CHAPTER LX.

OPEN CONFESSION

They had been very quiet for a long time as they sat in the rose

garden looking over the park. They could see the dappled deer under

the great oaks; the shadow of the fine old house lay behind. There was

something very soothing and peaceful about the picture. It was Ralph

who spoke presently; he had Mary's hand in his, and she did not draw

it away.

"It is a pity to lose this," he said, "to know that it has gone for

ever. Mary, you were better and braver far than you knew, when you

turned your back on Dashwood Hall."

"Was I?" Mary asked absently. "It will always be a sadness and a

sorrow to me, more from the knowledge of what I might have some day

made the place than anything else. But I need not dwell on that. I

have my living to get now."

"And I suppose I have mine," Ralph said. "Mary, you know what is on

the tip of my tongue. Could you share that lot with me? But I know

that you would; I know what your feelings are. You told me the night

you came back here; you said that my prophecy had come true; that you

had returned to ask my pardon on your knees. Do you regret that?"

"No," Mary said resolutely. "I do not regret it for a moment. Because

it was true then, and it is truer now. It was Connie who taught me

that lesson, I think. She pointed out to me what a good thing a man's

love was. And when I thought that I had lost you, why, then I knew

what my mind was. If I am worth the taking, Ralph----"

"My darling, you were always worth the taking," Ralph cried. "Even in

the days of your pride I had dreams of the sweet Mary that would like

you to love her, and behold, here she is! And you are prepared to

share the lot of a poor man without even a pedigree?"

Mary swayed towards her lover, and he caught her in his eager arms.

The next minute her face was hidden on his breast, happy tears rolling

down her cheeks.

"Don't," she whispered. "Oh, please don't remind me of that, Ralph.

From the bottom of my heart I love you; I must have loved you from the

very first. What does it matter what you are, so long as you are what

you are--a good man, with a kind heart for a foolish girl like me? I

am prepared to share your lot, and go where you like, Ralph; anywhere

you choose to take me. We shall be very poor, I suppose, but that does

not matter. I am glad, _glad_ that the day came when I had to leave

the Hall."

"And if you never return you will not regret it, Mary?"

"No, Ralph, not with you by my side. And as to poverty, why, it could

not be worse than what I have gone through lately. We shall be very

poor, Ralph."

"Not so very poor," Ralph smiled. There was nobody near to see them,

so the girl's head rested happily on Ralph's shoulder, his arm round

her waist. "Dearest, I have a confession to make to you. We are not

poor at all."

"But I thought that you had lost everything, Ralph. That Mr. Mayfield

had your money. But don't let us talk about him. It makes me hot and

cold all over. To think that at one time there was more than a

possibility that I should----"

"No, there was never the slightest possibility," said Ralph. "I have

had all the cards in the game from the very first. Mary, I am going to

tell you a little story; it is the history of a man who passed most of

his early life in America, where he did not see many people. He was

quite a well-born man, but his father had quarrelled with his

relatives, and so he had not all the advantages which were due to his

station. But he was well brought up, and prided himself that he had a

high sense of honour.

"Well, in time, he came to Europe, and then he met the one woman that

he needed. She was very lovely, very proud, and very distant. But that

young man could see what lay under her pride, and he determined to win

her for his wife. She liked him, but she refused him. And for two

years he did not meet her again. Then he came to England, and accident

brought those two together again. In the meantime, the girl's father

had come into possession of the family estates, and the girl was more

proud and distant than ever. And still that young man was not

dismayed.

"And now comes the strange part of my story. The young man, whose

father had died in the meantime, had come here to claim a title and a

property. He had not known anything of this till his father died, but

he came, and his grandmother recognized him at once. But that very

same property and title had passed to the girl's father. Now, the

young man might have told the girl this, and doubtless she would have

married him. But he was a romantic young man, and desired to be

married for his own sake. Then another claimant to the property turned

up, and the young man pretended to back this impostor's claim. He did

this, so that the girl should go out in the world, as he felt that she

would, and get her own living. And his estimate of the girl was

correct, for she did so."

"Go on," Mary whispered. "You can't tell how interested I am."

"Well, it was even as the young man had expected. The

carefully-planned plot succeeded beyond the most sanguine

expectations. The girl went out into the world, and almost at once her

better nature began to prevail. She saw the world through other eyes;

she learned what a wonderful and complex thing humanity is. And when

that young man saw the girl again he was astonished and delighted. He

did not regret his plot in the least. He knew now that here was the

real girl that he loved, deprived of her pride and hauteur,

palpitating with love and tender sympathy. . . . In your case would

you have forgiven that man, Mary?"

"Oh, yes, yes," Mary cried. "Oh, I can read between the lines of your

parable. I am the girl and you are the man who has brought me to my

senses. Ralph, it sounds like a fairy story. And so you took this

means of opening my eyes, and showing me how small and narrow my world

was. Forgive you? Could you ever forgive me? And to think that you are

the son of Ralph Dashwood come back after all these years. And to

think that Lady Dashwood should know and not tell me. Marvellous!"

"I bound her to secrecy," Ralph explained. "And, really, things fell

out wonderfully for me. There was the incident of the fire and that

matchbox, for instance; the incident that forced the impostor Speed to

declare himself. For, of course, you have guessed who the man who

called himself Sir Vincent Dashwood really was. I suppose we shall

never hear who it was who tried to set the Hall on fire."

Mary laughed happily through her tears.

"And you never found that out?" she said. "Why, I knew at once. And I

was horribly afraid lest the person should be found out and severely

punished. Do you recollect the night that those men took possession of

the Hall, the night when you tried to save me from Mayfield? Old

Patience was there. It was one of her lucid nights when she possessed

her full intelligence. And she kept on crying for somebody to smoke

the rats out, for somebody who had courage to put the match to the

faggot. I found her quite late, and took her to sleep for the night in

my dressing-room. And when you came to save me, Patience had vanished.

I never had the slightest doubt who set the Hall on fire, and I hope

that you will not mention this to anybody, Ralph. Patience has quite

forgotten it. I alluded to the subject only yesterday, and she

expressed her indignation."

"Well, that is the last of the mysteries cleared," Ralph said. "I

suppose the poor creature found that matchbox somewhere. The next

thing is to proclaim myself, and then, Mary, you can come back to the

Hall as mistress again."

"What happiness!" Mary whispered. "But a different kind of happiness

to the old. I shall hope a little later to see the old Hall a

different place to what it has ever been before. I should like to

build a charming house close by for the benefit of girls like my

friends Connie and Grace. I owe them more than I can ever repay;

indeed, I owe humanity in general a deep debt of gratitude. You will

let me have my own way over this, Ralph, for I have set my heart on

it."

"It shall be as you say, darling," Ralph whispered, as he kissed the

red lips tenderly. "For the honour of the house, for now and

evermore."

THE END.

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