CHAPTER III

While this conversation was going on, Toni, who had seen Lucie go

chasing after the butterfly, watched Captain and Madame Ravenel. Paul

had told him there was something mysterious about the pair, and Toni

was vaguely conscious of this strangeness, and felt in his childish,

ignorant way, like Paul, the charm of Madame Ravenel's touching beauty.

He heard Madame Ravenel say:

"What can have become of the child?" and Captain Ravenel got up at once

to look for her, going a little way along the path down which Lucie had

disappeared. And then a strange thing happened before Toni's eyes. A

young officer coming by, with a waxed mustache and his cap set jauntily

on the side of his head, stopped directly in front of Madame Ravenel,

and looked at her with a smile which Toni did not at all understand,

but which made Madame Ravenel's pale face flush to the roots of her

dark hair. Then the officer said, in an insolent yet insinuating voice:

"May I be permitted, Madame, to admire your beauty a little

closer?"--and sat down on the bench without any invitation, throwing

his arm around the back of it so as almost to embrace Madame Ravenel,

who started up with a cry. At that moment, Captain Ravenel appeared at

the back of the bench. He was not so big a man as the young officer,

but, catching him by his collar, he threw him sprawling on the ground,

and then deliberately stamped upon him as he lay prostrate. Madame

Ravenel stood as still as a statue. The officer sprang from the ground

and would have flown at Captain Ravenel's throat, but two other

officers passing ran toward them and separated them, and pinioned the

arms of the officer to his side. Toni heard Captain Ravenel say, as he

handed his card to one of the officers:

"I saw this man grossly insult this lady, and he shall pay for it with

his life,"--and then Madame Ravenel swayed a minute or two and fell

over in a dead faint. The two officers hurried their comrade off,

leaving Captain Ravenel alone with Madame Ravenel, who lay prone on the

grass, quite insensible.

Toni remembered having once seen a lady faint in the park, and that

some one fetched water from the fountain close by, and dashed it on

her face, but he had nothing to fetch it in, having no hat on his

head--a hat being a useless incumbrance which he only wore on those

rare Sundays when his mother dragged him to church against his earnest

protests. But there was Paul Verney's hat. Toni scampered down the path

and in two minutes had found Paul. Lucie was just leaving him, and

Toni, mysteriously beckoning to him, whispered:

"Fill your cap with water and take it to Madame Ravenel. She is lying

on the grass fainting like I saw a lady once, and somebody at that time

threw water on the lady."

Paul, with the true lover's instinct to serve those loved by his adored

one, ran to the fountain and filled his cap with water, and then flew

as fast as his legs would carry him to the place where Madame Ravenel

still lay. Most of the water was spilled over his white linen suit, but

there was enough left to revive Madame Ravenel.

"Thank you, my boy," said Captain Ravenel, as he dashed the water on

Madame Ravenel's face. Then she opened her eyes and tried to stand up.

Paul ran for more water, and came back with about a tablespoonful

left in his cap, while he himself was dripping like a water spaniel.

But Madame Ravenel, by that time, was sitting up on the bench, pale,

with her dark hair disheveled, and her hat still lying on the ground.

Captain Ravenel was supporting her.

Paul Verney, being a gentleman at twelve years of age, felt

instinctively that having done a service it was his place to retire. He

received a tremulous "Thank you" from Madame Ravenel, who then asked

anxiously of Captain Ravenel:

"Where is Lucie--what has become of the child?"

But Lucie at that moment appeared, and Paul, longing to remain and hear

more interesting stories about grown people from Lucie's cherry lips,

still felt bound to retire, which he did.

Toni, on the contrary, making no pretensions to being a gentleman, had

to see the whole thing played through. He concealed himself behind the

shrubbery, and saw with pain, but with deep interest, Madame Ravenel

weep a little--tears which Captain Ravenel tried to check. Then, in

a moment, Harper appeared and Lucie went off, her usually sparkling,

dimpling little face quite sorrowful; and then Madame Ravenel, leaning

on Captain Ravenel's arm, walked away.

Toni stood and pondered these things to himself. What queer creatures

grown people were after all! Still they were very interesting if one

got rid of all their scrapes and muddles. What did that dashing-looking

officer want to put his arm around Madame Ravenel for? Toni, reflecting

on these things, took Jacques out and asked him about them, but Jacques

replied that he knew no more about them than Toni did.

That night Toni, not being made to go to bed at eight o'clock like

Paul Verney and all other well-conducted boys, was prowling around the

garden of the commandant's house, of which the back was toward the

little street in which Madame Marcel lived. The garden gate was open,

and Toni sneaked in and seated himself on the grass, just outside the

window on the ground floor which looked into a room that was Colonel

Duquesne's study.

