Her childhood had been sad. Born in Rabat, where the Jew Benamor was

engaged in the exportation of Moroccan cloths, her life had flowed on

monotonously, without any emotion other than that of fear. The Europeans

of this African port were common folk, who had come thither to make

their fortune. The Moors hated the Jews. The rich Hebrew families had to

hold themselves apart, nourishing themselves socially upon their own

substance, ever on the defensive in a country that lacked laws. The

young Jewish maidens were given an excellent education, which they

acquired with the facility of their race in adopting all progress. They

astonished newcomers to Rabat with their hats and their clothes, similar

to those of Paris and London; they played the piano; they spoke various

languages, and yet, on certain nights of sleeplessness and terror, their

parents dressed them in foul tatters and disguised them, staining their

faces and their hands with moist ashes and lampblack, so that they might

not appear to be Jewish daughters and should rather resemble slaves.

There were nights in which an uprising of the Moors was feared, an

invasion of the near-by Kabyles, excited in their fanaticism by the

inroads of European culture. The Moroccans burned the houses of the

Jews, plundered their treasures, fell like wild beasts upon the white

women of the infidels, decapitating them with hellish sadism after

subjecting them to atrocious outrages. Ah! Those childhood nights in

which she dozed standing, dressed like a beggar girl, since the

innocence of her tender age was of no avail as a protection!... Perhaps

it was these frights that were responsible for her dangerous

illness,--an illness that had brought her near to death, and to this

circumstance she owed her name Luna.

"At my birth I was named Horabuena, and a younger sister of mine

received the name Asibuena. After a period of terror and an invasion of

the Moroccans in which our house was burned down and we thought we were

all doomed to slaughter, my sister and I fell ill with fever. Asibuena

died; happily, I was saved."

And she described to Luis, who listened to her under a spell of horror,

the incidents of this exotic, abnormal life,--all the sufferings of her

mother in the poor house where they had taken refuge. Aboab's daughter

screamed with grief and tore her black hair before the bed where her

daughter lay overcome by the stupor of fever. Her poor Horabuena was

going to die.

"Ay, my daughter! My treasure Horabuena, my sparkling diamond, my nest

of consolation!... No more will you eat the tender chicken! No more will

you wear your neat slippers on Saturdays, nor will your mother smile

with pride when the Rabbi beholds you so graceful and beautiful!..."

The poor woman paced about the room lighted by a shaded lamp. In the

shadows she could detect the presence of the hated _Huerco_, the demon,

with a Spanish name who comes at the appointed hour to bear off human

creatures to the darkness of death. She must battle against the evil

one, must deceive the _Huerco_, who was savage yet stupid, just as her

forefathers had deceived him many a time:

She repressed her tears and sighs, calmed her voice, and stretching out

upon the floor spoke softly, with a sweet accent, as if she were

receiving an important visit:

"_Huerco_, what have you come for?... Are you looking for Horabuena?

Horabuena is not here; she has gone forever. She who is here is named...

Luna. Sweet Lunita, beautiful Lunita. Off with you, _Huerco_, begone!

She whom you seek is not here."

For some time she was calm, then her returning fears made her speak

again to her importunate, lugubrious guest. There he was again! She

could feel his presence.

"_Huerco_, I tell you you're mistaken! Horabuena is gone; look for her

elsewhere. Only Luna is here. Sweet Lunita, precious Lunita."

And so great was her insistence that at last she succeeded in deceiving

_Huerco_ with her entreating, humble voice, although it is true that, to

give an air of truth to the deceit, on the following day, at a synagogue

ceremony, the name of Horabuena was changed to that of Luna.

Aguirre listened to these revelations with the same interest as that

with which he would read a novel about a far-off, exotic land that he

was never to behold.

It was on this same morning that the consul revealed the proposal which

for several days he had guarded in his thoughts, afraid to express it.

Why not love each other? Why not be sweethearts? There was something

providential about the way the two had met; they should not fail to take

advantage of the fate which had brought them together. To have become

acquainted! To have met, despite the difference of countries and of

races!...

Luna protested, but her protest was a smiling one. What madness!

Sweethearts? Why? They could not marry; they were of different faiths.

Besides, he had to leave. But Aguirre interrupted resolutely:

"Don't reason. Just close your eyes. In love there should be no

reflection. Good sense and the conventionalities are for persons who

don't love each other. Say yes, and afterwards time and our good luck

will arrange everything."

