II

When he reached home that afternoon, Guthrie expended half an hour’s

skilled energy in overcoming Mrs. Guthrie’s instinctive objections to

the unusual, and the dinner invitation went over the telephone to

Clark and Vida Martin.

Guthrie’s mind was full of glow and movement. His impulse was to draw

in from Vida Martin as with a deep inhalation all the modernity he had

missed—not merely her thoughts but her way of thinking, her inner

feeling and her technique of conveying it. Her manner he felt to be

not her own unaided invention but a social growth—a collaboration of

many men and women moving in the same direction. He felt a need of

moving with them.

The most tangible thing for him was an accent of sincerity in Vida

which compelled her listener into an answering sincerity. He coveted

the secret of that social power—the power of being and doing that. It

rested down on a greater democracy than he had known—upon her sense

of oneness with others, her feeling of non-superiority, her

assumption: “You and I are fundamentally alike.”

He wanted to be with her long enough to catch that feeling, to have

and to use it, giving it forth in turn to others. What a power to fill

his students with! The teacher in him craved that secret of living. He

wanted it to transmit; he wanted it as seed to sow in a more human

seminar than he had yet conducted.

It meant scrutinizing, accepting and conveying the actual human truth

about one’s own feelings and motives—without thought of whether they

were or were not admirable. It meant the acceptance of one’s self as

the most authentic human document—a desire and firm resolution not to

embellish or in any way falsify that text in the mind of another.

One couldn’t do that and continue to set one’s self up professor-like

as an example to youth. The power could be exerted only by taking

youth completely into his confidence. Only one’s real, uncensored

thoughts and impulses as they sprang out of one’s own nature had that

quality he sought. He felt that he needed the help of Vida, with her

long habit of truthful self-revelation, in learning to read that

intricate, much disregarded text—himself.

In his new spirit he spoke to Mrs. Guthrie about the secret he wanted

to acquire from Vida Martin, hoping to rouse in Anna a desire to

acquire it for herself.

But Anna Guthrie was not prepared to take John’s grouping of himself

and her as two human beings who had something to learn from a third.

She was hurt that her husband should find in another woman something

valuable which she herself lacked, and she thought him perfectly

brutal in the bald way he came out with it. Things like that which

would hurt people ought to be concealed. She herself concealed such

things.

“Practising sincerity is like making a bargain,” Guthrie reflected.

“It takes two. Not everyone is ready for it.”

To Vida arriving with Clark for dinner, Mrs. Guthrie was

conventionally gracious—a manner she put on as she took off the

all-over apron which protected her next to best dress in the hot

kitchen. The green young Bohemian girl there was chiefly useful to

Mrs. Guthrie as a topic of heartfelt conversation.

Vida avoided it by starting some talk with Lucy and Harold, aged ten

and eight, who sat at a little table behind her. By the time she had

them laughing Mrs. Guthrie’s prejudice began to thaw.

Their father noted their expressiveness with Vida. “They get it too,”

he reflected. “They’re more human than I’ve realized. Anna and I have

had too much the ideal of a child as a little obeying machine.”

When Mrs. Guthrie heard that the evening paper had a story about

Vida’s exclusion from the University and Clark’s insubordination, she

was perturbed by the question: “What will the President’s wife say of

my having such a woman to dinner?”

The discussion which gave that dinner its importance sprang from

Guthrie’s deploring, _à propos_ of the danger of Clark’s dismissal,

the fact that a professor could not act in accordance with his own

judgment in such a matter without endangering his position. He gave a

dozen instances of tyranny which seemed to have created in him only a

sort of reflected personal resentment against particular presidents

and regents.

“Why do you scholars allow the power to remove you to be placed in the

hands of outsiders like the regents?” asked Vida, whose mind worked

promptly from individuals to the system they stood for.

“Oh, that can’t be changed,” said Guthrie, off-hand.

“Why not?” she challenged.

“It’s as natural as sunrise,” he said. “We’re all controlled through

bread and butter channels.”

“Other classes of workers are testing out ways of controlling their

own bread and butter. Bread and butter freedom is precisely what the

world now needs and seeks. Are university professors less capable of

thought than button-cutters?”

“No,” said Clark. “But less capable of concerted action. We’re too

confoundedly jealous and individualistic to work together.”

“How do you know that?” Vida demanded. “Have you ever tried it? With

things as they are you certainly can’t fulfil your social function.

You’ll either have to get together and secure your freedom or remain

in a position where you cannot really influence your students.”

“But they do influence them!” protested Mrs. Guthrie.

“About all the students look to us for,” said Clark, “is credits. A

credit costs on the average so much time and attention. A little more

and they resent your overcharge, a little less and they gloat because

they’ve been able to underpay.”

“Imagine their having such an attitude toward a live man dealing with

live ideas!” exclaimed Vida. “Toward Bernard Shaw, for instance,

lecturing on the necessity of extending to unmarried women the right

to have children!”