Toni had an object in this. There was a great clump of gooseberry

bushes under this window, and Toni loved to gorge himself on Colonel

Duquesne's gooseberries. True, he could have had all the gooseberries

he wished from his mother, but they did not have the delicious flavor

of those surreptitiously confiscated from Colonel Duquesne's garden.

Toni was afraid of the commandant, as he was afraid of the monument in

the public square and of old Marie, and of everybody, in fact, except

his mother, and Paul Verney, and little Denise, and Jacques. But he

knew the garden much better than the commandant did, and his short legs

were quick enough to save him in case any one should come out of the

house.

Toni saw, through the window, the two officers, who had separated the

other officer and Captain Ravenel, sitting in grave conversation with

the colonel.

"It is most unfortunate!" said the colonel, a grave-looking,

gray-mustached man. "What could have induced Ravenel to come to

Bienville to live? It would seem to be the last place on earth that he

and Madame Ravenel would select."

Then one of the other officers said to the colonel:

"I understand that they came here principally on account of Madame

Ravenel's health, and besides, Ravenel owns the house in which they

live. It isn't much of a house, but I hear that Delorme spent every

franc of Madame Ravenel's money, and they have nothing but this house

and Ravenel's half-pay to live on, which probably accounts for their

being in Bienville. But I must say that they have kept themselves as

much out of sight as possible."

"I knew Delorme," said the colonel, "and a more unprincipled scoundrel

never lived. It is a great pity that Ravenel didn't knock the fellow's

brains out on the day when Madame Delorme left Delorme. Nobody would

have been sorry for it. I have known both Ravenel and Madame Ravenel

for years, and they are the last people living that I should expect

to commit the folly they did, going off together and remaining two

or three weeks before they separated. It was a species of madness,

but they have paid dearly for it. I understand that Madame Ravenel is

tormented by religious scruples about her divorce."

The colonel got up from his chair and walked up and down two or three

times. The vision of Sophie Ravenel in her triumphant beauty ten years

before, and the pale conscience-stricken Sophie of to-day, overwhelmed

him. He remembered Ravenel, spirited, gay, and caring for no other than

a soldier's life, and now cut off from all comrades, his life-work

ended. Surely these two had paid the full price for their three weeks'

desperate folly, of love, shame, rapture and despair. Then awakening

suddenly to the madness of what they had done, they had separated,

not to see each other again until Delorme had obtained a divorce; and

Sophie, after having been branded as a wife who had dishonored her

husband, was married to Ravenel, who, for her sake, had sacrificed all

his worldly prospects. The colonel was a strict moralist, but in his

heart he reckoned that there were many worse people in the world than

Sophie and Ravenel. The two officers sat silent while the colonel took

a couple of turns about the room, and then he sat down and spoke again:

"But the question is--what are we to do about Creci?"

"Creci swears," said the older of the two officers, "that Madame

Ravenel smiled at him as he passed and gave him an invitation to come

and sit by her."

"I am afraid," said the colonel, in a very cold voice, as he shook the

ash from his cigar, "that Creci is mistaken."

"Mistaken!" thought Toni to himself, "Creci was lying, pure and

simple." That Toni knew, for he had seen the whole transaction.

"We are bound, under the circumstances," said Captain Merrilat, "to

take Lieutenant Creci's word for it. Naturally Madame Ravenel's word

can not be taken."

Colonel Duquesne pondered for a while, stroking his mustache, and then

said:

"Come to me in two days--I will see what can be done,"--and then, after

a little more talk, the two officers got up and went away, and Colonel

Duquesne strolled out in the garden where Toni was still behind the

gooseberry bushes.

The colonel knew the Widow Marcel's boy and disapproved of him on

general principles, but did not suspect the little scamp was hidden

behind the gooseberry bushes which the colonel passed as he walked up

and down the dark path. As he turned to pass the third time, he heard

Tom's shrill, boyish voice piping out:

"You know, Jacques, I saw it all--I was watching Captain and Madame

Ravenel, and I saw Captain Ravenel when he got up and went away--and

then the young officer came along, and Madame Ravenel wasn't looking

his way at all--she was looking down with her hands in her lap, and I

don't think she even saw the lieutenant until he came up to her quite

close and said something impudent to her, and then Madame Ravenel's

face got as red as red could be, and the lieutenant plumped himself

down as close to her as he could and threw his arm around the back of

the bench, and Madame Ravenel looked scared to death and jumped up,

and then Captain Ravenel came and caught the lieutenant by the collar

and threw him on the ground and wiped his foot on him, and you know,

Jacques, you saw that just as I did."

