HIS HEART'S DESIRE.

"He greatly longed some land that now did feel

The yoke of misbelieving men once more

To his Redeemer's kingdom to restore."

Harry Hartsed arrived in Lisbon while the court was still in mourning

for the death of the great and good King Joao the First. He bore

various despatches to Sir Walter Northberry from his English cousins,

and from his daughter; and was kindly received by his own distant

cousin, Sir James Hartsed, and by him placed in the household of the

Master of Avis, who showed him much kindness, and made many inquiries

after his little favourite, Nella Northberry. There were enough English

about the Court of Lisbon to prevent Harry from feeling lonely, and the

life there was full of interest and energy. Not that Harry's

disposition led him to emulate the Portuguese princes in their love of

literature and science; but he did ardently desire to make as graceful a

figure in the tilt-yard as Dom Fernando, and to be able to pick up a nut

with the point of his lance when his horse was at full gallop, as

cleverly as King Duarte himself. He succeeded beyond his hopes in these

aims, growing from an uninformed country lad into an accomplished

gentleman; and, moreover, in the atmosphere of earnest piety and strict

performance of duty in which he found himself, he could not but perceive

that something more than good horsemanship and skill in arms, or even in

learning, went to the making of these splendid princes.

The years since the disappearance of Katharine Northberry had been full

of changes. The marriage of Dom Pedro had been followed by that of Dom

Duarte to Leonora of Aragon. The Princess Isabel had been given by her

father to Philip the Good, Duke of Burgundy; and Dom Joao had also found

a wife for himself. These various royal households added greatly to the

gaiety of the court; and when the period of mourning for King Joao was

over, it proved that the young Queen Leonora loved state and ceremony,

and inaugurated many festivities. She was at this time very popular

with the people, and every one rejoiced in the presence of a lady at the

head of affairs.

Duarte, meanwhile, with an industry and talent equal to his father's,

and with an even greater purity of action and intention, devoted himself

to schemes for the good of his subjects, and by so doing made up for the

loss of his father's great minister, Alvarez de Pereira, who had died a

few months before the king, and who had long ago put into shape the

young princes' plans for the tithing of Ceuta.

Dom Enrique had been but little at Lisbon, his great undertakings filled

up his time, and he had of late joined the King of Aragon in a war with

the Duke of Milan, during which he had been taken prisoner, to the great

alarm and distress of his brothers; but he had soon regained his

liberty, and now, at the end of 1435, was at the court.

Fernando's health had become somewhat less delicate, though it was still

a check on his sharing in his brothers' exploits; but he led a very

busy, useful, and devout life, managing the affairs of the Order of

Avis, spending nearly all his private fortune in ransoming prisoners

from the Moors, and in acts of charity or devotion. To the poor,

wherever he went, he was a personal friend, and the young men of his

household regarded him with enthusiastic admiration, marvelling at the

combination of such saintly qualities with such a genuine love for all

connected with military honour and personal prowess.

The people spoke of his almsgiving, his life of prayer and self-denial,

his unfailing gentleness of word and deed, of the sufferings borne with

such exemplary patience, and thought that he led the life of a saint on

earth. And all this while the life that looked so holy and so peaceful,

and was so pure from outward stain, was full of inward storm and

struggle, of longings and ambitions, but imperfectly laid at the foot of

the Cross. There was much yet to come before Fernando's victory was

won.

One bright winter's day he was sitting in his private room in the

palace. As Master of Avis, he possessed property and residences in more

than one part of Portugal; but in Lisbon he still lived under his

brother's roof, chiefly that Duarte might bestow on him, in his frequent

illnesses, as much as possible of his scanty intervals of leisure.

Besides, Fernando's tastes were simple, and he loved the surroundings of

his boyhood. He had been occupied all the morning, after attending mass

in the king's chapel, with the various affairs of his order, and with a

consultation with the Archbishop of Lisbon, over the details of a new

mission to be despatched to the coast of Africa, in the wake of some of

Dom Enrique's recent discoveries, and now, wearied with so much

exertion, was sitting by the hearth, on which burned a small wood fire.

It was a pleasant room enough, long and narrow, with a high carved and

painted ceiling, and a great chimney-piece of white marble, carved with

the dragon's heads that King Joao, in honour of his English Garter,

introduced on every occasion, just as he taught his soldiers to shout

Saint George.

Harry Hartsed and a young nephew and namesake of the great minister,

Alvarez de Pereira, were sitting at the farther end of the room, and

talking in a subdued voice, as they looked out between the mullions of

the window over the palace garden.

After some discussion between themselves, Harry glanced at the prince,

and, perceiving that he was doing nothing, crossed the room and ventured

to address him.

"My Lord, Dom Alvarez and I were discussing a question. May I crave

leave to ask your opinion on it?"

Fernando started from his reverie, and looked up with the expression in

his eyes, half-wistful, half-eager, altogether unsatisfied, that

contrasted so strangely with the kind bright smile with which he ever

greeted a request.

"You are welcome to my opinion," he said, gaily; "but I know not if it

will be of much value to _you_."

"My Lord, Alvarez here declares that his fate has been foretold by the

stars, and that certain days in the year are unfavourable to him. That

if he went into battle on those days he would assuredly be slain. That

being so, it would be well to cast one's horoscope, and learn how to

keep from such dangers."

