DIFFICULTIES AND DISSIPATIONS.

In a very small office, situate in a very large warehouse, in that great

storehouse of the world's wealth, Tooley Street, sat a clerk named

Edward Hooper.

Among his familiar friends Edward was better known by the name of Ned.

He was seated on the top of a tall three-legged stool, which, to judge

from the uneasy and restless motions of its occupant, must have been a

peculiarly uncomfortable seat indeed.

There was a clock on the wall just opposite to Ned's desk, which that

young gentleman was in the habit of consulting frequently--very

frequently--and comparing with his watch, as if he doubted its veracity.

This was very unreasonable, for he always found that the two timepieces

told the truth; at least, that they agreed with each other.

Nevertheless, in his own private heart, Ned Hooper thought that clock--

and sometimes called it--"the slowest piece of ancient furniture he had

ever seen."

During one of Ned's comparisons of the two timepieces the door opened,

and Mr Auberly entered, with a dark cloud, figuratively speaking, on

his brow.

At the same moment the door of an inner office opened, and Mr Auberly's

head clerk, who had seen his employer's approach through the dusty

window, issued forth and bowed respectfully, with a touch of condolence

in his air, as he referred with much regret to the fire at Beverly

Square, and hoped that Miss Auberly was not much the worse of her late

alarm.

"Well, she is not the better for it," said Mr Auberly; "but I hope she

will be quite well soon. Indeed, the doctor assures me of this, if care

is taken of her. I wish that was the only thing on my mind just now;

but I am perplexed about another matter, Mr Quill. Are you alone?"

"Quite alone, sir," said Quill, throwing open the door of the inner

office.

"I want to consult with you about Frederick," said Mr Auberly as he

entered.

The door shut out the remainder of the consultation at this point, so

Edward Hooper consulted the clock again and sighed.

If sighs could have delivered Hooper from his sorrows, there is no doubt

that the accumulated millions of which he was delivered in that office,

during the last five years, would have filled him with a species of

semi-celestial bliss.

At last, the hands of the clock reached the hour, _the_ hour that was

wont to evoke Ned's last sigh and set him free; but it was an

aggravating clock. Nothing would persuade it to hurry. It would not,

for all the untold wealth contained in the great stores of Tooley

Street, have abated the very last second of the last minute of the hour.

On the contrary, it went through that second quite as slowly as all the

others. Ned fancied it went much slower at that one on purpose; and

then, with a sneaking parade of its intention to begin to strike, it

gave a prolonged hiss, and did its duty, and nothing _but_ its duty; by

striking the hour at a pace so slow, that it recalled forcibly to Ned

Hooper's imaginative mind, "the minute-gun at sea."

There was a preliminary warning given by that clock some time before the

premonitory hiss. Between this harbinger of coming events, and the

joyful sound which was felt to be "an age," Ned was wont to wipe his pen

and arrange his papers. When the hiss began, he invariably closed his

warehouse book and laid it in the desk, and had the desk locked before

the first stroke of the hour. While the "minute-gun at sea" was going

on, he changed his office-coat for a surtout, not perfectly new, and a

white hat with a black band, the rim of which was not perfectly

straight. So exact and methodical was Ned in these operations, that his

hand usually fell on the door-latch as the last gun was fired by the

aggravating clock. On occasions of unusual celerity he even managed to

drown the last shot in the bang of the door, and went off with a

sensation of triumph.

On the present occasion, however, Ned Hooper deemed it politic to be so

busy, that he could not attend to the warnings of the timepiece. He

even sat on his stool a full quarter of an hour beyond the time of

departure. At length, Mr Auberly issued forth.

"Mr Quill," said he, "my mind is made up, so it is useless to urge such

considerations on me. Good-night."

Mr Quill, whose countenance was sad, looked as though he would

willingly have urged the considerations referred to over again, and

backed them up with a few more; but Mr Auberly's tone was peremptory,

so he only opened the door, and bowed the great man out.

"You can go, Hooper," said Mr Quill, retiring slowly to the inner

office, "I will lock up. Send the porter here."

This was a quite unnecessary permission. Quill, being a good-natured,

easy-going man, never found fault with Ned Hooper, and Ned being a

presumptuous young fellow, though good-humoured enough, never waited for

Mr Quill's permission to go. He was already in the act of putting on

the white hat; and, two seconds afterwards, was in the street wending

his way homeward.

There was a tavern named the "Angel" at the corner of one of the streets

off Tooley Street, which Edward Hooper had to pass every evening on his

way home. Ned, we grieve to say, was fond of his beer; he always found

it difficult to pass a tavern. Yet, curiously enough, he never found

any difficulty in passing this tavern; probably because he always went

in and slaked his thirst _before_ passing it.

