CHAPTER XII

MISS BENEDICT SPEAKS

It was Miss Minerva who decided that Miss Benedict must be told about

the coincidence of the two bracelets.

"Certainly, she ought to know!" she declared positively. "There must be

_some_ reason why that child has been sent to her, and she ought to be

told all the facts concerning her. Who knows but what _she_ may have

some explanation of this bracelet mystery! You tell her the very next

time you go in. And don't forget to take a jar of that quince marmalade,

besides." Aunt Minerva had determined on keeping Cecily well supplied

with toothsome dainties, which commodities, she keenly suspected, were

scarce in the big house. In fact, the girls had told her that the

marketing for that establishment, so far as they had seen, seemed to

consist mainly of milk and eggs, rice and prunes!

So a day or two after, when they visited Cecily again, they planned to

have an interview with her guardian. Marcia was shy about broaching the

subject, so the task was left to Janet, who, being anxious to settle the

matter immediately, began it as soon as the gate was opened.

"Miss Benedict," she said, "there is something quite strange about

Cecily that we should like to tell you. Could you spare a few moments to

hear about it?"

"Why--er--of course!" replied the little black-veiled lady, in a rather

startled voice. "Will you--er--that is, I will come to her room in a

little while--if you will kindly close the shutters--first!" And she

directed them to proceed upstairs, without this time accompanying them.

Cecily was overjoyed at their appearance. She was sitting by the window,

fully dressed, the sunshine streaming in on her, transforming her curls

into a radiant halo. A definite change had come over her during the

last few days, caused, no doubt, by the enjoyment of light and sunshine

and companionship. She was losing some of her former wan, wistful,

frightened aspect, and assuming more of the confiding, sunny

characteristics that were natural to her. At the moment the girls

entered she was reading a magazine brought by them on their previous

visit.

After the first greetings and chat they reported their conversation with

Miss Benedict.

"She's coming up soon," ended Marcia, "and we must get the shutters

closed. But what on earth _for_? Why _can't_ she be like ordinary people

and enjoy the air and sunshine like the rest of us? Do _you_ know,

Cecily?"

"No, I can't imagine. It has all seemed very strange to me ever since I

came. But you know how odd Miss Benedict is. I can't abide asking her

any questions, and she never explains anything. The whole house is

darkened like this all the time, and since she let me open my shutters,

she's never once been in this room in the daytime. She never goes out

without that heavy veil, not even into the garden. I don't understand

it!"

"Do you know," suggested Marcia, half under her breath, "one would

almost think she had done something wrong and was ashamed of showing her

face in the daylight. I've heard of such things. And that would explain

some other queer things about this place, too, like--"

"Hush!" warned Janet. "I hear her coming."

In another moment Miss Benedict had opened the door. And in the very dim

light (Marcia had been closing the shutters as they talked) they saw an

unusual sight. Miss Benedict had come to them without her bonnet and

veil!

The change in her appearance was surprising. Her wonderful white hair

was piled on top of her head in a heavy coronet braid. Her complexion

was singularly soft and youthful, and her lovely gray eyes, even in the

dim light, easily seemed her most attractive feature. It was a curious

contrast made by the removal of the ugly bonnet and veil. In them she

appeared a little, insignificant, unattractive personality. Without

them, though short and slight of figure, she possessed a look and manner

almost regal.

She did not refer to the omission of her usual headgear, but took a seat

and quietly asked them what they had to tell her.

Janet undertook to explain, and began by telling how Cecily had sent the

little gift to them, via the string, and ended by explaining about Aunt

Minerva's duplicate. Miss Benedict listened to it all without comment.

When Janet had finished and held out the two bracelets for her to

examine, she merely took them and laid them in her lap, scarcely

glancing at them. They waited, breathless, for her response.

"No," she said, "I know nothing about these bracelets. It is, of course,

very singular--a surprising coincidence that your aunt should have one

of them. But I know nothing about them, any more than I know about

Cecily herself." It was the first time she had ever referred to the

matter before Cecily, and it was evident that it was not easy for her to

do so.

"I might as well speak plainly to you all about this, since the matter

has come up. I did not know little Cecily; I had never heard of her, nor

anything about her before she came here. I cannot imagine why she was

sent. I have no relatives whose child she could have been, nor any

friend who could have given her into my care."

"Then why," interrupted Janet, "if you will pardon me for asking, Miss

Benedict,--why did you take her in the day she came?"

