CHAPTER XVIII. THIRD QUESTION--WHAT WAS HIS MOTIVE?

THE first question (Did the Woman Die Poisoned?) had been answered,

positively. The second question (Who Poisoned Her?) had been answered,

apparently. There now remained the third and final question--What was

His Motive? The first evidence called in answer to that inquiry was the

evidence of relatives and friends of the dead wife.

Lady Brydehaven, widow of Rear-Admiral Sir George Brydehaven, examined

by Mr. Drew (counsel for the Crown with the Lord Advocate), gave

evidence as follows:

“The deceased lady (Mrs. Eustace Macallan) was my niece. She was the

only child of my sister, and she lived under my roof after the time of

her mother’s death. I objected to her marriage, on grounds which were

considered purely fanciful and sentimental by her other friends. It is

extremely painful to me to state the circumstances in public, but I am

ready to make the sacrifice if the ends of justice require it.

“The prisoner at the bar, at the time of which I am now speaking, was

staying as a guest in my house. He met with an accident while he was

out riding which caused a serious injury to one of his legs. The leg had

been previously hurt while he was serving with the army in India. This

circumstance tended greatly to aggravate the injury received in the

accident. He was confined to a recumbent position on a sofa for many

weeks together; and the ladies in the house took it in turns to sit with

him, and while away the weary time by reading to him and talking to him.

My niece was foremost among these volunteer nurses. She played admirably

on the piano; and the sick man happened--most unfortunately, as the

event proved--to be fond of music.

“The consequences of the perfectly innocent intercourse thus begun were

deplorable consequences for my niece. She became passionately attached

to Mr. Eustace Macallan, without awakening any corresponding affection

on his side.

“I did my best to interfere, delicately and usefully, while it was still

possible to interfere with advantage. Unhappily, my niece refused

to place any confidence in me. She persistently denied that she was

actuated by any warmer feeling toward Mr. Macallan than a feeling of

friendly interest. This made it impossible for me to separate them

without openly acknowledging my reason for doing so, and thus producing

a scandal which might have affected my niece’s reputation. My husband

was alive at that time; and the one thing I could do under the

circumstances was the thing I did. I requested him to speak privately

to Mr. Macallan, and to appeal to his honor to help us out of the

difficulty without prejudice to my niece.

“Mr. Macallan behaved admirably. He was still helpless. But he made an

excuse for leaving us which it was impossible to dispute. In two days

after my husband had spoken to him he was removed from the house.

“The remedy was well intended; but it came too late, and it utterly

failed. The mischief was done. My niece pined away visibly; neither

medical help nor change of air and scene did anything for her. In

course of time--after Mr. Macallan had recovered from the effects of his

accident--I found that she was carrying on a clandestine correspondence

with him by means of her maid. His letters, I am bound to say, were most

considerately and carefully written. Nevertheless, I felt it my duty to

stop the correspondence.

“My interference--what else could I do but interfere?--brought matters

to a crisis. One day my niece was missing at breakfast-time. The next

day we discovered that the poor infatuated creature had gone to Mr.

Macallan’s chambers in London, and had been found hidden in his bedroom

by some bachelor friends who came to visit him.

“For this disaster Mr. Macallan was in no respect to blame. Hearing

footsteps outside, he had only time to take measures for saving her

character by concealing her in the nearest room--and the nearest room

happened to be his bedchamber. The matter was talked about, of course,

and motives were misinterpreted in the vilest manner. My husband

had another private conversation with Mr. Macallan. He again behaved

admirably. He publicly declared that my niece had visited him as his

betrothed wife. In a fortnight from that time he silenced scandal in the

one way that was possible--he married her.

“I was alone in opposing the marriage. I thought it at the time what it

has proved to be since--a fatal mistake.

