CHAPTER XXXIII.

THE time until six o'clock, the meeting-hour of the Board, was not

spent by Mr. Markland in solitary thought. He visited, during that

period, three of the principal men interested in the business, and

gleaned from them their views in regard to the late startling

intelligence. Most of them seemed utterly confounded, and no two had

arrived at the same conclusion as to what was best to be done.

Nearly all were inclined to credit fully the report of Lyon's having

failed to pay the last three instalments on the Company's land, and

they denounced him bitterly. These conferences had the effect of

extinguishing all hope in the breast of Mr. Markland. Even if the

half of what he feared were true, he was hopelessly ruined.

At the hour of meeting, Markland assembled with the New York members

of the Company, and two from Boston, who had been summoned on the

day previous by telegraph. The last communications received by Mr.

Fenwick were again read, and the intelligence they brought discussed

with more of passion than judgment. Some proposed deferring all

action until further news came; while others were for sending out an

agent, with full powers, immediately. To this latter view the

majority inclined. "If it be true," suggested Markland, "that

the--Government has threatened to seize upon our property if the

three instalments were not paid on the first of the present month,

every thing may now be in its hands."

"Lyon would hardly let it come to that," said another, "He has in

his possession the means of preventing such a catastrophe, by paying

over one of the instalments, and thus gaining time."

"Time for what?" was asked. "If he mean to enrich himself at our

expense, he can do it best now. He is too shrewd not to understand

that; if a question of his integrity arises, his further power to

reach our funds is gone."

"But he does not know that we have information of the unpaid

instalments."

"And that information may come from one who has an interest in

ruining him," said another.

"You may think so, gentlemen," said Mr. Fenwick, coolly, "but I will

stake my life on the unwavering faith of my correspondent in all he

alleges. Moreover, he is not the man to make a communication of such

serious import lightly. He knows the facts, or he would not affirm

them. My advice is to send out an agent immediately."

"For what purpose?" was inquired.

"To ascertain the true position of affairs; and if our property have

really been seized by the--Government, to take steps for its

release."

"More funds will be required," said one of the Company.

"We cannot, of course, send out an agent empty-handed," was replied.

"Depletion must stop, so far as I am concerned," was the firm

response of one individual. "I will throw no more good money after

bad. If you send out an agent, gentlemen, don't call on me to bear a

part of the expense."

"You are not, surely, prepared to abandon every thing at this

point," said another.

"I am prepared to wait for further news, before I let one more

dollar leave my pocket; and I will wait," was answered.

"And so will I," added another.

Two parties were gradually formed; one in favour of sending out an

agent forthwith, and the other decided in their purpose not to risk

another dollar until more certain information was received. This was

the aspect of affairs when the Board adjourned to meet again on the

next evening.

The result of this conference tended in no degree to calm the fears

of Mr. Markland. How gladly would he now give up all interest in the

splendid enterprise which had so captivated his imagination, if he

could do so at the expense of one-half of his fortune!

"If I could save only a small part of the wreck!" he said to

himself, as he paced the floor of his room at the hotel. It was far

past the hour of midnight, but no sleep weighed upon his eyelids.

"Even sufficient," he added, in a sad voice, "to keep in possession

our beautiful home. As for myself, I can go back into busy life

again. I am yet in the prime of manhood, and can tread safely and

successfully the old and yet unforgotten ways to prosperity. Toil

will be nothing to me, so the home-nest remain undisturbed, and my

beloved ones suffer not through my blindness and folly."

A new thought came into his mind. His investments in the enterprise,

now in such jeopardy, reached the sum of nearly one hundred thousand

dollars. The greater part of this had been actually paid in. His

notes and endorsements made up the balance.

"I will sell out for twenty-five cents in the dollar," said he.

There was a feeble ray of light in his mind, as the thought of

selling out his entire interest in the business, at a most desperate

sacrifice, grew more and more distinct. One or two members of the

Board of Direction had, during the evening's discussion, expressed

strong doubts as to the truth of the charge brought against Mr.

