TWO LIVES.

"And like a double cherry--seeming parted."

The clear light of an English spring evening was shining down on the

grey walls of the convent of Saint Mary, streaming through the golden

green of the neighbouring wood, showing the towers of Northberry Manor

House through the trees, and sparkling on the blue strip of sea behind

them. Far on either side stretched wood and forest, hitherto untouched

by the hand of man, while from the pleasant fields cultivated round the

convent and Manor House green glades and glens wound away into the

forest, where the hunter might sound his horn, the outlaw take refuge,

where wild game of all kinds still dwelt without chance of extinction,

and where fairy rings were found on the grass, strange sights seen, and

strange sounds heard beyond the chime of the church bells of Northberry.

The lords of the manor rode through the rough roads now and again on

visits to their neighbours, or for assize meetings at the nearest town;

the convent priests, who also served the little village church, went

through the wood now and then at the summons of the Bishop; but the

villagers who clustered round the convent and manor walls were afraid of

the forest, and Eleanor Northberry had never passed through it since she

had been brought there, six years before, a solitary and frightened

child, pining for the little twin sister who had been torn from her

side. She had been tenderly received and cherished by her cousins, and

with their daughter Adela was placed at the convent, where she learnt to

read and to sing, to sew and to embroider, going home occasionally to

Northberry Manor, and growing so much into a part of the family, that

Sir Edward Northberry contemplated finding a husband for her in due time

among the gallant squires of Devon, and never sending her back again to

the "foreign parts," which, spite of his connection with Lisbon, he

regarded as peopled by a mixture of Frenchmen and Moors.

Within the convent precincts was a garden surrounded by high old walls,

through one of which a gate led into the little burial-ground where the

convent chapel stood. There was a sun-dial in the midst of the garden,

on the step of which Eleanor--or as she loved better to be called,

Nella--Northberry sat making wreaths from a great heap of white hawthorn

on the grass beside her. The garden was neatly kept, with a plentiful

supply of herbs useful for cooking or for medicine, and a few spring

flowers, such as bluebells or lilies of the valley, and in the centre of

the turf an apple-tree in full blossom; there were cherries and plums in

plenty, with the fruit just setting among their green leaves. A large

oblong pond full of fish lay across the bottom of the garden. The birds

sang sweetly; a family of robin-redbreasts were making their first

attempts at flying from the low branches of the apple-trees. There was

a low sound of chanting from the chapel, where the nuns were practising

the services for the approaching festival of Whitsuntide. All was full

of peace and calm, brightened by the fresh and hopeful spring-time.

Nella finished her long white garland, and laid it at her feet. She

clasped her hands on her knees, and watched the little snowy clouds as

they came floating from behind the cherry-trees across the sky. She was

very simply dressed in a grey frock cut square at her neck, and finished

with a white frill; but she was a tall and beautiful girl, almost a

woman in height, with her long brown hair drawn back from a broad fair

brow, a frank and simple countenance, and eyes at once innocent and

fearless. She was almost too much for the nuns sometimes, with her wild

spirits and dauntless gaiety, delighting in woodland scrambles and

hairbreadth escapes. But she was loving and loyal-hearted, and no

rebel, though a little difficult of control.

Just now, however, the evening calm had stolen over her spirit, and she

sat lost in thought, her memory, seldom active, going back to the days

of her early childhood, as she glanced at the gold cross which she wore

constantly round her neck.

Nella could not be said to have forgotten Catalina. She prayed for her

morning and evening, and she knew that masses were constantly sung in

the convent chapel for her deliverance; but the sorrow of her loss was

regarded as too terrible for common speech. A cloud of horror hung over

her memory, and Nella, whose simple, healthy nature easily adapted

itself to new surroundings, rather shrank from the thought of her. Her

father had never fulfilled his promise of coming to England; her nurse

had been taken captive with Kate. She could vividly remember the night

attack, when she had run out to see what was the matter, and found the

others gone on her return, and carrying her thoughts back she could

remember different trees and flowers, a house that seemed to her of

wonderful splendour, a mother's kiss, her bluff father's voice, and,

more clearly than anything else, the tall, pale young prince who had

given her the jewel round her neck and bid her trust in God.

It must be remembered that though Nella's memory enabled her to recall

orange-trees and pomegranates, strange dresses and customs, and the

"Moors" as familiar objects of dread, she never met with any one who had

ever seen an orange-tree, or done more than hear of a Moor as a sort of

emissary of evil. She had nothing therefore but her own childish

impressions to fall back upon, which were confused and blurred, and she

invariably pictured Catalina as her own double, grown to the same

height, wearing the same clothes, and thinking the same thoughts. But

the image seemed as far removed from her as if she had been taught to

regard Catalina as among the saints in Paradise. Nella was not

imaginative; she did not realise strange conditions; a sort of reserve

had always veiled even from her own thoughts the present condition of

her twin sister. But her convent life was almost over, and the change

in her own existence made her thoughtful.

"I am thirteen," she thought; "I have made my first communion, perhaps

before many years I shall be married; but Catalina--"

Suddenly, for the first time, it came clearly before her mind that

Catalina, if alive, could not be in the least like herself, could not be

a Christian at all. Nella sprang to her feet and almost cried out as

the thought stung her, and for the first time in her life she was seized

with the intensest desire to know her sister's fate; she felt as if she

must discover what had become of her, as if the uncertainty so long

acquiesced in had become suddenly intolerable to her.