Luna laughed, amused by Aguirre's grave countenance and the vehemence of

his speech.

"Sweethearts in the Spanish fashion?... Believe me, I am tempted to

assent. You will go off and forget me, just as you've doubtless

forgotten others; and I'll be left cherishing the remembrance of you.

Excellent. We'll see each other every day and will chat about our

affairs. Serenades are not possible here, nor can you place your cape at

my feet without being considered crazy. But that doesn't matter. We'll

be sweethearts; I should love to see what it's like."

She laughed as she spoke, with her eyes closed, just like a child to

whom a pleasant game has been proposed. Soon she opened her eyes wide,

as if something forgotten had reawakened in her with a painful pressure.

She was pale. Aguirre could guess what she was trying to say. She was

about to tell him of her previous betrothal, of that Jewish fiancé who

was in America and might return. But after a brief pause of indecision

she returned to her former attitude, without breaking the silence. Luis

was grateful to her for this. She desired to conceal her past, as do all

women in the first moment of love.

"Agreed. We'll be sweethearts. Let's see, consul. Say pretty things to

me, of the sort that you folks say in Spain when you come to the

grating."

That morning Luna returned to her house somewhat late for the lunch

hour. The family was awaiting her impatiently. Zabulon looked at his

niece with a stern glance. Her cousins Sol and Estrella alluded to the

Spaniard in a jesting manner. The patriarch's eyes grew moist as he

spoke of Spain and its consul.

Meanwhile the latter had stopped at the door of the Hindu bazaar to

exchange a few words with Khiamull. He felt the necessity of sharing his

brimming happiness with another. The Hindu was greener than ever. He

coughed frequently and his smile, which resembled that of a bronze

child, was really a dolorous grimace.

"Khiamull, long live love! Believe me, for I know much about life. You

are sickly and some day you'll die, without beholding the sacred river

of your native land. What you need is a companion, a girl from

Gibraltar... or rather, from La Línea; a half gypsy, with her cloak,

pinks in her hair and alluring manners. Am I not right, Khiamull?..."

The Hindu smiled with a certain scorn, shaking his head. No. Every one

to his own. He was of his race and lived in voluntary solitude among the

whites. Man can do nothing against the sympathies and aversions of the

blood. Brahma, who was the sum of divine wisdom, separated all creatures

into castes.

"But, man!... friend Khiamull! It seems to me that a girl of the kind

I've mentioned is by no means to be despised...."

The Hindu smiled once more at the speaker's ignorance. Every race has

its own tastes and its sense of smell. To Aguirre, who was a good

fellow, he would dare to reveal a terrible secret. Did he see those

whites, the Europeans, so content with their cleanliness and their

baths?... They were all impure, polluted by a natural stench which it

was impossible for them to wipe out. The son of the land of the lotus

and the sacred clay was forced to make an effort in order to endure

contact with them... They all smelled of raw meat.

III

IT was a winter afternoon; the sky was overcast and the air was gray,

but it was not cold. Luna and the Spaniard were walking slowly along the

road that leads to Europa Point, which is the extreme end of the

peninsula of Gibraltar. They had left behind them the Alameda and the

banks of the Arsenal, passing through leafy gardens, along reddish

villas inhabited by officers of army and navy, huge hospitals resembling

small towns, and garrisons that seemed like convents, with numerous

galleries in which swarms of children were scurrying about; here, too,

clothes and tableware were being washed and cleaned by the soldiers'

wives--courageous wanderers over the globe, as much at home in the

garrisons of India as in those of Canada. The fog concealed from view

the coast of Africa, lending to the Strait the appearance of a shoreless

sea. Before the pair of lovers stretched the dark waters of the bay, and

the promontory of Tarifa revealed its black outline faintly in the fog,

resembling a fabulous rhinoceros bearing upon its snout, like a horn,

the tower of the lighthouse. Through the ashen-gray clouds there

penetrated a timid sunbeam,--a triangle of misty light, similar to the

luminous stream from a magic lantern,--which traced a large shaft of

pale gold across the green-black surface of the sea. In the center of

this circle of anemic light there floated, like a dying swan, the white

spot of a sailboat.

