CHAPTER XXVII

'SINCE IT IS SO!'

Helena had often before divined the Dictator. Now at last she realised

him. She had divined him in spite of her own doubts at one time--or

perhaps because of her own doubts, or the doubts put into her mind by

other minds and other tongues. She had always felt assured that the

Dictator was there--had felt certain that he must be there--and now at

last she knew that he was there. She had faith in him as one may have

faith in some sculptor whose masterpiece one has not yet seen. We

believe in the work because we know the man, although we have not yet

seen him in his work. We know that he has won fame, and we know that he

is not a man likely to put up with a fame undeserved. So we wait

composedly for the unveiling of his statue, and when it is unveiled we

find in it simply the justification of our faith. It was so with Helena

Langley. She felt sure that whenever her hero got the chance he would

prove himself a hero--show himself endowed with the qualities of a

commander-in-chief. Now she knew it. She had seen the living proof of

it. She had seen him tried by the test of a thoroughly new situation,

and she had seen that he had not wasted one moment on mere surprise. She

had seen how quickly he had surveyed the whole scene of danger, and how

in the flash of one moment's observation he had known what was to be

done--and what alone was to be done. She had seen how he had taken

command by virtue of his knowledge that at such a moment of confusion,

bewilderment, and danger, the command came to him by right of the

fittest.

The heart of the girl swelled with pride; and she felt a pride even in

herself, because she had so instinctively recognised and appreciated

him. She told herself that she must really be worth something when she

had from the very beginning so thoroughly appreciated him. Of course, a

romantic girl's wild enthusiasm might also have been a romantic girl's

wild mistake. The Dictator had, after all, only shown the qualities of

courage and coolness with which his enemies as well as his friends had

always credited him. The elaborate and craftily got-up attack upon him

would never have been concerted--would never have had occasion to be

concerted--but that his enemies regarded him as a most dangerous and

formidable opponent. Even in her hurried thoughts of the moment Helena

took in all this. But the knowledge made her none the less proud.

'Of course,' she thought, 'they knew what a danger and a terror he was

to them, and now I know it as well as they do; but I knew it all along,

and now they--they themselves--have justified my appreciation of him.'

All the time she had a shrinking, sickening terror in her heart about

further plots and future dangers. Some of Ericson's own words lingered

in her memory--words about the impossibility of finding any real

protection against the attempt of the fanatic assassin who takes his own

life in his hand, and is content to die the moment he has taken the life

of his victim.

This was the all but absorbing thought in Helena's mind just then. _His_

life was in danger; he had escaped this late attempt, and it had been a

serious one, and had deluged a house in blood, and what chance was there

that he might escape another? He would go out to Gloria, and even on the

very voyage he might be assassinated, and she would not be there,

perhaps to protect him--at all events, to be with him--and she did not

know, even know whether he cared about her--whether he would miss

her--whether she counted for anything in his thoughts and his plans and

his life--whether he would remember or whether he would forget her. She

was in a highly strung, and, if the expression may be used, an exalted

frame of mind. She had not slept much. After all the wildness of the

disturbance was over Sir Rupert had insisted on her going to bed and not

getting up until luncheon-time, and she had quietly submitted, and had

been undressed, and had slept a little in a fitful, upstarting sort of

way; and at last noon came, and she soon got up again, and bathed, and

prepared to be very heroic and enduring and self-composed. She was much

in the habit of going into the conservatory before luncheon, and Ericson

had often found her there; and perhaps she had in her own mind a

lingering expectation that if he got back from the village, and the

coroner, and the magistrates, and all the rest of it, in time, he would

come to the conservatory and look for her. She wanted him to go to

Gloria--oh, yes--of course, she wanted him to go--he was going perhaps

that very day; but she did not want him to go before he had spoken to

her--alone--alone. We have said that she did not know whether he cared

about her or not. So she told herself. But did not an instinct the other

way drive her into that conservatory where they had met before about the

same hour of the day--on less fateful days?

The house looked quiet and peaceful enough now under the clear, poetic

melancholy of an autumn sunlight. The musical Oriental bells--a set the

same as those that Helena had established in the London house--rang out

their announcement or warning that luncheon-time was coming as blithely

as though the house were not a mournful hospital for the sick and for

the dead. Helena was moving slowly, sadly, in the conservatory. She did

not care to affront the glare of the open, and outer day. Suddenly

Ericson came dreamily in, and he flushed at seeing her, and her cheek

hung out involuntarily, unwillingly, its red flag in reply. There was a

moment of embarrassment and silence.

'All these terrible things will not alter your plans?' she asked, in a

voice curiously timid for her.

'My plans about Gloria?'

'Yes; I mean your plans about Gloria.'

