Zola's personal appearance--A palmist's reading of his hand--Some of

his petty manias and superstitions--His powers of observation--His

memory--Characteristics of his intellect--His daily life--His

orderliness--His "confession"--The drama of his life--A childless

home--Birth of an illegitimate daughter and son--Some great men

and the moral law--Some eminent women and the popular standard of

morality--The alleged "new Zola"--Sermonising novels--"L'Attaque

du Moulin" as an opera--The trilogy of "Lourdes," "Rome," and

"Paris"--Faith, hope, and charity to be replaced by fruitfulness, work,

truth, and justice--Attacks on "Lourdes"--Arrest of Dreyfus--Zola,

his book "Rome," and Pope Leo XIII.--His stay in the Eternal City--He

visits his Italian relatives--Difficulties of writing "Rome"--Its

publication--Charges of plagiarism and Zola's answer--His volume

"Nouvelle Campagne"--His opinion of a _clairvoyante_--His first defence

of the Jews.

In middle age Zola was about five feet seven inches high. His trunk was

short, his legs being rather long for a man of the stature indicated,

but he had a broad and prominent chest, and his shoulders were well

set. His left foot was sensibly shorter than the right, his instep

was very arched. He had small wrists, but large though shapely hands

with small round nails. According to Dr. Édouard Toulouse[1] all the

diameters of his skull were distinctly above the average, but his brain

was never weighed, for at the time of his death his friends resisted

applications made to them by certain scientists to whom, it seems, Zola

himself had almost promised that his remains would be at their disposal.

Being very short-sighted, he usually wore glasses, seen though which

his eyes seemed deep and somewhat stern; but in intimacy they softened

and sparkled freely. At one period he wore his hair short, at another

long, and according to these variations his forehead seemed to change,

assuming at one time an appearance of abnormal height. His lips were

somewhat thick and sensual, inclined to pout. He had large ears, and

heard better with the left than with the right. For music, in spite

of his long association with M. Bruneau, the composer, he really had

little ear, though he possessed a keen sense of rhythm. On looking at

him the feature that most struck one was certainly his nose, which had

a gradually broadening, lobulated tip. Edmond de Goncourt declared

that Zola's physiognomy was summed up in this somewhat peculiar nasal

organ,[2] which, he jestingly remarked, resembled the muzzle of a

sporting dog, and assumed all sorts of expressions--indicating, in

turn, approval, condemnation, wonder, amusement, sadness, or whatever

else might be its owner's opinion or mood. While making all allowance

for humoristic exaggeration, there was certainly some truth in

Goncourt's words.[3]

Zola's hands, to which reference has been made above, were examined

on one occasion by a "palmist"; and for the benefit of those who

believe in chiromancy one may mention that the sibyl's pronouncement

was to this effect: "A great change at forty years of age; a long

life; a sudden death; fond of family life and travelling; proficient

in art and partial to military music; confident in the future but

having little confidence in himself personally; a large heart but

more philanthropically inclined towards collectivities than towards

individuals; possessed of a deep sense of justice, the slightest

injustice exasperating him; admiring audacity, strength, and authority

while fond of liberty for himself; influenced more by his mind than

by sensual passion at the outset of his love affairs, but afterwards

extremely ardent."[4]

The lack of self-confidence indicated by the palmist was confirmed by

Zola to Dr. Toulouse, who found that the novelist's doubt of himself

was excessive and unreasonable. He frequently feared that he might be

unable to accomplish his daily task, finish the book he had begun,

or conclude the speech he was delivering. At one period, before

he could go to bed he had to satisfy a peculiar craving to touch

and retouch certain articles of furniture, open and reopen certain

drawers. Arithmomania pursued him: he was for ever counting the gas

lamps in one or another street, and the number of the houses. He long

believed multiples of three to be of good augury, but later, as he

told Goncourt, multiples of seven inspired him with most confidence.

Moreover, he was so susceptible to thunder and lightning that whenever

a storm burst over Médan all the shutters had to be closed and all

the lamps lighted, after which he would often bandage his eyes with

a handkerchief. Even when there was no storm and he found himself in

absolute darkness, he was occasionally troubled by what seemed to be

luminous phenomena.

A dreadful idea came to him now and then: it was that his heart had

moved into his arm or his thigh, and that he could feel it beating

there. It must be said, too, that he was most sensitive to physical

pain[5] and extremely subject to emotion, which brought on attacks of a

form of angina from which he suffered, periodically, over a period of

thirty years. The insults levelled at him by unscrupulous journalists,

as much with respect to the alleged obscenity of his writings as to

his share in the Dreyfus case, constantly led to such attacks, but his

mind being always superior to his body, he never swerved from what he

regarded as his duty--the enunciation of inconvenient truths--even

though he knew he would be savagely denounced for it and that his

ailment would necessarily return. Briefly, as Dr. Toulouse has said,

his _émotivité_, although morbid, always left his mind in a state of

perfect lucidity and equilibrium. To the psychologist and the physician

his example demonstrated, in the most unimpeachable manner, the

authority of the mind over the body, the power of the will over disease.

