Cecilia Palladio was very much ashamed of having uttered a cry of terror
at the sight of Lamberti, and still more of having run away from him
like a frightened child. To him it seemed as if she had really shrieked
with fear, whereas she fancied that she had scarcely found voice enough
to utter an incoherent exclamation. The truth lay somewhere between the
two impressions, but Cecilia now felt that she could easily have
accounted for being startled into crying out, but that it would always
be impossible to explain her flight. She had run the whole length of the
Court, which must be fifty yards long, before realising what she was
doing, and had not paused for breath till she was out of his sight and
within the second of the three rooms on the left. There were no gates to
the rooms then, as there are now, and she could not have given any
reason for her entering the second instead of the first, which was the
nearest. The choice was instinctive.
She certainly had not gone there to join the elderly woman servant who
had come to the Forum with her. That excellent and obedient person was
waiting where Cecilia had made her sit down, not far from the entrance
to the Forum, and would not move till her mistress returned. The young
girl hated to be followed about and protected at every step, especially
by a servant, who could have no real understanding of what she saw.
"I shall only be seen by foreigners and Cook's Tourists," she had said,
"and they do not count as human beings at all!"
Therefore the middle-aged Petersen, who was a German, and therefore a
species of foreigner herself, had meekly sat down upon the comparatively
comfortable stone which Cecilia had selected for her, and which was one
of the steps of the Julian Basilica. She was called Frau Petersen, Mrs.
Petersen, or Madame Petersen, according to circumstances, by the
servants of different nationalities who were successively in the
employment of the Countess Fortiguerra, for she was a superior woman and
the widow of a paymaster in the Bavarian army, and so eminently
respectable and well educated that she had more than once been taken for
Cecilia's governess.
Petersen was excessively near-sighted, but her nose was not adapted by
its nature and position for wearing eyeglasses; for it was not only a
flat nose without anything like a prominent bridge to it, but it was
placed uncommonly low in her face, so that a pair of eyeglasses pinched
upon it would have found themselves in the region of Petersen's
cheek-bones. Even when she wore spectacles, they were always slipping
down, which was a great nuisance; so she resigned herself to seeing less
than other people, except when something interested her enough to make
the discomfort of glasses worth enduring.
This sufficiently explains why she noticed nothing unusual in Cecilia's
looks when the latter came back to her, pale and disturbed; and she had
not heard her mistress's faint cry, the distance being too great for
that, not to mention the fact that the huge ruins intercepted the sound.
Cecilia was glad of that, as she drove home with Petersen.
"Signor Lamberti has called," said the Countess Fortiguerra the next day
at luncheon. "I see by his card that he is in the Navy. You know he is
one of the Marchese Lamberti's sons. Shall we ask him to dinner?"
"Did you like him?" enquired Cecilia, evasively.
"He is not very good-looking," observed the Countess, whose judgment of
unknown people always began with their appearance, and often penetrated
no farther. "But he may be intelligent, for all that," she added, as a
concession.
"Yes," said Cecilia, thoughtfully, "perhaps."
"I think we might ask him to dinner, then," answered the Countess, as if
she had given an excellent reason for doing so.
"Is it not rather early, considering that we have only met him once?"
Cecilia ventured to ask.
"I used to know his mother very well, though she was older than I. It is
pleasant to find that he is so intimate with Signor d'Este. We might ask
them together."
"After the garden party," suggested Cecilia. "Of course, as you and the
Marchesa were great friends, that is a reason for asking the other, but
Signor d'Este--really! It would positively be throwing me at his head,
mother!"
"He expects it, my dear," answered the Countess, with more precision
than tact. "I mean," she added hastily, "I mean, that is, I did not
mean----"
Cecilia laughed.
"Oh yes, you did, mother! You meant exactly that, you know. You and that
dreadful old Princess have made up your minds that I am to marry him,
and nothing else matters, does it?"
"Well," said the Countess, without any perceptible hesitation, "I cannot
help hoping that you will consent, for I should like the match very
much."