'Oh, no; I have not much evidence to offer. You see, I can only give the

police a clue--I can't do more than that. I have been to the inquest and

have told that I remember the crimes of these men and their names, but I

cannot identify either of the men personally. As soon as I get out to

Gloria I shall make it all clear. But until then I can only put the

police here on the track.'

'Then you _are_ going?' she asked in pathetic tone. The truth is, that

she was not much thinking about the chances of justice being done to the

murderers--even to the murderers of poor Soame Rivers. She was thinking

of Ericson's going away.

'Yes, I am going,' he said. 'My duty and my destiny--if I may speak in

that grandiose sort of style--call me that way.'

'I know it,' Helena said; 'I would not have it otherwise.'

'And I know _that_,' he replied tenderly, 'because I know you,

Helena--and I know what a mind and what a heart you have. Do you think

it costs me no pang to leave you?' She looked up at him amazed, and then

let her eyes droop. Her courage had all gone. If the women who

constantly kept saying that she was forward with men could only have

seen her now!

'Are you really sorry to leave me?' she asked at last. 'Shall you miss

me when you go?'

'Am I sorry to leave you? Shall I miss you when I go? Do you really not

guess how dear you are to me, how I love your companionship--and

you--you--you!'

'Oh, I did _not_ know it,' she said. 'But I do know----'. She could not

get on.

'You do know--what?' he asked tenderly, and he took one hand of hers in

his, and she did not draw it away. The moment had come. Each knew it.

'I know that I love you,' she said in a passionate whisper. 'I know that

you are my hero and my idol! There!'

He only kissed her hand.

'Then you will wait for me?' he asked.

'Wait for you--wait here--_without_ you?'

'Until I have won my fight, and can claim you.'

'Oh!' she exclaimed in passion of love and grief and fear, 'how could I

live here without you, and know that you were in danger? No, I

couldn't--couldn't--couldn't! That wouldn't be love--not my

love--no--not _my_ love!'

For a moment even the thought of a rescued Gloria was pushed back in the

Dictator's mind.

'Since it is so,' said the Dictator, not without a gasp in his throat as

he said it, 'come with me, Helena.'

'Oh, thank God, and thank _you_!' the girl cried. 'See here--this is

your birthday, and I had no birthday-gift ready to give you. Ah, I have

been thinking so much about you--about _you_, you _yourself_--that I

forgot your birthday. But now I remember; and here is a birthday-gift

for you--the best I can give!' And she seized his hand and kissed it

fervently.

'Helena,' the Dictator said, with an emotion that he tried in vain to

repress, 'let me thank you for your birthday-gift.' And he lifted her

head towards him and kissed her lips.

'I am to go with you?' she asked fervently, gazing up into his eyes with

her own tear-stained, anxious, wistful eyes.

'You are to go with me,' he answered quietly, 'wherever I go, to my

death, or to yours.'

'Oh,' she exclaimed, 'how happy I am! At last at last, I _am_ happy!'

She was clinging around his neck. He gently, tenderly, lifted her arms

from him, and held her a little apart, and looked at her with a proud

affection and a love before which her eyes drooped. She was overborne by

the rush of her own too great happiness. What did she care whether they

succeeded or failed in their enterprise on Gloria? What did she care

about being the Dictatress, if there be any such word, of Gloria? Alas!

what did she care in that proud, selfish moment for the future and the

prosperity of Gloria? She was only thinking that _he_ loved her, and

that she was to be allowed to go with him to the very last, that she was

to be allowed to die with him. For she had not at that moment the

faintest hope or thought of being allowed to live with him. Her horizon

was much more limited. She could only think that they would go out to

Gloria and get killed there, together. But was not that enough? They

would be killed together. What better could she ask or hope? Youth is

curiously generous with its life-blood. It delights to think of throwing

life away, not merely for some beloved being, but even with some beloved

being. As time goes on and the span of life shrinks, the seeming value

of life swells, and the old man is content to outlive his old wife, the

old wife to outlive the husband of her youth.

'You are fit to be an empress!' the Dictator exclaimed, and he pressed

her again to his heart. He did not overrate her courage and her

devotion, but, being a man, he a little--just a little--misunderstood

her. She was not thinking of empire, she was thinking of _him_. She was

not thinking of sharing power with him. Her heart was swollen with joy

at the thought that she was to be allowed to share danger and death with

him. It is not easy for a daring, ambitious man to enter into such

thoughts. They are the property, and the copyright, and the birthright

of woman.

But Helena was pleased and proud indeed that he had called her fit to be

an empress. Fit to be _his_ empress: what praise beyond that could human

voice give to her? Her face flushed crimson with delight and pride, and

she stood on tiptoe up to him and kissed him.

Then she started away, for the door of the conservatory opened. But she

returned to him again.

'See!' Helena exclaimed triumphantly, 'here is my father!' And she

caught the Dictator's hand in hers and drew it to her breast.

