CHAPTER XX

The Courage that Bears

The courage that bears and the courage that dares are really one and

the same.

At a certain period of the night it became exceedingly important that

the enemy should have no indication of the position of a detachment of

British infantry which had been moved up towards him. Unhappily a stray

shot shattered an arm of one of our men. In his agony the poor fellow

allowed a cry to escape him. Next moment, seizing a piece of turf with

his uninjured hand he thrust it into his mouth, where he held it in

position until he was able to crawl back through the lines.

Not less of the courage that bears was shown by Corporal Lancaster, of

the Coldstream Guards. He received an agonising wound, but was warned

by his comrades that if he groaned he would disclose their position to

the Germans. He endured in silence for six hours and then died.

If patience is a form of courage, those men were very brave who went

through the days and nights of marching that had to be done during

the retreat after the battle of Mons. "We were told if we fell out it

was at our own risk as we would be captured by the advancing Germans.

My feet were bleeding, the blood coming through the laceholes of my

boots." Even when they were marching men fell asleep. The Army Service

Corps had, at times, to work twenty-two hours out of twenty-four to get

food up to the men.

A Royal Medical Corps man who worked on hospital trains wrote: "Some

of the wounds are terrible, but the patients are very plucky. I asked

in one carriage how they were. The reply, though not a man could move,

was, 'We're all right, chum, our wounds are going on fine.' A few had

lain where they fell on wet ground for four days, as they could not

be taken away because of artillery fire. A man whose nose had been

hit said that it always had been too big. A chap who had been wounded

twenty-five times, said to a chum when the train was starting, 'Buck

up, Jack, I'll meet you in Berlin for Christmas dinner.'"

Soldiers who have got bad wounds often speak of them as "mere

scratches." They are plucky and do not want to annoy other people.

If indeed they groaned and whimpered they would be told by their

comrades to "shut up" and "make less row." A friend of the writer who

is a Chaplain to the Forces, speaking of the wounded after a battle,

wrote: "But, oh, the patient endurance of these men. I would not have

conceived it possible that they should have borne what they did bear

so absolutely without complaint--nay, not only without complaint or

murmuring, but with an unaffected gratefulness for not being worse,

and for having escaped at all. They get their wounds dressed, take

chloroform, give consent to have their limbs amputated just as if they

were going to have their hair cut."

"Give them a cigarette and let them grip the operating table, and they

will stick anything until they practically collapse," wrote Corporal

Stewart, R.A.M.C., in a letter from the front referring to the British

wounded.

A private of the Royal Munster Fusiliers did not mind a shrapnel wound

in his left arm, but deeply repined that it had taken off a tattooed

butterfly, which had long been his pride and joy. He consoled himself

with the elaborate tattoos on the other arm--"But the loike of that

butterfly I shall niver see agin," was his sad reflection.

"What gets over me," a soldier who had been shot in the foot remarked,

"is how it ain't done more damage to my boot!"

And wounded soldiers are most grateful for any attention that is shown

to them. An Irishman who was brought into a hospital a mere wreck,

after being washed, shaved and put between sheets told his nurse that

he could not "sleep for comfort," and then asked, "How can I thank you

enough for what you have done for me? There's no use praying for you,

for there is a place in Heaven reserved for the likes of you."

Of a nurse in a French hospital, which was a church, a British soldier

wrote: "If ever anyone deserved a front seat in Heaven she did. God

bless her! She has the prayers and all the love the remnants of the

Fourth Division can give her."

How Ruskin would have appreciated the gratitude of a man of the

Lancashire Fusiliers of whom a sergeant of the 5th Lancers wrote: "He

had two ghastly wounds in his breast, and I thought he was booked

through. He was quietly reading a little edition of Ruskin's 'Crown of

Wild Olive,' and seemed to be enjoying it immensely. As I chatted with

him for a few minutes he told me that this little book had been his

companion all through, and that when he died he wanted it to be buried

with him. His end came next day, and we buried the book with him."

War is not always exciting, but frequently monotonous, tedious and

painful. All this is taken as in the day's work. "Sore feet are the

great trouble, most of us being a bit lame. We also get sore hips

from sleeping and lying so much on the ground.... But don't imagine

there are funkers. The first time we were in action most of us were a

bit trembly, but soon the nerves got in hand, and our officers hadn't

much use for their 'Steady, boys.' What gets at you is not being able

to come to close quarters and fight man to man. As a fact, we see very

little of the enemy, but blaze away at the given range and trust to

Providence. For that matter we see very little of our own fellows,

and only know by the ambulance men passing through our lines what

regiments are near us. For hours we stick on one spot, and see nothing

but smoke, and something like a football crowd swaying half a mile off.

Our grub department works well, as we have not moved very rapidly, but

it sometimes happens that outlying companies, and even regiments, lose

touch of their kitchens for a day or even more. There has been some

trouble caused by one lot collaring the rations meant for another, but

that is bound to happen, even on manœuvres. It is all in a lifetime.

Keep smiling. That's the way to win the game."

One of the 3rd Hussars wrote: "The work out here is very stiff; in

fact, the Shop Hours Act doesn't come anywhere near it. We go out early

in the morning and about the following week we think of coming in for a

sleep. You would be surprised if you were to see how cheerful all our

troops are."

A soldier wrote to his wife: "After what I have gone through if I ever

get home from the war I shall never grumble at meals or care where

I sleep." Surely the thought of the hardships and wounds which our

soldiers bore so bravely should cure our "nerves" and give us a little

of their courage to bear.

Writing from an ambulance, Percy Higgins, of the Royal Medical Corps,

said: "It is surprising to me that anybody should ever complain of

ordinary aches and pains when you see men here with legs and parts of

their bodies plastered up in plaster of paris, quietly reading and

telling you they feel grand."

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