CHAPTER XVI.

THE HOUSE OF CARDS GOES DOWN.

It was past eleven when Everard left Elm Park after his interview with

Beatrice, and nearly half-past when he reached home, expecting to find

the house dark, and the family in bed. But as he walked slowly up the

avenue, he saw a light in his father’s room, and the figure of a man

walking back and forth, as if impatient of something.

“Can it be he is waiting for me?” he thought, and a sigh escaped him as

he felt how unequal he was to a conflict with his father that night.

Entering the hall as noiselessly as possible he groped his way up stairs

to the broad landing, when the darkness was suddenly broken by a flood

of light which poured from Rossie’s room, and Rossie herself appeared in

the door, holding her gray flannel dressing-gown together with one hand,

and with the other shedding her hair back from her face, which looked

tired and sleepy, as she said: “Oh, I’m so glad you’ve come. Your father

wants to see you, and asked me to sit up and tell you when you came.

Good-night!” and she stepped back into her room, while he passed slowly

down the hall, and she saw him knock at his father’s room at the far end

of the passage.

“Well, my son, so you’ve come at last,” the judge said to him, but there

was no anger in his voice, only a slight tone of irritation that he had

been kept up so late. “You have been to see Bee, I take it, and, from

the length of time you staid, conclude that you settled the little

matter we were talking about this morning.”

“Yes, father, we settled it,” Everard said, but his voice was not the

voice of a hopeful, happy lover, and his father looked suspiciously at

him as he continued:

“With what result?”

“Beatrice refused me;” and Everard’s voice was still lower and more

hopeless.

“Refused you! ’Tis false! You never asked her!” the judge exclaimed,

growing angry at once.

“Father!” and now Everard looked straight in his sire’s face, “do you

mean to say I lie, and I your son and mother’s?”

The judge knew that in times past Everard had been guilty of almost

everything a fast young man ever is guilty of, but he had never detected

him in a falsehood, and he was obliged to answer him now:

“No, not exactly _lie_, though I don’t understand why she should refuse

you. If I know anything about girls she is not averse to you, and here

you come and tell me that she refused you flat. There’s some trick

somewhere; something I do not understand. Beatrice likes you well enough

to marry you, and you know it. Why then did she refuse you, unless you

made a bungle of the whole thing, and showed her you were not more than

half in earnest, as upon my soul I believe you are not; but you shall

be. I’ve had my mind on that marriage for years, and I will not easily

give it up. Do you hear or care for what I am saying?” he asked, in a

voice growing each instant louder and more excited.

“Yes, father,” Everard answered wearily, with the air of one who did not

really comprehend. “I hear,—I care,—but I am so tired to-night. Let me

off, won’t you, till another time, when I can talk with you better and

tell you all I feel.”

“No, I won’t let you off,” the judge replied. “I intend to know why you

are so indifferent to Bee. Is it, as I have suspected, that

yellow-haired woman? Because if it is, by the lord Harry, you will be

sorry! She shall never come here; never! The bold-faced, vulgar thing!”

“Father!” and Everard roused himself at last, “you must not speak so of

Josephine. I will not listen to it.”

That was the speech which fired the train, and the judge grew purple

with rage as he demanded by what right his son forbade him to speak as

he pleased of Josephine.

“What is she to you?” he asked, and with white, quivering lips Everard

answered back:

“_She is my wife!_”

The words were spoken almost in a whisper, but they echoed like thunder

through the room, and seemed to repeat themselves over and over again

during the moment of utter silence which ensued. Everard had told his

secret, and felt better already, as if the worst was over; while his

father stood motionless and dumb, glaring upon him with a baleful light

in his eyes, which boded no good to the sorely-pressed young man, who

was the first to speak.

“Let me tell you all about it,” he said, “and then you may kill me if

you choose; it does not matter much.”

“Yes, tell me;” his father said, hoarsely; and without lifting up his

bowed head, or raising his voice, which was strangely sad and low,

Everard told his story,—every word of it, even to Josephine’s parentage

and Rossie’s generous conduct in his behalf.

Of Josephine herself he said as little as possible, and did not by the

slightest word hint at his growing aversion for her. That would not help

matters now. She was his wife, and he called her so two or three times,

and did not see how at the mention of that name his father ground his

teeth together and clutched at his cravat as if to tear it off, and give

himself more room to breathe.

