THE FOURTH PARTY
AS Sir Paget had suggested, we—we three Rillington men and Aunt
Bertha—spent the Twelve Days, the ever-famous Twelve Days before
the war, at Cragsfoot. On the public side of that period I need say
nothing—or only just one thing. If we differed at all from the public
at large in our feelings, it was in one point only. For us, under Sir
Paget’s lead, it was less a time of hope, fear, and suspense than
of mere waiting. We other three took his word for what was going to
happen; his certainty became ours—though, as I believe (it is a matter
of belief only, for he never told me what he told Waldo on that walk
of theirs on the afternoon of the wedding day—which was not the day of
a wedding), his certainty was based not so much on actual information
as on a sort of instinct which long and intimate familiarity with
international affairs had given him. But, whatever was his rock of
conviction, it never shook. Even Waldo did not question it. He accepted
it—with all its implications, public and private.
Yes, and private. There his acceptance was not only absolute; it was
final and—a thing which I found it difficult to understand—it was
absolutely silent. He never referred to his project of pursuit—and of
rescue, or revenge, or whatever else it had been going to be. He never
mentioned Lucinda’s name; we were at pains never to pronounce it in
his presence. It was extraordinary self-control on the part of a man
whom self-control could, on occasion, utterly forsake. So many people
are not proof against gossiping even about their own fallen idols,
though it would be generally admitted that silence is more gracious;
pedestal-makers should be sure that they build on a sound foundation.
However, Waldo’s silence was not due to delicacy or to a recognition
of his own mistake; that, at least, was not how I explained it. He
recognized the result of his own decision. The event that was to
raise for all the civilized world a wall of division between past and
future—whom has it not touched as human being and as citizen?—erected a
barrier between Lucinda and himself, which no deed could pass, which no
word need describe. Only memory could essay to wing over it a blind and
baffled flight.
In spite of the overwhelming preoccupation of that national crisis—Sir
Paget remained in close touch with well-informed people in town, and
his postbag gave rise to talk that lasted most of the morning—my
memory, too, was often busy with those bygone days at Cragsfoot, when
the runaways had been of the party. Tall, slim, and fair, a girl
on the verge of womanhood, ingenuous, open, and gay though she was,
the Lucinda of those days had something remote about her, something
aloof. The veil of virginity draped her; the shadow of it seemed to
fall over her eyes which looked at you, as it were, from out of the
depths of feelings and speculations to which you were a stranger and
she herself but newly initiated. The world faced her with its wonders,
but the greatest, the most alluring and seductive wonder was herself.
The texture of her skin, peculiarly rich and smooth—young Valdez once,
sitting on a patch of short close moss, had jokingly compared it to
Lucinda’s cheeks—somehow aided this impression of her; it looked so
fresh, so untouched, as though a breath might ruffle it. Fancy might
find something of the same quality in her voice and in her laughter, a
caressing softness of intonation, a mellow gentleness.
What were her origins? We were much in the dark as to that; even Aunt
Bertha, who knew everything of that sort about everybody, here knew
nothing. The boys, Waldo and Valdez, had met mother and daughter at a
Commem’ Ball; they came as guests of the wife of one of their dons—a
lady who enjoyed poor health and wintered in “the South.” There, “in
the South,” she had made friends with the Knyvetts and, when they
came to England, invited them to stay. Mrs. Knyvett appeared from her
conversation (which was copious) to be one of those widows who have
just sufficient means to cling to the outskirts of society at home
and abroad; she frequently told us that she could not afford to do the
things which she did do; that “a cottage in the country somewhere” was
all she wanted for herself, but that Lucinda must “have her chance,
mustn’t she?” The late Mr. Knyvett had been an architect; but I believe
that Lucinda was by far the greatest artistic achievement in which he
could claim any share.
So—quite naturally, since Waldo always invited any friends he chose—the
pair found themselves at Cragsfoot in the summer of 1912. And the play
began. A pleasant little comedy it promised to be, played before the
indulgent eyes of the seniors, among whom I, with only a faint twinge
of regret, was compelled to rank myself; to be in the thirties was to
be old at Cragsfoot that summer; and certain private circumstances made
one less reluctant to accept the status of an elder.
