"GOD COULD NOT BE EVERYWHERE AND SO HE MADE MOTHERS."
We now moved on in the direction of Diller and Endicott, where we joined
the main line of immigration coming through from St. Joe, and, crossing
the Big Blue where Marysville, Kansas, is located, we were soon coming
up the Little Blue, passing up on the east side, and about one-half mile
this side of Fairbury.
Our trail now lay along the uplands through the day, where we could see
the long line of covered wagons, sometimes two or three abreast, drawing
itself in its windings like a huge white snake across this great sea of
rolling green. This line could be seen many miles to the front and rear
so far that the major portion of it seemed to the observer to be
motionless.
This immense concourse of travellers was self-divided into trail
families or travelling neighborhoods, as it were; and while each party
was bound together by local ties of friendship and affection, there
still ran through the entire procession a chord of common interest and
sympathy, a something which, in a sense, made the whole line kin. This
fact was most touchingly exemplified one day in the region of the Blue.
I was driving across a bad slough, close behind a man who belonged to
another party, from where I did not know. Himself, wife and little
daughter lived in the covered wagon he was driving. The piece of ground
was an unusually bad one, and both his wagon and mine being heavily
loaded, we stopped as soon as we had pulled through, in order that the
horses might rest; our wagons standing abreast and about ten or twelve
feet apart. In the side of his wagon cover next to me was a flap-door,
which, the day being fine, was fastened open. As we sat our loads and
exchanged remarks, his little girl, a beautiful child, apparently three
or four years old, came from the recesses of the wagon-home, and
standing in the opening of the door, looked coyly and smilingly out at
her father and myself. She made a beautiful picture, with her curls and
dimples, and, as I didn't know any baby talk at that time, I playfully
snapped my fingers at her. The thought of moving on evidently came to
the father very suddenly, for, without any preliminary symptoms and not
realizing that the little one was standing so nearly out of the door, he
swung his long whip, and, as it cracked over the horses' backs, they
gave a sudden lurch, throwing the little girl out of the door and
directly in front of the hind wheel of the heavily laden wagon, which,
in an instant had passed over the child's body at the waist line, the
pretty head and hands reaching up on one side of the wheel, and the feet
on the other, as the middle was pressed down into the still boggy soil.
The little life was snuffed out in the twinkling of an eye. The mother,
seeing her darling fall, jumped from the door, and such excruciating
sobs of agony I hope never to hear again. But why say it in that way
when I can hear them still, even as I write? It seemed but a moment of
time till men and women were gathered about the wagon, helping to gather
the crushed form from the prairie, and giving assistance and sympathy in
such measure and earnestness as verified the truth of the words, "A
touch of sorrow makes the whole world kin."
When started again, the trail soon led to a stream, called the Big
Sandy; I believe it is in the northwest part of Fillmore County, where,
about nine o'clock, A. M., we were suddenly alarmed by the unearthly
whoops and yells of one hundred or more Indians (Pawnees), all mounted
and riding up and down across the trail on the open upland opposite us,
about a good rifle shot distant.
Our company was the only people there. A courier was immediately sent
back for reinforcements. We hastily put our camp in position of defense
(as we had been drilled) by placing our wagons in a circle with our
stock and ourselves inside. The Indians constantly kept up their noise,
and rode up and down, brandishing their arms at us, and every minute we
thought they would make a break for us.
We soon had recruits mounted and well armed coming up, when our Captain
assumed command, and all were assigned to their positions. This was kept
up until about four P. M., when we decided that our numbers would
warrant us in making a forward movement.
As a preliminary, skirmishers were ordered forward toward the creek,
through some timber and underbrush, I being one of them. My pardner and
I, coming to the creek first, discovered an empty whiskey barrel, and
going a little farther into the brush, discovered two tents. Creeping
carefully up to them, we heard groans as of some one in great pain.
Peeping through a hole in the tent we saw two white men, who, on
entering the tent, we learned were badly wounded by knife and bullet.
