CHAPTER XXIV.

Billy was not the boy to obtain a license to do mischief without

availing himself of its privileges. Like most of the Bishop’s children

he regarded his father with a distant awe not altogether unmixed with

dislike, and though he had once been convicted of putting a toad in the

pocket of the prelate’s overcoat, for which he was severely punished,

and on another occasion implicated with an older brother in mixing some

coarse grains of gun-powder among the old gentleman’s smoking tobacco,

from which charge he escaped with a scolding, he was always ready for a

lark, especially if his mother put him up to it, and torture could not

have induced him to inculpate that parent.

In a Mormon family the boys of each wife frequently regard her as their

especial charge, whom they are to defend from the other women and from

the liege lord of all. The children are bound to hear and to notice the

complaints and griefs of their mother no matter how quietly or

resignedly they are borne, and Hulda had a candid way of telling her

children what she thought, which had the effect of stripping the Bishop

of much of his majesty in their sight. Beyond their shy “yes sir,” and

“no sir,” when he spoke to them, there was nothing they could say to

him, for he showed them no fatherly affection that would draw them to

him and make them feel they had a place in his heart. So long as they

had plain food and clothes and a place to sleep, he thought he fulfilled

his duty towards them; and for the rest, they were as strangers.

Billy slipped down the stairs as stealthily as a cat, and after

listening a moment at Eliza’s door, and satisfying himself the Bishop

was engaged in conversation, he stood looking at his coat, hat, and

boots, thinking what most troublesome sport he could indulge in. As if

waiting for a better idea he took one of the boots and set it to catch a

stream of water that was trickling down from the snow on the coat. He

watched it drip for a few seconds, and then, placing the other boot over

a small puddle that had formed on the floor, suddenly began to shake

with laughter, and made a most hideous grimace in his endeavor to keep

from laughing aloud.

He knew that his father must return to the theatre with the sleigh to

bring Amelia home, and it had occurred to him that he might render that

enterprise extremely troublesome, by simply hiding the key of the barn-

yard gate. He no sooner thought of it than he gave an amused look

towards the boots congratulating himself that they would keep the floor

from getting wet, and went up the stairs almost bursting with merriment.

Quickly putting on his shoes he hurried out by a back door, assured

himself that the heavy gates were locked, and then took the key from the

peg on which it was kept in the stable and hid it near by. He soon after

crept upstairs to bed without saying a word to his mother, though he

found a piece of bread and molasses lying on the table as the reward of

his ingenuity.

Though the Bishop could hardly be accused of over-sensibility, it was

some little time before he could bring himself to speak to Hagar on the

subject that was troubling him. Sister Eliza sat by the fire, knitting,

and apparently oblivious of Edwin’s purpose, though she was as fully

aware of it as himself. Hagar was sewing, but for some unknown reason

felt rather uneasy. She noted that the Bishop spoke in a lower voice

than usual, and that he seemed to have come to spend the evening, a

thing he had not previously done since she came to his house.

When she had answered his queries about the school, she got up with the

intention of withdrawing to her own chamber; but he told her plainly he

had come to talk with her and begged her to remain. She resumed her seat

with the unpleasant consciousness that she was his only auditor for

Eliza’s “deefness” prevented her from hearing a word he said.

“It’s something more important than schools, Sister Miles, that’s

brought me here this evening,” he began, with considerably more

embarrassment than usually characterized his matter-of-fact speech.

Hagar was slightly discomposed by this, but went on with her work,

hoping it might not lead to the subject foreshadowed by her fears. He

continued after a pause:

“It’s nothing short of the eternal welfare of your soul as well as my

own. I’m in solemn earnest, and I hope you’ll give me a fair hearing.”

There was a slight tremor in his voice, and he moved nervously on his

chair.

“I hope,” said Hagar, “that I have always listened attentively when you

spoke to me about religion.”

“Passably, Sister, only passably. You have not embraced the full meaning

of the everlasting covenant—you have not tasted of the sweet mysteries

of the Endowment House. You cannot know the Celestial state until you

enter the Celestial life, and you not only keep aloof yourself, but I am

sorry to say that you sort with others whose fidelity is not above

suspicion.”

Hagar felt her face grow pale; but the Bishop did not look at her.

Keeping his eyes turned towards the hearth, he went on:

“I know nothing about this young Spencer except that he is a pauper, and

the slight standing he has obtained in the priesthood will not avail to

make the house of Israel a pleasant place for him if he persists in his

present course. He is criticising things here in Zion, and giving too

loud a vent to what he thinks. It may cost him dear.”