Mrs. Guthrie looked apprehensively at Lucy and then at the young

Bohemian girl who was bringing in the dessert. “Fortunately,” she

said, “our professors do not care to deal with things like that.”

“No,” said Vida, “they prefer to let society continue unwarned its

present insane treatment of illegitimacy.”

“There’s no question about our lack of freedom,” said Guthrie hastily,

“nor about our need of it. But what means do you suggest to us, Miss

Martin, for gaining it?”

“Well,” said Vida, “here’s Kenton Clark, one of the best economists in

the country, in danger of being kicked out for recommending my

lecture. Brooks and Gleason went the same way last year. Who kicks you

out?”

“The President,” said Guthrie. “He holds his authority, however, from

omnipotent Regents who can kick _him_ out—and frequently do.”

That idea seemed rather pleasant to Guthrie. He smiled at it.

“Why don’t you elect your own Regents and your own President—as

Americans should?” asked Vida. “Why not insist that you shall be

removable only by vote of your own colleagues? It’s absurd that a body

of men as highly trained as a university faculty should not be

self-governing.”

“Yes, yes,” said Guthrie, “it is absurd. But here’s the existing

system. What force is capable of transforming it?”

“Organization,” said Vida, fresh from her button-cutters. “How many

college teachers are there?”

“Twenty-eight thousand,” said Guthrie. “Five thousand of ‘em women.”

“But not five thousand of ’em men,” said Kenton Clark with a malicious

chuckle.

“They would be—with power,” said Vida. “I’d like to see it. The

scholar would become a real force. It would be good to see thinking

married again to doing, after the long divorce that has made them both

sterile.”

“There’s plenty of powder lying loose in discontented faculties,”

Clark mused. “If only it could be rammed together and—touched with

flame.”

“Be the flame!” cried Vida. “A movement nation-wide may sweep out from

John Guthrie and Kenton Clark.”

Mrs. Guthrie pushed back her chair energetically, indicating that

dinner was over. “Shall we go to the parlor?” she said. The three were

so absorbed they did not hear.

“Could we get a dozen men who’d hold together, Guthrie?” said Clark.

“There are more than a dozen—twice that many—radicals in the

faculty,” said Guthrie. “Whether they’d hold together——”

“The Regents would have to think a bit before they fired a dozen men,”

said Clark.

He and Guthrie tried to see how to get the substance of the labor

union idea without taking the name or the form. Vida told them the

name was immaterial, the form essential. “You can’t get the strength

of organization without organizing,” she said.

Their instinct was against applying the working-class method to their

profession. They raised the difficulty of equal pay for unequal work

and mulled around over it till Vida gave them up. “You’ve been too

carefully selected,” she said. “It’s temperamental. No real

revolutionist becomes a college professor.”

That set Clark and Guthrie persuading her of the advantages of the

union—which college teachers certainly had the brains to perceive.

“Yes,” said Vida, “but the will to achieve them, the spirit to fight

for them, the power to make sacrifices for them?”

Mrs. Guthrie sprang up. The movement, which drew all eyes to her,

placed her unintentionally near Vida. “I don’t want Harold and Lucy

sacrificed!” she cried.

Her primeval cry made Vida’s hand leap out and press hers for an

instant. Mrs. Guthrie wavered between hostility to Vida’s doctrines

and the attraction of that wave of sympathy which swept her like a

physical force.

“The wives of the button-cutters are facing that to-night,” said Vida,

her voice deepening. “Don’t you see why, Mrs. Guthrie? Through the

present danger they seek the children’s greater safety.”

“Sit down, Anna,” said Guthrie. “This talk is going to lead to

something.”

“It shouldn’t!” exclaimed Mrs. Guthrie. “It must not!” She turned to

Vida. “The men who take the first steps—they will lose their

positions. My husband’s salary is all we have. For a father of a

family—it would be criminal. We can live very well as we are, John,

as we always have. The Regents have even appointed a committee to see

about raising salaries.”

“Our despotism is benevolent,” said Clark, “—if we’re submissive

enough.”

“Our positions are insecure _now_,” said Guthrie. “To hold them

some of us have to sacrifice the best that’s in us.”

“If it’s that or the children——” said Mrs. Guthrie.

“Don’t worry, Anna,” said Guthrie. “If we go into this it will be

because we see it will make us more secure, not less.”

Mrs. Guthrie went to the children’s table, leaned over Lucy’s chair,

and drew the girl’s head against her breast.

“What do you think, Lucy?” asked Vida.

“Papa ought not to have to do his work wrong to get money for us to

live,” said Lucy. She rose and went to her father, who put his arm

around her and hugged her.

Harold made a dive for the other arm. “I’ve got six dollars in my

bank, Papa,” he said. “I’ll get along without the Indian suit and only

buy the bow and arrow.”

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