She knew that it was always better to be quite frank with her daughter;
and even if she had thought otherwise, she could never have succeeded in
being diplomatic with her. While her second husband had been alive, her
position as an ambassadress had obliged her to be tactful in the world,
and even occasionally to say things which she had some difficulty in
believing, being a very simple soul; but with Cecilia she was quite
unable to conceal her thoughts for five minutes. If the girl loved her
mother, and she really did, it was largely because her mother was so
perfectly truthful. Cynical people called her helplessly honest, and
said that her veracity would have amounted to a disease of the mind if
she had possessed any; but that since she did not, it was probably a
form of degeneration, because all perfectly healthy human beings lied
naturally. David had said in his heart that all men were liars, and his
experience of men, and of women, too, was worth considering.
"Yes," Cecilia said, after a thoughtful pause, "I know that you wish me
to marry Signor d'Este, and I have not refused to think of it. But I
have not promised anything, either, and I do not like to feel that he
expects me to be thrust upon him at every turn, till he is obliged to
offer himself as the only way of escaping the persecution."
"I wish you would not express it in that way!"
The Countess sighed and looked at her daughter with a sort of
half-comical and loving hopelessness in her eyes--as a faithful dog
might look at his master who, seeming to be hungry, would refuse to
steal food that was within reach. The dog would try to lead the man to
the bread, the man would gently resist; each would be obeying the
dictation of his own conscience--the man would know that he could never
explain his moral position to the dog, and the dog would feel that he
could never understand the man. Yet the affection between the two would
not be in the least diminished.
On the next evening Cecilia found herself next to Guido d'Este at
dinner. Though she was not supposed to make her formal appearance in
society before the garden party, the Countess's many old friends, some
of whom had more or less impecunious sons, were anxious to welcome her
to Rome, and asked her to small dinners with her mother. Guido had
arrived late, and had not been able to speak to her till he was told by
their host that he was to take her in. It was quite natural that he
should, for, in spite of his birth, he was only plain Signor d'Este, and
was not entitled to any sort of precedence in a society which is, if
anything, overcareful in such matters.
Neither spoke as they walked through the rooms, near the end of the
small procession. Guido glanced at the young girl, who knew that he did,
but paid no attention. He thought her rather pale, and there was no
light in her eyes. Her hand lay like gossamer on his arm, so lightly
that he could not feel it; but he was aware of her perfectly graceful
motion as she walked.
"I suppose this was predestined," he said, as soon as the rest of the
guests were talking.
She glanced at him quickly now, her head bent rather low, her eyebrows
arching higher than usual. He was not sure whether the little
irregularity of her upper lip was accentuated by amusement, or by a
touch of scorn.
"Is it?" she asked. "Do you happen to know that it was arranged?"
It was amusement, then, and not scorn. They understood each other, and
the ice was in no need of being broken again.
"No," Guido answered with a smile. Then his voice grew suddenly low and
earnest. "Will you please believe that if I had been told beforehand
that I was asked in order to sit next to you, I would not have come?"
Cecilia laughed lightly.
"I believe you, and I understand," she answered. "But how it sounds! If
you had known that you were to sit next to me, nothing would have
induced you to come!"
From her place next the master of the house, the Countess Fortiguerra
looked at them, and was pleased to see that they were already on good
terms.
"Thank you," Cecilia added in a quiet voice, and gravely. "Besides," she
continued, "there is no reason, in the world why we should not be good
friends, is there?"
She looked full at him now, without a smile, and he realised for the
first time how very young she was. A married woman with an instinct for
flirtation might have made the speech, but a girl older than Cecilia
would have known that it might be misunderstood. Guido answered her look
with one in which doubt did not keep the upper hand more than a single
second.
"There is no reason whatever why we should not be the best of friends,"
he answered, in a tone as low as her own. "Perhaps I may be of service
to you. I hope so. Besides, I am made for friendship!"
He laughed rather carelessly as he spoke the last words, and glanced
round the table to see whether anybody was watching him. He met the
Countess Fortiguerra's approving glance.
"Why do you laugh at friendship?" asked Cecilia, not quite pleased.
"I do not laugh at friendship at all," Guido answered. "I laugh in order
that people may see me and hear me. This is the first service I can
render you, to be natural and unconcerned, as I generally am. If I
behaved in any unusual way--if I were too grave, or too much
interested--you understand!"
"Yes. You are thoughtful. Thank you."
There was a little pause, during which a luxuriant lady in green, who
sat on Guido's other side, determined to attract his attention, and
spoke to him; but before he could answer, some one opposite asked her a
question about dress, which was intensely interesting to her, because
she dressed abominably. She promptly fell into the snare which had been
set for her with the evil intention of leading her on to talk foolishly.
