CHAPTER II.

"I cannot see what fault you can find in him, Honor."

"Sure if he's faultless, isn't that fault enough, my dear?"

"But you are almost rude to him," Belle Delorme says plaintively; "and

I'm sure I can't see why, for he is just a delightful man."

"Of course--you've fallen in love with him, Belle!" Honor retorts

coolly. "You fall in love with every good-looking man you meet. The

only marvel to me is how easily you contrive to fall out again."

"Sure it's as aisy as lapping crame," the girl says with a little

affected brogue and a smile that shows all her dimples. "It would never

do if we were all marble goddesses, you know. Life would be mighty dull

if one couldn't flirt a trifle."

"Certainly your life should not be dull, if flirting can brighten it,

my dear."

"No, it is not altogether dull," the other girl says demurely; "but it

would be nicer if one could live in Dublin or London--wouldn't it now?"

She looks very pretty as she lies there, her slim lissom form stretched

out in the full glare of the sunshine.

"What an artfully artless little creature you are, Belle! You mean to

imply that, if Brian asks you to be Mrs. Beresford, you will say 'Yes,'

for the pleasure of living in London?"

"And why not? Sure London is better than Donaghmore."

"And what is to become of poor Launce then?"

"Oh, Launce!" Belle says, turning pale. "You know quite well that he

has eyes for no one but Mrs. Dundas."

"My dear, Launce was not born yesterday," Launce's sister assures her

companion equably.

"Neither was Mrs. Dundas--nor the day before that," Belle bursts out

angrily. "I vow she looks as old as my mother when you get a fair view

of her in the daylight. But what does that matter? She has fascinated

him!"

"'How sweet the ways of women are,

How honeyed is their speech!'"

a man's voice says mockingly.

Honor turns lazily in her hammock, but Belle--poor blushing, mortified

Belle--springs to her feet with a cry.

"I knew I should find you here eating all those strawberries!" the

newcomer goes on placidly. "Girls do not expose their complexions to a

sun like this for nothing."

"Where are the others?" Honor asks lazily.

"'Deed and I hardly know. They strolled away by twos and threes till

there wasn't a soul left to chum with; and then I bethought me"--with a

mocking glance at Belle--"of you; and here I am."

"Polite!" her sister murmurs. "But, to tell the truth, dear, we should

prefer your room--no, your strawberries"--for he has begun his

onslaught already--"to your company."

"Sha'n't budge now till I've finished this pile," he retorts coolly;

and the girls laugh.

The sun slants fiery red between the boles of the old fruit-trees,

burns little crimson patches on Belle's fair skin, and turns Honor's

cheeks to the hue of wild poppies. The air is heavy with a dozen

different odors--of ripening fruit, mignonette, wild roses,

and--sweetest of all perhaps--clover from the great sloping fields

outside the orchard wall.

Launce has thrown himself upon the grass almost at Belle's feet, and is

talking in his low musical voice.

"Tantalizing the poor little thing!" Honor says to herself, as she

peeps across at them from her nest among the branches.

She is very fond of Belle Delorme, and she knows that not in all

Ireland could her brother find a sweeter, truer little wife. Perhaps he

is of the same opinion--perhaps not. It is not easy to read the

thoughts behind that square, masterful brow of his.

Presently they stroll away together, leaving Honor alone.

As she lies there in her low hammock, the shadows of leaf and bough

flickering on her face, a hand parts the branches, and a man looks in

at her.

She flushes deeply in her surprise at the sight of him, and then sits

up with a jerk that nearly brings her out of her nest with more speed

than grace.

"I'm sorry to have disturbed you," he says, smiling; "but I thought you

were asleep, and I could not help envying the good fortune of the fairy

prince who might be lucky enough to awaken you after the fashion of

fairy princes."

Something in his voice or in his eyes as he looks down at her makes the

light words seem almost tender.

"But no fairy princess ever come to Ireland, Mr. Beresford; it's only a

'fine country spoiled,' you know, and 'sunk in semi-barbarism'--not at

all the sort of place for a fairy prince to come to."

"I don't know that at all, Honor."

It is the first time he has called her Honor, and she looks up at him

half startled as he continues:

"It seems to me the fairy prince might travel farther and fare worse."

"But he might not think so, particularly if he was an English fairy

prince," the girl says dryly.

"Why are you so hard on us, Honor? Why are you so hard on me? I should

say. For you are sweetness itself to that little curate of Drum, and

he's about the poorest specimen of the Cockney I ever met."

"You couldn't expect that any but the 'poorest specimen' would

condescend to be a curate at Drum," she returns flippantly.

Taking no heed of her interruption, he goes on:

"You have grudged every kind word, every little attention lavished on

me since I've been here. Often and often I've said to myself, 'I will

go away and never look upon her face again.' But I have not gone."

"No," the girl says, feeling curiously abashed and contrite under the

gaze of those calmly accusing eyes. "I'm sorry if--if I have been rude

to you."

"I am glad to hear you say so. You have been rude certainly, but I am

quite ready to forgive all that--quite ready to shake hands and be

friends, if you care to have it so. If not, it is better that I should

go away--at once."

She most certainly is not fond of this man; and yet she feels pained at

the mere thought of his going away "at once." She holds out her hand

almost pleadingly.

"Oh, do not go away, please!" looking at him with sweet, grave eyes. "I

would rather shake hands and be friends."

"So be it!" he says, taking her hand, and holding it for a second in

both his own.

He is a man of the world, strong and self-repressed; yet now he turns

suddenly pale, and his eyes darken.