Lyon. The flooding of the shaft was not, they thought, unlikely, and

it might, seriously delay operations; but they were unwilling to

believe affairs to be in the hopeless condition some were disposed

to think. Here was a straw at which the drowning man caught. He

would call upon one of these individuals in the morning, and offer

his whole interest at a tempting reduction. Relieved at this

thought, Mr. Markland could retire for the night; and he even slept

soundly. On awaking in the morning, the conclusion of the previous

night was reviewed. There were some natural regrets at the thought

of giving up, by a single act, three-fourths of his whole fortune;

but, like the mariner whose ship was sinking, there was no time to

hesitate on the question of sacrificing the rich cargo.

"Yes--yes," he said within himself, "I will be content with

certainty. Suspense like the present is not to be endured."

And so he made preparations to call upon a certain broker in Wall

street, who had expressed most confidence in Lyon, and offer to sell

him out his whole interest. He had taken breakfast, and was about

leaving the hotel, when, in passing the reading-room, it occurred to

him to glance over the morning papers. So he stepped in for that

purpose.

Almost the first thing that arrested his attention was the

announcement of an arrival, and news from Central America. "BURSTING

OF A MAGNIFICENT BUBBLE--FLIGHT OF A DEFAULTING AGENT."--were the

next words that startled him. He read on:

"The Government of--has seized upon all that immense tract of

land, reported to be so rich in mineral wealth, which was granted

some two years ago to the--Company. A confidential agent of this

company, to whom, it is reported, immense sums of money were

intrusted, and who failed to pay over the amounts due on the

purchase, has disappeared, and, it is thought, passed over to the

Pacific. He is believed to have defrauded the company out of nearly

half a million of dollars."

"So dies a splendid scheme," was the editorial remark in the New

York paper. "Certain parties in this city are largely interested in

the Company, and have made investments of several hundred thousand

dollars. More than one of these, it is thought, will be ruined by

the catastrophe. Another lesson to the too eager and over-credulous

money-seeker! They will not receive a very large share of public

sympathy."

Mr. Markland read to the end, and then staggered back into a chair,

where he remained for many minutes, before he had the will or

strength to rise. He then went forth hastily, and repaired to the

office of Mr. Fenwick. Several members of the Company, who had seen

the announcement in the morning papers, were there, some pale with

consternation, and some strongly excited. The agent had not yet

arrived. The clerk in the office could answer no questions

satisfactorily. He had not seen Mr. Fenwick since the evening

previous.

"Have his letters yet arrived?" was inquired by one.

"He always takes them from the post-office himself," answered the

clerk.

"What is his usual hour for coming to his office in the morning?"

"He is generally here by this time--often much earlier."

These interrogations, addressed to the clerk by one of those

present, excited doubts and questions in the minds of others.

"It is rather singular that he should be absent at this particular

time," said Markland, giving indirect expression to his own

intruding suspicions.

"It is very singular," said another. "He is the medium of

information from the theatre of our operations, and, above all

things, should not be out of the way now."

"Where does he live?" was inquired of the clerk.

"At No.--, Fourteenth street."

"Will you get into a stage and ride up there?"

"If you desire it, gentlemen," replied the young man; "though it is

hardly probable that I will find him there at this hour. If you wait

a little while longer, he will no doubt be in."

The door opened, and two more of the parties interested in this

bursting bubble arrived.

"Where is Fenwick?" was eagerly asked.

"Not to be found," answered one, abruptly, and with a broader

meaning in his tones than any words had yet expressed.

"He hasn't disappeared, also!"

Fearful eyes looked into blank faces at this exclamation.

"Gentlemen," said the clerk, with considerable firmness of manner,

"language like this must not be used here. It impeaches the

character of a man whose life has thus far been above reproach.

Whatever is said here, remember, is said in his ears, and he will

soon be among you to make his own response."