She followed at once, and Guido was free again.
"Now that we are friends," he said to Cecilia, "may I ask you a friendly
question?"
"Ask me anything you like," she answered, and her innocent eyes promised
him the truth.
"Were you told anything, before we met at my aunt's the other day?"
"Not a word! And you?"
"Nothing," he replied. "I remember that on that very afternoon----" he
stopped short.
"What?"
"You may not like what I was going to say."
"I shall, if it is true, and if you have a good reason for saying it."
"Lamberti and I were together, talking, and I said that nothing would
ever induce me to marry an heiress, unless it were to save my father or
mother from ruin. As that can never happen, all heiresses are perfectly
safe from me! Do you mind my having said that?"
"No. I am sure you were in earnest."
A shadow had crossed her face at the mention of Lamberti's name.
"You do not like my friend," he said, and as he spoke, the shadow came
again and deepened.
"How can I like him or dislike him? I hardly know him."
She felt very uncomfortable, for it would have been quite natural that
Lamberti should have spoken to Guido of her strange behaviour in the
Forum. Guido answered that one often liked or disliked people at first
sight.
"I think that you and I liked each other as soon as we met," he
concluded.
"Yes," Cecilia answered, after a little thought. "I am sure we did. Tell
me, what makes you think that I dislike your friend? I should be very
sorry if he thought I did."
"When I first spoke of him a few moments ago, your expression changed,
and when I referred to him again, you frowned."
"Is that all? Are you sure that is the only reason for your opinion?"
Guido laughed a little.
"What other reason could I have?" he asked. "Do not take it so
seriously!"
"He might have told you that he himself had the impression----"
"He has hardly mentioned your name since we both met you," Guido
answered.
It was a relief to know that Lamberti had not spoken of having met her
unexpectedly, and of her cry, and of her flight. Yet somehow she had
already been sure that he had kept the matter to himself. As a matter of
fact, Guido had never thought of her, even in the most passing way, as
the possible heroine of the adventure in the Forum. The story had
interested him, but the personality of the lady did not; and, moreover,
from the way in which Lamberti had spoken, Guido had very naturally
supposed her to be a married woman, for it would not have occurred to
him that a young girl could be strolling among the ruins quite alone.
Cecilia felt relieved, and yet, at the same time, she felt a little
girlish disappointment at the thought that Lamberti had hardly ever
spoken of her to his most intimate friend, for she was quite sure that
Guido told her the exact truth. She was angry with herself for being
disappointed, too. The man's face had haunted her so long in half-waking
dreams; or at least, a face exactly like his, which, the last time, had
turned into his without doubt. Yet she had evidently made no impression
upon him, until she had made a very bad one, the other day. She wondered
whether he thought she was a little mad. She was afraid of meeting him
wherever she went, and yet she now wished he were at the table, in order
that she might prove to him that she was not only sane, but very clever.
She knew that she wished it, and for a few moments she did not hear what
Guido was saying, but gazed absently at the flowers on the table,
unconsciously hoping that she might see them turn into the face she
feared; but that did not happen.
Guido talked on, till he saw that she was not listening, and then he was
silent, and only glanced at her from time to time while he heard in his
ears the cackling of the vivid lady in green. There was going to be a
change in the destinies of womankind, and everybody was to be perfectly
frightful for ever afterwards. To be plain, the sleeves "they" were
wearing now were to be altogether given up. "They" had begun to wear the
new ones already in Paris. Rejane had worn them in her new piece, and of
course that meant an imminent and universal change. And as for the way
the skirts were to be made, it was positively indecent. Rejane was far
too much of a lady to wear one, of course, but one could see what was
coming. Here some one observed that coming events cast their shadows
before.
"Not at all, not at all!" cried the lady in green. "I mean behind."
"How long shall you stay in Rome?" Guido asked, to see whether Cecilia
would hear him now.
"Always," she answered. "For the rest of my life."
"I am glad of that. But I meant to ask how late you intended to stay
this year?"
"I should like to spend the summer here."
"It is the pleasantest time," Guido said.
"Is it? Or are you only saying that in order to agree with me? You need
not, you know. I like people who have their own opinions, and are full
of prejudices, and try to force them upon everybody, whether they are
good for every one or not!"