This was the sight that showed itself to a father's eyes. Sir Rupert had

not thought of anything like this. He was utterly thrown out of his

mental orbit for the moment. He had never thought of his daughter as

thus demonstrative and thus unashamed.

'Was this well done, Helena?' he asked, more sadly than sternly.

'Bravely done--by Helena,' the Dictator exclaimed; 'well done as all is,

as everything is, that _is_ done by Helena!'

'At least you might have told me of this, Ericson,' Sir Rupert said,

turning on the Dictator, and glad to have a man to dispute with. 'You

might have forewarned me of all this.'

'I could not forewarn you, Sir Rupert, of what I did not know myself.'

'Did not know yourself?'

'Not until a very few minutes ago.'

'Did you not know that you were making love to my daughter?'

'Until just now--just before you came in--I did not make love to your

daughter.'

'Oh, it was the girl who made love to you, I suppose!'

The Dictator's eyes flashed fire for a second and then were calm again.

Even in that moment he could feel for Helena's father.

'I never knew until now,' he said quietly, 'that your daughter cared

about me in any way but the beaten way of friendship. I have been in

love with Helena this long time--these months and months.'

'Oh!'

This interrupting exclamation came from Helena. It was simply an

inarticulate cry of joy and triumph. Ericson looked tenderly down upon

her. She was standing close to him--clinging to him--pressing his hand

against her heart.

'Yes, Sir Rupert, I have been in love with your daughter this long time,

but I never gave her the least reason to suspect that I was in love with

her.'

'No, indeed, he never did,' Helena interrupted again. 'Don't you think

it was very unfair of him, papa? He might have made me happy so much

sooner!'

Sir Rupert looked half-angrily, half-tenderly, at this incorrigible

girl. In his heart he knew that he was conquered already.

'I never told her, Sir Rupert,' the Dictator went on, 'because I did not

believe it possible that she could care about me, and because, even if

she did, I did not think that her bright young life could be made to

share the desperate fortunes of a life like mine. Just now, on the eve

of parting--at the thought of parting--we both broke down, I suppose,

and we knew each other--and then--and then--you came in.'

'And I am very glad you did, papa!' Helena exclaimed enthusiastically;

'it saved such a lot of explanation.'

Helena was quite happy. It had not entered into her thoughts to suppose

that her father would seriously put himself against any course of action

concerning herself which she had set her heart upon. The pain of parting

with her father--of knowing that she was leaving him to a lonely life

without her--had not yet come up and made itself real in her mind. She

could only think that her hero loved her, and that he knew she loved

him. It was the sacred, sanctified selfishness of love.

Helena's raptures fell coldly on her father's ears. Sir Rupert saw life

looking somewhat blankly before him.

'Ericson,' he said, 'I am sorry if I have said anything to hurt you. Of

course, I might have known that you would act in everything like a man

of honour--and a gentleman; but the question now is, What do you propose

to do?'

'Oh, papa, what nonsense!' Helena said.

'What do I propose to do, Sir Rupert?' the Dictator asked, quite

composedly now. 'I propose to accept the sacrifice that Helena is

willing to make. I have never importuned her to make it, I never asked

her or even wished her to make it. She does it of her own accord, and I

take her love and herself as a gift from Heaven. I do not stop any

longer to think of my own unworthiness; I do not stop any longer even to

think of the life of danger into which I may be bringing her; she

desires to cast in her lot with mine, and may God do as much and more to

me if I refuse to accept the life that is given to me!'

'Well, well, well!' Sir Rupert said, perplexed by these exalted people

and sentiments, and at the same time a good deal in sympathy with the

people and the sentiments. 'But in the meantime what do you propose to

do? I presume that you, Ericson, will go out to Gloria at once?'

'At once,' Ericson assented.

'And then, if you can establish yourself there--I mean when you have

established yourself there, and are quite secure and all that--you will

come back here and marry Helena?'

'Oh, no, papa dear,' Helena said, 'that is not the programme at all.'

'Why not? What _is_ the programme?'

'Well, if my intended husband waited for all that before coming to marry

me, he might wait for ever, so far as I am concerned.'

'I don't understand you,' Sir Rupert said almost angrily. His patience

was beginning to be worn out.

'Dear, I shall make it very plain. I am not going to let my husband put

through all the danger and get through all the trouble, and then come

home for me that I may enjoy all the triumph and all the comfort. If

that is his idea of a woman's place, all right, but he must get some

other girl to marry him. "Some girls will,"' Helena went on, breaking

irreverently into a line of a song from a burlesque, '"but this girl

won't!"'

'But you see, Helena,' Sir Rupert said almost peevishly, 'you don't seem

to have thought of things. I don't want to be a wet blanket, or a

prophet of evil omen, or any of that sort of thing; but there may be

accidents, you know, and miscalculations, and failures even, and things

may go wrong with this enterprise, no matter how well planned.'

