CHAPTER LIV.

"EYES CLEARER GROWN--"

"I'm glad she's gone," Connie exclaimed as the cab drove away and the

last flutter of Grace's handkerchief had vanished. "Let us hope she

will have a happy time with Lady Dashwood. But why didn't your dear

relative fetch her as arranged? Why that telegram? I hope there is

nothing wrong at the dower house?"

"Of course there is nothing wrong," Mary laughed. "It is not like you

to imagine things. What is the matter with you this morning, Connie?"

Connie remarked tearfully that she did not know. For once in a way she

was on the verge of tears. Perhaps she missed Grace, for her manner

had changed, directly the cab was gone.

"Now I am going to know all about it," said Mary. "You are the dearest

friend I have ever made as yet, and it hurts me for you to keep a

secret from me."

"What a change!" Connie said, a smile flashing through her tears.

"What has become of the cold, reserved girl that I met some days ago

at Victoria Station? Well, I'll tell you what is the matter. You know

that I lost those sketches the night Mrs. Speed went away and left us

in the lurch. They were badly needed, and I could not supply them.

They had to fake up some old blocks and it caused no end of trouble.

The long and short of it is that last night I had a curt intimation

that I need not expect to get any more work for the _Wheezer_. It

means that my poor little weekly income has vanished for the present.

It's very hard just at a time when----"

"Oh, my dear," Mary cried, "how dreadful! And this is why you kept up

before----"

"Before Grace. I could not possibly tell her, it would have been

hateful to spoil her pleasure like that. But it has been hard work,

Mary. Two or three times today I have had to struggle to keep from

positive blubbering. I hate to snivel, but I suppose we are all prone

to that at times. What to do I don't know."

Mary looked up from the packs of postcards she was engaged upon.

"Please don't worry," she said, "it isn't as if we were penniless. I

am certain that you will get something to do before long."

"My dear girl, don't forget that the rent and the bread and butter go

on just the same. And don't forget either that whilst the grass grows

the steed starves."

"Not when the other steed has plenty of oats to spare," Mary laughed.

"What do you think of that for an epigram? If painting fails, I shall

take to literature. I'm quite sure that I shall be as good an author

as an artist. Don't think me hard or unsympathetic, Connie. I know how

good you are, I know that you would cheerfully share your last

shilling with me, little as I deserve it. And I am going to do the

same by you. I have some three pounds left of the money I borrowed

from that convenient relative at the pawnshop, and I calculate that I

can raise quite two hundred pounds altogether. Within a short time you

will find fresh work to do."

Connie's tears were falling freely now. The burst of grief seemed to

do her good, for the sunny April smile flashed out again.

"You shall do as you like, dearest," she said. "Pride is a very sinful

luxury for people in my position. And I had forgotten all about that

Pandora's box of yours. It is just possible that on the strength of my

_Wheezer_ work I may get a commission from the _Honeysuckle Weekly_. I

believe they pay a slightly better price than the other papers. Let us

have an early lunch, and then I can go the round of the offices. Don't

worry if I am back late. And you can have a good long afternoon at the

postcards."

Mary had a long afternoon at the postcards indeed, for tea had been a

thing of the past for some time, and as yet Connie had not returned.

Her head was aching now and her hands were stiff with the toil. How

hot and stifling it was, how different to the coolness of the dower

house. And Grace was there by this time, doubtless.

Mary's day-dreams vanished suddenly at the sound of a cab outside.

Connie stepped out of the cab, followed by a tall, manly figure in a

frock coat. From his quiet air and manner Mary put the stranger down

at once as a doctor. She had little time to speculate as to that, for

she saw to her distress that Connie's hat was off and that her head

was bandaged up with a handkerchief. She staggered as she reached the

pavement, and would have fallen but for the man by her side. Mary flew

to the door with words of quick sympathy on her lips. She could see a

curious tender smile on Connie's lips; her face was red; her eyes were

shining with some great happiness.

"Not much the matter," she said. "I got jumbled up in the Strand, and

the side-slipping of a motor threw me under a dray. The wheels did not

go over me, and I have not come home to die or anything of that kind.