"I am afraid I shall not please you, then. I have no prejudices to speak
of, and my opinions are worth so little that I never hesitate to change
them."
"But you do not look at all feeble-minded," said Cecilia, innocently
studying his face.
"Thank you!" Guido laughed. "You are adorable!" he added rather
flippantly.
"Is that your opinion?" asked the young girl, smiling, too, as if she
were pleased.
"Yes. That is my firm opinion. Do you object to it?"
"Oh no!" Cecilia answered, still smiling sweetly. "You have just told me
that your opinions are worth so little that you never hesitate to change
them. So why in the world should I object to any of them?"
"Exactly," said Guido, unmoved. "Why should you? Especially as this
particular one gives me so much pleasure while it lasts."
"It will not last long, I daresay. Do you know that you are not at all
dull?"
"No one could be in your company."
"That is the first dull thing you have said this evening," Cecilia
answered, to see what he would say.
"Shall it be the last?" he asked.
"Yes, please."
There was a little wilful command in the tone that Guido liked. He felt
her presence in a way he did not remember to have felt that of any
woman, and in the atmosphere of her own in which she seemed to live he
breathed as one does in some very high places, less easily, perhaps, but
with conscious pleasure in drawing breath. He could not have described
his sensations in those first meetings with her, and he could have
analysed them less. One might as well seek the form and perfume of the
flower in the first tender shoot that thrusts up its joy of living out
of the mystery of the dull brown earth. Yet he knew well enough that
something was beginning to grow in him which had not begun, and grown,
and perished before.
Many times he had talked with women famous for their beauty, or for
their charm, or for their wit, and he himself had said clever things
which he had remembered with a little vanity or had forgotten with
regret, and had turned compliments in many manners, guessing at the
taste of her who sat beside him, wishing to please her, and wishing even
more to find some general key to women's thought, some universal
explanation of their ways, some logical solution of their seemingly
inconsequent actions. His mind was of the sort that is satisfied by
suspended judgment, that dreads the chillingly triumphant phrase of
reason, "which was to be proved," as much as the despairing tone of a
reduction to the impossible. He loved problems that could not be solved
easily, if at all, because he could think of them continually in a
hundred new and different ways. He hated equally a final affirmation
past appeal, and an ultimate negation which might make his thoughts
ridiculous in his own eyes. A quiet suspense was his natural state of
equilibrium. Anything might be, or might not be, and decision was
hateful; it was delicious to float on the calm waters of meditative
indifference, between the giant rocks, hope and despair, in the straits
that lead the sea of life to the ocean of eternity.
He knew that he was the end of a race that had reigned and could never
reign again. It was better that the end should be a question than a hope
deceived, or a cry of impotent hatred uttered against Something which
might not exist after all. If he had a philosophy it was that, and
nothing more; and though it was not much, it had helped him to live
without much pain and almost always with a certain dreamy, intellectual,
wondering pleasure in his own thoughts. Sometimes he was irritated out
of that state by the demands and doings of the Princess Anatolie, as on
the day when he and his friend had talked in the garden beyond the
river; and then he spoke of ending all at a stroke, and almost believed
that he might do it; and he envied Lamberti his love of life and action.
But such moods soon passed and left him himself again, so that he
marvelled how he could ever have been so much moved. It was always the
same, in the end, but such as it was the world was not a bad world for
him.
Here was something different from all the past, and it had begun without
warning, and was growing against his will, because it fed on that with
which his will had nothing to do. There is no fatalism like that of the
indifferent man who believes in nothing, not even in himself, and who
admits nothing to be positive except crime and dishonour. Why should he
not fall in love with Cecilia Palladio, since he had previously stated
to himself, to her, and to his trusted friend, that nothing could induce
him to marry her? It was quite clear from the first that she, on her
side, would never fall in love with him. He looked upon that as
altogether out of the question, and perhaps with reason. On the other
hand, he had not the slightest faith in the lasting nature of anything
he might feel, and therefore he was not afraid of consequences, which
rarely indeed frighten a man who is doing what he likes. It is more
generally the woman that thinks of them, and points them out because
"there is still time!" She also heaps her scorn upon the man if he is
wise enough to agree with her; but that is a detail, and perhaps it
ought not to be mentioned.