Valdez paid homage in the gay, the embroidered, the Continental
fashion; Waldo’s was the English style. Lucinda seemed pleased with
both, not much moved by either, more interested in her own power
to evoke these strange manifestations than in the meaning of the
manifestations themselves. Then suddenly the squall came—and, as
suddenly, passed; the quarrel, the “row,” between Waldo and Valdez;
over (of all things in the world) the Legitimist principle! The
last time I had seen Waldo in a rage—until the day that was to have
brought his wedding with Lucinda! It had been a rage too; and Valdez,
a fellow not lacking in spirit as I had judged him, took it with a
curious meekness; he protested indeed, and with some vigor, but with
a propitiatory air, with an obvious desire to appease his assailant.
We elders discussed this, and approved it. Waldo was the host, he the
guest; for Aunt Bertha’s and Sir Paget’s sake he strove to end the
quarrel, to end the unpleasantness of which he was the unfortunate, if
innocent, cause. He behaved very well indeed; that was the conclusion
we arrived at. And poor dear Waldo—oh, badly, badly! He quite
frightened poor Lucinda. Her eyes looked bright—with alarm; her cheeks
were unwontedly, brilliantly red—with excited alarm. The girl was all
of a quiver! It was inexcusable in Waldo; it was generous of Valdez
to accept his apologies—as we were given to understand that he had
when the two young men appeared, rather stiff to one another but good
friends, at the breakfast table the next morning.
How did this view look now—in the light of recent events? Was there
any reason to associate the old quarrel of 1912 with the catastrophe
which had now befallen Waldo? I had an impulse to put these questions
to Aunt Bertha, perhaps to Sir Paget too. But, on reflection, I kept my
thoughts to myself. Silence was the _mot d’ordre_; Waldo himself had
set the example.
It was on the Saturday—the day on which the question of Belgian
neutrality defined itself, according to my uncle’s information, as the
vital point—that, wearied by a long talk about it and oppressed by
Waldo’s melancholy silence, I set out for a walk by myself. Cragsfoot,
our family home, lies by the sea, on the north coast of Devon; a cleft
in the high cliffs just leaves room for the old gray stone house and
its modest demesne; a steep road leads up to the main highway that runs
along the top of the cliff from east to west. I walked up briskly, not
pausing till I reached the top, and turned to look at the sea. I stood
there, taking in the scene and snuffing in the breeze. A sudden wave
of impatient protest swept over my mind. Wars and rumors of wars—love
and its tragedies—troubles public and private! My holiday was being
completely spoilt. A very small and selfish point of view, no doubt,
but human, after all.
“Oh, damn the whole thing!” I exclaimed aloud.
It must have been aloud—though I was not conscious that it was—for
another audible voice spoke in response.
“That’s just what Father said this morning!”
“It’s just what everybody’s saying,” I groaned. “But—well, how are you
after all this time, Miss Frost?”
For it was Nina Frost who stood beside me and I felt oddly surprised
that, in my retrospect of that earlier summer at Cragsfoot, I had never
thought of her; because she had been a good deal with us in our sports
and excursions. But the plain fact is that there had been little about
her in those days that would catch a mature man’s attention or dwell in
his memory. She was a chit of a girl, a couple of years or so younger
than Lucinda, much more the school-girl, pretty enough but rather
insignificant, attaching herself to the other three rather by her own
perseverance than thanks to any urgent pressing on their part. Lucinda
had altogether outshone her in the eyes of us all; she had been “little
Nina Frost from Briarmount.”
But now—she was different. A first glance showed that. She was not only
taller, with more presence; she had acquired not merely an ease of
manner; it was a composure which was quite mature, and might almost be
called commanding.
“You’ve changed!” I found myself exclaiming.
“Girls do—between sixteen and eighteen—or nearly nineteen! Haven’t you
noticed it, Mr. Rillington?” She smiled. “Hasn’t Lucinda changed too?
I expect so! Oh, but you’ve been abroad, haven’t you? And since she
didn’t—I mean, since the wedding didn’t—Oh, well, anyhow, perhaps you
haven’t seen her?”