The manner in which this was uttered repressed, for a time, further

remarks reflecting on the integrity of the agent. But, after the

lapse of nearly an hour, his continued absence was again referred

to, and in more decided language than before.

"Will you do us one favour?" said Mr. Markland, on whose mind

suspense was sitting like a nightmare. He spoke to the clerk, who,

by this time, was himself growing restless.

"Any thing you desire, if it is in my power," was answered.

"Will you go down to the post-office, and inquire if Mr. Fenwick has

received his letters this morning?"

"Certainly, I will." And the clerk went on the errand without a

moment's delay.

"Mr. Fenwick received his letters over two hours ago," said the

young man, on his return. He looked disappointed and perplexed.

"And you know nothing of him?" was said.

"Nothing, gentlemen, I do assure you. His absence is to me

altogether inexplicable."

"Where's Fenwick?" was now asked, in an imperative voice, by a new

comer.

"Not been seen this morning," replied Markland.

"Another act in this tragedy! Gone, I suppose, to join his

accomplice on the Pacific coast, and share his plunder," said the

man, passionately.

"You are using very strong language, sir!" suggested one.

"Not stronger than the case justifies. For my own assurance, I sent

out a secret agent, and I have my first letter from him this

morning. He arrived just in time to see our splendid schemes

dissolve in smoke. Lyon is a swindler, Fenwick an accomplice, and we

a parcel of easy fools. The published intelligence we have to-day is

no darker than the truth. The bubble burst by the unexpected seizure

of our lands, implements, and improvements, by the--Government. It

contained nothing but air! Fenwick and Lyon had just played one of

their reserved cards--it had something to do with the flooding of a

shaft, which would delay results, and require more capital--when the

impatient grantors of the land foreclosed every thing. From the hour

this catastrophe became certain, Lyon was no more seen. He was fully

prepared for the emergency."

In confirmation of this, letters giving the minutest particulars

were shown, thus corroborating the worst, and extinguishing the

feeblest rays of hope.

All was too true. The brilliant bubble had indeed burst, and not the

shadow of a substance remained. When satisfied of this beyond all

doubt, Markland, on whose mind suffering had produced a temporary

stupor, sought his room at the hotel, and remained there for several

days, so hopeless, weak, and undecided, that he seemed almost on the

verge of mental imbecility. How could he return home and communicate

the dreadful intelligence to his family? How could he say to them,

that, for his transgressions, they must go forth from their

beautiful Eden?

"No--no!" he exclaimed, wringing his hands in anguish. "I can never

tell them this! I can never look into their faces! Never! never!"

The moment had come, and the tempter was at his ear. There was,

first, the remote suggestion of self-banishment in some distant

land, where the rebuking presence of his injured family could never

haunt him. But he felt that a life in this world, apart from them,

would be worse than death.

"I am mocked! I am cursed!" he exclaimed, bitterly.

The tempter was stealthily doing his work.

"Oh! what a vain struggle is this life! What a fitful fever! Would

that it were over, and I at rest!"

The tempter was leading his thoughts at will.

"How can I meet my wronged family? How can I look my friends in the

face? I shall be to the world only a thing of pity or reproach. Can

I bear this? No--no--I cannot--I cannot!"

Magnified by the tempter, the consequence looked appalling. He felt

that he had not strength to meet it--that all of manhood would be

crushed out of him.

"What then?" He spoke the words almost aloud, and held his breath,

as if for answer.

"A moment, and all will be over!"

It was the voice of the tempter.

Markland buried his face in his hands, and sat for a long time as

motionless as if sleep had obscured his senses; and all that time a

fearful debate was going on in his mind. At last he rose up, changed

in feeling as well as in aspect. His resolution was taken, and a

deep, almost leaden, calmness pervaded his spirit. He had resolved

on self-destruction!

With a strange coolness, the self-doomed man now proceeded to select

the agent of death. He procured a work on poisons, and studied the

effects of different substances, choosing, finally, that which did

the fatal work most quickly and with the slightest pain. This

substance was then procured. But he could not turn forever from

those nearest and dearest, without a parting word.

