CHAPTER V.

Until long after midnight Doctor Taine lingered in the library and

seemed to be both mentally and physically depressed. Several volumes

were lying open on the table within his reach, passages in which he was

comparing with something he found in the large book that was drawn near

him under the broad lamp shade, and which chiefly occupied his

attention.

He frequently paused and pressed his hands to his forehead with deep

drawn sighs that were the utterance of a far deeper dejection. He had

addressed himself to his usual task in the earlier part of the evening

with about his ordinary spirit. But the prehistoric and historic

analogies which he had been examining for some time in connection with

the accepted doctrines of modern Christian theology, failed on this

occasion to attract his mind to the same concentrated efforts as

formerly. In spite of his best endeavors to avert so unseemly an

amalgamation, he found the heroes of mythology and the personifications

of Egyptian and Buddhist theology inextricably involved with the saints

and historians of the Church; and, at length, these and all the rest

mixed up with the dramatis personae of his own domestic and professional

comedy. There seemed to him, more than on any other occasion that he

could remember, a delusive intangibility about everything, both past and

present, and he felt a certain alarm at the chaotic state in which all

appeared. Was it his mind that had produced the chaos, or was it the

external chaos acting upon his mind?

“Surely,” he thought in his perplexity, “I have reason enough to ponder!

My fireside deserted by the dear ones who should nestle here in comfort

and peace, my heart steeped in wormwood instead of domestic love! What a

rank and infernal inconsistency for a man who cannot keep order in his

own household to pretend to teach others the way to Heaven! And is not

this the natural outcome of these theologies? They all strive to compass

the world to come at the expense of the world that is here; but if we

cannot learn to live in this world, how shall we know how to live in a

better one?”

The doctor had long since become aware that to whatever extent the

doctrine of justification by faith might be carried in the case of

others, it had in it no consolation for him. The conviction that

religion meant action rather than mere belief was growing stronger in

his mind from day to day, and he had named the fact from his pulpit much

to his hurt among the orthodox. He was conscious of some irreligion in

his own life, and had no doubt his present suffering was a partial

punishment for it; but to what extent could past errors be corrected by

consistent effort to that end? Could they ever be obliterated, or was

the sinner, like Sisyphus, forever burdened with a woe that will roll

back upon and torture him?

“Some people,” he mused, “even among my own congregation, call me an

infidel. Somebody has informed them that I read the works of infidels,

and that the flavor of those works comes out in my own discourse. I am

not certain that this accusation is devoid of truth, for if the

definition of infidelity given by the chief of these offenders be

correct, I must be classed with them: He says that an infidel is one who

pretends to believe what in fact he does not believe at all. Well, then,

I am an infidel, for I tacitly admit every day of my life belief in

legends and dogmas which I secretly discredit and suspect.”

This aspect of the case was quite a new one in the doctor’s

contemplation, and caused him much uneasiness; for he was a true and

conscientious man according to his light and understanding, and he

doubted not that if such was in truth his own condition, the same might

be said of many others in the pulpit.

“Yes,” he resumed, “it is even so. The masses demand myths, and we

satisfy the demand at the price of our convictions and our honor, to

secure their support.”

Though he had been subject of late to severe attacks of despondency, he

had never felt so cast down as on this occasion, and it was after three

o’clock when he put out the lamp, and, wrapping his warm dressing gown

snugly about him soon fell into a heavy slumber in his easy chair.

There Hagar found him when she came in at seven o’clock with his cocoa

and toast. He awoke as she opened the door.

“Ah! I have caught you, you naughty, naughty, old man!” she exclaimed as

she approached and patted his face affectionately with both her plump

little hands. “You have sat up all night again after what you promised

me—it is very wrong of you, dear father.” She threw her arms around his

neck and kissed him fondly as she spoke, and then stroked his brow which

she thought was rather feverish.

“No, my darling,” said Dr. Taine, “I was thinking about subjects which

troubled me, and I felt no inclination to go to bed. But if you will

forgive me this time, I promise to be better in future. How delicious

this cocoa is: I should not have it but for you. Do you think that you

will one day wish to leave me?”

“No, dear father, never!” she exclaimed as she noted a slight tremor in

his voice. She meant to be sincere, but the moment she had spoken the

words she was conscious of a presentiment which belied them. She was

about to add something by way of qualification, but was prevented by Dr.

