I answered that I had.

“There is a story,” he said thoughtfully, “in one of Marryat’s books,

about a beautiful woman who took the form of a wolf at night and

devoured her own children. I wonder what put that idea into Marryat’s

head?”

He pondered for some minutes, and then he cried out for some more

brandy. There was a small bottle of laudanum upon the table, and I

managed, by insisting upon helping him myself, to mix about half a

drachm with the spirits. He drank it off, and sank his head once more

upon the pillow. “Anything better than that,” he groaned. “Death is

better than that. Crime and cruelty; cruelty and crime. Anything is

better than that,” and so on, with the monotonous refrain, until at last

the words became indistinct, his eyelids closed over his weary eyes, and

he sank into a profound slumber. I carried him into his bedroom without

arousing him; and making a couch for myself out of the chairs, I

remained by his side all night.

In the morning Barrington Cowles was in a high fever. For weeks he

lingered between life and death. The highest medical skill of Edinburgh

was called in, and his vigorous constitution slowly got the better of

his disease. I nursed him during this anxious time; but through all his

wild delirium and ravings he never let a word escape him which explained

the mystery connected with Miss Northcott. Sometimes he spoke of her

in the tenderest words and most loving voice. At others he screamed out

that she was a fiend, and stretched out his arms, as if to keep her off.

Several times he cried that he would not sell his soul for a beautiful

face, and then he would moan in a most piteous voice, “But I love her--I

love her for all that; I shall never cease to love her.”

When he came to himself he was an altered man. His severe illness

had emaciated him greatly, but his dark eyes had lost none of their

brightness. They shone out with startling brilliancy from under

his dark, overhanging brows. His manner was eccentric and

variable--sometimes irritable, sometimes recklessly mirthful, but never

natural. He would glance about him in a strange, suspicious manner, like

one who feared something, and yet hardly knew what it was he dreaded. He

never mentioned Miss Northcott’s name--never until that fatal evening of

which I have now to speak.

In an endeavour to break the current of his thoughts by frequent change

of scene, I travelled with him through the highlands of Scotland, and

afterwards down the east coast. In one of these peregrinations of ours

we visited the Isle of May, an island near the mouth of the Firth of

Forth, which, except in the tourist season, is singularly barren and

desolate. Beyond the keeper of the lighthouse there are only one or

two families of poor fisher-folk, who sustain a precarious existence by

their nets, and by the capture of cormorants and solan geese. This grim

spot seemed to have such a fascination for Cowles that we engaged a room

in one of the fishermen’s huts, with the intention of passing a week

or two there. I found it very dull, but the loneliness appeared to be a

relief to my friend’s mind. He lost the look of apprehension which had

become habitual to him, and became something like his old self.

He would wander round the island all day, looking down from the summit

of the great cliffs which gird it round, and watching the long green

waves as they came booming in and burst in a shower of spray over the

rocks beneath.

One night--I think it was our third or fourth on the island--Barrington

Cowles and I went outside the cottage before retiring to rest, to enjoy

a little fresh air, for our room was small, and the rough lamp caused

an unpleasant odour. How well I remember every little circumstance

in connection with that night! It promised to be tempestuous, for the

clouds were piling up in the north-west, and the dark wrack was drifting

across the face of the moon, throwing alternate belts of light and shade

upon the rugged surface of the island and the restless sea beyond.

We were standing talking close by the door of the cottage, and I was

thinking to myself that my friend was more cheerful than he had been

since his illness, when he gave a sudden, sharp cry, and looking round

at him I saw, by the light of the moon, an expression of unutterable

horror come over his features. His eyes became fixed and staring, as

if riveted upon some approaching object, and he extended his long thin

forefinger, which quivered as he pointed.

“Look there!” he cried. “It is she! It is she! You see her there coming

down the side of the brae.” He gripped me convulsively by the wrist as

he spoke. “There she is, coming towards us!”

“Who?” I cried, straining my eyes into the darkness.

“She--Kate--Kate Northcott!” he screamed. “She has come for me. Hold me

fast, old friend. Don’t let me go!”

“Hold up, old man,” I said, clapping him on the shoulder. “Pull yourself

together; you are dreaming; there is nothing to fear.”

“She is gone!” he cried, with a gasp of relief. “No, by heaven! there

she is again, and nearer--coming nearer. She told me she would come for

me, and she keeps her word.”