The two lovers were oblivious to their surroundings. They walked along,

engrossed in that amorous egotism which concentrates all life in a

glance, or in the delicate contact of the bodies meeting and grazing

each other at every step. Of all Nature there existed for them only the

dying light of the afternoon, which permitted them to behold each other,

and the rather warm breeze which, murmuring among the cacti and the

palms, seemed to serve as the musical accompaniment to their

conversation. At their right rumbled the far-off roar of the sea

striking against the rocks. On their left reigned pastoral peace,--the

melodious calm of the pines, broken from time to time only by the noise

of the carts, which, followed by a platoon of soldiers in their shirt

sleeves, wheeled up the roads of the mountain.

The two looked at each other with caressing eyes, smiling with the

automatism of love; but in reality they were sad, with that sweet

sadness which in itself constitutes a new voluptuousness. Luna,

influenced by the positivism of her race, was gazing into the future,

while Aguirre was content with the present moment, not caring to know

what would be the end of this love. Why trouble oneself imagining

obstacles!...

"I'm not like you, Luna. I have confidence in our lot. We'll marry and

travel about the world. Don't let that frighten you. Remember how I came

to know you. It was during the Feast of Tabernacles; you were eating

almost on foot, like those gypsies that wander over the earth and resume

their journey at the end of their meal. You come from a race of nomads

which even today roams the world. I arrived just in time. We'll leave

together; for I, too, am, because of my career, a wanderer. Always

together! We will be able to find happiness in any land whatsoever.

We'll carry springtime with us, the happiness of life, and will love

each other deeply."

Luna, flattered by the vehemence of these words, nevertheless contracted

her features into an expression of sadness.

"Child!" she murmured, with her Andalusian accent. "What sweet

illusions... my precious consul! But only illusions, after all. How are

we to marry? How can this be arranged?... Are you going to become a

convert to my religion?"

Aguirre started with surprise and looked at Luna with eyes that betrayed

his amazement.

"Man alive! I, turn Jew?..."

He was no model of pious enthusiasm. He had passed his days without

paying much attention to religion. He knew that the world contained many

creeds, but without doubt, as far as he was concerned, decent persons

the world over were all Catholics. Besides, his influential uncle had

warned him not to jest with these matters under penalty of hampering

advancement in his career.

"No. No, I don't see the necessity of that.... But there must be some

way of getting over the difficulty. I can't say what it is, but there

surely must be one. At Paris I met very distinguished gentlemen who were

married to women of your race. This can all be arranged. I assure you

that it shall be. I have an idea! Tomorrow morning, if you wish, I'll go

to see the chief Rabbi, your 'spiritual head,' as you call him. He seems

to be a fine fellow; I've seen him several times upon the street; a well

of wisdom, as your kind say. A pity that he goes about so unclean,

smelling of rancid sanctity!... Now don't make such a wry face. It's a

matter of minor importance! A little bit of soap can set it aright....

There, there, don't get angry. The gentleman really pleases me a great

deal, with his little white goatee and his wee voice that seems to come

from the other world!... I tell you I'm going to see him and say, 'Señor

Rabbi, Luna and I adore each other and wish to many; not like the Jews,

by contract and with the right to change their minds, but for all our

life, for centuries and centuries. Bind us from head to foot, so that

there'll be none in heaven or on earth that can separate us. I can't

change my religion because that would be base, but I swear to you, by

all my faith as a Christian, that Luna will be more cared for, pampered

and adored than if I were Methuselah, King David, the prophet Habakkuk

or any other of the gallants that figure in the Scriptures.'"

"Silence, you scamp!" interrupted the Jewess with superstitious anxiety,

raising one hand to his lips to prevent him from continuing. "Seal your

lips, sinner!"

"Very well. I'll be silent, but it must be agreed that we'll settle this

one way or another. Do you believe it possible for any one to sever us

after such a serious love affair... and such a long one?"

"Such a long one!" repeated Luna like an echo, imparting a grave

expression to his words.

Aguirre, in his silence, seemed to be given over to a difficult mental

calculation.

"At least a month long!" he said at last, as if in wonder at the length

of time that had flown by.

"No, not a month," protested Luna. "More, much more!"

He resumed his meditation.

"Positively; more than a month. Thirty-eight days, counting today....

And seeing each other every day! And falling deeper and deeper in love

each day!..."