His powers of observation were exceptionally keen. Dr. Toulouse, in

the course of an experiment he made with him, placed a photograph

of an idiot child before his eyes for a few moments. He immediately

noticed certain anatomical peculiarities which as a rule would only

strike a medical man, and he noticed them although they were scarcely

perceptible in the photograph, which had greatly faded. But, adds Dr.

Toulouse, as soon as Zola ceased to observe consciously, his attention

flagged, and at times he did not even recognise acquaintances whom he

met in the street. "They think," he said to the doctor, "that when I

forget to acknowledge them I am absorbed in deep meditation about my

next novel, but as a matter of fact I am not thinking of anything." It

was the same with his memory. When he wished to remember any object or

scene, the details became printed on his mind as clearly and fully as

if they had been photographed. But unless he made a voluntary effort,

his memory did not serve him. When he was Président de la Société des

Gens de Lettres three months elapsed before he could repeat the names

of the twenty-four members of the committee. If he had been as deeply

interested in those gentlemen as he was in the facts he collected for

his books, he would certainly have recalled their names at once.

Some novelists note everything around them,--people, places, and

occurrences,--and store them up for subsequent use in one or another

book; but that was not Zola's system. If he were writing about

peasants, other matters scarcely interested him. You might have told

him something curious about soldiers or financiers, he would have given

it little heed. He isolated his mind, as it were, concentrated it

entirely on the subject he had in hand. Moreover, his imagination was

as systematic as his memory. As stated in a previous chapter, he first

decided on the general ideas he would illustrate, then, by deduction,

he imagined the characters likely to illustrate those ideas. A thousand

concrete facts thereupon arose in his mind, grouped themselves in

his system, and imparted life to his philosophical abstractions.

That faculty, that power of assembling affinitive images, tending to

a logical end, was preponderant in Zola. By its means the psychical

processus is canalised, mental effort and waste are diminished, and

the will is able to act in a well-defined manner. In Zola such power

was developed to the highest degree, and therein will be found the

reason of his intellectual superiority. It links him with all the

great creators possessed of systematic minds, the men who have gone,

not groping darkly, but with patient effort and in full light, towards

their objects. Hugo and Balzac showed by their writings that their

brains were organised in the same manner. The quick and inconsiderate

mind, so unequal in its inspirations, which is often attributed to

artists, does not seem compatible with great creative power, the latter

acting in a much more uniform manner. Zola's particular mentality

explains both his life and his work. He systematised in literature

the realistic tendencies of the philosophy of Comte and Taine; and he

carried that systematisation to its farthest limit by creating the

novel of complete observation (_le roman d'observation intégrale_),

in which he studied heredity under all its aspects, recoiling from no

audacity either of observation or of expression.

By mere reasoning, adds Dr. Toulouse, whom we still follow,[6] Zola's

systematic mind traced for itself a course of action which was often

at variance with his instincts, yet he followed it perseveringly,

sustained merely by his conception of duty. His tendency to gout and

corpulence (which last he overcame by sheer determination) must have

predisposed him to laziness, but he mastered any such inclination by

compelling himself to do a certain amount of work every day. As a rule

he then wrote quite sufficient "copy" to form three pages of one of his

books, in addition to occasional newspaper articles. He also carried on

an extensive correspondence, yet the only time when he had recourse to

secretarial help was the period of the Dreyfus case. _Nulla dies sine

linea_ was a motto he had adopted early in life, and lest it should be

forgotten it was graven in letters of gold over the fireplace of his

large study at Médan, where most of his books were written.

At Médan he rose at eight o'clock, went for an hour's stroll, seating

himself at his writing table at nine and writing till one o'clock,

usually on an empty stomach, for after he had resolved to conquer

his corpulence his first meal consisted generally of a mere crust of

bread, though now and again he might partake of a couple of eggs "on

the plate," which to please him had to be cooked to a nicety. At one

o'clock he lunched; and then, perhaps, came a short nap, after which

he either read the papers or worked at an article or went out walking,

cycling, or boating. If he were at home in the afternoon, he drank a

cup of tea, and this carried him on till dinner, which was served at

half-past seven. Afterwards, if friends were staying with him, there

might be a game of billiards or a quiet chat over another cup of tea.

For some years he drank nothing at all with his meals, at which he

preferred his fish fried and his meat grilled; but later he allowed

himself a glass of water, and on a hot afternoon, if he were thirsty,

he now and then indulged in a little white wine and eau de Seltz.