The colonel stopped suddenly in his walk, and looking about, saw Toni's

little black head among the gooseberry bushes. He did not see the other

boy with whom Toni was talking, but he understood well enough what Toni

meant. Then Toni kept on:

"Jacques, I tell you, Madame Ravenel wasn't even looking at the

lieutenant, and I know she hates him by the way she pushed him off when

he sat down by her."

The colonel walked around the gooseberry bushes and there sat Toni on

the ground, but Jacques, whom the colonel innocently supposed to be

another boy, was not in sight, being then in Toni's pocket.

"So, my lad," said the colonel, "you saw the fight between Captain

Ravenel and Lieutenant Creci?"

But Toni, looking up at the colonel's short, soldierly figure and

determined air, was seized with one of those sudden panics which often

overcame him. He could not have said a word to save his life, with the

colonel's keen eyes fixed on him. So, jumping up and seizing hold of

Jacques in his pocket, Toni ran as fast as his legs would take him to

the garden gate, through the narrow street, and up into his own little

attic room, and did not feel safe until he was tucked in his own bed

with Jacques under the pillow to keep him company.

It was the habit of the colonel to take a walk in the park very early

every morning directly after his breakfast coffee, and it was also

Captain Ravenel's practice to pass through the park at the same hour.

His, however, was not a pleasure stroll, but was for the purpose of

taking to the post-office some hundreds of envelopes which he addressed

every day for a pittance, with which to eke out his half-pay. The two

men had been friends in past days, although the colonel was much older

and higher in rank than Ravenel, but they passed each other morning

after morning without a word being exchanged, Ravenel gravely saluting

the colonel, and the colonel slightly returning the bow, and each man

felt a tug at his heart for the other man.

Colonel Duquesne was a great stickler for the moralities, and Ravenel's

fall had been to him a terrible shock. He understood what little

Lucie, and Paul Verney, and Toni did not understand in the least, the

particular thing which had befallen Madame Ravenel. It was the old, sad

story of a villainous husband to a sensitive and dependent woman, of a

man a thousand times better than the husband loving the wife silently,

of hearing her unjustly accused in his presence, and even suffering

the indignity of a blow. That blow drove Sophie Delorme into Ravenel's

arms. It seemed to her, in the horror and shock of the moment, as if

there were no other place for her. She could not go to her grandmother,

Madame Bernard, who had arranged the match between Sophie and Delorme

and who had shut her eyes stubbornly to the wretchedness of the

marriage. Apart from Madame Bernard, Sophie was singularly alone in the

world. Her small fortune had been squandered by Delorme. She loved

Ravenel because she could not help it, and so these two poor souls,

like goodly ships driven against each other by storms and hurricanes,

to their destruction, this man and this woman were driven together,

driven to transgress the moral law, driven by the iron hand of fate

into a position, the last on earth that would have been expected of

them.

The victory of passion and despair over honor had been brief. In three

weeks they recoiled from what they had done. Delorme had promptly begun

proceedings for a divorce and Ravenel had besought Sophie to repair

their fault as far as possible in the eyes of the world by marrying him

as soon as the decree of divorce should be granted. But Sophie was a

deeply religious woman and it seemed to her an increase of wrong-doing

to marry Ravenel. There was but one way out of it and Ravenel, by

employing one of the best ecclesiastical lawyers in France, discovered

that there were certain technicalities in the religious marriage

that Delorme had not complied with, and it was possible to have the

marriage, religious as well as civil, annulled. Only then did Sophie

consent to marry him. For her he had sacrificed his position in the

army, his standing in the world and his modest fortune, and had done it

as if it were a privilege instead of a sacrifice.

No woman of Sophie Ravenel's lofty ideals could fail to appreciate

this, but neither could she forget that she had fallen from her high

estate. However she might strive to be happy, Ravenel could not but

see that she would live and die a conscience-stricken woman. She made

no moan, however, but secretly took on herself the whole sin. Ravenel

did the same, taking on himself all the blame. And so their married

life, although sad and colorless, was one of exquisite harmony. They

led a most retired life, rarely leaving their house except for Sophie's

early visit to the church and the walk in the park in the afternoons.

Whenever she appeared on the street, as Paul often had noticed, Ravenel

was never far away, and Sophie, had any affront been offered her, had

his protection close at hand. To them one place was the same as another

and, as Colonel Duquesne had imagined, necessity had much to do with

their settling in Bienville. An officer on half-pay has not much choice

of residence, and the little old house in Bienville at least gave them

a shelter. So they had come, bringing their remorse with them, likewise

their love.

