CHARLES REX
BY ETHEL M. DELL
AUTHOR OF THE TOP OF THE WORLD, THE LAMP IN THE DESERT, THE HUNDREDTH
CHANCE, Etc.
1922
I Dedicate This Book To G. T. S. In Remembrance of A Winter Day
"When half-gods go, the gods arrive."
R. W. Emerson
Not with the clash of trumpets
And clangour of gates thrown wide,
As when the eager crowds press round
To see the half-gods ride;
But like a bird at even
Silently winging home,
A message came from the darkness
To say that the gods had come.
And the half-gods scoffed in the temple
Which custom had bid them hold--
Sin and Success and Pleasure
And the hideous Image of Gold.
Who and what are these strangers?
Bid them worship before the shrine
Where we, the gods of the new world,
Sit o'er the cards and wine!
So they derided the strangers--
Those gods whom the old folk call
Courage and Honour and Faithfulness
And Love which is greater than all.
But when the night was over
And the new day pierced within,
The half-gods were gone from the temple,
And the gods had entered in.
CONTENTS
PART I
I. Ennui
II. Adieu
III. The Gift
IV. Toby
V. Discipline
VI. The Abyss
VII. Larpent's Daughter
PART II
I. Jake Bolton
II. Maud Bolton
III. Bunny
IV. Saltash
V. The Visitor
VI. How to Manage Men
VII. The Promise
VIII. The Ally
IX. The Idol
X. Resolutions
XI. The Butterfly
XII. The Ogre's Castle
XIII. The End of the Game
PART III
I. The Virtuous Hero
II. The Compact
III. L'oiseau bleu
IV. The Trap
V. The Confidence
VI. The Sacred Fire
VII. Surrender
VIII. The Magician's Wand
IX. The Warning
X. The Mystery
XI. Suspicion
XII. The Ally
XIII. The Truth
XIV. The Last Card
PART IV
I. The Winning Post
II. The Villain Scores
III. A Wife Is Different
IV. The Idol of Paris
V. The Dance of Death
VI. The New Lover
VII. The Refugee
VIII. The Turning-point
IX. Larpent
X. In the Name of Love
XI. The Gift of the Gods
CHARLES REX
PART I
CHAPTER I
ENNUI
"I shall go to sea to-morrow," said Saltash, with sudden decision. "I'm
tired of this place, Larpent,--fed up on repletion."
"Then by all means let us go, my lord!" said Larpent, with the faint
glimmer of a smile behind his beard, which was the only expression of
humour he ever permitted himself.
"Believe you're fed up too," said Saltash, flashing a critical look upon
him.
Captain Larpent said nothing, deeming speech unnecessary. All time spent
ashore was wasted in his opinion.
Saltash turned and surveyed the sky-line over the yacht's rail with
obvious discontent on his ugly face. His eyes were odd, one black, one
grey, giving a curiously unstable appearance to a countenance which
otherwise might have claimed to possess some strength. His brows were
black and deeply marked. He had a trick of moving them in conjunction
with his thoughts so that his face was seldom in absolute repose. It was
said that there was a strain of royal blood in Saltash, and in the days
before he had succeeded to the title when he had been merely Charles
Burchester, he had borne the nickname of "the merry monarch." Certain
wild deeds in a youth that had not been beyond reproach had seemed to
warrant this, but of later years a friend had bestowed a more gracious
title upon him, and to all who could claim intimacy with him he had
become "Charles Rex." The name fitted him like a garment. A certain
arrogance, a certain royalty of bearing, both utterly unconscious and
wholly unfeigned, characterized him. Whatever he did, and his actions
were often far from praiseworthy, this careless distinction of mien
always marked him. He received an almost involuntary respect where he
went.
Captain Larpent who commanded his yacht _The Night Moth_--most morose and
unresponsive of men--paid him the homage of absolute acquiescence.
Whatever his private opinions might be, he never expressed them unless
invited to do so by his employer. He never criticized by word or look.
Saltash was wont to say that if he decided to turn pirate he believed
that Larpent would continue at his post without the smallest change of
front. To raise a protest of any sort would have been absolutely foreign
to his nature. He was made to go straight ahead, to do his duty without
question and with perfect self-reliance.
On the present occasion, having cruised from port to port in the
Mediterranean for nearly six weeks, it was certainly no ill news to him
to hear that Saltash had at last had enough. The weather was perfect, too
perfect for a man of his bull-dog instincts. He was thoroughly tired of
the endless spring sunshine and of the chattering, fashionable crowds
that Saltash was wont to assemble on the yacht. He was waiting with an
iron patience for the word that should send them forth over the great
Atlantic rollers, with the ocean spray bursting over their bows and the
sting of the ocean wind in their faces. That was the sort of life that
appealed to him. He had no use for civilization; the froth of society had
no attraction for him. He preferred a deeper draught.
Saltash was thoroughly cosmopolitan in his tastes; he liked amusement,
but he abhorred boredom. He declared that for him it was the root of all
evil. He was never really wicked unless he was bored. And then--_que
voulez-vous_? He did not guide the star of destiny.
"Yes," he said, after a thoughtful silence, "we will certainly put to sea
to-morrow--unless--" he turned his head and threw a merry grin at his
companion--"unless Fortune has any tricks up her sleeve for me, for I am
going ashore for one more fling to-night."
Larpent smoked on immovably, his blue-grey eyes staring out to the vivid
sky-line, his sunburnt face quite imperturbable.
"We shall be ready to start as soon as you come aboard, my lord," he
said.
"Good!" said Saltash lightly. "I may be late, or--more probably--very
early. Leave the gangway for me! I'll let you know when I'm aboard."
He got up as if he moved on springs and leaned against the rail, looking
down quizzically at the man who sat stolidly smoking in the deck-chair.
No two people could have formed a stronger contrast--the yacht's captain,
fair-bearded, with the features of a Viking--the yacht's owner, dark,
alert, with a certain French finesse about him that gave a strange charm
to a personality that otherwise might have been merely fantastic.
Suddenly he laughed. "Do you know, Larpent, I often think to myself what
odd tricks Fate plays? You for instance--you, the captain of a private
yacht when you ought to be roving the high seas in a Flying Dutchman! You
probably were a few generations ago."
"Ah!" Larpent said, through a cloud of smoke. "Life isn't what it was."
"It's an infernal fraud, most of it," said Saltash. "Always promising and
seldom fulfilling!"
"No good expecting too much," said Larpent.
"True!" said Saltash. "On the other hand it isn't always wise to be too
easily satisfied." His look became suddenly speculative. "Have you ever
been in love, Larpent?"
The big man in the deck-chair made a sharp movement and spilt some
cigar-ash on his coat. He sat up deliberately and brushed it off. Saltash
watched him with mischievous eyes.
"Well?" he said.
Larpent leaned back again, puffing forth a thick cloud of smoke. "Once,"
he said briefly.
"Only once?" gibed Saltash. "Man alive! Why, I've had the disease scores
of times, and you are half a generation older than I am!"
"I know," Larpent's eyes dwelt unblinking upon the sparkling blue of the
water beyond the rail. "You've had it so often that you take it lightly."
Saltash laughed. "You apparently took it like the plague."
"I didn't die of it," said Larpent grimly.
"Perhaps the lady did!" suggested Saltash.
"No. She didn't die either." Larpent's eyes came slowly upwards to the
mocking eyes above them. "For all I know she may be living now," he said.
Saltash's grin became a grimace. "Oh, heavens, Larpent! And you've had
indigestion ever since? How long ago is it? Twenty years?"
"About that," said Larpent.
"Heavens!" said Saltash again. "I should like to see the woman who could
hold me after twenty years!"
"So should I," said Larpent dryly.
Saltash snapped his fingers. "She doesn't exist, my good fellow! But if
she did--by Jove, what a world it would be!"
Larpent grunted sardonically. "It wouldn't be large enough to hold you,
my lord."
Saltash stretched his arms wide. "Well, I'm going ashore to-night. Who
knows what the gods may send? Wish me luck!"
Larpent surveyed the restless figure with a sort of stony humour. "I wish
you a safe return," he said.
Saltash laughed and went away along the deck with a monkey-like spring
that was curiously characteristic of him. There was nothing of the
sailor's steady poise about him.
The little Italian town that clung to the slopes that rose so steeply
from the sea shone among its terraced gardens like a many-coloured jewel
in the burning sunset. The dome of its Casino gleamed opalescent in its
centre--a place for wonder--a place for dreams. Yet Saltash's expression
as he landed on the quay was one of whimsical discontent. He had come
nearly a fortnight ago to be amused, but somehow the old pleasures had
lost their relish and he was only bored.
"I'm getting old," he said to himself with a grimace of disgust.
But he was not old. He was barely six-and-thirty. He had had the world at
his feet too long, that was all.
There was to be a water-side _fête_ that night at Valrosa, and the
promenade and bandstand were wreathed with flowers and fairy-lights. It
was getting late in the season, and it would probably be the last.
Saltash surveyed the preparations with very perfunctory interest as he
sauntered up to the hotel next to the Casino where he proposed to dine.
A few people he knew were staying there, and he looked forward to a more
or less social evening. At least he could count on a welcome and a rubber
of bridge if he felt so inclined. Or there was the Casino itself if the
gambling mood should take him. But he did not feel much like gambling. He
wanted something new. None of the old stale amusements appealed to him
tonight. He was feeling very ancient and rather dilapidated.
He went up the steps under the cypress-trees that led from terrace to
terrace, pausing at each landing-place to look out over the wonderful
sea that was changing every moment with the changing glow of the sunset.
Yes, it was certainly a place for dreams. Even old Larpent felt the
charm--Larpent who had fallen in love twenty years ago for the first and
last time!
An irrepressible chuckle escaped him. Funny old Larpent! The wine of the
gods had evidently been too strong a brew for him. It was obvious that he
had no desire to repeat the dose.
At his last halting-place he stood longer to drink in the beauty of the
evening before entering the hotel. The sea had the pearly tint shot with
rose of the inside of an oyster-shell. The sky-line was receding, fading
into an immense calm. The shadows were beginning to gather. The sun had
dipped out of sight.
The tinkle of a lute rose from one of the hidden gardens below him. He
stood and listened with sentimental eyes and quizzically twitching mouth.
Everything in this wonder-world was ultra-sweet to-night. And yet--and
yet--
Suddenly another sound broke through the stillness, and in a moment he
had sprung to alertness. It was a cry--a sharp, wrung cry from the garden
close to him, the garden of the hotel, and instantly following it a flood
of angry speech in a man's voice and the sound of blows.
"Damnation!" said Saltash, and sprang for a narrow wooden door in the
stone wall a few yards higher up.
It opened to his imperious hand, and he found himself in a dark little
shrubbery behind an arbour that looked out to the sea. It was in this
arbour that the scuffle was taking place, and in a second he had forced
his way through the intervening shrubs and was at the entrance.
"Damnation!" he burst forth again furiously. "What are you doing? Leave
that boy alone!"
A man in evening-dress was gripping a fair-haired lad, who wore the
hotel-livery, by the back of his neck and raining merciless blows upon
his uncovered head. He turned, sharply straightening himself, at
Saltash's tempestuous entrance, and revealed to the newcomer the
deeply-suffused countenance of the hotel-manager.
Their recognition was mutual. He flung the boy into a corner and faced
his patron, breathing hard, his black eyes still fiercely gleaming.
"Ah! It is milord!" he said, in jerky English, and bowed punctiliously
though he was still shaking with rage. "What can I do for you, milord?"
"What the devil is the matter?" said Saltash, sweeping aside all
ceremony. "What are you hammering that unfortunate boy for? Can't you
find a man your own size to hammer?"
The Italian flung a fierce glance over his shoulder at his crouching
victim. "He is worthless!" he declared. "I give him a trial--_bueno_, but
he is worthless. Milord will pardon me, he is--English. And the English
are--no good for work--no good at all."
"Oh, rotten to the core!" agreed Saltash, with a humorous lift of the
brows. "But you needn't murder him for that, Antonio. It's his
misfortune--not his fault."
"Milord, I have not murdered him," the manager protested with nervous
vehemence. "I have only punished him. I have not hurt him. I have done
him good."
"Oh!" said Saltash, and looked down at the small, trembling figure in the
corner. "It's medicine, is it? But a bit strong for a child of that size.
I should try a milder dose next time."
Antonio laughed harshly. "The next time, milord, I shall take
him--so--and wring his neck!" His laugh became a snarl as he turned. "Get
up now, you--you son of a pig, and go back to your work!"
"Easy! Easy!" said Saltash, with a smile. "We don't talk to the English
like that, Antonio,--not even the smallest and weakest of them. Let's
have a look at this specimen--with your permission!" He bent over the
huddled figure. "Hold up your head, boy! Let me see you!"
There was no movement to obey, and he laid a hand upon the quivering
shoulder and felt it shrink away convulsively.
"I believe you've damaged him," he said, bending lower. "Here, Tommy!
Hold up your head! Don't be afraid! It's a friend."
But the narrow figure only sank down a little lower under his hand.
"His name is Toby," said Antonio with acidity. "A dog's name, milord, and
it fits him well. He is what you would call a lazy hound."
Saltash paid not the slightest attention to him. He was bending low, his
dark face in shadow.
"Don't be afraid!" he said again. "No one is going to hurt you. Come
along! Let's look at you!"
His hold tightened upon the shrinking form. He began to lift it up.
And then suddenly there came a sharp struggle between his hands as
lacking in science as the fight of a wild animal for freedom, and as
effectual. With a gasping effort the boy wrenched himself free and was
gone. He went like a streak of lightning, and the two men were left
facing one another.
"What a slippery little devil!" commented Saltash.
"Yes," said Antonio vindictively, "a devil indeed, milord! And I will
have no more of him. I will have no more. I hope he will starve!"
"How awfully nice of you, Antonio!" said Saltash lightly. "Being the end
of the season, he probably will."
Antonio smacked his red lips with relish. "Ah, probably! Probably!" he
said.
CHAPTER II
ADIEU
It was growing late and the _fête_ was in full swing when Saltash
sauntered down again under the cypress-trees to the water's edge. The sea
was breaking with a murmurous splashing; it was a night for dreams.
In the flower-decked bandstand an orchestra of stringed instruments was
playing very softly--fairy-music that seemed to fill the world with magic
to the brim. It was like a drug to the senses, alluring, intoxicating,
maddeningly sweet.
Saltash wandered along with his face to the water on which a myriad
coloured lights rocked and swam. And still his features wore that
monkeyish look of unrest, of discontent and quizzical irony oddly
mingled. He felt the lure, but it was not strong enough. Its influence
had lost its potency.
He need not have been alone. He had left the hotel with friends, but he
had drifted away from them in the crowd. One of them--a girl--had sought
somewhat palpably to keep him near her, and he had responded with some
show of ardour for a time, and then something about her had struck a note
of discord within him and the glamour had faded.
"Little fool!" he murmured to himself. "She'd give me her heart to break
if I'd have it."
And then he laughed in sheer ridicule of his own jaded senses. He
recognized the indifference of satiety. An easy conquest no longer
attracted him.
He began to stroll towards the quay, loitering here and there as if to
give to Fates a chance to keep him if they would. Yes, Sheila Melrose was
a little idiot. Why couldn't she realize that she was but one of the
hundreds with whom he flirted day by day? She was nothing to him but a
pastime--a toy to amuse his wayward mood. He had outgrown his earlier
propensity to break his toys when he had done with them. The sight of a
broken toy revolted him now.
He was impatiently aware that the girl was watching him from the midst of
the shifting crowd. What did she expect, he asked himself irritably? She
knew him. She knew his reputation. Did she imagine herself the sort of
woman to hold a man of his stamp for more than the passing moment? Save
for his title and estates, was he worth the holding?
A group of laughing Italian girls with kerchiefs on their heads
surrounded him suddenly and he became the centre of a shower--a storm--of
_confetti_. His mood changed in a second. He would show her what to
expect! Without an instant's pause he turned upon his assailants, caught
the one nearest to him, snatching her off her feet; and, gripping her
without mercy, he kissed her fierily and shamelessly till she gasped with
delicious fright; then dropped her and seized another.
The girls of Valrosa spoke of the ugly Englishman with bated breath and
shining eyes long after Saltash had gone his unheeding way, for the blood
was hot in his veins before the game was over. If the magic had been slow
to work, its spell was all the more compelling when it gripped him.
Characteristically, he tossed aside all considerations beyond the
gratification of the moment's desire. The sinking fire of youth blazed up
afresh. He would get the utmost out of this last night of revelry.
Wherever he went, a spirit of wild daring, of fevered gaiety, surrounded
him. He was no longer alone, whichever way he turned. Once in his mad
progress he met Sheila Melrose face to face, and she drew back from him
in open disgust. He laughed at her maliciously, mockingly, as his royal
forefather might have laughed long ago, and passed on with the throng.
Hours later, when the _fête_ was over and the shore quite silent under
the stars, he came alone along the quay, moving with his own peculiar
arrogance of bearing, a cigarette between his lips, a deep gleam in his
eyes. It had been an amusing night after all.
Crossing the gangway to his yacht--_The Night Moth_--that rocked softly
on the glimmering ripples, he paused for a moment and turned his face as
if in farewell towards the little town that lay sleeping among its
cypress-trees. So standing, he heard again the tinkle of a lute from some
hidden garden of delight. It was as if the magic were still calling to
him, luring him, reaching out white arms to hold him. He made a brief bow
towards the sound.
"_Adieu_, most exquisite and most wicked!" he said. "I return--no more!"
The cigarette fell from his lips into the dark water and there came a
faint sound like the hiss of a serpent in the stillness. He laughed as he
heard it, and pursued his way aboard the yacht.
He found a young sailor, evidently posted to await his coming, snoring in
a corner, and shook him awake.
The man blundered up with a confused apology, and Saltash laughed at him
derisively.
"Wasting the magic hours in sleep, Parker? Well, I suppose dreams are
better than nothing. Were they--good dreams?"
"I don't know, my lord," said Parker, grinning foolishly.
Saltash clapped him on the shoulder and turned away. "Well, I'm ready for
the open sea now," he said. "We'll leave our dreams behind."
He was always on easy terms with his sailors who worshipped him to a man.
He whistled a careless air as he went below. The magic of Valrosa had
loosed its hold, and he was thinking of the wide ocean and buffeting
waves that awaited him. He turned on the lights of the saloon and stopped
there for another cigarette and a drink, first walking to and fro,
finally flinging himself on a crimson velvet settee and surrendering
himself luxuriously to a repose for which he had not felt the need until
that moment.
So lying, he heard the stir and tramp of feet above him, the voices of
men, the lifting of the gangway; and presently the yacht began to throb
as though suddenly endowed with life. He felt the heave of the sea as she
left her moorings, and the rush of water pouring past her keel as she
drew away from the quay.
He stretched himself with lazy enjoyment. It was good to come and go as
he listed, good to have no ties to bind him. He supposed he would always
be a wanderer on the face of the earth, and after all wandering suited
him best. True, there were occasions on which the thought of home allured
him. The idea of marriage with some woman who loved him would spring like
a beacon out of the night in moments of depression. Other men found a
permanent abiding-place and were content therewith; why not he? But he
only played with the notion. It did not seriously attract him. He was not
a marrying man, and, as he had said to Larpent, the woman did not exist
who could hold him. The bare thought of Sheila Melrose sent a mocking
smile to his lips. Did she think--did she really think--that she
possessed the necessary qualifications to capture a man of his
experience? He dismissed her with a snap of the fingers. Sheila had
practically everything in life to learn, and he did not propose to be her
teacher.
His cigarette was finished and he got up. The yacht was speeding like a
winged thing on her way. There was never any fuss of departure when
Larpent was in command. He stood for a few seconds in indecision,
contemplating going up on to the bridge for a word with his captain and a
glance round. But some fantastic scruple deterred him. He had made his
farewell. He did not wish to see Valrosa again. He turned instead and
went to his cabin.
All the appointments of the yacht were of the most luxurious order. She
possessed every imaginable contrivance for the comfort of those who
voyaged in her. Her state-cabins were a miracle of elegance and ease.
Saltash never took a valet when he went for a voyage. The steward
attended to his clothes, and he waited on himself. He liked as much space
as he could get both on deck and below.
He pushed open the door of his cabin and felt for the switch of the
electric light. But he did not press it when he found it. Something made
him change his mind. The faint light of stars upon rippling water came
to him through the open porthole, and he shut himself in and stepped
forward to the couch beneath it to look forth.
But as he moved, another influence caught him, and he stopped short.
"Is anyone here?" he said.
Through the wash of the water he thought he heard a light movement, and
he felt a presence as of some small animal in the space before him.
Swiftly he stepped back and in a moment his hand was on the switch. The
light flashed on, and in a moment he stood staring--at a fair-haired,
white-faced lad in a brown livery with brass buttons who stood staring
back at him with wide, scared eyes.
CHAPTER III
THE GIFT
Saltash was the first to recover himself; he was seldom disconcerted,
never for long.
"Hullo!" he said, with a quizzical twist of the eyebrows. "You, is it?
And what have you come for?"
The intruder lowered his gaze abruptly, flushing to the roots of his fair
hair. "I came," he said, in a very low voice, "to--to ask you something."
"Then you've come some distance to do it," said Saltash lightly, "for I
never turn back. Perhaps that was your idea, was it?"
"No--no!" With a vehement shake of the head he made answer. "I didn't
think you would start so soon. I thought--I would be able to ask you
first."
"Oh, indeed!" said Saltash. And then unexpectedly he laid a hand upon one
narrow shoulder and turned the downcast face upwards. "Ah! I thought he'd
marked you, the swine! What was he drubbing you for? Tell me that!"
A great purple bruise just above one eye testified to the severity of the
drubbing; the small, boyish countenance quivered sensitively under his
look. With sudden impulse two trembling hands closed tightly upon his
arm.
"Well?" said Saltash.
"Oh, please, sir--please, my lord, I mean--" with great earnestness the
words came--"let me stay with you! I'll earn my keep somehow, and I
shan't take up much room!"
"Oh, that's the idea, is it?" said Saltash.
"Yes--yes!" The boy's eyes implored him,--blue eyes with short black
lashes that imparted an oddly childish look to a face that was otherwise
thin and sharp with anxiety. "I can do anything. I don't want to live
on charity. I can work. I'd love to work--for you."
"You're a rum little devil, aren't you?" said Saltash.
"I'm honest, sir! Really I'm honest!" Desperately the bony hands clung.
"You won't be sorry if you take me. I swear you'll never be sorry!"
"What about you?" said Saltash. He was looking down into the upraised
face with a semi-quizzical compassion in his own. "Think you'd never be
sorry either?"
A sudden smile gleamed across the drawn face. "Of course I shouldn't!
You're English."
"Ah!" said Saltash, with a faintly wry expression. "Not necessarily white
on that account, my friend, so don't run away with that idea, I beg! I'm
quite capable of giving you a worse drubbing than the good Antonio, for
instance, if you qualified for it. I can be a terrifically wild beast
upon occasion. Look here, you imp! Are you starved or what? Do you want
something to eat?"
The wiry fingers tightened on his arm. "No, sir--no, my lord--not really.
I often don't eat. I'm used to it."
"But why the devil not?" demanded Saltash. "Didn't they feed you over
there?"
"Yes--oh, yes. But I didn't want it. I was--too miserable." The blue eyes
blinked rapidly under his look as if half-afraid of him.
"You little ass!" said Saltash in a voice that somehow reassured. "Sit
down there! Curl up if you like, and don't move till I come back!"
He indicated the sofa, and quite gently but with decision freed his arm
from the nervously gripping hands.
"You won't send me back?" the boy urged with quivering supplication.
"No, I won't do that," said Saltash as he went away.
He swore once or twice with considerable energy ere he returned, cursing
the absent Antonio in language that would have outmatched the Italian's
own. Then, having relieved his feelings, he abruptly laughed to himself
and pursued his errand with business-like briskness.
Returning, he found his _protégé_ in a small heap on the sofa, with his
head deep in the cushion as though he sought escape from the light. Again
the feeling of harbouring some small animal in pain came to him, and he
frowned. The mute misery of that huddled form held a more poignant appeal
than any words.
"Look here,--Toby!" he said. "I've brought you something to eat, and when
you've had it you'd better get a sleep. You can tell me all about it--if
you want to--in the morning."
The boy started upright at his coming. He looked at Saltash in his quick,
startled way. It was almost as if he expected a kick at any moment. Then
he looked at the tray he carried and suddenly his face crumpled; he hid
it in his hands.
"Oh, dash it!" said Saltash. "Let's have a little sense!"
He set down the tray and flicked the fair head admonishingly, with his
thumb, still frowning. "Come! Be a sport!" he said.
After a brief pause with a tremendous effort the boy pulled himself
together and sat up, but he did not raise his eyes to Saltash again. He
kept them fixed upon his hands which were tightly clasped in front of
him.
"I'll do--whatever you tell me," he said, in a low voice. "No one has
ever been so--decent to me before."
"Have one of those rolls!" said Saltash practically. "You'll talk better
with something inside you."
He seated himself on the edge of his bunk and lit another cigarette, his
attitude one of royal indifference, but his odd eyes flashing to and fro
with a monkey-like shrewdness that missed nothing of his desolate
companion's forlorn state.
"You've been doing this starvation business for some time, haven't you?"
he asked presently. "No wonder you didn't feel like work."
The boy's pinched face smiled, a small wistful smile. "I can work," he
said. "I can do anything--women's work as well as men's. I can cook and
clean boots and knives and sew on buttons and iron trousers and wash
shirts and wait on tables and make beds and sweep and--"
"For heaven's sake, stop!" said Saltash. "You make me giddy. Tell me the
things you can't do instead! It would take less time."
Toby considered for a few moments. "I can't drive cars," he said at
length. "But I can clean 'em, and I'd love to learn."
Saltash laughed. "That's the sole exception, is it? You seem to have
picked up a good deal in a short time. Did they teach you all that over
there?"
Toby shook his head. "I've knocked about a good lot," he said.
"And know everything evidently," said Saltash. "What made you think of
coming on board this yacht?"
The boy's eyes gave him a shining look. "Because she belongs to you," he
said.
"Oh!" Saltash puffed at his cigarette for a few seconds. "You'd made up
your mind to throw in your fortunes with mine, had you?"
Toby nodded. "I wanted to--if you'd have me."
"Seems I haven't much choice," remarked Saltash. "And what are you going
to do when you're tired of me? Fling yourself at someone else's head, I
suppose?"
Again he saw the hot colour flood the thin face, but the boyish eyes did
not flinch from his. "No, I shan't do that," said Toby, after brief
reflection. "I'll just go right under next time."
"Oh, will you?" said Saltash. "And so remain--a blot on my escutcheon for
all time. Well now, look here! You say you're honest?"
"Yes, sir," said Toby with breathless assurance, and sprang up and stood
before him with the words, as though challenging criticism.
Saltash poked at him with his foot, as he sat. "Make me a promise?" he
asked casually.
"Anything you wish, my lord," said Toby promptly.
Saltash grinned at him. "Be careful! I see you are of a rash and
impulsive disposition, and I like my slaves to have a little discretion.
The promise I want is that whatever happens to you,--however much I kick
you or bash you or generally ill-use you--you'll never jump overboard or
do anything silly of that kind. Is it done?"
Toby was standing before him, facing him with straight, candid eyes. He
did not seem surprised at the suggestion so coolly made. Saltash noted
that it certainly did not shock him.
"All right, sir," he said, after a moment.
"It's a promise, is it?" said Saltash.
Toby nodded. "Yes, sir."
"Good!" said Saltash. He stretched out a hand and took him by one skinny
arm. "Better now?" he asked.
"Yes, sir. Yes, my lord. Thank you, my lord." Toby's eyes smiling into
his.
"Very well. I'll keep you," Saltash said. "Did anyone see you come
aboard?"
"No, my lord."
"Then you came with me, see? I brought you--if anyone wants to know."
"Very good, my lord. Thank you, my lord."
Saltash made a humorous grimace. "You can call me 'sir' if you like," he
said. "It makes no difference."
"Thank you, sir," said Toby with a responsive grin.
"And your name is Toby, is it? Toby what?"
"Toby Wright, sir." Very promptly the answer came.