“I have told you everything now, father,” Everard said in conclusion,

“everything there is to tell, except that since that night I have not

committed a single act of which I am not willing you should know. I have

tried to do my best, as I promised mother I would the last time I talked

with her. She believed in me then; she would forgive me if she were

here, and for her sake I ask you to forgive me too. I am so

sorry,—sorrier than you can possibly be. Will you forgive me for

mother’s sake?”

He had made his plea and waited for the answer. He knew how ungovernable

his father’s temper was at times, but it was so long since he had met it

in its worst form that he was wholly unprepared for the terrible burst

of passion to which his father gave vent. He had listened quietly to his

son’s story, without comment or interruption, but his anger had grown

stronger and fiercer with each detail, so that even the mention of his

dead wife had no power to move him now. On the contrary, it exasperated

him the more, and, at Everard’s appeal for pardon, the storm burst and

he began in a voice of such withering scorn and contempt that Everard

looked wonderingly at the old man, who shook with rage and whose face

was livid in spots. There was nothing to be hoped for from him, and

Everard bowed his head again, while the tempest raged on.

“Forgive you for your mother’s sake! Dastard! How dare you cringe and

creep behind her name, when you have disgraced her in her coffin?

Forgive you? Never! So long as I have sense and reason left!”

This was the preface to what followed, for, taking up the case as a

lawyer takes up the case of the criminal whom it is his duty to

prosecute, the judge went through it step by step, speaking first of the

puling weakness which would allow one to fall into the damnable trap set

for him by a crafty, designing woman, then of the base hypocrisy, the

living lie of years, the systematic deception, the mean cowardice, the

sneaking, contemptible spirit which would even take money from a child

to squander on that yellow-haired Jezebel, the insult to Beatrice,

asking her to marry him just for a farce, and lastly, the audacity in

thinking such enormities could be forgiven.

Everard did not think they could by the time his case was summed up. He

did not think of much of anything, he was so benumbed and bewildered,

and his father’s voice sounded like some great roaring river very far

away.

“Forgive you!” it said again, with all the concentrated bitterness of

hatred. “Forgive you! Never, so long as I live, will I forgive or own

you for my son, or in any way recognize that jade as your wife. From

this time on you are none of mine. I disown you. I cast you off,

forever. You may sleep here to-night, but in the morning you leave, and

go back to your darling and her high-born family, but you’ll never cross

my threshold again while I am living. Do you hear, or are you a stone, a

clod, that you sit there so quietly?”

His son’s demeanor exasperated him, and he would have been better

pleased had Everard fought him inch by inch, and given him back scorn

for scorn. But this Everard could not do; he was too completely crushed

to offer a word in his own defense. Only at the last, when he heard

himself disowned, he roused and said, “Do you mean it, father? Mean to

turn me from your house?”

“Mean it? Yes; don’t you understand plain language when you hear it?”

thundered the judge.

“Yes, father, I understand, and I will go,” Everard said, rising slowly,

as if it were painful to move; then, half staggering to the door, he

stopped a moment and added, “I deserve a great deal, father, but not all

you have given me. You have been too hard with me, and you will be sorry

for it some day. Good-by; I am going.”

“Go, then, and never come back,” came like a savage growl from the

infuriated man, and those were the last words which, ever passed between

the father and the son.

“Good-by, father, I am going.”

“Go, then, and never come back.”

They sounded through the stillness of the night, and Everard shivered,

as he went through the long, dark hall and up the stairs, where the old

clock was striking one, and where the light from Rossie’s door again

shone into the gloom, and Rossie’s face looked out, pale and scared this

time, for she had heard the judge’s angry voice, and knew a dreadful

battle was in progress. So she wrapped a shawl about her and waited till

it was over, and she heard Everard coming up the stairs. Then she went

to him, for something told the motherly child that he was in need of

comfort and sympathy, and such crumbs as she could give she would. But

she was not prepared for the cowed, humiliated look of utter

hopelessness, and not knowing what she was doing, she drew him into her

room, and making him sit down, she took his icy hands and rubbed and

chafed them, while she said, “What is it, Mr. Everard? Tell me all about

it. I heard your father’s voice so loud and angry that it frightened me,

and I sat up to wait for you and tell you how sorry I am. What is it?”

Her sympathy was very sweet to Everard, and touched him so closely that

for a moment he was unable to speak; then he said:

“I cannot tell you, Rossie, what it is; only that it is something which

dates far back, before mother died, and father has just found it out,

and has turned me from his door.”

“Oh, Mr. Everard, you must have misunderstood him; he did not mean that.