"Good evening, Mr Hooper," said the landlord, who was busy behind his

counter serving a motley and disreputable crew.

Hooper nodded in reply, and said good evening to Mrs Butler, who

attended to the customers at another part of the counter.

"Good evenin', sir. W'at'll you 'ave to-night, sir?"

"Pot o' the same, Mrs B," replied Ned.

This was the invariable question and reply, for Ned was a man of

regularity and method in everything that affected his personal comforts.

Had he brought one-tenth of this regularity and method to bear on his

business conduct, he would have been a better and a happier man.

The foaming pot was handed, and Ned conversed with Mrs Butler while he

enjoyed it, and commenced his evening, which usually ended in

semi-intoxication.

Meanwhile, Edward Hooper's "chum" and fellow-lodger sat in their mutual

chamber awaiting him.

John Barret did not drink, but he smoked; and, while waiting for his

companion, he solaced himself with a pipe. He was a fine manly fellow,

very different from Ned; who, although strong of limb and manly enough,

was slovenly in gait and dress, and bore unmistakable marks of

dissipation about him.

"Very odd; he's later than usual," muttered Barret, as he glanced out at

the window, and then at the tea-table, which, with the tea-service, and,

indeed everything in the room, proved that the young men were by no

means wealthy.

"He'll be taking an extra pot at the `Angel,'" muttered John Barret,

proceeding to re-light his pipe, while he shook his head gravely; "but

he'll be here soon."

A foot on the stair caused Barret to believe that he was a true prophet;

but the rapidity and firmness of the step quickly disabused him of that

idea.

The door was flung open with a crash, and a hearty youth with glowing

eyes strode in.

"Fred Auberly!" exclaimed Barret in surprise.

"Won't you welcome me?" demanded Fred.

"Welcome you? Of course I will, most heartily, old boy!" cried Barret,

seizing his friend's hand and wringing it; "but if you burst in on a

fellow unexpectedly in this fashion, and with such wild looks, why--"

"Well, well, don't explain, man; I hate explanations. I have come here

for sympathy," said Fred Auberly, shutting the door and sitting down by

the fire.

"Sympathy, Fred?"

"Ay, sympathy. When a man is in distress he naturally craves for

sympathy, and he turns, also naturally, to those who can and will give

it--not to _everybody_, John Barret--only to those who can feel _with_

him as well as _for_ him. I am in distress, John, and ever since you

and I fought our first and last battle at Eton, I have found you a true

sympathiser. So now, is your heart ready to receive the flood of my

sorrows?"

Young Auberly said the latter part of this in a half-jesting tone, but

he was evidently in earnest, so his friend replied by squeezing his hand

warmly, and saying, "Let's hear about it, Fred," while he re-lighted his

pipe.

"You have but a poor lodging here, John," said Auberly, looking round

the room.

Barret turned on his friend a quick look of surprise, and then said,

with a smile:

"Well, I admit that it is not _quite_ equal to a certain mansion in

Beverly Square that I wot of, but it's good enough for a poor clerk in

an insurance office."

"You are right," continued Auberly; "it is _not_ equal to that mansion,

whose upper floors are at this moment a _chevaux-de-frise_ of charcoal

beams and rafters depicted on a dark sky, and whose lower floors are a

fantastic compound of burned bricks and lime, broken boards, and

blackened furniture."

"You don't mean to say there's been a fire?" exclaimed Barret.

"And _you_ don't mean to tell me, do you, that a clerk in a fire

insurance office does not know it?"

"I have been ill for two days," returned Barret, "and have not seen the

papers; but I'm very sorry to hear of it; indeed I am. The house is

insured, of course?"

"I believe it is," replied Fred carelessly; "but _that_ is not what

troubles me."

"No?" exclaimed his friend.

"No," replied the other. "If the house had not been insured my father

has wealth enough in those abominably unpicturesque stores in Tooley

Street to rebuild the whole of Beverly Square if it were burnt down.

The fire costs me not a thought, although, by the way, it nearly cost me

my life, in a vain attempt I made to rescue my poor dear sister Loo--"

"_Vain_ attempt!" exclaimed Barret, with a look of concern.

"Ay, vain, as far as I was concerned; but a noble fireman--a fellow that

would make a splendid model for Hercules in the Life Academy--sprang to

the rescue after me and saved her. God bless him! Dear Loo has got a

severe shake, but the doctors say that we have only to take good care of

her, and she will do well. But to return to my woes. Listen, John, and

you shall hear."

Fred Auberly paused, as though meditating how he should commence.