"Heavens, child, how I love you!" he cries; and the next instant he has

stooped and kissed her on the lips. It is done in a second. The girl

looks up at him from among her pillows, as hurt and angry as if the

kiss had been a blow; and he looks back at her, amazed at his own

audacity.

"On my honor, I did not mean to do it!" he says, almost humbly. "I did

not know I should be such a weak fool as to yield to temptation in that

mad fashion, only I love you so, and you----"

"And I am 'only an Irish girl,'" she interrupts him

vehemently--"little better than a savage in your eyes. If I had been an

English lady you would never have taken such a liberty--never!"

Her passionate resentment angers him, slow to anger as he is by nature

and habit.

"If you hate me so much, Honor, that the touch of my lips insults you

beyond forgiveness, the sooner we part the better," he says bitterly.

"You would please me best by going away, and never letting me see your

face again," she answers with equal bitterness.

There is the sound of a step on the gravel, and a man's laugh--a

peculiar vibrating laugh that brings the color into Honor's

face--reaches them in the stillness.

But the steps pass on, and do not come near their corner among the old

fruit-trees. Brian Beresford bends nearer to the girl, lying there amid

the bending branches, with the sunshine on her averted face.

"You are only a child, Honor, for all your twenty summers! You no more

know your own heart than I do. Take care! If you send me away--me and

my love--you may find that you have made a mistake!"

But she will not answer him--she will not even look at him. For all the

sign of life she gives she might be that Sleeping Beauty to whom he

first likened her.

"If ever you should feel sorry, Honor, for what you have said

to-day--if ever you should care to have me back, either as a friend or

lover, send for me, and I will come."

The words are calm enough, but by some instinct she divines that the

face bent close to hers is neither calm or cold. She hears him go away,

as he came, through the gap in the high hedge, but she does not even

open her eyes to watch him go. But, when all is still again, and she

knows that he has passed away out of her life, as surely as he has

passed out of the old-fashioned garden, she bursts into tears.

"Oh, what has come to me?" she says to herself again and again, in a

very maze of wonder at her own sensations. "I do not love the man. His

coming or his going matters nothing to me."

But, although she says this, not once but many times, the words bring

her no comfort. They do not still for one moment the inexplicable plain

that has risen in her heart. She gets up after awhile and goes back to

the house, choosing the small door at the side, so that she may meet no

one.

Aileen is ironing in the large front-kitchen, smoothing out, as she

calls it, one of Honor's pretty white dresses. It is a labor of love

with the old woman, and every week she comes up from her little cottage

to perform it.

At sight of her young mistress standing in the doorway, bright-eyed and

flushed, and strangely unlike herself, the good woman pauses.

"An' is it yourself, alanna? Shure my eyes have been aching for the

sight of your face this hour or more! But what ails ye, Miss Honor

darlint? Shure my black drames--bad 'cess to me for naming them till

ye--have not been troubling your mind?"

"No, no!" the girl says, laughing. "I am not troubled about anything,

only hot and thirsty, and--yes, Aileen, I may as well own it--cross."

She laughs again, but her voice is tremulous, and she keeps her face

well turned from the light.

"I wish it was only cross that I was, darlint!" the old woman says with

the peculiar solemnity of her class. "But it's sore and heavy-hearted I

am, and that's the blessed truth. I've done nothing but drame since

ever I saw you last, and every night it's the same thing over and over

again, till my brain is almost turned wid it, and I rise up in the

morning all in a cold perspoiration."

"Dear old Aileen," the girl says tenderly, "poor Rooney's awful death

has upset you? It has upset us all for that matter! And then it must be

so dreadful for you alone on that great bleak bog."

"Miss Honor, do ye mind my drame?"

"Every word of it, Aileen."

"Ye mind how I dramed that the boys dug the grave out on the moss, and

hid it out of sight wid green branches!"

"I do surely."

"Well, Miss Honor, ever and always in my drame that grave is there

still. I watch the boys dig it deep in the black earth, and cover the

gaping mouth of it; and me shaking and trembling all the time. But

these past three nights--the saints be above us!--there's been another

grave, alanna."

"Another grave!" The girl laughs. "Why, that is getting too dreadful!"

She plucks a spray of roses from the open window behind her, as she

sits on the great oak dresser, and shreds the delicate red petals all

over the lap of her gown.

"Listen to me, Miss Honor, and cease your funning! This is no time to

laugh and jest at a warning that comes from the saints themselves! That

the masther is in danger of his life I know as well as if I saw the

very bullet that was to shoot him. The grave was dug deep and

broad--and deep and broad it would need to be, save us!--out there on

yer own lawn, just forenent the drawing-room windies!"

She has left her ironing-table and come close up to the girl, her

face--a delicate-featured face, peasant as she is--rigid with intense

feeling, her eyes shining, her upraised hand tremulous.

"Oh, Miss Honor darlint, shure he'd follow you to the ends of the

world! Take him away from this till the bad feeling has time to cool

down. Things will right themselves, never fear--the old times will come

round again; but, if the masther stays on at Donaghmore, he'll never

live to enjoy them."

"But if he will not go away?" says Honor, a tone of anxiety in her

voice. "You know how obstinate he is; and that letter from Dublin about

landlords running away from their posts has upset him dreadfully. Oh,

no, Aileen, he'll never leave Donaghmore!"

"Then the saints purtect him!" Aileen answers tremulously. "But as sure

as my name is Aileen Walsh harm will come of it!"

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