CHAPTER III

DEAN WOLCOTT sent a dignified and satisfying design for the bridge,

and Ginger had it executed in rough stone brought down from the hills.

When it was finished it was a sincere and lasting thing, and she never

went over it too quickly to rest her eyes on the plate set into the

rock which bore Aleck’s name and the dates of his birth and death, and,

beneath--“From his sister and his friend.”

After a little time the letters had begun to come; long, fluent, vivid

letters; realistic stories of the life he and Aleck had lived together.

Ginger read them with laughter and with tears, and wrote short, shy

answers on cheap stationery. Ordinarily, she would have used the

official ranch paper, with the name at the top--“Dos Pozos, Virginia

Valdés McVeagh, sole proprietor,” and a neat cut of a long-horned steer

at one side and a bucking horse at the other--but she had a dim sense

of what the other Mr. Wolcott’s expression would be when he saw.

Therefore, she used tablet paper and envelopes which did not quite

match; sometimes she used the regular stamped envelopes. Her writing

was unformed and uninteresting; she loathed composing letters and they

sounded and looked as if she did. She had never cared about getting

them, save Aleck’s. The Los Angeles and San Francisco relatives wrote

chiefly to ask if they might come and bring the children for a little

visit with dear Virginia, and grateful bread-and-butter notes after

they had gone home. She liked getting letters now, however; she found

Dean Wolcott’s many-sheeted ones the most enthralling reading she had

ever done. He was steadily gaining weight and strength and poise again,

he told her. In the early summer he began to talk about coming, and

in July he announced that he would arrive at San Luis Obispo on the

twenty-sixth.

Ginger sat a long time with this letter in her hand. Then she went to

the telephone and called up her favorite aunt by long distance, in San

Francisco, and asked if she might come up to her next day and do some

shopping.

Her Aunt Fan was cordial and kind. She was really very fond of Ginger;

fond enough to like having her with her for little visits but not quite

fond enough to visit her on the ranch. Aunt Fan’s idea of the country

was a tiresome geographical division through which you passed on your

way to a city. Besides, it was a place of beguiling cream and broilers

and hot breadstuffs; a place where one invariably and weakly ate too

much.

Now she said that Ginger was to come at once and they’d have a

wonderful time together; she’d been meaning to send for her, anyway.

Ginger took the day train from San Luis Obispo and reached San

Francisco in the evening; this, she knew, was an easier time for her

aunt to meet her than in the morning. Aunt Fan had a taxi waiting and

bundled her delightedly into it.

“Dearie, are you simply _dead_? I told the doctor we might join him at

Tait’s for a little while, to hear the music and-- But I don’t know--”

she broke off, looking at her niece’s costume, and shaking her head.

“My dear child, _where_ did you get that dress?”

It was a one-piece thing in blue serge of ordinary quality, listlessly

trimmed with black braid, and the neck line was just too low and a

good deal too high.

“In San Luis,” said Ginger, meekly. She was always meek with her aunt

on the subject of clothes. “It was only twenty-two fifty.”

“It looks it,” said Aunt Fan, briefly. “And that mal-formed hat, and

light-topped shoes (there hasn’t been a light-topped shoe worn since

the flood!) and brown gloves! _My dear!_” She hailed the chauffeur.

“Straight back to the St. Agnes, please.”

“I bought all these things ages ago,” said Ginger, humble still,

“before I went into mourning. I’ve given all the black stuff to

Manuela. I didn’t think it mattered, just for the train.”

“My child,” said her aunt with solemn and passionate conviction,

“clothes _always_ matter. I wouldn’t be _divorced_ in a dress like

that.” She sighed. “How you, with your Spanish blood, can have so

little sense of line and color-- Oh, I know you look well enough on

the ranch, on a horse--‘Daring Nell, the Cattle Queen’--that sort of

thing, but you can’t ride your horse into restaurants and drawing-rooms

and theaters, and as soon as you dismount you look like the hired

help!” She was heartily angry with her by the time they arrived at the

apartment house. No one could fathom why it had been named the St.