“Come into the house,” I said. His hand, as I grasped it, was as cold as

ice.

“Ah, I knew it!” he shouted. “There she is, waving her arms. She is

beckoning to me. It is the signal. I must go. I am coming, Kate; I am

coming!”

I threw my arms around him, but he burst from me with superhuman

strength, and dashed into the darkness of the night. I followed him,

calling to him to stop, but he ran the more swiftly. When the moon

shone out between the clouds I could catch a glimpse of his dark figure,

running rapidly in a straight line, as if to reach some definite goal.

It may have been imagination, but it seemed to me that in the flickering

light I could distinguish a vague something in front of him--a

shimmering form which eluded his grasp and led him onwards. I saw his

outlines stand out hard against the sky behind him as he surmounted the

brow of a little hill, then he disappeared, and that was the last ever

seen by mortal eye of Barrington Cowles.

The fishermen and I walked round the island all that night with

lanterns, and examined every nook and corner without seeing a trace

of my poor lost friend. The direction in which he had been running

terminated in a rugged line of jagged cliffs overhanging the sea. At one

place here the edge was somewhat crumbled, and there appeared marks upon

the turf which might have been left by human feet. We lay upon our faces

at this spot, and peered with our lanterns over the edge, looking down

on the boiling surge two hundred feet below. As we lay there, suddenly,

above the beating of the waves and the howling of the wind, there rose

a strange wild screech from the abyss below. The fishermen--a naturally

superstitious race--averred that it was the sound of a woman’s laughter,

and I could hardly persuade them to continue the search. For my own part

I think it may have been the cry of some sea-fowl startled from its nest

by the flash of the lantern. However that may be, I never wish to hear

such a sound again.

And now I have come to the end of the painful duty which I have

undertaken. I have told as plainly and as accurately as I could the

story of the death of John Barrington Cowles, and the train of events

which preceded it. I am aware that to others the sad episode seemed

commonplace enough. Here is the prosaic account which appeared in the

Scotsman a couple of days afterwards:--

“Sad Occurrence on the Isle of May.--The Isle of May has been the scene

of a sad disaster. Mr. John Barrington Cowles, a gentleman well known

in University circles as a most distinguished student, and the present

holder of the Neil Arnott prize for physics, has been recruiting his

health in this quiet retreat. The night before last he suddenly left his

friend, Mr. Robert Armitage, and he has not since been heard of. It

is almost certain that he has met his death by falling over the cliffs

which surround the island. Mr. Cowles’ health has been failing for some

time, partly from over study and partly from worry connected with family

affairs. By his death the University loses one of her most promising

alumni.”

I have nothing more to add to my statement. I have unburdened my mind of

all that I know. I can well conceive that many, after weighing all

that I have said, will see no ground for an accusation against Miss

Northcott. They will say that, because a man of a naturally excitable

disposition says and does wild things, and even eventually commits

self-murder after a sudden and heavy disappointment, there is no reason

why vague charges should be advanced against a young lady. To this,

I answer that they are welcome to their opinion. For my own part, I

ascribe the death of William Prescott, of Archibald Reeves, and of John

Barrington Cowles to this woman with as much confidence as if I had seen

her drive a dagger into their hearts.

You ask me, no doubt, what my own theory is which will explain all these

strange facts. I have none, or, at best, a dim and vague one. That Miss

Northcott possessed extraordinary powers over the minds, and through the

minds over the bodies, of others, I am convinced, as well as that her

instincts were to use this power for base and cruel purposes. That some

even more fiendish and terrible phase of character lay behind this--some

horrible trait which it was necessary for her to reveal before

marriage--is to be inferred from the experience of her three lovers,

while the dreadful nature of the mystery thus revealed can only be

surmised from the fact that the very mention of it drove from her those

who had loved her so passionately. Their subsequent fate was, in my

opinion, the result of her vindictive remembrance of their desertion of

her, and that they were forewarned of it at the time was shown by the

words of both Reeves and Cowles. Above this, I can say nothing. I lay

the facts soberly before the public as they came under my notice. I have

never seen Miss Northcott since, nor do I wish to do so. If by the words

I have written I can save any one human being from the snare of those

bright eyes and that beautiful face, then I can lay down my pen with the

assurance that my poor friend has not died altogether in vain.

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