“It would have been sad enough if Mr. Macallan had only married her

without a particle of love on his side. But to make the prospect more

hopeless still, he was at that very time the victim of a misplaced

attachment to a lady who was engaged to another man. I am well aware

that he compassionately denied this, just as he compassionately affected

to be in love with my niece when he married her. But his hopeless

admiration of the lady whom I have mentioned was a matter of fact

notorious among his friends. It may not be amiss to add that _her_

marriage preceded _his_ marriage. He had irretrievably lost the woman

he really loved--he was without a hope or an aspiration in life--when he

took pity on my niece.

“In conclusion, I can only repeat that no evil which could have happened

(if she had remained a single woman) would have been comparable, in

my opinion, to the evil of such a marriage as this. Never, I sincerely

believe, were two more ill-assorted persons united in the bonds of

matrimony than the prisoner at the bar and his deceased wife.”

The evidence of this witness produced a strong sensation among

the audience, and had a marked effect on the minds of the jury.

Cross-examination forced Lady Brydehaven to modify some of her opinions,

and to acknowledge that the hopeless attachment of the prisoner to

another woman was a matter of rumor only. But the facts in her narrative

remained unshaken, and, for that one reason, they invested the crime

charged against the prisoner with an appearance of possibility, which it

had entirely failed to assume during the earlier part of the Trial.

Two other ladies (intimate friends of Mrs. Eustace Macallan) were

called next. They differed from Lady Brydehaven in their opinions on the

propriety of the marriage but on all the material points they supported

her testimony, and confirmed the serious impression which the first

witness had produced on every person in Court.

The next evidence which the prosecution proposed to put in was the

silent evidence of the letters and the Diary found at Gleninch.

In answer to a question from the Bench, the Lord Advocate stated that

the letters were written by friends of the prisoner and his deceased

wife, and that passages in them bore directly on the terms on which the

two associated in their married life. The Diary was still more valuable

as evidence. It contained the prisoner’s daily record of domestic

events, and of the thoughts and feelings which they aroused in him at

the time.

A most painful scene followed this explanation.

Writing, as I do, long after the events took place, I still cannot

prevail upon myself to describe in detail what my unhappy husband said

and did at this distressing period of the Trial. Deeply affected

while Lady Brydehaven was giving her evidence, he had with difficulty

restrained himself from interrupting her. He now lost all control

over his feelings. In piercing tones, which rang through the Court,

he protested against the contemplated violation of his own most sacred

secrets and his wife’s most sacred secrets. “Hang me, innocent as I am!”

he cried, “but spare me _that!_” The effect of this terrible outbreak on

the audience is reported to have been indescribable. Some of the women

present were in hysterics. The Judges interfered from the Bench,

but with no good result. Quiet was at length restored by the Dean of

Faculty, who succeeded in soothing the prisoner, and who then addressed

the Judges, pleading for indulgence to his unhappy client in most

touching and eloquent language. The speech, a masterpiece of impromptu

oratory, concluded with a temperate yet strongly urged protest against

the reading of the papers discovered at Gleninch.

The three Judges retired to consider the legal question submitted to

them. The sitting was suspended for more than half an hour.

As usual in such cases, the excitement in the Court communicated itself

to the crowd outside in the street. The general opinion here--led, as it

was supposed, by one of the clerks or other inferior persons connected

with the legal proceedings--was decidedly adverse to the prisoner’s

chance of escaping a sentence of death. “If the letters and the Diary

are read,” said the brutal spokesman of the mob, “the letters and the

Diary will hang him.”

On the return of the Judges into Court, it was announced that they had

decided, by a majority of two to one, on permitting the documents in

dispute to be produced in evidence. Each of the Judges, in turn, gave

his reasons for the decision at which he had arrived. This done, the

Trial proceeded. The reading of the extracts from the letters and the

extracts from the Diary began.

The first letters produced were the letters found in the Indian cabinet

in Mrs. Eustace Macallan’s room. They were addressed to the deceased

lady by intimate (female) friends of hers, with whom she was accustomed

to correspond. Three separate extracts from letters written by three

different correspondents were selected to be read in Court.