“You know that it was he who saved our train from the Indians?” said

Hagar, taking advantage of a pause.

“I heard the tale—but it’s nothing more:—the explosion that saved the

train was a thunderbolt. Many of the saints saw it fall from the clouds

upon the stockade. Surely he has not made you believe that yarn about

the bake-kettle?” said Langley, with a sneer.

“Yes, I believe it, because he came to me in the darkness that night,

and said he was going to blow up the savages. I know also that he

exposed his own life to great peril when he approached that fort, and he

told me the details of how he threw the improvised bombshell among

them.”

“And you like him, then, because you think he is a great hero? And do

you want to marry a man on that account without asking whether he can

keep you or not?”

“No, Bishop Langley, I do not mean to marry at all,” she replied firmly.

“But I thought you came to talk to me about the eternal welfare of my

soul?”

“So I have. There is no welfare for a woman’s soul unless she

marries—marries in the everlasting covenant. You must fully realize this

fact before I can tell you all I have to say. Woman’s soul must be saved

by her husband through the holy covenant of celestial marriage; there’s

no other way, as you must know if you have learned the alphabet of the

gospel of the last days. I can save and exalt you. By your sharing my

kingdom in the heavens, I can obtain for you a bright immortal crown,

and you will become a queen of the highest glory and exaltation, the

dazzling star of my celestial bliss—”

“Do you believe all that, Bishop Langley?” The Bishop was reiterating

with a more or less genuine enthusiasm, some of the pyrotechnical

imagery of the “Prophet Joseph” whom he had often heard dilating in a

similar style for hours at a time. But Hagar was already fully

acquainted with that portion of the Mormon doctrine, the elder Mrs.

Spencer having especially pointed out its beauties to her. Her question

rather staggered him, coming as it did during a momentary pause in his

most effective speech; but he replied after a slight hesitation:

“Maybe that’s the trouble—I believe it and you don’t? Is that so? You

don’t believe that Celestial marriage is a true doctrine?” The Bishop

spoke in a tone which seemed to indicate a suspicion that he had been

taking too much for granted.

“So far as I have seen,” said Hagar, quietly, “marriages seem about as

much of a terrestrial affair among the saints as anywhere else. Your

wives work for you and stay at home to attend the house and the

children. I may appear narrow, but I can discern nothing celestial in

the lot of woman here among the saints—they are mere drudges like other

women but unlike their poor sisters in other communities, have not the

undivided love and devotion of a husband to comfort them in the midst of

their hardships—”

Hagar knew that while she had made her meaning but partially clear, she

had made what was rather a venturesome speech in the ears of a Mormon

bishop. But she was determined to venture so much if only to see what

would come of it.

“The celestial life,” replied the Mormon, deliberately, “is as the word

implies, to begin in the celestial world. We are only preparing for it

here. Every true latter-day saint will be the King over a separate

world, and the family of his offspring here will form the groundwork of

his Kingdom there. The spirit world is full of spirits that are waiting

for earthly tabernacles; but the select of these can only be

accommodated by bodies that are formed under the celestial covenant. The

mystery of this great doctrine requires more time than I have at my

disposal now, for proper explanation. But you have listened to the

discourses of the prophets and apostles of these latter-days, and you,

Sister, surely have not come to Zion with the deliberate purpose of

shunning all the blessings and privileges they have promised you?”

Hagar was uncertain how to reply and hesitated so long that the Bishop

was beginning to think she could not answer him. She had seen a good

deal of her host, and had formed a clear judgment as to his character,

to the effect that he was not a man of high principle even according to

his own code. That was why she brought forward the question of belief.

And now she was thinking of two other points in the same connection, the

first was his promise to Amelia that he would marry no more wives, and

the other, the new law of Congress prohibiting polygamy. She had no

desire either to displease him or to render him her enemy, for she knew

he was venomous towards those he disliked, and she wished to ask him

some day to assist her to get away from Zion.

“Surely,” he continued, with a certain satisfaction that she did not

reply at once, “it ought to be our highest pleasure to seize the

benefits extended to us by the Gospel.”