Taine who seemed to be relishing the light breakfast she had brought

him.

“Hagar, as I have an early engagement in the city this morning, will you

tell Dan to have my buggy ready in half an hour. I forgot to mention it

last night.”

It was a clear bracing morning, and as Hagar crossed the lawn to repeat

the message to Dan whom she saw coming in with the milk pails, she was

met by Mr. Smiles who was sauntering about the grounds smoking his

cigar.

“Good morning, Miss Hagar,” said the minister, saluting her gallantly. I

see you are, like myself, an early riser. The morning is undoubtedly the

best part of the day, for then all nature, like the human mind, is

refreshed by the night’s repose. It is then that the intelligence

expands and takes impressions which are impossible at any other time.

Have you come out for a walk?”

She delivered her message to Dan and was strolling down the avenue in

company with Mr. Smiles when he said:—

“I was interested in the account Mrs. Taine gave me of that young man

who came here last night—Mr. Leigh. Have you known him very long?”

“Over a year,” replied Hagar.

“I was sorry,” continued Mr. Smiles, “not to have a better opportunity

to converse with him; he seems a brilliant fellow, but I should say he

is rather eccentric.”

“He is thought peculiar, I believe.”

“You must make me acquainted with him, Miss Hagar; could I not call with

you? You mentioned last night that his wife is a friend of yours.”

“Yes, and I am anxious to go and see her. But Father Taine hasn’t time

to take me, Ma’am Taine dislikes Josephine and declines to visit her,

and I am afraid to go alone.”

“We must try and prevail on her; and if we succeed, may I join the

party?”

“Ma’am Taine must answer that, Mr. Smiles.”

“Then I’ll ask her at breakfast.”

They presently heard the bell, and on returning to the house met Dr.

Taine on the porch. After the usual greetings Mr. Smiles said:

“I was struck with the appearance and bearing of that extraordinary

young patriot who called last night, and should much like to have a

better acquaintance with him.”

“He is reserved and dislikes any special attention, and it is probably

owing to his modesty in this respect that he excites universal interest.

Still, you can readily become better acquainted with him. Has Hagar told

you his history?” asked Dr. Taine, as they went in to breakfast.

“No, I heard it from Mrs. Taine, before his arrival last night. I think

his case is unparalleled.”

“It is explained by a simple circumstance: though to the manor born, he

was too enlightened by experience and observation beyond and outside the

South to be blinded by the sophistries of the Rebel cause. He had long

since refused to join the order of the ‘Golden Circle,’ because he

discerned the treasonable ambition of its designs; and I understand that

he worked with a zeal that was truly noble to prevent the demoniac

frenzy of Beauregard which he rightly foresaw would set the country in

flames and turn the beautiful South into a wilderness. You may hear some

of copper-head proclivities who will tell you that it is a case of

captivity to a woman’s beauty; but the truth is that his allegiance to

his country was full grown long before he met her. She may be a reward

for his fidelity, but she was certainly not the cause of it.”

“The wife of the Captain, then, is remarkable for her beauty?” asked Mr.

Smiles.

“Nobody can deny that she has a very pretty face,” said Mrs. Taine, “but

I’m sure I, for one, do not think her remarkably beautiful. Still

Captain Leigh saw enough of the world before he married her: he ought to

have known what he was about.”

Hagar soon afterward found an occasion to express her opinion that,

though Mrs. Leigh’s beauty was remarkable, her true merit lay in the

goodness and gentleness of her character. Mrs. Taine took offence at

this amiable praise which seemed to challenge her own statement, and the

subject was dropped.

After breakfast Dr. Taine and Mark started for the city. It was a little

after nine o’clock when they reached the suburbs, and as they were

passing through a square that was the daily scene of a produce market,

they saw a crowd assembled in the open space and heard loud threatening

language which seemed to indicate that a fight was in progress. The

doctor stopped at the roadside, and as the crowd surged in that

direction, Mark stood up in the carriage and could see that a solitary

individual who appeared to be struggling for his life, was being

maltreated by the others, while the air was rent by their derisive yells

and laughter.

