CHAPTER XXXIV

_THE COURSE OF TRUE LOVE_

Ridgeway had been directed to the home of Mr. Henry Coleman. He was

never able to describe his emotions as he drove through the streets

toward that most important place in all the world at that hour. The cab

drew up in front of the rather pretentious home and he stepped forth,

dazed and uncertain, his knees stiff, his eyes set. Had some one shouted

"Run!" he would have fled with his resolution.

Every window in the home seemed to present Grace Vernon's glad face to

his misty eyes; she was in there somewhere, he knew, waiting as she had

been waiting for a whole year.

Slowly he mounted the steps and stood before the screen door. After what

seemed an hour of deliberation, during which he sought to resurrect the

courage that had died, he timidly tapped on the casement with his

knuckles. The sound could not have been heard ten feet, yet to him it

was loud enough to wake people blocks away. There was no response and

his heart, in its cowardice, took a hopeful bound. No one at home! He

turned to leave the place, fearing that some one might appear to admit

him before he could retreat. At the top of the steps he paused,

reasoning that if no one was at home he could at least rap again. His

conscience would be easier for the extra effort. He rapped once more,

quite boldly. A man appeared in the doorway so suddenly that he caught

his breath and put out his hand to steady himself.

The screen flew open and Henry Veath grasped him by the arms, fairly

dragging him into the hallway.

"Hugh! Hugh! Is it really you?" For a moment he stood like one suddenly

gone mad.

"Henry, I can't believe it!" gasped Ridgeway. Both of them stood looking

at one another for more than a full minute. "What a wonderful escape!"

fell hazily from the newcomer's stiff lips.

"How did you escape?" cried the other in the same breath. Pale as ghosts

they wrung each other's hands spasmodically, dazed and bewildered.

"Where is Grace?" demanded Hugh.

"She is out just at present," said the other slowly and with an effort.

"Come in and sit down. She will be here presently." He staggered as he

drew back.

"Has--has my sister given up all hope of ever seeing me again?" said

Ridgeway. Their hands were still clasped.

"Miss Vernon feared that you were lost, Hugh," said Veath. A cold

perspiration was showing itself on his brow. "She has told me all. How

ill and white you look. Sit down here and I'll get you some wine."

"Never mind, old man. I'm well enough. When will she return? Great

heaven, man, I can't wait!" He sank limply into a chair. His

companion's heart was freezing.

"Be calm, old friend. She shall be sent for at once."

"Break it to her gently, Veath, break it to her gently," murmured Hugh.

Veath excused himself and left the room. In the hall, out of Hugh's

sight, he stopped, clenched his hands, closed his eyes and shivered as

if his blood had turned to ice. Presently he returned to the room,

having gone no farther than the hall.

"I have sent for her," he said in a strange voice.

Grace was coming down stairs when Veath admitted Hugh. Startled and

almost completely prostrated, she fell back, where Veath found her when

he went to announce the news. Finally, with throbbing heart, she crept

to the curtain that hung in the door between the parlors and peered

through at the two men. Ridgeway was standing in the centre of the room,

nervously handling a book that lay on the table. His face was white and

haggard; his tall, straight figure was stooped and lifeless. Veath stood

on the opposite side of the table, just as pale and just as discomposed.

"Does she often speak of me?" she heard Hugh ask hoarsely. The other did

not answer at once.

"Frequently, Hugh, of course," he said finally.

"And--do--you--think she--she loves me as much as ever?" There was fear

in his voice; but poor Grace could only distinguish pathetic eagerness.

Veath was silent, his hands clasped behind his back, his throat closed

as by a vise. "Why don't you answer? Does she still love me?"

Grace glanced at the drawn face of Henry Veath and saw there the

struggle that was going on in his mind. With a cry she tore aside the

curtains and rushed into the room, confronting the questioner and the

questioned.

"Grace!" gasped the former, staggering back as if from the effect of a

mighty blow. Through his dizzy brain an instant later shot the necessity

for action of some kind. There stood Grace, swaying before him, ready to

fall. She loved him! He must clasp her to his heart as if he loved her.

This feeble impulse forced him forward, his arms extended. "Don't be

afraid, dear. I am not a ghost!"

Veath dropped into a chair near the window, and closed his eyes, his

ears, his heart.

"Oh, Hugh, Hugh," the girl moaned, putting her hands over her face, even

as he clasped her awkwardly, half-heartedly in his arms. He was saying

distressedly to himself: "She loves me! I cannot break her heart!"

Neither moved for a full minute, and then Hugh drew her hands from her

eyes, his heart full of pity.

"Grace, look at me," he said. "Are you happy?"

Their eyes met and there was no immediate answer. What each saw in the

eyes of the other was strange and puzzling. She saw something like

hopeless dread, struggling to suppress itself beneath a glassy film; he

saw pitiful fear, sorrow, shame, everything but the glad lovelight he

had expected. If their hearts had been cold before, they were

freezing now.

"Happy?" she managed to articulate. "Happy?"