The wages of sin in their case was not luxury. They lived as poorly

as gentle people could live and exist. They kept no servant, and as

it was painful for them to have to dine at the cafés, Sophie, with

the assistance of one old woman who was still active at seventy-five,

prepared all their meals. With her own hands she made those cheap and

simple black gowns whose fit and style were the despair and admiration

of the professional dressmakers in Bienville. In this matter of her

dress and appearance, Sophie retained all the pride which had ever been

hers when she was, as little Lucie said, the gayest and best-dressed

woman in Châlons. It was a part of a duty that she owed Ravenel, for

with the fine generosity of a woman she reckoned herself much in

Ravenel's debt, and felt she should lose as few as possible of those

charms that had won him to his downfall. She never lost her appearance

of elegance, by dint of an ingenuity, little short of miraculous. She

uttered no complaining word, and no day passed over her head that she

did not tell Ravenel he was the best man in the world.

There was a wheezy old piano in the little house, and on this she

played to him the airs that had charmed him in the days at Châlons. She

was externally the most modest and reserved woman in Bienville,--and

who shall say that she was not the same in her soul? Be not too free,

you virtuous people, to condemn this poor lady; there are sinners and

sinners, if you please.

As for Captain Ravenel, his wrong-doing had placed on him, according

to his way of thinking, an obligation of a life most spotless. He had

always been, as Colonel Duquesne had said, a man of high character, but

when love and misery and fate had made him, in a way, the destroyer

of the woman he loved and respected most on earth, it raised him to

a pitch of heroic virtue. Like Sophie, no drudgery was too great for

him and when she was preparing their modest dinner, Captain Ravenel

was digging in the garden. By the labor of his own hands, he raised

the most beautiful pease, potatoes and melons that had ever been seen.

He would have worked every hour of the day, except that he felt as

Sophie did with regard to him, that he must not lose all of those

graces and habits of a gentleman which had first made her love him.

In the afternoon he dressed himself in his well-brushed frock coat

and together he and Sophie took a walk, and sat and listened to the

band playing in the park. This was their chief recreation. At night

he sat up many hours addressing those envelopes and circulars which

he took to the post-office early in the morning and for which he was

paid a pittance. Like Sophie, no complaint escaped him, and for every

protestation of love and gratitude she made to him, he returned in

twofold. They were not happy--life had no happiness to give two souls

like theirs, situated as they were--but they would have died if they

had been torn apart.

[Illustration: "Not daring so much as to lift her eyes to the altar."]

It was a portion of Sophie's self-imposed punishment that she should

never go fully into a church, halting, as Paul Verney had noticed, just

within the door, and, like the publican, not daring so much as to lift

her eyes to the altar, but calling herself a sinner and feeling herself

to be the greatest sinner on earth. Another part of her punishment was

the separation from Lucie, the little half-sister whom she had attended

from the hour of her birth with a mother's care, and toward whom she

had taken a mother's place. But she made no complaint of this, nor of

anything else; and when Lucie, by her own ingenuity, had contrived to

come back to her, it brought a gleam of joy into Sophie's life such as

she had never expected to feel again.

Madame Bernard remained unforgiving. As Lucie had truly said, although

as stern and uncompromising in looks as the monument in the public

square at Bienville and old Marie who sat on the bench and knitted

sternly, Madame Bernard was, at heart, a greater coward about people

than little Toni. She knew if she once saw Sophie everything would

be forgiven, and so she avoided seeing her, and dared not even write

to her. Little Lucie had had no real difficulty in accomplishing her

object of seeing Sophie by the means she had retailed to Paul, and

otherwise wrapped the stately Madame Bernard around her little finger.

Lucie, who was accustomed to luxury, adapted herself with ingenuous

perversity to the plain way of living of the Ravenels. She even learned

to make omelettes herself, and with her little lace-trimmed gown tucked

up around her waist, to the horror of Harper, the nursery governess,

actually learned to broil a chop as well as Sophie could.

Lucie was a child of many passions. Her attachment to Sophie was one

of the strongest, and Sophie alone, of everybody on earth, could bend

Lucie to her will,--that is, as long as they were together, for,

childlike, Lucie forgot all the gentle commands and recommendations

laid upon her by Sophie when they separated, and remembered few of the

admirable things which Sophie asked her to do. But she loved Sophie

with a determined constancy that none of Madame Bernard's blandishments

nor all the bonbons in Paris could change.

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