“That is doubtless true, Bishop Langley,” said Hagar, dropping her work

in her lap and raising her pensive eyes towards him, “but there are two

difficulties in connection with what you have been saying, which I would

thank you to explain. I have heard a great deal about the law that

Congress recently passed forbidding any further practice of plural

marriage—”

“Yes,” he said, interrupting her impatiently. “But that’s an

unconstitutional law; Congress has no right to interfere with our

religious practices. That’s what has caused the great war that is now

ruining the country and that has divided it into two nations. Congress

wanted to interfere with the constitutional rights of the South, to deny

them the rights of property guaranteed to them by the founders of the

Government; but you see the South is powerful, and will not submit to

the wrong. It is true that we cannot now resist by force; but we can go

on practicing celestial marriage in spite of their unjust laws. Our law

is from God, and we shall not ask human law-makers if we may follow it.

“When the South establishes its independence, we shall become a member

of that confederacy which is now shaking the corrupt Union to its

center. The South will recognize that the Bible which shows slavery to

be a divine institution, also shows plural marriage in the same light,

and we shall triumph when the Union which seeks to oppress, and has so

long persecuted us, is shattered all to pieces!”

The Bishop spoke with vehemence towards the last, and sawed the air with

his arms as if he were addressing a ward meeting.

“You think, then, that the Rebels will conquer?” Hagar asked with a

pathetic anxiety in her voice.

“The Southerners? yes, they will conquer. You should not say Rebels.

People are not rebels when they fight for their rights. Oh, yes, they

will conquer; the Union armies can never recover from their recent

disasters; the North is discouraged, indeed there is every reason to

believe that before this, a treaty of peace has been signed granting the

South a separate existence, and indemnity for the cruel injury done

her.”

Hagar felt like uttering a cry of pain; but she controlled her feelings

and resumed her work, listening as he went on:

“God is on the side of the South, because he is on ours, and our prayers

go up to him in their behalf. The Constitution was inspired by God, and

granted religious freedom no less plainly and unequivocally than it

legalized the sacred institution of slavery.”

Hagar had heard many of the saints make remarks intimating that their

sympathies leaned towards the cause of the South, but she had not known

for certain that the Mormon Church placed so much reliance on the

success of the Confederacy. The discovery of that fact in connection

with so much else that was disagreeable added to her anxiety, and she

was unable to see her way out of a decidedly uncomfortable dilemma. Why

had she ever been so foolish as to come to Utah?

The Bishop looked at her a moment as if expecting her to say something,

but she plied her needle in silence, devoutly hoping that he would soon

withdraw. Presently he moved his chair a little nearer, and leaning

towards her, said entreatingly:

“But what are the other difficulties, dear Sister?”

“I have heard that you made a promise to Sister Amelia when you married

her two years ago, that you would never take another wife. They said at

the Spencer’s that she would not marry you until you did so.”

“That was simply a temporary matter to please her vanity. I never meant

it seriously, and she knew very well that my religion would not permit

me to make any such foolish pledge. Perhaps, so far as I am personally

concerned, I might prefer to have only one wife; but we must obey the

Lord’s laws, not make laws unto ourselves where we have His to guide us.

If God requires me to take another wife I am at once absolved from a

promise like that, and Amelia herself would be the first to admit it.”

There was an almost irresistible desire in Hagar’s mind to ask him how

he became so conveniently aware of the requirements of the Divinity with

relation to such minor details of his life; but she had become

accustomed to that species of cant, and now felt a loathing for the

hypocrite before her, whom she believed to be as insincere to his

supposed religion as he was false in his private life.

Hagar had been conscious from the first that Amelia regarded her as a

possible rival, and that she had exhausted every artifice in trying to

prevent the Bishop from seeing her alone. She knew also that he had

obtained the present interview through a cunning trick. But she could

not lose sight of the fact that her situation demanded prudence. She

therefore determined that whatever he might say she would neither speak

a rash word nor give him a decisive answer at present. While she had

made no strong professions of religion, nor entered into any of the

‘mysteries’ she was taught to regard as a necessity, she had been

careful not to define her attitude; but tried to content herself with

doing her present duty, and leaving the future to Providence, for whose

help she humbly prayed.

“I think you are mistaken about Sister Amelia. She will not consent to

your taking another wife.”

As Hagar spoke the Bishop seemed to devour her with his eyes. He rose

and almost sprang towards her in his eagerness. Grasping her hand

passionately, he exclaimed with a kind of fiendish rapture:

“Are you so sure of that, dear Sister, that you will agree to say ‘yes’

if she does?”

