CHAPTER XXX

With an armful of projects under way, Hobart had little time for Thurley

during the winter. He met her with a sort of “You’ve got beyond me but I

don’t think I’ll bother to chase after” attitude, praising her when she

did well or keeping his silence when she did some showy, foolish thing,

food for press agents. He was noncommittal as to Dan Birge’s visits—as

Miss Clergy had been, since the latter looked upon them as a particularly

choice part of her revenge, for here was a man debarred from marrying the

woman he loved, yet following her hopelessly whenever she permitted, Pied

Piper fashion.

When Lissa had hinted of unsavory things to him, Hobart dismissed

the matter with a careless speech and a shrug of the shoulders. This

he had learned to do long ago, whenever Lissa came prattling of some

imaginary scandal which pleased her tarnished mind. There had been the

time she tried to convince Hobart that Collin really did not paint his

own pictures, but hypnotized Polly into doing it and thus kept her

starving in a garret, hopelessly in love with Collin and Collin playing

a modern Svengali. Lissa had endeavored for many days to make Ernestine

believe that Caleb was the storm center of a liaison with a Broadway

actress, thus ferreting out Ernestine’s state of mind concerning Caleb

and promptly running to Caleb to tell him, ever so confidentially, that

Ernestine was in danger of drinking herself to death, poor woman,—too

bad she loved that wretched gypsy violinist who had played with her in

concert work—could nothing be done about it? The world had soon learned

not to value Lissa’s information, paying no heed to her hints of Sam

Sparling’s dreadful actions or that Bliss Hobart did not go to his

hermitage in the Maine woods—why, there was the silliest little movie

actress at San Diego—living in a perfect castle, too—

So Hobart, well versed in tactics, when Lissa approached him on the

subject of Dan and Thurley, managed to switch the conversation on to

the information that Mark had danced so poorly his position as premier

was threatened and Lissa had better adopt the diet of a Belgian refugee

if she still wished to look her best in tailored things! Lissa, ousted

for the time being, would depart to vent her wrath on the shoulders

of her maid or Mark, who was, in truth, dancing poorly because he was

bored and he felt dancing was not a man’s life-work when other things

kept whispering themselves to him—and, hang it all, why did a clean cut,

wonder girl like Thurley let Lissa pull her around by the nose anyway?

In a spirit of half earnest, half flippant revenge for Hobart’s neglect,

Thurley sang poorly at a salon concert at which Hobart was the host. She

so resorted to Lissa’s mannerisms that Caleb took notes on his cuff for

future use.

Thurley knew the concert was a failure since she was to be the one to

make it a success. She refused to meet Hobart’s disappointed gaze,

pretending to be engrossed in listening to a Russian agitator telling of

his escape over the frontier.

The next morning, when Thurley was debating whether or not it would be

convenient to have Dan visit her so soon again, if this summer was to be

spent in shocking the natives or, as Caleb had urged, selecting a site

for a permanent country home and seeing it well on its way to completion

by fall, she lifted the telephone receiver to answer its ring and heard

Bliss Hobart’s voice—his teacher voice—saying,

“Come over at ten, Thurley, you’ve a lot to answer for.”

“Suppose I won’t come?” she retorted, delighted at the prospect.

But he had disconnected. She deliberately made herself late by

overdressing. A mad hatter’s model of a bonnet in blue and a frock

of rose taffeta with a coat to match furnished her with the proper

scenery, she admitted to herself. She slipped in to where Miss Clergy

industriously sat knitting army socks and told her she was off for a

coaching lesson.

“A coaching or a dancing lesson?” Miss Clergy asked mischievously.

“Both,” Thurley declared.

She found Hobart in his inner study; he was playing an old gavotte and

greeting her with a curt nod.

“Well—is a luncheon to follow the lesson? You must have thought I’d keep

you all morning. I’ve a pupil at eleven.”

Thurley sat on one of the little peasant chairs and pouted becomingly.

“I dress to suit my mood. Some mornings I have a desire for a winding

sheet; this morning I wanted rose taffeta and sapphire velvet.”

Hobart smiled. “Does Miss Clergy ever row about your adorers?”

Thurley flushed, saying in a more natural voice, “Not exactly. To

her mind it is the more enhancing—keeping mankind at bay. And it

settles a distressing question for me.... I daresay I’d make a cropper

of marriage, most of us do. This way, I do as I like,” turning to

contemplate the empty fireplace. “Must I be coached this morning?” she

added. “My throat feels scratchy and I have a benefit concert to-night.”

“It wasn’t your voice—but yourself.” He ended the song and, rising, took

an opposite chair before the fireplace. “I am going away earlier than

usual this year because of some work in England; making art aid the war.

If I don’t see you again, let me give you a little moral coaching which

is all you need to set you right.”

She would have interrupted, but he held up a protesting hand. “Age before

camouflage,” he pleaded. “For a long time, Thurley, I have been watching

you. You have come now to where you feel that an utter disregard of

morals is really preparation and a necessary frame of mind in order to

win the violet crown—”

“What do you mean by the violet crown?” She did not look at him.