Saltash's eyes scrutinized him with half derisive amusement. "I hope it's
a good fit," he remarked. "Well, look here, Toby, you must go to bed. Did
you bring any luggage on board?"
"No, sir. 'Fraid not, sir. Very sorry, sir. I came away in a hurry,"
explained Toby rather nervously.
"And stole the hotel livery," said Saltash.
"No, sir. Borrowed it," said Toby.
"Ho! You're going to pay for it, are you?" questioned Saltash.
"Yes, sir, some day. First money I get, sir. Don't want to have anything
belonging to that damn' Italian cur," said Toby, with much emphasis.
"Naughty! Naughty!" said Saltash, pinching his arm. "Well, come along,
and I'll show you where you can sleep. There's a small cabin out of my
dressing-room you can have for the present. I haven't got my valet on
board."
"Very good, sir, thank you. What time shall I call you, sir?" said Toby
brightly.
"You needn't call me," said Saltash. "You can just lie quiet and take
care of that black eye of yours. I'll let you know when I want you."
"Very good, sir," said Toby, looking crestfallen.
Saltash stood up. "And you'll do as you're told--see?--always! That's
understood, is it?"
Toby smiled again, eagerly, gratefully. "Yes, sir. Always, sir!" he said
promptly. "Shall I take off your boots before I go, sir?"
"No. Look after yourself for the present!" said Saltash. "And don't get
up to mischief! There's a strict captain in command of this boat, so
you'd better mind how you go."
The boy looked up at him with eyes of twinkling comprehension. He had
plainly forgotten the despair that had so nearly overwhelmed him.
"Oh, I'll be very good, sir," he promised. "I won't get you into trouble
anyhow, sir."
"You--imp!" said Saltash, pulling his ear. "Think I'll put up with your
impudence, do you? You'll play that game once too often if you're not
careful."
Toby hastened to adjust his features to a becoming expression of gravity.
"I won't, sir. No, I won't. I'll be a good servant to you--the best
you've ever had. I'll never forget your goodness to me, and I'll pay back
somehow--that I will, sir."
His boyish voice suddenly throbbed with emotion, and he stopped. Again
for a moment he had the forlorn look of a small animal astray from its
own.
Saltash patted his shoulder kindly. "All right. That'll do. Don't be
tragic about it! Come along to your burrow and have a good square sleep!"
He led him away without further words, and Toby went, gratefully and
submissively.
A few minutes later Saltash came back with a smile on his ugly face,
half-quizzical, and half-compassionate.
"Rum little devil!" he commented again as he began to undress. "So the
gods had a gift for me after all! Wonder what I shall do with it!"
And then abruptly the smile became a mocking grimace that banished all
the kindliness from his face. He snapped his fingers and laughed as he
had laughed a little earlier when his cigarette had fallen into the water
with a sound like the hiss of a serpent.
"I--wonder!" he said again.
CHAPTER IV
TOBY
It was contrary to Captain Larpent's habit to show surprise at any time,
whatever the caprices of his patron, but he did look at Saltash somewhat
harder than usual when the latter informed him in his breezy fashion of
the unexpected addition to the yacht's company. He also frowned a little
and smoothed his beard as though momentarily puzzled.
"You won't want to be bothered with him," he said after brief reflection.
"Better let him sleep in the forecastle."
"Not for the present," said Saltash. "I am going to train him, and I'll
keep him under my own eye. The little beggar has had a pretty rough time
of it to judge by appearances. I've a fancy for looking after him
myself."
"What are you going to make of him?" asked Larpent.
Saltash laughed carelessly, flicking the ash from his cigarette. "I'll
tell you that when I can show you the finished article. I'm keeping him
below for the present. He's got a prize-fighter's eye which is not
exactly an ornament. Like to have a look at him? You're ship's doctor."
Larpent shrugged his shoulders. "P'raps I'd better. I'm not over-keen on
sudden importations. You never know what they may bring aboard with
them."
Saltash's eyes gleamed mischievously. "Better inoculate the whole crew at
once! He's more like a stray spaniel than anything else."
"A King Charles!" suggested Larpent, with the flicker of an eyelid.
"Well, my lord, let's have a look at your latest find!"
They went below, Saltash whistling a careless air. He was usually in high
spirits when not suffering from boredom.
Someone else was whistling in the vicinity of his cabin, but it was not
from the valet's cabin that the cheery sounds proceeded. They found him
in the bathroom with an oily rag, rubbing up the taps.
He desisted immediately at their entrance and stood smartly at attention.
His eye was badly swollen and discoloured, he looked wretchedly ill, but
he managed to smile at Saltash, who took him by the shoulder and made
him face the light.
"What are you doing in here, you--scaramouch? Didn't I tell you to lie
still? Here he is, Larpent! What do you think of him? A poor sort of
specimen, eh?"
"What's his name?" said Larpent.
"Toby Barnes, sir," supplied the boy promptly.
"And there's nothing under the sun he can't do except drive cars," put in
Saltash, "and obey orders."
Toby winced a little. "I'm sorry, sir. Only wanted to be useful, sir.
I'll go back to bed if you say so."
"What do you say, Captain?" said Saltash.
Larpent bent and looked closely at the injured eye. "The sooner the
better," he said after a brief examination. "Stay in bed for a week, and
then I'll look at you again!"
"Oh, not a week!" exclaimed Toby, aghast, and then clapped a hand to his
mouth and was silent.
But his look implored Saltash who laughed and pinched the shoulder under
his hand. "All right. We'll see how you get on. If we meet any weather
you'll probably be only too thankful to stay there."
Toby smiled somewhat woefully, and said nothing.
Larpent stood up. "I'll fetch some stuff to dress it with. Better have it
bandaged. Pretty painful, isn't it?"
"No, sir," lied Toby valiantly. "Don't feel it at all."
But he shrank with a quick gasp of pain when Larpent unexpectedly touched
the injury.
"Don't hurt the child!" said Saltash sharply.
Larpent smiled his faint, sardonic smile, and turned away.
Toby laid his cheek with a winning, boyish gesture against the hand that
held him. "Don't make me go to bed, sir!" he pleaded. "I'll be miserable
in bed."
Saltash looked down at him with eyebrows comically working. "It is rather
a hole--that cabin of yours," he conceded. "You can lie on the couch in
my stateroom if you like. Don't get up to mischief, that's all! I'm
responsible for you, remember."
Toby thanked him humbly, swearing obedience and good behaviour. The
couch in Saltash's cabin was immediately under a porthole, and the fresh
sea-air blew straight in. He stretched his meagre person upon it with
a sigh of contentment, and Saltash smiled down upon him. "That's right.
You'll do there. Let's see! What did you say your name was?"
"Toby, sir."
"Toby Barnes or Toby Wright?" said Saltash.
The boy started, turned very red, then very white, opened his mouth to
speak, shut it tightly, and said nothing.
Saltash took out his cigarette-case and opened it with great
leisureliness. The smile still played about his ugly features as he chose
a cigarette. Finally he snapped the lid and looked down again at his
_protégé_.
"Or Toby nothing?" he said.
Toby's eyes came up to his, though the effort to raise them drew his face
painfully.
"Whatever you like, my lord," he said faintly. "I'll answer to anything."
Saltash's own face was curiously softened. He looked down at Toby for
some seconds in silence, idly tapping the cigarette he held against the
case. Then: "How old are you?" he asked suddenly.
"Sixteen, sir." Toby's eyes with their dumb pleading were still anxiously
raised to his.
Saltash bent abruptly and put his hand very lightly over them. "All
right. Don't hurt yourself!" he said kindly. "You're young enough to
chuck the past and start again."
Toby's claw-like hands came up and closed upon his wrist. "Wish I could,
sir," he whispered with lips that quivered. "Haven't had much of a
chance--so far, sir."
"All right," Saltash said again. "It's up to you. I shan't interfere.
Don't expect too much of me; that's all I ask! I'm not considered exactly
a suitable companion for young things like you."
He drew his hand away and lighted his cigarette. Toby turned his face
into the cushion and lay very still.
Larpent, returning, wondered what his patron had been saying to make the
boy's eyes wet with tears, but betrayed no curiosity on the subject.
"Are you going to let him stay in here?" he asked, as he bound a
lotion-soaked pad over the damaged eye.
"For the present," said Saltash. "Any objection?"
"Not the smallest." Larpent's tone was absolutely noncommittal. "Make him
lie quiet, that's all!"
"He'll do that," said Saltash with confidence.
"Good!" said Larpent. "We're in for a blow before we reach Gib or I'm
much mistaken."
"Do us all good," said Saltash with satisfaction.
Larpent looked grim and said no more.
"Frightened?" asked Saltash of Toby when he was gone.
Toby chuckled at the thought. "Not a bit, sir."
"Good sailor by any chance?" questioned Saltash.
"No, sir; rotten, sir." Quite undaunted came the reply.
"Well, shut your eyes and go to sleep!" commanded Saltash, and spread a
rug over the small, curled-up figure.
Toby murmured his thanks and relaxed with a big sigh of content.
Some hours later, when the blow that Larpent had prophesied had arrived
in earnest and the yacht was pitching on a wild sea in the light of a
lurid sunset, Saltash came below to change.
He was met by Toby, ghastly of face but still desperately smiling, who
sprang from his couch to wait upon him, and collapsed at his feet.
"Little ass!" said Saltash, barely preventing himself from tumbling over
him headlong.
He lifted the light, trembling figure and put it down again upon the
couch. Then he poured out a dose of brandy and water and, holding the
boy's head on his arm while the yacht lifted and tossed, compelled him to
drink it.
"Now you lie quiet!" he commanded. "Don't stir an eyelid till I give you
leave!"
The porthole was shut, and the atmosphere close and stuffy. Toby put
forth an appealing hand and clung to his protector's sleeve.
"Mayn't I come on deck, sir?" he murmured anxiously. "Please, sir!"
"No," said Saltash.
Toby said no more, but his fingers fastened like a bird's claw on the
man's arm, and he shivered.
"You're frightened!" said Saltash.
"No, sir! No, sir!" he protested.
"Yes, you are. You needn't bother to lie to me. I always know." Saltash's
voice held an odd note of comradeship. "Beastly sensation, isn't it? Have
some more brandy!"
Then, as Toby refused, he sat down abruptly on the edge of the couch and
thrust an arm out to him. Toby crept to him then like a nervous dog and
trembled against his side.
"Little ass!" said Saltash again. "Been lying here sweating with terror,
have you? There's nothing whatever to sweat about. She's as safe as
houses."
"Yes, sir. I know, sir," whispered Toby apologetically.
Saltash's arm surrounded him with a comforting closeness. "You miserable
little shrimp!" he said. "How's the head?"
"Better, sir. Thank you, sir," muttered Toby.
"Why not tell the truth for once and say it hurts like hell?" suggested
Saltash.
Toby was silent.
"Do you know what I'm going to do with you?" said Saltash.
"No, sir." Toby stirred uneasily.
The vessel pitched to a sudden slant and Saltash braced himself,
protecting the fair head from a blow against the woodwork behind him.
"I'm going to put you to bed in my bunk here," he said. "You've got to
have a decent night's rest. Did Murray look you out any spare slops? I
told him to."
"Oh, yes, sir. Thank you, sir. But I couldn't sleep in your bunk,
sir,--please, sir--indeed, sir!" Toby, still held by the sheltering arm,
waxed incoherent, almost tearful.
Saltash pulled him up short. "You'll do as I tell you--now and always,"
he said, with royal finality. "You've put yourself in my hands, and
you'll have to put up with the consequences. Got that?"
"Yes, sir," said Toby meekly.
"Then don't forget it!" said Saltash.
Toby subsided without further protest. Perhaps the brandy helped to make
him quiescent, or perhaps it was only the realization of his utter
weakness and dependence; but from that moment he was as submissive as if
he had been indeed the small captive animal to which his new owner had
likened him. At Saltash's behest and with his help, he presently crept
back to his own cabin to divest himself of his hotel-livery and don the
very roomy suit of pajamas that Murray the steward had served out to him.
Then, barefooted, stumbling, and shivering, he returned to where Saltash
leaned smoking in the narrow dressing-room, awaiting him.
Saltash's dark face wore a certain look of grimness. He bent without
words and lifted the shrinking figure in his arms.
Ten seconds later Toby sank down in a berth as luxurious as any ever
carried by private yacht.
He was still shivering though a grateful warmth came about him as Saltash
tucked him in. He tried to murmur thanks, but ended with a quivering chin
and silence.
"Go to sleep, you little ass!" commanded Saltash.
And so at last Toby slept, the deep, unstirring sleep of exhaustion,
utterly unconscious of his surroundings, unaware of the man who came in
and out watching that unchanging repose, sublimely oblivious of all
observation, sunk in a slumber so remote that it might have been the last
long rest of all.
Saltash spent the night on the velvet couch under the closed porthole,
dozing occasionally and always awakening with a jerk as the roll of the
vessel threatened to pitch him on to the floor of the cabin. It was not a
comfortable means of resting but he endured it in commendable silence
with now and then a grimace which said more than words.
And the little waif that the gods had flung to him slept in his bunk all
through the long hours as peacefully as an effigy upon a tomb.
CHAPTER V
DISCIPLINE
The storm spent itself before they reached Gibraltar, and Toby emerged
smiling from his captivity below. He still wore the brown and gold
hotel-livery as there was nothing else on board to fit him, but from
Gibraltar a small packet of notes was dispatched to Antonio by Saltash in
settlement of the loan.
"Now I've bought you--body and soul," he said to Toby, whose shining look
showed naught but satisfaction at the announcement.
The vivid colours of his injured eye had faded to a uniform dull yellow,
and he no longer wore a bandage. When they put to sea again he was no
longer an invalid. He followed Saltash wherever he went, attended
scrupulously to his comfort, and when not needed was content to sit
curled up like a dog close to him, dumb in his devotion but always ready
to serve him.
Saltash treated him with a careless generosity that veiled a good deal of
consideration. He never questioned him with regard to his past, taking
him for granted in a fashion that set Toby completely at ease. No one
else had much to do with him. Larpent ignored him, and Murray the steward
regarded him with a deep suspicion that did not make for intimacy.
And Toby was happy. Day after day his cheery whistle arose over his work
while he polished Saltash's boots and brushed his clothes, or swept and
dusted the state-cabin in which he slept. He himself had returned to his
own small den that led out of Saltash's dressing-room, but the
intervening doors were kept open by Saltash's command. They were always
within hail of each other.
They went into perfect summer weather, and for a blissful week they
voyaged through blue seas with a cloudless sky overhead. Toby's white
skin began to tan. The sharp lines went out of his face. His laugh was
frequent and wholly care-free. He even developed a certain impudence in
his attitude towards his master to which Saltash extended the same
tolerance that he might have shown for the frolics of a favourite dog. He
accepted Toby's services, but he never treated him wholly as a servant.
It was an odd companionship which only the isolated life they led during
those few days could have developed along those particular lines. When
Saltash was bored he amused himself with his protege, teaching him
picquet and chess, and finding in him an apt and eager pupil. There was a
good deal of the gambler's spirit in Toby, and Saltash idly fostered it
because it gave him sport. He laughed at his opponent's keenness,
supplied stakes for the game, even good-naturedly let himself be beaten.
And then one day he detected Toby cheating. It was an end that he might
have foreseen. He had encouraged the fever, he had practically sown the
seeds; but, strangely, he was amazed, more disconcerted than he had been
for years by the consequences. For it was not his way to disturb himself
over anything. His principles were easy to laxness. But that Toby--the
urchin he had sheltered and nursed like a sick puppy--should have done
this thing somehow cut clean through his complacence.
"I'm going to give you a licking for that," he said, black brows drawn to
a stern line. "You can go below and wait for it."
Toby went like an arrow, and Saltash spent the next half-hour pacing the
deck, cursing himself, the youngster, and the insane and ridiculous Fate
that had linked them together.
Then he went below to administer judicial corporal punishment to a human
being for the first time in his life. As he himself whimsically expressed
it, he had received ample correction during his own chequered career; but
he had never been in a position to correct anyone else.
He found Toby waiting for him in his shirt-sleeves, rather white but
quite composed, his riding-switch all ready to his hand.
"Ever been flogged before?" he asked him curtly as he picked it up.
"No, sir," said Toby, with downcast eyes.
"Why not?" There was a gibing note in Saltash's voice. "Never qualified
before?"
Toby shot him a swift and nervous glance that was like a flash of blue
flame. "No, sir. Never been caught before," he said.
Saltash's eyes flickered humour, but he steeled himself. "Well, you're
caught this time--fairly caught. I may not be a specially fit person to
punish you for it, but you won't be let off on that account."
"Go ahead, sir!" said Toby, with his hands twisted into a bony knot in
front of him.
And Saltash went ahead. His heart was not in the business, and as he
smote the narrow bent back it cried shame on him. Toby made no sound, but
at the third stroke he winced, and Saltash with a terrific oath in French
hurled his switch violently at the opposite wall.
"There! Don't do it again!" he said, and swung him round to face him.
"Sorry? What?"
Then he saw that Toby was crying, and abruptly let him go, striding out
through the dining-saloon and up the companion-way, swearing strange
oaths in varied languages as he went.
He was openly rude to Larpent when the latter sauntered up for a word
with him a little later, but Larpent, knowing him, merely hunched his
shoulders as his custom was and sauntered away again.
When Saltash went down to dress for dinner, he found his clothes laid out
as usual, but no Toby in attendance. His first impulse was to look for
him, but he checked it and dressed in solitude. This thing must be
conducted in the approved judicial manner at all costs.
Larpent was stolidly awaiting him in the saloon, and they sat down
together. Usually Toby stood behind his master's chair, and the vacant
place oppressed Saltash. He talked jerkily, with uneasy intervals of
silence.
Larpent talked not at all beyond the demands of ordinary courtesy. He ate
well, drank sparingly, and when not listening to Saltash's somewhat
spasmodic conversation appeared immersed in thought. When the meal was
over, he refused coffee, and rose to go on deck.
Then, abruptly, Saltash stayed him. "Larpent, wait a minute--unless
you're in a hurry! Have a cigar with me!"
Larpent paused, looking across at the dark, restless face with the air of
a man making a minute calculation. "Shall we smoke on deck, my lord?" he
said at length.
Saltash sprang up as though he moved on wires. "Yes, all right. Get the
cigars, Murray!" he commanded the steward; and to Larpent as the man went
to obey, "That's decent of you. Thought you were going to refuse. I was
damned offensive a while back. Accept my apologies! Fact is--I'm fed up
with this show. Sorry if I disappoint you, but I'm going home."
"You never disappoint me, my lord," said Larpent, with his enigmatical
smile.
Saltash gave him a keen look and uttered a laugh that was also not
without its edge. "I like you, Larpent," he said. "You always tell the
truth. Well, let's go! We shan't make Jamaica this trip, but it doesn't
matter. In any case, it's a shame to miss the spring in England."
"Or the Spring Meetings?" suggested Larpent, as he chose his cigar.
"Quite so," said Saltash, almost with relief. "My old trainer--the man
who bought my racing-stud--always looks for me about now. You ought to
meet him by the way. He is another speaker of cruel truths."
He thrust a hand through his captain's arm as they left the saloon, and
they went on deck together. Though Larpent never made any sign of
resentment, yet was Saltash never wholly at his ease when he knew that he
had taxed his forbearance until he had made amends. He took the trouble
to make himself unusually agreeable as they settled down to their smoke.
It was a night of glorious stars, the sea one vast stretch of silver
ripples, through which the yacht ran smoothly, leaving a wide white trail
behind her. Saltash lay in a deck-chair with his face to the sky, but his
attitude was utterly lacking in the solid repose that characterized his
companion. He smoked his cigar badly, with impatient pulls. When it was
half gone, he suddenly swore and flung it overboard.
"Larpent," he said, breaking a silence, "if you were a damned
rotter--like me--what should you do with yourself?"
Larpent turned his head and quietly surveyed him. "I shouldn't run a home
for waifs and strays," he said deliberately.
Saltash made a sharp movement. "Then I suppose you'd leave 'em in the
gutter to starve," he said, with suppressed vehemence.
"No, I shouldn't. I'd pay someone else--someone who wasn't what you
called yourself just now--to look after 'em." Larpent's voice was
eminently practical if somewhat devoid of sympathy. "Gutter-snipes are
damned quick to pick up--things they ought not," he observed dryly.
Saltash stirred uncomfortably in his chair as though something pricked
him. "Think I'm a contaminating influence?" he said.
Larpent shrugged his shoulders. "It's not for me to say. All diseases are
not catching--any more than they are incurable."
"Ho!" Saltash laughed suddenly and rather bitterly. "Are you
suggesting--a cure?"
Larpent turned his head back again and puffed a cloud of smoke upwards.
"There's a cure for most things," he observed.
"Can the Ethiopian change his skin?" gibed Saltash.
Larpent was silent for a space. Then: "A painful process no doubt!" he
said. "But more wonderful things have happened."
"Pshaw!" said Saltash.
Nevertheless when Larpent rose a little later and bade him good-night, he
reached up a couple of fingers in careless comradeship.
"Good-night, old fellow! Thanks for putting up with me! Sure you don't
want to kick me?"
"Not when you're kicking yourself," said Larpent with a grim hint of
humour.
He took the extended fingers and received a wiry handclasp that caused
him faint surprise. But then, he reflected as he went away, he had always
known Saltash to be a queer devil, oddly balanced, curiously impulsive,
strangely irresponsible, possessing through all a charm which seldom
failed to hold its own. He realized by instinct that Saltash was
wrestling with himself that night, but, though he knew him better than
did many, he would not have staked anything on the result. There were two
selves in Saltash and, in Larpent's opinion, one was as strong as the
other.
It was nearly an hour later that Saltash, prowling to and fro in the
starlight, became suddenly aware of a figure, small and slight, with
gleaming brass buttons, standing behind his vacant chair. He turned
sharply to look at it, some inexplicable emotion twitching his dark face.
Then abruptly he moved towards it, stood for a second as one in doubt,
then turned and sat down in silence.
But as he settled himself he stretched forth an arm with a snap of the
fingers, and in a flash Toby was kneeling by his side. The arm closed
around him like a spring, and Toby uttered a low, tense sob and hid his
face.
Thereafter for a while there was no sound beside the throb of engines and
wash of water. Saltash sat absolutely motionless with eyes half-closed.
Save for the vitality of his hold, he might have been on the verge of
slumber. And Toby, crouched with his head in his hands, was as a carven
image, neither stirring nor seeming to breathe.
The man moved at length, flicking his eyes open as though some unseen
force had prodded him into action. He spoke with a brevity that might
have denoted some sternness but for the close grip of his arm.
"Have you been sulking all this time?"
Toby started at his voice and burrowed a little deeper. "No, sir."
"Well, why didn't you come before?" said Saltash.
"I was--afraid," whispered Toby piteously.
"Afraid! Why on earth?" Saltash's hand suddenly found and fondled
the fair head. His speech was no longer curt, but gentle, with a
half-quizzical tenderness. "Aren't you rather an ass, boy? What was
there to be afraid of?"
Toby could not tell him. He only, after a moment, slipped down in a
sitting position by Saltash's side and rested with more assurance against
the encircling arm.
"Come! I didn't hurt you much," said Saltash.
"No, sir. You didn't hurt me--at all." Toby stammered a little.
"You--you--you meant--not to hurt me, didn't you?"
"I must hit harder next time evidently," observed Saltash, with a squeeze
of the narrow shoulders.
"No, sir--no, sir! There shan't be--a next time!" Toby assured him with
nervous vehemence. "I only did it just to see--just to see--I'll never do
it again, sir."
"Just to see what?" asked Saltash curiously.
But again Toby could not explain himself, and he did not press him.
"Well, you didn't do it at all well," he remarked. "I shouldn't certainly
make a profession of it if I were you. It's plainly not your _métier_."
He paused, but with the air of having something more to say. Toby waited
silently.
It came with a jerk and a grimace, as if some inner force compelled. "I
can't talk pi-jaw--on this subject or any other. You see--I'm a rotter
myself."
"You, sir!" Toby lifted his head suddenly and stared at him with eyes
that blazed passionately blue in the starlight. "Don't believe it!" he
said. "It isn't true."
Saltash grinned a little. His face had the dreary look of something lost
that a monkey's sometimes wears. "You needn't believe it, son, if you
don't want to," he said. "But it's true all the same. That's why I gave
you that licking, see? Just to emphasize the difference between us."
"It isn't true!" Toby asserted again almost fiercely. "I'd kill anyone
else that said so."
"Oh, you needn't do that!" said Saltash, with kindly derision. "Thanks
all the same, my turkey-cock! If I ever need your protection I'll be sure
to ask for it." He flicked the young face with his finger. "But you're
not to follow my example, mind. You've got to run straight. You're young
enough to make it worth while, and--I'll see you have a chance."
"But you'll keep me with you, sir," said Toby swiftly. "You'll keep
me--always--with you!"
"Ah!" Saltash's brows twisted oddly for a second. He seemed to ponder the
matter. "I can't say off-hand what I'm going to do with you," he said.
"You're--a bit of a problem, you know, Toby."
"Yes, sir. I know. I know." Toby's voice was quick with agitation. "But
you won't send me away from you! Promise you won't send me away!"
"Can't promise anything," said Saltash. "Look here! I think there's been
enough of this. You'd better go to bed."
But Toby was clinging fast to his hand. He spoke between quivering lips.
"Please, sir, you said you'd bought me body and soul. You can't mean to
chuck me away--after that! Please, sir, I'll do anything--anything under
the sun--for you. And you--you can kick me--do anything to me--and I'll
never say a word. I'm just yours--for as long as I live. Please,
sir--please, sir--don't send me away! I--I'd rather die than that."
He laid his head suddenly down upon the hand he held so tenaciously and
began to sob, fighting desperately to stifle all sound.
Saltash sat for a few moments in utter silence and immobility. Then,
abruptly, in a tense whisper, he spoke:
"Toby, you little fool, stop it--stop it, do you hear?--and go below!"
The words held a queer urgency. He raised himself as he uttered them,
seeking to free his hand though with all gentleness from the clinging
clasp.
"Get up, boy!" he said. "Get up and go to bed! What? Oh, don't cry! Pull
yourself together! Toby, do you hear?"
Toby lifted a white, strained face. His eyes looked enormous in the dim
light. "Yes, sir. All right, sir," he jerked out, and stumbled trembling
to his feet. "I know I'm a fool, sir. I'm sorry. I can't help it. No one
was ever decent to me--till you came. I--shall just go under now, sir."
"Oh, stop it!" Saltash spoke almost violently. "Can't you see--that's
just what I want to prevent? You don't want to go to the devil, I
suppose?"
Toby made a passionate gesture that was curiously unboylike. "I'd go to
hell and stay there for ever--if you were there!" he said.
"Good God!" said Saltash.
He got up in his sudden fashion and moved away, went to the rail and
stood there for a space with his face to the rippling sheen of water.
Finally he turned and looked at the silent figure waiting beside his
chair, and a very strange smile came over his dark features. He came
back, not without a certain arrogance, and tapped Toby on the shoulder.
"All right," he said. "Stay with me and be damned if you want to! I
daresay it would come to the same thing in the end."
Toby drew himself together with a swift movement. "That means you'll keep
me, sir?"
His eyes, alight and eager, looked up to Saltash with something that was
not far removed from adoration in their shining earnestness.
The strange smile still hovered about Saltash's face; a smile in which
cynicism and some vagrant, half-stifled emotion were oddly mingled.
"Yes, I'll keep you," he said, and paused, looking at him oddly.
Toby's eyes, very wide open, intensely bright, looked straight back. "For
good, sir?" he said anxiously.
And Saltash laughed, a brief, mocking laugh. "For better, for worse, my
Toby!" he said. "Now--go!"
He smote him a light friendly blow on the shoulder and flung round on his
heel.
Toby went, very swiftly, without looking back.
CHAPTER VI
THE ABYSS
They sighted the English shore a few days later on an evening of mist and
rain. The sea was grey and dim, the atmosphere cold and inhospitable.
"Just like England!" said Saltash. "She never gushes over her prodigals."
He was dining alone in the saloon with Toby behind his chair, Larpent
being absent on the bridge.
"Don't you like England, sir?" said Toby.