"You know," said he, "that I am my father's only son, and Loo his only

daughter."

"Yes."

"Well, my father has disinherited me and left the whole of his fortune

to Loo. As far as dear Loo is concerned I am glad; for myself I am sad,

for it is awkward, to say the least of it, to have been brought up with

unlimited command of pocket-money, and expectations of considerable

wealth, and suddenly to find myself all but penniless, without a

profession and without expectations, at the age of twenty-two."

He paused and looked at his friend, who sat in mute amazement.

"Failing Loo," continued Fred calmly, "my father's fortune goes to some

distant relative."

"But why? wherefore?" exclaimed Barret.

"You shall hear," continued Auberly. "You are aware that ever since I

was able to burn the end of a stick and draw faces on the nursery-door,

I have had a wild, insatiable passion for drawing; and ever since the

memorable day on which I was whipped by my father, and kissed,

tearfully, by my beloved mother, for caricaturing our cook on the

dining-room window with a diamond-ring, I have had an earnest,

unextinguishable desire to become a--a painter, an artist, a dauber, a

dirtier of canvas. D'ye understand?"

"Perfectly," said Barret.

"Well, my father has long been resolved, it seems, to make me a man of

business, for which I have no turn whatever. You are aware that for

many years I have dutifully slaved and toiled at these heavy books in

our office--which have proved so heavy that they have nearly squeezed

the soul out of me--and instead of coming to like them better (as I was

led to believe I should), I have only come to hate them more. During

all this time, too, I have been studying painting late and early, and

although I have not gone through the regular academical course, I have

studied much in the best of all schools, that of Nature. I have urged

upon my father repeatedly and respectfully, that it is possible for me

to uphold the credit of the family as a painter; that, as the business

can be carried on by subordinates, there is no necessity for me to be at

the head of it; and that, as he has made an ample fortune already, the

half of which he had told me was to be mine, I would be quite satisfied

with my share, and did not want any more. But my father would never

listen to my arguments. The last time we got on the subject he called

me a mean-spirited fellow, and said he was sorry I had ever been born;

whereupon I expressed regret that he had not been blessed with a more

congenial and satisfactory son, and tried to point out that it was

impossible to change my nature. Then I urged all the old arguments over

again, and wound up by saying that even if I were to become possessor of

the whole of his business to-morrow, I would sell it off, take to

painting as a profession, and become the patron of aspiring young

painters from that date forward!

"To my surprise and consternation, this last remark put him in such a

towering rage, that he vowed he would disinherit me, if I did not then

and there throw my palette and brushes into the fire. Of course, I

declined to do such an act, whereupon he dismissed me from his presence

for ever. This occurred on the morning of the day of the fire. I

thought he might perhaps relent after such an evidence of the mutability

of human affairs. I even ventured to remind him that Tooley Street was

not made of asbestos, and that an _occasional_ fire occurred there! But

this made him worse than ever; so I went the length of saying that I

would, at all events, in deference to his wishes, continue to go to the

office at least for some time to come. But, alas! I had roused him to

such a pitch that he refused to hear of it, unless I should `_throw my

palette and brushes into the fire_!' Flesh and blood, you know, could

not do that, so I left him, and walked off twenty miles into the country

to relieve my feelings. There I fell in with _such_ a splendid `bit;' a

sluice, with a stump of a tree, and a winding bit of water with

overhanging willows, and a peep of country beyond! I sat down and

sketched, and forgot my woes, and _rejoiced_ in the fresh air and

delightful sounds of birds, and cows, and sheep, and _hated_ to think of

Tooley Street. Then I slept in a country inn, walked back to London

next day, and, _voila_! here I am!"

"Don't you think, Fred, that time will soften your father?"

"No, I don't think it. On the contrary, I know it won't. He is a good

man; but he has an iron will, which I never saw subdued."

"Then, my dear Fred, I advise you to consider the propriety of throwing

your palette and brushes into--"

"My dear John, I did not come here for your advice. I came for your

sympathy."

"And you have it, Fred," cried Barret earnestly. "But have you really

such an unconquerable love for painting?"

"Have I really!" echoed Fred. "Do you think I would have come to such a

pass as this for a trifle? Why, man, you have no idea how my soul longs

for the life of a painter, for the free fresh air of the country, for

the poetry of the woods, the water, and the sky, for the music of bird

and beast and running brook. You know the true proverb, `Man made the

town; but God made the country!'"

"What," asked Barret, "would become of the town, if all men thought as

you do?"

"Oh! John Barret, has town life so marred your once fine intellect,

that you put such a question in earnest? Suppose I answer it by

another: What would become of the country if all men thought and acted

as you do?"