FIRST CORRESPONDENT: “I despair, my dearest Sara, of being able to tell

you how your last letter has distressed me. Pray forgive me if I own to

thinking that your very sensitive nature exaggerates or misinterprets,

quite unconsciously, of course, the neglect that you experience at the

hands of your husband. I cannot say anything about _his_ peculiarities

of character, because I am not well enough acquainted with him to know

what they are. But, my dear, I am much older than you, and I have had a

much longer experience than yours of what somebody calls ‘the lights and

shadows of married life.’ Speaking from that experience, I must tell you

what I have observed. Young married women, like you, who are devotedly

attached to their husbands, are apt to make one very serious mistake. As

a rule, they all expect too much from their husbands. Men, my poor Sara,

are not like _us._ Their love, even when it is quite sincere, is not

like our love. It does not last as it does with us. It is not the

one hope and one thought of their lives, as it is with us. We have no

alternative, even when we most truly respect and love them, but to make

allowance for this difference between the man’s nature and the woman’s.

I do not for one moment excuse your husband’s coldness. He is wrong,

for example, in never looking at you when he speaks to you, and in

never noticing the efforts that you make to please him. He is worse than

wrong--he is really cruel, if you like--in never returning your kiss

when you kiss him. But, my dear, are you quite sure that he is always

_designedly_ cold and cruel? May not his conduct be sometimes the

result of troubles and anxieties which weigh on his mind, and which are

troubles and anxieties that you cannot share? If you try to look at his

behavior in this light, you will understand many things which puzzle

and pain you now. Be patient with him, my child. Make no complaints,

and never approach him with your caresses at times when his mind is

preoccupied or his temper ruffled. This may be hard advice to follow,

loving him as ardently as you do. But, rely on it, the secret of

happiness for us women is to be found (alas! only too often) in such

exercise of restraint and resignation as your old friend now recommends.

Think, my dear, over what I have written, and let me hear from you

again.”

SECOND CORRESPONDENT: “How can you be so foolish, Sara, as to waste your

love on such a cold-blooded brute as your husband seems to be? To be

sure, I am not married yet, or perhaps I should not be so surprised at

you. But I shall be married one of these days, and if my husband ever

treat me as Mr. Macallan treats you, I shall insist on a separation. I

declare, I think I would rather be actually beaten, like the women among

the lower orders, than be treated with the polite neglect and contempt

which you describe. I burn with indignation when I think of it. It must

be quite insufferable. Don’t bear it any longer, my poor dear. Leave

him, and come and stay with me. My brother is a lawyer, as you know. I

read to him portions of your letter, and he is of opinion that you might

get what he calls a judicial separation. Come and consult him.”

THIRD CORRESPONDENT: “YOU know, my dear Mrs. Macallan, what _my_

experience of men has been. Your letter does not surprise me in the

least. Your husband’s conduct to you points to one conclusion. He is in

love with some other woman. There is Somebody in the dark, who gets from

him everything that he denies to you. I have been through it all--and I

know! Don’t give way. Make it the business of your life to find out who

the creature is. Perhaps there may be more than one of them. It doesn’t

matter. One or many, if you can only discover them, you may make his

existence as miserable to him as he makes your existence to you. If you

want my experience to help you, say the word, and it is freely at your

service. I can come and stay with you at Gleninch any time after the

fourth of next month.”

With those abominable lines the readings from the letters of the women

came to an end. The first and longest of the Extracts produced the

most vivid impression in Court. Evidently the writer was in this case

a worthy and sensible person. It was generally felt, however, that all

three of the letters, no matter how widely they might differ in tone,

justified the same conclusion. The wife’s position at Gleninch (if the

wife’s account of it were to be trusted) was the position of a neglected

and an unhappy woman.

The correspondence of the prisoner, which had been found, with his

Diary, in the locked bed-table drawer, was produced next. The letters in

this case were with one exception all written by men. Though the tone of

them was moderation itself as compared with the second and third of the

women’s letters, the conclusion still pointed the same way. The life of

the husband at Gleninch appeared to be just as intolerable as the life

of the wife.