"I adore her," said Saltash with his most hideous grimace. "But I don't
go to her for amusement."
Toby came forward to fill his glass with liqueur. "Too strait-laced,
sir?" he suggested with the suspicion of a smile.
Saltash nodded with a sidelong glance at the young face bent over the
decanter. "Too limited in many ways, my Toby," he said. "But at the same
time useful in certain emergencies. A stern mother perhaps, but a wise
one on the whole. You, for instance--she will be the making of you."
A slight tremor went through Toby. He set down the decanter and stepped
back. "Of me, sir?" he said.
Saltash nodded again. He was fingering the stem of his glass, his
queer eyes dancing a little. "We've got to make a respectable citizen
of you--somehow," he said.
"Do you think that matters, sir?" said Toby.
Saltash raised his glass. "You won't always be a boy of sixteen, you
know, Toby," he said lightly. "We've got to think of the future--whether
we want to or not."
"I don't see why, sir," said Toby.
"You see, you're young," said Saltash, and drank with the air of one who
drinks a toast.
Suddenly he turned in his chair, the glass still in his hand.
"Our last night on board!" he said, with a royal gesture of invitation.
"You shall drink with me."
Toby's face flushed burningly. He hung back. "Not--not--from your glass,
sir!" he said. "Not--liqueur!"
"Why not? Afraid?" mocked Saltash.
Toby was silent. His hand closed involuntarily upon the back of his
master's chair. The flush died out of his face.
Saltash sat and looked at him for a few seconds, still with that dancing
gleam in his eyes. Then abruptly he moved, rose with one knee upon the
chair, lifted the glass to Toby's lips.
"Afraid?" he said again, speaking softly as one speaks to a frightened
child.
Toby raised a hand that sought to take the glass but closed instead
nervously upon Saltash's wrist. He drank in response to Saltash's
unspoken insistence, looking straight at him the while.
Then oddly he smiled. "No, not afraid, sir," he said. "Only--lest I might
not bring you luck."
"Oh, don't fret yourself on that account!" said Saltash. "I'm not used to
any luck."
Toby's eyes widened. "I thought you had--everything, sir," he said.
Saltash laughed and set down the empty glass. "_Au contraire, mon cher_,"
he said. "I am no richer than you are. Like Tantalus, I can never quench
my thirst. Like many a better man than I, I see the stars, but I never
reach them."
"Does anybody?" said Toby in the tone of one not expecting an answer.
Saltash laughed briefly, enigmatically. "I believe some people soar. But
they generally come down hard in the end. Whereas those who always crawl
on the earth haven't far to fall. Now look here, Toby, you and I have got
to have a talk."
"Yes, sir," said Toby, blinking rather rapidly.
Saltash was watching him with a faint smile in his eyes, half-derisive
and half-tender. "What are you going to be, Toby?" he said. "It all turns
on that."
Toby's hand still gripped the back of his chair. He stood up very
straight, facing him. "That is for you to decide, sir," he said.
"Is it?" said Saltash, and again his eyes gleamed a little. "Is it for me
to decide?"
"Yes, sir. For you alone." There was no flinching in Toby's look now. His
eyes were wide and very steady.
Saltash's mouth twitched as if he repressed some passing emotion. "You
mean--just that?" he asked, after a moment.
"Just that, sir," said Toby, with a slight quickening of the breath. "I
mean I am--at your disposal alone."
Saltash took him suddenly by the shoulder and looked at him closely.
"Toby!" he said. "Aren't you making--rather a fool of yourself?"
"No, sir!" Swiftly, with unexpected vehemence, Toby made answer. "I'm
doing--the only thing possible. But if you--if you--if you--"
"Well?" Saltash said. "If I what?"
"If you want to get rid of me--at any time," Toby said, commanding
himself with fierce effort, "I'll go, sir--I'll go!"
"And where to?" Saltash's eyes were no longer derisive; they held
something that very few had ever seen there.
Toby made a quick gesture of the hands, and dropped them flat at his
sides. "I'll get rid of myself--then, sir," he said, with sudden chill
pride. "That won't be very difficult. And I'll do it--so that you won't
even know."
Saltash stood up abruptly. "Toby, you are quite unique!" he said. "Superb
too in your funny little way. Your only excuse is that you're young. Does
it never occur to you that you've attached yourself to the wrong person?"
"No, sir," breathed Toby.
"You're not afraid to stake all you've got on a bad card?" pursued
Saltash, still curiously watching him.
"No, sir," he said again; and added with his faint, unboyish smile, "I
haven't much to lose anyway."
Saltash's hand tightened upon him. He was smiling also, but the gleam in
his eyes had turned to leaping, fitful flame. "Well," he said slowly, "I
have never yet refused--a gift from the gods."
And there he stopped, for suddenly, drowning all speech, there arose a
din that seemed to set the whole world rocking; and in a moment there
came a frightful shock that pitched them both headlong to the floor.
Saltash fell as a monkey falls, catching at one thing after another to
save himself, landing eventually on his knees in pitch darkness with one
hand still gripped upon Toby's thin young arm. But Toby had struck his
head against a locker and had gone down stunned and helpless.
The din of a siren above them filled the world with hideous clamour as
Saltash recovered himself. "Damn them!" he ejaculated savagely. "Do they
want to deafen us as well as send us to perdition?"
Then very suddenly it stopped, leaving a void that was instantly filled
with lesser sounds. There arose a confusion of voices, of running feet, a
hubbub of escaping steam, and a great rush of water.
Saltash dragged himself up in the darkness, sought to drag Toby also,
found him a dead weight, stooped and lifted him with wiry strength.
He trod among broken glass and plates as he straightened himself. The
noise above them was increasing. He flung the limp form over his shoulder
and began desperately to claw his way up a steep slant towards the
saloon-door and the companion-way. Sound and instinct guided him, for the
darkness was complete. But he was not the man to die like a trapped
animal while the most slender way of escape remained. Hampered as he was,
he made for the open with set teeth and terrible foreign oaths of which
he was utterly unconscious.
Whether that fierce struggle for freedom could ever have ended in success
single-handed, however, was a point which he was not destined to decide,
for after a space of desperate effort which no time could measure, there
suddenly shone the gleam of an electric torch in front of him, and he saw
the opening but a few feet away.
"Saltash!" cried a voice, piercing the outer din, "Saltash!"
"Here!" yelled back Saltash, still fighting for foothold and finding it
against the leg of the table, "That you, Larpent? How long have we got?"
"Seconds only!" said Larpent briefly. "Give me the child!"
"No! Just give me a hand, that's all! Hang on tight! It'll be a pull."
Saltash flung himself forward again, his free hand outstretched, slipped
and nearly fell on his face, then was caught by a vice-like grip that
drew him upward with grim strength. In a moment he was braced against the
frame of the door, almost standing on it, the saloon gaping below him--a
black pit of destruction. Larpent's torch showed the companion stairs
practically perpendicular above them.
"Go on!" said Larpent. "Better give me the child. It's you that matters."
"Get out, damn you!" said Saltash, and actually grinned as he began to
climb with his burden still hanging upon his shoulder.
Larpent came behind him, holding his torch to light the way. They climbed
up into a pandemonium indescribable, a wild torrent of sound.
There was light here that shone in a great flare through billows of fog,
showing the monster form of a great vessel towering above them with only
a few yards of mist-wreathed water between. The deck on which they stood
sloped upwards at an acute angle, and still from below there came the
clamour of escaping steam accompanied by a spasmodic throbbing that was
like the futile beating of giant wings against Titanic bars.
A knot of men were struggling to lower a boat by the ghostly glare that
lit the night about them, clambering and slipping against the rails,
while a voice from beyond the fog-curtain yelled through a megaphone
unintelligible commands.
All these things were registered upon Saltash's brain, his quick
perception leaping from point to point with a mental agility that was
wholly outside all conscious volition on his part. He was driven by
circumstance as a bird is driven by storm, and he went before it
undismayed, missing no chance of refuge.
A life-buoy hanging beside the hatch caught his eye as he glanced swiftly
around and in a second he pounced upon it. Toby slipped from his shoulder
as he bent, and slipping awoke. But he only lay and stared with dazed
eyes at the man frantically unlashing the rope, as one who looked on from
afar.
Then Larpent was with them again. He dragged Toby to his feet, and in a
flash Saltash turned, the life-buoy on his arm.
"What the devil are you doing?"
Larpent pointed. "They've got the boat free. Go--while you can!"
But Saltash barely glanced across. He put the life-buoy over Toby's head
and shoulders, and began to wind the rope around him. It did not need a
glance to know that the boat would never get away.
At his action Toby gasped, and sudden understanding awoke in his eyes. He
dragged one arm free, and made as if he would cling to Saltash.
"Keep me with you, sir!" he cried out wildly. "Don't make me go alone!"
Saltash gripped the clutching hand, dropping the end of rope. It trailed
down, and Larpent caught it, flung it round Saltash's body, and knotted
it while he was lifting Toby over the rail.
Then for a second Saltash hung, one hand still gripping Toby's, the other
holding to the rail of his sinking yacht, the two of them poised side by
side above the abyss.
"You'll save yourself, Larpent!" he cried. "I shall want you."
And with that he turned suddenly to his shivering companion and
actually smiled into the terrified eyes. "Come on, Toby!" he said. "We
go--together!"
He flung his leg over with the words, and leapt straight downwards.
Toby's shriek sounded through the tumult as they went into the grey
depths.
CHAPTER VII
LARPENT'S DAUGHTER
The sinking of _The Night Moth_ after being in collision with the liner,
_Corfe Castle_, bound for Brazil, was an event of sufficient importance
to be given a leading place in the newspapers of the following day. Lord
Saltash was well-known as a private yachtsman, and the first account
which reported him amongst the drowned was received with widespread
regret throughout that circle in which he was a familiar figure. Then at
a later hour came its contradiction, and his friends smiled and remarked
that he had the facility of an eel for getting out of tight corners, and
that they would never believe him dead till they had been to his funeral.
Long before the publication of the second report, Saltash was seated in
the captain's cabin on board the _Corfe Castle_, with a strong brandy and
soda before him, giving a brief and vigorous account of himself and his
company. Yes, he was Charles Burchester, Viscount Saltash, owner of the
private yacht, _The Night Moth_. He was returning from Valrosa alone with
his captain and his crew. They had been cruising in the Atlantic with the
idea of going south, but he had recently changed his mind and decided
to go home. He had not expected such damnable luck as to be run down in
home waters, but he supposed that Fate was against him. He only asked now
to be put ashore as soon as possible, being for the moment heartily sick
of sea-travel. This with his most rueful grimace which Captain Beaumont
of the _Corfe Castle_ received with gravely official sympathy.
"Well, I hope you don't blame us for your bad luck," he said. "We might
have been sunk ourselves."
"I never blame anyone but the devil for that," said Saltash generously.
"And as you managed to pick us all up I am glad on the whole that you
weren't."
And then he turned sharply at a knock on the door behind him to see a
lean, lank man enter who peered at him curiously through screwed-up eyes
as though he had never seen anything like him before.
Captain Beaumont introduced him. "This is Dr. Hurst. He has come to
report. Well, doctor? I hope you bring good news."
Dr. Hurst came forward to the table, still looking very attentively at
Saltash.
The latter's odd eyes challenged him with royal self-assurance. "Well?
What is the news?" he questioned. "Fished for a sprat and caught a
whale--or is it t'other way round?"
The doctor cleared his throat and turned to the captain. "Yes, my report
is good on the whole," he said. "None of the men are seriously injured,
thanks to your prompt rescue measures. Captain Larpent is still
unconscious; he is suffering from concussion. But I believe he will
recover. And--and--" he hesitated, looking again at Saltash--"the--the
person whose life you saved--"
Saltash leaned back in his chair, grinning mischievously. "To be sure!
The person--whose life I saved! What of that person, Dr. Hurst?"
"Had you a passenger?" interrupted the captain. "I understood you saved a
cabin-boy."
"Pray continue!" he said lightly. "What of the cabin-boy? None the worse,
I hope?"
The doctor's lank figure drew together with a stiff movement of distaste.
"I see," he said, "that you are aware of a certain fact which I must
admit has given me a somewhat unpleasant surprise."
Saltash turned abruptly to the captain. "You ask me if I had a
passenger," he said, speaking briefly, with a hint of hauteur. "Before
you also begin to be unpleasantly surprised, let me explain that I had a
child on board who did not belong to the ship's company."
"A child?" Captain Beaumont looked at him in astonishment. "I thought--I
understood--Do you mean the boy?"
"Not a boy, no,--a girl!" Saltash's voice was suddenly very suave; he was
smiling still, but there was something rather formidable about his smile.
"A young girl, Captain Beaumont, but amply protected, I assure you. It
was our last night on board. She was masquerading in the state-cabin in a
page's livery when you struck us. But for Larpent we should have been
trapped there like rats when the yacht went down. He came and hauled us
out, and we saved the child between us." He turned again to the doctor,
his teeth gleaming fox-like between his smiling lips. "Really, I am sorry
to disappoint you," he said. "But the truth is seldom as highly-coloured
as our unpleasant imaginings. The child is--Larpent's daughter." He rose
with the words, still suavely smiling. "And now, if she is well enough, I
am going to ask you to take me to her. It will be better for her to hear
about her father from me than from a stranger."
Though courteously uttered, his words contained a distinct command. The
doctor looked at him with the hostility born of discomfiture, but he
raised no protest. Somehow Saltash was invincible at that moment.
"Certainly you can see her if you wish," he said stiffly. "In fact, she
has been asking for you."
"Ah!" said Saltash, and turned with ceremony to the captain. "Have I your
permission to go, sir?"
"Of course--of course!" the captain said. "I shall hope to see you again
later, Lord Saltash."
"Thank you," said Saltash, and relaxed into his sudden grin. "I should
have thought you would be glad to get rid of me before my bad luck
spreads any further."
The _Corfe Castle_, herself slightly damaged, was putting back to
Southampton to land the victims of the disaster, and to obtain some
necessary repairs. The weather was thickening, and progress was slow, but
they expected to arrive before mid-day. Saltash, carelessly sauntering in
the doctor's wake, found himself the object of considerable interest on
the part of those passengers who were already up in the murk of the early
morning. He was stopped by several to receive congratulations upon his
escape, but he refused to be detained for long. He had business below, he
said, and the doctor was waiting. And so at last he came to a cabin at
the end of a long passage, at the door of which a kind-faced stewardess
met them and exchanged a few words with his guide.
"Can I go in?" said Saltash, growing impatient.
The woman looked at him with wonder and compassion in her eyes. "The poor
little thing is very upset," she said. "She lies and trembles, and has
hardly spoken at all except to ask for you."
"Well, let me in!" said Saltash, suddenly imperious. "I've got something
to tell her."
He had his way, for there was something about him that compelled just
then. He entered the cabin as a king might enter the apartment of a
slave, and he shut the door with decision upon those without.
Then for a second--just for a second--he hesitated. "Toby!" he said.
A meagre form sprang upright in the bunk at the sound of his voice. Two
bare, skinny arms reached out to him. Then with a single stride Saltash
was beside the bunk and was holding tightly to him a small, whimpering
creature that hid its face very deeply against his breast and clutched at
him piteously whenever he sought to raise it.
Saltash bent his dark head over the fair one and spoke very gently, yet
with authority. "It's all right, child. I know. I've known all along!
Don't fret yourself! There's no need. I've got you under my protection.
You're safe."
"You--know!" whispered the muffled voice--Toby's voice, but strangely
devoid of Toby's confidence. "What must you--think?"
"I!" Saltash laughed a little. "I never think. I give
everyone--always--the benefit of the doubt; which is considerably more
than anyone ever gives me."
"And--you saved my life!" gasped Toby "Why did you? Why did you?"
"I wanted it," said Saltash promptly. "Now listen a moment! We've done
with this show. It's played out. We'll ring up on another. You've got to
change your name again. I'm telling everyone you're Larpent's daughter."
That brought the fair head upwards very swiftly. The blue eyes with their
short black lashes looked straight up to his. "But--but--Captain
Larpent--"
"Oh, never mind Larpent! I'll square him." Saltash's look flashed over
the pale, tear-stained face. His hold, though close, no longer compelled.
"Leave it all to me! Don't you fret! I'll square Larpent. I'll square
everybody. You lie low till they put us ashore! After that--do you think
you can--trust me?"
He spoke with comically twisted eyebrows and a smile half-kindly and
half-quizzical. And the forlorn little creature in his arms turned with a
swooping, passionate movement, caught one of his hands and pressed it to
quivering lips.
"I'll live--or die--for your sake!" the trembling voice told him. "I'm
just--yours."
Saltash stopped abruptly and laid his face for a moment against the
shorn, golden head. Just for that moment a hint of emotion showed in his
strange eyes, but it was gone instantly.
He raised himself again with a grimace of self-ridicule. "Well, look
here! Don't forget to play the game! Larpent--your daddy--is knocked out,
remember. He is unconscious for the present, but the doctor chap seems to
think he'll be all right. A nasty suspicious person that doctor, so watch
out! And let me see! What is Toby short for? I'd better know."
"Antoinette," whispered the lips that still caressed his hand.
"Antoinette!" Saltash's hand closed softly upon the pointed chin, softly
lifted it. "I think _Mignonette_ would suit you better," he said, in his
quick, caressing way. "It's time I chose a name for you, _ma chère_. I
shall call you that."
"Or just Nonette of Nowhere," breathed the red lips, piteously smiling.
"That would suit me--best of all."
"No--no!" said Saltash, and gently relinquished his hold. "Don't forget
that you are a favourite of the gods! That counts for something, my Toby.
They don't take up with everybody."
"They haven't done much for me so far," said Toby, suddenly rebellious.
"Hush!" said Saltash, with semi-comic warning. "You are too young to say
that."
"I am--older than you think, sir," said Toby, colouring painfully and
turning from his look.
"No, you're not!" Swiftly, with a certain arrogance, Saltash made answer.
"I know--how old you are, child. It is written in your eyes. They have
always told me--all I need to know." Then, very tenderly, as Toby's hands
covered them from his look: "_Mais, Mignonette_, they have never told me
anything that you could wish me not to know."
He slipped his arm again about the slender shoulders and pressed them
closely for a moment. Then he stood up and turned to go.
He was smiling as he passed out--the smile of the gambler who knows that
he holds a winning card.
PART II
CHAPTER I
JAKE BOLTON
It was a week after the sinking of _The Night Moth_ that Saltash, very
immaculately dressed, with field-glasses slung over his shoulder, made
his first appearance since the disaster at a meeting on the Graydown
Race-course, a few miles from his ancient castle of Burchester. He was
looking very well pleased with himself and certainly none the worse for
the adventure as he sauntered among his friends, of whom a good many were
present. His ugly face and wiry figure were well-known at Graydown, and
he seemed sure of his welcome wherever he went.
There had been a time years before when he had kept his own stud, and
racing had been his hobby. It had not held him for long. He was not the
man to pursue any one object for any length of time. With characteristic
volatility he had thrown up this amusement to follow others, but he had
never wholly abandoned his interest in the stud which had once been his.
It was owned by one, Jake Bolton, a man of rugged exterior whose
integrity had become a proverb on the Turf. This man was Saltash's
erstwhile trainer, and a very curious bond existed between them. Utterly
unlike in every respect, the one as subtle as the other was simple, yet
the two men were friends. How it had come about neither of them quite
knew. When Saltash had been his employer, Jake Bolton had distrusted and
despised him, but by some means this attitude of his had become very
materially modified. He greeted Saltash now with the hand of friendship
which Saltash on his part was always ready to accept with a baffling
smile that was not wholly without irony. He was wont to say that any man
could make an enemy of him, but no man could keep him as such. Perhaps it
was that very volatility of his which made anything of the nature of
prolonged enmity an impossibility. He possessed also that maddening sense
of humour that laughs at deadly things. A good many people had tried to
take him seriously and had failed. He was never serious. As he used to
say with his mocking laugh, life was difficult enough without
complications of that sort. All he ever asked of it was a certain mead
of enjoyment. It was utterly unreasonable to expect anything else.
Happiness! What was it. A bursting bubble, no more. No lasting joy had
ever come his way, and he was fain to believe that such a thing did not
exist outside the covers of a book.
Jake Bolton could have told him otherwise, but he and Saltash never spoke
of abstract things. Saltash might have seen the deep content in the man's
eyes, but if he had, he would probably have scoffed at it. In any case
there was certainly no denying that he and Bolton had been cast in
different moulds, and that which gave life-long satisfaction to the
latter would have held the former for possibly but a very brief period.
As a woman friend who knew him well had once said of him, Charles Rex was
too rapid a traveller to gather much upon the way. For though keen for
pleasure, he was too restless for its enjoyment when attained. But even
that friend had not fathomed all the possibilities of that strange
personality. Perhaps there was only one woman in the world who would ever
do that.
It was a showery spring day, and the turf of the race-course shone with a
fresh greenness. Saltash strolled through the paddock to find Jake
Bolton, whistling a careless air as he went. Several stable-boys saluted
him as he passed, and finally a man he knew, Sam Vickers, Bolton's
right-hand man, came up and accosted him.
"Are you looking for Mr. Bolton, my lord? He's round by the boxes with
Sir Bernard Brian. We've got our best two-year-old round there--Prince
Charlie his name is. He's by the old Hundredth Chance and Queen of the
Earth. Your lordship ought to see him. He is a royalty and no mistake;
tame as a dog too, and that knowing--well, there, you'd hardly believe
it, but we have to talk in French sometimes so as he shan't know what we
say!"
Saltash chuckled. "You must let me hear you, Sam. All right. I'll go
round. Ah! Here is Sir Bernard! Hullo, Bunny, my boy! You, is it? Where's
the boss?"
A black-haired, black-eyed lad of about three-and-twenty, handsome,
spare, and very upright, had come suddenly round the corner of a
building. He greeted Saltash with enthusiasm.
"Why, Charlie! I'm awfully pleased to see you! We all thought you were
done for. How are you, I say? It was rotten luck for you to lose the poor
old _Night Moth_ like that. Hope she was decently insured. And you're
none the worse?"
"Not a mite!" laughed Saltash. "How are you? As skimpy a bag of bones as
ever?"
"Oh, dash it! I've grown!" protested Bunny. "I'm as tall as you are
anyway."
"Oh, you're long enough," chaffed Saltash. "But you're too damn slim! I
should think Maud could get you through her wedding-ring if she tried."
"Shut up!" growled Bunny who was somewhat sensitive on the point of
physical shortcomings. "I'm well enough, so what does it matter? Are you
coming round to see Maud when this show is over?"
"Depends," grinned Saltash.
"What's it depend on?" Bunny linked an arm in his and drew him forward;
they were friends of many years' standing.
Saltash looked at him with his odd eyes that always seemed to be
speculating like a monkey's, as to how far his next jump would carry him.
"Depends upon Jake of course. Your good brother-in-law doesn't always
invite the wolf into the fold, _mon cher_."
"As if you needed an invitation!" ejaculated Bunny impatiently. "Well, I
invite you anyway. I know Maud will be awfully disappointed if you don't
come and tell her all about your adventure. We were talking about you
only this morning."
"Really!" said Saltash. "Would it be rude to ask what you were saying?"
Bunny's thin face flushed. "You're welcome to know so far as I'm
concerned," he said bluntly. "I always stick up for you, Charlie."
"Do you? _Mais vraiment!_" protested Saltash. "I am touched beyond words.
And what says Brother Jake to that?"
"Oh, Jake says I'm an ass, but he's quite decent about you,
Charlie,--rather fond of you in fact. Don't run away with that idea!"
begged Bunny, turning still redder. "Only people jaw a lot about you, you
know. No one ever can be content to mind their own business."
"He'd be a fool who was," said Saltash. "There's no such thing as
independent action in this world. We all hang to each other like swarming
bees. So you've been sticking up for me, have you? And what says Sister
Maud?"
Bunny broke into a sudden laugh. "Oh, she's decided to reserve judgment.
You'll have to come and see her. You really must. And the kids too--four
of 'em now. The eldest is a darling."
"Eileen! Oh, I know Eileen," said Saltash. "I was actually allowed to
have her to tea once at the Castle. I am not supposed to have such a
venomous effect upon quite small girls as upon young men of two or three
and twenty."
"Oh, shut up!" Bunny growled again. "There's Jake, look! Come and speak
to him!"
There was nothing ornamental about Jake Bolton. Short, thick-set,
powerful as a bull and with something of a bull's unswerving contempt for
all obstacles in his path, with red-brown eyes that were absolutely level
in their regard and mercilessly keen, such was the man who had married
Maud Brian eight years before, practically in the teeth of Saltash who
had wooed her in her girlhood. There was no feud between them. Their
enmity was long since dead and buried. Saltash could be intolerably
malicious and even vindictive when the mood took him, but his moods never
lasted. And as for Bolton, since he had won and still possessed his
heart's desire, he could afford to be generous.
His greeting was generous now, but it was not wholly without reserve. He
gave Saltash a square hand-grip before he uttered a word.
Then: "Glad you're safe and sound, my lord," he said, in a voice that was
curiously soft and deliberate.
"That's uncommon kind of you, Jake," laughed Saltash, with his royal air
of graciousness. "I share the sentiment. I know you would all have been
heart-broken if I hadn't turned up again. How is Maud?"
"Very well--if she doesn't work too hard. I have to keep her in order in
that respect," said Jake Bolton with a sudden smile that swept all the
somewhat dominant lines from his face.
Saltash grinned in sympathy. "You always were a bully, but I'll bet she
gets her own way all the same. So you've got a boy at last! Hope it's a
good one!"
"He'd better be, hadn't he, Jake?" struck in Bunny. "The imp is six
months old now and goes for a canter on The Hundredth Chance every day
when I'm at home. You actually haven't seen him yet, Charlie? What a
rotter you were to be away all the winter!"
"Well, I'm home now anyway," said Saltash, with a comical glance at Jake.
"Am I to be allowed to call and view the latest acquisition?"
Jake was looking straight at him. "Are you--alone at the Castle, my
lord?" he asked after a moment.
Saltash began to laugh. "Of course I'm alone! What did you expect? Ah, I
see!" His glance flashed to Bunny. "Yes, I am quite alone--most
conspicuously and virtuously unaccompanied. Come and see for yourself!
Search the Castle from turret-chamber to dungeon! You will find nothing
but the most monastic emptiness. I've turned into a hermit. Haven't they
made that discovery yet? My recent deliverance from what I must admit was
a decidedly awkward predicament in the Channel has sobered me to such an
extent that on my life I begin to doubt if I shall ever be anything but a
dull dog again. Yes, that's the truth, Jake. You can take it or leave it.
But I'm coming to see Maud in any case. When is my presence least likely
to cause you inconvenience?"
"Oh, damn it, Jake!" broke in Bunny with sudden heat. "You know Maud said
you were to ask him to dine if he turned up."
"You shut up, my son!" commanded Jake with absolute serenity. "It's not
any business of yours anyway. We'll send you to bed before dinner if you
aren't mighty careful."
Bunny laughed at the threat, but his sallow boyish face coloured
sensitively notwithstanding.
Saltash laughed also. "Oh, you needn't do that, Jake. I'm as harmless as
any sucking dove, I assure you. You'll have to put up with me now. When
shall I come?"
"Come tonight!" said Jake with quiet decision. "Eight o'clock if that
suits you. Afraid I must go now. Bunny, take his lordship to see Prince
Charlie!"
He lifted a hand in salute and turned away--a man of no pretensions
either social or intellectual, yet who knew how to hold his own with high
and low alike.
"Keeps you in order still, does he?" gibed Saltash, as he watched him go.
"You're getting too old to be on a leading-string, _mon cher_."
Bunny frowned at the careless words. "You don't know him. He's not that
sort of ass. We're pals, Jake and I, and I'm proud of it."
"Of course you are!" said Saltash comfortably. "Didn't I tell you long
ago that he was a gentleman? It's the way he's made. Hewn out of raw
material, but the real thing and no mistake. You must never quarrel with
him on my account, Bunny, my lad. It would be very poor economy on your
part."
"I shan't do that," said Bunny. "But he's got to do you justice. Maud
says the same."
Saltash laughed aloud. "But, my dear chap, nobody ever does that! I don't
myself!"