They walked along in silence, their gaze lowered, as if overwhelmed by

the great age of their love. Thirty-eight days!... Aguirre recalled a

letter that he had received the day before, bristling with surprise and

indignation. He had been in Gibraltar already two months without sailing

for Oceanica. What sort of illness was this? If he did not care to

assume his post, he ought to return to Madrid. The instability of his

present position and the necessity of solving this passion which little

by little had taken possession of him came to his thoughts with

agonizing urgency.

Luna strolled on, her eyes upon the ground, moving her fingers as if

counting.

"Yes, that's it. Thirty-eight.... Exactly! It seems impossible that you

could have loved me for so long. Me! An old woman!"

And in response to Aguirre's bewildered glance she added, sadly, "You

already know. I don't hide it.... Twenty-two years old. Many of my race

marry at fourteen."

Her resignation was sincere; it was the resignation of the Oriental

woman, accustomed to behold youth only in the bud of adolescence.

"Often I find it impossible to explain your love for me. I feel so proud

of you!... My cousins, to vex me, try to find defects in you, and

can't!... No, they can't! The other day you passed by my house and I was

behind the window-blinds with Miriam, who was my nurse; she's a Jewess

from Morocco, one of those who wear kerchiefs and wrappers. 'Look,

Miriam, at that handsome chap, who belongs to our neighborhood.' Miriam

looked. 'A Jew? No. That can't be. He walks erect, with a firm step, and

our men walk haltingly, with their legs doubled as if they were about to

kneel. He has teeth like a wolf and eyes like daggers. He doesn't lower

his head nor his gaze.' And that's how you are. Miriam was right. You

stand out from among all the young men of my blood. Not that they lack

courage; there are some as strong as the Maccabees; Massena, Napoleon's

companion, was one of us, but the natural attitude of them all, before

they are transformed by anger, is one of humility and submission. We

have been persecuted so much!... You have grown up in a different

environment."

Afterwards the young woman seemed to regret her words. She was a bad

Jewess; she scarcely had any faith in her beliefs and in her people; she

went to the synagogue only on the Day of Atonement and on the occasion

of other solemn, unavoidable ceremonies.

"I believe that I've been waiting for you forever. Now I am sure that I

knew you long before seeing you. When I saw you for the first time, on

that day during the Feast of the Tabernacles, I felt that something

grave and decisive had occurred in my life. When I learned who you were,

I became your slave and hungered anxiously for your first word."

Ah, Spain!... She was like old Aboab; her thoughts had often flown to

the beautiful land of her forefathers, wrapped in mystery. At times she

recalled it only to hate it, as one hates a beloved person, for his

betrayals and his cruelties, without ceasing to love him. At others, she

called to mind with delight the tales she had heard from her

grandmother's lips, the songs with which she had been lulled to sleep as

a child,--all the legends of the old Castilian land, abode of treasures,

enchantments and love affairs, comparable only to the Bagdad of the

Arabs, to the wonderful city of the thousand and one nights. Upon

holidays, when the Jews remained secluded in the bosom of the family,

old Aboab or Miriam, her nurse, had many a time beguiled her with

ancient ballads in the manner of old Castile, that had been transmitted

from generation to generation; stories of love affairs between arrogant,

knightly Christians and beautiful Jewesses with fair complexions, large

eyes and thick, ebony tresses, just like the holy beauties of the

Scriptures.

En la ciudad de Toledo,

en la ciudad de Granada,

hay un garrido mancebo

que Diego León se llama.

Namorose de Thamar,

que era hebrea castellana....

(In the city of Toledo, in the city of Granada, there is a handsome

youth called Diego Leon. He fell in love with Tamar, who was a Spanish

Jewess....)

There still echoed in her memory fragments of these ancient chronicles

that had brought many a tremor to her dreamy childhood. She desired to

be Tamar; she would have waited years and years for the handsome youth,

who would be as brave and arrogant as Judas Maccabeus himself, the Cid

of the Jews, the lion of Judea, the lion of lions; and now her hopes

were being fulfilled, and her hero had appeared at last, coming out of

the land of mystery, with his conqueror's stride, his haughty head, his

dagger eyes, as Miriam said. How proud it made her feel! And

instinctively, as if she feared that the apparition would vanish, she

slipped her hand about Aguirre's arm, leaning against him with caressing

humility.

They had reached Europa Point, the outermost lighthouse of the

promontory. On an esplanade surrounded by military buildings there was a

group of ruddy young men, their khaki trousers held in place by leather

braces and their arms bare, kicking and driving a huge ball about. They

were soldiers. They stopped their game for a moment to let the couple

pass. There was not a single glance for Luna from this group of strong,

clean-living youths, who had been trained to a cold sexuality by

physical fatigue and the cult of brawn.