The day had run almost to a close in these fearful struggles and

fatal preparations; and the twilight was falling, when, exhausted

and in tears, the wretched man folded, with trembling hands, a

letter he had penned to his wife. This done, he threw himself, weak

as a child, upon the bed, and, ere conscious that sleep was stealing

upon him, fell off into slumber.

Sleep! It is the great restorer. For a brief season the order of

life is changed, and the involuntary powers of the mind bear rule in

place of the voluntary. The actual, with all its pains and

pleasures, is for the time annihilated. The pressure of thought and

the fever of emotion are both removed, and the over-taxed spirit is

at rest. Into his most loving guardianship the great Creator of man,

who gave him reason and volition, and the freedom to guide himself,

takes his creature, and, while the image of death is upon him,

gathers about him the Everlasting Arms. He suspends, for a time, the

diseased voluntary life, that he may, through the involuntary,

restore a degree of health, and put the creature he has formed for

happiness in a new condition of mental and moral freedom.

Blessed sleep! Who has not felt and acknowledged thy sweet

influences? Who has not wondered at thy power in the tranquil

waking, after a night that closed around the spirit in what seemed

the darkness of coming despair?

Markland slept; and in his sleep, guided by angels, there came to

him the spirits of his wife and children, clothed in the beauty of

innocence. How lovingly they gathered around him! how sweet were

their words in his ears! how exquisite the thrill awakened by each

tender kiss! Now he was with them in their luxurious home; and now

they were wandering, in charmed intercourse, amid its beautiful

surroundings. Change after change went on; new scenes and new

characters appeared, and yet the life seemed orderly and natural.

Suddenly there came a warning of danger. The sky grew fearfully

dark; fierce lightning burned through the air, and the giant tempest

swept down upon the earth with resistless fury. Next a flood was

upon them. And now he was seized with the instinct of self-preservation,

and in a moment had deserted his helpless family, and was fleeing,

alone to a place of safety. From thence he saw wife and children borne

off by the rush of waters, their white, imploring faces turned to him,

and their hands stretched out for succour. Then all his love returned;

self was forgotten; he would have died to save them. But it was too

late! Even while he looked, they were engulfed and lost.

From such a dream Markland was awakened into conscious life. The

shadowy twilight had been succeeded by darkness. He started up,

confused and affrighted. Some moments passed before his bewildered

thoughts were able to comprehend his real position; and when he did

so, he fell back, with a groan, horror-stricken, upon the bed. The

white faces and imploring hands of his wife and children were still

vividly before him.

"Poor, weak, coward heart!" he at last murmured to himself. "An evil

spirit was thy counsellor. I knew not that so mean and base a

purpose could find admittance there. What! Beggar and disgrace my

wife and children, and then, like a skulking coward, leave them to

bear the evil I had not the courage to face! Edward Markland! Can

this, indeed, be true of thee?"

And the excited man sprang from the bed. A feeble light came in

through the window-panes above the door, and made things dimly

visible. He moved about, for a time, with an uncertain air, and then

rung for a light. The first object that met his eyes, when the

servant brought in a lamp, was a small, unopened package, lying on

the table. He knew its contents. What a strong shudder ran through

his frame! Seizing it the instant the attendant left the room, he

flung it through the open window. Then, sinking on his knees, he

thanked God fervently for a timely deliverance.

The fierce struggle with pride was now over. Weak, humbled, and

softened in feeling almost to tears, Markland sat alone, through the

remainder of that evening, with his thoughts reaching forward into

the future, and seeking to discover the paths in which his feet must

walk. For himself he cared not now. Ah! if the cherished ones could

be saved from the consequences of his folly! If he alone were

destined to move in rough and thorny ways! But there was for them no

escape. The paths in which he moved they must move. The cup he had

made bitter for himself would be bitter for them also.

Wretched man! Into what a great deep of misery had he plunged

himself!

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