Bunny looked at him with affection. "You always have tried to make
yourself out a worse rotter than you really are, haven't you, Charlie?
I always tell Jake so."
"No, it's not my doing," said Saltash lightly. "That's the rest of the
world, _mon ami_. They like their pictures highly coloured. So--_pourquoi
pas_?"
He snapped his fingers and laughed, and they passed on together with
careless jesting and friendly chaff. Saltash had always been kind to
young Bernard Brian. The boy had been a helpless cripple in his
childhood, and he had developed a keen appreciation for all kindness
during those days which nothing could now efface. Whatever Saltash's
morals, he was a friend, and as such Bunny never failed to treat him.
They spent the rest of the afternoon together in and out of the
enclosure, and when amidst wild enthusiasm Prince Charlie won his
maiden race, the two were waiting side by side to congratulate Jake
as he led the victor in. Saltash departed soon afterwards and motored
back to Burchester Castle to dress. And then Bunny, half-laughing,
half-apologetic, turned to his brother-in-law.
"I can't help being decent to Charlie, Jake. I don't care a damn what
they say."
Jake gave him a straight look from under his rough red brows. "I'm not
blaming you," he said.
CHAPTER II
MAUD BOLTON
Someone was singing a baby lullaby very softly in the beautiful room with
the bay window that looked straight over the rolling down. It was a very
sweet voice that sang, and sometimes the low notes were a little
tremulous as though some tender emotion thrilled through the song. The
singer was lying back in a rocking-chair close to the bay-window with her
baby in her arms.
Beyond the long, undulating slope there stretched a silver line of sea
that gleamed with a still radiance in the light of the dying day. And
Maud Bolton, who once had been that proud and desolate girl Maud Brian,
gazed out upon it with happy, dreaming eyes. It had been a hot spring day
and she was tired, but it was a pleasant weariness, and the little body
that nestled on her breast brought sheer rapture to her woman's heart. It
was the baby boy for whom for years she had longed in vain.
There came a slight sound at an open door behind her that led to another
room. She turned her head with a quick smile.
"Jake!"
He came, treading softly, and stood beside her. The failing light on his
rugged face showed it strangely softened, almost transformed.
He stooped after a moment and kissed her. "Why isn't the little 'un in
bed?" he said, with his eyes on the sleeping baby-face.
The smile still lingered about her lips. "I thought he and I would both
of us have a little treat tonight. Do you know he is six months old
today?"
Jake's square fingers caressed the baby's placid forehead. "Yes, I know,"
he said.
Maud uttered a faint sigh. "And so--according to the law of the Medes and
Persians--he is not going to sleep with his mother any longer. He is to
be banished to the nursery. But I thought I would put him to sleep
first."
Jake's look came to her face. "There's no law that I know of," he said in
his slow way. "Keep him in here if you want to!"
She lifted her eyes to his--beautiful eyes, deeply violet. "Thank you,
Jake. But it's all settled, and he won't mind."
"He doesn't matter so much," said Jake.
She smiled and laid her cheek against his arm. "No, it's all right. Nurse
understands him. I won't have him again unless he's ill. I should have to
then."
"Of course," said Jake. He bent down. "Let me have him! I'll take him to
the nursery."
"Ah, don't wake him!" she said.
Jake's arms encompassed the little bundle and lifted it from her. The
baby made a small noise that sounded like a protest, but he did not open
his eyes.
"Don't you come!" said Jake. "I'll fix him."
And with light tread he bore his son away. Maud looked after him with a
touch of wistfulness, but she did not move, and in a few minutes he came
back to her, knelt beside her, and gathered her strongly into his arms.
"My girl!" he said softly. "My own girl!"
She clasped him round the neck, laying her head against him without
words.
"Tired?" he said.
"No--no--not really! Too happy to complain anyway." She spoke in a
whisper as if unwilling to break her silence.
"You want more help," he said.
She lifted her face and kissed his neck. "No, Jake dear. I don't want the
children taken out of my hands entirely. Whatever should I do without
them?"
"Look after me for a change," suggested Jake.
She laughed a muffled laugh with her lips raised to his. "Do I neglect
you, Jake?"
"No," he said. "You're the best wife a man ever had. I believe I'm first
with you--even now."
"Always--always first," she whispered against the lips that pressed her
own.
He held her very closely to him for a space in silence. He had loved her
with a fiery worship from the first moment of their meeting, but the
wealth of her answering love still filled his soul with wonder. Over and
over again he would tell himself that he was not her sort, but when he
held her thus throbbing against his heart, he knew beyond all questioning
that they were one.
"You haven't told me a single thing about today's meeting," she murmured
presently.
Jake began to smile. "On my soul I had forgotten all about it. Prince
Charlie has gained his first laurels. He won by two and a half lengths."
"Oh, Jake, how splendid! How proud you must be! I'm tremendously glad.
And what about Charlie? Was he there to see his namesake carry all before
him?"
"Saltash, do you mean? Yes, he was there." Jake's tone was somewhat dry.
Maud drew back a little to look at him. "I hope you asked him to dine,"
she said.
"Oh yes," said Jake, with a touch of grimness. "Bunny saw to that on your
behalf. He considers--and with reason--that you have a right to ask
whoever you like to your own house."
"Jake!" Maud suddenly sat upright, her eyes burning like stars. "If Bunny
said that--"
"He didn't," said Jake.
"Or hinted it even--it was perfectly hateful of him! I shall go and tell
him so!"
Maud made as if she would release herself from his hold, but he
restrained her.
"No--no, my girl! You keep calm! I can hold my own with Bunny, and he
didn't mean any harm. I asked Saltash all right, and he's coming."
"Against your will," said Maud.
"No. Against my judgment, maybe. Not against my will. I've no objection
to entertaining him if you wish it. You and I don't quarrel over trifles
like Saltash."
Jake's tone was humorously tender. He patted her flushed cheek in a
conciliatory fashion. She turned very swiftly and kissed his hand.
"Thank you, Jake--darling. But--you are master in this house, remember.
No one enters it without your consent."
"Not even Saltash?" smiled Jake.
"Not even--Bunny!" said Maud, still breathing resentment.
He took her gently by the shoulder. "Look here, my girl! I won't have you
say a word to the boy about this, see? I didn't know you'd flare up like
that or I shouldn't have spoken. He didn't mean it that way. If he had,
I'd have punched his head. And after all," his eyes smiled suddenly into
hers, "I do live on my wife's bounty, don't I? Wouldn't I be driving cows
on the other side of the Atlantic without it?"
"No," Maud said. "You'd be owning your own ranch by this time,
and--and--and generally licking creation, Jake, as only you know how."
"Oh, shucks!" said Jake softly, and kissed her again upon the lips. "I'd
sooner be here anyway. Well, Saltash is coming, so we've got to make the
best of it. I shouldn't care a cuss if it weren't for young Bunny. But
he's always been keener on his lordship's company than I've thought
advisable."
"Oh, Jake," she said, colouring a little, "I don't believe Charlie would
do him any harm."
"Not intentionally perhaps," said Jake. "I've no ill feeling for him,
heaven knows, but I can't say I think his society likely to have a very
improving effect upon anyone."
"I don't think you quite understand him," Maud said thoughtfully.
Whereat Jake laughed so suddenly that she looked at him with raised
brows. He got to his feet, still laughing.
"Very likely not. We've had a good many misunderstandings, he and I, from
the day I cowhided him for a scoundrel to the day I nearly shot him for a
blackguard."
"Oh, but that was all so long ago," Maud said quickly. "He wasn't much
more than a boy in those days. He has grown a lot since then."
Jake grunted. "Which way, think you? Well, I must dress. He may be here
before we're ready for him."
He turned to go back to his own room, but Maud stayed him for a moment.
"Jake," she said almost wistfully, "you know--with all his faults--he
always had--possibilities."
"I know," Jake said, looking down at her. "He's made the most of 'em
too."
Her face quivered. "Don't," she said. "It--isn't it rather ungenerous to
condemn a man unheard?"
Jake made a faint sound of contempt or scepticism, but no reply in words.
She drew herself up out of her chair by his arm. "Jake, I want you to do
something for me."
"Well?" said Jake uncompromisingly.
She met his look unswervingly. "Let me be a friend to him tonight! Let me
be alone with him and find out--if he will tell me--whether there is any
truth in this rumour that there was a woman on board the yacht."
"And when you've found out?" said Jake.
She made a little gesture of appeal. "Will you leave that to me? I have
sometimes felt that I might be--a help to him if ever there came an
opportunity. Jake, you don't mind my trying to help him? I have a feeling
that I understand him better than most people do."
"I think it's a wasted sentiment," Jake said. "But--do what seems good to
you, my girl! I shan't interfere."
"And you won't be vexed?" she pleaded.
He smiled his sudden, illumining smile. "No, I reckon you'll never vex me
any that way again," he said.
She went close to him. "Indeed--no, Jake! But--don't you understand? I
hate to go against your wishes--your prejudices--in anything."
He put out a hand to her. "You needn't be afraid of that either," he
said. "If you do it--it's right."
She clasped the strong hand tightly in both her own. "That's the best
thing you've ever said to me," she said. "Are you quite sure you mean
it?"
"Sure," said Jake, and pulled her to him to kiss her once again.
CHAPTER III
BUNNY
When Saltash arrived that evening he found Bunny and Jake sauntering
together in the sunset glow along the gravelled terrace in front of the
house. He shot towards them in his car with that characteristic
suddenness of his, swerving and coming to a stand before the porch with
the confident ease of an alighting bird. And here, seated in the porch
and screened by white clematis, he found Maud.
She rose to greet him, her eyes alight with pleasure. "Oh, Charlie," she
said, "I have wanted to shake hands with you ever since I heard of your
escape."
He bent and kissed the hand she gave him. "Gracious as ever!" he
commented lightly. "Had you begun to wear mourning for me, I wonder? It
was a very cold bath, I assure you. We didn't enjoy it, any of us."
"I am sure you didn't." Her eyes still dwelt upon the dark face with its
half-mocking smile with a species of maternal tenderness. "And you lost
your yacht too! That was desperately unlucky."
He made a comic grimace. "I am past the age for crying over spilt milk,
Maud of the Roses." He uttered his old name for her with daring
assurance. "I have had worse losses than that in my time."
"And still you smile," she said.
He bowed. "A smile can conceal so much." He turned to his host as he came
up behind him. "Well, Jake, I've taken you at your word, you see, and
intruded into your virtuous household. How are Eileen and Molly and Betty
and--last but not least--the son and heir?"
Maud laughed softly. "Well done, Charlie! How clever of you to remember
them all!"
"Oh yes, I am quite clever," said Saltash, as again his hand met Jake's.
"Too clever sometimes. I needn't ask if all goes well with you, Jake.
Your prosperity is obvious, but don't wax fat on it. Bunny now--he's as
lean as a giraffe. Can't you do something to him? He looks as if he'd
melt into thin air at a touch."
"Oh, don't be an ass!" protested Bunny. "I'm as strong as a horse anyway.
Jake, tell him not to be an ass!"
"No good, I'm afraid," said Jake, with his sudden smile. "Come inside, my
lord! The children are all flourishing, but in bed at the present moment.
The baby--"
"Oh, I must see the baby!" declared Saltash, turning back to Maud.
She laid a hand on his arm. "I will take you to see him after dinner."
"Will you?" He smiled into her eyes. "I shall like that. But I shall
probably want to shoot Jake when I come down again. Think it's safe?"
She smiled back at him with confidence. "Yes, I think so. Anyhow, I'm not
afraid."
"Come and feed!" said Jake.
They sat down in the pretty oak-panelled dining-room with its windows
opening upon the terrace and the long dim line of down. Saltash talked
freely of Valrosa, of his subsequent voyaging, of the wreck of _The Night
Moth_, but no word did he utter of the gift that had been flung to him on
that night of stars in the Mediterranean. He was always completely at his
ease in Jake's household, but it was not his way to touch at any time in
Maud's presence upon any matter that could not be openly discussed before
her. Their intimacy was not without its reservations.
Maud in her quiet happiness detected no hint of restraint in his manner.
But he had always been elusive, often subtle. She did not look for
candour from Charles Rex--unless she asked for it.
Watching him on that spring evening in the soft glow of the candles,
marking the restless play of feature, the agile readiness of his wit, she
asked herself, not for the first time, what manner of soul he had behind
the mask. Somehow she did not wholly believe in that entity which so
often looked jibing forth. Though she could ascribe no reason for it, she
had a strong suspicion that the real self that was Saltash was of a
different fibre altogether--a thing that had often suffered violence it
might be, but nevertheless possessed of that gift of the resurrection
which no violence can destroy.
"Why are you dissecting me tonight?" he asked her once and laughed and
changed the subject before she could reply.
When dinner was over and she rose, he sprang to open the door for her
with that royal _bonhomie_ of his which somehow gave him the right to
enter where others waited for permission.
"Take Bunny with you!" he murmured. "I want to talk to Jake."
She lifted her eyes with a flash of surprise. He bent towards her.
"And afterwards to you, Queen Rose. I shall not forget to claim my
privileges in that respect."
She laughed a little, but she obeyed his behest as a matter of course.
"Come for a turn in the garden with me, Bunny!" she said. "I've hardly
seen you today."
The boy got up, passing Jake with a careless slap on the shoulder that
testified to the excellent good fellowship that existed between them.
Saltash turned back into the room, and threw himself down by his host.
"That's right," he said as the door closed upon the brother and sister.
"Now we can talk."
Jake pushed a box of cigars to him. His keen eyes took Saltash in with
the attention of the man accustomed to probe beneath the surface. There
were not many who could hide from Jake Bolton anything he desired to
know.
Saltash flicked an eyelid under his direct scrutiny as he chose his
cigar. He was never more baffling than in his moments of candour.
"There are several things I've come to consult you about, Jake," he said
easily, as Jake leaned across with a match.
"I'm listening," said Jake.
Saltash sent him a quizzical glance as his cigar kindled. "Prepared to
turn me down at all points?" he suggested.
Jake's mouth relaxed a little. "Prepared to listen anyway," he said.
"It's to do with young Bunny, I take it."
Saltash leaned back in his chair with a laugh. "Very smart of you! Bunny
certainly is my first proposition. What are you going to do with him?"
Jake also leaned back, and smoked for several seconds in silence. Saltash
watched him with semi-comic curiosity.
"Something of a problem, eh?" he said, after a pause.
Jake's eyes came to him and remained upon him with steady insistence.
"He's not going to turn into a fancy-dress loafer, my lord," he said at
length in his soft, deliberate voice. "I'll see to that anyway."
"Don't be nasty, Jake!" protested Saltash with a smile. "I'm not
proposing to adopt him. But I can give him employment, if that's what
he's wanting. What do you want to make of him?"
Jake's steady look remained upon him. "Just an honest man, I reckon," he
said.
"Ah! Quite so!" Open mockery gleamed back at him from Saltash's
half-closed eyes. "All contaminating influences to be kept away. Is that
it?"
Jake was silent.
Saltash sent a cloud of smoke upwards before he spoke again. Then: "I
agree with you, Jake," he said. "We mustn't spoil the boy. He shan't
learn any naughty ways from me. Come! That's a promise. And I'm not such
a blackguard as I used to be."
"Sure?" said Jake.
Again Saltash's smile flashed across at him. "Quite sure, my worthy
philosopher," he made light reply. "I don't set up for a model of virtue
of course, but at least--now-a-days--I never take what I can't pay for."
"That so?" said Jake. He considered the matter for a few moments, then
slowly took the cigar from between his lips and spoke. "It's certainly
true; Bunny is a problem. He's not strong; and though he's got grit, he
hasn't got what I call punching power. He's been ordered an out-door
life, and he wants to join me in running the stud. I could do with him of
course, but I've a strong feeling against it, anyway till he's older.
It's not the right atmosphere for him, and it doesn't bring him in
contact with the right people. He ought to be in the Army, but he wasn't
strong enough. It's a big grievance with him for there's nothing
radically wrong; just weak tendencies that he may outgrow if he leads a
healthy life and doesn't strain himself. We're just marking time at
present, so if you have anything to suggest--well, I've no doubt he'll be
something more than grateful."
"And you?" questioned Saltash, with a grimace at the ceiling.
"I too," said Jake, "if it's for the boy's good."
"You needn't hold a pistol at my head," protested Saltash. "I shan't put
him in the way of any short cuts to the devil. All I have to offer him is
the post of bailiff at Burchester Castle, as old Bishop has got beyond
his job. I can't turn the old beggar out, but I want a young man to take
the burden off his shoulders. Do you think that sort of thing would be
beneath Bunny's dignity, or likely to upset his morals?"
"He'd probably jump at the chance," said Jake.
"Which is more than his worthy brother-in-law does on his behalf,"
grinned Saltash.
"No," Jake's steady eyes met the gibe unfaltering. "I know it's a chance
that doesn't come every day, and I know you mean well by him. I shan't
put any hindrance in the way."
"Then it's done," said Saltash. "Bunny's fate is sealed."
"I hope not." Jake still gravely watched him, but not as if he sought for
anything in the baffling, mobile countenance. "What do you want him for
anyway?"
Saltash flicked the ash from his cigar. "Perhaps I'm turning
philanthropist, Jake. Do you know the symptoms? I've been anxious about
myself several times lately."
"Come on rather suddenly, hasn't it?" suggested Jake.
Saltash nodded. "It's old age, I fancy. Anyhow I've a notion for doing
Bunny a good turn. The boy can have play as well as work. He can join the
polo-club at Fairharbour. I'll introduce him."
"And where will he live?" asked Jake.
"With the old Bishops of course. He'll be safe enough with them and
within reach of you and Maud at the same time. It's time you eased the
leading string a bit, you know. He'll start kicking if you don't."
"I don't think so," said Jake. "He goes his own way already quite as much
as is good for him. I don't need to hold him in very tight either. He's
not the bolting sort."
"You mean you've trained him well," laughed Saltash. "I congratulate you.
You've a genius for that sort of thing, Jake. The boy will probably
answer to your lightest touch and never even know he does it."
"What was the other thing you wanted to say to me?" said Jake.
"Oh that!" Saltash's eyes fell suddenly to his empty wine glass. He
fingered the stem of it for a few seconds with a curiously irresolute
air. "Do you know I think I'll put it to Maud first!" he said at length,
with a smile that was faintly shamefaced.
"It'll come to the same thing," said Jake.
Saltash's eyes flashed upwards. He met Jake's look almost with defiance.
"Doubtless you are master in your own house, Jake," he said. "Far be it
from me to question it."
"I didn't mean that," said Jake. "What I meant was," the red-brown eyes
began to smile, "that Maud and I are friends--and we generally want the
same thing."
Saltash nodded. "Not so bad after eight years," he said.
"No. It's pretty great," said Jake. "You'd think we were an ill-matched
pair, wouldn't you? But we've learnt to plough as straight a furrow as
anyone."
"No, I don't think you ill-matched," said Saltash unexpectedly. "You've
always been about the same height and breadth, my friend. I saw that a
long time ago. The luckiest day that ever dawned for Maud was the one on
which you cut me out."
"Think so?" said Jake. "Well, it wasn't a very lucky one for you, I'm
afraid."
"I got over it," said Saltash lightly. "I'm too great a rotter, you know,
Jake, to take things much to heart. I've loved heaps of women since--even
some good ones. But they never take me seriously; so I presume I shall
continue to rot."
"Thought you'd turned sober," suggested Jake.
Again Saltash's look dwelt upon the ruby drain in his wine-glass. For a
moment the restlessness of his face deepened to something very nearly
approaching melancholy.
"I'm tired, Jake," he said abruptly. "I've run through the whole gamut of
amusements, and I'm bored to the soul. I want to do a good turn to
somebody--just for a change--to see what it feels like. Perhaps--who
knows--it may take the taste of rottenness out of my mouth. You fellows
who lead a decent, orderly life don't know what it is when the wine turns
to vinegar and all the sweets of life to gall."
"Sounds pretty damnable," said Jake.
Saltash grimaced like a weary monkey. "It's dust and ashes, my good Jake.
But we won't discuss it. Let's come to business! You know Larpent--my
captain--quite one of the best?"
Jake nodded. "I've met him--yes."
Saltash flung himself back in his chair smoking rapidly. "He was damaged
when the yacht went down. He's in a nursing home in town, getting better.
He's got a daughter--a girl called Antoinette. She's been at school in
France, and Larpent was bringing her home in the yacht when we went down.
She's nineteen--a jolly little thing--half French. Larpent doesn't know
what to do with her. He has no people. She--quite properly--wants to
earn her own living. But she's too young yet to fight the world.
Larpent's a rover, he'll never settle on land. She's never had any home
life, poor kid. And she wants it. You'll say it's like my damned cheek to
come to you, but on my life you and Maud are the only people I can think
of. There's my old friend Lady Jo--Mrs. Green as she prefers to be
called--but she isn't very strong just now. I can't bother her. Besides
she hasn't got a home like yours. She's up in town."
The jerky utterance came to an end. Saltash turned his head towards Jake,
watching him half furtively through the smoke.
There followed a silence of some duration. Jake's brows were slightly
drawn. He spoke at last, slowly and softly as his manner was. "Are you
suggesting that--Captain Larpent's daughter--should come to us?"
"She'd be useful enough," said Saltash in his quick, vehement way. "She'd
help Maud with the children. There's nothing she wouldn't do. It would be
a kindness on your part, and you wouldn't regret it. She's a taking
little thing. I'd like you to have her for a month, and if you don't want
to keep her after that--well--shunt her back on to Larpent. He'll be well
by that time. If he isn't--I'll look after her till he is."
"Who's looking after her now?" said Jake. "Where is she?"
Saltash pushed back his chair with a movement of impatience. "Did you
think I'd bring her to Burchester for all the county to blab about? She's
under my protection--and she's safe." He spoke with a certain fierceness,
and in a moment was pacing the room, his face arrogantly lifted. "I know
very well the sort of story that's going round, but if you're a white man
you'll help me to give it the lie. I know I'm a blackguard, Jake,--never
pretended to be anything else. But I hope I'm a gentleman as well--at
least where women are concerned. That child is none the worse in mind or
body for being thrown on my hands. You've got to believe that."
"All right," said Jake.
Saltash paced jerkily on, his hands behind him. "I want you to have her
because you're straight, and she'll come to no harm with you. You never
even parley with the devil, do you, Jake? Remember that time--it's ten
years ago, more--when a man tried to tempt you to tamper with one of your
horses and you horsewhipped him for his baseness."
"I prefer not to remember it, my lord," said Jake.
Saltash stopped suddenly by his chair and gripped his shoulder with a
wiry hand. "I've liked you ever since," he said. "Look here, Jake! I'm
not tempting you to do anything wrong now. I'm asking you to do something
that doesn't appeal to you; but if you do it, it'll be one of the most
decent actions of your life. That child is quite alone just now--except
for me. Will you take her--like a good chap--till something else safe
turns up?"
Jake sat slowly forward. "I'll have to talk it over with Maud," he said.
Saltash's grip shifted impatiently. "You know very well what Maud will
say. Don't be an ass about it! Say No--if you mean to say No--at once!"
There came the quiet tread of approaching feet on the gravelled terrace
and the sound of low voices talking together. Jake lifted his head. His
face was grim. He looked Saltash straight in the eyes.
"You've told me the plain truth about her. You swear it?"
Saltash's swarthy countenance was in shadow, but those strange eyes of
his gleamed oddly, with the sort of fitful shining that comes from a coat
of mail in an uncertain light. They did not flinch from Jake's straight
regard, neither did they wholly meet it.
"Is my oath really more valuable than my word, Jake?" he said, with a wry
twist of the lips. "Most people don't find it so."
Jake stood up, a figure square and forceful. For a moment he faced
Saltash with a level scrutiny that--possibly--pierced the coat of mail.
Then abruptly he smiled. "I will take your word, my lord," he said.
"And the child?" said Saltash.
Jake nodded. "The child too--if Maud agrees."
"Thanks," said Saltash, and smiled back at Jake--the smile that gave his
ugly face so great a charm. "I am obliged to you, Jake. I think Maud will
agree."
"Shall we go to her?" said Jake.
CHAPTER IV
SALTASH
They joined the two on the terrace, and presently they were all laughing
together at Saltash's drolleries. He knew how to bring effervescence to
the very quietest waters. They sat for a space on a seat in the soft
spring starlight, while below them on the down there thrilled the
unspeakable music of nightingales singing far and near. Then after a
while Jake strolled away for his nightly inspection of the stables,
taking Bunny with him, and Saltash and Maud were left alone.
He moved close to her at once, his arm stretched behind her along the
back of the seat. At their feet lay an old red setter, Chops, who had
belonged to Jake before his marriage and had devoted himself to Maud ever
since.
"By Jove, this is peaceful!" said Saltash, and stopped to caress the old
dog with a gentle hand. "Do you know, Maud, it's a good thing you never
married me if this sort of thing makes you happy."
She smiled her quiet, contented smile. "I think it is a good thing too,
Charlie. It certainly would never have satisfied you."
"Nothing does," he declared restlessly. "I'm a wanderer on the face of
the earth, and I don't pick up much as I go along. I'm getting old, you
know. Life isn't what it was."
Maud was silent for a few moments, the starlight in her eyes. "I
sometimes wonder," she said at length, "if you have ever really lived
yet."
He laughed on a mocking note. "My dear girl, I--who have done
everything!"
She shook her head. "No, not everything, Charlie."
"Everything that's bad," he suggested recklessly.
She put out a hand to him that went into his quick hold and lay there
with perfect confidence. "I don't think you're really old," she said. "I
think you're just beginning to grow up. No, don't laugh! I am quite
serious. You are just beginning to discriminate between the things that
are worth while and those that are not."
"Is anything worth while?" said Saltash.
"Yes, yes. Heaps of things. But not the things you care for,--not just
the wild pleasures of life. Charlie, I'm not good at expressing things,
and I'm afraid--just a little--of trespassing, even though we are such
old friends."
Her voice had a wistful note. He carried her hand to his lips. "_Ma belle
reine_, is it possible? You?"
Her fingers closed upon his. "I hate you to be world-tired and lonely.
But I would rather have you that than feeding on husks."
"I'm not doing that at the present moment," he said. "I'm living like a
beastly hermit--except that I cut my nails and brush my hair
occasionally. You've heard about the woman on the yacht, of course?"
Her silence answered him, and he laughed again.
"A lie, _chère reine_! There was no woman."
"Oh, Charlie!" she said impulsively. "Forgive me for believing it!"
He made a royal gesture. "I forgive you. Moreover, the lie was
not without foundation. There was a child on board of the female
species,--very small and badly frightened. We saved her between us,
Larpent and I. She belongs to Larpent--not to me."
"You mean she is his daughter?" questioned Maud.
"That is exactly what I mean. Dull explanation, isn't it? Larpent was
badly damaged. He is undergoing repairs in a nursing home, and the
child--well, I've got to look after the child. _Figurez-vous, ma chère!_
I--a protector of infants! _Un peu comique, n'est-ce pas?_"
"Ah!" Maud said, with compassion. "The poor little thing must come to us.
I will take care of her. When will you bring her?"
"You think her present plight is not to be endured for another moment?"
laughed Saltash. "_Bien!_ I will send her to you tomorrow."
"Ah! I don't mean she is not in safe keeping," protested Maud. "How old
is she? Older than Eileen?"
"A little older than that," said Saltash. "She's nineteen."
"Oh!" said Maud.
"Perhaps you do mean it now!" gibed Saltash, getting up in his sudden
fashion.
Maud rose also, facing him in the starlight. "No, Charlie I don't!
Because I know that the big things are in you and always have been, I
would trust you--with my most precious possession."
He laughed again. "But when I gave it back to you, you would look all
round it to make sure it hadn't been broken and stuck together again,
wouldn't you, Maud of the Roses?"
"No," she said. "I wouldn't. I know--Charles Rex--better than that."
He made her a sweeping bow. "Most fair and gracious lady, do not forget
that my crest is a fox's head and the motto thereupon, '_Sans vertu_!'"
She smiled, looking at him with steadfast eyes. "I will give you another
motto, Charlie," she said. "Those we love--we trust."
He made an abrupt movement. It was almost a protest. "For how long? Do
you really love me, Maud of the Roses?"
