The moon was coming up. This was past a joke, past clever wiles. The lass

must be blate to think he’d wait for her till moonrise. She must set high

store by herself to think he’d cool his heels for two hours waiting for

a kiss of hers. Did she think that James Minty of Skillymarnoe was sore

put-to to get a lass to meet him at gloaming? Thought she that? What had

she to command her that she set such value on herself? Little that _he_

could see. Nothing for looks, and never a penny to her name. Was he going

to sit till he took root waiting for such a lass?

No, he was but waiting to let her see how little store he set on any

kiss of hers. He’d make her rue this high-handed work. He had set down

higher-headed wenches than Sally Ann MacIntosh. When she came, he would

kiss her light-like, and he’d talk a while cheerily, then he’d say

canty[27] and smiling at her, “Weel, my lass, it’s gettin’ late. I maun

be gaun’ back to Skilly.” And he would be forgetful to kiss her good

night, but very friendly with it all for fear she thought that he was

vexed. And when next he saw her he would call her “Miss MacIntosh” as if

naught had been between them.

But she wasn’t coming, that was clear. How could he lower her pride for

her if she didn’t come near him? He’d go after her. Just at first it

would give her more reason for her pridefulness, but the higher he made

her think of herself, the greater would be her down-come when he passed

her by.

Sally Ann was braiding her hair with troubled fingers when she heard

a light tap upon the small window that opened upon the roof of the

peat-shed. Her heart told her who it was, and she hurriedly snuffed

out the candles, fearing that he could see her as she sat there in her

nainsook night-gown with the frilled cuffs.

But how could he come without a sound? How climb the roof without her

brother hearing?

The tapping again! How dare he knock so loudly? How could he be so bold?

Her fingers danced about the dressing table in a frenzy. She was afraid,

but wildly happy. “Fairly batterin’ down the hoose t’ get me,” her heart

sang. Oh, that this should happen to _her_. And then she saw his face

against the window-pane, a white wedge in the moonlight. He was raising

the sash. Her heart broke into panic. What should she do? Should she call

her mother?

The Gype was propping the sash with his shoulder. There was just room for

his arm and face in the narrow opening of the window.

“Sally Ann,” he whispered, searching for her in the dark room. “Come

here.”

“I canna,” she whispered back at him, but left the chair and came a

little way toward him.

“Come here,” he said again as she paused timidly.

“I canna,” she answered, coming nearer as she spoke.

“Come and kneel by me,” he commanded.

“I canna,” she said softly, but came and knelt by the window so that her

face was level with his.

“Noo ye’ll gie me a kiss, Sally Ann MacIntosh,” he said, catching hold of

her.

“I canna,” she gasped. How sweet was the tumult in her heart!

“Ye _will_.”

“No, I canna,” she faltered, praying that he would insist.

“It would be a sore pity t’ wake yer puir sick brother,” he whispered

mockingly. “A sore pity, but there’s a loose slate by my foot, and down

it goes unless ye kiss me this minute.”

“Oh!”

“It would be ill done t’ wake him, puir lad,” sighed the Gype.

“No, dinna,” she begged.

“Weel, I’m waitin’.” He thrust his gleaming face through the opening.

“Then I maun do it,” said Sally Ann, more to assure herself than him.

“First put yer arms about my neck,” he ordered.

“I canna.” But her arms trembled to obey.

“Down goes the slate then,” he threatened.

Her arms flew up in obedience. Oh, how bold she was. How bold, but how

happy.

“Kiss me!”

“I canna,” she said, and kissed him eagerly.

“Again an’ longer,” he ordered.

“I canna,” kissing him as she spoke.

“Na, dinna stop,” he said, as she drew back. “Ye’ll hae t’ keep on wi’

the kissin’, for I’m sorely tempted t’ kick down the slate.”

“Oh!” Surely this was Paradise.

“I’m sorry for ye, Sally Ann,” he commiserated. “It’s a sore trial t’ hae

t’ kiss me.”

“It’s no’ a trial,” she whispered shyly.

“Is it no’?” His voice was eager, and then he was vexed at his eagerness.

He was there to lay low her pride. This was the time that he should go

away and leave her. Leave her lightsomely, and then, when next they met,

greet her as if naught had ever been between them.

But it would be well, and nothing more than just, to let her tell why she

had broken the tryst. So he’d sound her out on that.

“I’m thinkin’ ye hate me for my impudence,” he ventured.