For example, one of the prisoner’s male friends wrote inviting him to

make a yacht voyage around the world. Another suggested an absence

of six months on the Continent. A third recommended field-sports and

fishing. The one object aimed at by all the writers was plainly to

counsel a separation, more or less plausible and more or less complete,

between the married pair.

The last letter read was addressed to the prisoner in a woman’s

handwriting, and was signed by a woman’s Christian name only.

“Ah, my poor Eustace, what a cruel destiny is ours!” the letter began.

“When I think of your life, sacrificed to that wretched woman, my heart

bleeds for you. If _we_ had been man and wife--if it had been _my_

unutterable happiness to love and cherish the best, the dearest of

men--what a paradise of our own we might have lived in! what delicious

hours we might have known! But regret is vain; we are separated in this

life--separated by ties which we both mourn, and yet which we must both

respect. My Eustace, there is a world beyond this. There our souls will

fly to meet each other, and mingle in one long heavenly embrace--in

a rapture forbidden to us on earth. The misery described in your

letter--oh, why, why did you marry her?--has wrung this confession of

feeling from me. Let it comfort you, but let no other eyes see it. Burn

my rashly written lines, and look (as I look) to the better life which

you may yet share with your own

“HELENA.”

The reading of this outrageous letter provoked a question from the

Bench. One of the Judges asked if the writer had attached any date or

address to her letter.

In answer to this the Lord Advocate stated that neither the one nor the

other appeared. The envelope showed that the letter had been posted in

London. “We propose,” the learned counsel continued, “to read certain

passages from the prisoner’s Diary, in which the name signed at the

end of the letter occurs more than once; and we may possibly find other

means of identifying the writer, to the satisfaction of your lordships,

before the Trial is over.”

The promised passages from my husband’s private Diary were now read. The

first extract related to a period of nearly a year before the date of

Mrs. Eustace Macallan’s death. It was expressed in these terms:

“News, by this morning’s post, which has quite overwhelmed me. Helena’s

husband died suddenly two days since of heart-disease. She is free--my

beloved Helena is free! And I?

“I am fettered to a woman with whom I have not a single feeling in

common. Helena is lost to me, by my own act. Ah! I can understand now,

as I never understood before, how irresistible temptation can be, and

how easily sometimes crime may follow it. I had better shut up these

leaves for the night. It maddens me to no purpose to think of my

position or to write of it.”

The next passage, dated a few days later, dwelt on the same subject.

“Of all the follies that a man can commit, the greatest is acting on

impulse. I acted on impulse when I married the unfortunate creature who

is now my wife.

“Helena was then lost to me, as I too hastily supposed. She had married

the man to whom she rashly engaged herself before she met with me. He

was younger than I, and, to all appearance, heartier and stronger

than I. So far as I could see, my fate was sealed for life. Helena had

written her farewell letter, taking leave of me in this world for good.

My prospects were closed; my hopes had ended. I had not an aspiration

left; I had no necessity to stimulate me to take refuge in work. A

chivalrous action, an exertion of noble self-denial, seemed to be all

that was left to me, all that I was fit for.

“The circumstances of the moment adapted themselves, with a fatal

facility, to this idea. The ill-fated woman who had become attached to

me (Heaven knows--without so much as the shadow of encouragement on my

part!) had, just at that time, rashly placed her reputation at the mercy

of the world. It rested with me to silence the scandalous tongues that

reviled her. With Helena lost to me, happiness was not to be expected.

All women were equally indifferent to me. A generous action would be

the salvation of this woman. Why not perform it? I married her on that

impulse--married her just as I might have jumped into the water and

saved her if she had been drowning; just as I might have knocked a man

down if I had seen him ill-treating her in the street!

“And now the woman for whom I have made this sacrifice stands between me

and my Helena--my Helena, free to pour out all the treasures of her love

on the man who adores the earth that she touches with her foot!

“Fool! madman! Why don’t I dash out my brains against the wall that I

see opposite to me while I write these lines?