She gave him both her hands without drawing any nearer. Her eyes were
shining as stars that shine through mist. "Yes, I love you, Charlie," she
said, "so much that I can't go on being happy till I know that you are
too."
He bent very low, so that his dark face was wholly hidden from her. "I've
never been--really happy--since the day I lost you," he said.
Her hands clasped his very tightly. There was a brief silence
before--with a touch of shyness--she spoke again. "You have never
been--really happy--all your life. You don't know the meaning of the
word--yet."
"Don't I?" He stood up, still holding her hands. "I thought I'd sampled
everything."
"No," she said. "No. There is--one thing left."
"What is that?" he said.
She stood again in silence, looking at him. Then, slowly, "You have never
yet touched the joy of loving someone better--far better--than you love
yourself," she said. "I think that is the greatest joy that God can
send."
He bent towards her with a certain eagerness. "Maud, I could have loved
you like that--once."
She shook her head and her smile was sad. "No, my dear, believe me! I
couldn't have inspired it in you. I was too selfish myself in those days.
Some other woman will teach you that now."
"I wonder," said Charles Rex, half-mocking and half-touched.
She slipped her hand through his arm, turning from the subject with a
faint sigh. "Well, come and see the baby! He's very lovely."
"From your point of view or Jake's?" questioned Saltash.
She laughed. "From mine of course. He is going to be just like Jake."
"Heavens above! I pity you!" ejaculated Saltash. "You'll never cope with
two of 'em! They'll crush you flat."
She drew him from the terrace into the quiet house. "Don't be absurd,
Charlie! This boy of ours is to be the prop of our old age."
He went with her jesting, but when they entered the silent nursery in
which the two youngest children lay sleeping, his trifling ceased and he
trod with reverence.
They stood together in the dim light beside the baby's cot, and Saltash
looked down upon the flushed baby face with a faintly rueful smile upon
his own.
"There is something in being married and done for after all," he said.
Over the old baby, Betty, now two years old, he stooped and lightly
touched the fair silken hair, but he did not kiss her though the child
was sleeping deeply.
Later he went alone into the adjoining room where slept the two elder
children, Eileen aged five, and Molly who was not yet four. Maud did not
follow him, and presently he came back, treading softly, the flickering
night-light throwing odd shadows on his ugly face, and they left the room
together.
In the passage he turned to her abruptly. "Then I may send that child to
you tomorrow?" he said.
"Why not bring her?" said Maud smiling.
He shook his head. "No. I'll come over one day--on Sunday perhaps--and
see you all again. I won't--handicap her--by bringing her."
She understood him, and gave him her hand, but the fervour with which he
received and kissed it surprised her into drawing it away more quickly
than she had intended.
He laughed at the action. "I am only saluting motherhood," he explained.
But she shook her head and passed on. There were moments when even she
who knew him so well was not wholly sure of him.
They descended again and Saltash turned towards the drawing-room.
"Let's have some music!" he said, and dropped down before Maud's piano.
"You are tired, _ma chère_. You shall listen."
He began to play an old French _chanson_ that once they had sung
together, and Maud leaned back on a deep settee near him and dreamily
surrendered herself to its charm.
Charlie's touch had always been a sheer delight to her. It held her now
with the old sweet spell. His spirit spoke to hers with an intimacy which
ordinary converse had never attained. It was by his music that he first
had spoken to her soul. In music they were always in complete accord.
She was half-asleep in her corner with the old dog lying at her feet when
Jake and Bunny came in, and Saltash very swiftly, with muffled chords,
brought his performance to an end.
He sprang to his feet. "I've been making love to your wife, Jake," he
said, "and she has been heroically but quite ineffectually trying to keep
me at a distance. I'd better go before I'm kicked out, eh?"
"Don't go on my account!" said Jake.
Saltash's brows twitched comically. "Generous as ever! But I'm a rotten
villain, Jake. I never could keep it up, and your virtuous presence is
the last straw. Good-bye--and many thanks!"
He held Maud's hand in his right and stretched his left to Jake with a
smile half whimsical and half derisive.
"There's nothing like banking on the hundredth chance," he said. "I shall
try it myself one of these days."
"Say!" said Jake in his soft drawl. "I wish you luck!"
Saltash laughed and turned away, to be instantly seized upon by Bunny.
"I say you are a good chap! The boss has been telling me. You're going to
put me up to a job."
"If you'll take it," said Saltash.
Bunny thrust a hand through his arm and squeezed it impulsively. "I'll
take anything from you, Charlie. Hope I shall be man enough for you,
that's all."
"Oh, you're man enough," said Saltash kindly. "Just the sort I want. Look
here, I can't stop now. But I'll come over on Sunday and talk things
over--if Jake permits."
"Any day," said Jake.
Saltash nodded. "Good. I'll ring you up tomorrow, Maud. You're sure you
mean tomorrow?"
"Quite sure," she said with a smile.
He swept her a bow and went out with Bunny.
Maud turned instantly to her husband. "Jake, I've got something to tell
you--to consult you about."
He stopped her with that smile of his that was so good to see. "Oh, I
guess not. You've fixed it all up without my help. But his lordship for
once had the diplomacy to ask me first."
"Oh, did he?" She looked confused for a moment. "Jake, you don't mind, do
you? I did the only thing possible."
He put his arm around her and led her to the door. "I'll tell whether I
mind a week from now. You're looking worn out, my girl. You go to bed!"
She leaned against him. "Jake, I'm--horribly sorry for Charlie."
"Wasted sentiment!" said Jake.
"No, it isn't--it isn't--because he is just beginning--to be sorry for
himself. Jake, it haunts me."
"Well, you're not to lie awake over it," said Jake unsympathetically.
"I shall know if you do, and I shall keep you in bed tomorrow. Got that?"
He looked at her with determination glittering in his eyes.
"You're very horrid," she said.
"Yes, I know. Somebody's got to be. It's a world of contrasts, and we
can't all be kings and queens. Go to bed now! I'll say good night to
Bunny for you."
But Maud lingered still. "What is Charlie going to do for him?"
Jake led her with firmness into the hall. "It's the Agency. He's going to
help old Bishop. I think the life will be good for him--if there isn't
too much Saltash about it."
"Oh, how good of Charlie!" Maud said.
"Yes, he means well this time." Jake's arm impelled her up the shallow
stairs. "Hope he'll keep it up, but it won't surprise me any if he
doesn't. He's never been a stayer, and he's not the sort to begin now."
"You really don't understand him," Maud said.
"Maybe not," Jake's tone was faintly grim. It indicated that he had no
intention of arguing the matter further.
Maud abandoned it and they mounted the stairs together in silence. At the
door of her room she turned without words and put her arms around his
neck.
He held her closely still supporting her. "Shall I come and put you to
bed, my girl?"
She answered him softly. "No, darling, no! Don't be late yourself, that's
all! And--Jake--thank you for all your goodness to me!"
"Oh, shucks--shucks!" he said.
She raised her hands, holding the bronze head between them, gazing
straight into the free, dominant eyes with all her soul laid open to
their look. "There is no one like you in all the world," she said. "You
are greater than kings."
"That's just your way of putting it," said Jake. "You're not exactly an
impartial judge, I reckon. Barring the fact that I'm your mate, I'm a
very ordinary sinner. Moreover, Saltash tells me I'm getting fat."
"How dare he?" said Maud.
He laughed in her indignant face. "Now I'm getting my own back! There!
Don't get excited! No doubt he meant well! And I certainly ride heavier
than I did. Shall you love me when I'm fat, Maud?"
She drew the laughing, sunburnt face to hers. "Don't be--absurd!" she
said.
Her lips met his and were caught in a long, long kiss.
"Guess you're just as moon-struck as I am," said Jake softly.
And, "I guess I am," she whispered back.
CHAPTER V
THE VISITOR
Jake carried out his threat the following day, and Maud remained in bed.
A violent headache deprived her of the power to protest, and she lay in
her darkened room too battered to think, while with characteristic
decision he assumed the direction of the household, provoking unwilling
admiration from Mrs. Lovelace, the housekeeper, who was somewhat given to
disparage men as "poor things who never did a hand's turn for 'emselves
if they could get the women to do it for 'em."
He took up a breakfast tray himself to his wife's room, sternly removing
his two small daughters Molly and Betty, whom he found tussling like
kittens on her bed, and installing Eileen the eldest, who crept down like
a bright-eyed mouse from the big chair by the pillow at his coming, as
her mother's keeper. Eileen was his darling; a shy child, gentle but
curiously determined, protective in her attitude towards Maud, reserved
towards himself. Jake was wont to say with a laugh that he was by no
means sure that his eldest daughter approved of him, but he knew in his
heart that her love for him was the strongest force in her small being.
Bunny was wont to be impatient with her because she was afraid of the
horses, with the result that she would never go near them in his company,
but she would follow her father wherever he went among them without a
question. It was very rarely that she confided in him, but she always
liked to hold his hand.
She stood beside him now in silence while he waited upon Maud, and
presently, while Maud drank the strong tea he had brought her, her small
hand found its way into his. He looked down at her, squeezing it kindly.
"We must take care of the mother today, little 'un. She's been working
too hard."
"I'll take care of her, Daddy," said Eileen.
"And keep out Molly and Betty," pursued Jake.
"Yes, Daddy, I'll do that."
Maud smiled from her pillows. "My little policeman!" she said.
"I believe she'd keep her daddy out too if she thought it advisable,"
laughed Jake.
Eileen's fingers tightened about his, but she did not contradict him.
Only the violet eyes so like her mother's looked up at him very
pleadingly, and he stooped in a moment and kissed her.
"All right. Daddy understands."
And Eileen smiled a shy, pleased smile without words.
The sound of the telephone-bell in the hall made Maud start with a swift
contradiction of the brows.
"That's probably Charlie, Jake, I ought to answer him."
"Don't you worry yourself!" said Jake, turning to the door. "I'll answer
him myself."
He was gone before she could say anything further, moving without haste
but with a decision there was no gainsaying, and Maud heaved a sigh and
relaxed against her pillows. It was certainly a relief to leave it to
him.
He returned a few minutes later, faintly smiling, sat down by her side
and drew Eileen between his knees.
"Well," he said. "I guess it's all fixed up. We're going to give you a
nursery governess, Innocence. I hope you'll treat her with respect."
"Oh, but, Jake--" protested Maud.
He turned to her. "Yes, she's going to make herself useful. I don't
believe in anyone living in idleness. We'll begin as we mean to go
on, and she's got to help. I told his lordship so. If she doesn't
suit,--well, I guess she'll go back where she came from. I told him that
too."
"What did he say?" questioned Maud.
"He agreed of course." Jake's tone was ironical. "Said she was nothing
but a child herself. He was very emphatic on that point."
"Don't you believe him?" asked Maud with a hint of sharpness.
"Not as a rule," said Jake. "Mostly never--when he's emphatic. However,
time will prove. She will be here to lunch, and I've told Bunny to meet
her with the dog-cart."
"Are we going to have lessons?" asked Eileen.
He looked into the soft eyes and the irony went out of his smile. "I
don't know if I can bear to have you taught anything, Innocence," he
said. "You're just right as you are."
It was his own especial name for her and he always uttered it with
tenderness. Eileen smiled up at him, and pressed against his knee.
"I would like to learn some lessons, Daddy," she said. "I'm sure I'm big
enough, and I'm growing too."
"Maybe you are," said Jake. "But don't grow too fast, little 'un! Don't
get so big that you look down on your poor old daddy!"
"She'll never do that!" said Maud quickly. "No child of mine will ever do
that, Jake."
He smiled at her whimsically. "Oh, I guess I'll hold my own among 'em
whatever they do. Now you go to sleep, my girl, and put all worries out
of your head! I must be moving, but I'll look in presently to see how
you are. So long!"
He bent and laid his cheek for a moment against her hand, then turned and
softly left her.
Maud watched the door close behind him, then spoke to the child beside
her. "Eileen darling, always remember that your daddy is the best and
dearest man who ever lived!"
"Yes, Mummy, I know," said Eileen, with earnest shining eyes.
Jake went out to the stables and immersed himself in the day's work. He
had always been a busy man, and time passed swiftly with him. He and his
right-hand man, Sam Vickers, had brought the stud to a pitch of
perfection that had earned for his animals a high place in the opinion of
the racing community. He had, moreover, a reputation for straightness so
unimpeachable that it had become almost a proverb up and down the
country. Men said of Jake Bolton that his honour was such that it could
stand by itself. Certainly no one ever questioned it.
One of his horses was running at Graydown that afternoon, and at the end
of the morning he returned to the house for a hasty lunch before leaving
for the race-course. All memory of Saltash's _protégé_ had left him, but
it returned to his mind as he saw the extra place laid at the table. He
looked at his watch and realized that she ought to have arrived half an
hour before. Bunny was also absent, presumably waiting for her.
He paid Maud a brief visit before departing, and found her better. She
was half dressed and lying on a couch in her room. He extracted a promise
from her that she would not go down before tea, though she demurred
somewhat on the score of the expected visitor.
"Leave her to Bunny!" said Jake. "He's quite capable of looking after her
for an hour or two."
"I think Bunny meant to go to the races," she said.
Jake frowned. "Well, he can't for once. Don't you fret now! She'll be all
right."
"Well, tell them to bring her straight up to see me when she arrives!"
Maud begged him. "I shan't be asleep, and really I am much better."
"All right," he conceded. "I'll do that."
He went out and there fell the deep shining peace of a spring afternoon.
Somewhere in the distance a cuckoo was calling softly, monotonously,
seductively. A thrush was warbling in the terraced garden, and from her
window Maud could see old Chops the setter curled up in a warm corner
asleep. The children were all out on the downs, and the house was very
quiet.
Her thoughts turned dreamily to Saltash. What a pity he did not find some
nice girl to marry! Her faith in him, often shaken and as often renewed,
had somehow taken deeper root since their talk of the night before.
Charlie was beginning to tire of his riotous living. He was beginning to
want the better things. But in his present mood she saw a danger. He had
come to a critical point in his career, and he would either go up or
down. There would be no middle course with him. Knowing him as she did,
she realized that a very little pressure would incline him either way.
She felt as if his very life hung in the balance. It depended so
vitally--upon whence the pressure came.
"If only some decent woman would fall in love with him!" she sighed, and
then found herself smiling wistfully at the thought that Saltash's heart
would not be an easy thing to capture. He was far too accustomed to
adulation, wherever he went. "Besides, he's such a flirt," she reflected.
"One never knows whether he is in earnest till the mischief is done."
The cuckoo's soft persistence began somehow to seem like a penance. "When
he has said it just like that four hundred and fifty times he'll be
absolved and allowed to change his tune," was her thought. "I wonder if
poor Charles Rex has said the same thing as often as that, and if that is
why he is tired."
A mist began to rise in her brain, making vague the cuckoo's call,
blurring even the clear sweet notes of the thrush. A delicious drowsiness
crept over her. She gave herself to it with conscious delight. It was so
exquisite to feel the grim band that had bound her brow with such cruel
tightness relax at last and fall away. Very blissfully she drifted into
slumber.
It was nearly two hours later that she became somewhat suddenly aware of
feet sauntering under her window and young voices talking together.
"Hullo!" said one abruptly, it was Bunny's speaking with careless
friendliness. "Stand still a minute! There's an immense green caterpillar
waving to me from your hat-brim."
A voice that was like a boy's, dear, bell-like, made instant response.
"Oh hell! Do take it off!"
Maud started wide awake with involuntary shrinking.
There came a chuckle from Bunny and, after a pause and the eloquent
crunch of a heel on the gravel, his voice on a note of laughter. "I
didn't say it!"
"Great Scott!" ejaculated the clear boyish tones. "Do you mean you're
shocked?"
"Not at all," said Bunny courteously.
"Well then, what does it matter who said it?" demanded the other.
"It doesn't matter," said Bunny, still suppressing merriment. "Except
that it isn't said in this house."
"Oh damn!" said the newcomer disconsolately. "Then I shall soon be sent
back in disgrace."
"Cheer up!" said Bunny. "We don't convict on a first offence as a rule in
this country."
"But I shall never remember!" groaned the other, and for the first time
the words held a note that was not wholly boyish, it sounded wistful,
even rather piteous. "People's ways are all so different. It's rather
infernal--trying to please everybody, you know, Bunny."
"Never mind!" said Bunny, in a brotherly tone. "I'll kick you every time
I see it coming if you like."
"Will you really? That would be jolly decent of you." The wistfulness
vanished in a laugh that was quick and musical, wholly spontaneous.
"You bet I will!" said Bunny.
"Right O! Mind you do! Now get out of the way and see me jump that rose
tree!"
There followed the light scamper of feet, and Maud raised herself swiftly
and leaned forth in time to see an athletic little figure in navy blue
wearing a jaunty Panama hat, skim like a bird over a sweeping Dorothy
Perkins just coming into bloom and alight on one leg with the perfect
poise of a winged Mercury on the other side.
CHAPTER VI
HOW TO MANAGE MEN
Bunny's lanky form followed and also cleared the rose-tree with
infinitely less grace, and again the girl laughed, her wide blue eyes
alight with mirth.
"What an antic! I thought you were going to pull up the rose bush with
your heels! What are you doing that for?"
Bunny's hands were on her shoulders. He was plainly enjoying himself
thoroughly. "I'm feeling for the wings," he explained. "I'll swear you
never jumped it. Where do you keep 'em?"
She drew herself away from his touch. "No, I haven't got any. They don't
grow on people like me. Don't let's stay here! I feel as if we're being
watched."
It was then that Maud spoke from her window in her quiet gentle voice
that yet held a certain authority.
"Bunny, bring our visitor up to see me!"
Both Bunny and his companion started and looked up, and Maud saw the
girl's face fully for the first time--a nervous little face with haunting
wide blue eyes made more intense by the short thick black lashes that
surrounded them, eyes that seemed to plead for kindness. There was charm
about the pointed chin and a good deal of sweetness about the moulding of
the mouth. But it was the eyes that held Maud's attention. They were the
eyes of a creature who has known the wild agony of fear and is not easily
reassured. Yet the face was the face of a child.
She leaned out a little further on her sill and addressed the stranger.
"Come up and speak to me!" she said very kindly. "Bunny will show you the
way."
A shy flickering smile answered her. She cast a questioning look at
Bunny.
"Yes, that's Maud--my sister," said Bunny. "Come along! This way!"
They entered the house by a French window, and Maud drew back into her
room. What was there in that childish face that appealed so tremendously
to her womanhood--wholly banishing her first involuntary sense of recoil?
She could not have said, she was only conscious of the woman in her
throbbing with a deep compassion. She stood and waited for the child's
coming with a strangely poignant expectation.
She heard Bunny's voice talking cheerily on the stairs, but his words
provoked no response. She went to the door and opened it.
Bunny was leading the way; in fact his companion seemed to be lagging
very considerably in the rear.
Maud moved out into the passage, and Bunny stood to one side with a
courteous gesture. "Mademoiselle Antoinette Larpent!" he announced.
The small figure in blue drew itself together with a certain bravado and
came forward.
Maud held out her hands. "My dear child," she said, "I expected you long
ago."
The hands she clasped were very small and cold. They did not cling to her
as she had half expected. The blue eyes flashed her a single nervous
glance and fell.
"I'm sorry I'm late, madam," said the visitor in a low, punctilious
voice.
Maud felt amused and chilled in the same moment. "Come and sit down!" she
said. "We will have some tea upstairs. Bunny, go and order it, will you?"
"With pleasure," said Bunny. "And may I return?"
She smiled at him as she passed an arm about the girl's narrow shoulders.
"Yes, you can come back when it's ready. Come in here, dear! You will
like to take off your things. How long have you been here?"
"Only five minutes," came the murmured answer; she thought it had a
deprecating sound.
"You must be tired," she said kindly. "You came from town? How is it you
are so late? Did you miss your train?"
"No, madam." Very nervously came the reply. The contrast between this and
the boyish freedom of manner on the terrace a few seconds before would
have been ludicrous if it had not been somehow pathetic.
She passed on, too considerate to press for details. "Take off your hat
and coat, won't you? When we have had some tea I will take you to your
room."
She was pleased to see that Charlie's _protégé_ was garbed with extreme
simplicity. Her fair hair, which had been closely shorn, was beginning to
curl at the ends. She liked the delicate contrasting line of the black
brows above the deep blue of the eyes. She noticed that the veins on the
white temples showed with great distinctness.
"Sit down!" she said. "And now you must tell me what to call you. Your
name is Antoinette, isn't it?"
"I'm generally called Toby," said the visitor in a very shy voice. "But
you will call me--what you like."
"Would you like me to call you Toby?" Maud asked.
"Yes, please," said Toby with unexpected briskness.
Maud smiled. "Very well, my dear. Then that is settled. We are not going
to be strangers, you and I. I expect you know that Lord Saltash and I are
great friends--though I have never met your father."
Toby's pale young face flushed suddenly. She was silent for a moment.
Then: "Lord Saltash has been very good to me," she said in her shy voice.
"He--saved me from drowning. Wasn't it--wasn't it nice of him to--take
the trouble?"
"Quite nice of him," Maud agreed. "You must have been very frightened,
weren't you?"
Toby suppressed a shudder. "I was rather. And the water was dreadfully
cold. I thought we should never come up again. It was like--it was
like--" She stopped herself. "He said I was never to talk about it--or
think about it--so I won't, if you don't mind."
"Tell me about your father!" said Maud sympathetically.
For the second time the blue eyes flashed towards her. "Oh, he is still
ill in a nursing home and not allowed to see anyone." There was a hint of
recklessness in her voice. "They say he'll get well again, but--I don't
know."
"You are anxious about him," Maud said.
"No, I'm not." Recklessness became something akin to defiance. "I don't
like him much. He's so surly."
"My dear!" said Maud, momentarily disconcerted.
"Well, it's no good pretending I do when I don't, is it?" said Toby, and
suddenly smiled at her with winning gracelessness. "It isn't my fault
We're not friends--never have been. Why," she made a little gesture of
the hands, "we hardly know each other. I'd never been on _The Night Moth_
before."
"And you'll never go again," commented Bunny, entering at the moment,
"Maud, do you know I took--Miss Larpent--" he turned deliberately to Toby
who snapped her fingers in airy acknowledgment--"to see the races instead
of coming straight back--according to the boss's instructions."
"Oh! So that's where you've been!" said Maud.
"Exactly so." Bunny pulled up a chair and disposed his long legs astride
it. "We saw several events, and made a bit. Then Forest Fire let us down
badly and we lost the lot. After that we went into the paddock to cool
ourselves and met the boss, who at once--somewhat rudely--ordered us
home. I have an impression he's feeling waxy with me for some reason,"
Bunny ended, stroking his chin reflectively. "Daresay I shall get over
it, however."
"What a pity you went!" said Maud.
"Not at all," said Bunny. "We enjoyed it. It's fun doing naughty things
sometimes, isn't it,--er--Miss Larpent?"
"Don't be an ass!" said Toby tersely.
Maud raised her brows, but Bunny grinned with delight. "Thank you Toby! I
take the hint. There shall be no more ceremony between us. Ah! There come
the children along the path by the summerhouse!" he sprang to the window
and sent forth a yell, turning back almost instantly to say, "Sorry,
Maud! I'm afraid I forgot your head. How is it?"
He did not wait for her reply, but leaned out again immediately to
address the advancing children with noisy gayety.
Toby looked up at Maud, hesitated, and rose. "Let us go and have tea with
the children!" she said. "It will be quieter for you."
Maud put out a gentle hand to her. "No, dear. You stay with me. Bunny may
if he likes!"
This time Toby's fingers closed tightly upon her own. "Sure?" said Toby.
"Quite sure," said Maud, smiling at her.
Toby turned sharply and pinched Bunny's elbow as he leaned from the
window. He drew himself in and stared at her.
"You're making too much noise," she told him curtly. "You go and racket
downstairs!"
Bunny's eyes widened for a second in indignant amazement, then abruptly
he threw up his chin and laughed. "I like you!" he declared. "You're the
cockiest thing in girls I've ever seen!"
Toby pulled at his elbow like a small, persistent dog. "Go on!" she
commanded. "Go down to them! Mrs. Bolton and I want to have our tea
alone. I'll come and play with you presently--if you're good."
It was spoken wholly without coquetry, much as an elder brother might
speak to a younger. It was plain that she meant to have her way, though
Maud, who knew that there was a very strong mixture of stubbornness in
Bunny, wondered much if she would get it. Amusement, however, kept the
upper hand with him. Toby's treatment evidently appealed strongly to his
sense of humour. Perhaps her determination also made its impression upon
him, for after a little more chaff on his part and brisk insistence on
hers he departed, laughing, to join the children.
Toby saw him to the door and returned calm and triumphant.
"Well done!" said Maud. "You know how to deal with spoilt children
evidently."
Toby looked at her sharply as she sat down, almost as if she expected a
double meaning to the words.
"Do you mean men?" she said, and for an instant her childish face wore a
look of contempt. "Oh, anyone can manage men--given a fair chance.
There's not much cleverness needed for that."
She spoke with the decision of one who knew, and in spite of the
difference of years between them Maud could not question her confidence.
She had a curious feeling that--either by experience or intuition--this
girl knew more than she.
She made no comment therefore, and after a moment Toby spoke her last
word on the subject with characteristic brevity.
"There's only one rule to follow with men--that is, if you want any peace
at all. Make up your mind and stick to it! If they don't like it, let 'em
go to--" She checked suddenly, and coloured deeply under Maud's eyes--"I
mean, let 'em do the other thing," she ended, on a note that somehow
seemed to ask for pardon.
"I see," said Maud gently, in a tone that conveyed it.
Toby threw her a little smile, half-grateful and half-mischievous; and
curiously in that moment a bond was formed between them which was
destined to endure.
CHAPTER VII
THE PROMISE
There was undoubtedly a frown on Jake's usually serene countenance when
he walked up the great stable-yard a little later that evening and came
upon Bunny lounging in a doorway with his hands in his pockets talking to
one of the men.
"Look here, young feller, I want a word with you," he said, with his
customary directness, and laid a somewhat peremptory hand upon the boy's
shoulder.
Bunny, with a cigarette between his lips, turned and laughed at him
without a hint of discomfiture. "All right, boss. I'll come," he said,
and linked his arm in Jake's with boyish friendliness.
He was half-a-head taller than Jake, but the look of power that was so
apparent in the older man was wholly absent in him. He moved his long
limbs with a loose swing that lacked energy though it seemed to denote a
certain restlessness.
"Wonder what you'll do without me here when I go to Charlie," he
remarked, as Jake did not immediately speak.
"I should say the sooner you go the better," said Jake rather brutally,
"if I were only sure you were going to the right place."
"Have a smoke!" said Bunny with unruffled amiability, proffering his
case.
Jake pushed it from him with a curt sound of dissatisfaction.
"All right. Don't!" said Bunny, with instant haughtiness, and returned it
to his pocket.
He would have withdrawn his hand from his brother-in-law's arm, but Jake
retained it there forcibly, steering for his own private office at the
end of the stable-yard.
Bunny submitted, but his face grew ominously dark as they passed in
silence between the long rows of loose-boxes in the soft spring twilight.
As they neared Jake's room he drew himself together with the action of a
man who braces his muscles for a sudden strain, and in a moment he was
older, less defiant, more dignified.
"That's better," Jake said, making him enter first. "There are times, Sir
Bernard Brian, when I want to lick you, as you never--unfortunately--were
licked in your early youth. Other times--like the present--when the breed
gets the better of me, and I can only stand outside--and admire."
"Oh, don't be a blithering idiot, Jake!" said Bunny in hot discomfiture.
Jake's hand grasped his shoulder. "Sit down, and bring yourself to my
level for a minute! Maybe I am a blithering idiot, maybe I'm not. But I
could take you by the heels and dip you in the horse-pond round the
corner if I felt that way. So you'd better keep as civil as possible. It
won't make a mite of difference to me, but it may to you."
Bunny sat down, breathing hard. His cigarette fell to the ground and he
stooped for it, but Jake, still holding his shoulder, stooped also,
picked it up and flung it straight out of the window.
"You smoke too many of 'em," he said, as he did it.
"Damn you!" said Bunny in a voice of concentrated fury.
He would have sprung to his feet, but Jake's hands were upon him like
iron clamps and kept him seated.