“I dinna hate ye,” she said softly, a timid hand reaching up to his

crinkling hair.

“Then why did ye no’ meet me?”

“I couldna.”

“Fine story, _that_,” he cried scornfully. “Nae lass ever missed a tryst

t’ please her mither.”

Sally Ann could not answer. How could she say all that was in her breast?

How tell him that her feet were not brave enough to go to him? Go to him?

Oh, no, her heart was too faint with her unworthiness. Sally Ann had no

words to tell him this.

The Gype brooded upon her silence. “She didna wish t’ cheapen hersel’ by

meeting me at the first askin’,” he told himself. Here was a lass who was

not minded to melt in his mouth like a ripe berry at the first tasting.

Here was a lass that would take some reaching for. And she was right. His

mother had always said: “A worthy bride’s no’ easy won.” She had been a

wise woman, his mother.

But he was thinking of Sally Ann as a bride? Oh, no, but there was no

harm admiring a lass that held herself high. He wondered what she thought

of him, and longed for some reassurance, some word to show that she did

not quite despise him.

“Ye dinna hate me, Sally Ann?”

She shook her head.

“Yer no’ angry that I made ye kiss me?”

She shook her head again.

“Will ye let me kiss ye, Sally Ann?”

She nodded shyly and turned her face to his. And then he knew that there

was nothing sweeter than to lie there on the slated roof in the moonlight

with Sally Ann’s timorous arms about his neck, and her breath, fragrant

as the air from new milk, upon his face. He knew that there was nothing

dearer than the warmth of her lips upon his, and the gentle flutter of

her breast.

And so throughout the months of sweetbrier roses, and well into

berry-picking time, he sought Sally Ann by stealth upon the roof or in

the gloaming along the Bracken Lane. And on market days, when Mistress

MacIntosh was well occupied, he would venture into the kitchen for a

hasty kiss. But he had never said a word of marriage to Sally Ann, and

though at times she saw herself riding to the kirk in Skillymarnoe’s

phæton behind the dappled grays, she would push the picture away from

her, not daring to look upon its brightness. Nor did she grieve at

the thought that it might never be, but rather she held her happiness

breathlessly, as one might hold a gleaming bubble with spread fingers.

It was the evening of “Stookie Sunday” and the Gype had been to the kirk

to pray for drought to dry the grain, for this was the only occasion

when he put any faith in the Lord. He had hoped to overtake Sally Ann in

the Bracken Lane, but she was not at the kirk, and neither was Mistress

MacIntosh. This was more than unusual, it came nigh to being alarming,

and the Gype made sure that some mishap had come to young Sandy. So it

was with little caution that he sought Sally Ann in the kitchen.

“Yer brother?” he asked as he entered the door.

“Na,” said Sally Ann, understanding him. “It was the hens.”

“The hens?”

“Aye. They’re crop-bound. We fed them wi’ the oats left frae decoratin’

the kirk. My mither thinks it’s a visitation frae the Lord for stintin’

Him. We hae operated on sax o’ them wi’ Sandy’s razor. Five are doin’

fine, but this ane’s like t’ pass awa’!”

She put the basket with the drooping Black Minorca hen upon the table.

The Gype inspected it, fingering its faded comb soberly.

“Tell yer mither t’ put a drop o’ oil t’ keep the feathers frae stickin’.”

“Aye, she’s done that. Ye’d better awa’,” Sally Ann advised. “My mither’s

only at the hen hoose.”

“Come down the lane, then.”

“Na, I couldna an’ leave the hens.”

“Hens or no hens, I’ll no’ leave without a kiss.” He pressed her close,

and held her all the closer as she struggled, begging him to mind her

mother.

And then it was too late. Mistress MacIntosh stood in the doorway, a

wilting hen under either arm, her face as red as the combs upon their

heads.

“Fine work this on a Sabbath day! Fine wanton’s work! Standin’ there

haverin’ wi’ the scum o’ the earth while a hen worth eighteen pence is

like t’ pass awa’. Lord pity me that I brought the like o’ ye into the

world, ye wanton limmer.”

“Nae more o’ that!” cried the Gype. “Ye’ll no’ call wife o’ mine a wanton

limmer.”

“Wife o’ _yours_,” screamed Mistress MacIntosh derisively.

“Aye, just that,” said the Gype with furious calm. “Sally Ann, come wi’

me.”

“No’ a foot,” cried her mother. “Oot o’ my hoose, ye worthless prodigal,

afore I hae my sick laddie rise frae his bed t’ throw ye oot.”