Mark leaped from the buggy, and was quickly followed by Dr. Taine, who

called a boy to hold his horse. Mark penetrated the throng far enough to

see that the butt of the mob was a young man, that he was pinioned, and

was being very roughly dealt with. The participants in the assault, as

well as the noisy bystanders, acted as if they thought him lawful prey:

while the men spattered him with mud or quids of tobacco, the boys, and

even a few old crones, were pelting him with potatoes and other

missiles, and doing and saying all they could to heap insult and

opprobrium upon him. Not a policeman was to be seen. The approach of

Father Taine was remarked by some of the roughs, and when he asked in

the spirit of a peacemaker what the unfortunate man had done to call

down their wrath, a thick-necked fellow, who seemed to be a ringleader,

bawled out:

“What has he done! why he’s cooked his own goose, haint ’e boys? He’s a

blasted Mormonite and comes here—here into the sacred precincts of this

market, to give us his chin-music on that tack—and we haint goin’ to

have it, be we boys?”

“No!” yelled the crowd, with renewed energy.

“He says he’s a saint—I wonder who canonized him!” screeched one of the

huckster-women who flourished a piece of bed cord ready-noosed to slip

around the Mormon’s neck. “Just let me come at him,” she shrieked with

fiendish zeal, “I’ll soon put him through the ceremony.”

As yet Dr. Taine had not been able to catch sight of the object of the

rabble’s ire. Mark now rejoined him saying that the mob were committing

a flagrant crime and that they must summon the police. A man who was

taking no part was sent with all haste to the nearest station and the

two gentlemen remained for the purpose of preventing what seemed likely

to prove a tragedy.

“Come on, my hearties!” cried the coarse ruffian who had previously

replied to Doctor Taine. “Come on now; lift him up high and dry and

let’s give him a nice present, a coat of tar and feathers! That’s the

thing for birds of his kind. Then we’ll treat him to a first class ride

on a rail; for he’s a poor cuss, used to hoofin’ it without shoes on;

he’s not used to luxuries, but his prophet, my old cronie, Joe Smith,

knew how to appreciate such things, and it will elevate the saint’s soul

to copy arter his master!”

A wild shriek of laughter was the crowd’s reply. Some of the roughs who

were nearest the Mormon, seized him, and carried him by main force

through the opening made by the mob.

Father Taine now had a full view of the Mormon, and, turning to Mark,

said excitedly:

“Why Mark, it’s the young man from the hospital, the man who saved

Hagar!”

“Are you sure of that?” asked Mark.

“I am!”

“Then this shall cease at once. Look here, my men,” he said, with

authority, “You are committing a criminal act, and if you don’t put that

man down, I’ll make you suffer for it.”

“Oh! will you?” roared the stalwart leader. “And who are you, my fine

clad youth?”

“No matter who I am,” replied Mark. “The man you are abusing is the hero

of the great fire on Sunday; don’t you see the scars on his face.”

“Yes,” urged the doctor in a voice of entreaty, “he is doubly a hero,

for he saved the lives of my daughter and my son that day. For shame!

for shame! to maltreat a helpless fellowman!” He was near enough now for

the Mormon to hear his voice. The poor fellow was exhausted and had

ceased to struggle when his tormentors stood him on the ground and eyed

him with curiosity. They had all heard the story of the “Globe” reporter

being saved by a man who kept back his name, and many among them knew

the venerable minister by sight. The bystanders were now inclined to

side with the Mormon, but again the leading bully sprang forward,

exclaiming in a mocking voice:

“Oh! you don’t say, do you? He saved your daughter! Did he? Well then,

I’ll just give him one for his own salvation to grow on.”

He pressed towards the helpless young man with the evident intention of

giving him a terrible blow with his sledge-like fist; but Mark stopped

him.

“You cowardly ruffian! would you strike a man with his hands bound?”

“Yes!” the saucy rascal replied, “or loose, either!” And so saying he

struck out with all his might at Mark’s head. The latter deftly warded

off the blow, and returned one on his assailant’s temple that felled him

to the ground. The sympathy of the crowd was so much divided by this

time that a majority was in favor of the right side, and before the

other bullies could attack Mark, the police arrived and put most of them

to flight by the mere act of appearing on the scene.

“Here’s our business,” said the sergeant: “Who struck this man?”

“I,” replied Mark. “He attacked me, and I knocked him down in self-

defense.”

