A LETTER OF FAREWELL
Fenton sat on a camp stool beneath the sloping sides of a canvas tent.
Gusts of wind found their way inside, causing the candle that stood on
a small table beside him to flicker uncertainly. Outside could be
heard the even tramp of a sentry, and at rare intervals the thud of
horses' hoofs. From a distance came the steady rumble that told of
transport wagons on the move. Fenton wore the uniform of a cavalry
officer.
Two days had passed since the death of King Peter, interminable days of
torture and mental travail to the young Canadian. From the moment that
Varden had spoken the fateful words, "Peter is dead," Fenton had in a
vague way realised the duty that lay before him; although it was only
after a long struggle with the promptings of his love that he had bowed
to the inevitable. Olga was now Queen of Ironia. A great and shining
future was before her. An empire lay within her grasp. What part
could he, an alien and a commoner, expect to play in that future?
True, she had married him, but when matters of state were hanging in
the balance, a gipsy marriage over the tongs would be counted of little
consequence. It could easily be set aside. In any case, who were
there who knew of that romance of the hills? Anna Petrowa and Crane
shared the secret with himself and Olga--no one else--and they would
say no word.
He must go away. If it were deemed necessary to resort to the church
for a proper dissolution of the bonds, he would render every assistance
in his power. But this perhaps would not be necessary--for he was
going to the front, a soldier of Her Serene Majesty, Queen Olga. That
there was no other course open to him was quite clear. His presence
would distress her, render the part she had to play more difficult for
her. To save her the painful task of breaking off the relationship
between them, he must go.
The two days had been busy ones, which was fortunate, for his mind had
been kept occupied. He had been given a post in a cavalry brigade.
With an almost savage absorption he had plunged into the stern duty of
fitting himself for the work at the front. With grim but keen
anticipation he had practised with the finely balanced sabre and the
brace of revolvers that constituted his implements of warfare. No
trooper rides in the charge with more reckless daring and insatiable
determination than the man whose heart is filled with a tragedy of
love. Fenton would undoubtedly prove a first-class fighting man.
That day at noon he had seen Phil Crane off with the artillery. The
voluble Englishman had some knowledge of guns, and nothing would
satisfy him but a post with the very first batteries that lumbered off
for the front. Accordingly, being a most arrogant fellow, as has
perhaps already been demonstrated, Crane had bluntly informed Anna of
his intention of marrying her before leaving, and had then dragged her
off to a church; the little dancer, truth to tell, being quite willing,
under a pretence of reluctance. Fenton had witnessed the ceremony. He
had again impressed upon them both the necessity for silence on the
score of what had happened at the Hawk's Rest, and then had ridden back
to the camp, which had been established outside Serajoz, with a
careless: "I'll see you up at the front, Phil."
In the dim and guttering light of the candle, Fenton was writing. With
many long and painful pauses he worked, until finally the letter lay
before him completed. He read it over to himself again, considering
each word and phrase:
"MY DEAREST,--I am addressing you as my heart dictates for the last
time. For this I humbly crave your forgiveness. Perhaps, as this is
the last message that can pass between us, you will condone my offence.
I leave to-morrow for the front. We shall never see each other again.
"There is so much for you to forgive. My failure to save your father
has weighed heavily upon me, and I realise how deeply you must feel the
consequences. I tried my best--and, in the light of subsequent events,
it has seemed to me that the hand of Fate intervened. It was God's
will that you should rule over Ironia.
"A throne now separates us, and, my dearest wife (I cannot help so
calling you), I realise fully what must be done. I bow to the
inevitable. If the difficulties of your position in view of what
transpired in the hills, have added to the measure of your sorrow, I
want to give you complete assurance on the score of my acceptance of
the part that has devolved upon me. If legal proceedings are
necessary, I shall lend every assistance. But I do not think it will
come to that. Heavy fighting is ahead of us, and I may be fortunate----
"I cannot find words to express the depth of my love for you. My
darling! My bride! It is hard to give you up! But to have won your
love, if only to lose it, is greater fortune than I deserve. The
memory of your love will remain with me to the last. It provides me
now in the depth of my despair with a wonderful solace. I have known
greater happiness than ever before fell to the lot of man--and with
that great thought stored in my mind I face the future--whatever it
holds--with courage. I surrender you to a brilliant future, Olga,
Queen of Ironia. May it be as happy as it will be illustrious.... I
know that sometimes you will think of me.
"And so, my wife, good-bye.
"Henceforth I shall be a soldier in your army. Your Majesty will have
none more loyal and respectful. If I die in your service--I can think
of no greater end. If I live, I shall stand ready to come from any
place in the wide world at your bidding. If it should come about that
you ever need me, all that I have, my life, will be at your service."
* * * * *
The letter on its way, Fenton gave himself up to a hopeless train of
reflection. He saw Olga again as on the first time that they had met,
beautiful, stately, on the crowded floor of the ball-room. Again he
saw her there among the palms as he hastily warned her of the evil that
might befall her father. Once more she stood, framed in the doorway of
Varden's library, the personification of offended dignity. The scene
changed and he lived over the thrill of their first embrace. He
pictured her as they had stood hand in hand, plighting their marriage
vows over the tongs; and finally he visioned afresh her surprise when
she had found him to be her husband--and he saw the wonderful
tenderness that grew in her eyes.
He would never see her again!
His vigil was a long one. Early dawn found him, haggard of face and
heavy of eye, staring moodily across to the eastern hills above which
the rays of the rising sun heralded a new day--a day devoid of
happiness and zest, the first of an endless succession of empty days.
Fenton resented the new day, for it brought him no purpose, no hope.
An orderly came with a letter.
Fenton took it. He knew what it was, and his hand trembled. He had,
of course, expected an answer; in fact, he had satisfied himself as to
what she would almost certainly say. Her letter would be dignified,
tender, regretful. It would voice the strength of her determination to
devote her life to her people; perhaps it would reveal something of her
love. And yet as he turned the note in his hands the hopes and
longings that he had spent the night in putting aside trooped back and
ran riot through his mind.
He opened it and read:
"Come to me at once.--OLGA."