'Yes, I have thought of all that. That is exactly where it is, dear.'

'Where what is, Helena?'

'Dear, where my purpose comes in. If there is going to be a failure, if

there is going to be a danger to the man I love--well, I mean to be in

it too. If he fails, it will cost his life; if it costs his life, I want

it to cost my life too.'

'You might have thought a little of _me_, Helena,' her father said

reproachfully. 'You might have remembered that I have no one but you.'

Helena burst into tears.

'Oh, my father, I did think of you--I do think of you always; but this

crisis is beyond me and above us both. I have thought it out, and I

cannot do anything else than what I am prepared to do. I have thought it

over night after night, again and again--I have prayed for guidance--and

I see no other way! You know,' and a smile began to show itself through

her tears, 'long before I knew that he loved me I was always thinking

what I ought to do, supposing he _did_ love me! And then, papa dear, if

I were to remain at home, and to marry a marquis, or an alderman, or a

man from Chicago, I might get diphtheria and die, and who would be the

better for _that_--except, perhaps, the marquis, or the alderman, or the

man from Chicago?'

'Look here, Sir Rupert,' the Dictator said, 'let me tell you that at

first I was not inclined to listen to this pleading of your daughter. I

thought she did not understand the sacrifice she was making. But she has

conquered me--she has shown me that she is in earnest--and I have caught

the inspiration of her spirit and her generous self-sacrifice, and I

have not the heart to resist her--I dare not refuse her. She shall come,

in God's name!'

* * * * *

Before many weeks there came to the London morning papers a telegram

from the principal seaport of Gloria.

'His Excellency President Ericson, ex-Dictator of Gloria, has just

landed with his young wife and his secretary, Mr. Hamilton, and has been

received with acclamation by the populace everywhere. The Reactionary

Government by whom he was exiled have been overthrown by a great rising

of the military and the people. Some of the leaders have escaped across

the frontier into Orizaba, the State to which they had been trying to

hand over the Republic. The Dictator will go on at once to the capital,

and will there reorganise his army, and will promptly move on to the

frontier to drive back the invading force.'

There came, too, a private telegram from Helena to her father, concocted

with a reckless disregard of the cost per word of a submarine message

from South America to London.

'My darling Papa,--It is so glorious to be the wife of a patriot and a

hero, and I am so happy, and I only wish you could be here.'

When Captain Sarrasin gets well enough, he and his wife will go out to

Gloria, and it is understood that at the special request of Hamilton,

and of some one else too, they will take Dolores Paulo out with them.

For which other reason, as for many more, we wish success and freedom,

and stability and progress to the Republic of Gloria, and happiness to

the Dictator, and to all whom he has in charge.

* * * * *

_OPINIONS OF THE PRESS_ ON THE DICTATOR.

'In Mr. McCarthy's novels we are always certain of finding humour,

delicate characterisation, and an interesting story; but they are

chiefly attractive, we think, by the evidence they bear upon every page

of being written by a man who knows the world well, who has received a

large and liberal education in the university of life. In "The Dictator"

Mr. McCarthy is in his happiest vein. The life of London--political,

social, artistic--eddies round us. We assist at its most brilliant

pageants, we hear its superficial, witty, and often empty chatter, we

catch whiffs of some of its finer emotions.... The brilliantly sketched

personalities stand out delicately and incisively individualised. Mr.

McCarthy's light handling of his theme, the alertness and freshness of

his touch, are admirably suited to the picture he paints of contemporary

London life.'--Daily News.

'"The Dictator" is bright, sparkling, and entertaining.... Few novelists

are better able to describe the political and social eddies of

contemporary society in the greatest city in the world than Mr.

McCarthy; and this novel abounds in vivid and picturesque sidelights,

drawn with a strong and simple touch.'--Leeds Mercury.

'This is a pleasant and entertaining story.... A book to be read by an

open window on a sunny afternoon between luncheon and tea.'--Daily

Chronicle.

'Mr. McCarthy's story is pleasant reading.'--Scotsman.

'As a work of literary art the book is excellent.'--Glasgow

Herald.

'"The Dictator" is bright, sparkling, and entertaining. The book might

almost be described as a picture of modern London. It abounds in vivid

and picturesque sidelights, drawn with a strong touch.'--Leeds

Mercury.

'In "The Dictator" the genial leader of the Irish party writes as

charmingly as ever. His characters are as full of life, as exquisitely

portrayed, and as true to nature as anything that is to be found in

fiction, and there is the same subtle fascination of plot and incident

that has already procured for the author of "Dear Lady Disdain" his

select circle of admirers.... The nicety of style, the dainty wholesome

wit, and the ever-present freshness of idea that pervade it render the

reading of it a positive feast of pleasure. It is the work of a man of

the world and a gentleman, of a man of letters, and of a keen observer

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