You are mistaken,” Rossie cried, in great distress; and Everard replied:

“When a man calls his son a sneak, a coward, a clod, a villain, a

scoundrel, a scamp, a hypocrite, a liar, there can be no

misunderstanding the language, or what it means; and father called me

all these names, and more, and said things I never can forget. I deserve

a great deal, but not all this. Oh, if I had died years and years ago!”

His chin quivered and his voice trembled as he talked, while Rossie’s

tears flowed like rain as she stood, not holding his hands now, but

gently stroking the hair of the head bowed down so low with its load of

grief and shame.

“Mr. Everard,” she said at last, “has this trouble anything to do with

Joe Fleming?”

“Yes, everything!” Everard answered, bitterly; and Rossie continued:

“Oh, I am so sorry! I hoped you had broken with him forever. You have

been so good and nice, and kept that pledge so beautifully! How could

you have anything to do with Joe?”

“I tell you it dates far back,—a hundred years ago, it seems to me. I

got into an awful scrape, from which I cannot extricate myself,” Everard

said, and Rossie continued:

“I see, you did something which Joe knows about, and so has you in his

power, and you have just told your father.”

“Yes, that is it, very nearly,” Everard replied.

“I wish you’d tell me what it is. I ’most know I could help you; at all

events, I could speak to your father; he is always kind to me, and will

listen to reason, I think,” Rossie said; and then Everard looked up

quickly, and spoke decidedly:

“Rossie, you must not speak to father for me. I will not have it. He has

taunted me enough with ‘hanging on to the apron-strings of a little

girl;’ that’s what he said, referring to my having taken money from you;

for you see I told him everything, even to the hair you sold, and I

think that made him more furious than all the rest. It was a dastardly

thing in me, and there must be no repetition. You must not interfere by

so much as a word; remember that when I am gone, for I am going to

Cincinnati first, and if I find nothing to do there, I shall go on to

Louisville, and possibly farther South. I shall write to you as soon as

I know what I am going to do,—perhaps before; and, Rossie, among all the

pleasant memories of my old home, the very sweetest will be the memory

of the little girl who always in my sorest need lightened, if she could

not remove, the burden. Hush, Rossie; don’t cry so for me. I am not

worth it,” he said, as she burst into a passionate fit of weeping.

He had risen now and was bending over her and holding her hands in his,

and when he saw her sobbing thus he wound his arm around her, and

drawing her close to him, tried to quiet and comfort her.

“Don’t, Rossie, don’t; you unman me entirely, to see you give way so;

I’d rather remember you as the brave little woman who always controlled

herself.”

Down over Rossie’s shoulders her unbound hair was falling, and lifting

up one of the wavy tresses, Everard continued, “I shall be gone in the

morning, Rossie, and I want to take with me a lock of this hair. It will

be a constant reminder of the sacrifice you once made for me, and keep

me from temptation. May I have it, Rossie?”

She would have given him her head had he asked for it, and the lock was

soon severed from the rest and laid in his hand. Holding it to the light

he said, “Look how long, and bright, and even it is. You have beautiful

hair, Rossie.”

He meant to divert her mind, but her heart was very sore, and her face

tear-stained and wet as she tied the hair with a bit of ribbon, and

placing it in a paper, handed it to him.

“Thank you, Rossie,” he said; “no man ever had a dearer sister than I,

and if I am ever anything, it will be wholly owing to your influence and

Bee’s.”

At the mention of Bee’s name Rossie looked quickly up, struck with a

sudden idea.

“Oh, Mr. Everard,” she said, “how can you go away and leave Miss

Beatrice? and I thought you and she would some time be married, and we

should all be so happy.”

“That can never be,” Everard replied; “Beatrice will not have me; I

cannot have her. We settled that to-night, but are the best of friends,

and I esteem her as one of the noblest girls I ever knew. You may tell

her so if she ever speaks of me after I am gone; tell her that with you

she represents to me all that is purest and sweetest in womanhood; and

now, Rossie, I must say good-by. It is almost two o’clock.”

He took her upturned face between both his hands and held it a moment,

while he looked earnestly into the clear, bright eyes which met his

without a shadow of consciousness, except the consciousness that he was

going away, and this was his farewell. Then he stooped and kissed her

forehead and said, “God bless you, Rosamond; be a daughter to my father.

You are all the child he has now.”

An hour later and Rosamond had cried herself to sleep, and did not hear

Everard’s cautious footsteps, as, with his satchel in his hand, he stole

down the stairs and out to the carriage-house, where he passed the few

remaining hours of the November night, feeling that he was indeed an

outcast and a wanderer.

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