Red wine he did not touch from 1887 till the time of his death; but

occasionally, after a meal or in the evening, he treated himself to a

thimbleful of old cognac or some liqueur. This happened perhaps once

a week, not more frequently, so it will be seen that he was almost a

total abstainer.

Both at Médan and in Paris (unless he were spending the evening in

society or at a theatre) Zola retired to his bedroom between ten and

eleven o'clock, but he generally remained reading there for some hours

before he actually went to bed. His mornings in Paris like those at

Médan were given to writing; and as he could not boat or conveniently

cycle in the metropolis, his afternoon outings resolved themselves into

visits or strolls to sundry places which he might wish to describe in

some forthcoming book. Six o'clock in the evening was the hour usually

appointed for receiving newspaper interviewers or those who brought

him letters of introduction. His Sundays were spent much like his

week-days, except that instead of working at a book he then often gave

the morning to letter-writing. Glancing through a large collection of

his letters we find some scores of them written on one and another

Sunday. These particulars will show the general orderliness of his

life, which was further exemplified by his extremely tidy habits, the

regularity with which he changed his clothes directly he came home,

substituting a loose flannel shirt, a working jacket, and slippers

for his linen, his black coat, and his boots. And he never left the

slightest litter of papers in his workroom, such documents as he might

be using were set out tidily on various tables; the newspapers he read

were always neatly folded directly he had finished perusing them; the

very string of the parcels he received was at once rolled up and put

aside in a drawer; he liked to have everything spick and span, and

it was he himself who attended to virtually all the _ménage_ of his

Parisian and country workrooms.

About 1893 a "confession" of the drawing-room order was extracted from

Zola, and on consulting it one finds him stating that his favourite

colour (like Daudet's) was red and his favourite flower the rose,

though he also had a taste for peonies and dahlias, which he grew in

profusion at Médan. Contrary to Daudet, who expressed a liking for no

animals or birds whatever, he declared that he liked them all. Work, he

wrote, was his favourite occupation, while his dream of happiness was

to do nothing. The quality he preferred in man was kind-heartedness, in

woman tenderness. His favourite authors, painters, and composers were

those who saw and expressed things clearly. His favourite heroes and

heroines in fiction were those who were not heroes or heroines; in real

life, those who earned their bread. The greatest misfortune he knew was

to remain in doubt respecting anything; the historical characters he

most despised were traitors; the gift he most desired to possess was

eloquence; and the way he would like to die was "suddenly."

Of one longing which possessed Zola for several years there is no

mention in the "confession"; neither is it indicated in Dr. Toulouse's

"Enquête." But its nature and its consequences must be stated here.

Eminent writers have more than once laid down the rule that if in

writing an account of any living individual it is best to preserve

reticence and avoid everything offensive, on the other hand it is

essential that the biographer of one who is dead and gone should tell

the truth respecting him. Of course it may prove advisable, and indeed

justice itself may require, that one should be kind to his virtues and

a little blind to his faults, for the former may be many and exemplary,

and the latter few and unimportant; but if one were to ignore the

last completely a very erroneous impression would be conveyed,

the _suppressio veri_ being equivalent to the _suggestio falsi_.

Nevertheless in this present age, when so many agree to shun the truth

because it offends the superfine delicacy of their degenerate natures,

one is constantly confronted by so-called biographies of eminent men,

and notable women also, in which a variety of facts are suppressed, the

world at large being taught to look at these people through deceptive

glasses which show them perfect, whereas, in reality, their flaws were

often great. At times, indeed, one is invited to contemplate such

beings as can never have existed, and though the falsity of the picture

may merely irritate the scholar, it utterly misleads the uninitiated,

tending to absolutely erroneous conceptions and adding yet another lie

to the many on which present-day society is based.

In the case of Zola, he was such an impassioned servant of truth that

to conceal the truth concerning him, to paint him in false colours,

would be doing him a wrong. Besides, he never claimed that he was

perfect, he knew that he was very human. Further, the facts which

must now be mentioned were written about more or less accurately,

but openly, in several Parisian newspapers at the time of his death,

the present writer also had occasion to refer to them in a newspaper

article; and some American journals likewise gave them currency. Thus

the omission of all mention of them here would be as ridiculous as

misleading. At the same time it is quite unnecessary to go beyond the

essential facts, which may be recounted with comparative brevity.

