CHAPTER XXIII

STORM CLOUDS

A dispirited creature made its way down to the Setons' house that same

evening. Big Brother Bill felt there was not one single clear thought

in his troubled head, at least, not one worth thinking. He was

weighted down by a hazy conception of the position of things, in a

manner that came near to destroying the very root of his optimism.

One or two things settled upon his mind much in the manner of mental

vampires. He knew that Charlie was threatened, and he knew that

Charlie knew it, and made no attempt to protect himself. He knew that

Charlie was also scared--frightened out of all control of himself in a

manner that was absurdly contradictory. He knew that he was now at the

saloon for the purpose of drowning his hopeless feelings in the

maddening spirit O'Brien dispensed. He knew that his own baggage had

at last arrived from Heaven only knew where, and he wished it hadn't,

for it left him feeling even more burdened than ever with the

responsibilities of the pestilential valley. He knew that he was

beginning to hate the police, and Fyles, almost as much as Charlie

did. He knew that if prevailing conditions weren't careful he would

lose his temper with them, and make things hot for somebody or

something. But, more than all else, he knew that Helen Seton was more

than worth all the worry and anxiety he was enduring.

In consequence of all this he arrayed himself in a light tweed suit, a

clean, boiled shirt and collar, a tie, that might well have startled

the natives of his home city, and a panama hat which he felt was

necessary to improve the tropical appearance of his burnt and

perspiring features, and hastened to Helen's presence for comfort and

support.

The girl had been waiting for him. She looked the picture of

diaphanous coolness in the shade of the house, lounging in an old

wicker chair, with its fellow, empty, drawn up beside her. There were

no feminine eyes to witness her little schemes, and Bill?--why, Bill

was delighted beyond words that she was there, also the empty chair,

also, that, as he believed, while she was wholly unconscious of the

fact, the girl's attitude and costume were the most innocently

pleasing things he had ever beheld with his two big, blue,

appreciative eyes.

He promptly told her so.

"Say, Hel," he cried, "you don't mind me calling you 'Hel,' do

you?--you see, everything delightful seems to be associated with

'Hell' nowadays. If you could see yourself and the dandy picture

you make you'd kind of understand how I feel just about now."

The girl smiled her delight.

"Maybe I do understand," she said. "You see, I don't always sit around

in this sort of fancy frock. Then, no girl of sense musses herself

into an awkward pose when six foot odd of manhood's getting around her

way. No, no Big Brother Bill. That chair didn't get there by itself.

Two carefully manicured hands put it there, after their owner had

satisfied herself that her mirror hadn't made a mistake, and that she

was looking quite her most attractive. You see, you'd promised to come

to see me this evening, and--well, I'm woman enough to be very

pleased. That's all."

Bill's sun-scorched face deepened its ruddy hue with youthful delight.

"Say, you did all this for--for me?"

Helen laughed.

"Why, yes, and told you the various details to be appreciated, because

I was scared to death you wouldn't get them right."

Bill sat himself down, and set the chair creaking as he turned it

about facing her. He held out his hands.

"I haven't seen the manicuring racket right, yet," he laughed.

Helen stretched out her two hands toward him for inspection. He

promptly seized them in his, and pretended to examine them.

"The prettiest, softest, jolliest----"

But the girl snatched them away.

"That's not inspection. That's----"

"Sure it's not," retorted Bill easily. "It's true."

"And absurd."

"What--the truth?"

Bill's blue eyes were widely inquiring.

"Sometimes."

The smile died out of the man's eyes, and his big face became doleful.

"Yes, I s'pose it is."

Helen set up.

"What's gone wrong--now? What truth is--absurd?" she demanded.

The man shrugged.

"Oh, everything. Say, have you ever heard of a disease of the--the

brain called 'partly hatched'?"

The girl's eyes twinkled.

"I don't kind of remember it."

"No, I don't s'pose you do. I don't think anybody ever has it but me.

I've got it bad. This valley's given it me, and--and if it isn't

careful it's going to get fatal."

Helen looked around at him in pretended sympathy.

"What's the symptoms? Nothing outward? I mean that tie--that's not a

symptom, is it?"

Bill shook his head. He was smiling, but beneath his smile there was a

certain seriousness.

"No. There's no outward signs--yet. I got it through thinking too--too

young. You see, I've done so much thinking in the last week. If it had

been spread over, say six months, the hatching might have got fixed

right. But it's been too quick, and things have got addled. You see,

if a hen turned on too much pressure of heat her eggs would get

fried--or addled. That's how my brain is. It's addled."

Helen nodded with a great show of seriousness which the twitching

corners of her pretty mouth belied.

"I always thought you'd got a trouble back of your--head. But you'd

best tell me. You see, I don't get enough pressure of thinking to

hatch anything. Maybe between us we can fix your mental eggs right."