His look had chilled her, but his touch seemed to create a horrid

sickness in her heart—a nauseous disgust that made her shudder. She

could not speak. He held her hand fast and went on:

“Only pronounce that little word and make me the happiest man on earth.

For I love you—have loved you from the moment I first saw you. I have

never felt towards any woman as I do towards you—you have inspired me

with a kind of infatuation never before known to my heart. My tongue’s

loose, now, and I must tell you all. You are my sunlight, the air I

breathe, the hope that makes me love life. God has sent you to me to

crown with bliss what I have done for duty. You are mine by right, by

the very gift of Heaven!” He spoke rapidly, but in a subdued tone.

Sister Eliza must have caught the sound of his voice, however, for she

turned round and took a sly glance over her spectacles, then indulged in

a pinch of snuff, and resumed her knitting. She was soothed by the

pleasant conviction that Edwin was teaching her young guest some of the

mysteries of the latter day gospel.

Hagar drew away her hand as soon as she could without exhibiting too

much of her real feelings towards her polygamous suitor.

“You doubt that Amelia will agree? Why, she will come to you and plead

my cause if I ask her to. You do not answer, Sister.” Hagar had resumed

her seat, and he had stepped back a pace or two well aware that he had

met with a check though there was no marked outward token of it.

When she felt that she could speak without betraying the anger she was

keeping back, Hagar replied, while looking at him calmly:

“I am too selfish, and jealous, to occupy the position of a plural wife.

Besides, Bishop Langley, I am in no way suited for the honor you offer

me, of becoming your seventh wife, and I trust you will let the matter

rest where it is. What you propose is impossible.”

“One moment. Do you realize that you are rejecting the man who worships

you?” He spoke in a soft, pleading voice. Hagar was more startled than

she would have been if he had begun to threaten her. “I do not believe,”

he continued earnestly, “that you are suited to be a polygamous wife.

You would be my only one, in all except the fulfillment of my religious

duties to the rest. You shall be my only wife. I am rich, I will pension

off the others, provide for them and their children, and live alone for

you. I never loved a woman till I saw you, and I believed I never

should. But I deceived myself—it has come at last—it devours my heart—it

seems to take possession of my soul; and you, you, dear Sister, are the

cause—” The clock in a large wooden case on the mantel struck eleven,

and a new agitation began to disturb the Bishop’s mind. He must go to

the theatre at once with the sleigh to bring Amelia home.

Sister Eliza also noted the time and said:

“If yer goin’ to fetch ’Meelie, Edwin, ye’d better be startin; the

theayter must be nearly out, I guess.”

Hagar would have been glad to thank Sister Eliza for that speech.

“Yes,” replied the Bishop, “that is true. But we can resume our

conversation at another time, Sister Miles. I will say good night; and

may I not trust that we shall understand each other?”

“Good night: I hope we may,” Hagar rejoined.

Immediately after his exit she went to her chamber, where she fell on

her knees at the bedside and wept as she had not done for some time.

The hall-lamp had been turned low and was burning dimly, giving the

Bishop a decidedly crestfallen appearance as he seated himself near the

hat-rack and took off his blood-red slippers. He pulled on the left boot

with some difficulty, and ejaculated a phrase or two which would have

been very like profanity coming from any other than a Bishop, when his

foot came in contact with the water at the bottom. Seizing the other he

turned it up and poured its liquid contents on the floor, blaming

himself for his stupidity in placing them where they would catch the

melting snow from his coat. That came from falling in love! Quite twenty

minutes were lost in procuring a dry pair of socks and boots, as he was

not certain in which wife’s apartment he could lay his hands on them.

But he was presently ready, and hurried to the barn where the man had

the sleigh in waiting.

“Did you put the gate-key in your pocket, sir?” asked the man.

“No,” the Bishop answered, sourly, “I hung it in its proper place.”

“Well, it’s not there, sir.”

Find it they could not. And after spending nearly half an hour in the

fruitless search several minutes were next consumed in finding a bar to

pry out the staples. It was after midnight when the Bishop drove up to

the theatre to find it in darkness.

As Amelia was not waiting in the portico he concluded she had walked

home so he drove there with all haste. Edwin junior, who had been with

her at the theatre, had reached home and was foraging in his mother’s

larder for something to eat. He said that Amelia had gone to pass the

night with Miss Spencer as she could n’t walk through the snow, and that

she was terribly riled about that priesthood meeting.

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