When Zola married, about the time he began his Rougon-Macquart novels,

he certainly looked forward to a life of unalloyed happiness. But

though he achieved celebrity and became possessed of comparative

wealth, though his wife was all love and devotion, there remained

a great void in his existence. He had no child, and the desire for

paternity was strong within him. One can trace it through many of his

books, and there is no doubt whatever that it became a fixed idea with

him, was responsible for some of his petty superstitions, and entered

even into that dread of death which the loss of his mother and of his

friend Flaubert at one time suggested. He would die and would leave

no posterity. Of what value was life, then? He had always regarded

transmission as being its first essential function; and it tortured him

at times to think that he was famous, that he was rich, and that he

would leave no offspring behind him.

It may be said that this happens to many men, that some become more

or less reconciled to it; that some go, quietly grieving, to their

graves. Others, however, are egotistical enough to experience no

desire for paternity. There are also instances of men to whom an

extreme culture imparts a kind of self-sufficingness: for example,

all the unmarried philosophers, from those of Greece to those of our

own times. Even among the great men who have married one will find

many unblessed with offspring. Scientists have occasionally tried to

explain this in one way or another, but no explanation seems to be of

general applicability. In that connection one must remember that there

have also been many men, distinguished by the exceptional activity of

their minds, who have left large families. Occasionally they may have

survived their children, as in the case of that untiring worker, Victor

Hugo, but none the less, even if they have had the grief of losing both

sons and daughters, they have known the happiness of paternity.

That a craving for such happiness should have become intense in a man

like Zola, with all the emotional tendencies of his temperament, was

natural, perhaps fatal. It was one of the sufferings that made him seek

a refuge in steady, all-absorbing work, and for years, by immersing

himself in his task, he contrived to dull his pain and silence all the

suggestions of a rebellious nature. Goncourt, one day after returning

from a visit to Médan, jotted down in his diary some remarks about

the gloom, the emptiness of that spacious abode. There were plenty

of dogs, but there were no children, and children were necessary to

such a home. It is evident that Goncourt with his keen penetration had

divined the secret grief of its master and mistress. But years rolled

on, and hopes first fondly cherished, then clung to with despairing

tenacity, remained unfulfilled. The moralist will say undoubtedly that

resignation was the one right course, but human nature seldom resigns

itself willingly to anything, and certainly Zola's nature was not one

to do so. As he approached his fiftieth year it began to assert itself,

as Goncourt shows us in another passage of his "Journal"; and then,

after long years of battling, however strong the spirit might still be,

the flesh finally triumphed over it.

It is unnecessary to review what the Bible and Buckstone, Taylor and

Kent, Montesquieu and Potier have to say respecting the violation of

the marriage vow, and the distinctions which may be drawn between the

action of husband and of wife. Nor need there be any defence on the

lines of the _théorie des deux morales_ as interpreted by Nisard. One

may allow that there is strictly only one moral law for both sexes

and for all stations in life, royal as well as plebeian. At the same

time one is entitled to indicate whatever extenuating circumstances

may exist. One may think of the position of Thomas and Jane Carlyle,

as enunciated by the supporters of the former, and then picture a very

different sequel, for in Zola's case a time came when he was carried

away from the path of strict duty, and in the result a child was born

to him, a daughter called Denise. Later came the birth of a son, called

Jacques. An echo of what happened--the tempestuous passion of a man

of ripe years for a young woman--resounded through the pages of "Le

Docteur Pascal," while "Fécondité," published much later, revealed many

of the sufferings, much of the yearning, that had led to this crisis in

Zola's life.

Those who are perfect may now throw stones. Many who are not will, of

course, do so, regardless of permission, and with the greater alacrity

as the dead man cannot answer them. But he was forgiven long ago by

the one person who was entitled to complain. There was much suffering,

much unhappiness, of which the world heard nothing, but at last her

broad nobility of mind rose above the personal wrong and the common

prejudice, and in these later days she has transferred much of the

devotion with which she encompassed her husband to the children whose

birth followed the crisis which, at one time, threatened to sweep the

home away.

Let us remember, too, that the case of Zola was in no wise

exceptional. Our great men have to be taken with their faults as with

their virtues. Englishmen will remember that Nelson, Wellington, and

Lord Melbourne violated the popular standard of morality, and yet

rendered great services to their country. Americans will remember the

same of Franklin, Daniel Webster, and Henry Clay. A recent President

of the United States was not above reproach when he was elected to

the supreme magistracy. There is an English statesman of commanding

abilities, on one page of whose career a blot appears and who for

that reason has been pursued with unrelenting hatred by canting

Pharisees--those to whom one owes the monstrous and inhuman doctrine

that an error in a man's life must never be forgiven, that if he

stumble but once he must always remain damned. With their narrow

bigotry those people arrogate to themselves a greater righteousness

than that of the Christ whose precepts they pretend to follow. To love

one another, to forget and to forgive, are no maxims of theirs. Though

the name of the Deity is so constantly on their lips, they really seem

to be men after the devil's own heart, for they play the part of his

imps, ever intent on persecution.

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