Bill's big eyes lit with relief and hope.

"That's bright of you. You surely are the cutest girl ever. You must

have got a heap of brain to spare."

Helen could no longer restrain her laughter.

"It's mostly all--spare. Now, then, tell me all your troubles."

The great creature at her side looked doubtful and puzzled.

"I don't know just where to begin. There's such a heap, and I've

worried thinking about it, till--till----"

Helen sat up and propped her chin in her hands with her elbows on her

knees.

"When you don't know where to begin just start with the first thought

in your head, and--and--ramble."

Bill brightened up.

"Sure that's best?"

"Sure."

The man sighed in relief.

"That's made a heap of difference," he cried. Then he took a

handkerchief from his pocket, removed his panama and mopped his

forehead. He gave a big gulp in the midst of the process, and spoke as

though he were defying an enemy. "Will you marry me?" he demanded, and

sat up glaring at her, with his hat and handkerchief poised in either

hand.

The girl gave him a quick look. Then she flung herself back in her

chair and laughed.

"We--we are talking of troubles," she protested.

Bill replaced his hat, and restored his handkerchief to its pocket.

"Troubles? Troubles? Isn't that trouble enough to start with?

It's--it's the root of it all," he declared. "I'm--I'm just crazy

about you. And every time I try to think about Charlie and the police,

and--and the scallywags of the valley, I--I find you mixed up with it

all, and get so tangled up that I don't know where I am, or--or why.

Say, have you ever been crazy about anybody? Some feller, for

instance? It's the worst worrying muddle ever happened. First you're

pleased--then you cuss them. Then you sort of sit dreaming all sorts

of fool things that haven't any sense at all. Then you want to make

rhymes and things about eyes, and flowers, and moons, and feet, and

laces and bits. You feel all over that everything else has got no

sense to it, and is just so much waste of time thinking about it. You

sort of feel that all men are fools but yourself, and other females

aren't women, but just images. You sort of get the notion the world's

on a pivot, and that pivot's just yourself, and if you weren't there

there'd be a bust up, and most everything would get chasing glory, and

you don't care a darn, anyway, if they did. Say, when you get clean

crazy about anybody, same as I am about you, you find yourself hating

everybody that comes near them. You get notions that every man is

conspiring to tell the girl what a perfect fool you are, that they're

worrying to boost you right out with her. You hate her, because you

think she thinks you are a simpleton, and can't see your good points,

which are so obvious to yourself. You hate yourself, you hate life,

you hate the sunlight and the trees, and your food, and--and

everything. And you wouldn't have things different, or stop making

such a fool of yourself, no--not if hell froze over. Will--will you

marry me?"

Helen's humor suddenly burst the bonds of all restraint. She sat there

laughing until she nearly choked.

Bill waited with a patience that seemed inexhaustible. Then, as the

girl's mirth began to lessen, he put his question again with dogged

persistence.

"Will you marry me?"

"Oh, dear! Oh, dear! Of all the----"

"Will you marry me?" the man persisted, his great face flushing.

Helen abruptly sobered. The masterful tone somehow sent a delighted

thrill through her nerves.

She nodded.

"Of course I will. I--intended to from the first moment I saw your

big, funny face with Stanley----"

"You mean that, Hel? You really--meant to marry me? You did?"

The man's happy excitement was something not easily to be forgotten.

He sprang from his chair, reached out his powerful hands, caught the

girl about the waist, and picked her up in his arms as he might have

picked up a child. His great bear-like hug was a monstrous thing to

endure, but Helen was more than willing to endure it, as also his

kisses, which he rained upon her happy, laughing face.

But the girl's sense of the fitness of things soon came to her rescue.

The ridiculousness, the undignified figure she must appear, held in

her great lover's arms, set her struggling to free herself, and, in a

few moments, he set her once more upon her feet, and stood laughing

down into her blushing face.

"Say," he cried, with a great laugh, "I don't care a cuss if my brains

never hatch out. You're going to be my wife. You, the girl I'm crazy

to death about. Fyles and all the rest can go hang. Gee!"

Helen looked up at him. Then she smoothed out her ruffled frock, and

patted her hair into its place.

"Well," she cried, with a happy laugh, "I've heard some queer

proposals from the boys of this valley when they were drunk, but for a

sober, educated man, I think you've made the funniest proposal that

any one ever listened to. Oh, Bill, Bill, you've done a foolish thing.

I'm a shameless man-hunter. I came out west to find a husband, and

I've found one. I wanted to marry you all along. I meant to marry

you."

Bill's laugh rang out in a great guffaw.

"Bully!" he cried. "What's the use of marrying a girl who doesn't want

to marry you?"

"But she ought to pretend--at first."

"Not on your life. No pretense for me, Hel. Give me the girl who's

honest enough to love me, and let me know it."

"Bill! How--dare you? How dare you say I loved you and told you so?