“My gun is there in the corner. I have only to tie a string to the

trigger and to put the muzzle to my mouth--No! My mother is alive; my

mother’s love is sacred. I have no right to take the life which she gave

me. I must suffer and submit. Oh, Helena! Helena!”

The third extract--one among many similar passages--had been written

about two months before the death of the prisoner’s wife.

“More reproaches addressed to me! There never was such a woman for

complaining; she lives in a perfect atmosphere of ill-temper and

discontent.

“My new offenses are two in number: I never ask her to play to me now;

and when she puts on a new dress expressly to please me, I never notice

it. Notice it! Good Heavens! The effort of my life is _not_ to notice

her in anything she does or says. How could I keep my temper, unless I

kept as much as possible out of the way of private interviews with

her? And I do keep my temper. I am never hard on her; I never use harsh

language to her. She has a double claim on my forbearance---she is

a woman, and the law has made her my wife. I remember this; but I am

human. The less I see of her--except when visitors are present--the

more certain I can feel of preserving my self-control.

“I wonder what it is that makes her so utterly distasteful to me? She

is a plain woman; but I have seen uglier women than she whose caresses

I could have endured without the sense of shrinking that comes over me

when I am obliged to submit to _her_ caresses. I keep the feeling hidden

from her. She loves me, poor thing--and I pity her. I wish I could do

more; I wish I could return in the smallest degree the feeling with

which she regards me. But no--I can only pity her. If she would

be content to live on friendly terms with me, and never to exact

demonstrations of tenderness, we might get on pretty well. But she wants

love. Unfortunate creature, she wants love!

“Oh, my Helena! I have no love to give her. My heart is yours.

“I dreamed last night that this unhappy wife of mine was dead. The dream

was so vivid that I actually got out of my bed and opened the door of

her room and listened.

“Her calm, regular breathing was distinctly audible in the stillness of

the night. She was in a deep sleep: I closed the door again and lighted

my candle and read. Helena was in all my thoughts; it was hard work to

fix my attention on the book. But anything was better than going to bed

again, and dreaming perhaps for the second time that I too was free.

“What a life mine is! what a life my wife’s is! If the house were to

take fire, I wonder whether I should make an effort to save myself or to

save her?”

The last two passages read referred to later dates still.

“A gleam of brightness has shone over this dismal existence of mine at

last.

“Helena is no longer condemned to the seclusion of widowhood. Time

enough has passed to permit of her mixing again in society. She is

paying visits to friends in our part of Scotland; and, as she and I are

cousins, it is universally understood that she cannot leave the North

without also spending a few days at my house. She writes me word

that the visit, however embarrassing it may be to us privately, is

nevertheless a visit that must be made for the sake of appearances.

Blessings on appearances! I shall see this angel in my purgatory--and

all because Society in Mid-Lothian would think it strange that my cousin

should be visiting in my part of Scotland and not visit Me!

“But we are to be very careful. Helena says, in so many words, ‘I come

to see you, Eustace, as a sister. You must receive me as a brother, or

not receive me at all. I shall write to your wife to propose the day

for my visit. I shall not forget--do you not forget--that it is by your

wife’s permission that I enter your house.’

“Only let me see her! I will submit to anything to obtain the

unutterable happiness of seeing her!”

The last extract followed, and consisted of these lines only:

“A new misfortune! My wife has fallen ill. She has taken to her bed with

a bad rheumatic cold, just at the time appointed for Helena’s visit

to Gleninch. But on this occasion (I gladly own it!) she has behaved

charmingly. She has written to Helena to say that her illness is not

serious enough to render a change necessary in the arrangements, and to

make it her particular request that my cousin’s visit shall take place

upon the day originally decided on.

“This is a great sacrifice made to me on my wife’s part. Jealous of

every woman under forty who comes near me, she is, of course, jealous of

Helena--and she controls herself, and trusts me!

“I am bound to show my gratitude for this and I will show it. From this

day forth I vow to live more affectionately with my wife. I tenderly

embraced her this very morning, and I hope, poor soul, she did not

discover the effort that it cost me.”

