FEBRUARY 13, 1921.

I lunched with “The Kingfisher” as we call Mrs. Cornelius Vanderbilt

in London! I was rather disappointed with her Fifth Avenue Palazzo,

it does not compare with the Otto Kahns and has not the atmosphere.

There was a beautiful Turner in one of the drawing rooms, and a gallery

full of Corots and Millets, but they were not very interesting or

decorative, or else there were too many of them. I sat next to my host

whose trim beard and uncommunicative, rather unsmiling countenance

reminded me of a Bolshevik type that I used to see at the Kremlin table

d’hôte. He only needed shabby clothes and his beard a little less trim.

It made me think how good looking some of the Bolsheviks would be if

they were millionaires.

After lunch when the women left the dining room some one hazarded a

remark to the effect that the big rooms were pleasant with nobody in

them. Our hostess said that was not an idea with which she was in

sympathy, that she thought a big house should be full of people and as

many enjoy it as possible, “whatever I have I want to share,” she said,

and then turning to me, “Please tell that to the Bolsheviks--” I asked

her why I should convey any such message,--she evidently mistook me

for a messenger of the gods. Then suddenly, conversation drifted onto

me and my plans. I was asked if when I returned I was going to live in

Ireland, hadn’t my father got a place there? I answered that I lived

where there was work, and, therefore, I might remain where I was, or go

to Russia. Mrs. Vanderbilt looked rather surprised, and asked whether

Russia paid better than any other country. That I did not know, but

certain it is that any country pays more than England! This subject of

payment seemed suddenly to excite her--, in a tremulously querulous

voice, whilst the other women sat silently, I stood up in front of the

fireplace and was cross-questioned, and nagged as to that payment. Who

had paid me? Had Lenin and Trotzky paid me? What did I call government

money? Whose money was it and where did it come from? I said I did not

know, indeed I felt a great longing to be able to explain as she seemed

so keen--but how could I tell where the money came from for which I had

to give a receipt to the “All Russian Central Executive Committee of

Soviets ...” for a cheque signed Litvinoff, (whose bust I had _not_

done) for payment through at Stockholm bank?

Mrs. Vanderbilt thought it was dreadful, and said that I upset her

very much. She said that Mr. Wilson’s government did not and could not

do things like that! It occurred to me that probably there is very

little similarity between the methods of Mr. Wilson’s government and

those of the Russian Soviet, but who can prove that the Wilson form of

government is right anyway?

Altogether it was rather unpleasant, and I left as soon as I could, and

wondering, as I walked home, why she had asked me to her house.

I fear I must have irritated her from the start, because when she asked

me to lunch there was no address on her card, and no telephone number

in the book; so when I answered I addressed it as best I could to:

Mrs. Cornelius Vanderbilt, New York, adding a little message: “Please,

postman, deliver this somewhere in Fifth Avenue.”

FEBRUARY 14, 1921. _William Penn Hotel,

Pittsburgh_

Ruth Djirloff, my secretary, waked me up by telephoning to me that it

was twenty of seven. I do dislike that Americanism “of” especially when

I am not awake and I have to make a special effort to remember if “of”

means before or after. Having roused myself to the realization that it

was twenty to seven, I waked Louise, who got some breakfast for me.

I did not wake Dick and was rather glad that his sleeping gave me an

excuse not to say goodbye to him. It is easier so. I have left them

all alone in the flat, just those two. If Louise died in the night how

would anybody know, and how would Dick get out or make anyone hear?

These are not things to think of. Providence will, I know, take care of

me to the end.

We drove to a railway station that was like an opera house and heated.

What civilization--! I should think the poor would come in there to

get out of the cold. Perhaps they’re not allowed; or perhaps like me,

they prefer air. We caught the 8:05 train to Pittsburgh. A ten hour

journey. The train was very comfortable and I slept most of the way

and ate nothing, being thankful for the rest from food. I read most of

“Men and Steel” by Mary Heaton Vorse, published by my publisher. It is

very powerful, and conveys its force through its great simplicity and

crispness of style. It impressed me tremendously but I wished I had not

read it as it forms my judgment for me before I even arrive.

These are some of the facts: “72% of all steel workers are below the

level set by government experts as minimum of comfort level set for

families of five,” which means that three-quarters of the steel workers

cannot earn enough for an American standard of living. “In 1919 the

undivided surplus was $493,048,201.93, or $13,000,000 more than the

total wage and salary expenditures” of the U. S. Steel Corporation.

I cannot take in economics; if I discussed this with a capitalist I

should have refuting statistics thrown at my head and I wouldn’t take

it in. But I wonder why it is, that, crudely and ignorantly, I always

feel the workers’ point of view, rather than the employers.

At 6:50, on my arrival, I was received by Mr. and Mrs. Robinson and

their son, who are managers in the firm of Heinz Pickles, 57 varieties!

Emil Fuchs, who is doing a Heinz memorial, told them I was coming.

They had a car and drove me to the William Penn Hotel. I refused

their invitation to dinner as I felt rather tired. After dinner some

reporters came to see me in my room. Oh, I am so weary of the same

questions about Lenin and Trotzky! I wish I dared tell them what I

really think.

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