Barret smiled and smoked.

"And what," continued Auberly, "would become of the fine arts if all men

delighted in dirt, dust, dullness, and desks? Depend upon it, John,

that our tastes and tendencies are not the result of accident; they were

given to us for a purpose. I hold it as an axiom that when a man or a

boy has a strong and decided bias or partiality for any particular work

that he knows _something_ about, he has really a certain amount of

capacity for that work beyond the average of men, and is led thereto by

a higher power than that of man. Do not misunderstand me. I do not say

that, when a boy expresses a longing desire to enter the navy or the

army, he has necessarily an aptitude for these professions. Far from

it. He has only a romantic notion of something about which,

experimentally, he knows nothing; but, when man or boy has put his hand

to any style of work, and _thereafter_ loves it and longs after it, I

hold that that is the work for which he was destined, and for which he

is best suited."

"Perhaps you are right," said Barret, smoking harder than ever. "At all

events, I heartily sympathise with you, and--"

At this point the conversation was interrupted by a loud burst of

whistling, as the street-door opened and the strains of "Rule Britannia"

filled the entire building. The music was interrupted by the sudden

opening of another door, and a rough growl from a male voice.

"Don't get waxy, old feller," said the performer in a youthful voice, "I

ain't a-goin' to charge you nothink for it. I always do my music

gratis; havin' a bee-nevolient turn o' mind."

The door was slammed violently, and "Rule Britannia" immediately burst

forth with renewed and pointed emphasis.

Presently it ceased, and a knock came to Barret's door.

"Well, what d'ye want, you noisy scamp?" said Barret, flinging the door

open, and revealing the small figure of Willie Willders.

"Please, sir," said Willie, consulting the back of a note; "are you

Mister T-Tom--Tupper, Esquire?"

"No, I'm not."

"Ain't there sitch a name in the house?"

"No, not that I know of."

Willie's face looked blank.

"Well, I was told he lived here," he muttered, again consulting the

note.

"Here, let me look," said Barret, taking the note from the boy. "This

is Tippet, not Tupper. He lives in the top floor. By the way,

Auberly," said Barret, glancing over his shoulder, "Isn't Tom Tippet a

sort of connection of yours?"

"Yes; a distant one," said Fred carelessly, "too distant to make it

worth while our becoming acquainted. He's rich and eccentric, I'm told.

Assuredly, he must be the latter if he lives in such a hole as this.

What are you staring at, boy?"

This question was put to Willie.

"Please, sir, are _you_ the Mr Auberly who was a'most skumfished with

smoke at the Beverly Square fire t'other day, in tryin' to git hold o'

yer sister?"

Fred could not but smile as he admitted the fact.

"Please, sir, I hope yer sister ain't the wuss of it, sir."

"Not much, I hope; thank you for inquiring; but how come you to know

about the fire, and to be interested in my sister?"

"'Cause I was there, sir; an' it was _my brother_, sir, Frank Willders,

as saved your sister."

"Was it, indeed!" exclaimed Fred, becoming suddenly interested. "Come,

let me hear more about your brother."

Willie, nothing loth, related every fact he was acquainted with in

regard to Frank's career, and his own family history, in the course of

which he revealed the object of his visit to Mr Tippet. When he had

finished, Frederick Auberly shook hands with him and said:

"Now, Willie, go and deliver your note. If the application is

successful, well; but if it fails, or you don't like your work, just

call upon me, and I'll see what can be done for you."

"Yes, sir, and thankee," said Willie; "where did you say I was to call,

sir?"

"Call at--eh--ah--yes, my boy, call _here_, and let my friend Mr Barret

know you want to see me. He will let me know, and you shall hear from

me. Just at present--well, never mind, go and deliver your note now.

Your brother is a noble fellow. Good-night. And you're a fine little

fellow yourself," he added, after Willie closed the door.

The fine little fellow gave vent to such a gush of "Rule Britannia" at

the moment, that the two friends turned with a smile to each other.

Just then a man's voice was heard at the foot of the stair, grumbling

angrily. At the same moment young Auberly rose to leave.

"Good-night, Barret. I'll write to you soon as to my whereabout and

what about. Perhaps see you ere long."

"Good-night. God prosper you, Fred. Good-night."

As he spoke, the grumbler came stumbling along the passage.

"Good-night again, Fred," said Barret, almost pushing his friend out.

"I have a particular reason for not wishing you to see the fr-, the man

who is coming in."

"All right, old fellow," said Fred as he passed out, and drew up against

the wall to allow a drunken man to stumble heavily into the room.

Next moment he was in the street hastening he knew not whither; but

following the old and well-known route to Beverly Square.

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