Mrs. Beale has!"

Sir Claude seemed much amused at this. "No; you're not every bit she

has!"

He laughed for some moments, but that was an old story to Maisie, who

was not too much disconcerted to go on: "But she'll never give me up."

"Well, I won't either, old boy: so that's not so wonderful, and she's

not the only one. But if she's so fond of you, why doesn't she write to

you?"

"Oh on account of mamma." This was rudimentary, and she was almost

surprised at the simplicity of Sir Claude's question.

"I see--that's quite right," he answered. "She might get at you--there

are all sorts of ways. But of course there's Mrs. Wix."

"There's Mrs. Wix," Maisie lucidly concurred. "Mrs. Wix can't abide

her."

Sir Claude seemed interested. "Oh she can't abide her? Then what does

she say about her?"

"Nothing at all--because she knows I shouldn't like it. Isn't it sweet

of her?" the child asked.

"Certainly; rather nice. Mrs. Beale wouldn't hold her tongue for any

such thing as that, would she?"

Maisie remembered how little she had done so; but she desired to protect

Mrs. Beale too. The only protection she could think of, however, was the

plea: "Oh at papa's, you know, they don't mind!"

At this Sir Claude only smiled. "No, I dare say not. But here we mind,

don't we?--we take care what we say. I don't suppose it's a matter on

which I ought to prejudice you," he went on; "but I think we must on the

whole be rather nicer here than at your father's. However, I don't press

that; for it's the sort of question on which it's awfully awkward for

you to speak. Don't worry, at any rate: I assure you I'll back you up."

Then after a moment and while he smoked he reverted to Mrs. Beale and

the child's first enquiry. "I'm afraid we can't do much for her just

now. I haven't seen her since that day--upon my word I haven't seen

her." The next instant, with a laugh the least bit foolish, the young

man slightly coloured: he must have felt this profession of innocence to

be excessive as addressed to Maisie. It was inevitable to say to her,

however, that of course her mother loathed the lady of the other house.

He couldn't go there again with his wife's consent, and he wasn't the

man--he begged her to believe, falling once more, in spite of himself,

into the scruple of showing the child he didn't trip--to go there

without it. He was liable in talking with her to take the tone of her

being also a man of the world. He had gone to Mrs. Beale's to fetch

away Maisie, but that was altogether different. Now that she was in

her mother's house what pretext had he to give her mother for paying

calls on her father's wife? And of course Mrs. Beale couldn't come to

Ida's--Ida would tear her limb from limb. Maisie, with this talk of

pretexts, remembered how much Mrs. Beale had made of her being a good

one, and how, for such a function, it was her fate to be either much

depended on or much missed. Sir Claude moreover recognised on this

occasion that perhaps things would take a turn later on; and he wound

up by saying: "I'm sure she does sincerely care for you--how can she

possibly help it? She's very young and very pretty and very clever: I

think she's charming. But we must walk very straight. If you'll help me,

you know, I'll help YOU," he concluded in the pleasant fraternising,

equalising, not a bit patronising way which made the child ready to go

through anything for him and the beauty of which, as she dimly felt, was

that it was so much less a deceitful descent to her years than a real

indifference to them.

It gave her moments of secret rapture--moments of believing she might

help him indeed. The only mystification in this was the imposing time of

life that her elders spoke of as youth. For Sir Claude then Mrs. Beale

was "young," just as for Mrs. Wix Sir Claude was: that was one of the

merits for which Mrs. Wix most commended him. What therefore was Maisie

herself, and, in another relation to the matter, what therefore was

mamma? It took her some time to puzzle out with the aid of an experiment

or two that it wouldn't do to talk about mamma's youth. She even went

so far one day, in the presence of that lady's thick colour and marked

lines, as to wonder if it would occur to any one but herself to do so.

Yet if she wasn't young then she was old; and this threw an odd light on

her having a husband of a different generation. Mr. Farange was still

older--that Maisie perfectly knew; and it brought her in due course

to the perception of how much more, since Mrs. Beale was younger than

Sir Claude, papa must be older than Mrs. Beale. Such discoveries were

disconcerting and even a trifle confounding: these persons, it appeared,

were not of the age they ought to be. This was somehow particularly

the case with mamma, and the fact made her reflect with some relief on

her not having gone with Mrs. Wix into the question of Sir Claude's

attachment to his wife. She was conscious that in confining their

attention to the state of her ladyship's own affections they had been

controlled--Mrs. Wix perhaps in especial--by delicacy and even by

embarrassment. The end of her colloquy with her stepfather in the

schoolroom was her saying: "Then if we're not to see Mrs. Beale at all

it isn't what she seemed to think when you came for me."

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