As for the fact that he was beginning to be in love, Guido no longer
doubted it. The pleasure he felt in saying to Cecilia things of even
less than average conversational merit was proof enough that it was not
only what he said that interested him. When a man of ordinary assurance
wishes to shine in the eyes of a woman, he generally succeeds at least
in shining in his own.
Guido was not any more self-conscious than most people, and he was
certainly not more diffident of his own gifts, which he could judge
impartially because he attached little importance to what they might
bring him. But the categorical command to say nothing dull made it quite
impossible to say anything witty, and the conversation languished a
little and then broke off.
It was past ten o'clock when Guido again found a chance of speaking to
Cecilia. He had looked at her more often than he knew, after dinner, and
had given rather vague answers to one or two people who had spoken to
him. He had moved about the great room idly, looking at the familiar old
portraits, and at objects he had known in the same places for years. He
had smoked a cigarette, standing with his host, while the latter talked
to him about the Etruscan tomb he had just discovered on his place, and
he had nodded pleasantly to the sound of the old gentleman's voice
without hearing a word. Then he had smoked another cigarette at the
opposite end of the room with a group of younger men, who talked of
nothing but motor cars; and when they asked his opinion about something,
he had said that he had none, and preferred walking, which speech caused
such a perceptible chill that he turned away and left the young men to
their discussion.
All the while his eyes followed Cecilia's movements, and lingered upon
her when she stood still or sat down. In the course of the evening each
of the young men who talked about motor cars managed to try his luck at
a conversation with her, and all, by way of being original, talked to
her about the same thing. As she had just come from Paris, and was rich,
it was to be supposed that she, of course, owned a motor car, had passed
her examination as an engineer, and spent most of her time in a mask and
broad-visored cap scouring Europe at the rate of fifty miles an hour.
"But why do you not get an automobile?" asked each of the young men, as
soon as her answer had disappointed him.
"Do you play the violin?" she enquired sweetly of each.
"No," each answered.
"Then why do you not get a violin?"
In this way she confounded the young men, and their heads moved uneasily
on the tops of their high collars, until they were able to get away from
her.
Guido saw how they left her, with a discomfited expression, and as if
they had suddenly acquired the conviction that their clothes did not fit
them, for that is generally the first sensation experienced by a very
well-dressed young man when he has been made to feel that he is foolish.
Guido saw, and understood, and he was worldly wise enough to know that
unless Cecilia would show a little more willingness to seem pleased, she
would presently be sitting alone on a sofa, waiting for her mother to go
home. As soon as this inevitable result followed, he sat down beside
her. She turned her face slowly, when he had settled himself, and she
looked at him with slightly bent head, a little upwards, from under her
lids. The light that fell from a shaded lamp above her marked the sharp
curve of arching brows sharply against the warm shadow over the deep-set
and widely opened eyes.
For a few seconds Guido returned the steady gaze, before he spoke.
"Are you the Sphinx?" he asked suddenly. "Have you come to life again to
ask men your riddle?"
"I ask it of myself," she answered softly, and then looked away. "I
cannot answer it."
"Are you good or evil?" Guido asked, speaking again.
The questions came to his lips as if some one else were asking them with
his voice.
"Good--I think," answered the young girl, motionless beside him. "But I
might be very bad."
"What is the riddle?" Guido enquired, and now he felt that he was
speaking out of his own curiosity, and not as the mouthpiece of some one
in a dream. "Do you ask yourself what it all means? I suppose so. We all
ask that, and we never get any answer."
"It is too vague a question. It cannot have a definite answer. No. I ask
three questions which I found in a German book of philosophy when I was
a little girl. I tried hard to understand what all the rest of the book
was about, but I found on one page three questions, printed by
themselves. I can see the page now, and the questions were numbered one,
two, and three. I have asked them ever since."
"What were they?"
"They were these: 'What can I know? What ought I to do? What may I
hope?'"
"There would be everything in the answers," Guido said, "for they are
big questions. I think I have answered them all in the negative in my
own life. I know nothing, I do nothing, and I hope nothing."
Cecilia looked at him again. "I would not be you," she said gravely. "I
can do nothing, perhaps, and I am sure I know nothing worth knowing, but
I hope. I have that at least. I hope everything, with all my heart and
soul--everything, even things you could not dream of."
"Help me to dream of them. Perhaps I might."
"Then dream that faith is knowledge, that charity is action, and that
hope is heaven itself," answered Cecilia.
Her voice was sweet and low, and far away as spirit land, and Guido
wondered at the words.