"Yes, happy," he repeated as witlessly.

"Don't look at me, Hugh. Don't! I cannot bear it," she wailed

frantically, again placing her hands over her eyes. His arms dropped

from their unwilling position and he gasped in amazement.

"What is it, Grace? What is the matter? What is it, Veath?" he gasped.

She sank to her knees on the floor and sobbed.

"Oh, Hugh! I am not worthy to be loved by you." He tried to lift her to

her feet, absolutely dumb with amazement. "Don't! Don't! Let me lie here

till you are gone. I can't bear to have you see my face again.

"Grace!" he cried blankly.

"Oh, if I had been drowned this could have been avoided. Why don't you

say something, Henry? I cannot tell him." Veath could only shake his

head in response to Ridgeway's look of amazed inquiry.

"Is she mad?" groaned the returned lover.

"Mad? No, I am not mad," she cried shrilly, desperately. "Hugh, I know I

will break your heart, but I must tell you. I cannot deceive you. I

cannot be as I once was to you."

"Cannot be--deceived me--once was--" murmured he, bewildered.

"While I mourned for you as dead I learned to love another. Forgive me,

forgive me!" It was more than a minute before he could grasp the full

extent of her confession and he could not believe his ears.

Gradually his mind emerged from its oblivion and the joy that rushed to

his heart passed into every vein in his body. At his feet the unhappy

girl; at the window the rigid form of the man to whom he knew her love

had turned; in the centre of this tableau he stood, his head erect, his

lungs full, his face aglow.

"Say you will forgive me, Hugh. You would not want me, knowing what you

do."

"For Heaven's sake, Hugh," began Veath; but the words choked him.

"So you love another," said Hugh slowly, and cleverly concealing his

elation at the unexpected change in the situation. He was not without a

sense of humor, and forgetting, for the moment, the seriousness of her

revelation, he could not resist the temptation to play the martyr.

"My dear girl," he went on with mock gravity, "I would sacrifice my life

to see you happy! Whoever he may be, I give you to him. Be happy,

Grace;" and with decided histrionic ability concluded heart-brokenly:

"Forget Hugh Ridgeway!"

A portrait of a buxom lady hanging on the wall received the full benefit

of his dejected glance; and she could have told the unhappy lovers that

the wretched man had winked at her most audaciously.

"When are you to be married?" he resumed solemnly.

"To-night," she choked out, then added quickly:

"But I won't, Hugh--I won't marry him if you say--"

"Not for the world! You must marry him, Grace, and I'll bless you," he

interrupted quickly, even eagerly. Then there came a new thought: "Tell

me truly, do you love him better than you loved me?"

"I love him better than the world!"

"Thank God!" exclaimed the discarded lover devoutly. "Give me your hand,

Henry, old man--there is no one in all the world whom I'd rather see get

her than you. You saved her and you deserve her. Take her and be good to

her, that's all I ask; and think of me once in a while, won't you?

you? Good-by."

Without waiting for an answer he broke away, as if starting for the

hall.

"Please don't go away like that!"

The cry of anguish came from Grace, and she threw herself sobbing on

Veath's breast.

Hugh turned like a flash. Contrition and the certainty of his power to

dispel her grief showed plainly in his face.

"Don't cry, Grace dear," he begged, going over to them. "I was only

fooling, dear. I'm not a bit unhappy." Grace looked up wonderingly at

him through her tears. "You must take me for a brute," he stumbled on

penitently. "You see--you see--er--the fact is, I'm in love myself." He

did not know he could be so embarrassed. Veath actually staggered, and

the girl's tear-stained face and blinking eyes were suddenly lifted

from the broad breast, to be turned, in mute surprise, upon the speaker.

"What did you say?" she gasped.

"I'm in love--the very worst way," he hurried on, fingering his cap.

"And not with me?" she cried, as if it were beyond belief.

"Well, you see, I--I thought you were drowned--couldn't blame me for

that, could you? So--I--she was awfully good and sweet and--by George!

I'd like to know how a fellow could help it! You don't know how happy I

am that you are in love with Veath, and you don't know how happy it will

make her. We were to have been married a week ago but--" he gulped and

could not go on.

Grace's eyes were sparkling, her voice was trembling with joy as she

cried, running to his side:

"Is it really true--really true? Oh, how happy I am! I was afraid you

would--"

"And I was equally afraid that you might--Whoop!" exploded Hugh, unable

to restrain his riotous glee a second longer. Clasping her in his arms,

he kissed her fervently; and all three joining hands, danced about the

room like children, each so full of delight that there was no possible

means of expressing it, except by the craziest of antics.

"But who is she?" broke out Grace excitedly, as soon as she could catch

her breath.

"And where is she--can't we see her?" put in Veath, slapping Hugh

insanely on the back.

"She's a goddess!" burst out Hugh, grabbing his cap and running out of

the room, shouting hilariously: "Follow on, both of you, to the hotel,

and see me worship at her shrine!"

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