Agnes; it was a good deal more like the Queen of Sheba.

Ginger followed her into Apartment C. It was the first time she had

visited her aunt here, and it struck her that it was like the inside of

a silk-lined and padded candy box _de luxe_; it was a good deal like

Aunt Fan herself.

It began to strike Mrs. Featherstone that her niece was turning the

other cheek with unprecedented docility. “Look here,” she cried,

catching hold of her and turning her face to the light, “let me look at

you. What is it? What’s come over you?” She shook her as ’Rome Ojeda

had shaken her but with less muscular authority. “What do you want

clothes for?”

“Because I have only things like this, and--” she was entirely

unflurried and direct about it--“because Dean Wolcott, Aleck’s friend,

you know, is coming out for a visit.”

Aunt Fan studied her thoughtfully. “When’s he coming?”

“The twenty-sixth--a week from Saturday.”

“Oh, _Lord_!” said her aunt with deep feeling. “How I _do_ detest the

country in July! Well, Manuela’ll simply have to bring me a breakfast

tray, whether she thinks it immoral or not. I will _not_ get up in the

middle of the night.”

“But, Aunt Fan, I didn’t expect you to come.” Ginger was wholly frank

about it.

“My dear girl, I don’t suppose you want me any more than I want to come

and listen to the crickets with their mufflers open all night, but--I

ask you--can you entertain a strange young man, _Boston_, too, isn’t

he?--alone?”

“I don’t see why not,” said her niece, coolly. “He isn’t strange at

all; he was Aleck’s friend.”

“Well, it doesn’t matter whether you see or not,” said Mrs.

Featherstone, crisply. “I’m coming. I suppose I’ll gain eighteen

pounds as I did before. See here, will you promise not to let Ling

make waffles?” Her carefully tinted face broke up suddenly into little

wrinkles of smiles. “There, never mind! I love you if you do weigh a

hundred and ten and eat everything!”

Mrs. Featherstone weighed a hundred and sixty-nine and she ate like

a canary and thought about food most of the time, and her large,

comely face had a chronic expression of wistful yearning. Clergymen

and lecturers and interpreters liked having her in the front row;

they found her intense concentration and her blue-eyed gaze extremely

helpful and inspiring, and they had no way of knowing that she was

thinking raptly to herself-- “If I should go over to the Palace for

lunch and have turkey hash and potatoes _au gratin_ and popovers and a

cup of chocolate, and walk all the way home, _fast_, I don’t believe

I’d gain an _ounce_!”

She was Ginger’s father’s half sister, and she had been twice married.

Her first husband had died and her second had been divorced, but she

was still on very kindly and pleasant terms with him. He gave her a

generous alimony and she was able to live in a smart apartment with a

smart maid and wear the smartest of clothes and she wanted for nothing

in the world except food.

“Here’s your room, dearie,” she said, piloting her niece into a tiny

apricot-colored guest chamber. “I suppose it looks small after the

ranch; you couldn’t rope a steer in it, but it’s large enough, if

you’re not boisterous. You had to sleep on the davenport when I was

at the Livingston, didn’t you? This is no end nicer; it ought to be,

heaven knows, with what I pay for it. Jim voluntarily gave me another

hundred a month, did I tell you?” She sighed and winked her blue eyes

violently. “He’s a prince, if ever there was one. He said it was only

fair--H. C. of L., and all that. Now, I’ll just slip into something

loose and we’ll have a chatter. Lucinda,” she called the little trim

negress, “you make Miss McVeagh a cup of chocolate. You’ll see,” she

turned to her niece again, “I’ll watch you drink it without a quiver. I

ought to be a martyr or something--you know--hunger strikes--” She went

away breathlessly to get out of her armor, and Ginger opened the window

and let the keen, foggy night air into the little soft room. She always

felt trapped in her Aunt Fan’s pretty abiding places. Nevertheless,

she stayed a whole week this time, and got snugly into her aunt’s good

graces by buying everything she suggested.

