OCTOBER 31, 1921. _Los Angeles._

Charlie Chaplin arrived in Los Angeles today at noon, on his return

from Europe. I met him at dinner. We were just a party of four at the

Lehrs. It has been a wonderful evening--I seem to have been talking

heart to heart with one who understands, who is full of deep thought

and deep feeling. He is full of ideals and has a passion for all that

is beautiful. A real artist. He talked a great deal about his trip to

England. It had been, I gathered, one of the big emotions of his life.

He left, as he said, “poor and unknown” to return 10 years later

famous....

What made a great impression on him was the psychology of the English

crowd, which seemed to him to contain such a spirit of real affection.

Of course Charlie is English--and England was welcoming her own.

Besides, who has more right to public adulation than this man who has

brought laughter and happiness to millions? But it was sad, he said,

in England--something had happened, or was happening. He was not sure

if it was a decay that had set in, or whether it was a reconstruction.

But everyone looked as if they had suffered, and it saddened him to be

there. A good country to belong to, we agreed, but not a country “for

a creative artist,” he advised me to remain where I am. And then, in

spite of his emotional, enthusiastic temperament, with a soundness of

judgment that surprised me, he said: “Don’t get lost on the path of

propaganda. Live your life of an artist ... the other goes on--always.”

One can see, in the sadness of the eyes--which the humor of his smile

cannot dispel--that the man has suffered--has known things we do not

dream. Has striven, hoped and aimed. Has reached his goal, yet he is

not content. He feels there is more to do, and see, and know, more to

attain. He believes in work and in producing always the best of one’s

effort. He is not Bolshevik nor Communist, nor Revolutionary, as I had

heard rumoured. He is an individualist with the artist’s intolerance

of stupidity, insincerity, and narrow prejudice. He is sincere and

absolutely without affectation. He has no illusions as to what the

bourgeois world thinks of “movie actors--” and he has no intention

of being patronized by the condescending. He has an almost feminine

intuition about people, he knows at once if they are sincere or not.

Before the evening was over we had discussed Lenin, Lloyd George,

Carpentier, J. M. Barrie, and H. G. Wells. I found that he had each

person pretty well summed up, and his opinions of them were not biased

by the world’s opinion of them, nor clouded by their fame; and just

what he thought (of those I knew) was right. In fact Charlie was a

great deal more interesting to talk to than most of the people who are

expected to be.

When he asked me about my work in this country, I explained that the

United States had made of me a writer instead of a sculptor, and I told

him my view of the American man who is so modest that he thinks it is a

vanity to have his bust done.

“He does not mind having his portrait _painted_” I said, “he has

grown accustomed to the idea. But he exaggerates the importance of a

portrait bust. In fact he is quite un-simple, in his point of view,

almost self-conscious--” and Charlie, looking at me half shyly, half

humorously, as he sat tucked away in the sofa corner, under the light

of the lamp: “I’m vain!” he said--“Thank goodness!” I said. And so we

fixed it right away--that I will linger here until his bust is done.

On the way back to Hollywood Hotel where he dropped me in his car, we

had a discussion on marriage. He has the chivalry, and the instinct to

protect, I maintained my fanaticism of freedom.

He is a strange little man with a great big soul. He made me think of

Francis Thompson’s essay on Shelley, in which he said that Shelley

tired not so much of a woman’s arms, as of her soul. It seemed to me

it was more a spiritual than a physical companionship that Charlie is

subconsciously searching for, in his heart.

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