He spoke, his voice soft, unhurried, even humorous. "I'm only a beastly
groom, you know, Bunny. You don't expect good manners from me, do you?"
Bunny shrank a little, as if something in the words pierced him. Jake's
eyes, very bright but wholly free from anger looked straight into his.
For some reason he ceased to strain against the compelling hands and sat
passive.
There followed a somewhat tense silence before he said, "Well, go on! I
knew you wanted to row me about something. What's it all about?"
His voice was sullen but his attitude was no longer hostile. He looked
ashamed.
Jake sat down suddenly on the edge of the writing-table. "Say, Bunny!" he
said gently. "Do you know you're the only man in the world that can send
me to perdition and not have his teeth knocked down his throat for his
officiousness?"
Bunny looked up at him, and in a moment, like the flash of sunshine from
behind a cloud, he was smiling. "Oh, get out, Jake. I suppose you're
going to wipe the floor with me now. I didn't mean it and I'm sorry.
Let's get on from there!"
His hand gripped Jake's hard. There was something very winning about him
at the moment, something that appealed strongly to the older man though
he did not instantly reply. He kept the boy's hand in his for a moment,
and his eyes were very kindly as he looked into the thin young face.
"Guess you know I'm pretty fond of you, my son," he said at length, "but
I don't figure to let you go to the devil unhindered on that account."
Bunny whistled. "Who's going? Oh, don't be an ass, Jake, will you?"
"No, I won't," said Jake, "at least not the soft variety. Reckon I've
been too soft with you, Bunny, as long as I've known you."
Bunny stirred restlessly in his chair. "Think so?" he said. "Well, it's a
good fault, old chap. I can't stand bullying from anyone--makes me see
red at once."
"I know," Jake said. "I've never bullied you anyway. But I'm on the
war-path now, and you've got to take your physic whether you like it or
not. Say, Bunny, how much money did you drop at the races this
afternoon?"
"What's that to you?" said Bunny.
Jake's face hardened a little. "Well, I expected that," he said. "Afraid
to tell me, eh?"
"Not in the least afraid," said Bunny. "I dispute your right to know,
that's all."
"I see." Jake regarded him with a very direct scrutiny. "I'm to be kept
in my place, is that it?"
Bunny coloured. "That's the fourth time you've called me a bounder since
we came in. What do you mean by it, Jake?"
"What do I mean?" Jake spoke rather sadly. "Well, maybe that's just what
I do mean, Bunny. You're beginning to bound."
"Rot!" said Bunny, though he coloured more deeply than before. "You know
there isn't another fellow anywhere that I respect as I respect you.
But--dash it, Jake!--you must let me grow."
"I want you to," said Jake. "But for the Lord's sake, grow straight!" He
reached out and took Bunny by the shoulder. "I'm going to ask a big thing
of you, sonny, but I guess I shall know by the way you take it how much
your respect for me is worth."
"What is it?" said Bunny.
"Just this." Jake leaned forward; there was speculation in his look. "I
want you to chuck racing--altogether--for a year. There!"
"Chuck racing!" Bunny sat up very straight. "Jake! Why on earth should
I?"
Jake's hand closed upon him. He was smiling a little but there was
something relentless behind his smile. "Oh, just to please me," he said.
"That's all."
Bunny stared at him. "Chuck racing!" he said again. "Jake, you're mad!"
"No, I guess not," said Jake imperturbably. "I'm not arguing any against
racing. Played straight, it's the best game in the world. I'm just asking
a personal favour of you. There's nothing to be hurt about in that."
There was an ominous gleam in Bunny's eyes. He looked as if he were on
the verge of open rebellion, but with his last words Jake's steady arm
suddenly went round his shoulders and gave him a hard, brotherly squeeze.
"Don't do it if you're going to hate me for it!" he said. "Reckon I can't
afford that. I knew it was a gamble when I started. If I can't win, I'll
back out right now."
"Jake!" Quick feeling sounded in Bunny's voice. He turned sharply, and
for an instant his cheek was against the kindly hand with the old boyish
gesture of affection. Then he looked Jake full in the eyes and laughed.
"Jake, I say, don't be a beast! You know I'll do anything under the sun
to please you."
"You'll do this?" said Jake.
"Tell me why first!" said Bunny.
"Because I want to know if you've got the grit for one thing. And for
another--that girl who has just come here is a gambler to the backbone,
and I won't have her encouraged."
"How on earth do you know that?" said Bunny. "Did Charlie tell you?"
"No." Jake's voice was grim. "You don't suppose I'd take his word for
anything, do you? I saw it in her face this afternoon. I know that
gambling fever, and she--well, I'm inclined to think she's had it in one
form or another all her life."
"She's quite a nice kid," said Bunny condescendingly.
Jake smiled, but the firmness remained. "She's not your sort, Sir Bernard
Brian," he remarked. "And I rather guess she could teach you more than
you could teach her."
"What do you mean?" said Bunny.
Jake turned aside to shut the window in preparation for departure. "Well,
sonny," he said in a marked drawl, "I guess I mean just that. If you
aren't sharp enough to draw your own conclusions, that's none of my
business." He turned round and looked at Bunny with absolute directness.
"And that other proposition of mine,--did I understand you to fall in
with it?"
"Chuck racing for a year, you mean?" Bunny got up. His face was still
red, but it showed no resentment. "It's rather much, isn't it, Jake?"
"Too much?" questioned Jake.
Bunny hesitated. "Well, a year! Make it three months!" he said coaxingly.
Jake came to him, square and resolute. "I'll make it six months, Bunny,"
he said, "if you can tell me you didn't drop more than fifty pounds this
afternoon."
Bunny turned crimson. "This afternoon was an exception," he said hastily.
"I thought so," said Jake dryly.
"But--damn it!--it's rather a heavy penalty to pay," protested Bunny. He
thrust out an impulsive hand. "I say, let me off, old feller! I won't do
it again."
Jake's fingers closed and held. He said nothing, merely waited.
And very suddenly--after his own headlong fashion--Bunny made
unconditional surrender. "Oh, get out, you beastly groom!" he said, and
wrung Jake's hand with all the force he could muster. "All right! It's
done!"
Jake made an odd movement as of tension relaxed though none had been
apparent in his bearing. He struck Bunny on the shoulder the blow of a
friend.
"That's the biggest thing you've ever done for me, pard," he said with a
smile. "Reckon I shan't forget it. Take it out of me next time!"
"You bet I will!" said Bunny.
He linked his arm through Jake's and gripped it hard. His eyes were
shining as they passed out together into the gathering dusk. He had made
a considerable sacrifice, but Jake had the gift of making him realize
that it was worth while.
CHAPTER VIII
THE ALLY
A squeal of childish laughter echoed down the long passage that led from
the nurseries, followed by a shuffling sound along the floor.
"Hold tight!" cried a voice, a gay, boyish voice, "I'm going to gallop!"
There followed a tremendous scrambling along the corridor and shrieks of
delight from three excited children. Jake, who had just mounted the
stairs, paused in his progress; but in a moment there came a dramatic
sound indicative of collapse, and immediately there arose cries of
dismay. He turned an intervening corner and came upon the newly-arrived
guest quite prone upon the floor with his three little girls scuffling in
delighted agitation over her inert body.
He hesitated to interrupt the game, but in an instant Betty the youngest
had spied him and uttered a shrill cry of welcome. The heap upon the
floor swiftly resolved itself into four separate beings, and the newcomer
sprang up with the litheness of a squirrel and met him with a free grace
that was not without a suggestion of defiance.
He held out his hand to her. He understood the defiance and replied to it
with characteristic directness.
"Guess you thought me a rough sort of animal when we met in the paddock
this afternoon," he said. "I'm sorry. It was Bunny I was up against--not
you."
"Not me?" said Toby, her wide eyes lifted quite openly to his. "Sure?"
He pinched the slim young hand without ceremony. Somehow she took him by
storm--this girl with the open brow and curiously pathetic face. "Well,
not so much you," he said. "Bunny knows that gambling on a big scale is
against the law for children of his age."
"Oh, I see," said Toby. She smiled and slipped her hand free. "Well, I'm
years older than he is, so that doesn't apply to me. Bunny wasn't doing
any gambling either."
"I gathered that," said Jake.
She stopped and lifted Molly the second child, partially veiling her own
face with the little girl's soft curls. "Then you are up against me," she
said.
"No, I'm not," Jake's voice held a queer, compassionate note. "We won't
quarrel till we know each other better anyway. I see you're pretty
intimate with the youngsters already."
"Oh, that's easy, isn't it?" said Toby. "Babies always take you at your
face value. They are never prejudiced beforehand. There's never any
handicap of that sort with babies."
Betty was clamouring at her knees. She bent and lifted her also, bracing
her slight form to a double burden of which Jake instantly relieved her,
gathering both children into his own strong arms.
"You're not to do that ever again," he said, with the authority of the
man accustomed to obedience. "Understand?"
"Why not?" said Toby.
He turned to carry the two babies to the nursery. "Because I say it," he
said briefly.
"Oh, but that's no reason," said Toby, with light assurance.
Eileen at her side looked up in shocked amazement. "Not if Daddy says
so?" she questioned.
Toby stooped and swung her up to her shoulder. "You little featherweight!
Daddy's only a man!" she said.
"Quite true," said Jake deliberately. "The sort of man who means what he
says--always, and sees that he gets it."
"What a frightful undertaking!" laughed Toby. "Then if you told me to go
to blazes you'd see that I went?"
There was a pause. Eileen's little hands locked themselves nervously
under Toby's chin. Perhaps she was aware of a certain electricity in the
atmosphere. She was plainly not at her ease.
Jake's voice sounded, very quiet and distinct, from the nursery door as
he entered. "I reckon that's just one of the things I've learnt not to
say."
"Oh glory!" said Toby, "There goes the odd trick!"
It was several minutes later, after a wild final romp that they left
the room together. There was certainly no ceremony left between them.
They came out as comrades, laughing at the same joke, their brief
passage-at-arms apparently forgotten.
Toby, however, reverted to it very suddenly as they walked along the
passage. "Mr. Bolton, I'm sorry I got Bunny into hot water this
afternoon. It was all my fault. And I'm sorry I said blazes in front of
the babies just now. You'll have to kick me when I do these things, and
then I'll remember."
Jake paused and looked at her. "Say! Are you a boy or a girl?" he said.
She smiled, a faintly dubious smile, but her reply was prompt. "Mostly
boy, sir. That's what makes it so difficult."
He put his hand on her shoulder. "Look here! Call me Jake, see? Are you
keen on horses?"
Toby's eyes shone. "Like mad," she said.
"I'll see you ride tomorrow," said Jake.
Toby whooped with delight. "But I'll have to borrow some breeches from
someone. You don't want me to ride in a skirt do you?"
"Not specially," said Jake. "What do you generally ride in?"
"Tights," said Toby, and then suddenly clapped her hand to her mouth in
dismay. "There! Now I've done it! You won't tell--you'll never tell, will
you? Promise!"
"Sure!" said Jake. He was smiling a little, but there was compassion in
his eyes.
And Toby's hand came out to him in sudden confidence. "I like you," she
said. "You're a friend."
Jake's grasp was strong and kindly. "I guess I shan't let you down," he
said.
Toby nodded. "You've been a cow-boy, haven't you? I knew that directly I
saw you."
"I've been a good many things," said Jake.
She nodded again. "And always the right sort. I wish--" She broke off
abruptly.
"What?" said Jake.
"Oh, nothing," said Toby, with a rather wistful little laugh.
"Let's have it!" said Jake.
Her hand lay in his, and this time she left it there. Her blue eyes met
his courageously. "Only that I'd met you before," she said.
"Before when?" said Jake. "Before you met Saltash?"
"Oh no!" Very swiftly, she answered him. "Oh no! Lord Saltash is among
the kings. I'd have been dead by now but for him!" Her eyes kindled as
with a sudden glowing memory, she flushed like an eager child. "You know
him?" she said. "Isn't he--isn't he--fine?"
She spoke with reverence, even with a certain awe. The man's face changed
a little, hardening almost imperceptibly.
"Guess he's no great hero of mine," he said. "But maybe he has his
points."
"He has!" Toby assured him with fervor. "You don't know him like I do.
He's a--he's a masterpiece."
"That so?" said Jake.
Perhaps Toby felt a lack of sympathy in his tone; she quitted the subject
abruptly. "No, that wasn't what I meant. I only wish I'd met you long
ago--years and years ago--when you were a cow-boy."
"You were a babe in arms then," said Jake.
She shook her head, quaintly smiling. "I wasn't ever that. I think I must
have been born old--began at the wrong end somehow. Some people do, you
know."
"I know," said Jake. "When that happens, there's only one thing to be
done."
"What?" queried Toby.
His eyes were watching her intently, but there was nothing alarming in
their scrutiny. He made reply with absolute gentleness. "Begin again."
"Ah!" A little sound that was more than a sigh escaped her, and then
quite suddenly her other hand came out to him; she lifted a quivering
face. "You going to help me?" she said.
The action touched him. He took her by the shoulders as he might have
taken a boy. "I'll help you," he said.
"You'll be good to me?" Her voice was quivering also, it had a sound of
tears.
"Sure!" said Jake, laconic and forceful.
"Keep me straight and pull me up when I go wrong?" pursued Toby
tremulously.
"Yes, I'll do that," he said.
"And you won't--you won't--you won't--talk to anybody about me?" she
pleaded.
"No," said Jake briefly.
"Not to Lord Saltash? Not to anyone?"
"No," he said again, a hint of sternness in the curt word.
Toby gulped down her distress, was silent for a moment or two, then
suddenly smiled upon him--a sunny inconsequent smile. "Guess I've got you
on my side now," she said with satisfaction. "You're nice and solid, Mr.
Jake Bolton. When you've been picked up from the very bottom of the sea,
it's good to have someone big and safe to hold on to."
"That so?" said Jake.
"Yes, I know now why Lord Saltash sent me here--just because you're
big--and safe."
"Oh, quite safe," said Jake with his sudden smile.
It came to him--as it had come to Saltash--that there was something
piteously like a small animal, storm-driven and seeking refuge, about
her. Even in her merriest moments she seemed to plead for kindness.
He patted her shoulder reassuringly as he let her go. "I'll look after
you," he said, "if you play the game."
"What game?" said Toby unexpectedly.
He looked her squarely in the eyes. "The only game worth playing," he
said. "The straight game."
"Oh, I see," said Toby with much meekness. "Not cheat, you mean? Lord
Saltash doesn't allow cheating either."
"Good land!" said Jake in open astonishment.
"You don't know him," said Toby again with conviction.
And Jake laughed, good-humoured but sceptical. "Maybe I've something to
learn yet," he said tolerantly. "But it's my impression that for sheer
mischief and double-dealing he could knock spots off any other human
being on this earth."
"Oh, if that's all you know about him," said Toby, "you've never even met
him--never once."
"Have you?" questioned Jake abruptly.
She coloured up to the soft fair hair that clustered about her
blue-veined temples, and turned from him with an odd little indrawn
breath. "Yes!" she said. "Yes!"--paused an instant as if about to say
more; then again in a whisper, "Yes!" she said, and went lightly away as
if the subject were too sacred for further discussion.
"Good land!" said Jake again, and departed to his own room in grim
amazement.
Saltash the sinner was well known to him and by no means uncongenial; but
Saltash the saint, not only beloved, but reverenced and enshrined as
such, as something beyond his comprehension! How on earth had he managed
to achieve his sainthood?
CHAPTER IX
THE IDOL
"Well?" said Saltash with quizzical interest. "Where is she? And how is
she getting on?"
It was the Sunday afternoon of his promised visit, a day soft with spring
showers and fleeting sunshine. Maud sat in a basket-chair on the verandah
and regarded him with puzzled eyes. She passed his questions by.
"Charlie," she said, "where does she come from?"
He raised his shoulders expressively. "Where do all women come from--and
why, _chère reine_? It would be such a peaceful planet without them."
He was in a baffling mood, and she knew better than to pursue the subject
under those conditions. She abandoned her effort with a sigh.
"She is not a woman; she is a child, very charming but utterly
irresponsible. She is in the training field just now with Jake and Bunny.
She is a positive delight to Jake. She can do anything with the horses."
"But not such a delight to you?" suggested Saltash shrewdly.
Maud hesitated momentarily. "I love her of course," she said then.
"But--though I have tried to make her feel at ease--I think she is a
little afraid of me--afraid anyhow to be quite natural in my presence."
"But are we any of us that?" protested Saltash. "Are we not all on our
best behaviour in the audience-chamber?"
Maud sighed again. "They are all great pals," she said irrelevantly. "She
and Bunny are terribly reckless. I hope they won't break their necks
before they have done."
"Or their hearts?" suggested Saltash, looking mischievous.
She smiled. "I don't think there is much danger of that, anyhow at
present. She is a positive child, Charlie,--as young as Eileen in many
ways, or perhaps younger. Shall we walk down to the field and look at
them?"
"Your servant, madam!" said Saltash readily.
He was on his feet in an instant, and she realized that he had been
chafing to go since the moment of his arrival.
"You take a great interest in her," she remarked, as they walked along
the terrace.
He made his most appalling grimace. "I have never had an infant to look
after before," he said "And--I have to make my report to Larpent."
"Ah! How is he?" questioned Maud.
He shot her a swift glance. "Is the child anxious?"
"Not in the least. I don't believe she ever thinks about him. She told me
on the first day that she hardly knows him."
Saltash laughed. "How honest of her! Well, he's getting better, but he
won't be well yet. May I leave her in your charge, a while longer?"
"Of course!" Maud said warmly. "I love to have her, and she is a great
help to me too. The children simply worship her, and she is splendid with
them. I believe Eileen will very soon get over her dread of riding."
"Toby can ride?" asked Saltash.
"Oh yes, like a cow-boy. She is amazingly fearless, and never minds a
tumble in the least. She can do the most extraordinary things exactly
like a boy. I am always afraid of her coming to grief, but she never
does."
"Funny little beggar!" said Saltash.
"I am quite sure of one thing," pursued Maud. "She never learnt these
things at any school. She tells me she has been to a good many."
"I believe that's true," said Saltash. "I imagine she is fairly quick to
pick up anything, but I haven't known her myself for long."
"She must have picked up a good deal on _The Night Moth_," observed Maud
unexpectedly.
He glanced at her again. "Why do you say that? She was under my
protection--and Larpent's--on _The Night Moth_."
"I know. She idolizes you," Maud smiled at him somewhat dubiously. "But
she must have mixed fairly freely with the crew to have picked up the
really amazing language she sometimes uses."
Saltash's brows worked whimsically. "Some of us have a gift that way," he
remarked. "Your worthy Jake, for instance--"
"Oh, Jake is a reformed character," she interrupted. "He hardly ever lets
himself go now-a-days. And he won't allow it from Bunny. But Toby--Toby
never seems to know the good from the bad."
"Has Jake taken her in hand?" asked Saltash with a chuckle.
"Oh yes. He checks her at every turn. I must say she takes it very
sweetly, even offered to take her meals in her room yesterday when he was
rather down on her. It absolutely disarmed Jake of course. What could he
say?"
"Yes, she's a disarming monkey certainly," agreed Saltash. "But I never
was great on the management and discipline of children. So she knocks
under to the great Jake, does she?"
"Oh, not entirely." Maud laughed a little. "Only this morning they had a
battle. I don't know how it is going to end yet. But--she can be very
firm."
"She never tried any battles with me," said Saltash, with some
complacence.
"No. But then your sense of duty is more elastic than Jake's. You
never--probably--asked her to do anything she didn't want to do."
"Can't remember," said Saltash. "What did Jake want?"
Maud's smile lingered. "You'll laugh of course. But Jake is quite right,
whatever you do. He wanted her to go to church with little Eileen and me
this morning. She's only a child, you know, and he naturally took it for
granted that she was going. We both did. But just at the last moment she
absolutely refused, told him quite frankly that she was--an atheist."
Saltash's laugh had a sound half-mocking, half-exultant. "What said the
worthy Jake to that? Stop! I know what he said. He said. 'You can call
yourself by any fool name you please, but you've got to go to Church
like a respectable citizen if I say so.' Wasn't that it?"
"Something like it," Maud admitted. "How did you know?"
"Oh, I know Jake," said Saltash dryly. "And what happened then? She
refused?"
"Yes, she refused. She was frightened, but she refused. She looked as if
she were going to run away, but in the end Jake went off with her to the
stables saying they would go to-night. They were quite friends when I saw
them again, but she had been crying, poor little thing. I wish I could
help her, but somehow I can't get near enough. Jake seems to understand
her best."
"Wonder if she will give in?" said Saltash.
They were passing through a shrubbery that led to the training-field, and
there came the quick thud of hoofs galloping on short turf as they
approached.
"I don't think there is much doubt about that," Maud said.
Saltash laughed again mockingly. "Oh, we all know Jake is invincible,
virtuous rectitude incarnate. But you can't hammer a girl into submission
like a boy and I rather fancy that Toby is not wholly ignorant of the art
of getting her own way."
"Jake never hammered Bunny," Maud said quietly, "But he manages him
notwithstanding."
They rounded a curve and came upon the gate that led into the field. The
galloping hoofs were close to them. As they reached the corner two riders
flashed past at full speed. One of them--Bunny--lay on his horse's neck,
yelling wild encouragement to his mount. The other,--a slight, childish
figure--was kneeling on the saddle like a small, crouching creature,
perfectly poised and wholly unafraid. As the horse that carried her
dropped to a canter on the hill, she got to her feet with absolute ease,
and stood, arms out and swaying to the animal's motion, till, as they
rounded another curve, she dropped to the saddle again, and passed from
sight, following in Bunny's tracks.
"Quite a pretty exhibition!" remarked Saltash. "Where is Jake?"
Jake himself appeared at the moment riding soberly, mounted on his
favourite horse, The Hundredth Chance. He greeted Saltash with a smile
and jumped to the ground to join them at the gate.
"They'll be round again directly. Just riding off their spirits," he
explained in his easy drawl. "You motored over, my lord?"
Saltash nodded with a touch of impatience. He was watching with restless
eyes for the reappearance of the girl on horseback. She had not seen him
at the gate, yet somehow his arrogance rebelled at the fact that she
had passed him by.
Jake stood with The Hundredth Chance nuzzling against him. He did not
trouble himself to make conversation; that was not his way. He also
waited for the reappearance of the riders.
They came, riding side by side and jesting with careless _camaraderie_.
Toby's face was delicately flushed. The fair head had no covering. She
was dressed and looked exactly like a boy.
At sight of Saltash standing by the gate her whole attitude changed. She
uttered a queer sound, half-whoop, half-sob, and flung herself out of the
saddle. In a moment she had reached him, was hanging to his arm in mute
greeting, everything else in the world forgotten. It was pathetically
like the re-union of a lost dog to its master.
Saltash's ugly face softened miraculously at her action. The jest died on
his lips. "Why, Nonette!" he said. "Nonette!"
She strangled another sob. Her face was burning, quivering, appealing, no
longer the face of a boy. "I thought you'd forgotten to come," she said.
"What? Was I expected to lunch?" said Saltash. "Ah! Was that why you
wouldn't go to church?"
Toby looked up, desperately smiling. "It may have been--partly. But I
never do go. Do you?"
"Not often," said Saltash. "I might if I stayed here. There's no knowing.
You'll be pleased to hear your daddy is better. He's coming down to the
Castle to convalesce. And when he's done that, I'm going to have a
party--a coming-out party--for you."
"For me!" Toby gasped, staring at him with scared blue eyes. "I hope you
won't, sir," she said.
He laughed back at her, his brows working mischievously. "_Mais pourquoi
pas, mignonne?_ You are old enough. Maud will come and be hostess, won't
you, Maud? You shall have Jake too for a watch-dog, if you want him.
After that, you shall be presented at Court, when you've learnt to
curtsey prettily instead of turning somersaults. You must let your hair
grow, Nonette, and leave off wearing breeks. You've got to be a credit to
me."
"Oh, damn!" said Toby in dismay. "I mean--oh, bother!"
"Yes, it's a good thing you mean only that, isn't it?" laughed Saltash.
"If you go on wearing those masculine things much longer, you'll have
Jake punching your head for little slips of that kind. He's getting
mighty particular, I'm told."
"Not afraid of Jake!" said Toby, casting a swift look at her host.
Jake was lighting his pipe. His face wore a faint smile. He was holding
Toby's animal as well as his own. "Aren't you going to ride again?" he
said.
"No," said Toby.
"Oh, come on!" Bunny pushed his horse forward without dismounting. "Glad
to see you, Charlie, but we must have one more gallop. Come on, Toby! Be
a sport!"
But Toby, still holding Saltash's sleeve, would not so much as look at
him. "Not coming," she said tersely.
Saltash laughed. Bunny coloured suddenly and hotly. "Oh, all right!" he
said, and, wheeling his horse, rode away.
"Now you've hurt his little feelings," observed Saltash.
"Who cares?" said Toby, and nestled closer, till with his sudden reckless
grin he thrust an arm about her shoulders.
"I'll tell you what it is, Nonette. You're getting spoilt all round.
Something will have to be done. Shall I take her away, Jake?"
"And bring me back when I'm good?" put in Toby eagerly.
He laughed and pinched her ear. "I shall want to keep you myself--when
you're good. I haven't yet found anyone to sew on buttons like you do.
No, _ma chère_, you'll have to stay and be caned for your sins. Jake is
a better schoolmaster than I am, being so eminently virtuous himself. I
hope you do cane her, Jake. I'm sure she needs it."
"No," Jake said, preparing to mount again. "I haven't tried that at
present."
Toby watched him a little wistfully as he moved away, leading her horse.
"I am trying to be good," she said. "He knows that."
"Yes, she's trying hard," Maud said very kindly. "Jake and I are going to
be proud of her some day."
Saltash's brows twisted humorously. "I wonder," he said. And then again
lightly he laughed. "Don't get too good, Nonette! I can't rise to it."
She turned swiftly, looking up into the derisive face above her with open
adoration in her own. "You!" she said. "You!"
"Well, what about me?" he said.
She coloured very deeply. "Nothing, sir, nothing! Only--you're so great!"
He flicked her cheek, grimacing hideously. "Is that your pretty way of
telling me I'm the biggest rotter you ever met?"
"Oh, no!" said Toby quickly and earnestly. "Oh no! I think you are--a
king. If--if anyone could make me believe in God, you could."
She spoke with a sincerity that held a hint of passion. The grimace
flicked out of Saltash's face like a picture from a screen. For a moment
he had the blank look of a man who has been hit, he knows not where. Then
with lightning swiftness, his eyes went to Maud. "You hear that?" he
said, almost on a note of challenge. "Why don't you laugh?"
She met his look with absolute steadfastness. There was a certain pity in
her own. "Because," she said with great gentleness, "I believe that it is
true."
In the silence that followed she waited for his own laugh of mockery and
did not hear it. The odd eyes comprehended her, and passed her by, fell
abruptly to Toby and dwelt upon her with a whimsical tenderness.
"I always said you were a little ass, didn't I, Toby?" he said.
And Toby turned with an apologetic murmur and softly kissed his hand.
CHAPTER X
RESOLUTIONS
Toby went to church that Sunday evening with great propriety, Saltash
having departed, taking Bunny with him to spend the evening at
Burchester. Her behaviour was a model of decorum throughout, but
returning she begged Jake for a cigarette as a reward of virtue.
"It'll keep me good for hours," she assured him.
And Jake, who yearned for a smoke himself, could not find it in his heart
to refuse.
"Don't overdo it, that's all!" he said. "Young Bunny is always at it, and
it's very bad for him."
"Oh, I've got heaps more sense than Bunny," said Toby, with lofty
assurance.
She smoked the cigarette with delicate appreciation though Jake's tobacco
was by no means suited to a feminine palate, and they returned at peace
with all the world.
Maud, who had been watching for them somewhat anxiously, saw with relief
that her fears were groundless. Toby's serene countenance told her that
all was well. No, she had not hated it so very badly after all. It was
nothing to make a fuss about anyhow. She would go again if Jake liked.
She seemed in fact mildly amused by the idea that he could be so easily
pleased, and asked him later with her chin in the air if there were any
other odd jobs he would like her to perform.