“No, I haven’t seen her.” I had not—officially. “Are you going towards
Briarmount? May I walk with you?”
“Yes, do. And perhaps I haven’t changed so much, after all. You see,
you never took much notice of me. Like the others, you were dazzled by
Lucinda. Are you at liberty to tell me anything, Mr. Rillington? If you
aren’t, I won’t ask.”
She implied that she was not much changed. But would any child of
sixteen put it like that? I thought it precocious for eighteen; for
it cornered me. I had to lie, or admit practically the whole thing. I
tried to fence.
“But didn’t you go to the wedding yourself?” I asked. “If you did——”
“No, I didn’t. Father wasn’t very well, and I had to stay down with
him.”
As we walked, I had been slyly studying her face: she had grown
handsome in a style that was bold and challenging, yet in no
way coarse; in fact, she was very handsome. As she gave me her
most respectable reason for not having attended—or attempted to
attend—Waldo’s wedding, she grew just a little red. Well, she was still
only eighteen; her education, though I remained of opinion that it had
progressed wonderfully, was not complete. She was still liable to grow
red when she told fibs. But why was she telling a fib?
She recovered her composure quickly and turned to me with a rather
sharp but not unpleasant little laugh. “As it turned out, I’m glad.
It must have been a very uncomfortable occasion.” She laughed
again—obviously at me. “Come, Mr. Rillington, be sensible. There are
servants at Cragsfoot. And there are servants at Briarmount. Do you
suppose that I haven’t heard all the gossip through my maid? Of course
I have! And can’t I put two and two together?”
I had never—we had never—thought of this obvious thing. We had thought
that we could play the ostrich with its head in the sand! Our faithful
retainers were too keen-sighted for that!
“Besides,” she pursued, “when smart society weddings have to be put
off, because the bride doesn’t turn up at the last moment, some
explanation is put in the papers—if there is an explanation. And
she gets better or worse! She doesn’t just vanish, does she, Mr.
Rillington?”
I made no reply; I had not one ready.
“Oh, it’s no business of mine. Only—I’m sorry for Waldo, and dear Miss
Fleming.” A gesture of her neatly gloved and shapely hands seemed to
dismiss the topic with a sigh. “Have you seen anything of Don Arsenio
lately?” she asked the next moment. “Is he in England?”
“Yes. He was at the wedding—well, at the church, I mean.”
She came to a stop, turning her face full round to me; her lips were
parted in surprise, her white teeth just showing; her eyes seemed full
of questions. If she had “scored off” me, at least I had startled her
that time. “Was he?” she murmured.
At the point to which our walk had now brought us, the cliffs take a
great bulge outwards, forming a bold rounded bluff. Here, seeming to
dominate, to domineer over, a submissive Bristol Channel, Mr. Jonathan
Frost (as he then was—that is, I think, the formula) had built his
country seat; and “Briarmount” he had called it.
“Good Heavens,” said I, “what’s happened to the place? It’s grown! It’s
grown as much as you have!”
“We’ve built on a bit—a few more bedrooms, and bathrooms. And garages,
you know. Oh, and a ballroom!”
“No more than that?”
“Not at present. Come in and have a look—and some tea. Or are you in
too deep mourning?”
I found myself not exactly liking the girl, but interested in her, in
her composure—and her impudence. I accepted her invitation.
Since he could very well afford it, no blame need rest on Mr. Frost
for building himself a large house and equipping it sumptuously. The
only thing was that, when he had got it, he did not seem to care a bit
about it. Probably he built it to please Nina—or to enshrine Nina;
no doubt he found in his daughter a partial and agreeable solution
of the difficulty of how to spend the money which he could not help
making. He himself was a man of the simplest ways and tastes—almost
of no tastes at all. He did not even drink tea; while we took ours,
he consumed a small bowlful of one of those stuffs which, I believe,
they call cereals—this is a large domed hall of glass—conservatory,
winter-garden, whatever it should be called—full of exotic plants
and opening on a haughty terrace with a view of the sea. He was
small, slight, shabby, simple, and rather nervous. Still I gazed on
him with some awe; he was portentously rich; Mother Earth labored,
and her children sweated, at his bidding; he waved wands, and
wildernesses became—no, not quite paradises perhaps, but at all events
garden-cities; he moved mountains and where the ocean had been he made
dry land. Surely it beseems us to look with some awe on a man like
that? I, at least, being more or less in the same line of business,
recognized in him a master.