“No explanations! You can make them to the Justice. Come along.” He laid

his hand on Mark, and the other policeman kept back the crowd. Dr. Taine

attempted to tell the sergeant about the violent scene they had

witnessed, but he waved him back with an injunction to keep his evidence

for the police court. As he was proceeding to take the names and

addresses of some of the bystanders whom he intended to summon as

witnesses, the man on the ground began to recover consciousness, and the

young Mormon, who had just told Dr. Taine that he was assaulted because

he ventured to preach the christian religion, pointing to the fallen

bully said:

“That man is the one who attacked your daughter. He has shaved off his

beard, and is differently dressed, but I know he is the man.” By this

time the ruffian had staggered to his feet and was trying to steal away

unnoticed.

“It is a serious charge, but are you certain?” asked Dr. Taine, in a

whisper.

“As I hope for a hereafter, I swear to you that I am certain!”

“Detain that man,” said Dr. Taine to the sergeant. “He is not only at

the bottom of this difficulty, but is wanted for a still more heinous

crime.” The charge against him was repeated to the officer who had

already, in common with the rest of the force, received instructions

from the chief touching this matter. The policemen looked well-pleased

with their morning’s work, and marched their prisoners off to the

Central Station with a good deal of swagger.

Justice Coles was in his court-room and the regular morning session of

his court was about to begin; but he was a personal friend of Dr.

Taine’s as well as a member of his congregation, and on catching sight

of him and Mark Kilbourne among the rabble in the hall, came out to

inquire what was the trouble. From what he gleaned, he ordered the

release of Mark, and the committal of the leader of the rioters (who

gave his name as Adam Joyce) for hearing next day. Joyce was taken away

to the cells at once, and the Justice invited the doctor, Mark, and the

Mormon into a private room, the latter individual, owing to his

morning’s adventure, presenting a pitiable appearance.

“What is your name, young man?” asked Justice Coles, looking at him

curiously after comments by both Mark and the doctor regarding Hagar’s

rescue and the fire.

“Spencer,” he replied briefly.

“Your given name?”

“Charles.”

“Your place of residence and your present address?” pursued the judge,

jotting down his answers.

“My home is in Salt Lake City, Utah, my present address, a sailors’

boarding house in Erie street, this city. I only went there from the

hospital this morning, and did not notice the number.”

“You have good grounds for this charge?”

“Yes, sir, I am so certain that he is the man I would stake my life upon

it.”

“Well then, I hope you will be able to bring forward sufficient evidence

to convict him. We will give the case a preliminary hearing at ten to-

morrow morning.”

They separated shortly afterwards, Mark going to the headquarters of the

State troops, and the doctor taking Spencer in his carriage to the

Tabernacle.

The private quarters of the minister at his place of worship, were

pleasant and well appointed; they had evidently been constructed with a

view to equal comfort and convenience. The library was carpeted with

Brussels, and furnished in walnut: handsome and well-filled book-cases

stood between the windows on one side of the room, while on the other

the walls were hung with the latest charts of Palestine and the Roman

Empire, and several fine steel engravings of Biblical subjects. The

surroundings indicated the cultured thoughtfulness and easy finances of

the doctor’s supporters.

Spencer had never seen anything of the sort before. He had only known

the naked austerity of the backwoods where Spartan plainness and

simplicity are universal for the reason that Athenian luxuries are out

of reach, and he regarded all these trappings as indicative of the sway

of the “Scarlet Woman.” The contrast between this and the small adobe

shanty with slab benches familiar to him, was irritating, and he

resented it with vivid if suppressed disgust.

Dr. Taine showed him to an inner room, where he found all the

conveniences of a gentleman’s boudoir, that he might repair, as far as

washing and brushing could, the damage he had suffered from the mob. All

this, to the eye of the missionary, was but further proof of the

worldliness and vanity of the Babylonians, which meant everybody except

the members of his own sect.

The worldly appliances, however, helped to improve his appearance

considerably, and when he returned to the library he found the doctor

sitting before a cheerful anthracite fire awaiting him.

“I congratulate you, Mr. Spencer, that you were not seriously hurt,” the

doctor said cordially. “Sit down and let us talk awhile. My plans for

the morning have been broken up by this occurrence, and we shall now

enjoy a few moments without interruption. As I was saying, I knew your

father well for several years before he joined the Mormon prophet, and

it strikes me as somewhat remarkable that you, his son, should come here

now as an apostle of his sect and make me in a moment so greatly your

debtor. The circumstance is one of extraordinary interest, is it not?”

“It is as surprising to myself as to any one,” the young man replied,

thoughtfully.