The chapel bell began to ring for vespers; one of the nuns came into the

garden and called Nella. She took up her wreath and followed into the

chapel, and as she knelt and prayed, the twin sister whom she could no

longer picture to herself seemed to call to her out of terrible and

unknown darkness.

In the convent chapel, among the oak-wood and the cherry-blossoms of an

English spring, Eleanor Northberry laid her garlands on a holy shrine

and listened to the chanting of the vesper service; while the light

faded away over the peaceful garden, and the last reflection of the

sunset died out from the long fish-pond, and the nuns were left to the

peace and the stillness of night.

The sun also dropped down to rest over another small inclosure, far away

in the warm south. Round the royal palace of Muley Hassan, King of Fez,

were magnificent gardens, and on the side devoted to the women was one,

the very gem of them all. A kind of cloister surrounded it, built with

the utmost elaboration of Moorish art, horseshoe arches, fretwork of the

most exquisite forms, blazing with gold and silver, and glowing with the

gorgeousness of Oriental colour. Flowers of almost tropical variety and

beauty were growing in profusion, and in the centre was a fountain in

which gold and silver fish were swimming. On the brink stood a young

girl with a splendid wreath of crimson passion-flowers in her hand. She

was dressed in a tunic of blue silk, wonderfully embroidered with

coloured flowers, full white silk trousers were fastened round her

ankles above her golden slippers; on her head was a rose-coloured

turban, coquettishly set on the top of the long straight plait of hair

that fell down her back. She seated herself on the rim of the fountain,

and laying her flowers at her feet, listened to the distant sound of

girlish voices laughing and chattering beyond the cloister, or to the

noise of a number of parrots and other birds inclosed in a golden

network at one corner of the garden.

The girl's face was fair, with fine outlines, large blue eyes of a

peculiar wistful softness, and with an expression gentle, dreamy, and

somewhat passive. This was Leila, a Christian slave, the pet and

plaything of the ladies of Muley Hassan's harem; this was Katharine,

Eleanor Northberry's lost sister.

Strangely enough there had been a sort of outward similarity between the

lives that were essentially so different. Each sister had been brought

up in seclusion in a household of women. Catalina, like Nella, learnt

to embroider and to sing; she too lived among birds and flowers and

pleasant places. She too was taught to be obedient, to submit to rules;

and the gentle nature obeyed more perfectly, and carried cushions and

sang little songs or gathered flowers for the princesses, more aptly

than Nella learnt her tasks or steadied her dancing steps in Northberry

convent. But the little slave had been treated as a favourite toy, and

nothing had occurred to drive her thoughts beyond herself. She had at

once been separated from her nurse and taken to the palace, and though

she could have told, if asked, her real name and have understood

probably her own language, years of soft living separated her from any

reminder of her old life.

"Leila, Leila!" cried a clear voice.

Leila sprang up and ran to the garden-gate to meet a lady, of exquisite

dark beauty, who came and sat down on a pile of silken cushions near the

fountain. Leila took, at her signal, a golden casket from another

little girl, and kneeling before her mistress, began to take out its

contents and display them.

Mistress and maiden smiled with delight as rubies, diamonds, and

emeralds came to view.

"My jewels are the best in the harem," said the Princess Zarah, proudly.

"Yes, lady," said Leila, "neither Zuleika nor Zoraya have half so many."

"There is a string of pearls for you," said Zarah. "Or, no--choose

among these for yourself."

"What is that?" said the little slave suddenly, pointing to a small

eight-pointed ornament with a ruby in the centre.

"That!" said the princess. "Why, child, that is yours already. It was

tied round your neck when you were brought to me."

Leila took the cross in her hand, and gazed at it with a fixed, dreamy

look.

"Nella had one too," she said suddenly. "Dom Fernando gave them to us."

"Who is that?" said Zarah, indolently.

Leila looked perplexed, tears filled her eyes, and, with a

half-unconscious movement, she made the sign of the cross.

Zarah struck her hand sharply.

"Hold, child! that is wicked. Do that again and you shall be beaten."

"Are all Christians wicked?" said Leila, timidly.

"Of course, child--they are unbelievers."

"And Nella must be a Christian--I was once."

"There, do not fret. Here is a spray of emeralds, for you to put in

your turban. You are happy enough, and spoiled, my little one.

Religions do not matter so much for a woman, certainly not for a slave.

Some day, when I can spare you, you shall marry a true Mussulman, who

shall give you sweetmeats and jewels. You are very pretty--none of the

other princesses have such a pretty slave."

Leila laid the jewels down, and, slipping away from her mistress' side,

she leaned over the carved parapet of the ladies' garden, peeping

through the trellis-work that divided it from the more public grounds of

the palace. Down below, she saw four or five men, haggard, weary, and

scantily clothed, dragging heavy loads of earth to form a bank on one

side of the garden. Presently a Moor came up and struck one of them a

sharp blow. He cowered under it for a moment, and then, as the striker

turned away, his victim looked up to Heaven and made the sign of the

Cross.

These poor sufferers were Leila's fellow-Christians. Tears filled her

eyes; she longed to help them. But she was a slave, petted, soft, and

self-indulgent, like a pet animal. She shrank away from the painful

thought, and, going back to her mistress, tried to forget it in

wreathing the passion-flowers round her hair.

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