But when Maud presently went to the piano, she came and sat on a low
chair near her and listened in absolute stillness while she played. They
were alone, and Maud played on and on, almost forgetful of her silent
companion, suffering her fingers to wander in unison with her thoughts.
All her life music had been her great joy and solace. She was not a
brilliant musician as was Saltash, but she had the gift of so steeping
herself in music that she could at times thereby express that which
otherwise would have been unutterable--the hidden emotions of her soul.
Nearly an hour had passed thus before she remembered the silent little
figure behind her, and then it was with a swift sense of compunction that
she took her hands from the keys and turned.
"Toby dear, how boring this must be for you! Are you asleep? Why, child,
what is it?"
With a start she saw that Toby's fair head was bowed upon her arms in an
attitude of the most hopeless, the most bitter, despair.
She made a convulsive movement at the sound of Maud's voice, and in a
moment lifted a white, strained face. "I am just a little tired, that's
all," she said in a voice that quivered in spite of her. "Please go on
playing! I like it."
Maud got up with quiet decision and went to her, but Toby was on her feet
before she reached her. She stood with that look of a small, frightened
animal so characteristic of her, her two hands nervously locked together.
Maud took her gently by the arm. "Shall we sit down and talk?" she said.
Toby yielded as it were involuntarily to the quiet touch. In her plain
white blouse with the sailor collar she looked a mere child--a piteous,
shy child.
Maud drew her down upon the sofa. All the mother in her went out to the
forlorn little creature, yet for the moment she hesitated, as one afraid
to strike a wrong note.
Toby was trembling a little and that fact decided her. She put a
comforting arm about her.
"Do you know I am wondering how to make you happy?" she said.
Toby choked back a sob. "You are very kind, and I am stupid--stupid. I
will try to be happy. I will really."
Maud began to draw her gently nearer, but Toby surprised her by a sudden
passionate movement and slipped down on to the floor, hiding her face
against her.
"I'm not fit--to speak to you!" she said in a vehement, strangled
whisper. "I'm so bad--so bad. And I do--so--want to be good."
"My dear, dear child!" Maud said very tenderly.
Toby fought with herself for a space, her thin arms tightly clasping
Maud's knees. At last, forcing back her distress she lifted her head.
"I'm so dreadfully sorry. Don't let it upset you! Don't--tell Jake!"
"You are quite safe with me, dear," Maud assured her. "But can't I help
you?"
She knew even as she asked the question that Toby was not prepared to
give her full confidence, and her own reserve shrank from asking for it.
Toby looked up at her with quivering lips. "Oh, you are good!" she said.
"I want to be good--like you. But--I don't feel as if I ever shall be."
Maud laid a very gentle hand upon the blue-veined forehead. "I think
goodness is only comparative at the best of times, dear," she said. "I
don't feel that I am specially good. If I seem so to you, it is probably
because my life holds very few temptations to be anything else."
"Ah!" Toby said, with a quick sigh. "And do you think people ought to be
made to suffer for--for things they can't help?"
Maud shook her head. "I am afraid it often happens, dear."
"And yet you believe in God," Toby said.
"Yes, I believe in God." With quiet reverence Maud made answer. "And I am
quite sure, Toby--quite, quite sure--that He never holds people
responsible for the things they can't help."
"Then why--" began Toby restlessly.
Maud interrupted her. "No, no. Don't ask why! The world is as God made
it. 'We are His workmanship.' Let Him do with us as He will!"
Toby's hands clenched. A frown that was curiously unchildlike drew the
wide forehead. "Are we to be quite passive then? Just--slaves?"
"No," Maud said. "Servants--not slaves. There is a big difference. And
every one of us--every one of us--has God's work to do in the world."
"And you think that bad people,--like me--can do anything?" said Toby.
Maud smiled a little. "Toby dear, I am quite sure that your work is
waiting for you."
"Don't know where I'm going to begin," said Toby, with another sigh.
"My dear, you have begun." Maud's hand smoothed the fair hair. "Do you
think I don't know how hard you try?"
Toby's eyes filled with quick tears. "But is it any good trying? Shall I
ever get away from--from--" She broke off with a nervous, upward glance.
"Shall I ever do more than begin?" she substituted rather piteously.
"My dear, yes." Very quietly, with absolute decision, Maud made answer.
"You are young--too young to be hampered by anything that is past. You
have your life before you, and--to a very great extent--you can make of
it what you will. There is no need--believe me, there is no need--to look
back. There is only time enough for the present. Just keep on trying!
Make the very best you can of it! And you will find the future will come
out all right."
"Will it?" said Toby rather dubiously.
Maud bent and kissed her. "Certainly it will, dear. Never doubt it! It
may not be the future we plan for ourselves, but it will be the very best
possible if we keep on doing our best with the present."
"Thank you," Toby murmured gratefully. "And you really think--you do
really think--the past doesn't matter?"
Maud was silent for a few moments. The thought of Saltash was in her
mind, his jesting evasions, his air of careless proprietorship. What was
the thing in this child's past that she desired so earnestly to put away?
She wondered if she ought to ask, but she could not.
A slight terror ran through the small, supplicating figure at her knee,
and quick pity banished doubt. "I think it is entirely in our own hands,
dear," she said gently. "The past can always be left behind if we work
hard enough."
"Oh, thank you," Toby said again, and gathering Maud's hands
impulsively into her own she kissed them. "I'm going to work very hard,"
she said. "You'll help me, I know. I've got to--to leave off turning
somersaults--and learn to--curtsey."
She sent a shy smile into Maud's face, and almost in spite of herself
Maud answered it. There was something oddly appealing, irresistibly
attractive, about the child. She was so young and ardent, yet so
pathetically anxious to please.
"Of course I will help you," she said. "I will always help you, my dear."
And Toby, emboldened, thrust warm arms about her neck, and held her
close.
CHAPTER XI
THE BUTTERFLY
The perfect rose of a June sunset was slanting through the fir-woods of
Burchester Park, making the red trunks glow. At the end of a long grass
ride the new moon dipped to the west, a silver boat uptilted in a green
transparent sea. A very great stillness lay upon all things--the eventide
quiet of a summer day.
The dull thudding of a horse's hoofs along the ride scarcely seemed to
break that magic silence. A frightened rabbit scurrying to cover made no
sound at all. Somewhere a long way off a cuckoo was calling, tenderly,
persistently. Somewhere near at hand a blackbird was warbling to his
mate. But it all went into the enchanted silence, blending with the hush
of the coming night. The man who rode the horse was conscious only of the
peace of his surroundings. He doffed his cap to the moon in mock
reverence, and carried it in his hand.
He came to the end of the ride and checked his animal on the brow of a
steep descent. The park lay below him wrapped in mystery. On another
slope a full mile away stood the Castle, ancient battlemented, starkly
splendid, one westward-facing window burning as with fire. He sat
motionless for a space, gazing across at it, his face a curious mask of
conjecture and regret.
Finally, with great suddenness, he lifted his hand and smote his horse
sharply on the flank. In a moment he was being precipitated at a headlong
gallop down the hill. He went like the wind, and the enchanted wood
was left behind.
Riding up the further slope to the Castle a few minutes later, he was
hailed from behind and reined in to look back. A long-legged figure
detached itself from a clump of trees that shadowed the bailiff's house
and came racing in pursuit.
"Hi! Charlie! Don't be in such a deuce of a hurry! I'm going your way."
Saltash waited, not too patiently. "My good chap, you're dressed and I'm
not! I shall be late for my guests."
"What's it matter?" scoffed Bunny breathlessly, reaching his side. "Maud
and Jake don't count, and Toby is only a kid. I don't suppose she's ever
been out to dine before."
"She's old enough to begin," remarked Saltash, pushing on at a walk.
"Well, she is beginning," said Bunny, with a grin as he strode beside
him. "You haven't seen her for some weeks, have you? You'll see a
difference, and so will her father."
"How?" said Saltash briefly.
Bunny's grin became more pronounced. "Oh, it's chiefly clothes. Maud is
rather clever in that line, you know. I haven't seen a great deal of her
lately. She's generally scampering round on horseback with Jake. But
once or twice--with Maud--I've seen her look quite demure. She's really
getting almost good-looking," he added dispassionately.
Saltash flung a swift look downwards. "Don't you approve?"
Bunny shrugged his shoulders. "I don't see enough of her to care either
way. She's still a kid, you know,--quite a kid."
Saltash dropped the subject abruptly. "You're liking your job all right?"
"Rather!" Bunny made instant and enthusiastic reply. "It's just the sort
of thing I was made for. Old Bishop's a brick. We're getting quite fond
of one another."
"Sort of life you enjoy?" questioned Saltash.
"Oh, rather! I've always thought I'd like to manage a big estate. Wish
I'd got one of my own."
"All right. I'll adopt you," laughed Saltash. "You shall be the son of my
old age."
"Oh, don't be an ass!" protested Bunny. "Why on earth don't you get
married?"
Saltash's brows twisted wryly. "Afraid I've lived too long, _mon cher_.
If I had married your sister in the long ago, things might have been
vastly different. As it is, I see no prospect of changing my state. Think
it matters?"
"Well, it's rather a shame to let a good name die out," maintained Bunny.
"And of course it's rot to talk like that about Maud. You can't pretend
to have stayed in love with her all these years. There must have been
heaps of others since then."
"No, I'm not pretending," said Saltash. "As you say, there have
been--heaps of others." He made an odd gesture towards the western sky
behind him. "There are always--heaps of stars, Bunny; but there's never
more than one moon."
"Rot!" said Bunny.
"It is, isn't it?" said Saltash, and laughed with brief derision. "Well,
I must get on. You can do the receiving if I'm late. Tell them I've been
in town and only got back at mid-day! You needn't bother about Larpent.
I'll see to him."
He flicked his horse's neck and was off with the words.
Bunny, striding after, watched him ride swiftly up the slope till the
fir-trees of the avenue hid him from view.
"Queer fish!" he murmured to himself. "Very queer fish!"
He entered the Castle a little later by the great stone hall and found it
lighted from end to end as if in preparation for a reception. He had
known the place for years, but it always struck him afresh with its
magnificence. It looked like a palace of kings. There were some beautiful
pieces of statuary both in marble and bronze, and upon each of these a
shaded light shone.
At the end of the hall a wide oak staircase that branched mid-way led to
an oak gallery that ran round three sides of the hall, and where it
divided a high door stood open, showing a lighted room beyond. Bunny left
his coat with the silent-stepping butler and went straight up the
shallow stairs.
He entered the stately apartment at the top expecting to find it empty.
It was the drawing-room--a vast and lofty chamber with satin-covered
walls, superbly furnished with old French furniture in royal blue velvet
and gilt. There was a further room beyond, but Bunny did not pursue his
way thither, for a man in evening-dress turned suddenly from one of the
great southward-facing windows and moved to meet him.
He was a gaunt man with a trim beard and the eyes of the sea-farer, and
he walked with a slight roll as if accustomed to pitching decks.
"Sir Bernard Brian?" he said.
Bunny held out his hand. "You're Captain Larpent, of course. I wonder
we've never met before. I've heard of you often enough. Sorry you had
such bad luck with _The Night Moth."_
"Oh, damnable luck!" said the sailor gloomily.
"Still you came out of it alive," said Bunny consolingly. "And your
daughter too. Things might have been worse."
Larpent grunted. "Think so?"
"She does anyway," said Bunny, with a grin.
Larpent grunted again. "Shipboard is not the place for a girl," he
remarked.
"Toby seems more at home on horseback than anywhere else," said Bunny.
Larpent gave him a keen look. "Oh, she still goes by that name, does
she?" he said.
"What do you call her?" said Bunny.
Larpent snapped his fingers curtly.
"Does she come for that?" asked Bunny.
"Usually," said Larpent.
"Then she's more docile than I thought she was," commented Bunny.
Larpent said nothing. He propped himself against the high mantelpiece and
stared morosely out before him to the pine-clad slopes of the park.
"How you must hate being ashore!" said Bunny.
"Why do you say that?" Larpent scarcely removed his moody gaze.
"You look as if you did." There was a hint of chaff in Bunny's voice. He
surveyed the gaunt man with humorous interest, seated on one of the gilt
chairs with his hands clasped round his knee. "I suppose Saltash will buy
another yacht, won't he?"
Larpent's eyes came definitely down to him, grimly contemptuous. "Do you
also suppose that would be the same thing?" he said.
Bunny flushed a little, but he accepted the rebuff with a good grace. "I
don't know, sir. You see, I've never been the captain of a yacht."
Larpent's hard visage relaxed a little. He resumed his contemplation of
the distant pine-woods in silence.
Bunny got up whistling and began to stroll about the room. He was never
still for long. He was not very familiar with the state reception-rooms
of Burchester Castle and he found plenty to interest him.
Several minutes passed, and he had almost forgotten the silent man who
leaned against the fire-place, when suddenly Larpent came out of his
melancholy reverie and spoke.
"How long has the child been with these Boltons?"
Bunny paused at the further end of the room. "Let's see! It must be some
time now--practically ever since the wreck. It must be about six weeks.
Yes; she came just before I left to take on this job--the week of the
Graydown Meetings." Bunny's eyes kindled at the memory. "We had some
sport the day she came, I remember; quite a little flutter. In fact we
soared so high that I thought we were going to create a sensation, and
then"--Bunny whistled dramatically--"down we came with a rush, and I was
broke!" He began to laugh. "It's rather a shame to tell you, isn't it?
But you won't give me away? We've never done it since."
"I shan't give anyone away," said Larpent grimly.
"Good! You're a sport, I can see."
The genuine appreciation in Bunny's voice brought an icy glimmer of
amusement to the elder man's eyes, but he made no verbal comment.
Again a silence fell, and Bunny came strolling back, a smile on his
handsome boyish face.
"Fine place this," he remarked presently. "It's a pity Saltash is here so
little. He only comes about three times a year, and then only for a
couple of nights at a time. There's heaps of game in the woods and no one
to shoot it."
"He probably knows his own business best," remarked Larpent.
"Oh, probably. But the place is wasted on him for all that." Bunny spoke
with a frown. "Why on earth he doesn't marry and settle down I can't
think. Can't you persuade him to?"
"No," said Larpent quite definitely.
Bunny glanced at him. "I don't know why not. I know he's considered to
have gone the pace a bit, but after all he's no worse than a hundred
others. Why the devil shouldn't he marry?"
Larpent shrugged his shoulders. "Don't ask me!" he said.
"Well, he ought to," maintained Bunny. "If you have any influence with
him, you ought to persuade him to."
"I haven't," said Larpent.
Bunny flung away impatiently. "It's a confounded shame--a gorgeous family
place like this and no one but servants to live in it!"
"It is, isn't it?" gibed Saltash, unexpectedly entering from the further
door. "Large enough for fifty wives, eh, Bunny? Well, as I said before,
you get married and I'll adopt you. It'll save me a lot of trouble.
You're so keen on recommending the marriage medicine to other people. Try
it yourself, and see how you like it!"
He walked straight down the long room with the words, passing both
Larpent and Bunny on his way, pausing by neither. "I like to hear you two
discussing my case," he jested. "You, Bunny, who have never had the great
disease, and Larpent who has never got over it!"
He approached the open door that led out upon the great staircase, the
jest still on his lips and the laughter in his eyes. He reached it and
stretched out both hands with a fine gesture of greeting.
"Welcome to my poor hovel!" he said. "Madam, I kneel at your feet."
A clear high laugh answered him from below, and both of his companions
turned sharply at the sound.
A figure in white, girlish, fresh as the morning, sprang suddenly into
view. Her eager face had the delicate flush of a wild rose. The hair
clustered about her temples in tender ringlets of gold. Her eyes, blue
and shining, gave her the look of a child just awakened from happy
sleep--a child that expects to be lifted up and kissed.
"By--Jove!" murmured Bunny under his breath, staring openly. "By--Jove!"
And these words failed him. He had never been so astounded in his life.
This girl--this funny little Toby with the sharp features and pointed
chin, the girl-urchin with whom he had chaffed and played--was actually a
beauty, and till that amazing moment he had not realized the fact.
As he went forward to greet her, he saw that Larpent was staring also,
and he chuckled inwardly at the sight. Decidedly it must be a worse shock
for Larpent than it was for himself, he reflected. For at least he had
seen her in the chrysalis stage, though most certainly he had never
expected this wonderful butterfly to emerge.
Maud, of course, was the witch who had worked the marvellous
transformation, Maud with her tender mother-wisdom that divined so much.
He looked at her now, and wondered as he met her smile if she fully
realized what she had done.
Across the wonder came Saltash's quizzing voice--"_Mais, Nonette,
Nonette_, you are a vision for the gods!"
And a curious hot pang that was like a physical stab went through Bunny.
How dared Charlie use that caressing tone to her--as though she were a
mere ordinary woman to be trifled with and cajoled? He had never
disapproved of Saltash before, but for that moment he almost hated him.
She was too young, too sweet, too--different--to be treated thus.
And then he was standing close to her, and Saltash, laughing, pushed him
forward. "Do you know this fellow, _ma chère_?"
The wide blue eyes came up to his with a pleased smile of comradeship.
"Why, it's Bunny!" the clear voice said. "I'm so glad you're here too--in
this ogre's castle."
Her hand gave his a little confiding squeeze, and Bunny's fingers gripped
in answer. He realized suddenly that she was nervous, and all the ready
chivalry of his nature rose up to protect her. For a moment or two he
kept her hand close in his own.
Then Saltash airily took it from him. "Come!" he said lightly. "Here is
someone else you ought to know!"
He wheeled her round with the words. She came face to face with Larpent.
There was an instant of dead silence, then Toby uttered a little
quivering laugh.
"Hullo--Captain!" she said
"Hullo!" said Larpent, paused a moment, then abruptly took her by the
chin, and, stooping, touched the wide brow with his lips. "All right?" he
asked gruffly.
Toby gave a little gasp; she seemed to be trembling. But in a second she
laughed again, with more assurance. "Yes, all right, captain," she said.
"I--I--I'm glad to see you again. You all right too?"
Bunny, looking on, made the abrupt discovery that Larpent also was
embarrassed. It was Saltash who answered for him, covering the moment's
awkwardness with the innate ease of manner which never seemed to desert
him.
"Of course he's all right. Don't you worry about him! We're going to buy
him another boat as soon as the insurance Company have done talking.
Maud, this is my captain, the finest yachtsman you've ever met and my
very good friend."
He threw his merry, dare-devil glance at Larpent as he made the
introduction, and turned immediately to Jake.
"You two ought to get on all right. He disapproves of me almost as
strongly as you do, and--like you--he endures me, he knows not
wherefore!"
Jake's red-brown eyes held a smile that made his rugged face look kindly
as he made reply. "Maybe we both have the sense to spot a winner when we
see one, my lord."
Saltash's brows went up derisively. "And maybe you'll both lose good
money on the gamble before you've done."
"I think not," said Jake, in his steady drawl. "I've known many a worse
starter than you get home on the straight."
Saltash laughed aloud, and Toby turned with flushed cheeks and lifted
eyes, alight and ardent, to her hero's face.
Saltash's glance flashed round to her, the monkeyish grin still about his
mouth, and from her to Bunny who stood behind. He did not speak for a
moment. Then: "No; you've never known a worse starter, Jake," he said;
"and if I do get home on the straight it will be thanks to you."
Very curiously from that moment Bunny found his brief resentment dead.
CHAPTER XII
THE OGRE'S CASTLE
"Let's go out into the garden!" said Bunny urgently.
Dinner was over, and Maud and Saltash were at the piano at the far end of
the great room. Jake and Larpent were smoking in silent companionship at
a comfortable distance. Toby, who had been very quiet the whole evening,
sat silently apart in a low chair with her hands clasped about her knees.
Bunny alone was restless.
She lifted her eyes to him as he prowled near her, and they held a hint
of mischief. At his murmured words she rose.
"You'd like to?" he questioned.
She nodded. "Of course; love it. You know the way. You lead!"
Bunny needed no second bidding. He went straight to the tall door and
held it open for her. Toby, very slim and girlish in her white raiment,
cocked her chin and walked out in state. But the moment they were alone
she turned upon him a face brimful of laughter.
"Oh, now we can enjoy ourselves! I've been feeling so proper all the
evening. Quick! Where shall we go?"
"Into the garden," said Bunny. "Or wait! Come up on to the battlements!
It's ripping up there."
She thrust her hand eagerly into his. "I shall love that. Which way do we
go?"
"Through the music-room," said Bunny.
He caught and held her hand. They ran up one of the wide stairways that
branched north and south to the Gallery. Saltash's music followed them
from the drawing-room as they went. He was playing a haunting Spanish
love-song, and Toby shivered and quickened her pace.
They reached another oak door which Bunny opened, drawing her impetuously
forward. "This is Charlie's own particular sanctum. Rather a ripping
place, isn't it? He's got a secret den that leads somewhere out of it,
but no one knows how to get in."
He led her over a polished oak floor into a long, almost empty apartment
with turreted windows at each end, and a grand piano near one of them
that shone darkly in the shaded lamplight. Underfoot were Persian rugs,
exquisite of tint and rich of texture. Two or three deep divans completed
the furniture of the room giving it a look of Eastern magnificence that
strangely lured the senses.
"Rather like a harem I always think," said Bunny, pausing to look round.
"There's an Arabian Nights sort of flavour about it that rather gets hold
of one. Why? You're shivering! Surely you're not cold!"
"No, I'm not cold," said Toby. "But I don't like this place. It's creepy.
Let's go!"
But Bunny lingered. "What's the matter with it? It's luxurious enough.
I've always rather liked coming in here."
Toby made a small but vehement gesture of protest. "Then you like horrid
things," she said. "There's no air in here;--only--only--scent."
Bunny sniffed. "Well, it's quite subtle anyhow; not enough to upset
anybody. Rather a seductive perfume, what?"
She surprised him by stamping in sudden fury upon the bare floor.
"It's beastly! It's hateful! How can you like it? It--it--it's bad!
It's--damnable!"
Bunny stared at her. "Well, Charlie designed it anyway. It's the one
corner in the whole Castle that is individually his. What on earth is
there that you don't like about it?"
"Everything--everything!" declared Toby passionately. "I don't want to
stay here another minute. Show me the way out!"
She spoke with such imperiousness that Bunny judged it best to comply. He
showed her a door in the eastern wall that was draped by a heavy red
curtain.
"You can get up on to the ramparts that way. But wait a minute while I
find the switch! What are you running away from? There isn't a bogey-man
anywhere."
Toby drew in her breath sharply with a nervous glance over her shoulder.
"I think it's a dreadful place," she said. "I want to get out into the
air."
Bunny opened the door, and a dark passage gaped before them. "This looks
much more eerie," he observed, feeling about for a switch. "Do you really
like this better?"
"Much better," said Toby, going boldly into the darkness.
"Don't believe there is a switch," said Bunny, striking a match. "No,
there isn't! How beastly medieval! Look here! Wait while I go and get an
electric torch!"
"No, no! Let's feel our way! I'm sure we can," urged Toby. "Come on!
It'll be fun. Shut the door!"
The spirit of adventure seized upon Bunny. He let the door swing closed
and caught her hand again.
Toby's delighted chuckle told him that she had fully recovered her
equilibrium. Her fingers twined closely about his own.
"Now we shall have some fun!" she said.
They went forward together for a few yards in total darkness. Then, from
somewhere high above them a faint light filtered through.
"That's on the stairs," said Bunny. "One of those window-slits through
which in the old hospitable days all comers were potted at. Look out how
you go!"
The words were scarcely uttered when they both kicked against the lowest
stair and blundered forward. A squeal of laughter came from Toby. Bunny
said "Damn!" with much heartiness and then laughed also.
"I knew it would be fun," said Toby. "Are you hurt?"
He raised her with a strong young arm. "No, I'm all right. Are you?"
"Yes. I'm loving it. What happens next? Do the stairs wind round and
round till we get to the top?"
"Yes. There are about six hundred of 'em. Feel equal to it?"
"Equal to anything," said Toby promptly. "Let me go first!"
"Why don't I go and get a light?" said Bunny.
"Because you're not to. Because it's heaps more fun without. Besides,
there's lots of light up there. Now then? Are you ready? Come on! Let's
go!"
Indomitable resolution sounded in Toby's voice. She drew herself free
from Bunny's hold, and began to mount.
"You know it's haunted, don't you?" said Bunny cheerily. "A beautiful
lady was once captured and imprisoned in this turret in the dear old days
when everyone did those things. She had to choose between throwing
herself from the battlements and marrying her wicked captor--an ancestor
of Charlie's, by the way. She did the latter and then died of a broken
heart. They always did, you know. Her poor little ghost has wandered up
and down this stair ever since."
"Idiot!" said Toby tersely.
"Who?" said Bunny. "And why?"
"The woman. Why didn't she throw herself over? It would have been much
easier."
"Perhaps she didn't find it so," said Bunny. "And she'd doubtless have
done the haunting stunt even if she had."
"Well, then, why didn't she marry the brute and--and--give him hell?"
said Toby tensely.
Bunny uttered a shout of laughter that echoed and re-echoed up and down
the winding stair.
"Is that what you would have done?"
"I'd have done one or the other," said Toby.
"By Jove, how bloodthirsty you sound!" ejaculated Bunny. "Are you in
earnest by any chance?"
"Yes, I am in earnest." There was a note of bitter challenge in Toby's
reply. "If a woman hasn't the spunk to defend herself, she's better
dead."
"I agree with you there," said Bunny with decision. "But I don't know how
you come to know it."
"Oh, I know a lot of things," said Toby's voice in the darkness, and this
time it sounded oddly cold and desolate as if the stone walls around them
had somehow deadened it.
He put out a hand and touched her, for she seemed in some fashion to have
withdrawn from him, to have become remote as the echoes about them.
"There are heaps of things you don't know anyway," he said. "You're only
a kid after all."
"Think so?" said Toby.
She evaded his hand, flitting up before him towards that grim slit in the
wall through which the dim half-light of the summer night vaguely
entered. Her light figure became visible to him as she reached it. There
came to him a swift memory of the butterfly-beauty that had so astounded
him earlier in the evening.
"No, I don't," he said. "You're past that stage. What on earth has Maud
been doing to you? Do you know when you first came into the drawing-room
tonight I hardly knew you?"
Toby's light laugh came back to him. She was like a white butterfly
flitting before him in the twilight. "I wondered what you'd say. I've
given up jumping rosebushes, and I'm learning to be respectable. It's
rather fun sometimes. Maud is very good to me--and I love Jake, don't
you?"
"Yes, he's a brick; always was," said Bunny enthusiastically. "I'd back
him every time. But, I say. Don't get too respectable, will you? Somehow
it doesn't suit you."
Again he heard her laugh in the darkness--a quick, rather breathless
laugh. "I don't think I'll ever be that," she said. "Do you?"
"I don't know," said Bunny. "But you looked scared to death when you came
in--as if you were mounted on a horse that was much too high for you. I
believe you were afraid of that old daddy of yours."
"I am rather," said Toby. "You see, I don't know him very well. And I'm
not sure he likes me."
"Of course he likes you," said Bunny.
"Why? I don't know why he should."
"Everyone does," said Bunny, with assurance.
"Don't be silly!" said Toby.
They were past the slit in the wall, and were winding upwards now towards
another. Bunny postponed argument, finding he needed all his breath for
the climb. The steps had become narrower and more steeply spiral than
before. His companion mounted so swiftly that he found it difficult to
keep close to her. The ascent seemed endless.
Again they passed a window-slit, and Bunny suddenly awoke to the fact
that the flying figure in front was trying to out-distance him. It came
to him in a flash of intuition. She was daring him, she was fooling him.
Some imp of mischief had entered into her. She was luring him to pursuit;
and like the whirling of a torch in a dark place, the knowledge first
dazzled, and then drew him. All his pulses beat in a swift crescendo.
There was a considerable mixture of Irish deviltry in Bunny Brian's
veins, and anything in the nature of a challenge fired him. He uttered a
wild whoop that filled the eerie place with fearful echoes, and gave
chase.
It was the maddest race he had ever run. Toby fled before him like the
wind, up and up, round and round the winding stair, fleet-footed, almost
as though on wings, leaving him behind. He followed, fiercely determined,
putting forth his utmost strength, sometimes stumbling on the uneven
stairs, yet always leaping onward, urged to wilder effort by the
butterfly elusiveness of his quarry. Once he actually had her within his
reach, and then he stumbled and she was gone. He heard her maddening
laughter as she fled.