“We’ll get downtown _early_.” Mrs. Featherstone planned earnestly, the

night of her arrival, “oh, bright and early, before any one’s out--by

eleven o’clock if we can possibly manage it--and get you some things

you can wear right out of the shop, before any one sees you.”

She had an excellent sense of values, Ginger’s Aunt Fan, and she let

the girl keep true to type in her selections--a mannish coat suit of

heather brown jersey, sport blouse of rough creamy silk, snub-nosed

little Scotch brogues and wool stockings, fabric gloves with gauntlet

cuffs and smart buckles, and a small brown hat which had plenty of

assurance even without its stab of burnt orange. “_Now_,” said Mrs.

Featherstone with a sigh of deep relief, “let’s go!”

They went tirelessly, late forenoons and solid afternoons and Ginger

had presently a large trunkful of clever clothes--gay ginghams and

crisp organdies, boldly plaided sport skirts and sweaters in solid

colors to match, and two evening frocks (though these Ginger protested

she would never need) in scarlet and persimmon. “I’m having a color

spree,” said Aunt Fan. “All the things I’d adore to wear and can’t.”

They were at Dos Pozos four days before Dean Wolcott was due. Mrs.

Featherstone had been watching her niece narrowly. “What’s he like,

this chap?” she had wanted to know a day or so after Ginger had come to

her.

The girl waited an instant before answering. “I--don’t know, Aunt Fan.”

“You don’t know?”

The girl shook her head. “You see, he was only at the ranch one day,

and he slept most of that--he was so exhausted. I don’t believe I saw

him for two hours in all.”

Aunt Fan stared. “Well--but you must have formed some impression. What

do you _think_ he’s like, if you don’t know?”

This time she waited even longer before answering. She was calling up

the memory of the Christmas day--the first meeting in the morning; the

look of him as he came toward her in the rich light of the setting

sun, his weary speech; the way his eyes had kindled. “I think,” she

said, wholly unaware that she was speaking with the same whispering

gentleness with which she had spoken to him, “he is different

from--everybody else in the world.”

Aunt Fan said nothing more, and tiptoed hastily away from the subject.

She wrote that night to her former husband--she always wrote to thank

him for the alimony--“Jim, I’m keeping my fingers crossed! She’s

simply bowled over by this chap, and he certainly must be interested,

to cross the continent in July. Heavens, but I’d be glad to see

her settled--married to somebody beside a cow-puncher--living in

civilization! I wish you’d slip down to Boston and look him up, will

you? That’s a lamb! His name is Dean Wolcott and he’s a Harvard man,

and a sort of architect. When I think what it would mean to me, to be

sure I’d never have to visit her on the ranch again! Be careful not to

rush around in the heat, Jim; Boston air is like pudding sauce and you

know you never had any sense of taking care of yourself. Let me hear

immediately what you find out.”

Ginger had been honest with her aunt. She didn’t know what Dean Wolcott

was like, but she would know on Friday! She was not analytical or

introspective enough to know what he stood for; to realize that he

was--up to that time--not a person to her, but a quality, a substance;

he was all the heroes of all the books she had never read; he was the

music she had never heard; the far places she had never seen. And he

was silvered and hallowed by his association with her beloved dead

brother.

* * * * *

Dean Wolcott’s cousin--the other Mr. Wolcott who had disapprovingly

guided him across the continent and back--asked him, searchingly, what

he was going out to California _for_. Dean Wolcott wasn’t able to

tell him; he wasn’t able to tell himself. He said to his kinsman and

reiterated to himself that he wanted to have a look at that bridge; he

had designed it in a white heat of enthusiasm, and while he believed it

was good, he was anxious to see it finished. Also, he was at some pains

to tell his cousin and his own consciousness, he felt he ought to see

Miss McVeagh again; he had been a spineless weakling, sleeping away his

one day there; it was the very least he could do for old Aleck to see

her once more, and tell her, by word of mouth, the things which were

flat and cold on the written page.