“One of my pet names.” He became boyish in manner as he always did when

prevailed upon to speak of the things nearest his heart. “I’ve a lot of

pet names—and secrets—tucked under this salt and pepper hair of mine. A

long time ago, I sang rather well,—nice people have said I sang as well

as yourself, with as much ease and as little training. That was why I

understood you. My mother was an Italian and my father an American, but

we lived in Italy to please my mother and, after my father died, she

felt she could not bear to leave the blessed memories, for they had been

ideally happy.” He seemed lost in a reverie from which he roused himself

with an effort to continue:

“After my mother was gone and I was singing as well as yourself and

every one making quite a fuss over me and wanting me to tour America,”

he seemed to dread even the saying of the words, “I loved a woman who

was older than myself and who sang, too, but not well—more like Lissa. I

loved her very dearly and, of course, I believed in her. But she was an

art intriguer and not a worker and she said she loved me merely because

my golden voice meant real gold—for her to spend.... After awhile,—I

suppose I became a tedious, dreamy lad too occupied with ideals,—she

found a man with a great deal of money and no more knowledge of music

or art than a lapdog has.... Without telling me, she went up to Paris

and they were married and she laughed at my moonings and made fun of my

ideals.... For a long time I was ill, absurdly so, and when I was well,

my voice was gone,” he tried to speak lightly, “but in its stead I had a

vision.... Does that sound too superlative? It does to myself, for it is

one of the things words spoil the full meaning of; it would take music to

express it, a sonata inspired by the three oldest sounds in the world—”

“What are they?” Thurley asked, feeling the simple girl from Birge’s

Corners again, a _de luxe_ Topsy!

“The wind, the death cry of a warrior and a woman’s sobs,” he answered so

quickly she knew it had been clear to him for a long time. “No one will

ever write the sonata, so words must do their best. At least, I choose to

whom they shall be said. For it is as if you were looking into the very

soul of me, as a mother does when she first sees her newborn child, the

instant when the mysterious bond between them is formed for all time,

despite all happenings.”

Thurley leaned forward in her chair, her blue eyes serious. “I shall

understand,” she promised.

“I have never told any one all I shall tell you to-day, because I could

not bear to have them jangle and disagree in silly, stupid ways—like an

auctioneer trying to prove that the contents of a shrine were not of

intrinsic value but merely worth while as souvenirs! Because I think it

is worth while, I shall tell you. All the others,” he shook his head,

“were not worth it! Nor could I have told you at the beginning—you could

not have understood. Now, you are at the crossroads, flirting with each

direction, undecided which way you are going to travel.”

“I shall understand you,” she repeated. To herself she added, “Because I

love you!”

“It seemed to me as I pulled myself together after the fever and

cast about for another way of being useful, that true art was not

symbolized by a laurel wreath but by a violet crown—I daresay the

notion started from my admiration of the wonderful enamelled cups used

in cathedrals—lavender and sapphire. So I named the symbol for genius,

the crown typifying supremacy, violet, as the ecclesiastics interpret

it—humbleness, for those who possess true genius must be ever mindful

of the sparrow’s fall. It has seemed to me the violet crown could be,

figuratively, won only by such a nation as America, which, like the Child

in the temple, commanded respect and consideration of the elders—or the

Old World with its shallow reasonings as to art. For the Old World has,

to my mind, treated art and its artists somewhat after the fashion of

Barmecide’s Feast—the Arabian Nights’ tale of the prince who bade the

beggar sit at the snowy table a-glitter with golden service and, lo,

when the platters were lifted, the plates were devoid of food! So it is

with true art—we have had wonderful achievements, but we have not yet

made ourselves realize the moral significance and responsibility of art

and artists, that has been as devoid of justice as the golden plates of

Prince Barmecide were of food—” He paused.

Thurley was eager to speak. “Why, then, can I understand your vision?”

hoping for but one reply.

“Because you are one of the vanguard! Another of my secrets! There are

never many of the vanguard, and we are not always rich or great or

talented. Sometimes the vanguard of civilization are humble and their

earthly record most uninteresting. But have you never thought to yourself

there were just a few, rare souls who—who understand? Who can smile at

the trials the world seeks to escape from and sometimes sob at the vapid

joys for which the world strives so unceasingly? The vanguard can make

the most out of little and belittle the most. They seem to glimpse the

coming trials of the nation and her resultant triumphs; they are never

given to cowardice of flesh or spirit. As a general’s military vanguard

moves further along the battleline, so we, the altruistic vanguard,

must be ever ahead of the times in thought, deed and prophecy. It is

not always a pleasant rôle—to blaze the trail. The vanguard are usually

misjudged, ridiculed and never idle—”

“So the first vanguard was the group at Calvary who gave defiance to the

mob.” Thurley forgot the personal issue between them.