The ascent seemed endless. His heart was pumping, but he would not
slacken. She should never triumph over him, this mocking imp, this
butterfly-girl, who from the first had held him with a fascination he
could not fathom. He would make her pay for her audacity. He would teach
her that he was more than a mere butt for her drollery. He would show
her--
A door suddenly banged high above him. He realized that she had reached
the top of the turret and burst out upon the ramparts. A very curious
sensation went through him. It was almost a feeling of fear. She was such
a wild little creature, and her mood was at its maddest. The chill of the
place seemed to wrap him round. He felt as if icy fingers had clutched
his heart.
It was all a joke of course--only a joke! But jokes sometimes ended
disastrously, and Toby--Toby was not an ordinary person. She was either a
featherbrain or a genius. He did not know which. Perhaps there was no
very clear dividing line between the two. She was certainly
extraordinary. He wished he had not accepted her challenge. If he had
refused to follow, she would soon have abandoned her absurd flight
through the darkness.
It was absurd. They had both been absurd to come to this eerie place
without a light. Somehow her disappearance, the clanging of that door,
had sobered him very effectually. He cursed himself for a fool as he
groped his way upwards. The game had gone too far. He ought to have
foreseen.
And then suddenly he blundered into an iron-clamped door and swore again.
Yes, this thing was beyond a joke.
The door resisted him, and he wrestled with it furiously as though it had
been a living thing obstructing his passage.
He had begun to think that she must have bolted it on the outside when
abruptly it yielded to his very forcible persuasion, and he stumbled
headlong forth into the open starlight. He was out upon the ramparts, and
dim wooded park-lands stretched away to the sea before his dazzled eyes.
The first thing that struck him was the emptiness of the place. It seemed
to catch him by the throat. There was something terrible about it.
Behind him the door clanged, and the sound seemed the only sound in all
that wonderful June night. It had a fateful effect in the silence--like
the tolling of a bell. Something echoed to it in his own heart, and he
knew that he was afraid.
Desperately he flung his fear aside and moved forward to the parapet. The
wall was thick, but between the battlements it was only the height of his
knee. Below was depth--sheer depth--stark emptiness.
He looked over and saw the stone terrace dimly lit by the stars far below
him. The gardens were a blur of darkness out of which he vaguely
discerned the glimmer of the lake among its trees.
His heart was beating suffocatingly; he struggled to subdue his panting
breath. She was somewhere close to him of course--of course. But the
zest of the chase had left him. He felt dizzy, frightened, sick. He
tried to raise his voice to call her, and then realized with a start of
self-ridicule that it had failed him. He leaned against the parapet and
resolutely pulled himself together.
Then he went forward and found himself in a stone passage, actually on
the castle wall, between two parapets; the one on his left towering above
the inner portion of the castle with its odd, uneven roofs of stone, the
one on his right still sheer above the terrace--a drop of a hundred feet
or more.
The emptiness and the silence seemed to strike at him with a nebulous
hostility as he went. He had a vague sense of intrusion, of being in a
forbidden place. The blood was no longer hot in his veins. He even
shivered in the warmth of the summer night as he followed the winding
walk between the battlements.
But he was his own master now, and as he moved forward through the
glimmering starlight he called to her:
"Toby! Toby, I say! Come out! I'm not playing."
He felt as if the silence mocked him, and again that icy construction
about the heart made him catch his breath. He put up a hand to his brow
and found it wet.
"Toby!" he cried again, and this time he did not attempt to keep the
urgency out of his voice. "The game's up. Come back!"
She did not answer him, neither did she come; but he had a strong
conviction that she heard. A throb of anger went through him. He strode
forward with decision. He knew that the battlement walk ended on the
north side of the Castle in a blank wall, built centuries before as a
final defence from an invading enemy. Only by scaling this wall could the
eastern portion be approached. He would find her here. She could not
possibly escape. Something of confidence came back to him as he
remembered this. She could not elude him much longer.
He quickened his stride. His face was grim. She had carried the thing too
far, and he would let her know it. He rounded the curve of the castle
wall. He must be close to her now. And then suddenly he stopped dead.
For he heard her mocking laughter, and it came from behind him, from the
turret through which he had gained the ramparts.
He wheeled round with something like violence and began to retrace his
steps. He had never been so baffled before, and he was angry,--hotly
angry.
He rounded the curve once more, and approached the turret. His eyes were
accustomed to the dim half-light, but still he could not see her. Fuming,
he went back the whole distance along the ramparts till he came to the
iron-clamped door that had banged behind him. He put forth an impatient
hand to open it, for it was obvious that she must have eluded him by
hiding behind it, and now she was probably on the stair. And then, very
suddenly, from far behind him, in the direction of the northern wall, he
heard her laugh again.
He swung about in a fury, almost too incensed to be amazed. She had the
wings of a Mercury, it was evident; but he would catch her--he would
catch her now, or perish in the attempt. Once more he traversed the stony
promenade between the double line of battlements, searching each
embrasure as he went.
All the way back to the wall on the north side he pursued his way with
fierce intention, inwardly raging, outwardly calm. He reached the
obstructing wall, and found nothing. The emptiness came all about him
again. The ghostly quiet of the place clung like a tangible veil. She had
evaded him again. He was powerless.
But at that point his wrath suddenly burst into flame, the hotter and the
fiercer for its long restraint. He wheeled in his tracks with furious
finality and abandoned his quest.
His intention was to go straight down by the way he had come and leave
her to play her will-o'-the-wisp game in solitude. It would soon pall
upon her, he was assured; but in any case he would no longer dance to her
piping. She had fooled him to the verge of frenzy.
Again he rounded the curve of the wall and came to the door of the
turret. A great bastion of stone rose beside this, and as he reached it a
small white figure darted forward from its shadow with dainty, butterfly
movements, pulled at the heavy oak door and held it open with an
elaborate gesture for him to pass.
It was a piece of exquisite daring, and with an older man it would have
taken effect. Saltash would have laughed his quizzing, cynical laugh and
accepted his defeat with royal grace. But Bunny was young and vehement
of impulse, and the flame of his anger still scorched his soul with a
heat intolerable. She had baffled him, astounded him, humiliated him, and
his was not a nature to endure such treatment tamely.
He hung on his stride for a single moment, then hotly he turned and
snatched her into his arms.
CHAPTER XIII
THE END OF THE GAME
She cried out sharply as he caught her, and then she struggled and fought
like a mad creature for freedom. But Bunny held her fast. He had been
hard pressed, and now that the strain was over, all the pent passion of
that long stress had escaped beyond control. He held her,--at first as a
boy might hold a comrade who had provoked him to exasperation; then, as
desperately she resisted him, a new element suddenly rushed like fire
through his veins, and he realized burningly, overwhelmingly, that for
the first time in his life he held a woman in his arms.
It came to him like a blinding revelation, and forth-with it seemed to
him that he stepped into a new world. She had tried him too far, had
thrown him off his balance. He was unfit for this further and infinitely
greater provocation. His senses swam. The touch of her intoxicated him as
though he had drunk a potent draught from some goblet of the gods. He
heard himself laugh passionately at her puny effort to resist him and the
next moment she was at his mercy. He was pressing fevered kisses upon her
gasping, quivering lips.
But she fought against him still. Though he kissed her, she would have
none of it. She struck at him, battering him frantically with her hands,
stamping wildly with her feet, till he literally swung her off the
ground, holding her slender body against his breast.
"You little madcap!" he said, with his hot lips against her throat. "How
dare you? Do you think I'd let you go--now?"
The quick passion of his voice or the fiery possession of his hold
arrested her. She suddenly ceased to battle with him, and stiffened in
his grasp as if turned to stone.
"Let me go!" she said tensely.
"I will not," said Bunny.
He was mad with the fever of youth; he held her with a fierce exultation.
There could be no returning now, nor did he wish to return.
"You little wild butterfly!" he said, and kissed the throbbing white
throat again. "I've caught you now and you can't escape."
"You've--had your revenge," Toby flung back gaspingly. "You--you--you're
a skunk if you take any more."
Oddly that sobered him as any protest more feminine would have failed to
do. He set her on her feet, but he held her still.
"I haven't done with you," he said, with a certain doggedness.
"Oh, I know that," she returned very bitterly. "You're like all the men.
You can't play fair. Men don't know how."
That stung him. "Fair or unfair, you've done all the playing so far," he
said. "If you thought I was such a tame fool as to put up with it--well,
that's not my fault."
"No, it's never your fault," said Toby. She made a little vehement
movement to extricate herself, but finding him obdurate, abandoned
the attempt. "You're not a fool, Bunny Brian. You're a beast and a
coward,--there!"
"Be careful!" warned Bunny, his dark eyes gleaming ominously.
But she uttered a laugh of high defiance. "Oh, I'm not afraid of you.
You're not full-grown yet. You're ashamed of yourself already."
He coloured deeply at the taunt, but he maintained his hold upon her.
"All right," he said. "Say I did it all! It doesn't matter how you put
it. The fact remains."
"What fact?" said Toby swiftly.
He clasped her a little closer. "Well,--do you think I'm going to let you
go--after this?"
She caught her breath sharply. "What do you mean? I--I--I don't know what
you mean!"
There was quick agitation in her voice. Again she sought to free herself,
and again he frustrated her. But the violence had gone out of his hold.
There was even a touch of dignity about him as he made reply.
"I mean, you little wild butterfly, that now I've got you, I'm going to
keep you. You'll have to marry me and make the best of me."
"Marry you!" said Toby as one incredulous.
"Yes. What's the matter with the idea? Don't you want to?" Bunny's
good-looking young face came close to hers. He was laughing, but there
was a half-coaxing note in his voice as well.
Toby was silent for a moment. Then: "You're mad!" she said tersely.
"I'm not!" said Bunny. "I'm perfectly serious. Don't you understand that
when this kind of thing gets hold of you, there's no getting away from
it? We can't possibly go back to where we were before--behave as if
nothing had happened. You wouldn't want to, would you?"
There was a hint of pleading in his tone now. Toby made a curious little
gesture that seemed to express a measure of reassurance. But, "I don't
know," she said somewhat dubiously.
"You aren't angry, are you?" said Bunny softly.
She hesitated. "I was."
"Yes, but not now--when you've begun to realize what a jolly thing life
together would be. It isn't as if we'd never met before. We're pals
already."
"Yes; we're pals," said Toby, but still her voice was dubious.
"I say, be a sport!" the boy urged suddenly. "You said you weren't afraid
of me. Don't chuck the best thing in life for want of a little ordinary
courage!"
"What is--the best thing in life?" said Toby.
His hold grew close again, but it remained gentle. "You marry me," he
said, "and I'll show you!"
There was something sublime rather than ridiculous in his assurance. Toby
caught her breath again as if about to laugh, and then quite suddenly,
wholly unexpectedly, she began to cry.
"You poor little darling!" said Bunny.
She leaned her head upon his shoulder, fighting great sobs that
threatened to overwhelm her. It was not often that Toby cried, and this
was no mere child's distress. Indeed there was about it something that
filled her companion with a curious kind of awe. He held her closely
and comfortingly, but for some reason he could not speak to her, could
not even attempt to seek the cause of her trouble. As his sister had done
before him, though almost unconsciously, he sensed a barrier that he
might not pass.
Toby regained her self-command at last, stood for a space in silence, her
face still hidden, then abruptly raised it and uttered a little quivering
laugh.
"You great big silly!" she said. "I'm not going to marry you, so there!
Now let me go!"
Her tone and action put him instantly at his ease. This was the Toby he
knew.
"Yes, you are going to marry me. And I shan't let you go," he said. "So
there!"
She looked him straight in the face. "No, Bunny!" she said, with a little
catch in her breath. "You're a dear to think of it, but it won't do."
"Why not?" demanded Bunny.
She hesitated.
He squeezed her shoulders. "Tell me why not!"
"I don't want to tell you," said Toby.
"You've got to," he said with decision.
In the dimness his eyes looked into hers. A little shiver went through
Toby. "I don't want to," she said again.
"Go on!" commanded Bunny, autocratically.
She turned suddenly and set her hands against his breast. "Well then,
because I'm years and years older than you are--"
"Rot!" interjected Bunny.
"And--I'm not good enough for you!" finished Toby rather tremulously.
"Rats!" said Bunny.
"No, it isn't rats." She contradicted him rather piteously. "You've
turned a silly game into deadly earnest, and you shouldn't--you
shouldn't. I wouldn't have done it if I'd known. It's such a
mistake--it's always such a great mistake--to do that. You say we
can't go back to where we were before, but we can--we can. Let's
try--anyway!"
"We can't," said Bunny with decision. "And there's no reason why we
should. Look here! You don't want to marry anyone else, do you?"
"I don't want to marry at all," said Toby.
He laughed at that. "Darling, of course you'll marry. Come! You might as
well have me first as last. You won't get any other fellow to suit you
half as well. What? Say you'll have me! Come, you've got to. You don't
hate me, do you?"
Again the pleading note was in his voice. She responded to it almost
involuntarily. Her hands slipped upwards to his shoulders.
"But--I'm not good enough," she said again, catching back a sob.
His arms enfolded her, closely and tenderly. "Oh, skip that!" he said. "I
won't listen."
"You--you--you're very silly," murmured Toby, with her head against his
neck.
"No. I'm not. I'm very sensible. Look here, we're engaged now, aren't
we?" said Bunny.
"No--no--we're not!" Her voice came muffled against his coat. "You're not
to think of such a thing for ages and ages and ages."
"Oh, rot!" he said again with impatience. "I hate a waiting
game--especially when there's nothing to wait for. You're not going
to give me the go-by now."
His face was close to her again. She put her hand against his chin and
softly pushed it away. "Bunny!" she said.
"Well, dear?" He stood, not yielding, but suffering her check.
"Bunny!" she said again, speaking with obvious effort. "I've got to say
something. You must listen--just for a minute. Jake,--Jake won't want you
to be engaged to me."
"What?" Bunny started a little, as one who suddenly remembers a thing
forgotten. "Jake!" Then hotly. "What the devil has it got to do with
Jake?"
"Stop!" said Toby. "Jake's quite right. He knows. He--he's older than you
are. You--you--you'd better ask him."
"Ask Jake!" Bunny's wrath exploded. "I'm my own master. I can marry whom
I like. What on earth should I ask Jake for?"
Toby uttered a little sigh. "You needn't if you don't want to. But if
you're wise, you will. He understands. You wouldn't. You see, I've been
to a lot of different schools, Bunny--foreign ones--and I've learnt a
heap of--rather funny things. That's why I'm so much older than you are.
That's why I don't want to get married--as most girls do. I never ought
to marry. I know too much."
"But you'll marry me?" he said swiftly.
"I don't know," she said. "Not anyway yet. If--if you can stick to me for
six months--I--p'raps I'll think about it. But I think you'll come to
your senses long before then, Bunny." A desolate little note of humour
sounded in her voice. "And if you do, you'll be so glad not to have to
throw me over."
"You're talking rot," he interposed.
"No, I'm not. I'm talking sense--ordinary common sense. I wouldn't get
engaged to any man on the strength of what happened to-night. You hadn't
even thought of me in that way when we came up here."
"I'm not so sure of that," said Bunny. "Anyway, the mischief is done now.
And you needn't be afraid I shall throw you over because--" an unexpected
throb came into his voice--"I know now I've simply got to have you."
Toby sighed again. "But if--if I'm not worth waiting for, I'm not worth
having," she said.
"But why wait?" argued Bunny.
"For a hundred reasons. You're not really in love with me for one thing."
Toby spoke with conviction.
"Yes, I am." Stubbornly he contradicted her.
"No, you're not. Listen, Bunny! Love isn't just a passion-flower that
blooms in a single night and then fades. You're too young really to
understand, but I know--I know. Love is more like a vine. It takes a
long while to ripen and come to perfection, and it has a lot to go
through first."
Again a sense of strangeness came to Bunny. Surely this was a grown woman
speaking! This was not the wild little creature he knew. But--perhaps it
was from perversity--her warning only served to strengthen his
determination.
"You can go on arguing till midnight," he said, "you won't convince me.
But look here, if you don't want anyone to know, we'll keep it to
ourselves for a little while. Will that satisfy you? We'll meet and have
some jolly times together in private. Will that make you any happier?"
"We shan't be engaged?" questioned Toby.
"Not if you'll kiss me without," said Bunny generously.
"Oh, I don't mind kissing you--" she lifted her lips at once, "if it
doesn't mean anything."
He stooped swiftly and met them with his own. His kiss was close and
lingering, it held tenderness; and in a moment her arms crept round his
neck and she clung to him as she returned it. He felt a sob run through
her slight frame as he held her though she shed no tears and made no
sound, and he was stirred to a deeper chivalry than he had ever known
before.
"It does mean one thing, darling," he said softly. "It means that we love
each other, doesn't it?"
She did not answer him for a moment; then: "It may mean that,"
she whispered back. "I don't know--very much about--love. No one
ever--really--loved me before."
"I love you," he said. "I love you."
"Thank you," she murmured.
He held her still. "You'll never run away from me again? Promise!"
She shook her head promptly with a faint echo of the elfin laughter that
had so maddened him a little earlier. "No, I won't promise. But I'll show
you where I was hiding if you like. Shall I?"
"All right. Show me!" he said.
She freed herself from him with a little spring, and turned to the stone
buttress against which he had found her. He followed her closely, half
afraid of losing her again, but she did not attempt to elude him.
"See!" she said, with a funny little chuckle. "I found this ledge."
The ledge she indicated was on a level with the parapet and not more than
six inches wide. It ran square with the buttress, which on the outer side
dropped sheer to the terrace.
Bunny looked and turned sick. "You never went along there!" he said.
She laughed again. "Yes, I did. It's quite easy if you slide your feet.
I'll show you."
"You'll do nothing of the sort!" He grabbed her fiercely. "What in
heaven's name were you thinking of? How did you learn to do these
things?"
She did not answer him. "I wanted to tease you," she said lightly. "And I
did it too, didn't I? I pretended I was Andromeda when I got round the
corner, but no Perseus came to save me. Only an angry dragon ramped
about behind."
Bunny stared at her as if he thought her bewitched. "But you were over by
that north wall once. I'll swear you were over there."
"Oh, don't swear!" she said demurely. "It's so wrong. I wasn't there
really. I only sent my voice that way to frighten you."
"Good heavens!" gasped Bunny.
She laughed again with gay _insouciance_. "Haven't I given you a splendid
evening's entertainment? Well, it's all over now, and the curtain's down.
Let's go!"
She turned with her hand in his and led him back to the turret-door.
Reaching it, he sought to detain her. "You'll never do it again?
Promise--promise!"
"I won't promise anything," she said lightly.
"Ah, but you must!" he insisted. "Toby, you might have killed yourself."
Her laugh suddenly had a mocking sound. "Oh, no! I shall never kill
myself on Lord Saltash's premises," she said.
"Why do you say that?" questioned Bunny.
"Because--_que voulez-vous_?--he would want me neither dead nor alive,"
she made reckless answer.
"A good thing too!" declared Bunny stoutly.
The echoes of Toby's laughter as she went down the chill, dark stairway
had an eerie quality that sent an odd shiver through his heart. Somehow
it made him think of the unquiet spirit that was said to haunt the
place--a spirit that wandered alone--always alone--in the utter
desolation.
PART III
CHAPTER I
THE VIRTUOUS HERO
"How long is this absurd farce to go on?" said Larpent.
"Aren't you enjoying yourself?" grinned Saltash.
Larpent looked sardonic.
Saltash took up the whisky decanter. "My worthy buccaneer, you don't know
when you're lucky. If I had a reputation like yours--" He broke off,
still grinning. "Well, it's no use crying over spilt milk, is it? Let's
spill some whisky instead! Say when!"
Larpent watched him, frowning. "Thanks! That's enough. I should like an
answer to my question if you've no objection. How long is this practical
joke going to last?"
Saltash turned and looked upon him with a calculating eye. "I really
don't know what's troubling you," he remarked. "You've got everything in
your favour. I'd change places with you with all the pleasure in the
world if circumstances permitted."
"That isn't the point, is it?" said Larpent.
"No? What is the point?" Saltash turned again to the whisky decanter.
"Well, you've got me into a damn' hole, and I want to know how you're
going to get me out again." Larpent's voice was gruff and surly; he
stared into his tumbler without drinking.
Saltash chuckled to himself with mischievous amusement. "My dear chap, I
can't get you out. That's just it. I want you to stay there."
Larpent muttered deeply and inarticulately, and began to drink.
Saltash turned round, glass in hand, and sat down on the edge of the
high, cushioned fender. "I really don't think you are greatly to be
pitied," he remarked lightly. "The child will soon be married and off
your hands."
"Oh, that's the idea, is it?" said Larpent. "Who's going to marry her?
Young Brian?"
"Don't you approve?" said Saltash.
"I don't think it'll come off," said Larpent with decision.
"Why not?" An odd light flickered in the younger man's eyes for an
instant. "Are you going to refuse your consent?"
"I?" Larpent shrugged his shoulders. "Are you going to give yours?"
Saltash made an elaborate gesture. "I shall bestow my blessing with both
hands."
Larpent looked at him fixedly for a few seconds. "You're a very wonderful
man, my lord," he remarked drily at length.
Saltash laughed. "Have you only just discovered that?"
Larpent drained his tumbler gravely and put it down. "All the same, I
don't believe it will come off," he said.
Saltash moved impatiently. "You always were an unbeliever. But anyone can
see they were made for each other. Of course it will come off."
"You want it to come off?" asked Larpent.
"It is my intention that it shall," said Saltash royally.
"You're playing providence in the girl's interest. Is that it?" Again
Larpent's eyes, shrewd and far-seeing, were fixed upon him. They held a
glint of humour. "It's a tricky job, my lord. You'll wish you hadn't
before you've done."
"Think so?" said Saltash.
"If you haven't begun to already," said Larpent.
Saltash looked down at him with a comical twist of the eyebrows. "You're
very analytical to-night. What's the matter?"
"Nothing," said Larpent bluntly. "Except that you're making a mistake."
"Indeed?" For a moment Saltash's look was haughty; then he began to smile
again. "I see you're burning to give your advice," he said tolerantly.
"Fire away, if it does you any good!"
Larpent's eyes, very steady under their fair, bushy brows, were still
unwaveringly upon him. "No, I don't presume to give you advice," he said.
"But I'll tell you something which you may or may not know. That young
woman you have so kindly bestowed upon me as a daughter worships the
ground you tread on, and--that being the case--she isn't very likely to
make a dazzling success of it if she marries young Bernard Brian."
He ceased to speak, and simultaneously Saltash jerked himself to his feet
with a short French oath that sounded like the snarl of an angry animal.
He went across to the windows that were thrown wide to the summer night
and stood before one of them with his head flung back in the attitude of
one who challenges the universe.
Larpent lay back in his chair with the air of a man who has said his say.
He did not even glance towards his companion, and there followed a
considerable pause before either of them spoke again.
Abruptly at length Saltash wheeled.
"Larpent!" There was something of a whip-lash quality about his voice;
it seemed to cut the silence. "Why the devil do you tell me this? Can't
you see that it's the very thing I'm guarding against? Young Bunny is
the best remedy she could take for a disease of that kind. And after
all,--she's only a child."
"Do you say that for your own benefit or for mine?" said Larpent, without
turning his head.
"What do you mean?" Savagely Saltash flung the question, but the man in
the chair remained unmoved.
"You know quite well what I mean," he said. "You know that it isn't
true."
"What isn't true?" Saltash came swiftly back across the room, moving as
if goaded. He took his tumbler from the mantel-piece and drank the
contents almost at a gulp. "Go on!" he said, with his back to Larpent.
"May as well finish now you've begun. What isn't true?"
Larpent lounged in his chair and watched him, absolutely unmoved.
"When a thing is actually in existence--an accomplished fact--it's rather
futile to talk of guarding against it," he said, in his brief,
unsympathetic voice. "You've been extraordinarily generous to the imp,
and it isn't surprising that she should be extraordinarily grateful. She
wouldn't be human if she weren't. But when it comes to handing her on to
another fellow--well, she may consent, but it won't be because she wants
to, but because it's the only thing left. She knows well enough by this
time that what she really wants is out of her reach."
Again Saltash made a fierce movement, but he did not turn or speak.
Larpent took out his pipe and began to fill it. "You've been too good a
friend to her," he went on somewhat grimly, "and you're not made of the
right stuff for that sort of thing. I'm sorry for the kid because she's a
bit of a pagan too, and it's hard to have to embrace respectability
whether you want to or not."
"Oh, damn!" Saltash exclaimed, suddenly and violently. "What more could
any man have done? What the devil are you driving at?"
He turned upon Larpent almost menacingly, and found the steady eyes,
still with that icy glint of humour in them, unflinchingly awaiting his
challenge.
"You want to get married," the sailor said imperturbably. "Why in the
name of all the stars of destiny don't you marry her? She may not have
the blue blood in her veins, but blood isn't everything, and you've got
enough for two. And it's my opinion you'd find her considerably easier to
please than some--less strict in her views too, which is always an
advantage to a man of your varying moods."
Saltash's laugh had a curious jarring sound as of something broken. "Oh,
you think that would be a suitable arrangement, do you? And how long do
you think I should stick to her? How long would it be before she ran
away?"
"I never speculate so far as you are concerned," said Larpent, shaking
the tobacco back into his pouch with care.
"You think it wouldn't matter, perhaps?" gibed Saltash. "My royal house
is so inured to scandal that no one would expect anything else?"
"I don't think she is the sort to run away," said Larpent quietly. "And
I'm pretty sure of one thing. You could hold her if you tried."
"An ideal arrangement!" sneered Saltash. "And I should then settle down
to a godly, righteous, and sober life, I suppose? Is that the idea?"
"You said it," observed Larpent, pushing his pipe into his mouth.
Saltash lodged one foot on the high fender, and stared at it. The sneer
died out of his face and the old look, half mischievous, half melancholy,
took its pace. "I haven't--seriously--contemplated marriage for eight
years," he said, his mouth twitching a little as with a smile suppressed.
"Not since the day I tried to steal Maud Brian away from Jake--and
failed--rather signally. I don't think I've ever done anything quite so
low down since."
Larpent lighted his pipe with grave attention. "A good thing for you both
that you did fail!" he observed.
"Think so?" Saltash glanced at him. "Why?"
"She isn't the woman for you." Larpent spoke with the absolute conviction
of one who knows. "She has too many ideals. Now this sprat you caught at
Valrosa--has none."
"Not so sure of that," said Saltash.
"Well, no illusions anyway." There was a hint of compassion in Larpent's
voice. "It wasn't because she trusted you that she put herself under your
protection. She didn't trust you. She simply chucked herself at you with
her eyes open. Like Jonah's whale, you were the only shelter within
reach. I'd wager a substantial sum that she's never had any illusions
about you. But if you held up your little finger she'd come to you. She's
your property, and it isn't in her to do anything else, let her down as
often as you will."
Saltash made an excruciating grimace. "My good fellow, spare me!
That's just where the shoe pinches. I've broken faith with her already.
But--damnation!--what else could I do? I didn't choose the part of
virtuous hero. It was thrust upon me. The gods are making sport of me. I
am lost in a labyrinth of virtue, and horribly--most horribly--sick of
it. I nearly broke through once, but the wreck pulled me up, and when I
recovered from that, I was more hopelessly lost than before."
"So you are not enjoying it either!" remarked Larpent, with the glimmer
of a smile. "But you don't seem to have let her down very far."
Saltash brought his foot down with a bang. "I swore I'd keep her with me.
I meant--oh, God knows what I meant to do. I didn't do it anyway. I broke
my oath and I made her go, and she never uttered a word of reproach--not
one word! Do you think I'll let her ruin herself by marrying me after
that? Like Jonah's whale I've managed to throw her up on to dry land, and
if she gets swamped again, it won't be my fault."
He began to laugh again suddenly and cynically--the bitter laugh of a man
who hides his soul; and Larpent leaned back in his chair again, as if he
recognized that the discussion was over.
"I don't suppose anyone will blame you for it," he said.
"No one will have the chance," said Saltash.