He greeted me very kindly, though I think that it had cost him an
effort to “place” me, to remember who I was. He spoke warmly of the
kindness which my uncle and Miss Fleming had shown to his motherless
girl. “They’ve made you quite at home at Cragsfoot, haven’t they, Nina?
And your cousin Waldo—Mr. Waldo taught you billiards, didn’t he?”
(There was no billiard room at Cragsfoot; these lessons presumably took
place at Briarmount.) “And he made company for your rides, too! I hope
he’s very well, Mr. Rillington? Oh, but didn’t you tell me that he was
engaged to be married, my dear?”
One must allow for preoccupation with important affairs. Still, this
was Saturday; as recently as the preceding Tuesday week, Mr. Frost
would have attended Waldo’s wedding, but for his own indisposition. I
stole a glance at Nina; she was just a little red again. I was not far
from embarrassment myself—on Waldo’s account; I gave a weak laugh and
said: “I’m afraid it’s not quite certain that the event will come off.”
“Oh, I’m sorry, I’m sorry,” he murmured apologetically. “It was the
pretty girl who came here with him once or twice—Miss—Miss—yes, Miss
Knyvett?”
“Yes, it was, Mr. Frost. But the—well, the arrangement is sort of—of
suspended.” With that distinctly lame explanation I rose to take my
leave.
I rather thought that Nina, being by now pretty plainly convicted of
fibbing, would stay where she was, and thus avoid being left alone
with me. However, she escorted me back through Briarmount’s spacious
hall—furnished as a sitting-room and very comfortable. She even came
out into the drive with me and, as she gave me her hand in farewell,
she said, with a little jerk of her head back towards the scene of my
talk with her father, “After that, I suppose you’re wondering what was
the real reason for my not coming to the wedding?”
“Perhaps I am. Because you seem to have kept up the old friendship
since I’ve been away.”
“Sometimes people don’t go to functions because they’re not invited.”
“What, you mean to say——”
“I should have been the skeleton at the feast!” She looked me in the
face, smiling, but in a rather set, forced fashion. Then, as she turned
away, she added with a laugh, “Only, as it turned out, there was no
feast, was there, Mr. Rillington?”
When I got back to Cragsfoot, I met Waldo in the garden, walking up and
down in a moody fashion and smoking his pipe. “Been for a walk?” he
asked.
“I started on one, but I met Nina Frost and she took me in to tea.”
He stood still, smoking and staring out to sea. “Did she say anything
about me?” he asked.
“Hardly about you yourself. She referred to—the affair. The servants
have been chattering, it seems. Well, they would, of course!”
He gave a nod of assent. Then he suddenly burst out in a vehement
exclamation: “She wasn’t there to see it, anyhow, thank God!” With that
he walked quickly away from me and was soon hidden in the shrubbery at
the end of the walk.
How did he know that she had not come to the church? He had not been
in the body of the church himself—only in the vestry. Many people had
actually gone in—early arrivals; Sir Paget had told me so. Many more
had been turned away from the doors. Waldo could not have known from
his own observation that Nina Frost was not there. Possibly somebody
had told him. More probably he had known beforehand that she would not
be there, because she had not been invited. But why should he thank God
that she was not at the church?
So there was the coil—unexplained, nay, further complicated by the
intrusion of a fourth party, Miss Nina Frost. Unexplained I had to
leave it. The next morning—Sunday though it was—Sir Paget carried me
off to town, by motor and rail, to interview some bigwig to whom he had
mentioned me and who commanded my attendance. I had not even a chance
of a private talk with Aunt Bertha, whose silence about Nina now struck
me as rather odd.
The war was upon us. It had many results for many people. One result
of it was that, instead of the start of hours for which they had
schemed, our runaway couple secured a start of years. That made a great
difference.