“But why were you so persistent in the concealment of your name?”

“It turns out to have been entirely useless; but my object was to

prevent people from confounding a personal act, into which I was forced

by circumstances, with the sacred duty I have come here to perform. I

did not wish to give them the opportunity of saying that the Mormon

missionary sought to make himself conspicuous by any means whatever

outside his work as a minister of truth, and I am sorry that to-day’s

trouble has given our enemies this advantage.”

Dr. Taine hoped that he would not encourage so bad an opinion of mankind

as to suppose they could ascribe base motives to one who dashed into the

flames to save a fellow being, and gave it as his belief that so soon as

it became known that the Mormon missionary and the hero of the fire were

one, he would be able to prosecute his mission in peace.

“I shall rejoice if your prediction prove true, but I have serious

doubts,” replied the Mormon. “The people of Ohio hardened their hearts

against us long ago, and they are not likely to soften them in a day,

especially in such times as these.”

“At least, I will promise to do my best to insure you a peaceable

hearing while you remain here, for I hold that any man who is sober and

rational has a right to express his views in this free land of ours, and

the only alternative of the public, or any part of it, is not to listen,

to go its way, if the opinions he supports are obnoxious. Mob violence

is always bad and generally has the opposite effect from what is

intended—it may, and often does, destroy truly good and useful men; it

gives color to the plea of persecution and martyrdom so often raised by

the champions of dangerous heresies, and thereby prolongs the existence

of the evil institutions which, left to themselves, would soon perish

and be forgotten.”

“I apprehend that you make a covert reference to our cause; and, without

discussing its merits, I have no hesitation in saying that we have

always been most flourishing when hardest pressed by enemies without and

within. We have grown fat on persecution: that was the Lord’s way of

scorning the machinations of the ungodly who injured us. ‘Many are the

afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivereth him out of them

all.’ At the time of the martyrdom of the prophet, Joseph Smith, and the

destruction of our beautiful Capitol, Nauvoo, it looked for a while, as

I have often heard my father say, that complete dissolution was at hand.

But such appearances only belied the designs of God concerning his

people Israel, and a very brief period under his guidance was sufficient

to render us doubly as rich and numerous, and more united than ever

before.” The young missionary spoke with fervent enthusiasm.

Dr. Taine, in answer said that he would be the last man in the world to

deny the hand of God in the destiny of men, but that the fact must be

kept in view that Brigham Young was a much abler man than Joseph Smith.

“The latter,” he added, “possessed the talent to draw such a sect about

him, but it required the character of Brigham Young to organize and keep

it together. His move with an entire people into the wilderness that

only wanted human labor to turn it into a paradise, was one of the

boldest and most magnificent strokes in history. His predecessor had

gone to the Missouri years before, but had turned back, and recrossed

even the Mississippi, and so what might have been a Mormon empire is but

a territory of the United States. The prophet missed his opportunity. He

seems to have lacked both courage and faith. But, not so Brigham Young.

He is a penetrating politician, and a man of strong and energetic will;

fertile in the resources required for the role he has assumed, he is

also correct in judgment where his interests are concerned, and enjoys

the confidence of his people because his life is consistent with his

teachings. Such a man must know, in his secret heart, that by

establishing polygamy he has licensed a monster of evil that will soon

stifle all the good he may accomplish.”

The Mormon’s eyes sparkled and the blood mounted to his temples as he

said impetuously:—

“You say this, Dr. Taine! you whose daughter was assaulted on the

Sabbath day in this christian State of Ohio!”

“I did not say it to provoke you, my young friend, and if my remark has

had that effect I most gladly recall it, and we will drop the subject,”

replied the doctor, who was surprised to see the sudden anger of the

Elder.

“No, I am wrong,” continued the young man in a lower voice, “the point

will bear discussion; and though I should have no hope of convincing

you, I shall be willing to express my views, (or, rather, those of the

saints) concerning the doctrine and practice of celestial marriage, if

you care to hear them.”

“Let me hear, then, what you think yourself of the doctrine and the

practice.”

He began by stating that the doctrine was of divine institution, not

only in ancient times among the patriarchs who enjoyed the privilege of

walking and talking with Jehovah, but had been rehabilitated in all its

pristine beatitudes by a direct revelation from Heaven in these ‘last

days.’ The practice was intended by the Almighty as a great boon to all

unbelievers, and such it had proved to be among the saints, where women

were never wronged by men, because the sacred avenue of marriage was

open to all; dishonor and misery, which were common to the rest of the

world, were unknown to the people of Zion—virgins were never

undone—wives and husbands were never cheated of their rights!