I've--I've a good mind not to marry----Say, Bill, you are a--joke.

Now, sit right down, and tell me all about those--those other things

worrying you."

In a moment a shadow crossed the man's cheerful face. But he

obediently resumed his seat, and somehow, when Helen sat down, their

chairs were as close together as their manufacturer had made possible.

"It's Charlie--Charlie, and the police," said Bill, in a despondent

tone. "And Kate, too. I don't know. Say, Hel, what's--what's going to

happen? Fyles is hot after Charlie. Charlie don't care a curse. But

there's something scaring him that bad he's nearly crazy. Then there's

Kate. He saw Kate talking to Fyles, and he got madder than--hell. And

now he's gone off to O'Brien's, and it don't even take any thinking to

guess what for. I tell you he's so queer I can't do a thing with him.

I'm not smart enough. I could just break him in my two hands if I took

hold of him to keep him home and out of trouble, but what's the use?

He's crazy about Kate, he's crazy about drink, he's crazy about

everything, but keeping clear of the law. That's what I came to tell

you about--that, and to fix up about getting married."

The man's words left a momentary dilemma in the girl's mind. For a

moment she was at a loss how to answer him. It seemed impossible to

accept seriously his tale of anxiety and worry, and yet----. The same

tale from any other would have seemed different. But coming from Bill,

and just when she was so full of an almost childish happiness at the

thought that this great creature loved her, and wanted to marry her,

it took her some moments to reduce herself to a condition of judicial

calm, sufficient to obtain the full significance of his anxious

complaint.

When at last she spoke her eyes were serious, so serious that Bill

wondered at it. He had never seen them like that before.

"It's dreadful," she said in a low tone. "Dreadful."

Bill jumped at the word.

"Dreadful? My God, it's awful when you think he's my brother, and--and

Kate's your sister. I can't see ahead. I can't see where things

are--are drifting. That's the devil of it. I wish to goodness they'd

given me less beef and more brain," he finished up helplessly.

Helen displayed no inclination to laugh. Somehow now that this simple

man was here, now that the responsibility of him had devolved upon

her, a delightful feeling of gentle motherliness toward him rose up in

her heart, and made her yearn to help him. It was becoming quite easy

to take him seriously.

"P'r'aps it's a good thing you've got all that--beef. P'r'aps it's for

the best, you're so--so strong, and so ready to help. You can't see

ahead. Neither can I. Maybe no one can, but--Fyles. Suppose you and

I were standing at the foot of a cliff--a big, high cliff, very

dangerous, very dreadful, and some one we both loved was climbing its

face, and we saw them reach a point where it looked impossible to go

on, or turn back. What could we do? I'll tell you. We could remain

standing there looking on, praying to Providence that they might get

through, and holding ourselves ready to bear a hand when opportunity

offered, and, failing that, do our utmost to _break their fall_."

Bill's appreciation suddenly illuminated his ingenuous face.

"Say," he cried admiringly. "You've hit it. Sure, we can't climb up

and help. It would mean disaster to both, with no one left to help.

Say, I'm glad I'm big and strong. That's it, we'll stand--by. You'll

think, and I'll do what you tell me. By Jing! That's made everything

different. We'll stand by, and break their fall. I could never have

thought of that--I couldn't, sure."

It was Helen's turn to display enthusiasm. It was an enthusiasm

inspired by her lover's acceptance of her suggestion.

"But we're not going to just watch and watch and do nothing. We must

keep on Fyles's trail. We must keep close behind Charlie, and when we

see the fall coming on we must be ready to thrust out a hand. You

never know, we may beat the whole game in spite of Charlie. We may be

able to save him in spite of himself. No harm must come to Kate

through him. I can't see where it can come, except--that he is mad

about her, and she is mad about--some one else."

"Fyles?" Bill hazarded.

Helen looked around at him in amused admiration. She nodded.

"You're getting too clever for me. You will be thinking for us both

soon."

Bill denied the accusation enthusiastically.

"Never," he exclaimed. And after that he drifted into a lover's

rhapsody of his own inferiority and unworthiness.

Thus, for a while, the more serious cares were set aside for that

brief lover's paradise when two people find their focus filled to

overflowing with that precious Self, which we are told always to deny.

Fortunately human nature does not readily yield to such behests, and

so life is not robbed of its mainspring, and the whole machinery of

human nature is not reduced to a chaotic bundle of useless wheels.

For all Helen's boasted scheming, for all Bill's lack of brilliancy,

these two were just a pair of simple creatures, loyal and honest, and

deeply in love. So they dallied as all true lovers must dally with

those first precious moments which a Divine Providence permits to flow

in full tide but once in a lifetime.