He nodded, well pleased. “In science, theology, economics, art, so on, we

always find a few members allying themselves distinctly with each great

cause and these few dare to see and to say wherein lie the errors of the

past and the possibilities of the future. Let you and me, Thurley, as

artists help America as a nation to the winning of the violet crown.”

“This war—” she began.

“Ah, not this physical war, for it will be over within a short time—so

to speak. America will enter and soon surface peace will result. But

long, long afterwards—when art assumes fairly normal proportions and

consideration and the world lapses back into the old ways—what then? Some

one has said the French have taken this war as an immortal martyrdom and

the British as a bully, well worth while game—then let our nation take it

as the chance to win the violet crown—first by the necessary sacrifice

and change in extravagant, thoughtless living which will prepare our

minds to be ready for the great moral battle long after the fields of

Flanders are recreated into fragrant orchards.”

“Then you did not want to preach to me,” Thurley sighed with relief.

“This is all a part of it,” he warned, “for you have strayed far from

the vanguard. First, to finish about myself. For I have been glad the

world lost an excellent tenor because he might have been a foolish one. I

am better placed as I am; but you, Thurley, are running amuck. Why this

shallow flippancy? This false basis of theories, mistaking shadow for

substance? Because you hear such and such a great _diva_ bore a child for

a crown prince—that this artist acts under the influence of morphine and

that one paints only when addled from absinthe—you must not pursue these

phantoms of self-indulgence—and you who sit there looking confused yet

combative, you are at this very moment halfway inviting an intrigue with

an honest country lad—Dan Birge! Can you not remember that scullery maids

as well as prima donnas dabble their virtue in cheap stains; there is

nothing distinctive about it?”

Instantly at war with herself, yet happy because Hobart was speaking to

her, Thurley, of her personal tangles, she began a spirited defence,

using Lissa’s blasé theories.

He waved them aside, answering in a brusque manner, a contrast to

his dreamy fashion of a moment ago, “You say, ‘I am different—on an

independent train!’ Then so are we all, rich man, poor man, beggar man,

thief.

“Why applaud, throw gold, even title a man or a woman who, despite

remarkable ability, has betrayed every simple tenet of faith and mocked

at the very subject matter which gives them their laurel wreath? We need

a new standard for art, Thurley.

“As the air has been conquered for a flight, a dozen things of science,

a broader version of theology, let us make the standards of personality

of importance in considering genius. Ultimately we should not lose.

The artists themselves would be the spiritual gainers, if forced to

live up to the ideals they so conscientiously and glibly prescribe for

every one else. You hear of a tradesman who abuses his family and his

business invariably falls off as a result. Yet we encore a man who has

cynically betrayed a young girl and laugh indulgently when reading of

his drunken escapades. ‘But what a Romeo!’ we say. ‘We must excuse

him—an artist, you know.’ There is an end of it. Is it not true that in

politics nothing damns a candidate more than a whisper against his good

name—his name, mark you, not his abilities? In religion, what ruins a

clergyman more than the rumor of the little choir girl—? In everything

else the world has attempted to deal out justice regarding the equation

of personal and professional life, but at the mere mention of talent,

genius—temperament—even a bobbed-haired musical comedy actress—the public

sinks giggling like a schoolgirl into an orchestra chair and becomes

ineffectual, blind, duped—immoral!”

Thurley made no comment, but she rose and showed her nervous tension by

walking rapidly up and down the floor.

After a pause Hobart added, “If we are to make American art permanent,

we must make American artists hold to the best in themselves. That,

Thurley, is my vision! That is what you must do, for you are of the

vanguard and you have true genius. Of course there would be a time of

temporary disillusionment for art, with every one scrambling about and

crying, ‘Help-ho—surely, not _me_!’ After the readjustment, when the

craft of artists realize that the public demands clean-breathed lives of

them and the surplus of amateurs have been beaten back into the ranks,

I see an art so ennobling and enduring that all other glories pale

beside it—an art of which America alone is capable—virile, innocent not

ignorant, mystical yet practical. In truth America’s sixth race can be

the inspiration of the bleeding, older world. That, Thurley, by degrees,

must be our part in reconstruction—the winning for America of the violet

crown.”

Thurley paused in her walking of the floor.

“But when one is so young and—when—” She faltered, all the wild-rose self

of her returning, like a child reluctant to confess its misdoings.

Hobart took her hands in his. “The personal twist to any problem is for

the person to solve; no one else can estimate it as well. Only to you

have I told my vision, confided my hopes. Do not disappoint me,” he

would have added more but the rap at the door recalled him to the eleven

o’clock lesson.

“Au revoir,” he said gaily, “and if I do not see you until fall—”

“You must see me; you cannot leave me at the crossroads.”

“You are making yourself walk backwards to them,” he contradicted.

“You did not finish about yourself,” she refused to be conscious of his

appointment, “the woman you—loved—that part of the story—”

“I told you all I have ever allowed myself to remember,” he corrected,

the inner illumination vanishing and the rather cynical man of the world

in elegant morning dress remaining.

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