He waxed so eloquent, indeed, in his praises of the terrestrial paradise

beyond the Rocky Mountains, that the doctor looked at him with

admiration, and was on the point of applauding his ingenuous fervor when

he stopped speaking.

“A practical demonstration of the use and the truth of polygamy, as

revealed to us,” pursued the young man earnestly, “is constantly held up

before the eyes of the world, and woe unto them if they will not see

it:—Your cities are steeped in vice and corruption, your homes are

blighted and dismembered by lust, the vicious haunts are thronged by the

frail victims of married men; but your theology does little or nothing

to stop this growth of sin, while ours goes to the root of it;—what you

have made a curse we make a blessing; God has given us the key and the

power by which to prevent the blight that is settling upon the earth!”

The doctor perceived that further argument would be useless at that

time, and gently interrupted him to ask if he had fully informed himself

as to the moral condition of American homes and cities, or observed

among the saints the beneficent results of which he spoke. He replied

that of the first he only judged by newspaper reports and the accounts

given by Mormon elders who had labored throughout the States; of the

last he merely described what he knew to be the facts.

Dr. Taine commended his earnestness, and expressed a belief that he

possessed a spirit to command and enforce success. Though he reflected

that it was a pity such a spirit was not given to a better cause, he

said kindly:

“You are sincere, I am sure, and I see no reason why the cause you

represent has not as good claims to public toleration as many others

which enjoy that boon. What you have said has interested me. I shall be

pleased to recur to the subject at more leisure. I like to observe all

forms and phases of human thought and action with the broadest

tolerance, because, by the opposite course, we are liable to overlook as

of no consequence, phenomena which are necessary and important adjuncts

of that onward struggle in which, I hope, we are all of us engaged.”

A ring at this moment announced the arrival of visitors with whom the

doctor had business.

“My daily routine now commences, and I must reluctantly ask you to

excuse me,” he said, taking Spencer cordially by the hand. The visitors

came in, but he merely saluted them and conducted the shabby young

Mormon to the door with the utmost deference. He would not let him

depart until he had promised to call often to see him, and that he would

drive out to Chestnut Grove next day after the hearing at the police

court.

“I will accept your hospitality, Dr. Taine, not because I want any

return for what I have done, but in the hope that I may be the means of

bringing you or your children to a knowledge of the true faith.”

The Elder’s face was as serious as that of an Indian chief in council.

The doctor smiled complacently, and pressed his hand as he said “good

day.”

Spencer hurried to his humble room on Erie street, where he sat down

listlessly and occupied his thoughts with something rather outside his

mission work. He had thought of the same subject a good deal for some

days past; in fact, it had scarcely quitted his mind for a moment since

it first found a place there.

“I walk by short stages all the way from the Missouri River and preach

in more than twenty different towns and villages,” he reflected, as he

sat knitting his brows and pressing his palms against his forehead.

“During the entire journey I do not travel a mile on the Sabbath,

because wherever I am on that day I find a few seekers after truth who

listen to my message. But on this particular Sabbath I am carried by

force from my lodgings before daylight and driven from Elyria by a

christian mob! Hungry, despondent, and footsore, I press on towards

Cleveland for the express purpose, as it now seems, of saving two lives

and almost losing my own. ‘How mysterious are thy ways, oh Lord!’ And

now, the image of that lovely girl haunts me like a beautiful vision. I

never saw such exquisite grace—and she, this sweet May morning of

perfect woman-hood, owes me her life—perhaps much more than that! That

good-natured old minister of error will take care that I have no

opportunity to win her to the Gospel, but if she thinks of me—”

He stopped suddenly and picked up the Book of Mormon which lay on a

small pine table near him, with a sad look about the bare and cheerless

room, but both his appearance and his sighs gave proof that at that time

he could find no solid consolation in the text-book of his faith.

“I don’t see my way so clearly since I met her,” he muttered. “Perhaps

this is a trick of Satan to turn me from my duty; but it shall not

succeed!”

He resolved to forget her; but when he went out to seek a hearing among

the rough men on the wharves, her sweet image went with him, and combat

as he might, he could not banish her from his heart.

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