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Hearing those words, that foremost of monkeys, skilled in speech, was

greatly delighted and again addressed Sita in the following words,--"O

worshipful lady, O thou of an auspicious presence, what thou hast said,

speaks well for a feminine nature and the modesty of a chaste damsel.

And because thou art a female, thou art not capable of crossing on my

back, the main extending over a thousand leagues. The second argument--I

shall not touch any other person's body than Rama's, which thou hast

produced, O Janaki! O thou gifted with modesty! truly becometh thee, who

art the spouse of that high-souled one. Who else than thee, O worshipful

one, can give expression to such words? Truly shall Kakutstha hear from

the beginning to the end, O worshipful dame, of thy actions before me,

and all thou hast said. For many reasons, I gave vent to such words, O

lady,--I am anxious to compass Rama's end, and my heart is melted with

affection. It is very difficult to enter this city of Lanka, it is

equally hard to cross over the main --but I am capable of doing all

these, and hence I gave utterance to all those words. I wish to take

thee even today to the descendant of Raghu. It is for my devotion unto

him and regard for thee that I said so and for nothing else. If thou

dost not wish to go with me, O thou of a blameless person, do thou give

me such a token as might create Raghava's confidence." Being thus

accosted by Hanuman, Sita resembling the daughter of a celestial, spoke,

gently, words with their letters strung on the vapour of grief,--"Do

thou mention unto my dear lord (in my words) what had happened unto me

while living in the hermitage at the foot of the mount _Pratyanga_,

situate on the north-east of Chitrakuta, abounding in roots, fruits and

water. 'At no distance from that place frequented by the ascetics flowed

the sacred stream Mandakini. While ranging in that woodland fragrant

with the odour of many flowers, thou, having thy person wet in

consequence of thy sport in the water, didst sit on my lap. A crow, at

that time, longing to feed on my flesh, tore my breast With its beak.

And I threatened it with a pebble. But it continued tearing my breast as

if it sat there to feed on my flesh and therefore did not fly off. Being

enraged with that bird, as I tried to tighten the cloth around my waist,

it gave way a little, and thou, rising up from thy seat and looking at

me, didst laugh over it. And I was greatly enraged with thy laughter and

ashamed, and, being wounded by the crow, I approached thee. Thereupon,

tired as I was, I sat on thy lap, and, exercised with ire, I was

consoled by thee laughing. Now I, having my countenance bathed in tears,

gently rubbed my eyes. And I was seen by thee, O my lord, in that wise,

greatly enraged with the crow. O Raghava, I slept for sometime, at thy

lap, out of exhaustion, and thyself in turn, slept at mine, O elder

brother of Bharata. In the meantime, that crow again suddenly

approaching, tore my breast with its beak, as I awoke and was rising up

from thy lap, O Raghava. Thereupon Raghava awoke with the shedding of

blood. Beholding my breast wounded, that larged-armed hero wroth like a

serpent, sighing, said,--O thou having thighs like the trunk of an

elephant, by whom hath thy breast been wounded? Who wants to play with

an angry five-hooded serpent?--Thereupon, casting his looks around, he

espied the crow, sitting in my front with its claws besmeared with

blood. That crow, best of birds, was the son of the lord of the

celestials in disguise. And gifted with air-like velocity, he speedily

entered inside the earth. Thereupon that large-eyed hero, best of the

intelligent, with his eyes whirling with ire, resolved to destroy that

crow. And taking a blade of _Kuca_ off his seat, he tied it to a

_Brahma_ weapon. And that blade, facing the bird, appeared with its

flaming face, like the fire that would destroy the world. And he hurled

that burning blade at the crow. And it pursued the crow high up in the

welkin. Being thus pursued, that crow, in order to save himself,

traversed various regions. And being then renounced by his father

(Indra) and the great ascetics, he, ranging the three worlds, at last

resorted to his (Rama's) shelter. And, placing himself on the earth, he

sought his shelter, and Kakutstha, out of mercy, saved him, albeit

worthy of being killed. And he spoke unto him, greatly famished, of a

pale countenance and lying on the earth,--It is impossible to render

this _Brahma_ weapon fruitless. Therefore, do thou speak (as to what is

to be done.)--He then destroyed the right eye of the crow. Having given

up his eye, he saved himself. Then bowing unto Rama as well as king

Dacaratha, the crow, liberated by that hero, went to his own abode.

'Thou hadst on my behalf discharged the Brahma weapon even at a crow.