From them we learned the following facts, which caused all our fear and
trouble of the morning: The two white men were post-keepers at that
point, and, of course, had whiskey to sell. Two large trains had camped
there the night before; the campers got on a drunk, quarreled, and had a
general fight, during which the post-keepers were wounded. On the trail
over where the Indians were, some immigrants were camped, and a guard
had been placed at the roadside. One of the Indians, hearing the noise
down at the post, started out to see what was going on. Coming along the
trail, the guard called to him to halt, but as he did not do so the
guard fired, killing him on the spot. The campers immediately hitched up
and moved on. Later the dead Indian was found by the other Indians lying
in the road. It was this that aroused their anger and kept us on the
ragged edge for several hours.
The Indians all rode off as we approached them, and as the trail was now
clear our train moved ahead, travelling all night and keeping out all
the mounted ones as front and rear guards.
We now come to the "last leaving of the Little Blue," and pass on to the
upland without wood or water, thirty-three miles east of Ft. Kearney,
leading to the great Platte Valley.
Meanwhile my broken wheel had completely collapsed. Having a kit of
tools with me, I set about shaping spokes out of the oak wood gathered
several days before. While I was doing this others of the men rode a
number of miles in search of fuel with which to make a fire to set the
tire. It was nearly night and in a drizzling rain when we came to the
line of the reservation. A trooper, sitting on his horse, informed us
that we would have to keep off of the reservation or else go clear
through if once we started. This meant three or four miles' further ride
through the darkness and rain, and so we camped right there, without
supper or even fire to make some coffee. We hitched up in the morning
and drove into the Fort, where we were very kindly treated by the
commanding officer, whose name, I think, was McArthur. He tendered us a
large room with tables, pen and ink, paper and "envelope paper," where
we wrote the first letters home from Nebraska, which, I believe, were
all received with much joy. The greater part of the troops were absent
from the Fort on a scout.
After buying a few things we had forgotten to bring with us and getting
rested, we moved on our journey again, going up on the south side of the
Platte River.
Before leaving this region I want to speak of the marvelous beauty of
the Platte River islands, a magnificent view of which could be had from
the bluffs. Looking out upon the long stretch of river either way were
islands and islands of every size whatever, from three feet in diameter
to those which contained miles of area, resting here and there in the
most artistic disregard of position and relation to each other, the
small and the great alike wearing its own mantle of sheerest
willow-green. There are comparatively few of these island beauty spots
in the whole wide world. When the Maker of the universe gathered up his
emeralds and then dropped them with careless hand upon a few of earth's
waters. He wrought nowhere a more beautiful effect than in the Platte
islands of Nebraska. It was well that at this point we had an extra
amount of kindness tendered us and so much unusual beauty to look upon,
for a great sorrow was about to come upon us.
Just as we were leaving the Little Blue, thirty-three miles back, one of
our party, Robert Nelson, became ill, and in spite of the best nursing
and treatment that the company could give he rapidly grew worse, and it
soon became evident that his disease was cholera, which was already
quite prevalent thereabout. Mrs. Wadsworth, that most excellent woman,
gave to him her special care, taking him into the tent occupied by
herself and husband, which, in fact, was the only tent in the outfit. It
was Lew Wallace who once said that "God couldn't be everywhere, and so
He made mothers." Our captain's wife was a true mother to the sick boy,
but she couldn't save him. At 3 o'clock Sunday afternoon, May 27th,
about sixty miles beyond Kearney, his soul passed on, and we were bowed
under our first bereavement. We dug his grave in the sand a little way
off the trail. We wrapped his blanket about him and sewed it, and at
sunrise Monday morning laid him to rest. The end-gate from my wagon had
been shaped into a grave-board and, with his name cut upon it, was
planted to mark his resting-place. It was a sorrowful little company
that performed these last services for one who was beloved by all.
Just before dying, Robert had requested that his grave might be covered
with willow branches, and so a comrade and myself rode our horses out to
one of the islands and brought in big bunches of willows and tucked them
about him, as he had desired.
Truly our prairies have been a stage upon which much more of tragedy
than of comedy has been enacted.