"Where did you hear that?" he asked.
"Ah, where?" she asked, almost sadly, and very longingly. "If I could
tell you that, I should know the great secret, the only secret ever yet
worth knowing. Where have we heard the voices that come back to us, not
in sleeping dreams only, but when we are waking, too, voices that come
back softly like evening bells across the sea, with the touch of hands
that lay in ours long ago, and faces that we know better than our own!
Where was it all, before the memory of it all was here?"
"I have often wondered whether those impressions are memories," said
Guido.
"What else could they be?" Cecilia asked, her tone growing colder at
once.
Guido had been happy in listening to her talk, with its suggestion of
fantastical extravagance, but he had not known how to answer her, nor
how to lead her on. He felt that the spell was broken, because something
was lacking in himself. To be a magician one must believe in magic,
unless one would be a mere conjurer. Guido at least knew enough not to
answer the girl's last question with a string of so-called scientific
theories about atavism and transmitted recollections. If he had taken
that ground he would have been surprised to find that Cecilia Palladio
was quite as familiar with it as himself.
"I am afraid," he said, "that I am not fit to talk with you about such
things. You start from a point which I can never hope to reach, and
instead of coming down to me, you rise higher and higher, almost out of
my sight. I am afraid that if our friendship is to be real, it will be a
one-sided bond."
"How do you mean?" asked the young girl, who had listened.
"It will mean much more to me than it ever can to you."
"No," Cecilia answered. "I think I shall like you very much."
"I like you very much already," said Guido, smiling. "I have an amusing
idea."
"Have you? What is it? Neither of us has been very amusing this
evening."
"Suppose that we take advantage of the Princess's conspiracy. Shall we?"
"My mother is the other conspirator!" Cecilia laughed.
"Is there any harm in letting people see that we like each other?" Guido
asked.
"None in the least. Every one hopes that we may. Besides----" she stopped
short.
"What is the other consideration?" Guido enquired.
"If I am perfectly frank--brutally frank--shall you be less my friend?"
"No. Much more."
"I do not wish to marry at all," said Cecilia, and again she reminded
him of the Sphinx. "But if I ever should change my mind, since you and I
have been picked out to make a match, I suppose I might as well marry
you as any one else."
"Oh, quite as well!"
Then Guido laughed, as he rarely did, not loudly, but with all his
heart, and Cecilia did not try to check her amusement either.
"I suppose it really is very funny," she said.
"The only thing necessary is that no one should ever guess that we have
made a compact. That would be fatal."
"No one!" cried the young girl, eagerly. "No one! Not even your friend!"
"Lamberti? No, least of all, Lamberti!"
"Why do you say, least of all?"
"Because you do not like him," Guido answered, with perfect sincerity.
"Oh! I see. I am not sure, of course, but I am glad you do not mean to
tell him. It would make me nervous to think that he might know. I--I am
not quite certain why it makes me nervous, but it does."
"Have no fear. When shall I see you?"
He had noticed that Cecilia's mother was beginning that little comedy of
movements, and glances, and uneasy turnings of the head, by which
mothers of marriageable daughters signify their intention of going home.
The works of a clock probably act in the same way before striking.
"I will make my mother ask you to dinner. Are you free to-morrow night?"
"Any night."
"No--I mean really. Are you?"
"Yes, really. Lamberti does not count, for we generally dine together
when we have no other engagement."
The shadow again flitted across Cecilia's brow, and she said nothing,
only nodding quickly. Then she looked across the room at her mother.
Young girls are always instantly aware that their mothers are making
signs. When Nelson's commander-in-chief signalled to him at the battle
of Copenhagen the order to retire, Nelson put his spy-glass to his blind
eye and assured his officers that he could see nothing, went on, and won
the fight. Every young girl is totally blind of one eye during periods
that vary between ten minutes and three hours.
Cecilia having recovered her sight, and seen her mother, rose with
obedient alacrity.
"Good night," she said to Guido. "I am glad we are friends."
Their glances met for a moment, and Guido made an imperceptible gesture
to put out his hand, but she did not answer it. He thought her refusal a
little old-fashioned, since young girls now shake hands in Italy more
often than not; but he liked her ways, chiefly because they were hers,
and, moreover, he remembered just then that at her age she was supposed
to be barely out of the schoolroom or the convent.