“Sally Ann,” said the Gype, “I maun go for Sandy’s sake. Meet me in the

lane.”

“Niver!” cried Mistress MacIntosh.

“The lass has a tongue o’ her ain,” the Gype reminded her scathingly as

he went.

Sally Ann faced her mother, trembling, but there was something of new

strength in her blue eyes.

“Dinna glower at me,” cried her mother. “Tak’ yer sinful face oot o’ my

sight. Up t’ yer room, ye worthless besom!”

“I canna, mither, I maun meet him,” said Sally Ann in a voice so quiet

with certainty that Mistress MacIntosh floundered, incredulous.

“Ye defy yer ain mither? Oh, that I should live t’ see this day!” She set

the hens down hurriedly, not caring how they flopped helplessly on the

floor, and clutched the front of her bodice, gasping as she did when her

sinking spells were upon her.

Sally Ann regarded her with troubled eyes, but made no move toward her.

“Dinna hae a sinkin’ spell, mither,” she advised, “for I maun leave ye.”

“Devil tak’ my glib tongue,” thought the Gype as he went striding down

the lane. “What call had I t’ go proposin’ marriage? I’m no’ hankerin’

t’ be tied faster than a ram at shearin’ time. Forby that the lass never

looked for it. Never so much as said, ‘It maun be lonesome for ye at

Skillymarnoe.’ Never so much as mentioned that a hoose is na a hame

without a woman in it. Never even tried t’ sew a button or mend a sock

for me.”

No, he couldn’t blame the lass. She was not one to snare a lad with wiles

and glances. But it was not too late. He could pull in his horns again,

blame his hasty speech upon her mother, and keep away from Sally Ann.

Never see her again, that would be best.

Never see Sally Ann again? What havering was this? How could he live

without seeing Sally Ann? What would he do without her kisses at

gloaming? What could he do without her gentle glances? It was for Sally

Ann he hurried through the day with lightsome singing. It was for Sally

Ann he had painted the barn. How could he live without Sally Ann?

He looked yearningly along the lane. Why didn’t she come? He could not

bear this waiting. His heart was harried with the need to hold her. How

could she loiter so?

And then he saw her coming, her feet falling daintily upon the

moss-dappled path. How could she take such care in coming? How dally so?

He could not bear the space between them any longer, and so he ran to

meet her, stumbling in his eagerness, his face strained with the pain of

his need.

“Oh, Sally Ann,” he cried, sweeping her within his grasp. “I canna wait.

Say ye’ll have me. I ken I should hae asked ye afore. I ken I should hae

asked ye different—Sally Ann!”

Sally Ann could not speak. She was full of shame that she had ever

doubted him. He had meant this from the first! He had been courting her

for marriage, and she had thought he held her lightly. She had given

him her kisses while she had doubted him. Oh, he must never know. He

must never know what a wanton heart was in her breast. She was so poor a

thing, how could he love her so? And from the full tide of her humility,

she cried, “How can ye want me for a wife, that none has ever sought

before?”

And the Gype replied—for this answer had come to him many times as he

wondered at his love for her: “It takes a man o’ taste t’ appreciate ye,

Sally Ann.”

And she was happy, not seeing that half the compliment was for himself.

THE END

FOOTNOTES

[1] A close-frilled cap.

[2] Without strength, worthless.

[3] Ask, particularly ask in marriage; proposal.

[4] One who rents a small portion of a farm from the farmer and gives his

services in exchange. The cotter’s wife also assists in the farm kitchen

and in the fields at harvest time, so a cotter’s wife must be strong.

[5] Field daisy.

[6] Very.

[7] Worthless, impudent girl.

[8] Every.

[9] A built in box for holding peats.

[10] Infant.

[11] Man.

[12] Scarecrow.

[13] A corruption of Geck, a term of derision, applied especially to one

who puts on airs.

[14] High hat.

[15] Something requiring careful attention, like a newly hatched chicken

under which a board is placed to keep its feet off the damp ground.

[16] Pinched, thin.

[17] Trunk.

[18] Worry.

[19] Witch-body, applied to anything that doesn’t use human reasoning.

[20] Nonsense, flattery.

[21] Careful, cautious, quiet.

[22] Off the straight, wrong, oblique.

[23] Shirt, vest.

[24] Broom made of heather.

[25] Dull-witted.

[26] Cry.

[27] Cheery.

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