"But," said Fernando, "if duty called Dom Alvarez to battle on these

fateful days, he would but go in with a worse heart for thinking it sure

that he would never come out again."

"I should do my duty, my lord, I trust," said Dom Diego Alvarez, who had

followed Hartsed.

"Assuredly, senor; I did but speak to show you how little, to my

thinking, knowledge of the future is a help to the present performance

of duty. And you have, surely heard, since it is the common story, how

a Jewish astrologer would have dissuaded the king, my brother, from

receiving the homage of his subjects on the day appointed, declaring it

to be an unfortunate one."

"But his grace was not influenced by a rascally Jew," said Harry.

"No," returned the prince; "against the opinions of his councillors he

held to his first intention. The king and the dukes, my brothers,

having deeply studied the courses of the stars, have found great wonders

among them, for which they glorify God; but they do not read in them

their own future."

"Well," remarked Harry, "I must say that little knowledge came by one

attempt I know of, to read the future," and, in answer to the prince's

question, he related his expedition to the forest with Nella.

"Alas, poor child," said Fernando, much moved, "it needs no witch to

guess at her fate. Young Mistress Nella must have a brave heart."

"There's nothing, my lord," said Harry, "that I should enjoy more than a

good blow at the Infidel, and there are many here that think with me.

We listen to tales of the siege of Ceuta, and long for our turn."

"Ay?" said Fernando, thoughtfully. "It seems as if our prayers must be

weak when we withhold ourselves. But who is coming?"

"It is the Duke of Viseo, my lord," said Alvarez.

"Then you may leave us," said Fernando, as Dom Enrique entered, and,

after an affectionate greeting, sat down beside him.

"I think of soon returning to Sagres," he said; "my sailors will be

looking for me. Since we have penetrated to the coast of Africa, I have

more business than ever."

"I should like to go with you for a time to Sagres," said Fernando. "I

could not make observations for you like Duarte, nor work out your

mathematics like Pedro, but I long to see more of your doings there."

"It is so cold at Sagres," said Enrique; "the winds there are too bleak

and rough for you; and yet it would be well for you to spend a few idle

weeks."

"I am strong now," said Fernando hastily; "nothing will hurt me."

Enrique smiled and shook his head.

"Nothing ails me _now_ but idleness," repeated Fernando, as he looked up

at his brother with a sort of inquiry in his face.

Enrique was standing leaning his back against the high chimney corner,

and now he turned his eyes on Fernando and said--

"Is that thought so fresh in your mind still?"

"Is it ever absent?" cried Fernando, rising in his eagerness. "Can I

forget my childish vow, and the longing I have ever had so to devote

myself? We have done much with Ceuta for a centre for the spread of the

Cross. If Tangier were ours--" he paused, laying his hand on Enrique's

shoulder. "See, my brother, I am strong enough now for a campaign. I

should run no more risk than the rest of you. Is it not my turn? I am

the only one of us all whose sword has never been drawn. Am _I_ fit to

be head of the Order of Avis? Does such home-staying become my father's

son? Must I be the only one to do nothing for the honour of Portugal or

for Holy Church?"

Enrique's enthusiasm was easily fired. All his life he had been ready

to turn aside from his own special objects to strike a blow at the Moor.

"If you and I could head an expedition," he said, thoughtfully; "much

toil need not fall on you."

"Ah!" cried Fernando. "At such a time I should feel no hardships. I am

not so full of my own conceit as to imagine myself a fit leader. Let me

but fight under your banner; profit by your experience. Is not our

prosperity a shame, while we suffer that unimaginable evil at our very

gates?"

"It would consecrate all other efforts," said Enrique, with the peculiar

earnestness that always made his words weighty; "and to fight as we have

always wished, side by side, in this holy war!"

"Yes. Alone I could do little! This hope has been my one aim, my

prayer, through all the poor life that has borne so little fruit.

Enrique, _you_ have known it?"

"Yes. I know that you have never swerved from it. But you must not

call your life fruitless, my Fernando."

"Fruitful of impatience and discontent! In truth I am not worthy of

this task."

"Nevertheless," said Enrique, with his grave smile, "let us together

offer our unworthiness to Him Who will purge our sins away. So shall we

win honour for ourselves and our brother."

Self-devotion and personal glory were so united in the mind during the

reign of chivalry, that it was not marvellous that these ardent souls

did not quite distinguish between them. Enlightened as the princes of

Avis were, they were, even Enrique, men of their own day. Their more

personal aims of scientific discovery, missionary work, organised

charity and the like, were experimental, and they could not set them

quite on a level with the recognised privilege and the duty of

distinguishing themselves in the battle-field. First, they must be

soldiers, afterwards, men of science and philanthropists, and Fernando

felt himself to have missed his vocation. The deep sense of religion,

felt in especial by these two, offered them another and higher object.

Perhaps the strong desire of self-devotion was the talent specially

committed to the "ages of faith." The evil they wished to remove was

great and obvious, and Fernando did not consider that he might be doing

the Church's work perhaps as effectually in another way. He was humble

enough in his estimate of himself; he had done the work at hand without

a complaint; but the long-restrained wish, once entertained, swept all

before it like a flood, and could see no obstacles and no objections.

His natural tastes, his religious fervour, his wish for self-denial, and

that self which he had not yet altogether learned to deny, all worked

together, by the force of his strong will, to attain his object.

Enrique loved him too well to oppose him, and moreover was to the full

as impetuous, and more used to having his own way.

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