Nevertheless, passing up many pleasant summer plans made by his family

and his friends, making his little explanation over and over again,

he felt rather foolish, and the Wolcott connection, as the cousin

would have said, did not enjoy feeling foolish. The trip across the

sweltering states was unendurably hot; while they were going through

Kansas he thought several times of wiring to Dos Pozos that he was ill

again, and must turn back. He was still wondering, in Los Angeles, just

why he had come, and he wondered from eight to three, in the parlor car

of the coast-line day train, rumbling through scenery that was brown

and dry and hot, but when he got out at San Luis Obispo he stopped

wondering. He knew, at once and definitely, why he had come.

The reason was waiting for him on the platform. She wore a white

flannel sport skirt and a scarlet coat of jersey and a black hat with

scarlet poppies on it, and she glowed like a poppy herself in heat

which wilted other people and made them look faded and drained.

She was driving Aleck’s car, a seasoned and dependable old vehicle,

and they said very little, after the necessities of luggage had been

seen to, until they had left the town behind and were mounting into the

hills. It was hot; Dean Wolcott thought he had never known such heat,

but it had a fine, dry, shimmering quality; the breeze, though it might

have blown out of an oven, was electric, bracing. He took off his hat

and let the sun shine on his head and the wind muss up the precision of

his hair. Ginger did not look at him; she never took her eyes from the

road when she was driving--a promise she had made Aleck--but she could

feel that he was looking at her. She felt very silent and shy and a

good deal frightened.

Dean, on the other hand, was feeling, with every minute and every mile,

more serene confidence; a greater sense of glad decision. This was why

he had come; he must always have known, secretly, in his depths.

“I want to see the bridge,” he said, after the longest of their pauses.

“Yes. I’ll tell you when to begin looking. You can see it a long way.”

Eyes rigidly front, even though they had left the worst of the grade

now.

He knew that she was frightened and it made him feel tremendously

triumphant; surer of himself than he had been since he went down on the

last day of fighting.

“Now you can see the bridge,” said Ginger, lifting one hand from the

wheel to point it out to him.

“Yes,” said Dean. He did not speak again until they had reached it.

Then pride rose in him for an instant. “It _is_ good,” he sighed,

contentedly. “I couldn’t be sure. It’s _good_!” He got out of the car

and waited for her to follow, but she would not.

“No; I want you to see it first--alone.”

He went over it, beyond it; stood well away from it and studied it.

Then he came on to it again, halting half-way, looking at her. “Now

will you come?”

And, just as he had stopped wondering, Ginger stopped being afraid. She

went to him steadily, her head high.

He was bareheaded still, and she noticed now for the first time that

his hair was very fair and very fine, brushed sleekly back from his

forehead, shining; that he was taller than she had realized; that

there was a look of power about him for all his slimness and his cool

coloring. Then she stopped noticing altogether, because he had come

swiftly to her and caught her in his arms.

“Here, on Aleck’s bridge,” he said, happily. “We’ve come to each other

across Aleck’s bridge; it was Aleck who brought us together.” Then he

ceased talking about Aleck and kissed her. “Scotch granite and Spanish

flame; that is what you are,” he told her, holding her away from him

for an instant to consider her. “There was never any one like you; you

have a stern Scotch chin and a soft Spanish mouth; you are--” then,

aware of the way he was wasting time, he left off making phrases and

kissed her Spanish mouth, and Estrada, riding in from the range, reined

in his horse and stared, wide-eyed, and Aunt Fan, coming out on to the

veranda, looked down at them and gasped, and wondered when the result

of Jim’s investigations would come, and old Manuela, watching from a

window, crossed herself and called fervently upon her favorite saint.

But for the two on Aleck’s bridge there was, for that slender, golden,

perishable moment, no one else in the glowing world.

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