Why then, O lord of earth, dost thou forbear him who had carried me off

from thee? O foremost of men, do thou dispense unto me thy kindness

capable of inspiring hope. O lord, possessing a lord in thee, I (now)

appear as if I had none. That kindness is a prime virtue--I have heard

even from thee; and I know that thou art exceedingly energetic and

possessed of great strength and high courage,--unfettered by

considerations of time and space, incapable of being agitated, thou in

gravity resemblest the ocean, and like unto that lord of the earth

furnished with seas--Vasava. O Raghava, being thus the foremost of those

acquainted with weapons, powerful, and possessed of strength, wherefore

dost thou not direct thy weapon against the Rakshasas?' Neither _Nagas_,

nor Gandharbas, nor the gods, nor the Maruts, are competent to resist

the onset of Rama in battle. If that puissant one still retains any

regard for me, why doth he not by means of sharpened shafts make root

and branch work with the Rakshasas? And why, taking the permission of

his brother, that repressor of foes, the heroic Lakshmana gifted with

great strength, doth not deliver me? If those foremost of men be indeed

equal to Indra and the Wind, and incapable of being repressed even by

the celestials, wherefore do they disregard me? Surely I must be guilty

of some great crime, since although capable, those subduers of enemies

do not look at me.' Hearing Vaidehi's piteous words uttered with tearful

eyes, that leader of monkey-bands, the exceedingly energetic Hanuman,

said,--"O exalted one, I swear by truth, Rama turneth away his

countenance (from every work) in consequence of grief for thee. And Rama

being seized with sorrow, Lakshmana burns in grief. Now that I have been

able to obtain a sight of thee, this is no season for sorrow. O

auspicious one, even now thou shalt witness the end of this woe. Filled

with hope from my sight of thee, those foremost of persons, those mighty

princes, shall reduce the worlds to ashes. And, O thou of expansive

eyes, slaying in battle the wicked Ravana with his allies, Raghava shall

take thee back to his palace. Now tell me what I shall communicate unto

Raghava, and the highly powerful Lakshmana, and the energetic Sugriva,

and all the assembled monkeys." Thus addressed, Sita again spoke unto

him, saying,--Do thou on my behalf, bowing down the head, enquire after

the welfare of that protector of men whom Kaucalya hath brought forth.

Do thou on my behalf, and on account of my words, enquire after the

welfare of him, who, renouncing wreaths and gems of all kinds, and

beloved damsels possessed of transcendent beauty, and wealth such as is

difficult to obtain on this spacious earth; and who, honoring and bowing

unto his father and mother, followed Rama,--in whom Sumitra hath an

excellent son,--of that righteous one, who, espousing the cause of his

brother, renouncing choice happiness, followeth his brother to the

forest, ministering unto him; who is lion-shouldered, long-armed,

intelligent, and of a prepossessing presence; who beareth himself

towards Rama as if he were his sire, and towards me, as if I were his

mother; of that heroic Lakshmana who did not know when I was ravished

away;--the servant of the elders, crowned with auspiciousness,--who is

competent and reineth in his tongue; who is the foremost of those dear

unto the king's son,[358] and worthy of my father-in-law; who is dearer

[unto Rama) than even my own self; of Lakshmana, brother into Rama; that

energetic one who undertaketh even such tasks as he is not equal to, and

seeing whom Raghava hath forgotten his deceased sire[359],--him for the

sake of my words, thou must ask as to his welfare. Lakshmana is always

mild and pure, and dear unto Rama. Do thou speak to him so, that, O best

of monkeys, he may remove my miseries. O leader of monkey-bands, do thou

bring about success on this undertaking. From this preliminary endeavour

of thine, Raghava shall take pains on my behalf.--This also shalt thou

say again and again unto that hero--my lord,--'O son of Dacaratha, I

shall keep on this life for another month; and this I swear unto thee by

truth that I will not live beyond this month. O hero, even as Vishnu

rescued Kauciki from the nether regions,[360] it behoveth thee to rescue

me, who have ignominiously been confined by the impious Ravana."--

Thereupon, saying,--"Hand this unto Raghava," Sita gave to Hanuman a

noble and excellent jewel for the head[361], which was tied up in her

attire. Then taking that best of gems, the hero tried to fix it on his

finger; but it did not enter into it.[362] And taking the gem, and

bowing unto Sita and going round her, that foremost of monkeys remained

by her side in humble guise. And experiencing rapture in consequence of

his seeing Sita, he mentally presented himself before Rama, and

Lakshmana graced with auspicious marks. And taking that costly and

superb gem, which by virtue of some power, king Janaka's daughter had

managed to hide (from the gaze of the Rashasis), Hanumlan, feeling

delighted like one, shaken by the wind blowing on the top of the

foremost of mountains, and then getting away from it, prepared to set

out.

[358] Rama.

[359] In consequence of the fatherly care of Lakshmana.--T.

[360] According to Kataka, Kauciki is Earth, who was rescued by Narayana

from the subterranean regions. According to Tirtha, Kauciki is

Indra's Auspiciousness, who on the occasion of the destruction of

the Asura, Vritra, took refuge in the nether regions, and was

brought back by Vishnu.--T.

[361] _Chudamani._ According to the commentator, the word means _a gem_

worn in the head.--T.

[362] Another meaning is,--"But fearing discovery on account of the

brilliance of the jewel, he desisted."--T.

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