Miss Benedict's manner instantly became a trifle confused and

embarrassed. "It is--er--a little difficult to explain, I confess," she

stammered. "The truth is--I--er--it is commonly reported that we--that

is--I have some means. I have frequently, in the past years, received

very strange letters from people utterly unknown to me,--begging

letters, letters proposing to invest my money for me,--oh! I cannot

begin to tell you all the strange things these letters propose. I

understand it is a not unusual experience--with well-to-do people. I

have even received letters proposing that I adopt the writer's children

and eventually settle my money on them!"

Here Janet and Marcia could not repress a giggle, and Miss Benedict

smiled slightly in sympathy.

"It _does_ sound absurd," she admitted; "but it is quite true, and has

often been most annoying. So, when the letter arrived announcing

Cecily's coming, for which there was given no particular explanation, I

thought it simply another case of a similar kind. And I resolved to

dismiss both the child and her attendant as soon as they appeared.

"But when the day came, strangely enough, I changed my mind. It was

Cecily herself led me to do so. I felt as soon as I looked at her that,

whoever had sent her here and for whatever purpose, the child herself

was innocent of any fraud or imposture. She believed that I would

receive her, that I _knew_ it was all right. There was something

_trusting_ about her eyes, her look, her whole manner. I cannot explain

it. And that was not all--there was another reason.

"I suddenly realized how very lonely I was, how desirable it would be to

have with me a young companion--like Cecily. I know that the life I lead

is--is different--and peculiar. It is owing to unusual circumstances

that I cannot explain to you. But I have become so accustomed to this

life that of late years I scarcely realized it _was_ so--different. But

when I saw Cecily--I felt suddenly--its loneliness."

With the laying aside of her veil, Miss Benedict seemed also to have

laid aside some of the reticence in which she had shrouded herself. And

her three hearers, listening spellbound, realized how utterly charming

she could be--if she _allowed_ herself to be so.

"A great desire seized me," she went on, "to take her in and keep her

with me a while. If, later, some one came to claim her, well and good. I

would let her go. Or if no one came and I found I had been

mistaken,--that she was not companionable,--I could make some other

provision for her. Meantime, I would yield to this new desire and enjoy

her presence--here. In addition to that, the lady in whose company she

had traveled was not in position to keep Cecily longer with her, and the

child would be left without protection. So I took her in. And so I have

kept her ever since, because I am daily becoming more--attached to her."

It was a great admission for this reticent little lady, and they all

realized it. So deeply were they impressed that none of them could make

any response. Presently Miss Benedict continued:

"After Cecily had told me her story I determined to write to the village

of Cranby, England, and find out what I could about her mother, Mrs.

Marlowe. I knew no one to whom I could address the inquiries, but sent

them on chance to the vicar of the parish church. In due time I received

a reply. It stated that Mrs. Marlowe was not a native of that town, but

came there to live about twelve years ago, with her three-year-old

daughter. Nothing was known about her personal affairs except that her

husband and all her people were dead, and that she had come there from a

distant part of England because the climate of her former home did not

agree with her little daughter. She never talked much about herself, and

lived in a very retired, quiet way. She left no property or effects of

any value. Why she should have sent her child to me was as much a

mystery as ever. About Cecily's father the vicar knew nothing. That is

all the information I have."

Miss Benedict stopped abruptly. Cecily opened her lips to say something,

then closed them again without having spoken. Marcia fidgeted uneasily

in her chair. Miss Benedict looked down at her lap. An embarrassed

silence seemed to have fallen on them all. Only Janet, knitting her

brows over the puzzle, was unaware of it.

"But, Miss Benedict," she began, "we all think that these bracelets may

have something to do with Cecily's affairs--might explain a good deal of

the mystery, if we could only puzzle them out. Have you noticed what

strange signs there are on them? We think they must be something in

Chinese. Let me give you a little more light and then you can see them

better." And Janet, deeply immersed in the subject and still unconscious

of her blunder, was about to go and open a shutter, when Miss Benedict

quickly raised her hand.

"Please--er--_please_ do not!" she exclaimed hurriedly.

"Oh! I beg your pardon--I forgot!" cried Janet, in confusion, and the

silence at once became more embarrassed than ever. So much so, in fact,

that Miss Benedict evidently felt impelled to explain her conduct. And

she made the first revelation concerning her singular mode of life.

"I am--er--my eyes are not able to stand it. For years I have suffered

with some obscure trouble in them. I can _see_, but I cannot stand any

bright light. It hurts them beyond endurance. At home I must have the

rooms darkened in this way. And when I go out, even my heavy veil is

not sufficient. Behind it I must also wear smoked spectacles."

She said no more, but she did not need to. A little inarticulate murmur

of sympathy rose from her listeners. And in the twilight of the room

Marcia glanced quickly and guiltily into Janet's contrite face.

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