As they turned a corner of the promontory they continued their walk on

the eastern side of the cliff. This part was unoccupied; here tempests

and the raging winds from the Levant came to vent their fury. On this

side were no other fortifications than those of the summit, almost

hidden by the clouds which, coming from the sea, encountered the

gigantic rampart of rock and scaled the peaks as if assaulting them.

The road, hewn out of the rough declivity, meandered through gardens

wild with African exuberance. The pear trees extended, like green

fences, their serried rows of prickle-laden leaves; the century-plants

opened like a profusion of bayonets, blackish or salmon-red in color;

the old agaves shot their stalks into the air straight as masts, which

were topped by extended branches that gave them the appearance of

telegraph poles. In the midst of this wild vegetation arose the lonely

summer residence of the governor. Beyond was solitude, silence,

interrupted only by the roar of the sea as it disappeared into invisible

caves.

Soon the two lovers noticed, at a great distance, signs of motion amidst

the vegetation of the slope. The stones rolled down as if some one were

pushing them under his heel; the wild plants bent under an impulse of

flight, and shrill sounds, as if coming from a child being maltreated,

rent the air. Aguirre, concentrating his attention, thought he saw some

gray forms jumping amid the dark verdure.

"Those are the monkeys of the Rock," said Luna calmly, as she had seen

them many times.

At the end of the path was the famous Cave of the Monkeys. Now Aguirre

could see them plainly, and they looked like agile, shaggy-haired

bundles jumping from rock to rock, sending the loose pebbles rolling

from under their hands and feet and showing, as they fled, the inflamed

protuberances under their stiff tails.

Before coming up to the Cave of the Monkeys the two lovers paused. The

end of the road was in sight a little further along abruptly cut off by

a precipitous projection of the rock. At the other side, invisible, was

the bay of the Catalanes with its town of fisherfolk,--the only

dependency of Gibraltar. The cliff, in this solitude, acquired a savage

grandeur. Human beings were as nothing; natural forces here had free

range, with all their impetuous majesty. From the road could be seen the

sea far, far below. The boats, diminished by the distance, seemed like

black insects with antennae of smoke, or white butterflies with their

wings spread. The waves seemed only light curls on the immense blue

plain.

Aguirre wished to go down and contemplate at closer range the gigantic

wall which the sea beat against. A rough, rocky path led, in a straight

line, to an entrance hewn out of the stone, backed by a ruined wall, a

hemispherical sentry-box and several shanties whose roofs had been

carried off by the tempests. These were the débris of old

fortifications,--perhaps dating back to the time in which the Spaniards

had tried to reconquer the place.

As Luna descended, with uncertain step, supported by her lover's hand

and scattering pebbles at every turn, the melodious silence of the sea

was broken by a reverberating _raack!_ as if a hundred fans had been

brusquely opened. For a few seconds everything vanished from before

their eyes; the blue waters, the red crags, the foam of the

breakers,--under a flying cloud of grayish white that spread out at

their feet. This was formed by hundreds of sea-gulls who had been

frightened from their place of refuge and were taking to flight; there

were old, huge gulls, as fat as hens, young gulls, as white and graceful

as doves. They flew off uttering shrill cries, and as this cloud of

fluttering wings dissolved, there came into view with all its grandeur,

the promontory and the deep waters that beat against it in ceaseless

undulation.

It was necessary to raise one's head and to lift one's eyes to behold in

all its height this fortress of Nature, sheer, gray, without any sign of

human presence other than the flagstaff visible at the summit, as small

as a toy. Over all the extensive face of this enormous cliff there was

no other projection than several masses of dark vegetation, clumps

suspended from the rock. Below, the waves receded and advanced, like

blue bulls that retreat a few paces so as to attack with all the greater

force; as an evidence of this continuous assault, which had been going

on for centuries and centuries, there were the crevices opened in the

rock, the mouths of the caves, gates of ghostly suggestion and mystery

through which the waves plunged with terror-inspiring roar. The débris

of these openings, the fragments of the ageless assaults,--loosened

crags, piled up by the tempests,--formed a chain of reefs between whose

teeth the sea combed its foamy hair or raged with livid frothing on

stormy days.

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