* * * * *

Charlie Bryant was standing at the bar of O'Brien's saloon. One hand

rested on the edge of the counter as though to steady himself. His

eyes were bloodshot, a strange pallor left his features ghastly, and

the combination imparted a subtle appearance of terror which the

shrewd saloonkeeper interpreted in his own fashion as he unfolded his

information, and its deductions.

The bar was quite empty otherwise, and the opportunity had been too

good for O'Brien to miss.

"Say, I was mighty glad to get them kegs the other night safely. But

I'm takin' no more chances. It'll see me through for awhile," he said,

as he refilled Charlie's glass at his own expense. "There's a big play

coming right now, and, if you'll take advice, you'll lie low--desprit

low."

"You mean Fyles--as usual," said Charlie thickly. Then he added as an

afterthought: "To hell with Fyles, and all his damned red-coats."

O'Brien's quick eyes surveyed his half-drunken customer with a shrewd,

contemptuous speculation.

"That sounds like bluff. Hot air never yet beat the p'lice. It needs a

darnation clear head, and big acts, to best Fyles. A half-soused bluff

ain't worth hell room."

Charlie appeared to take no umbrage. His bloodshot eyes were still

fixed upon O'Brien's hard face as he raised his glass with a shaking

hand and drained it.

"I don't need to bluff with no one around worth bluffing," he said,

setting the empty glass down on the counter.

O'Brien's response was to fold his arms aggressively, and lean forward

upon the counter, peering into the delicate, pale face before him.

"See here," he cried, "a fellow mostly bluffs when he's scared, or

he's in a corner--like a rat. See? Now it's to my interest to see

Fyles beat clean out of Rocky Springs. It's that set me gassin'. Get

me? So just keep easy, and take what I got to hand out. I'm wise to

the game. It's my business to keep wise. Those two crooks of yours,

Pete and Nick, were in this morning, and I heard 'em talkin'. Then I

got 'em yarning to me. They've got every move Fyles is making dead

right. They're smartish guys, and I feel they're too smart for you by

a sight. If things go their way you're safe. If there's a chance of

trouble for them you're up against it."

Charlie licked his dry lips as the saloonkeeper paused. Then he

replaced the sodden end of his cigarette between them. But he remained

silent.

"I've warned you of them boys before," O'Brien went on. "But that's by

the way. Now, see here, Fyles has got your play. The boys know that,

and in turn have got his play. Fyles knows that to-morrow night you're

running in a big cargo of liquor. The only thing he don't know is

where you cache it. Anyways, he's got a big force of boys around, and

Rocky Springs'll have a complete chain of patrols around it, to-morrow

night. Each man's got a signal, and when that signal's given it means

he's located the cargo. Then the others'll crowd in, and your gang's

to be overwhelmed. Get it? You'll all be taken--red-handed. I'm

guessin' you know all this all right, all right, and I'm only telling

it so you can get the rest clear. How you and your boys get these

things I'm not guessing. It's smart. But here's the bad stuff. It's my

way to watch folks and draw 'em when I want to get wise. I drew them

boys. They're reckonin' things are getting hot for 'emselves. They're

scared. They're reckonin' the game's played out, and ain't worth hell

room, with Fyles smelling around. Those boys'll put you away to Fyles,

if they see the pinch coming. And that's where my interests come in.

They'll put you away sure as death."

If O'Brien were looking for the effect of his solemn warning he was

disappointed. Charlie's expression remained unchanged. The ghastly

white of his features suggested fear, but it was not added to by so

much as a flicker of an eyelid.

"That all?" he asked, with a deliberate pause between the words to

obtain clear diction.

O'Brien shrugged, but his eyes snapped angrily at this lack of

appreciation.

"Ain't it enough? Say," his manner had become almost threatening, "I'm

not doing things for hoss-play. The folks around can build any old

church to ease their souls and make a show. Rocky Springs ain't the

end of all things for me. I'm out after the stuff. I'll soothe my soul

with dollars. That's why I'm around telling you, because your game's

the thing that's to give 'em to me. When your game's played I hit the

trail, but as long as you make good Rocky Springs is for me. If you

can't handle your proposition right then I quit you."

Charlie suddenly shifted his position, and leaned his body against

the counter. The saloonkeeper looked for that sign which was to

re-establish his confidence. It was not forthcoming. For a moment

the half-drunken man leaned his head upon one hand, and his face

was turned from the other behind the bar.

O'Brien became impatient.

"Wal?" he demanded.

His persistence was rewarded at last. But it was rewarded with a shock

which left him startled beyond retort.

Charlie suddenly brought a clenched fist down upon the counter with a

force that set the glasses ringing.

"Fyles!" he cried fiercely, "Fyles! It's always Fyles! God's truth, am

I never to hear, or see, the last of him? Say, you know. You think you

know. But you don't. Damn you, you don't!"

Before the astonished saloonkeeper could recover himself and formulate

the angry retort which rose to his lips, Charlie staggered out of the

place.

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