I got a blow on the head, and I suppose I fainted. When I came to

myself I was in Charing Cross Hospital. Dr. Newcome was very kind to

me, and insisted on seeing me home in a cab. Strange as it may seem,

Dr. Newcome is an old acquaintance of mine, Mary. This is Miss

Dashwood."

"I am very happy to see you," the doctor said in a pleasant voice. "I

am also glad to say that there is very little the matter with Miss

Colam. I am almost glad of the accident because it has brought Miss

Colam and myself in contact once more. I met her two years ago at

Hastings, when I was getting over a bad illness."

"Then Dr. Newcome is your doctor, Connie," Mary cried.

Connie flushed to her eyes. The stranger dropped his _Evening

Standard_ on the table and affected to fold it neatly.

"I wish I could think so," he said. "We only met for a day. Dreadfully

unconventional, was it not? But I was very lonely at that time and

very ill. My outlook was rather gloomy, too. But I wanted to see Miss

Colam again, and when I got back to London I called at her rooms only

to find her gone. I hope she will believe me when I say that I have

been looking for her ever since."

"The fortune of war," Connie said with a red face. "Nomads like

ourselves are always changing quarters. And here I am just as poor as

I was that day at Fairlight. I hope you can say more for your

prospects, Dr. Newcome?"

"I have been very fortunate," Newcome said gravely. "A distant

relative died and left me some money. The money arrived just in time

to enable me to buy an exceedingly good practice. I was calling on a

house surgeon friend of mine at Charing Cross, when Miss Colam came

in. And I do hope she won't change her lodgings again without letting

me know."

There was no mistaking the significance of the last few words. Clearly

Connie had found the haven of rest for which her tired soul at times

longed for. Mary remembered what she had said as to the man to cling

to for protection in the hour of need, and what a blessed thing the

man's love was for the lonely and depressed. In her mind's eye Mary

could see herself alone in those dingy lodgings, painting her

postcards and waiting for, what? It was, perhaps natural that the

figure of Ralph Darnley should rise before her now.

"I won't," Connie promised. "You will come and see me again, Dr.

Newcome?"

Newcome promised eagerly. He would be in town again in a day or two.

Would the girls dine with him, and go to the theatre afterwards? He

had an aunt in London, who he was sure would join the party. He would

ask her to call on Connie.

"So this is an end of _your_ trouble," Mary laughed, when Newcome had

departed. "It is quite plain to me that you will very soon have the

share of that practice at your disposal, dear. And if the happy

expression of your face means anything, it tells me that you are not

going to refuse the offer."

Connie hid her blushing face and laughed. She remarked that Dr.

Newcome had left his paper behind him. With some show of interest, she

turned over the paper. Then she stopped, and a little cry broke from

her.

"Oh, Mary, listen to this!" she exclaimed. "'Mysterious outrage in

Dashwood Park. Only this morning the body of a well dressed man was

found lying in the avenue of Dashwood Park, the residence of Sir

Vincent Dashwood. Robbery appears to have been the motive, for the

pockets of the unfortunate man had been turned out, and his watch and

chain were gone. As the sufferer was in evening dress, and had every

appearance of being a gentleman, inquiries were made, with the result

that the gentleman has been identified as Ralph Darnley. He is at

present lying at the dower house in a precarious condition!'"

With a broken cry Mary rose to her feet. Her face was white as death

and her hands were convulsively locked together. In a faint voice she

asked for a time table; she wanted to know what time the next train

went.

"You are going down to Dashwood?" Connie asked.

"Oh, of course I am," Mary wept. "I could not stay away. I must be

near him so that I may know how he is progressing. I must help to

nurse him back to life again. I owe him everything--my very existence,

my new self, my womanhood that has come as such a precious thing to

me. And to think that once I was fool enough to prefer pride to the

affection of a man like that, who----"

"Mary, Mary, you love him. You love Ralph Darnley like that!"

Mary's eyes shone with a strange light. She flung her hands above her

head despairingly.

"I know it now," she said, "now that it is perhaps too late. Yes, ever

since I first met Ralph I have loved him with my whole heart and

soul."

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