There the readings from the Diary came to an end.

The most unpleasant pages in the whole Report of the Trial were--to

me--the pages which contained the extracts from my husband’s Diary.

There were expressions here and there which not only pained me, but

which almost shook Eustace’s position in my estimation. I think I would

have given everything I possessed to have had the power of annihilating

certain lines in the Diary. As for his passionate expressions of love

for Mrs. Beauly, every one of them went through me like a sting. He had

whispered words quite as warm into my ears in the days of his courtship.

I had no reason to doubt that he truly and dearly loved me. But the

question was, Had he just as truly and dearly loved Mrs. Beauly before

me? Had she or I--won the first love of his heart? He had declared to

me over and over again that he had only fancied himself to be in love

before the day when we met. I had believed him then. I determined to

believe him still. I did believe him. But I hated Mrs. Beauly!

As for the painful impression produced in Court by the readings from

the letters and the Diary, it seemed to be impossible to increase it.

Nevertheless it _was_ perceptibly increased. In other words, it was

rendered more unfavorable still toward the prisoner by the evidence of

the next and last witness called on the part of the prosecution.

William Enzie, under-gardener at Gleninch, was sworn, and deposed as

follows:

On the twentieth of October, at eleven o’clock in the forenoon, I was

sent to work in the shrubbery, on the side next to the garden called the

Dutch Garden. There was a summer-house in the Dutch Garden, having its

back set toward the shrubbery. The day was wonderfully fine and--warm

for the time of year.

“Passing to my work, I passed the back of the summer-house. I heard

voices inside--a man’s voice and a lady’s voice. The lady’s voice was

strange to me. The man’s voice I recognized as the voice of my master.

The ground in the shrubbery was soft, and my curiosity was excited. I

stepped up to the back of the summer-house without being heard, and I

listened to what was going on inside.

“The first words I could distinguish were spoken in my master’s voice.

He said, ‘If I could only have foreseen that you might one day be free,

what a happy man I might have been!’ The lady’s voice answered, ‘Hush!

you must not talk so.’ My master said upon that, ‘I must talk of what is

in my mind; it is always in my mind that I have lost you.’ He stopped

a bit there, and then he said on a sudden, ‘Do me one favor, my angel!

Promise me not to marry again.’ The lady’s voice spoke out thereupon

sharply enough, ‘What do you mean?’ My master said, ‘I wish no harm to

the unhappy creature who is a burden on my life; but suppose--’ ‘Suppose

nothing,’ the lady said; ‘come back to the house.’

“She led the way into the garden, and turned round, beckoning my master

to join her. In that position I saw her face plainly, and I knew it for

the face of the young widow lady who was visiting at the house. She was

pointed out to me by the head-gardener when she first arrived, for the

purpose of warning me that I was not to interfere if I found her picking

the flowers. The gardens at Gleninch were shown to tourists on certain

days, and we made a difference, of course, in the matter of the flowers

between strangers and guests staying in the house. I am quite certain of

the identity of the lady who was talking with my master. Mrs. Beauly

was a comely person--and there was no mistaking her for any other than

herself. She and my master withdrew together on the way to the house. I

heard nothing more of what passed between them.”

This witness was severely cross-examined as to the correctness of his

recollection of the talk in the summer-house, and as to his capacity for

identifying both the speakers. On certain minor points he was shaken.

But he firmly asserted his accurate remembrance of the last words

exchanged between his master and Mrs. Beauly; and he personally

described the lady in terms which proved that he had corruptly

identified her.

With this the answer to the third question raised by the Trial--the

question of the prisoner’s motive for poisoning his wife--came to an

end.

The story for the prosecution was now a story told. The staunchest

friends of the prisoner in Court were compelled to acknowledge that

the evidence thus far pointed clearly and conclusively against him. He

seemed to feel this himself. When he withdrew at the close of the third

day of the Trial he was so depressed and exhausted that he was obliged

to lean on the arm of the governor of the jail.

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